Atnineo’clockinthemorningshewasawakenedbythesoundofvoicesinthePlace。Therewasacrowdroundthemarketreadingalargebillfixedtooneoftheposts,andshesawJustin,whowasclimbingontoastoneandtearingdownthebill。Butatthismomenttheruralguardseizedhimbythecollar。MonsieurHomaiscameoutofhisshop,andMereLefrangois,inthemidstofthecrowd,seemedtobeperorating。
“Madame!madame!“criedFelicite,runningin,“it’sabominable!“
Andthepoorgirl,deeplymoved,handedherayellowpaperthatshehadjusttornoffthedoor。Emmareadwithaglancethatallherfurniturewasforsale。
Thentheylookedatoneanothersilently。Theservantandmistresshadnosecretonefromtheother。AtlastFelicitesighed——
“IfIwereyou,madame,IshouldgotoMonsieurGuillaumin。“
“Doyouthink——“
Andthisquestionmeanttosay——
“Youwhoknowthehousethroughtheservant,hasthemasterspokensometimesofme?“
“Yes,you’ddowelltogothere。“
Shedressed,putonherblackgown,andherhoodwithjetbeads,andthatshemightnotbeseentherewasstillacrowdonthePlace,shetookthepathbytheriver,outsidethevillage。
Shereachedthenotary’sgatequitebreathless。Theskywassombre,andalittlesnowwasfalling。Atthesoundofthebell,Theodoreinaredwaistcoatappearedonthesteps;hecametoopenthedooralmostfamiliarly,astoanacquaintance,andshowedherintothedining-room。
Alargeporcelainstovecrackledbeneathacactusthatfilledupthenicheinthewall,andinblackwoodframesagainsttheoak-stainedpaperhungSteuben’s“Esmeralda“andSchopin’s“Potiphar。“Theready-laidtable,thetwosilverchafing-dishes,thecrystaldoor-knobs,theparquetandthefurniture,allshonewithascrupulous,Englishcleanliness;thewindowswereornamentedateachcornerwithstainedglass。
“Nowthis,“thoughtEmma,“isthedining-roomIoughttohave。“
Thenotarycameinpressinghispalm-leafdressing-gowntohisbreastwithhisleftarm,whilewiththeotherhandheraisedandquicklyputonagainhisbrownvelvetcap,pretentiouslycockedontherightside,whencelookedouttheendsofthreefaircurlsdrawnfromthebackofthehead,followingthelineofhisbaldskull。
Afterhehadofferedheraseathesatdowntobreakfast,apologisingprofuselyforhisrudeness。
“Ihavecome,“shesaid,“tobegyou,sir——“
“What,madame?Iamlistening。“
Andshebeganexplainingherpositiontohim。MonsieurGuillauminknewit,beingsecretlyassociatedwiththelinendraper,fromwhomhealwaysgotcapitalfortheloansonmortgagesthathewasaskedtomake。
Soheknewandbetterthansheherselfthelongstoryofthebills,smallatfirst,bearingdifferentnamesasendorsers,madeoutatlongdates,andconstantlyreneweduptotheday,when,gatheringtogetheralltheprotestedbills,theshopkeeperhadbiddenhisfriendVincarttakeinhisownnameallthenecessaryproceedings,notwishingtopassforatigerwithhisfellow-citizens。
ShemingledherstorywithrecriminationsagainstLheureux,towhichthenotaryrepliedfromtimetotimewithsomeinsignificantword。Eatinghiscutletanddrinkinghistea,heburiedhischininhissky-bluecravat,intowhichwerethrusttwodiamondpins,heldtogetherbyasmallgoldchain;andhesmiledasingularsmile,inasugary,ambiguousfashion。Butnoticingthatherfeetweredamp,hesaid——
“Dogetclosertothestove;putyourfeetupagainsttheporcelain。“
Shewasafraidofdirtyingit。Thenotaryrepliedinagallanttone——
“Beautifulthingsspoilnothing。“
Thenshetriedtomovehim,and,growingmovedherself,shebegantellinghimaboutthepoornessofherhome,herworries,herwants。Hecouldunderstandthat;anelegantwoman!and,withoutleavingoffeating,hehadturnedcompletelyroundtowardsher,sothathiskneebrushedagainstherboot,whosesolecurledroundasitsmokedagainstthestove。
Butwhensheaskedforathousandsous,heclosedhislips,anddeclaredhewasverysorryhehadnothadthemanagementofherfortunebefore,fortherewerehundredsofwaysveryconvenient,evenforalady,ofturninghermoneytoaccount。Theymight,eitherintheturf-peatsofGrumesnilorbuilding-groundatHavre,almostwithoutrisk,haveventuredonsomeexcellentspeculations;andheletherconsumeherselfwithrageatthethoughtofthefabuloussumsthatshewouldcertainlyhavemade。
