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第21章

  Thesky’sabluedish!——animplacablesky!
  Stopamoment。Iseizeanideafromthepit。
  Theytellusthatdiscord,thoughdiscord,alone,Canbeharmonywhenthenotesproperlyfit:
  AmIjudgingallthingsfromasinglefalsetone?
  IstheUnerseoneimmenseOrgan,thatrollsFromdelstoangels?I’mblindwiththesight。
  Itpourssuchasplendouronheapsofpoorsouls!
  ImighttryatkneelingwithMollyto-night。
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  LetFateorInsufficiencyprodeMeanendsformenwhowhattheyarewouldbe:
  PennedintheirnarrowdaynochangetheyseeSaveonewhichstrikestheblowtobrutesandpride。
  Ourfaithisoursandcomesnotonatide:
  AndwhetherEarth’sgreatoffspring,bydecree,Mustrotiftheyabjurerapacity,Notargumentbuteffortshalldecide。
  Theynumbermanyheadsinthathardflock:
  Trimswordsmentheypushforth:yettrythysteel。
  Thou,fightingforpoorhumankind,wiltfeelThestrengthofRolandinthywristtohewAchasmsheerintothebarrierrock,Andbringthearmyofthefaithfulthrough。
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  Nowfarewelltoyou!youareOneofmydearest,whomItrust:
  NowfollowyoutheWesternstar,Andcasttheoldworldoffasdust。
  Frommanyfriendsadieu!adieu!
  Thequickheartofthewordtherein。
  Muchthatwehopeforhangswithyou:
  Weloseyou,butwelosetowin。
  Thebeggar-king,November,frets:
  HistattersrichwithIndiandyesGoeshugging:weourseason’sdebtsPaycalmly,oftheSpringforewise。
  Wesendourworthiest;cannoless,Ifwewouldnowbereadaright,-
  TothatgreatpeoplewhomayblessOrcursemankind:theyhavethemight。
  Theproudestseasonsfindtheirgraves,Andwe,whowouldnotbewooed,mustcourt。
  WehavelettheblunderersandthewavesDideus,andthedelhadsport。
  TheblunderersandthewavesnomoreShallseverkindredsendingforthTheirworthiestfromshoretoshoreForwelcome,benttoprovetheirworth。
  Goyouandsuchasyouafloat,Ourlostkinsfellowshiptoreve。
  ThebattleoftheantidoteIstough,thoughsilent:mayyouthre!
  I,wheninthisNorthwindIseeThestrainingredwoodsblownawry,Feelshudderinglikethewintertree,Allveinandarteryoncoldsky。
  Theleafthatclothedmeistornaway;
  Myfriendisasaflyingseed。
  Ay,true;tobringreplenisheddayLightebbs,butIambare,andbleed。
  WhathuskyhabitationsseemThesecomfortablesayings!theyfell,Insomerichyearbecomeadream:-
  Socriesmyheart,theinfidel!……
  Oh!forthestrenuousmindinquest,ArabiansionscouldnoteWiththosebroadwondersoftheWest,AndwouldIbidyoustay?NotI!
  ThestrangeexperimentallandWheremencontinuallydaretakeNiagaraleaps;——unshatteredstand’Twtfallandfall;——forconscience’sake,
  Dreonwardlikeaflood’sincrease;-
  Freshrapidsandabysmsengage;-
  Wele——wediescornfiresidepeace,And,asagarment,putonrage,X
  RatherthanbearGod’sreprimand,ByrearingonafullfatsoilConcreteofsinandsloth;——thisland,Youwillobserveitcoilincoil。
  Thelandhasbeendiscover’dlong,Thepeoplewehaveyettoknow;
  Themselvestheyknownot,savethatstrongForgoodandelstilltheygrow。
  Norknowtheyus。Yea,wellenoughInthatinveteratemachineThroughwhichwespeaktheprintedstuffDaily,withvoicemosthugeous,mienX
  Tremendous:-asalion’sshowThegrandmenageriepaintingshide:
  Hearthedrumbeat,thetrombonesblow!
