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第59章

  ShehurriedofftotellMadameCaron,andthetwoladieswentuptotheattic,and,hiddenbysomelinenspreadacrossprops,stationedthemselvescomfortablyforoverlookingthewholeofBinet’sroom。
  Hewasaloneinhisgarret,busyimitatinginwoodoneofthoseindescribablebitsofivory,composedofcrescents,ofsphereshollowedoutonewithintheother,thewholeasstraightasanobelisk,andofnousewhatever;andhewasbeginningonthelastpiece——hewasnearinghisgoal。Inthetwilightoftheworkshopthewhitedustwasflyingfromhistoolslikeashowerofsparksunderthehoofsofagallopinghorse;thetwowheelswereturning,droning;Binetsmiled,hischinlowered,hisnostrilsdistended,and,inaword,seemedlostinoneofthosecompletehappinessesthat,nodoubt,belongonlytocommonplaceoccupations,whichamusethemindwithfaciledifficulties,andsatisfybyarealisationofthatbeyondwhichsuchmindshavenotadream。
  “Ah!theresheis!“exclaimedMadameTuvache。
  Butitwasimpossiblebecauseofthelathetohearwhatshewassaying。
  Atlasttheseladiesthoughttheymadeouttheword“francs,“andMadameTuvachewhisperedinalowvoice——
  “Sheisbegginghimtogivehertimeforpayinghertaxes。“
  “Apparently!“repliedtheother。
  Theysawherwalkingupanddown,examiningthenapkin-rings,thecandlesticks,thebanisterrailsagainstthewalls,whileBinetstrokedhisbeardwithsatisfaction。
  “Doyouthinkshewantstoordersomethingofhim?“saidMadameTuvache。
  “Why,hedoesn’tsellanything,“objectedherneighbour。
  Thetax-collectorseemedtobelisteningwithwide-openeyes,asifhedidnotunderstand。Shewentoninatender,suppliantmanner。Shecamenearertohim,herbreastheaving;theynolongerspoke。
  “Isshemakinghimadvances?“saidMadameTuvache。Binetwasscarlettohisveryears。Shetookholdofhishands。
  “Oh,it’stoomuch!“
  Andnodoubtshewassuggestingsomethingabominabletohim;forthetax-collector——yethewasbrave,hadfoughtatBautzenandatLutzen,hadbeenthroughtheFrenchcampaign,andhadevenbeenrecommendedforthecross——suddenly,asatthesightofaserpent,recoiledasfarashecouldfromher,crying——
  “Madame!whatdoyoumean?“
  “Womenlikethatoughttobewhipped,“saidMadameTuvache。
  “Butwhereisshe?“continuedMadameCaron,forshehaddisappearedwhilsttheyspoke;thencatchingsightofhergoinguptheGrandeRue,andturningtotherightasifmakingforthecemetery,theywerelostinconjectures。
  “NurseRollet,“shesaidonreachingthenurse’s,“Iamchoking;
  unlaceme!“Shefellonthebedsobbing。NurseRolletcoveredherwithapetticoatandremainedstandingbyherside。Then,asshedidnotanswer,thegoodwomanwithdrew,tookherwheelandbeganspinningflax。
  “Oh,leaveoff!“shemurmured,fancyingsheheardBinet’slathe。
  “What’sbotheringher?“saidthenursetoherself。“Whyhasshecomehere?“
  Shehadrushedthither;impelledbyakindofhorrorthatdroveherfromherhome。
  Lyingonherback,motionless,andwithstaringeyes,shesawthingsbutvaguely,althoughshetriedtowithidioticpersistence。Shelookedatthescalesonthewalls,twobrandssmokingendtoend,andalongspidercrawlingoverherheadinarentinthebeam。Atlastshebegantocollectherthoughts。Sheremembered——oneday——Leon——Oh!howlongagothatwas——thesunwasshiningontheriver,andtheclematiswereperfumingtheair。
  Then,carriedawayasbyarushingtorrent,shesoonbegantorecallthedaybefore。
  “Whattimeisit?“sheasked。
  MereRolletwentout,raisedthefingersofherrighthandtothatsideoftheskythatwasbrightest,andcamebackslowly,saying——
  “Nearlythree。“
  “Ahlthanks,thanks!“
  Forhewouldcome;hewouldhavefoundsomemoney。Buthewould,perhaps,godownyonder,notguessingshewashere,andshetoldthenursetoruntoherhousetofetchhim。
  “Bequick!“
  “But,mydearlady,I’mgoing,I’mgoing!“
  Shewonderednowthatshehadnotthoughtofhimfromthefirst。
  Yesterdayhehadgivenhisword;hewouldnotbreakit。AndshealreadysawherselfatLheureux’sspreadingoutherthreebank-notesonhisbureau。ThenshewouldhavetoinventsomestorytoexplainmatterstoBovary。Whatshoulditbe?
