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第31章

  I’mignorantofit!Butperhapsyouwantoxalicacid。Itisoxalicacid,isn’tit?“
  Binetexplainedthathewantedacorrosivetomakehimselfsomecopperwaterwithwhichtoremoverustfromhishuntingthings。
  Emmashuddered。Thechemistbegansaying——
  “Indeedtheweatherisnotpropitiousonaccountofthedamp。“
  “Nevertheless,“repliedthetax-collector,withaslylook,“therearepeoplewholikeit。“
  Shewasstifling。
  “Andgiveme——“
  “Willhenevergo?“thoughtshe。
  “Halfanounceofresinandturpentine,fourouncesofyellowwax,andthreehalfouncesofanimalcharcoal,ifyouplease,tocleanthevarnishedleatherofmytogs。“
  ThedruggistwasbeginningtocutthewaxwhenMadameHomaisappeared,Irmainherarms,Napoleonbyherside,andAthaliefollowing。Shesatdownonthevelvetseatbythewindow,andtheladsquatteddownonafootstool,whilehiseldestsisterhoveredroundthejujubeboxnearherpapa。Thelatterwasfillingfunnelsandcorkingphials,stickingonlabels,makingupparcels。Aroundhimallweresilent;onlyfromtimetotime,wereheardtheweightsjinglinginthebalance,andafewlowwordsfromthechemistgivingdirectionstohispupil。
  “Andhow’sthelittlewoman?“suddenlyaskedMadameHomais。
  “Silence!“exclaimedherhusband,whowaswritingdownsomefiguresinhiswaste-book。
  “Whydidn’tyoubringher?“shewentoninalowvoice。
  “Hush!hush!“saidEmma,pointingwithherfingertothedruggist。
  ButBinet,quiteabsorbedinlookingoverhisbill,hadprobablyheardnothing。Atlasthewentout。ThenEmma,relieved,utteredadeepsigh。
  “Howhardyouarebreathing!“saidMadameHomais。
  “Well,yousee,it’sratherwarm,“shereplied。
  Sothenextdaytheytalkedoverhowtoarrangetheirrendezvous。
  Emmawantedtobribeherservantwithapresent,butitwouldbebettertofindsomesafehouseatYonville。Rodolphepromisedtolookforone。
  Allthroughthewinter,threeorfourtimesaweek,inthedeadofnighthecametothegarden。Emmahadonpurposetakenawaythekeyofthegate,whichCharlesthoughtlost。
  Tocallher,Rodolphethrewasprinkleofsandattheshutters。
  Shejumpedupwithastart;butsometimeshehadtowait,forCharleshadamaniaforchattingbythefireside,andhewouldnotstop。Shewaswildwithimpatience;ifhereyescouldhavedoneit,shewouldhavehurledhimoutatthewindow。Atlastshewouldbegintoundress,thentakeupabook,andgoonreadingveryquietlyasifthebookamusedher。ButCharles,whowasinbed,calledtohertocometoo。
  “Come,now,Emma,“hesaid,“itistime。“
  “Yes,Iamcoming,“sheanswered。
  Then,asthecandlesdazzledhim;heturnedtothewallandfellasleep。Sheescaped,smiling,palpitating,undressed。Rodolphehadalargecloak;hewrappedherinit,andputtinghisarmroundherwaist,hedrewherwithoutawordtotheendofthegarden。
  Itwasinthearbour,onthesameseatofoldstickswhereformerlyLeonhadlookedathersoamorouslyonthesummerevenings。Sheneverthoughtofhimnow。
  Thestarsshonethroughtheleaflessjasminebranches。Behindthemtheyheardtheriverflowing,andnowandagainonthebanktherustlingofthedryreeds。Massesofshadowhereandthereloomedoutinthedarkness,andsometimes,vibratingwithonemovement,theyroseupandswayedlikeimmenseblackwavespressingforwardtoengulfthem。Thecoldofthenightsmadethemclaspcloser;thesighsoftheirlipsseemedtothemdeeper;
  theireyesthattheycouldhardlysee,larger;andinthemidstofthesilencelowwordswerespokenthatfellontheirsoulssonorous,crystalline,andthatreverberatedinmultipliedvibrations。
  Whenthenightwasrainy,theytookrefugeintheconsulting-roombetweenthecart-shedandthestable。Shelightedoneofthekitchencandlesthatshehadhiddenbehindthebooks。Rodolphesettleddownthereasifathome。Thesightofthelibrary,ofthebureau,ofthewholeapartment,infine,excitedhismerriment,andhecouldnotrefrainfrommakingjokesaboutCharles,whichratherembarrassedEmma。Shewouldhavelikedtoseehimmoreserious,andevenonoccasionsmoredramatic;as,forexample,whenshethoughtsheheardanoiseofapproachingstepsinthealley。
  “Someoneiscoming!“shesaid。
  Heblewoutthelight。
  “Haveyouyourpistols?“
  “Why?“
  “Why,todefendyourself,“repliedEmma。
  “Fromyourhusband?Oh,poordevil!“AndRodolphefinishedhissentencewithagesturethatsaid,“Icouldcrushhimwithaflipofmyfinger。“
  Shewaswonder-strickenathisbravery,althoughshefeltinitasortofindecencyandanaivecoarsenessthatscandalisedher。
  Rodolphereflectedagooddealontheaffairofthepistols。Ifshehadspokenseriously,itwasveryridiculous,hethought,evenodious;forhehadnoreasontohatethegoodCharles,notbeingwhatiscalleddevouredbyjealousy;andonthissubjectEmmahadtakenagreatvowthathedidnotthinkinthebestoftaste。
  Besides,shewasgrowingverysentimental。Shehadinsistedonexchangingminiatures;theyhadcutoffhandfulsofhair,andnowshewasaskingforaring——arealwedding-ring,insignofaneternalunion。Sheoftenspoketohimoftheeveningchimes,ofthevoicesofnature。Thenshetalkedtohimofhermother——hers!