  ThepooroldLionliesinside!……
  ItisnotEnglandthattheyhear,ButmightyMammon’spipers,trainedTotrumpetouthismoods,andstirHissluggishsoul:HERvoiceischained:
  Almostherspiritseemsmoribund!
  Oteachthem,’tisnotshedisplaysThepanicofapurserotund,Eternaldreadofeldays,-
  ThathauntingspectreofsuccessWhichshowsaheartsunklowinthegirths:
  NotEnglandanswersnobleness,-
  ’Leforthyself:thouartnotearth’s。’
  Notshe,whenstrugglingmanhoodtriesForfreedom,air,ahopefullerfate,Pointsouttheplanet,Compromise,Andshakesamildreprongpate:
  Saysnever:’Iamwellatease,MysneersupontheweakIshed:
  Thestronghavemycajoleries:
  AndthosebeneathmyfeetItread。’
  Nay,but’tissaidforher,greatLord!
  Themisery’sthere!TheshamelessoneAdjuresmankindtosheathethesword,Herselfnotyieldingwhatitwon:-
  Hersermonatcock-crowdothpreach,OnsweetProsperity——orgreed。
  ’Lo!asthebeastsfeed,eachforeach,God’sblessingsletustake,andfeed!’
  Ungratefulcreaturescraveapart-
  Shetellsthemfirmlysheisfull;
  LostshearedsheephurthertenderheartWithbleating,stopsherearswithwool:-
  SeizedsometimesbyprodigiousqualmsNightmaresofbankruptcyanddeath,-
  Showersdowninlumpsaloadofalms,Thenpantsasonewhohaslostabreath;
  Believeshighheaven,whencefavoursflow,TookindtoaskasacrificeForwhatitspeciallydothbestow;-
  GesSHE,’tisgenerous,cheesetomice。
  ShesawtheyoungDominionstripForbattlewithagrievouswrong,AndcurledanobleNormanlip,Andlookedwithhalfaneyesidelong;
  AndinstoutSaxonwrotehersneers,Denouncedthewasteofbloodandcoin,Imploredthecombatants,withtears,Nevertothinktheycouldrejoin。
  Oh!wasitEnglandthat,alas!
  Turnedsharpthectortocajole?
  Beholdherfeaturesintheglass:
  Amonstroussemblancemockshersoul!
  Afalsemajority,bystealth,Havegotherfast,andswaytherod:
  Aheadlesstyrantbuiltofwealth,Thehypocrite,thebelly-God。
  Tohimthedailyhymnstheyraise:
  Histastesaresought:hiswillisdone:
  Hesniffstheputridsteamofpraise,PlacefortrueEnglandhereisnone!
  ButcanadistantracediscernThedifference’twtherandhim?
  Myfriend,thatwillyoubidthemlearn。
  Heshamesandbindsher,headandlimb。
  Oldwoodhasblossomsofthissort。
  Thoughsoundatcore,sheisoldwood。
  Iffreemenhateher,oneretortShehas;butone!——’Youaremyblood。’
  Apoet,halfaprophet,roseInrecentdays,andcalledforpower。
  Ilovehim;buthismountainprose-
  HisAlpandvalleyandwildflower-
  Proclaimedourweakness,notitssource。
  Whatmedicinefordiseasehadhe?
  Whomsummonedforashowofforce?
  Ourtitulararistocracy!
  Why,thesearegreatatCityfeasts;
  FromCityrichesmainlyrise:
  ’Tiswelltohearthem,whenthebeastsThatdieforustheyeulogize!
  Butthese,ofalltheleriedcrewObeisantinMammon’swalk,Mostdeferentplythefacialscrew,Thespinalbend,submissetalk。
  SmallfearthattheywillruntobooksAtleastthebetterformofseed!
