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第16章

  Thisnotesheansweredbypost,tellinghimthatshehadbeendisappointednottoseehimasshewasalsoill。SheaddedthatshewouldsendthecarriageonthefollowingSundayonthechanceofhistoothachebeingbetter,butthatifitwasnot,shewouldunderstandandtroublehimnomore。
  DuringallthatweekGodfreyfoughtwithhimself。HedidnotwishtohaveanythingmoretodowiththewhiteandghostlyEleanor,whochangedhergemssoconstantly,andsaidthatshehadknownhimmillenniumsago。Indeed,hefeltalreadyasthoughsheweremuchtoonearhim,especiallyatnight,whenheseemedtobecomeawareofherbendingoverhisbed,andgenerallymakingherpresenceknowninotheruncomfortablewaysthatcausedhishairtostandupandfrightenedhim。
  AtthesametimehewasreallyfondofMissOgilvy,andwhatshesaidaboutbeingilltouchedhim。Alsotherewassomethingthatdrewhim;
  itmightbeEleanor,oritmightbeMadameRiennes。Atanyratehefeltagreatlongingtogo。Puttingeverythingelseaside,theseinvestigationshadtheirdelights。WhatotheryoungfellowofhisagecouldboastanEleanor,whosaidshehadbeenfondofhimtensofthousandsofyearsbefore?
  Moreover,herewasoneofthegatestothatknowledgewhichhedesiredsoearnestly,andhowcouldhefindthestrengthtoshutitinhisownface?
  OfcoursetheendofthematterwasthatbythefollowingSunday,histoothachehaddeparted,andthecarriagedidnotreturnemptytotheVillaOgilvy。
  Hefoundhishostesslookingwhiteandethereal,anappearancethatshehadacquiredincreasinglyeversincetheirfirstmeeting。Herdelightatseeinghimwasobvious,aswasthatoftheothers。Forthishesoondiscoveredthereason。ItappearedthatthesittingonthepreviousSunday,whenhewasovercomebytoothache,hadbeenanalmosttotalfailure。ProfessorPetersenhadtriedtofillhisplaceasmedium,withtheresultthatwhenhefellundertheinfluence,theonlyspiritthatbrokethroughhislipswasonewhichdiscoursedinterminablyaboutlagerbeerandliqueursofsomecelestialbrew,which,asMadameRiennes,aladynotgiventominceherwords,toldhimtohisfaceafterwards,wasbecausehedranktoomuch。Hencethejoyoftheseenthusiastsatthere-appearanceofGodfrey。
  Withconsiderablereluctancethatyouthconsentedtoplayhisusualr?le,andtobeputintoacharmedsleepbyMadame。ThistimehesawnoEleanor,andknewnothingofwhathappeneduntilheawoketobegreetedbythehorrificspectacleofMissOgilvylyingbackinherchairbathedinblood。GeneralconfusionreignedinthemidstofwhichMadameRiennesalonewascalm。
  “Itish?morrhagefromthelungs,“shesaid,“whichiscommonamong/poitrinaires/。BrotherPetersen,dowhatyoucan,andyou,BrotherSmith,flyforMademoiselle’sdoctor,andifheisnotathome,bringanother。“
  LaterGodfreyheardwhathadchanced。Itseemedthatthewraith,oremanation,orthesprite,goodorevil,orwhateveritmayhavebeen,whichcalleditselfEleanor,materializedinaveryuglytemper。ItcomplainedthatithadnotbeenallowedtoappearuponthepreviousSundayandhadbeenkeptawayfromitsbrother,i。e。Godfrey。Thenitproceededtothreatenallthecircle,exceptGodfrey,whowastherealculprit,withdiversmisfortunes,especiallydirectingitswrathagainstMissOgilvy。
  “Youwilldiesoon,“itsaid,“andinthespiritworldIwillpayyouback。“Thriceitrepeatedthis:“Youwilldie,“towhichMissOgilvyansweredwithcalmdignity:
