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第58章

  Atnineo’clockinthemorningshewasawakenedbythesoundofvoicesinthePlace。Therewasacrowdroundthemarketreadingalargebillfixedtooneoftheposts,andshesawJustin,whowasclimbingontoastoneandtearingdownthebill。Butatthismomenttheruralguardseizedhimbythecollar。MonsieurHomaiscameoutofhisshop,andMereLefrangois,inthemidstofthecrowd,seemedtobeperorating。
  “Madame!madame!“criedFelicite,runningin,“it’sabominable!“
  Andthepoorgirl,deeplymoved,handedherayellowpaperthatshehadjusttornoffthedoor。Emmareadwithaglancethatallherfurniturewasforsale。
  Thentheylookedatoneanothersilently。Theservantandmistresshadnosecretonefromtheother。AtlastFelicitesighed——
  “IfIwereyou,madame,IshouldgotoMonsieurGuillaumin。“
  “Doyouthink——“
  Andthisquestionmeanttosay——
  “Youwhoknowthehousethroughtheservant,hasthemasterspokensometimesofme?“
  “Yes,you’ddowelltogothere。“
  Shedressed,putonherblackgown,andherhoodwithjetbeads,andthatshemightnotbeseentherewasstillacrowdonthePlace,shetookthepathbytheriver,outsidethevillage。
  Shereachedthenotary’sgatequitebreathless。Theskywassombre,andalittlesnowwasfalling。Atthesoundofthebell,Theodoreinaredwaistcoatappearedonthesteps;hecametoopenthedooralmostfamiliarly,astoanacquaintance,andshowedherintothedining-room。
  Alargeporcelainstovecrackledbeneathacactusthatfilledupthenicheinthewall,andinblackwoodframesagainsttheoak-stainedpaperhungSteuben’s“Esmeralda“andSchopin’s“Potiphar。“Theready-laidtable,thetwosilverchafing-dishes,thecrystaldoor-knobs,theparquetandthefurniture,allshonewithascrupulous,Englishcleanliness;thewindowswereornamentedateachcornerwithstainedglass。
  “Nowthis,“thoughtEmma,“isthedining-roomIoughttohave。“
  Thenotarycameinpressinghispalm-leafdressing-gowntohisbreastwithhisleftarm,whilewiththeotherhandheraisedandquicklyputonagainhisbrownvelvetcap,pretentiouslycockedontherightside,whencelookedouttheendsofthreefaircurlsdrawnfromthebackofthehead,followingthelineofhisbaldskull。
  Afterhehadofferedheraseathesatdowntobreakfast,apologisingprofuselyforhisrudeness。
  “Ihavecome,“shesaid,“tobegyou,sir——“
  “What,madame?Iamlistening。“
  Andshebeganexplainingherpositiontohim。MonsieurGuillauminknewit,beingsecretlyassociatedwiththelinendraper,fromwhomhealwaysgotcapitalfortheloansonmortgagesthathewasaskedtomake。
  Soheknewandbetterthansheherselfthelongstoryofthebills,smallatfirst,bearingdifferentnamesasendorsers,madeoutatlongdates,andconstantlyreneweduptotheday,when,gatheringtogetheralltheprotestedbills,theshopkeeperhadbiddenhisfriendVincarttakeinhisownnameallthenecessaryproceedings,notwishingtopassforatigerwithhisfellow-citizens。
  ShemingledherstorywithrecriminationsagainstLheureux,towhichthenotaryrepliedfromtimetotimewithsomeinsignificantword。Eatinghiscutletanddrinkinghistea,heburiedhischininhissky-bluecravat,intowhichwerethrusttwodiamondpins,heldtogetherbyasmallgoldchain;andhesmiledasingularsmile,inasugary,ambiguousfashion。Butnoticingthatherfeetweredamp,hesaid——
  “Dogetclosertothestove;putyourfeetupagainsttheporcelain。“
  Shewasafraidofdirtyingit。Thenotaryrepliedinagallanttone——
  “Beautifulthingsspoilnothing。“
  Thenshetriedtomovehim,and,growingmovedherself,shebegantellinghimaboutthepoornessofherhome,herworries,herwants。Hecouldunderstandthat;anelegantwoman!and,withoutleavingoffeating,hehadturnedcompletelyroundtowardsher,sothathiskneebrushedagainstherboot,whosesolecurledroundasitsmokedagainstthestove。
