Atdinnerherhusbandthoughtshelookedwell,butshepretendednottohearhimwhenheinquiredaboutherride,andsheremainedsittingtherewithherelbowatthesideofherplatebetweenthetwolightedcandles。
“Emma!“hesaid。
“What?“
“Well,IspenttheafternoonatMonsieurAlexandre’s。Hehasanoldcob,stillveryfine,onlyalittlebrokenkneed,andthatcouldbebought;Iamsure,forahundredcrowns。“Headded,“Andthinkingitmightpleaseyou,Ihavebespokenit——boughtit。HaveIdoneright?Dotellme?“
Shenoddedherheadinassent;thenaquarterofanhourlater——
“Areyougoingoutto-night?“sheasked。
“Yes。Why?“
“Oh,nothing,nothing,mydear!“
AndassoonasshehadgotridofCharlesshewentandshutherselfupinherroom。
Atfirstshefeltstunned;shesawthetrees,thepaths,theditches,Rodolphe,andsheagainfeltthepressureofhisarm,whiletheleavesrustledandthereedswhistled。
Butwhenshesawherselfintheglassshewonderedatherface。
Neverhadhereyesbeensolarge,soblack,ofsoprofoundadepth。Somethingsubtleaboutherbeingtransfiguredher。Sherepeated,“Ihavealover!alover!“delightingattheideaasifasecondpubertyhadcometoher。Soatlastshewastoknowthosejoysoflove,thatfeverofhappinessofwhichshehaddespairedlShewasenteringuponmarvelswhereallwouldbepassion,ecstasy,delirium。Anazureinfinityencompassedher,theheightsofsentimentsparkledunderherthought,andordinaryexistenceappearedonlyafaroff,downbelowintheshade,throughtheinterspacesoftheseheights。
Thensherecalledtheheroinesofthebooksthatshehadread,andthelyriclegionoftheseadulterouswomenbegantosinginhermemorywiththevoiceofsistersthatcharmedher。Shebecameherself,asitwere,anactualpartoftheseimaginings,andrealisedthelove-dreamofheryouthasshesawherselfinthistypeofamorouswomenwhomshehadsoenvied。Besides,Emmafeltasatisfactionofrevenge。Hadshenotsufferedenough?Butnowshetriumphed,andthelovesolongpentupburstforthinfulljoyousbubblings。Shetasteditwithoutremorse,withoutanxiety,withouttrouble。
Thedayfollowingpassedwithanewsweetness。TheymadevowstooneanotherShetoldhimofhersorrows。Rodolpheinterruptedherwithkisses;andshelookingathimthroughhalf-closedeyes,askedhimtocallheragainbyhername——tosaythathelovedherTheywereintheforest,asyesterday,intheshedofsomewoodenshoemaker。Thewallswereofstraw,andtheroofsolowtheyhadtostoop。Theywereseatedsidebysideonabedofdryleaves。
>Fromthatdayforththeywrotetooneanotherregularlyeveryevening。Emmaplacedherletterattheendofthegarden,bytheriver,inafissureofthewall。Rodolphecametofetchit,andputanotherthere,thatshealwaysfoundfaultwithastooshort。
Onemorning,whenCharleshadgoneoutbeforedaybreak,shewasseizedwiththefancytoseeRodolpheatonce。ShewouldgoquicklytoLaHuchette,staythereanhour,andbebackagainatYonvillewhileeveryonewasstillasleep。Thisideamadeherpantwithdesire,andshesoonfoundherselfinthemiddleofthefield,walkingwithrapidsteps,withoutlookingbehindher。
Daywasjustbreaking。Emmafromafarrecognisedherlover’shouse。Itstwodove-tailedweathercocksstoodoutblackagainstthepaledawn。
BeyondthefarmyardtherewasadetachedbuildingthatshethoughtmustbethechateauSheentered——itwasifthedoorsatherapproachhadopenedwideoftheirownaccord。Alargestraightstaircaseleduptothecorridor。Emmaraisedthelatchofadoor,andsuddenlyattheendoftheroomshesawamansleeping。ItwasRodolphe。Sheutteredacry。
“Youhere?Youhere?“herepeated。“Howdidyoumanagetocome?
