OldRouaultonhiswaybackbeganquietlysmokingapipe,whichHomaisinhisinnermostconsciencethoughtnotquitethething。
HealsonoticedthatMonsieurBinethadnotbeenpresent,andthatTuvachehad“madeoff“aftermass,andthatTheodore,thenotary’sservantworeabluecoat,“asifonecouldnothavegotablackcoat,sincethatisthecustom,byJove!“Andtosharehisobservationswithothershewentfromgrouptogroup。TheyweredeploringEmma’sdeath,especiallyLheureux,whohadnotfailedtocometothefuneral。
“Poorlittlewoman!Whatatroubleforherhusband!“
Thedruggistcontinued,“Doyouknowthatbutformehewouldhavecommittedsomefatalattemptuponhimself?“
“Suchagoodwoman!TothinkthatIsawheronlylastSaturdayinmyshop。“
“Ihaven’thadleisure,“saidHomais,“toprepareafewwordsthatIwouldhavecastuponhertomb。“
Charlesongettinghomeundressed,andoldRouaultputonhisblueblouse。Itwasanewone,andashehadoftenduringthejourneywipedhiseyesonthesleeves,thedyehadstainedhisface,andthetracesoftearsmadelinesinthelayerofdustthatcoveredit。
MadameBovaryseniorwaswiththem。Allthreeweresilent。Atlasttheoldfellowsighed——
“Doyouremember,myfriend,thatIwenttoTostesoncewhenyouhadjustlostyourfirstdeceased?Iconsoledyouatthattime。I
thoughtofsomethingtosaythen,butnow——“Then,withaloudgroanthatshookhiswholechest,“Ah!thisistheendforme,doyousee!Isawmywifego,thenmyson,andnowto-dayit’smydaughter。“
HewantedtogobackatoncetoBertaux,sayingthathecouldnotsleepinthishouse。Heevenrefusedtoseehisgranddaughter。
“No,no!Itwouldgrievemetoomuch。Onlyyou’llkisshermanytimesforme。Good-bye!you’reagoodfellow!AndthenIshallneverforgetthat,“hesaid,slappinghisthigh。“Neverfear,youshallalwayshaveyourturkey。“
Butwhenhereachedthetopofthehillheturnedback,ashehadturnedoncebeforeontheroadofSaint-Victorwhenhehadpartedfromher。Thewindowsofthevillagewereallonfirebeneaththeslantingraysofthesunsinkingbehindthefield。Heputhishandoverhiseyes,andsawinthehorizonanenclosureofwalls,wheretreeshereandthereformedblackclustersbetweenwhitestones;thenhewentonhiswayatagentletrot,forhisnaghadgonelame。
Despitetheirfatigue,Charlesandhismotherstayedverylongthateveningtalkingtogether。Theyspokeofthedaysofthepastandofthefuture。ShewouldcometoliveatYonville;shewouldkeephouseforhim;theywouldneverpartagain。Shewasingeniousandcaressing,rejoicinginherheartatgainingoncemoreanaffectionthathadwanderedfromherforsomanyyears。
Midnightstruck。Thevillageasusualwassilent,andCharles,awake,thoughtalwaysofher。
Rodolphe,who,todistracthimself,hadbeenramblingaboutthewoodallday,wassleepingquietlyinhischateau,andLeon,downyonder,alwaysslept。
Therewasanotherwhoatthathourwasnotasleep。
Onthegravebetweenthepine-treesachildwasonhiskneesweeping,andhisheart,rentbysobs,wasbeatingintheshadowbeneaththeloadofanimmenseregret,sweeterthanthemoonandfathomlessasthenight。Thegatesuddenlygrated。ItwasLestiboudois;hecametofetchhisspade,thathehadforgotten。
HerecognisedJustinclimbingoverthewall,andatlastknewwhowastheculpritwhostolehispotatoes。
ChapterElevenThenextdayCharleshadthechildbroughtback。Sheaskedforhermamma。Theytoldhershewasaway;thatshewouldbringherbacksomeplaythings。Berthespokeofheragainseveraltimes,thenatlastthoughtnomoreofher。Thechild’sgaietybrokeBovary’sheart,andhehadtobearbesidestheintolerableconsolationsofthechemist。
Moneytroublessoonbeganagain,MonsieurLheureuxurgingonanewhisfriendVincart,andCharlespledgedhimselfforexorbitantsums;forhewouldneverconsenttoletthesmallestofthethingsthathadbelongedtoHERbesold。Hismotherwasexasperatedwithhim;hegrewevenmoreangrythanshedid。Hehadaltogetherchanged。Sheleftthehouse。
Theneveryonebegan“takingadvantage“ofhim。MademoiselleLempereurpresentedabillforsixmonths’teaching,althoughEmmahadnevertakenalessondespitethereceiptedbillshehadshownBovary;itwasanarrangementbetweenthetwowomen。Themanatthecirculatinglibrarydemandedthreeyears’
subscriptions;MereRolletclaimedthepostagedueforsometwentyletters,andwhenCharlesaskedforanexplanation,shehadthedelicacytoreply——
“Oh,Idon’tknow。Itwasforherbusinessaffairs。“
WitheverydebthepaidCharlesthoughthehadcometotheendofthem。Butothersfollowedceaselessly。Hesentinaccountsforprofessionalattendance。Hewasshownthelettershiswifehadwritten。Thenhehadtoapologise。
