Come,takethelamp."
Hecarriedthelampandtheyenteredthestudy.Madeleineleaned,againstthemantelpiece,andhavinglightedacigarette,toldhimthenewsandgavehimherplanofthearticle.Helistenedattentively,makingnotesasshespoke,andwhenshehadfinishedheraisedobjections,tookupthequestionand,inhisturn,developedanotherplan.Hiswifeceasedsmoking,forherinterestwasarousedinfollowingGeorges’slineofthought.Fromtimetotimeshemurmured:"Yes,yes;verygood——excellent——veryforcible——"Andwhenhehadfinishedspeaking,shesaid:"Nowletuswrite."
Itwasalwaysdifficultforhimtomakeabeginningandshewouldleanoverhisshoulderandwhisperthephrasesinhisear,thenhewouldaddafewlines;whentheirarticlewascompleted,Georgesre—
readit.BothheandMadeleinepronounceditadmirableandkissedoneanotherwithpassionateadmiration.
Thearticleappearedwiththesignatureof"G.duRoydeCantel,"
andmadeagreatsensation.M.Waltercongratulatedtheauthor,whosoonbecamecelebratedinpoliticalcircles.Hiswife,too,surprisedhimbytheingenuousnessofhermind,theclevernessofherwit,andthenumberofheracquaintances.Atalmostanytimeuponreturninghomehefoundinhissalonasenator,adeputy,amagistrate,orageneral,whotreatedMadeleinewithgravefamiliarity.
DeputyLaroche—Mathieu,whodinedatRueFontaineeveryTuesday,wasoneofthelargeststockholdersofM.Walter’spaperandthelatter’scolleagueandassociateinmanybusinesstransactions.DuRoyhoped,lateron,thatsomeofthebenefitspromisedbyhimtoForestiermightfalltohisshare.TheywouldbegiventoMadeleine’snewhusband——thatwasall——nothingwaschanged;evenhisassociatessometimescalledhimForestier,anditmadeDuRoyfuriousatthedead.Hegrewtohatetheveryname;itwastohimalmostaninsult.Evenathometheobsessioncontinued;theentirehouseremindedhimofCharles.
OneeveningDuRoy,wholikedsweetmeats,asked:
"Whydoweneverhavesweets?"
Hiswiferepliedpleasantly:"Ineverthinkofit,becauseCharlesdislikedthem."
Heinterruptedherwithanimpatientgesture:"DoyouknowIamgettingtiredofCharles?ItisCharleshere,Charlesthere,Charleslikedthis,Charleslikedthat.SinceCharlesisdead,lethimrestinpeace."
Madeleineascribedherhusband’sburstofillhumortopuerilejealousy,butshewasflatteredanddidnotreply.Onretiring,hauntedbythesamethought,heasked:
"DidCharleswearacottonnightcaptokeepthedraftoutofhisears?"
Sherepliedpleasantly:"No,alaceone!"
Georgesshruggedhisshouldersandsaidscornfully:"Whatabird!"
FromthattimeGeorgesnevercalledCharlesanythingbut"poorCharles,"withanaccentofinfinitepity.OneeveningasDuRoywassmokingacigaretteathiswindow,towardtheendofJune,theheatawokeinhimadesireforfreshair.Heasked:
"MylittleMade,wouldyouliketogoasfarastheBois?"
"Yes,certainly."
TheytookanopencarriageanddrovetotheAvenueduBoisdeBoulogne.Itwasasultryevening;ahostofcabslinedthedrive,onebehindanother.WhenthecarriagecontainingGeorgesandMadeleinereachedtheturningwhichledtothefortifications,theykissedoneanotherandMadeleinestammeredinconfusion:"WeareaschildishaswewereatRouen."
Theroadtheyfollowedwasnotsomuchfrequented,agentlebreezerustledtheleavesofthetrees,theskywasstuddedwithbrilliantstarsandGeorgesmurmured,ashepressedhiswifetohisbreast:
"Oh,mylittleMade."
Shesaidtohim:"DoyourememberhowgloomytheforestatCanteleuwas?Itseemedtomethatitwasfullofhorriblebeastsandthatitwasinterminable,whilehereitischarming.Onecanfeelthecaressingbreezes,andIknowthatSevresisontheotherside."
