I’mignorantofit!Butperhapsyouwantoxalicacid。Itisoxalicacid,isn’tit?“
Binetexplainedthathewantedacorrosivetomakehimselfsomecopperwaterwithwhichtoremoverustfromhishuntingthings。
Emmashuddered。Thechemistbegansaying——
“Indeedtheweatherisnotpropitiousonaccountofthedamp。“
“Nevertheless,“repliedthetax-collector,withaslylook,“therearepeoplewholikeit。“
Shewasstifling。
“Andgiveme——“
“Willhenevergo?“thoughtshe。
“Halfanounceofresinandturpentine,fourouncesofyellowwax,andthreehalfouncesofanimalcharcoal,ifyouplease,tocleanthevarnishedleatherofmytogs。“
ThedruggistwasbeginningtocutthewaxwhenMadameHomaisappeared,Irmainherarms,Napoleonbyherside,andAthaliefollowing。Shesatdownonthevelvetseatbythewindow,andtheladsquatteddownonafootstool,whilehiseldestsisterhoveredroundthejujubeboxnearherpapa。Thelatterwasfillingfunnelsandcorkingphials,stickingonlabels,makingupparcels。Aroundhimallweresilent;onlyfromtimetotime,wereheardtheweightsjinglinginthebalance,andafewlowwordsfromthechemistgivingdirectionstohispupil。
“Andhow’sthelittlewoman?“suddenlyaskedMadameHomais。
“Silence!“exclaimedherhusband,whowaswritingdownsomefiguresinhiswaste-book。
“Whydidn’tyoubringher?“shewentoninalowvoice。
“Hush!hush!“saidEmma,pointingwithherfingertothedruggist。
ButBinet,quiteabsorbedinlookingoverhisbill,hadprobablyheardnothing。Atlasthewentout。ThenEmma,relieved,utteredadeepsigh。
“Howhardyouarebreathing!“saidMadameHomais。
“Well,yousee,it’sratherwarm,“shereplied。
Sothenextdaytheytalkedoverhowtoarrangetheirrendezvous。
Emmawantedtobribeherservantwithapresent,butitwouldbebettertofindsomesafehouseatYonville。Rodolphepromisedtolookforone。
Allthroughthewinter,threeorfourtimesaweek,inthedeadofnighthecametothegarden。Emmahadonpurposetakenawaythekeyofthegate,whichCharlesthoughtlost。
Tocallher,Rodolphethrewasprinkleofsandattheshutters。
Shejumpedupwithastart;butsometimeshehadtowait,forCharleshadamaniaforchattingbythefireside,andhewouldnotstop。Shewaswildwithimpatience;ifhereyescouldhavedoneit,shewouldhavehurledhimoutatthewindow。Atlastshewouldbegintoundress,thentakeupabook,andgoonreadingveryquietlyasifthebookamusedher。ButCharles,whowasinbed,calledtohertocometoo。
“Come,now,Emma,“hesaid,“itistime。“
“Yes,Iamcoming,“sheanswered。
Then,asthecandlesdazzledhim;heturnedtothewallandfellasleep。Sheescaped,smiling,palpitating,undressed。Rodolphehadalargecloak;hewrappedherinit,andputtinghisarmroundherwaist,hedrewherwithoutawordtotheendofthegarden。
Itwasinthearbour,onthesameseatofoldstickswhereformerlyLeonhadlookedathersoamorouslyonthesummerevenings。Sheneverthoughtofhimnow。
Thestarsshonethroughtheleaflessjasminebranches。Behindthemtheyheardtheriverflowing,andnowandagainonthebanktherustlingofthedryreeds。Massesofshadowhereandthereloomedoutinthedarkness,andsometimes,vibratingwithonemovement,theyroseupandswayedlikeimmenseblackwavespressingforwardtoengulfthem。Thecoldofthenightsmadethemclaspcloser;thesighsoftheirlipsseemedtothemdeeper;
theireyesthattheycouldhardlysee,larger;andinthemidstofthesilencelowwordswerespokenthatfellontheirsoulssonorous,crystalline,andthatreverberatedinmultipliedvibrations。
Whenthenightwasrainy,theytookrefugeintheconsulting-roombetweenthecart-shedandthestable。Shelightedoneofthekitchencandlesthatshehadhiddenbehindthebooks。Rodolphesettleddownthereasifathome。Thesightofthelibrary,ofthebureau,ofthewholeapartment,infine,excitedhismerriment,andhecouldnotrefrainfrommakingjokesaboutCharles,whichratherembarrassedEmma。Shewouldhavelikedtoseehimmoreserious,andevenonoccasionsmoredramatic;as,forexample,whenshethoughtsheheardanoiseofapproachingstepsinthealley。
“Someoneiscoming!“shesaid。
Heblewoutthelight。
“Haveyouyourpistols?“
“Why?“
“Why,todefendyourself,“repliedEmma。
“Fromyourhusband?Oh,poordevil!“AndRodolphefinishedhissentencewithagesturethatsaid,“Icouldcrushhimwithaflipofmyfinger。“
Shewaswonder-strickenathisbravery,althoughshefeltinitasortofindecencyandanaivecoarsenessthatscandalisedher。
Rodolphereflectedagooddealontheaffairofthepistols。Ifshehadspokenseriously,itwasveryridiculous,hethought,evenodious;forhehadnoreasontohatethegoodCharles,notbeingwhatiscalleddevouredbyjealousy;andonthissubjectEmmahadtakenagreatvowthathedidnotthinkinthebestoftaste。
Besides,shewasgrowingverysentimental。Shehadinsistedonexchangingminiatures;theyhadcutoffhandfulsofhair,andnowshewasaskingforaring——arealwedding-ring,insignofaneternalunion。Sheoftenspoketohimoftheeveningchimes,ofthevoicesofnature。Thenshetalkedtohimofhermother——hers!
