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第20章

  Redwerethemyriadcherub-mouthsthatpressed,Amongtheclusters,richwithsong,fullfain,Butdumb,becausethatovermasteringspellOfraptureheldthemdumb:then,hereandthere,Agoldenharploststrings;acrimsonshellBurntgrey;andsheavesoflustrefelltoair。
  TheillimitableeagernessofhueBronzed,andthebeamywingedbloomthatflew’Midthosebunchedfruitsandthrongingfiguresfailed。
  Agreen-edgedlakeofsaffrontouchedtheblue,Withislesoffirelesspurplelyingthrough:
  AndFancyonthatlaketoseeklosttreasuressailed。
  Notlongthesilencefollowed:
  Thevoicethatissuesfromthybreast,OgloriousSouth-west,Alongthegloom-horizonholloa’d;
  WarningthevalleyswithamellowroarThroughflappingwings;thensharpthewoodlandboreAshudderandanoiseofhands:
  AthousandhornsfromsomefarvaleInambushsoundingonthegale。
  ForthfromtheclovenskycamebandsOfrevel-gatheringspirits;troopingdown,Somerodethetree-tops;someontorncloud-stripsBurstscreamingthro’thelightedtown:
  Andscuddingseaward,somefellonbigships:
  Ormountingthesea-horsesblewBrightfoam-flakesontheblackreewOfheanghullsandburyingbeaks。
  Stillonthefarthestline,withoutpuffedcheeks,’Twtdarkandutterdark,thegreatwinddrewFromheaventhatdisenchantedharmonyTojoinearth’slaughterinthemidnightblind:
  BoomingadistantchorustotheshrieksPreludinghim:thenhe,Hismantlestreamingthunderinglybehind,AcrosstheyellowrealmofstiffenedDay,Shotthro’thewoodlandalleyssignalsthree;
  AndwiththepressureofaseaPlungedbroaduponthevalethatunderlay。
  Nightontherollingfoliagefell:
  ButI,wholoveoldhymningnight,AndknowtheDryadvoiceswell,Discernedthemastheirleavestookflight,Likesoulstowanderafterdeath:
  Greatarmiesinimperialdyes,Andmadtotreadtheairandrise,ThesavagefreedomoftheskiesTotastebeforetheyrot。Andhere,Likefrailwhite-bodiedgirlsinfear,Thebirchesswungfromshriekstosighs;
  Theaspens,laughersatabreath,Inshoweringspray-fallsmedtheircries,Orrakedasavageocean-strandWithoneincessantdrowningscreech。
  Herestoodasolitarybeech,Thatgaveitsgoldwithopenhand,Andallitsbranches,toningchill,Didseemtoshuttheirteethrightfast,Toshriekmoremercilesslyshrill,Andmatchthefiercenessoftheblast。
  ButheardIalowswellthatnoisedOffar-offocean,Iwas’wareOfpinesupontheirwiderootspoised,WhomnevermadnessintheairCandrawtomorethanloftierstressOfmournfulness,notmournfulnessFormelancholy,butJoy’sexcess,Thatsingingonthelapofsorrowfaints:
  AndPeace,asintheheartsofsaintsWhochantuntotheLordtheirGod;
  DeepPeacebelowuponthemuffledsod,Thestillnessofthesea’sunswayingfloor,CouldIbesoletherenottoseeThelifewithinthelifeawake;
  Thespiritburstingfromthetree,Andrisingfromthetroubledlake?
  Pour,letthewinesofHeavenpour!
  TheGoldenHarpisstruckoncemore,Andallitsmusicisforme!
  Pour,letthewinesofHeavenpour!
  And,ho,foranightofPaganglee!
  Thereisacurtaino’erus。
  Foronce,goodsouls,we’llnotpretendTobeaughtbetterthanherwhoboreus,Andisouronlysiblefriend。
  Harktoherlaughter!wholaughslikethis,Canshebedead,orrootedinpain?
  Shehasbeenslainbythenarrowbrain,Butforuswholovehershelesagain。
  Canshedie?O,takeherkiss!
  Thecrimson-footednymphispantinguptheglade,Withthewine-jaratherarm-pit,andthedrunkeny-braidRoundherforehead,breasts,andthighs:startsaSatyr,andtheyspeed:
  Hearthecrushingoftheleaves:hearthecrackingofthebough!
