ThensuddenlyhesawherinthegardenatTostes,onabenchagainstthethornhedge,orelseatRoueninthestreets,onthethresholdoftheirhouse,intheyardatBertaux。Heagainheardthelaughterofthehappyboysbeneaththeapple-trees:theroomwasfilledwiththeperfumeofherhair;andherdressrustledinhisarmswithanoiselikeelectricity。Thedresswasstillthesame。
Foralongwhilehethusrecalledallhislostjoys,herattitudes,hermovements,thesoundofhervoice。Upononefitofdespairfollowedanother,andevenothers,inexhaustibleasthewavesofanoverflowingsea。
Aterriblecuriosityseizedhim。Slowly,withthetipsofbisfingers,palpitating,heliftedherveil。Butheutteredacryofhorrorthatawoketheothertwo。
Theydraggedhimdownintothesitting-room。ThenFelicitecameuptosaythathewantedsomeofherhair。
“Cutsomeoff,“repliedthedruggist。
Andasshedidnotdareto,hehimselfsteppedforward,scissorsinhand。Hetrembledsothathepiercedtheskinofthetempleinseveralplaces。Atlast,stiffeninghimselfagainstemotion,Homaisgavetwoorthreegreatcutsatrandomthatleftwhitepatchesamongstthatbeautifulblackhair。
Thechemistandthecureplungedanewintotheiroccupations,notwithoutsleepingfromtimetotime,ofwhichtheyaccusedeachotherreciprocallyateachfreshawakening。ThenMonsieurBournisiensprinkledtheroomwithholywaterandHomaisthrewalittlechlorinewateronthefloor。
Felicitehadtakencaretoputonthechestofdrawers,foreachofthem,abottleofbrandy,somecheese,andalargeroll。Andthedruggist,whocouldnotholdoutanylonger,aboutfourinthemorningsighed——
“Myword!Ishouldliketotakesomesustenance。“
Thepriestdidnotneedanypersuading;hewentouttogoandsaymass,cameback,andthentheyateandhobnobbed,gigglingalittlewithoutknowingwhy,stimulatedbythatvaguegaietythatcomesuponusaftertimesofsadness,andatthelastglassthepriestsaidtothedruggist,asheclappedhimontheshoulder——
“Weshallendbyunderstandingoneanother。“
Inthepassagedownstairstheymettheundertaker’smen,whowerecomingin。ThenCharlesfortwohourshadtosufferthetortureofhearingthehammerresoundagainstthewood。Nextdaytheyloweredherintoheroakcoffin,thatwasfittedintotheothertwo;butasthebierwastoolarge,theyhadtofillupthegapswiththewoolofamattress。Atlast,whenthethreelidshadbeenplaneddown,nailed,soldered,itwasplacedoutsideinfrontofthedoor;thehousewasthrownopen,andthepeopleofYonvillebegantoflockround。
OldRouaultarrived,andfaintedonthePlacewhenhesawtheblackcloth!
ChapterTenHehadonlyreceivedthechemist’sletterthirty-sixhoursaftertheevent;and,fromconsiderationforhisfeelings,Homaishadsowordeditthatitwasimpossibletomakeoutwhatitwasallabout。
First,theoldfellowhadfallenasifstruckbyapoplexy。Next,heunderstoodthatshewasnotdead,butshemightbe。Atlast,hehadputonhisblouse,takenhishat,fastenedhisspurstohisboots,andsetoutatfullspeed;andthewholeofthewayoldRouault,panting,wastornbyanguish。Onceevenhewasobligedtodismount。Hewasdizzy;heheardvoicesroundabouthim;hefelthimselfgoingmad。
Daybroke。Hesawthreeblackhensasleepinatree。Heshuddered,horrifiedatthisomen。ThenhepromisedtheHolyVirginthreechasublesforthechurch,andthathewouldgobarefootedfromthecemeteryatBertauxtothechapelofVassonville。
HeenteredMarommeshoutingforthepeopleoftheinn,burstopenthedoorwithathrustofhisshoulder,madeforasackofoats,emptiedabottleofsweetciderintothemanger,andagainmountedhisnag,whosefeetstruckfireasitdashedalong。
Hesaidtohimselfthatnodoubttheywouldsaveher;thedoctorswoulddiscoversomeremedysurely。Herememberedallthemiraculouscureshehadbeentoldabout。Thensheappearedtohimdead。Shewasthere;beforehiseyes,lyingonherbackinthemiddleoftheroad。Hereinedup,andthehallucinationdisappeared。
AtQuincampoix,togivehimselfheart,hedrankthreecupsofcoffeeoneaftertheother。Hefanciedtheyhadmadeamistakeinthenameinwriting。Helookedfortheletterinhispocket,feltitthere,butdidnotdaretoopenit。
Atlasthebegantothinkitwasallajoke;someone’sspite,thejestofsomewag;andbesides,ifsheweredead,onewouldhaveknownit。Butno!Therewasnothingextraordinaryaboutthecountry;theskywasblue,thetreesswayed;aflockofsheeppassed。Hesawthevillage;hewasseencomingbendingforwarduponhishorse,belabouringitwithgreatblows,thegirthsdrippingwithblood。
Whenhehadrecoveredconsciousness,hefell,weeping,intoBovary’sarms:“Mygirl!Emma!mychild!tellme——“
Theotherreplied,sobbing,“Idon’tknow!Idon’tknow!It’sacurse!“
Thedruggistseparatedthem。“Thesehorribledetailsareuseless。
Iwilltellthisgentlemanallaboutit。Herearethepeoplecoming。Dignity!Comenow!Philosophy!“