FelicitenowworeMadameBovary’sgowns;notall,forhehadkeptsomeofthem,andhewenttolookattheminherdressing-room,lockinghimselfupthere;shewasaboutherheight,andoftenCharles,seeingherfrombehind,wasseizedwithanillusion,andcriedout——
“Oh,stay,stay!“
ButatWhitsuntidesheranawayfromYonville,carriedoffbyTheodore,stealingallthatwasleftofthewardrobe。
ItwasaboutthistimethatthewidowDupuishadthehonourtoinformhimofthe“marriageofMonsieurLeonDupuisherson,notaryatYvetot,toMademoiselleLeocadieLeboeufofBondeville。“Charles,amongtheothercongratulationshesenthim,wrotethissentence——
“Howgladmypoorwifewouldhavebeen!“
Onedaywhen,wanderingaimlesslyaboutthehouse,hehadgoneuptotheattic,hefeltapelletoffinepaperunderhisslipper。
Heopeneditandread:“Courage,Emma,courage。Iwouldnotbringmiseryintoyourlife。“ItwasRodolphe’sletter,fallentothegroundbetweentheboxes,whereithadremained,andthatthewindfromthedormerwindowhadjustblowntowardsthedoor。AndCharlesstood,motionlessandstaring,intheverysameplacewhere,longago,Emma,indespair,andpalereventhanhe,hadthoughtofdying。AtlasthediscoveredasmallRatthebottomofthesecondpage。Whatdidthismean?HerememberedRodolphe’sattentions,hissudden,disappearance,hisconstrainedairwhentheyhadmettwoorthreetimessince。Buttherespectfultoneoftheletterdeceivedhim。
“Perhapstheylovedoneanotherplatonically,“hesaidtohimself。
Besides,Charleswasnotofthosewhogotothebottomofthings;
heshrankfromtheproofs,andhisvaguejealousywaslostintheimmensityofhiswoe。
Everyone,hethought,musthaveadoredher;allmenassuredlymusthavecovetedher。Sheseemedbutthemorebeautifultohimforthis;hewasseizedwithalasting,furiousdesireforher,thatinflamedhisdespair,andthatwasboundless,becauseitwasnowunrealisable。
Topleaseher,asifshewerestillliving,headoptedherpredilections,herideas;heboughtpatentleatherbootsandtooktowearingwhitecravats。Heputcosmeticsonhismoustache,and,likeher,signednotesofhand。Shecorruptedhimfrombeyondthegrave。
Hewasobligedtosellhissilverpiecebypiece;nexthesoldthedrawing-roomfurniture。Alltheroomswerestripped;butthebedroom,herownroom,remainedasbefore。AfterhisdinnerCharleswentupthere。Hepushedtheroundtableinfrontofthefire,anddrewupherarmchair。Hesatdownoppositeit。Acandleburntinoneofthegiltcandlesticks。Berthebyhissidewaspaintingprints。
Hesuffered,poorman,atseeinghersobadlydressed,withlacelessboots,andthearm-holesofherpinaforetorndowntothehips;forthecharwomantooknocareofher。Butshewassosweet,sopretty,andherlittleheadbentforwardsogracefully,lettingthedearfairhairfalloverherrosycheeks,thataninfinitejoycameuponhim,ahappinessmingledwithbitterness,likethoseill-madewinesthattasteofresin。Hemendedhertoys,madeherpuppetsfromcardboard,orseweduphalf-torndolls。Then,ifhiseyesfellupontheworkbox,aribbonlyingabout,orevenapinleftinacrackofthetable,hebegantodream,andlookedsosadthatshebecameassadashe。
Noonenowcametoseethem,forJustinhadrunawaytoRouen,wherehewasagrocer’sassistant,andthedruggist’schildrensawlessandlessofthechild,MonsieurHomaisnotcaring,seeingthedifferenceoftheirsocialposition,tocontinuetheintimacy。
Theblindman,whomhehadnotbeenabletocurewiththepomade,hadgonebacktothehillofBois-Guillaume,wherehetoldthetravellersofthevainattemptofthedruggist,tosuchanextent,thatHomaiswhenhewenttotownhidhimselfbehindthecurtainsofthe“Hirondelle“toavoidmeetinghim。Hedetestedhim,andwishing,intheinterestsofhisownreputation,togetridofhimatallcosts,hedirectedagainsthimasecretbattery,thatbetrayedthedepthofhisintellectandthebasenessofhisvanity。Thus,forsixconsecutivemonths,onecouldreadinthe“FanaldeRouen“editorialssuchasthese——
“AllwhobendtheirstepstowardsthefertileplainsofPicardyhave,nodoubt,remarked,bytheBois-Guillaumehill,awretchsufferingfromahorriblefacialwound。Heimportunes,persecutesone,andleviesaregulartaxonalltravellers。ArewestilllivinginthemonstroustimesoftheMiddleAges,whenvagabondswerepermittedtodisplayinourpublicplacesleprosyandscrofulastheyhadbroughtbackfromtheCrusades?“
Or——
“Inspiteofthelawsagainstvagabondage,theapproachestoourgreattownscontinuetobeinfectedbybandsofbeggars。Someareseengoingaboutalone,andthesearenot,perhaps,theleastdangerous。Whatareouredilesabout?“
ThenHomaisinventedanecdotes
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