  “Iamnotafraidtodie,noramIatallafraidofyou,Eleanor,who,asInowsee,arenotgoodbutevil。“
  Whileshespokeatorrentofbloodburstfromherlips,Eleanordisappeared,andalmostimmediatelyGodfreyawoke。
  Induecoursethedoctorcameandannouncedthattheh?morrhagehadceased,andthatthepatientwasinnoimminentdanger。Astothefuture,hecouldsaynothing,exceptthathavingbeenMissOgilvy’smedicalattendantforsomeyears,hehadexpectedsomethingofthissorttohappen,andknownthatherlifecouldnotbeverylong。
  ThenGodfreywenthomeveryterrifiedandchastened,blaminghimselfalsoforthisdreadfulevent,althoughintruthnoonecouldhavebeenmoreinnocent。HehadgrownveryfondofMissOgilvy,andshudderedtothinkthatshemustsoonleavetheworldtoseekadimUnknown,wheretherewerebadspiritsaswellasgood。
  Heshuddered,too,atthethoughtofthisEleanor,whomadeuseofhimtoappearinhumanform,andonhiskneesprayedGodtoprotecthimfromher。Thisindeedhappened,ifshehadanyrealexistenceandwasnotsomemerecreationofthebrainofMadameRiennes,madevisiblebytheworkingoflawswhereofwehavenoknowledge。Neveragain,duringallhislife,didheactuallyseeanymoreofEleanor,andtheprobabilityisthatheneverwill,eitherhereorelsewhere。
  ThreedayslaterGodfreyreceivedaletterfromthedoctor,sayingthatMissOgilvywishedtoseehim,andthatherecommendedhimnottodelayhisvisit。HavingobtainedthepermissionofthePasteur,hewentinatoncebythediligence,andonarrivalatthevilla,whereevidentlyhewasexpected,wasshownuptoabedroomwhichcommandedabeautifulviewofthelakeandMountPilatus。Hereanursemethimandtoldhimthathemustnotstaylong;aquarterofanhourattheoutside。HeaskedhowMademoisellewas,whereonsheansweredwithanexpressiveshrug:
  “Soonshewillbefurtherfromtheearththanthetopofthatmountain。“
  Thenshetookhimtoanothersmallerroom,andthereuponthebed,lookingwhiterthanthesheets,layhisfriend。Shesmiledverysweetlywhenshecaughtsightofhim。
  “DearGodfrey,“shesaid,“itiskindofyoutocome。Iwantedtoseeyouverymuch,forthreereasons。First,IwishtobegyourpardonforhavingdrawnyouintothisspiritualismwithoutyourknowingthatI
  wasdoingso。Ihavetoldyouwhatmymotivewas,andthereforeIwillnotrepeatit,asmystrengthissmall。Secondly,Iwishyoutopromisemethatyouwillnevergotoanotherséance,sincenowIamquitesurethatitisdangerousfortheyoung。Tomespiritualismhasbroughtmuchgoodandjoy,butwithothersitmaybedifferent,especiallyasamongspirits,asontheearth,thereareevilbeings。
  Doyoupromise?“
  “Yes,yes,“answeredGodfrey,“onlyIamafraidofMadameRiennes。“
  “Youmuststandupagainstherifshetroublesyou,andseekthehelpofreligion;ifnecessaryconsultyouroldPasteur,forheisagoodman。Thereisnodangerintheworldthatcannotbeescapedifonlyoneisboldenough,orsoIthink,though,alas!myselfIhavelackedcourage,“sheaddedwithagentlesigh。
  “Now,dearboy,“shewentonafterpausingtorecoverstrength,“I
  haveathirdthingtosaytoyou。Ihaveleftyousomemoney,asI