Thepoorfellowtriedtoshowhimselfbrave,andrepeatedseveraltimes。“Yes!courage!“
“Oh,“criedtheoldman,“soIwillhave,byGod!I’llgoalongo’hertotheend!“
Thebellbegantolling。Allwasready;theyhadtostart。Andseatedinastallofthechoir,sidebyside,theysawpassandrepassinfrontofthemcontinuallythethreechantingchoristers。
Theserpent-playerwasblowingwithallhismight。MonsieurBournisien,infullvestments,wassinginginashrillvoice。Hebowedbeforethetabernacle,raisinghishands,stretchedouthisarms。Lestiboudoiswentaboutthechurchwithhiswhalebonestick。Thebierstoodnearthelectern,betweenfourrowsofcandles。Charlesfeltinclinedtogetupandputthemout。
Yethetriedtostirhimselftoafeelingofdevotion,tothrowhimselfintothehopeofafuturelifeinwhichheshouldseeheragain。Heimaginedtohimselfshehadgoneonalongjourney,faraway,foralongtime。Butwhenhethoughtofherlyingthere,andthatallwasover,thattheywouldlayherintheearth,hewasseizedwithafierce,gloomy,despairfulrage。Attimeshethoughthefeltnothingmore,andheenjoyedthislullinhispain,whilstatthesametimehereproachedhimselfforbeingawretch。
Thesharpnoiseofaniron-ferruledstickwasheardonthestones,strikingthematirregularintervals。Itcamefromtheendofthechurch,andstoppedshortattheloweraisles。Amaninacoarsebrownjacketkneltdownpainfully。ItwasHippolyte,thestable-boyatthe“Liond’Or。“Hehadputonhisnewleg。
Oneofthechoristerswentroundthenavemakingacollection,andthecopperschinkedoneaftertheotheronthesilverplate。
“Oh,makehaste!Iaminpain!“criedBovary,angrilythrowinghimafive-francpiece。Thechurchmanthankedhimwithadeepbow。
Theysang,theyknelt,theystoodup;itwasendless!Herememberedthatonce,intheearlytimes,theyhadbeentomasstogether,andtheyhadsatdownontheotherside,ontheright,bythewall。Thebellbeganagain。Therewasagreatmovingofchairs;thebearersslippedtheirthreestavesunderthecoffin,andeveryoneleftthechurch。
ThenJustinappearedatthedooroftheshop。Hesuddenlywentinagain,pale,staggering。
Peoplewereatthewindowstoseetheprocessionpass。Charlesattheheadwalkederect。Heaffectedabraveair,andsalutedwithanodthosewho,comingoutfromthelanesorfromtheirdoors,stoodamidstthecrowd。
Thesixmen,threeoneitherside,walkedslowly,pantingalittle。Thepriests,thechoristers,andthetwochoirboysrecitedtheDeprofundis*,andtheirvoicesechoedoverthefields,risingandfallingwiththeirundulations。Sometimestheydisappearedinthewindingsofthepath;butthegreatsilvercrossrosealwaysbeforethetrees。
*PsalmCXXX。
Thewomenfollowedinblackcloakswithturned-downhoods;eachofthemcarriedinherhandsalargelightedcandle,andCharlesfelthimselfgrowingweakeratthiscontinualrepetitionofprayersandtorches,beneaththisoppressiveodourofwaxandofcassocks。Afreshbreezewasblowing;theryeandcolzaweresprouting,littledewdropstrembledattheroadsidesandonthehawthornhedges。Allsortsofjoyoussoundsfilledtheair;thejoltingofacartrollingafaroffintheruts,thecrowingofacock,repeatedagainandagain,orthegamblingofafoalrunningawayundertheapple-trees:Thepureskywasfrettedwithrosyclouds;abluishhazeresteduponthecotscoveredwithiris。
Charlesashepassedrecognisedeachcourtyard。Herememberedmorningslikethis,when,aftervisitingsomepatient,hecameoutfromoneandreturnedtoher。
Theblackclothbestrewnwithwhitebeadsblewupfromtimetotime,layingbarethecoffin。Thetiredbearerswalkedmoreslowly,anditadvancedwithconstantjerks,likeaboatthatpitcheswitheverywave。
Theyreachedthecemetery。Themenwentrightdowntoaplaceinthegrasswhereagravewasdug。Theyrangedthemselvesallround;andwhilethepriestspoke,theredsoilthrownupatthesideskeptnoiselesslyslippingdownatthecorners。
Thenwhenthefourropeswerearrangedthecoffinwasplaceduponthem。Hewatcheditdescend;itseemeddescendingforever。Atlastathudwasheard;theropescreakedastheyweredrawnup。
ThenBournisientookthespadehandedtohimbyLestiboudois;
withhislefthandallthetimesprinklingwater,withtherighthevigorouslythrewinalargespadeful;andthewoodofthecoffin,struckbythepebbles,gaveforththatdreadsoundthatseemstousthereverberationofeternity。
Theecclesiasticpassedtheholywatersprinklertohisneighbour。ThiswasHomais。Heswungitgravely,thenhandedittoCharles,whosanktohiskneesintheearthandthrewinhandfulsofit,crying,“Adieu!“Hesentherkisses;hedraggedhimselftowardsthegrave,toengulfhimselfwithher。Theyledhimaway,andhesoongrewcalmer,feelingperhaps,liketheothers,avaguesatisfactionthatitwasallover。
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