Ah!yourdressisdamp。“
“Iloveyou,“sheanswered,throwingherarmsabouthisneck。
Thisfirstpieceofdaringsuccessful,noweverytimeCharleswentoutearlyEmmadressedquicklyandslippedontiptoedownthestepsthatledtothewaterside。
Butwhentheplankforthecowswastakenup,shehadtogobythewallsalongsideoftheriver;thebankwasslippery;inordernottofallshecaughtholdofthetuftsoffadedwallflowers。
Thenshewentacrossploughedfields,inwhichshesank,stumbling;andcloggingherthinshoes。Herscarf,knottedroundherhead,flutteredtothewindinthemeadows。Shewasafraidoftheoxen;shebegantorun;shearrivedoutofbreath,withrosycheeks,andbreathingoutfromherwholepersonafreshperfumeofsap,ofverdure,oftheopenair。AtthishourRodolphestillslept。Itwaslikeaspringmorningcomingintohisroom。
Theyellowcurtainsalongthewindowsletaheavy,whitishlightentersoftly。Emmafeltabout,openingandclosinghereyes,whilethedropsofdewhangingfromherhairformed,asitwere,atopazaureolearoundherface。Rodolphe,laughing,drewhertohim,andpressedhertohisbreast。
Thensheexaminedtheapartment,openedthedrawersofthetables,combedherhairwithhiscomb,andlookedatherselfinhisshaving-glass。Oftensheevenputbetweenherteeththebigpipethatlayonthetablebythebed,amongstlemonsandpiecesofsugarnearabottleofwater。
Ittookthemagoodquarterofanhourtosaygoodbye。ThenEmmacried。ShewouldhavewishednevertoleaveRodolphe。Somethingstrongerthanherselfforcedhertohim;somuchso,thatoneday,seeinghercomeunexpectedly,hefrownedasoneputout。
“Whatisthematterwithyou?“shesaid。“Areyouill?Tellme!“
Atlasthedeclaredwithaseriousairthathervisitswerebecomingimprudent——thatshewascompromisingherself。
ChapterTenGraduallyRodolphe’sfearstookpossessionofher。Atfirst,lovehadintoxicatedher;andshehadthoughtofnothingbeyond。Butnowthathewasindispensabletoherlife,shefearedtoloseanythingofthis,oreventhatitshouldbedisturbed。Whenshecamebackfromhishouseshelookedallabouther,anxiouslywatchingeveryformthatpassedinthehorizon,andeveryvillagewindowfromwhichshecouldbeseen。Shelistenedforsteps,cries,thenoiseoftheploughs,andshestoppedshort,white,andtremblingmorethantheaspenleavesswayingoverhead。
Onemorningasshewasthusreturning,shesuddenlythoughtshesawthelongbarrelofacarbinethatseemedtobeaimedather。
Itstuckoutsidewaysfromtheendofasmalltubhalf-buriedinthegrassontheedgeofaditch。Emma,half-faintingwithterror,neverthelesswalkedon,andamansteppedoutofthetublikeaJack-in-the-box。Hehadgaitersbuckleduptotheknees,hiscappulleddownoverhiseyes,tremblinglips,andarednose。ItwasCaptainBinetlyinginambushforwildducks。
“Yououghttohavecalledoutlongago!“heexclaimed;“Whenoneseesagun,oneshouldalwaysgivewarning。“
Thetax-collectorwasthustryingtohidethefrighthehadhad,foraprefectorialorderhavingprohibitedduckhuntingexceptinboats,MonsieurBinet,despitehisrespectforthelaws,wasinfringingthem,andsoheeverymomentexpectedtoseetheruralguardturnup。Butthisanxietywhettedhispleasure,and,allaloneinhistub,hecongratulatedhimselfonhisluckandonhiscuteness。AtsightofEmmaheseemedrelievedfromagreatweight,andatonceentereduponaconversation。
“Itisn’twarm;it’snipping。“
Emmaanswerednothing。Hewenton——
“Andyou’reoutsoearly?“
“Yes,“shesaidstammering;“Iamjustcomingfromthenursewheremychildis。“
“Ah!verygood!verygood!Formyself,Iamhere,justasyouseeme,sincebreakofday;buttheweatherissomuggy,thatunlessonehadthebirdatthemouthofthegun——“
“Goodevening,MonsieurBinet,“sheinterruptedhim,turningonherheel。
“Yourservant,madame,“hereplieddrily;andhewentbackintohistub。
Emmaregrettedhavingleftthetax-collectorsoabruptly。Nodoubthewouldformunfavourableconjectures。Thestoryaboutthenursewastheworstpossibleexcuse,everyoneatYonvilleknowingthatthelittleBovaryhadbeenathomewithherparentsforayear。Besides,noonewaslivinginthisdirection;thispathledonlytoLaHuchette。Binet,then,wouldguesswhenceshecame,andhewouldnotkeepsilence;hewouldtalk,thatwascertain。
Sheremaineduntileveningrackingherbrainwitheveryconceivablelyingproject,andhadconstantlybeforehereyesthatimbecilewiththegame-bag。
Charlesafterdinner,seeinghergloomy,proposed,bywayofdistraction,totakehertothechemist’s,andthefirstpersonshecaughtsightofintheshopwasthetaxcollectoragain。Hewasstandinginfrontofthecounter,litupbythegleamsoftheredbottle,andwassaying——
“Pleasegivemehalfanounceofvitriol。“
“Justin,“criedthedruggist,“bringusthesulphuricacid。“ThentoEmma,whowasgoinguptoMadameHomais’room,“No,stayhere;
itisn’tworthwhilegoingup;sheisjustcomingdown。Warmyourselfatthestoveinthemeantime。Excuseme。Good-day,doctor,“forthechemistmuchenjoyedpronouncingtheword“doctor,“asifaddressinganotherbyitreflectedonhimselfsomeofthegrandeurthathefoundinit。“Now,takecarenottoupsetthemortars!You’dbetterfetchsomechairsfromthelittleroom;youknowverywellthatthearm-chairsarenottobetakenoutofthedrawing-room。“
Andtoputhisarm-chairbackinitsplacehewasdartingawayfromthecounter,whenBinetaskedhimforhalfanounceofsugaracid。
“Sugaracid!“saidthechemistcontemptuously,“don’tknowit;
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