  Thenurse,however,wasalongwhilegone。But,astherewasnoclockinthecot,Emmafearedshewasperhapsexaggeratingthelengthoftime。Shebeganwalkingroundthegarden,stepbystep;
  shewentintothepathbythehedge,andreturnedquickly,hopingthatthewomanwouldhavecomebackbyanotherroad。Atlast,wearyofwaiting,assailedbyfearsthatshethrustfromher,nolongerconsciouswhethershehadbeenhereacenturyoramoment,shesatdowninacorner,closedhereyes,andstoppedherears。
  Thegategrated;shesprangup。BeforeshehadspokenMereRolletsaidtoher——
  “Thereisnooneatyourhouse!“
  “What?“
  “Oh,noone!Andthedoctoriscrying。Heiscallingforyou;
  they’relookingforyou。“
  Emmaanswerednothing。Shegaspedassheturnedhereyesabouther,whilethepeasantwoman,frightenedatherface,drewbackinstinctively,thinkinghermad。Suddenlyshestruckherbrowandutteredacry;forthethoughtofRodolphe,likeaflashoflightninginadarknight,hadpassedintohersoul。Hewassogood,sodelicate,sogenerous!Andbesides,shouldhehesitatetodoherthisservice,shewouldknowwellenoughhowtoconstrainhimtoitbyre-waking,inasinglemoment,theirlostlove。SoshesetouttowardsLaHuchette,notseeingthatshewashasteningtoofferherselftothatwhichbutawhileagohadsoangeredher,notintheleastconsciousofherprostitution。
  ChapterEightSheaskedherselfasshewalkedalong,“WhatamIgoingtosay?
  HowshallIbegin?“Andasshewentonsherecognisedthethickets,thetrees,thesea-rushesonthehill,thechateauyonder。Allthesensationsofherfirsttendernesscamebacktoher,andherpoorachingheartopenedoutamorously。Awarmwindblewinherface;themeltingsnowfelldropbydropfromthebudstothegrass。
  Sheentered,assheusedto,throughthesmallpark-gate。Shereachedtheavenueborderedbyadoublerowofdenselime-trees。
  Theywereswayingtheirlongwhisperingbranchestoandfro。Thedogsintheirkennelsallbarked,andthenoiseoftheirvoicesresounded,butbroughtoutnoone。
  Shewentupthelargestraightstaircasewithwoodenbalustersthatledtothecorridorpavedwithdustyflags,intowhichseveraldoorsinarowopened,asinamonasteryoraninn。Hiswasatthetop,rightattheend,ontheleft。Whensheplacedherfingersonthelockherstrengthsuddenlydesertedher。Shewasafraid,almostwishedhewouldnotbethere,thoughthiswasheronlyhope,herlastchanceofsalvation。Shecollectedherthoughtsforonemoment,and,strengtheningherselfbythefeelingofpresentnecessity,wentin。
  Hewasinfrontofthefire,bothhisfeetonthemantelpiece,smokingapipe。
  “What!itisyou!“hesaid,gettinguphurriedly。
  “Yes,itisI,Rodolphe。Ishouldliketoaskyouradvice。“
  And,despiteallherefforts,itwasimpossibleforhertoopenherlips。
  “Youhavenotchanged;youarecharmingasever!“
  “Oh,“sherepliedbitterly,“theyarepoorcharmssinceyoudisdainedthem。“
  Thenhebeganalongexplanationofhisconduct,excusinghimselfinvagueterms,indefaultofbeingabletoinventbetter。
  Sheyieldedtohiswords,stillmoretohisvoiceandthesightofhim,sothat,shepretendedtobelieve,orperhapsbelieved;
  inthepretexthegavefortheirrupture;thiswasasecretonwhichdependedthehonour,theverylifeofathirdperson。
  “Nomatter!“shesaid,lookingathimsadly。“Ihavesufferedmuch。“
  Herepliedphilosophically——
  “Suchislife!“
  “Haslife,“Emmawenton,“beengoodtoyouatleast,sinceourseparation?“
  “Oh,neithergoodnorbad。“
  “Perhapsitwouldhavebeenbetternevertohaveparted。“
  “Yes,perhaps。“