  Andthewhistlingofthebramble,thepipingoftheweed!
  Butthebull-voicedoakisbattlingnow:
  Thestormhasseizedhimhalf-asleep,AndroundhimthewildwoodlandthrongsTohearthefuryofhissongs,Theuproarofanoutrageddeep。
  HewakestofindawrestlinggiantTrunktotrunkandlimbtolimb,AndonhisrootedforcereliantHelaughsandgraspsthebroadenedgiant,AndtwistandrolltheAnakim;
  Andmultitudes,acclaimingtothecloud,Crywhichisbreaking,whichisbowed。
  Away,forthecymbalsclashaloftInthecirclesofpine,onthemoss-floorsoft。
  Thenymphsofthewoodlandaregatheringthere。
  Theyhuddletheleaves,andtrample,andtoss;
  Theyswinginthebranches,theyrollinthemoss,Theyblowtheseedontheair。
  BacktobacktheystandandblowThewingedseedonthecradlingair,Afountainofleavesoverbosomandback。
  ThepipeoftheFauncomesontheirtrackAndthewelteringalleysoverflowWithmusicalshrieksandwind-weddedhair。
  Theriotouscompaniesmelttoapair。
  Blessthem,motherofkindness!
  AstarhasnoddedthroughThedepthsoftheflyingblue。
  TimeonlytoplantthelightOfamemoryintheblindness。
  ButtimetoshowmethesightOfmylifethro’thecurtainofnight;
  Shiningamoment,andmedWiththeonward-hurryingstream,Whosepressureisdarknesstome;
  Behindthecurtain,fed,BeamswithendlessbeamThatstaronthechangingsea。
  GreatMotherNature!teachme,likethee,Tokisstheseasonandshunregrets。
  AndamImorethanthemotherwhobore,Mockmenotwiththyharmony!
  Teachmetoblotregrets,GreatMother!meinspireWithfaiththatforwardsetsButfeedsthelingfire,FaiththatneverfretsForvaguenessintheform。
  Inlife,Okeepmewarm!
  For,whatishumangrief?
  Andwhatdomendesire?
  Teachmetofeelmyselfthetree,Andnotthewitheredleaf。
  FedamIandawaitthedarkto-beAndO,greenbounteousEarth!
  BacchanteMother!sterntothoseWholenotinthyheartofmirth;
  DeathshallIshrinkfrom,longthee?
  Intothebreastthatgestherose,ShallIwithshudderingfall?
  Earth,themotherofall,Movesonherstedfastway,Gathering,flinging,sowing。
  Mortals,weleinherday,Sheinherchildrenisgrowing。
  Shecanleadus,onlyshe,UntoGod’sfootstool,whithershereaches:
  Loved,enjoyed,hergiftsmustbe,Reverencedthetruthssheteaches,EreamanmayhopethatheEvercanattainthegleeOfthingswithoutadestiny!
  Sheknowsnotloss:
  Shefeelsbutherneed,WhothewingedseedWiththeleafdothtoss。
  Andmaynotmentothisattain?
  Thatthejoyofmotion,theraptureofbeing,Shallthrowstronglightwhenourseasonisfleeing,Norquickenagedbloodinvain,Atthegatesofthevault,onthevergeoftheplain?
  Lifethoroughlyledisafactinthebrain,Whileeyesareleftforseeing。
  Behold,inyonstrippedAutumn,sheringgrey,Earthknowsnodesolation。
  ShesmellsregenerationInthemoistbreathofdecay。
  Propheticofthecomingjoyandstrife,Likethewildwesternwar-chiefsinkingCalmtotheendheeyesunblinking,Hervoiceisjubilantinebbinglife。
  Heforhishappyhunting-fieldsForgetsthedroningchant,andyieldsHisnumberedbreathstoexultationIntheproudanticipation:
  Shoutingthegloriesofhisnation,Shoutingthegrandeurofhisrace,Shoutinghisowngreatdeedsofdaring:
  Andwhenatlastdeathgraspshisface,AndstiffenedonthegroundinpeaceHelieswithallhispaintedterrorsglaring;
  Hushedarethetribetohearathreadingcry:
  Notfromthedeadman;
  Notfromthestanders-by:
  ThespiritoftheredmanIswelcomedbyhisfathersuponhigh。
  Thereshegoesupthestreetwithherbookinherhand,AndherGoodmorning,Martin!Ay,lass,howd’yedo?