Hereplied:"Inourforeststherearenothingbutstags,foxes,roebucks,andboars,withhereandthereaforester’shouse."Hepausedforamomentandthenasked:"DidyoucomehereintheeveningwithCharlesoccasionally?"
Shereplied:"Frequently."
Hefeltadesiretoreturnhomeatonce.Forestier’simagehauntedhim,however;hecouldthinkofnothingelse.ThecarriagerolledontowardtheArcdeTriompheandjoinedthestreamofcarriagesreturninghome.AsGeorgesremainedsilent,hiswife,whodivinedhisthoughts,askedinhersoftvoice:"Ofwhatareyouthinking?
Forhalfanhouryouhavenotutteredaword."
Herepliedwithasneer:"Iamthinkingofallthosefoolswhokissoneanother,andIbelievetrulythatthereissomethingelsetobedoneinlife."
Shewhispered:"Yes,butitisnicesometimes!Itisnicewhenonehasnothingbettertodo."
Georges’thoughtswerebusywiththedead;hesaidtohimselfangrily:"Iamfoolishtoworry,totormentmyselfasIhavedone."
Afterremonstratingthuswithhimself,hefeltmorereconciledtothethoughtofForestier,andfeltlikeexclaiming:"Goodevening,oldfellow!"
Madeleine,whowasboredbyhissilence,asked:"ShallwegotoTortoni’sforicesbeforereturninghome?"
Heglancedatherfromhiscornerandthought:"Sheispretty;somuchthebetter.Titfortat,mycomrade.Butiftheybeginagaintoannoymewithyou,itwillgetsomewhathotattheNorthPole!"
Thenhereplied:"Certainly,mydarling,"andbeforeshehadtimetothinkhekissedher.ItseemedtoMadeleinethatherhusband’slipswereicy.Howeverhesmiledasusualandgaveherhishandtoassisthertoalightatthecafe.
CHAPTERXI.
MADAMEWALTERTAKESAHAND
Onenteringtheofficethefollowingday,DuRoysoughtBoisrenardandtoldhimtowarnhisassociatesnottocontinuethefarceofcallinghimForestier,ortherewouldbewar.WhenDuRoyreturnedanhourlater,noonecalledhimbythatname.Fromtheofficeheproceededtohishome,andhearingthesoundofladies’voicesinthedrawing—room,heaskedtheservant:"Whoishere?"
"Mme.WalterandMme.deMarelle,"wasthereply.
Hisheartpulsatedviolentlyasheopenedthedoor.Clotildewasseatedbythefireplace;itseemedtoGeorgesthatsheturnedpaleonperceivinghim.
HavinggreetedMme.Walterandhertwodaughtersseatedlikesentinelsbesideher,heturnedtohisformermistress.Sheextendedherhand;hetookandpresseditasiftosay:"Iloveyoustill!"
Shereturnedthepressure.
Hesaid:"Haveyoubeenwellsincewelastmet?"
"Yes;haveyou,Bel—Ami?"AndturningtoMadeleinesheadded:"WillyoupermitmetocallhimBel—Ami?"
"Certainly,mydear;Iwillpermitanythingyouwish."
Ashadeofironylurkedbeneaththosewords,utteredsopleasantly.
Mme.Waltermentionedafencing—matchtobegivenatJacquesRival’sapartments,theproceedstobedevotedtocharities,andinwhichmanysocietyladiesweregoingtoassist.Shesaid:"Itwillbeveryentertaining;butIamindespair,forwehavenoonetoescortus,myhusbandhavinganengagement."
DuRoyofferedhisservicesatonce.Sheaccepted,saying:"MydaughtersandIshallbeverygrateful."
Heglancedattheyoungerofthetwogirlsandthought:"LittleSuzanneisnotatallbad,notatall."
Sheresembledadoll,beingverysmallanddainty,withawell—
proportionedform,apretty,delicateface,blue—grayeyes,afairskin,andcurly,flaxenhair.Hereldersister,Rose,wasplain——oneofthosegirlstowhomnoattentioniseverpaid.Hermotherrose,andturningtoGeorges,said:"IshallcountonyounextThursdayattwoo’clock."
Hereplied:"Countuponme,Madame."
WhenthedoorcloseduponMme.Walter,Mme.deMarelle,inherturn,rose.