“Howwasit,“hewenton,“thatyoudidn’tcometome?“
“Ihardlyknow,“shesaid。
“Why,hey?DidIfrightenyousomuch?ItisI,onthecontrary,whooughttocomplain。Wehardlyknowoneanother;yetIamverydevotedtoyou。Youdonotdoubtthat,Ihope?“
Heheldouthishand,tookhers,covereditwithagreedykiss,thenhelditonhisknee;andheplayeddelicatelywithherfingerswhilsthemurmuredathousandblandishments。Hisinsipidvoicemurmuredlikearunningbrook;alightshoneinhiseyesthroughtheglimmeringofhisspectacles,andhishandwasadvancingupEmma’ssleevetopressherarm。Shefeltagainsthercheekhispantingbreath。Thismanoppressedherhorribly。
Shesprangupandsaidtohim——
“Sir,Iamwaiting。“
“Forwhat?“saidthenotary,whosuddenlybecameverypale。
“Thismoney。“
“But——“Then,yieldingtotheoutburstoftoopowerfuladesire,“Well,yes!“
Hedraggedhimselftowardsheronhisknees,regardlessofhisdressing-gown。
“Forpity’ssake,stay。Iloveyou!“
Heseizedherbyherwaist。MadameBovary’sfaceflushedpurple。
Sherecoiledwithaterriblelook,crying——
“Youaretakingashamelessadvantageofmydistress,sir!Iamtobepitied——nottobesold。“
Andshewentout。
Thenotaryremainedquitestupefied,hiseyesfixedonhisfineembroideredslippers。Theywerealovegift,andthesightofthematlastconsoledhim。Besides,hereflectedthatsuchanadventuremighthavecarriedhimtoofar。
“Whatawretch!whatascoundrel!whataninfamy!“shesaidtoherself,asshefledwithnervousstepsbeneaththeaspensofthepath。Thedisappointmentofherfailureincreasedtheindignationofheroutragedmodesty;itseemedtoherthatProvidencepursuedherimplacably,and,strengtheningherselfinherpride,shehadneverfeltsomuchesteemforherselfnorsomuchcontemptforothers。Aspiritofwarfaretransformedher。Shewouldhavelikedtostrikeallmen,tospitintheirfaces,tocrushthem,andshewalkedrapidlystraighton,pale,quivering,maddened,searchingtheemptyhorizonwithtear-dimmedeyes,andasitwererejoicinginthehatethatwaschokingher。
Whenshesawherhouseanumbnesscameoverher。Shecouldnotgoon;andyetshemust。Besides,whithercouldsheflee?
Felicitewaswaitingforheratthedoor。“Well?“
“No!“saidEmma。
AndforaquarterofanhourthetwoofthemwentoverthevariouspersonsinYonvillewhomightperhapsbeinclinedtohelpher。ButeachtimethatFelicitenamedsomeoneEmmareplied——
“Impossible!theywillnot!“
“Andthemaster’llsoonbein。“
“Iknowthatwellenough。Leavemealone。“
Shehadtriedeverything;therewasnothingmoretobedonenow;
andwhenCharlescameinshewouldhavetosaytohim——
“Goaway!Thiscarpetonwhichyouarewalkingisnolongerours。
Inyourownhouseyoudonotpossessachair,apin,astraw,anditisI,poorman,whohaveruinedyou。“
Thentherewouldbeagreatsob;nexthewouldweepabundantly,andatlast,thesurprisepast,hewouldforgiveher。
“Yes,“shemurmured,grindingherteeth,“hewillforgiveme,hewhowouldgiveamillionifIwouldforgivehimforhavingknownme!Never!never!“
ThisthoughtofBovary’ssuperioritytoherexasperatedher。
Then,whethersheconfessedordidnotconfess,presently,immediately,to-morrow,hewouldknowthecatastropheallthesame;soshemustwaitforthishorriblescene,andbeartheweightofhismagnanimity。ThedesiretoreturntoLheureux’sseizedher——whatwouldbetheuse?Towritetoherfather——itwastoolate;andperhaps,shebegantorepentnowthatshehadnotyieldedtothatother,whensheheardthetrotofahorseinthealley。Itwashe;hewasopeningthegate;hewaswhiterthantheplasterwall。Rushingtothestairs,sheranoutquicklytothesquare;andthewifeofthemayor,whowastalkingtoLestiboudoisinfrontofthechurch,sawhergointothetax-collector’s。
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