andofhismother——his!Rodolphehadlosthistwentyyearsago。
Emmanonethelessconsoledhimwithcaressingwordsasonewouldhavedonealostchild,andshesometimesevensaidtohim,gazingatthemoon“Iamsurethatabovetheretogethertheyapproveofourlove。“
Butshewassopretty。Hehadpossessedsofewwomenofsuchingenuousness。Thislovewithoutdebaucherywasanewexperienceforhim,and,drawinghimoutofhislazyhabits,caressedatoncehisprideandhissensuality。Emma’senthusiasm,whichhisbourgeoisgoodsensedisdained,seemedtohiminhisheartofheartscharming,sinceitwaslavishedonhim。Then,sureofbeingloved,henolongerkeptupappearances,andinsensiblyhiswayschanged。
Hehadnolonger,asformerly,wordssogentlethattheymadehercry,norpassionatecaressesthatmadehermad,sothattheirgreatlove,whichengrossedherlife,seemedtolessenbeneathherlikethewaterofastreamabsorbedintoitschannel,andshecouldseethebedofit。Shewouldnotbelieveit;sheredoubledintenderness,andRodolpheconcealedhisindifferencelessandless。
Shedidnotknowifsheregrettedhavingyieldedtohim,orwhethershedidnotwish,onthecontrary,toenjoyhimthemore。
Thehumiliationoffeelingherselfweakwasturningtorancour,temperedbytheirvoluptuouspleasures。Itwasnotaffection;itwaslikeacontinualseduction。Hesubjugatedher;shealmostfearedhim。
Appearances,nevertheless,werecalmerthanever,Rodolphehavingsucceededincarryingouttheadulteryafterhisownfancy;andattheendofsixmonths,whenthespring-timecame,theyweretooneanotherlikeamarriedcouple,tranquillykeepingupadomesticflame。
ItwasthetimeofyearwhenoldRouaultsenthisturkeyinremembranceofthesettingofhisleg。Thepresentalwaysarrivedwithaletter。Emmacutthestringthattiedittothebasket,andreadthefollowinglines:——
“MyDearChildren——Ihopethiswillfindyouwell,andthatthisonewillbeasgoodastheothers。Foritseemstomealittlemoretender,ifImayventuretosayso,andheavier。Butnexttime,forachange,I’llgiveyouaturkeycock,unlessyouhaveapreferenceforsomedabs;andsendmebackthehamper,ifyouplease,withthetwooldones。Ihavehadanaccidentwithmycart-sheds,whosecoveringflewoffonewindynightamongthetrees。Theharvesthasnotbeenovergoodeither。Finally,Idon’tknowwhenIshallcometoseeyou。ItissodifficultnowtoleavethehousesinceIamalone,mypoorEmma。“
Heretherewasabreakinthelines,asiftheoldfellowhaddroppedhispentodreamalittlewhile。
“Formyself,Iamverywell,exceptforacoldIcaughttheotherdayatthefairatYvetot,whereIhadgonetohireashepherd,havingturnedawayminebecausehewastoodainty。Howwearetobepitiedwithsuchalotofthieves!Besides,hewasalsorude。
Iheardfromapedlar,who,travellingthroughyourpartofthecountrythiswinter,hadatoothdrawn,thatBovarywasasusualworkinghard。Thatdoesn’tsurpriseme;andheshowedmehistooth;wehadsomecoffeetogether。Iaskedhimifhehadseenyou,andhesaidnot,butthathehadseentwohorsesinthestables,fromwhichIconcludethatbusinessislookingup。Somuchthebetter,mydearchildren,andmayGodsendyoueveryimaginablehappiness!Itgrievesmenotyettohaveseenmydearlittlegrand-daughter,BertheBovary。IhaveplantedanOrleansplum-treeforherinthegardenunderyourroom,andIwon’thaveittouchedunlessitistohavejammadeforherbyandbye,thatIwillkeepinthecupboardforherwhenshecomes。
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