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第66章

  OldRouaultonhiswaybackbeganquietlysmokingapipe,whichHomaisinhisinnermostconsciencethoughtnotquitethething。
  HealsonoticedthatMonsieurBinethadnotbeenpresent,andthatTuvachehad“madeoff“aftermass,andthatTheodore,thenotary’sservantworeabluecoat,“asifonecouldnothavegotablackcoat,sincethatisthecustom,byJove!“Andtosharehisobservationswithothershewentfromgrouptogroup。TheyweredeploringEmma’sdeath,especiallyLheureux,whohadnotfailedtocometothefuneral。
  “Poorlittlewoman!Whatatroubleforherhusband!“
  Thedruggistcontinued,“Doyouknowthatbutformehewouldhavecommittedsomefatalattemptuponhimself?“
  “Suchagoodwoman!TothinkthatIsawheronlylastSaturdayinmyshop。“
  “Ihaven’thadleisure,“saidHomais,“toprepareafewwordsthatIwouldhavecastuponhertomb。“
  Charlesongettinghomeundressed,andoldRouaultputonhisblueblouse。Itwasanewone,andashehadoftenduringthejourneywipedhiseyesonthesleeves,thedyehadstainedhisface,andthetracesoftearsmadelinesinthelayerofdustthatcoveredit。
  MadameBovaryseniorwaswiththem。Allthreeweresilent。Atlasttheoldfellowsighed——
  “Doyouremember,myfriend,thatIwenttoTostesoncewhenyouhadjustlostyourfirstdeceased?Iconsoledyouatthattime。I
  thoughtofsomethingtosaythen,butnow——“Then,withaloudgroanthatshookhiswholechest,“Ah!thisistheendforme,doyousee!Isawmywifego,thenmyson,andnowto-dayit’smydaughter。“
  HewantedtogobackatoncetoBertaux,sayingthathecouldnotsleepinthishouse。Heevenrefusedtoseehisgranddaughter。
  “No,no!Itwouldgrievemetoomuch。Onlyyou’llkisshermanytimesforme。Good-bye!you’reagoodfellow!AndthenIshallneverforgetthat,“hesaid,slappinghisthigh。“Neverfear,youshallalwayshaveyourturkey。“
  Butwhenhereachedthetopofthehillheturnedback,ashehadturnedoncebeforeontheroadofSaint-Victorwhenhehadpartedfromher。Thewindowsofthevillagewereallonfirebeneaththeslantingraysofthesunsinkingbehindthefield。Heputhishandoverhiseyes,andsawinthehorizonanenclosureofwalls,wheretreeshereandthereformedblackclustersbetweenwhitestones;thenhewentonhiswayatagentletrot,forhisnaghadgonelame。
  Despitetheirfatigue,Charlesandhismotherstayedverylongthateveningtalkingtogether。Theyspokeofthedaysofthepastandofthefuture。ShewouldcometoliveatYonville;shewouldkeephouseforhim;theywouldneverpartagain。Shewasingeniousandcaressing,rejoicinginherheartatgainingoncemoreanaffectionthathadwanderedfromherforsomanyyears。
  Midnightstruck。Thevillageasusualwassilent,andCharles,awake,thoughtalwaysofher。
  Rodolphe,who,todistracthimself,hadbeenramblingaboutthewoodallday,wassleepingquietlyinhischateau,andLeon,downyonder,alwaysslept。
  Therewasanotherwhoatthathourwasnotasleep。
  Onthegravebetweenthepine-treesachildwasonhiskneesweeping,andhisheart,rentbysobs,wasbeatingintheshadowbeneaththeloadofanimmenseregret,sweeterthanthemoonandfathomlessasthenight。Thegatesuddenlygrated。ItwasLestiboudois;hecametofetchhisspade,thathehadforgotten。
  HerecognisedJustinclimbingoverthewall,andatlastknewwhowastheculpritwhostolehispotatoes。
  ChapterElevenThenextdayCharleshadthechildbroughtback。Sheaskedforhermamma。Theytoldhershewasaway;thatshewouldbringherbacksomeplaythings。Berthespokeofheragainseveraltimes,thenatlastthoughtnomoreofher。Thechild’sgaietybrokeBovary’sheart,andhehadtobearbesidestheintolerableconsolationsofthechemist。
  Moneytroublessoonbeganagain,MonsieurLheureuxurgingonanewhisfriendVincart,andCharlespledgedhimselfforexorbitantsums;forhewouldneverconsenttoletthesmallestofthethingsthathadbelongedtoHERbesold。Hismotherwasexasperatedwithhim;hegrewevenmoreangrythanshedid。Hehadaltogetherchanged。Sheleftthehouse。
  Theneveryonebegan“takingadvantage“ofhim。MademoiselleLempereurpresentedabillforsixmonths’teaching,althoughEmmahadnevertakenalessondespitethereceiptedbillshehadshownBovary;itwasanarrangementbetweenthetwowomen。Themanatthecirculatinglibrarydemandedthreeyears’
  subscriptions;MereRolletclaimedthepostagedueforsometwentyletters,andwhenCharlesaskedforanexplanation,shehadthedelicacytoreply——
  “Oh,Idon’tknow。Itwasforherbusinessaffairs。“
  WitheverydebthepaidCharlesthoughthehadcometotheendofthem。Butothersfollowedceaselessly。Hesentinaccountsforprofessionalattendance。Hewasshownthelettershiswifehadwritten。Thenhehadtoapologise。