  Verywell,thankyou,Martin!——Ican’tunderstand!
  Imightjustaswellneverhavecobbledashoe!
  Ican’tunderstandit。Shetalkslikeasong;
  Hervoicetakesyourearliketheringofaglass;
  Sheseemstogegladnesswhilelimpingalong,Yetsinnerne’ersuffer’dlikethatlittlelass。
  First,afoolofaboyranherdownwithacart。
  Then,herfoolofafather——ablacksmithbytrade-
  Whythedeucedoeshetellusithalfbrokehisheart?
  Hisheart!——where’sthelegofthepoorlittlemaid!
  Well,that’snotenough;theymustpushherdownstairs,Tomakehergocrooked:butwhycountthelist?
  Ifit’srighttosupposethatourhumanaffairsAreallorder’dbyheaven——there,banggoesmyfist!
  Forifangelscanlookonsuchsights——nevermind!
  Whenyou’renexttoblaspheming,it’sbesttobemum。
  Theparsondeclaresthatherwoesweren’tdesigned;
  But,then,withtheparsonit’sallkingdom-come。
  Losealeg,saveasoul——aconvenienttext;
  IcallitTeadoctrine,notsavouringofGod。
  WhenpoorlittleMollywants’chastening,’why,nextTheArchangelMichaelmighttasteoftherod。
  But,toseethepoordarlinggolimpingformilesToreadbookstosickpeople!——andjustofanageWhengirlslearnthemeaningofribandsandsmiles!
  Makesmefeellikeasquirrelthatturnsinacage。
  ThemoreIpushthinkingthemoreIrevolve:
  Inevergetfarther:-andastoherface,ItstartsupwhennearonmypuzzleIsolve,Andsays,’Thiscrush’dbodyseemssuchasadcase。’
  Notthatshe’sforcomplaining:shereadstoearnpence;
  Andfromthosewhocan’tpay,simplethanksareenough。
  Doessheleavelamentationforchapswithoutsense?
  Howsoever,she’smadeupofwonderfulstuff。
  Ay,thesoulinherbodymustbeastoutcord;
  Shesingslittlehymnsatthecloseoftheday,ThoughshehasbutthreefingerstolifttotheLord,Andonlyonelegtokneeldownwithtopray。
  WhatIaskis,Whypersecutesuchapoordear,Ifthere’sLawaboveall?Answerthatifyoucan!
  IrreligiousI’mnot;butIlookonthissphereAsaplacewhereamanshouldjustthinklikeaman。
  Itisn’tfairdealing!But,contrariwise,Dobulletsinbattlethewickedselect?
  Why,thenit’sallchance-work!Andyet,inhereyes,SheholdsafedsomethingbywhichIamchecked。
  Yonderribandofsunshineaslopeonthewall,Ifyoueyeitaminute’llhavethesamelook:
  Sokind!andsomerciful!Godofusall!
  It’stheverysamelessonwegetfromtheBook。
  Then,isLifebutatrial?Isthatwhatismeant?
  Somemusttoil,andsomeperish,forothersbelow:
  Theinjusticetoeachspreadsacommoncontent;
  Ay!I’velostitagain,foritcan’tbequiteso。
  She’sthectimoffools:thatseemsnearerthemark。
  Onearththereareenginesandnumerousfools。
  WhytheLordcanpermitthem,we’restillinthedark;
  Hedoes,andinsomesortofwaythey’reHistools。
  It’saroundaboutway,withrespectletmeadd,IfMollygoescrippledthatwemaybetaught:
  But,perhaps,it’stheonlyway,thoughit’ssobad;
  Inthatcasewe’llbowdownourheads,——asweought。
  ButtheworstofMEis,thatwhenIbowmyhead,Iperceeathoughtwrigglingawayinthedust,AndIfollowitstracks,quiteforgetful,insteadOfhumbleacceptance:for,questionImust!
  Here’sacreaturemadecarefully——carefullymade!
  Puttogetherwithcraft,andthenstampedon,andwhy?
  Theanswerseemsnowhere:it’sdiscordthat’splayed。