  I,too,havehopedfromtheirgoodlooks,AndfablesoftheirNorthmanbreed;-
  HavehopedthattheythelandwouldheadInactsmagnanimous;but,lo,WhenfaintingheroesbegforbreadTheyfrown:wheretheyaredrentheygo。
  Goodhealth,myfriend!andmayyourlotBecheerfulo’ertheWesternrounds。
  Thisbutter-woman’smarket-trotOfverseispassingmarket-bounds。
  Adieu!thesunsets;heisgone。
  Onbanksoffogfaintlinesextend:
  Adieu!bringbackabraverdawnToEngland,andtomemyfriend。
  November15th,1867。
  Iseeafairyoungcoupleinawood,Andastheygo,onebendstotakeaflower,Thatsomaybeembalmedtheirhappyhour,Andinanotherday,akindredmood,Haplytogether,orinsolitude,RecoveredwhattheteethofTimedevour,Thejoy,thebloom,andtheillusepower,WherewithbytheiryoungbloodtheyareenduedTomoveallenable,framedinMay,AndofanaspectsisterlywithTruth:
  YetseektheywithTime’slaughingthingstowed:
  WhowillbepromptedonsomepalliddayToliftthehuelessflowerandshowthatdead,Evensuch,andbythistoken,istheiryouth。
  OnastarrednightPrinceLuciferuprose。
  TiredofhisdarkdominionswungthefiendAbovetherollingballincloudpartscreened,Wheresinnershuggedtheirspectreofrepose。
  Poorpreytohishotfitofpridewerethose。
  Andnowuponhiswesternwingheleaned,Nowhishugebulko’erAfric’ssandscareened,NowtheblackplanetshadowedArcticsnows。
  SoaringthroughwiderzonesthatprickedhisscarsWithmemoryoftheoldrevoltfromAwe,Hereachedamiddleheight,andatthestars,Whicharethebrainofheaven,helooked,andsank。
  Aroundtheancienttrackmarched,rankonrank,Thearmyofunalterablelaw。
  BrightSirius!thatwhenOrionpalesTodotlingsundermoonlightstillartkeenWithcheerfulfervourofawarrior’smienWhoholdsinhisgreatheartthebattle-scales:
  Unquenchedofflamethoughswiftthefloodassails,Reducingmanylustroustothelean:
  Bethoumystar,andthouinmebeseenToshowwhatsourcedineis,andprevails。
  Longwatchesthrough,atonewithgodlynight,Imarktheeplantingjoyinconstantfire;
  Andthyquickbeams,whosejetsoflifeinspireLifetothespirit,passionforthelight,DarkEarthsincefirstshelostherlordfromsightHasewedandfeltthemsweepherasalyre。
  ThesenseslongEarthorwellorillRavelyetmoretheriddleofourlot。
  Themindisintheirtrammels,andlightsnotBytrimmingfear-bredtales;nordoesthewillTofindinnaturethingswhichlessmaychillAnardourthatdesires,unknowingwhat。
  Tillweconceeherlingwegodistraught,Atbestbutcircle-windsailsofamill。
  Seeingsheles,andofherjoyoflifeCreatelyhasgenusbloodandbreathForendlesswarandneverwoundunhealed,ThegloomyWhereforeofourbattle-fieldSolvesintheSpirit,wroughtofherthroughstrifeToreadherownandtrustherdowntodeath。
  NotsolitarilyinfieldswefindEarth’ssecretopen,thoughonepageisthere;
  Herplainest,suchaschildrenspell,andshareWithbirdandbeast;raisedlettersfortheblind。
  Notwherethetroubledpassionstossthemind,Inturbidcities,canthekeybebare。
  Ithangsforthosewhohitherthitherfare,Closeinterthreadingnaturewithourkind。
  They,hearingHistoryspeak,ofwhatmenwere,Andhavebecome,arewise。ThegainisgreatInsionandsolidity;itles。
  Yetatathoughtoflifeapartfromher,Solidityandsionlosetheirstate,ForEarth,thatgesthemilk,thespiritges。
  AssuredofworthinesswedonotdreadCompetitors;werathergethemhailAndgreetinginthelistswherewemayfail:
  Must,ifwebearanaimbeyondthehead!
  Mybettersaremymasters:purelyfedBytheirsustainmentIlikewiseshallscaleSomerockystepsbetweenthemountandvale;
  MeanwhilethemarkIhaveandIwillwed。
  SothatIdrawthebreathoffinerair,Stationisnought,norfootwayslaurel-strewn,Norralstightlybeltedfortherace。