  andofhismother——his!Rodolphehadlosthistwentyyearsago。
  Emmanonethelessconsoledhimwithcaressingwordsasonewouldhavedonealostchild,andshesometimesevensaidtohim,gazingatthemoon“Iamsurethatabovetheretogethertheyapproveofourlove。“
  Butshewassopretty。Hehadpossessedsofewwomenofsuchingenuousness。Thislovewithoutdebaucherywasanewexperienceforhim,and,drawinghimoutofhislazyhabits,caressedatoncehisprideandhissensuality。Emma’senthusiasm,whichhisbourgeoisgoodsensedisdained,seemedtohiminhisheartofheartscharming,sinceitwaslavishedonhim。Then,sureofbeingloved,henolongerkeptupappearances,andinsensiblyhiswayschanged。
  Hehadnolonger,asformerly,wordssogentlethattheymadehercry,norpassionatecaressesthatmadehermad,sothattheirgreatlove,whichengrossedherlife,seemedtolessenbeneathherlikethewaterofastreamabsorbedintoitschannel,andshecouldseethebedofit。Shewouldnotbelieveit;sheredoubledintenderness,andRodolpheconcealedhisindifferencelessandless。
  Shedidnotknowifsheregrettedhavingyieldedtohim,orwhethershedidnotwish,onthecontrary,toenjoyhimthemore。
  Thehumiliationoffeelingherselfweakwasturningtorancour,temperedbytheirvoluptuouspleasures。Itwasnotaffection;itwaslikeacontinualseduction。Hesubjugatedher;shealmostfearedhim。
  Appearances,nevertheless,werecalmerthanever,Rodolphehavingsucceededincarryingouttheadulteryafterhisownfancy;andattheendofsixmonths,whenthespring-timecame,theyweretooneanotherlikeamarriedcouple,tranquillykeepingupadomesticflame。
  ItwasthetimeofyearwhenoldRouaultsenthisturkeyinremembranceofthesettingofhisleg。Thepresentalwaysarrivedwithaletter。Emmacutthestringthattiedittothebasket,andreadthefollowinglines:——
  “MyDearChildren——Ihopethiswillfindyouwell,andthatthisonewillbeasgoodastheothers。Foritseemstomealittlemoretender,ifImayventuretosayso,andheavier。Butnexttime,forachange,I’llgiveyouaturkeycock,unlessyouhaveapreferenceforsomedabs;andsendmebackthehamper,ifyouplease,withthetwooldones。Ihavehadanaccidentwithmycart-sheds,whosecoveringflewoffonewindynightamongthetrees。Theharvesthasnotbeenovergoodeither。Finally,Idon’tknowwhenIshallcometoseeyou。ItissodifficultnowtoleavethehousesinceIamalone,mypoorEmma。“
  Heretherewasabreakinthelines,asiftheoldfellowhaddroppedhispentodreamalittlewhile。
  “Formyself,Iamverywell,exceptforacoldIcaughttheotherdayatthefairatYvetot,whereIhadgonetohireashepherd,havingturnedawayminebecausehewastoodainty。Howwearetobepitiedwithsuchalotofthieves!Besides,hewasalsorude。
  Iheardfromapedlar,who,travellingthroughyourpartofthecountrythiswinter,hadatoothdrawn,thatBovarywasasusualworkinghard。Thatdoesn’tsurpriseme;andheshowedmehistooth;wehadsomecoffeetogether。Iaskedhimifhehadseenyou,andhesaidnot,butthathehadseentwohorsesinthestables,fromwhichIconcludethatbusinessislookingup。Somuchthebetter,mydearchildren,andmayGodsendyoueveryimaginablehappiness!Itgrievesmenotyettohaveseenmydearlittlegrand-daughter,BertheBovary。IhaveplantedanOrleansplum-treeforherinthegardenunderyourroom,andIwon’thaveittouchedunlessitistohavejammadeforherbyandbye,thatIwillkeepinthecupboardforherwhenshecomes。