"Aurevoir,Bel—Ami."
Thistimeshepressedhishandandhewasmovedbythatsilentavowal."Iwillgotoseeherto—morrow,"thoughthe.
Leftalonewithhiswife,shelaughed,andlookingintohiseyessaid:"Mme.Walterhastakenafancytoyou!"
Herepliedincredulously:"Nonsense!"
"ButIknowit.Shespokeofyoutomewithgreatenthusiasm.Shesaidshewouldliketofindtwohusbandslikeyouforherdaughters.
Fortunatelysheisnotsusceptibleherself."
Hedidnotunderstandherandrepeated:"Susceptibleherself?"
Sherepliedinatoneofconviction:"Oh,Mme.Walterisirreproachable.HerhusbandyouknowaswellasI.Butsheisdifferent.StillshehassufferedagreatdealinhavingmarriedaJew,thoughshehasbeentruetohim;sheisavirtuouswoman."
DuRoywassurprised:"IthoughtheraJewess."
"SheaJewess!No,indeed!SheistheprimemoverinallthecharitablemovementsattheMadeleine.Shewasevenmarriedbyapriest.IamnotsurebutthatM.Walterwentthroughtheformofbaptism."
Georgesmurmured:"And——she——likes——me——"
"Yes.IfyouwerenotmarriedIshouldadviseyoutoaskforthehandof——Suzanne——wouldyounotpreferhertoRose?"
Herepliedashetwistedhismustache:"Eh!themotherisnotsobad!"
Madeleinereplied:"Iamnotafraidofher.Atherageonedoesnotbegintomakeconquests——oneshouldcommencesooner."
Georgesthought:"IfImighthavehadSuzanne,ah!"Thenheshruggedhisshoulders:"Bah,itisabsurd;herfatherwouldnothaveconsented."
HedeterminedtotreatMme.Walterveryconsideratelyinordertoretainherregard.AllthateveninghewashauntedbyrecollectionsofhisloveforClotilde;herecalledtheirescapades,herkindness.
Herepeatedtohimself:"Sheisindeednice.Yes,Ishallcalluponherto—morrow."
WhenhehadlunchedthefollowingmorningherepairedtoRueVerneuil.Thesamemaidopenedthedoor,andwiththefamiliarityofanoldservantsheasked:"IsMonsieurwell?"
Hereplied:"Yes,mychild,"andenteredthedrawing—roominwhichsomeonewaspractisingscales.ItwasLaurine.Heexpectedshewouldfalluponhisneck.She,however,roseceremoniously,bowedcoldly,andlefttheroomwithdignity;hermannerwassomuchlikethatofanoutragedwomanthathewasamazed.Hermotherentered.Hekissedherhand.
"HowmuchIhavethoughtofyou,"saidhe.
"AndIofyou,"shereplied.
Theyseatedthemselvesandsmiledastheygazedintooneanother’seyes.
"MydearlittleClo,Iloveyou."
"AndIloveyou."
"Still——still——youdidnotmissme."
"Yesandno.Iwasgrieved,butwhenIheardyourreason,Isaidtomyself:’Bah,hewillreturntomesomeday.’"
"Idarednotcome.IdidnotknowhowIshouldbereceived.Idarednot,butIlongedtocome.Now,tellmewhatailsLaurine;shescarcelybademegoodmorningandlefttheroomwithanangryair."
"Idonotknow,butonecannotmentionyoutohersinceyourmarriage;Ireallybelievesheisjealous."
"Nonsense."
"Yes,mydear,shenolongercallsyouBel—Ami,butM.Forestierinstead."
DuRoycolored,thendrawingnearertheyoungwoman,hesaid:"Kissme."
Sheobeyedhim.
"Wherecanwemeetagain?"heasked.
"AtRuedeConstantinople."
"Ah,aretheapartmentsnotrented?"
"No,Ikeptthem."
"Youdid?"
"Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldreturn."
Hisheartboundedjoyfully.Shelovedhimthenwithalastinglove!
Hewhispered:"Iadoreyou."Thenheasked:"Isyourhusbandwell?"
"Yes,verywell.Hehasjustbeenhomeforamonth;hewentawaythedaybeforeyesterday."
DuRoycouldnotsuppressasmile:"Howopportunelythatalwayshappens!"