  Butwhensheaskedforathousandsous,heclosedhislips,anddeclaredhewasverysorryhehadnothadthemanagementofherfortunebefore,fortherewerehundredsofwaysveryconvenient,evenforalady,ofturninghermoneytoaccount。Theymight,eitherintheturf-peatsofGrumesnilorbuilding-groundatHavre,almostwithoutrisk,haveventuredonsomeexcellentspeculations;andheletherconsumeherselfwithrageatthethoughtofthefabuloussumsthatshewouldcertainlyhavemade。
  “Howwasit,“hewenton,“thatyoudidn’tcometome?“
  “Ihardlyknow,“shesaid。
  “Why,hey?DidIfrightenyousomuch?ItisI,onthecontrary,whooughttocomplain。Wehardlyknowoneanother;yetIamverydevotedtoyou。Youdonotdoubtthat,Ihope?“
  Heheldouthishand,tookhers,covereditwithagreedykiss,thenhelditonhisknee;andheplayeddelicatelywithherfingerswhilsthemurmuredathousandblandishments。Hisinsipidvoicemurmuredlikearunningbrook;alightshoneinhiseyesthroughtheglimmeringofhisspectacles,andhishandwasadvancingupEmma’ssleevetopressherarm。Shefeltagainsthercheekhispantingbreath。Thismanoppressedherhorribly。
  Shesprangupandsaidtohim——
  “Sir,Iamwaiting。“
  “Forwhat?“saidthenotary,whosuddenlybecameverypale。
  “Thismoney。“
  “But——“Then,yieldingtotheoutburstoftoopowerfuladesire,“Well,yes!“
  Hedraggedhimselftowardsheronhisknees,regardlessofhisdressing-gown。
  “Forpity’ssake,stay。Iloveyou!“
  Heseizedherbyherwaist。MadameBovary’sfaceflushedpurple。
  Sherecoiledwithaterriblelook,crying——
  “Youaretakingashamelessadvantageofmydistress,sir!Iamtobepitied——nottobesold。“
  Andshewentout。
  Thenotaryremainedquitestupefied,hiseyesfixedonhisfineembroideredslippers。Theywerealovegift,andthesightofthematlastconsoledhim。Besides,hereflectedthatsuchanadventuremighthavecarriedhimtoofar。
  “Whatawretch!whatascoundrel!whataninfamy!“shesaidtoherself,asshefledwithnervousstepsbeneaththeaspensofthepath。Thedisappointmentofherfailureincreasedtheindignationofheroutragedmodesty;itseemedtoherthatProvidencepursuedherimplacably,and,strengtheningherselfinherpride,shehadneverfeltsomuchesteemforherselfnorsomuchcontemptforothers。Aspiritofwarfaretransformedher。Shewouldhavelikedtostrikeallmen,tospitintheirfaces,tocrushthem,andshewalkedrapidlystraighton,pale,quivering,maddened,searchingtheemptyhorizonwithtear-dimmedeyes,andasitwererejoicinginthehatethatwaschokingher。
  Whenshesawherhouseanumbnesscameoverher。Shecouldnotgoon;andyetshemust。Besides,whithercouldsheflee?
  Felicitewaswaitingforheratthedoor。“Well?“
  “No!“saidEmma。
  AndforaquarterofanhourthetwoofthemwentoverthevariouspersonsinYonvillewhomightperhapsbeinclinedtohelpher。ButeachtimethatFelicitenamedsomeoneEmmareplied——
  “Impossible!theywillnot!“
  “Andthemaster’llsoonbein。“
  “Iknowthatwellenough。Leavemealone。“
  Shehadtriedeverything;therewasnothingmoretobedonenow;
  andwhenCharlescameinshewouldhavetosaytohim——
  “Goaway!Thiscarpetonwhichyouarewalkingisnolongerours。
  Inyourownhouseyoudonotpossessachair,apin,astraw,anditisI,poorman,whohaveruinedyou。“
  Thentherewouldbeagreatsob;nexthewouldweepabundantly,andatlast,thesurprisepast,hewouldforgiveher。
  “Yes,“shemurmured,grindingherteeth,“hewillforgiveme,hewhowouldgiveamillionifIwouldforgivehimforhavingknownme!Never!never!“
  ThisthoughtofBovary’ssuperioritytoherexasperatedher。
  Then,whethersheconfessedordidnotconfess,presently,immediately,to-morrow,hewouldknowthecatastropheallthesame;soshemustwaitforthishorriblescene,andbeartheweightofhismagnanimity。ThedesiretoreturntoLheureux’sseizedher——whatwouldbetheuse?Towritetoherfather——itwastoolate;andperhaps,shebegantorepentnowthatshehadnotyieldedtothatother,whensheheardthetrotofahorseinthealley。Itwashe;hewasopeningthegate;hewaswhiterthantheplasterwall。Rushingtothestairs,sheranoutquicklytothesquare;andthewifeofthemayor,whowastalkingtoLestiboudoisinfrontofthechurch,sawhergointothetax-collector’s。