  knowthatyouwillhavelittle。Itisnoteverymuch,butenough,allowingforaccidentsandthelesseningofcapitalvalues,togiveyou£260ayearclear。Imighthavegivenyoumore,butdidnot,fortworeasons。Thefirstis,thatIhaveobservedthatyoungmenwhohavewhatiscalledacompetence,say£500or£600ayear,veryoftenarecontenttotryandliveonit,andtodonothingforthemselves,sothatintheenditbecomes,notablessing,butacurse。Thesecondis,thattodosoIshouldbeobligedtotakeawayfromcertaincharitiesandinstitutionswhichIwishtobenefit。ThatisallIhavetosayaboutmoney。Oh!no,thereisonemorething。Ihavealsoleftyouthetalismanyougaveme,andwithitthishouseandgrounds。
  Perhapsonedayyoumightliketolivehere。Ihaveasortoffeelingthatitwillbeusefultoyouatsomegreatcrisisofyourfate,andatleastitwillremindyouofme,whohavelovedandtriedtobeautifytheplace。Inanycaseitwillalwayslet,andifitbecomesawhiteelephant,youcansellitandthefurniture,whichisworthsomething。“
  Godfreybegantostammerhisthanks,butshecuthimshortwithawaveofherhand,murmuring:
  “Don’tletuswastemoretimeonsuchthings,forsoonyoumustgoaway。AlreadyIseethatnurselookingatmefromthedoorwayoftheotherroom,andIhavesomethingmoretosaytoyou。Youwillcometothinkthatallthisspiritualism,asitiscalled,isnothingbutadangerousfolly。Well,itisdangerous,likeclimbingtheAlps,butonegetsagreatviewfromthetop。And,oh!fromtherehowsmallmenlookandhowneararetheheavens。Imean,mydearboy,thatalthoughIhaveaskedyoutoabjureséancesandsoforth,Idoprayofyoutocultivatethespiritual。Thephysical,ofcourse,isalwayswithus,forthatisNature’slaw,withoutwhichitcouldnotcontinue。Butaroundandbeyonditbroodsthespirit,asonceitdiduponthefaceofthewaters,encirclingallthings;thebeginningofallthings,andtheend。Only,aswinecannotbepouredintoacoveredcup,sothespiritcannotflowintoaworld-sealedheart,andwhatisthecupwithoutthewine?Openyourheart,Godfrey,andreceivethespirit,sothatwhenthemortalperishestheimmortalmayremainandeverlastinglyincrease。Foryouknow,ifwechoosedeathweshalldie,andifwechooselifeweshalllive;we,andallthatisdeartous。“
  MissOgilvypausedalittletogetherbreath,thenwenton:“Now,myboy,kissmeandgo。Butfirst——onewordmore。Ihavetakenastrangeaffectionforyou,perhapsbecausewewereassociatedinotherexistences,Idonotknow。Well,IwanttosaythatfromthelandwhitherIamabouttobeborne,itshallbemygreatendeavour,ifitissoallowed,towatchoveryou,tohelpyouiftherebeneed,andintheendtobeamongthefirsttogreetyouthere,you,oranywhomyoumayloveinthisjourneyofyoursthroughlife。Look,thesunissinking。Now,goodbyetillthedawn。“
  Hebentdownandkissedherandshekissedhimback,throwingherthinandfeeblearmabouthisneck,afterwhichthenursecameandhurriedhimawayweeping。Atthedoorheturnedbackandsawhersmileathim,and,oh!onherwastedfacewerepeaceandbeauty。
  Nextdayshedied。
  Forty-eighthourslaterGodfreyattendedherfuneral,towhichthePasteurBoisetwasalsobidden,andafteritwasovertheywerebothsummonedtotheofficeofanotarywhereherwillwasread。Shewasarichwoman,wholeftbehindherpropertytothevalueofquite£100,000,mostofitinEngland。Indeed,thisSwissnotarywasonlyconcernedwithherpossessionsinLucerne,namelytheVillaOgilvy,itsgroundsandfurniture,andcertainmoneysthatshehadinlocalsecuritiesoratthebank。Thehouse,itsappurtenancesandcontents,wereleftabsolutelytoGodfrey,thePasteurBoisetbeingappointedtrusteeofthepropertyuntiltheheircameofage,withalegacyof£200,andanannualallowanceof£100forhistrouble。