  FelicitenowworeMadameBovary’sgowns;notall,forhehadkeptsomeofthem,andhewenttolookattheminherdressing-room,lockinghimselfupthere;shewasaboutherheight,andoftenCharles,seeingherfrombehind,wasseizedwithanillusion,andcriedout——
  “Oh,stay,stay!“
  ButatWhitsuntidesheranawayfromYonville,carriedoffbyTheodore,stealingallthatwasleftofthewardrobe。
  ItwasaboutthistimethatthewidowDupuishadthehonourtoinformhimofthe“marriageofMonsieurLeonDupuisherson,notaryatYvetot,toMademoiselleLeocadieLeboeufofBondeville。“Charles,amongtheothercongratulationshesenthim,wrotethissentence——
  “Howgladmypoorwifewouldhavebeen!“
  Onedaywhen,wanderingaimlesslyaboutthehouse,hehadgoneuptotheattic,hefeltapelletoffinepaperunderhisslipper。
  Heopeneditandread:“Courage,Emma,courage。Iwouldnotbringmiseryintoyourlife。“ItwasRodolphe’sletter,fallentothegroundbetweentheboxes,whereithadremained,andthatthewindfromthedormerwindowhadjustblowntowardsthedoor。AndCharlesstood,motionlessandstaring,intheverysameplacewhere,longago,Emma,indespair,andpalereventhanhe,hadthoughtofdying。AtlasthediscoveredasmallRatthebottomofthesecondpage。Whatdidthismean?HerememberedRodolphe’sattentions,hissudden,disappearance,hisconstrainedairwhentheyhadmettwoorthreetimessince。Buttherespectfultoneoftheletterdeceivedhim。
  “Perhapstheylovedoneanotherplatonically,“hesaidtohimself。
  Besides,Charleswasnotofthosewhogotothebottomofthings;
  heshrankfromtheproofs,andhisvaguejealousywaslostintheimmensityofhiswoe。
  Everyone,hethought,musthaveadoredher;allmenassuredlymusthavecovetedher。Sheseemedbutthemorebeautifultohimforthis;hewasseizedwithalasting,furiousdesireforher,thatinflamedhisdespair,andthatwasboundless,becauseitwasnowunrealisable。
  Topleaseher,asifshewerestillliving,headoptedherpredilections,herideas;heboughtpatentleatherbootsandtooktowearingwhitecravats。Heputcosmeticsonhismoustache,and,likeher,signednotesofhand。Shecorruptedhimfrombeyondthegrave。
  Hewasobligedtosellhissilverpiecebypiece;nexthesoldthedrawing-roomfurniture。Alltheroomswerestripped;butthebedroom,herownroom,remainedasbefore。AfterhisdinnerCharleswentupthere。Hepushedtheroundtableinfrontofthefire,anddrewupherarmchair。Hesatdownoppositeit。Acandleburntinoneofthegiltcandlesticks。Berthebyhissidewaspaintingprints。
  Hesuffered,poorman,atseeinghersobadlydressed,withlacelessboots,andthearm-holesofherpinaforetorndowntothehips;forthecharwomantooknocareofher。Butshewassosweet,sopretty,andherlittleheadbentforwardsogracefully,lettingthedearfairhairfalloverherrosycheeks,thataninfinitejoycameuponhim,ahappinessmingledwithbitterness,likethoseill-madewinesthattasteofresin。Hemendedhertoys,madeherpuppetsfromcardboard,orseweduphalf-torndolls。Then,ifhiseyesfellupontheworkbox,aribbonlyingabout,orevenapinleftinacrackofthetable,hebegantodream,andlookedsosadthatshebecameassadashe。
  Noonenowcametoseethem,forJustinhadrunawaytoRouen,wherehewasagrocer’sassistant,andthedruggist’schildrensawlessandlessofthechild,MonsieurHomaisnotcaring,seeingthedifferenceoftheirsocialposition,tocontinuetheintimacy。
  Theblindman,whomhehadnotbeenabletocurewiththepomade,hadgonebacktothehillofBois-Guillaume,wherehetoldthetravellersofthevainattemptofthedruggist,tosuchanextent,thatHomaiswhenhewenttotownhidhimselfbehindthecurtainsofthe“Hirondelle“toavoidmeetinghim。Hedetestedhim,andwishing,intheinterestsofhisownreputation,togetridofhimatallcosts,hedirectedagainsthimasecretbattery,thatbetrayedthedepthofhisintellectandthebasenessofhisvanity。Thus,forsixconsecutivemonths,onecouldreadinthe“FanaldeRouen“editorialssuchasthese——
  “AllwhobendtheirstepstowardsthefertileplainsofPicardyhave,nodoubt,remarked,bytheBois-Guillaumehill,awretchsufferingfromahorriblefacialwound。Heimportunes,persecutesone,andleviesaregulartaxonalltravellers。ArewestilllivinginthemonstroustimesoftheMiddleAges,whenvagabondswerepermittedtodisplayinourpublicplacesleprosyandscrofulastheyhadbroughtbackfromtheCrusades?“
  Or——
  “Inspiteofthelawsagainstvagabondage,theapproachestoourgreattownscontinuetobeinfectedbybandsofbeggars。Someareseengoingaboutalone,andthesearenot,perhaps,theleastdangerous。Whatareouredilesabout?“
  ThenHomaisinventedanecdotes