Sherepliednaively:"Yes,ithappensopportunely,butheisnotinthewaywhenheishere;ishe?"
"Thatistrue;heisacharmingman!"
"Howdoyoulikeyournewlife?"
"Tolerably;mywifeisacomrade,anassociate,nothingmore;asformyheart——"
"Iunderstand;butsheisgood."
"Yes,shedoesnottroubleme."
HedrewnearClotildeandmurmured:"Whenshallwemeetagain?"
"To—morrow,ifyouwill."
"Yes,to—morrowattwoo’clock."
Herosetotakehisleavesomewhatembarrassed.
"YouknowIintendtotakebacktheroomsonRuedeConstantinoplemyself.Iwishto;itisnotnecessaryforyoutopayforthem."
Shekissedhishands,saying:"Youmaydoasyoulike.Iamsatisfiedtohavekeptthemuntilwemetagain."AndDuRoytookhisleaveverywellsatisfied.
WhenThursdaycame,heaskedMadeleine:"Aregoingtothefencing—
matchatRival’s?"
"No,Idonotcareaboutit.Iwillgotothechamberofdeputies."
GeorgescalledforMme.Walterinanopencarriage,fortheweatherwasdelightful.Hewassurprisedtofindherlookingsohandsomeandsoyoung.Neverhadsheappearedsofresh.Herdaughter,Suzanne,wasdressedinpink;hersisterlookedlikehergoverness.AtRival’sdoorwasalonglineofcarriages.DuRoyofferedhisarmtoMme.Walterandtheyentered.
TheentertainmentwasforthebenefitoftheorphansoftheSixthWardunderthepatronageofallthewilesofthesenatorsanddeputieswhowereconnectedwith"LaVieFrancaise."
JacquesRivalreceivedthearrivalsattheentrancetohisapartments,thenhepointedtoasmallstaircasewhichledtothecellarinwhichwerehisshooting—galleryandfencing—room,saying:
"Downstairs,ladies,downstairs.Thematchwilltakeplaceinthesubterraneanapartments."
PressingDuRoy’shand,hesaid:"Goodevening,Bel—Ami."
DuRoywassurprised:"Whotoldyouaboutthatname?"
Rivalreplied:"Mme.Walter,whothinksitverypretty."
Mme.Walterblushed.
"Yes,IconfessthatifIknewyoubetter,IshoulddoaslittleLaurine,andIshouldcallyouBel—Ami,too.Itsuitsyouadmirably."
DuRoylaughed."Ibegyoutodoso,Madame."
Shecastdownhereyes."No,wearenotwellenoughacquainted."
Hemurmured:"Permitmetohopethatweshallbecomeso."
"Well,weshallsee,"saidshe.
Theydescendedthestairsandenteredalargeroom,whichwaslightedbyVenetianlanternsanddecoratedwithfestoonsofgauze.
Nearlyallthebencheswerefilledwithladies,whowerechattingasiftheywereatatheater.Mme.Walterandherdaughtersreachedtheirseatsinthefrontrow.
DuRoy,havingobtainedtheirplacesforthem,whispered:"Ishallbeobligedtoleaveyou;mencannotoccupytheseats."
Mme.Walterrepliedhesitatingly:"Ishouldliketokeepyou,justthesame.Youcouldtellmethenamesoftheparticipants.See,ifyoustandattheendoftheseat,youwillnotannoyanyone."Sheraisedherlarge,softeyestohisandinsisted:"Come,staywithus——Bel—Ami——weneedyou!"
Hereplied:"Iobeywithpleasure,Madame!"
SuddenlyJacquesRival’svoiceannounced:"Wewillbegin,ladies."
Thenfollowedthefencing—match.DuRoyretainedhisplacebesidetheladiesandgavethemallthenecessaryinformation.Whentheentertainmentwasoverandallexpenseswerepaid,twohundredandtwentyfrancsremainedfortheorphansoftheSixthWard.
DuRoy,escortingtheWalters,awaitedhiscarriage.WhenseatedfacetofacewithMme.Walter,hemethertroubledbutcaressingglance.
"Egad,Ibelievesheisaffected,"thoughthe;andhesmiledasherecognizedthefactthathewasreallysuccessfulwiththefemalesex,forMme.deMarelle,sincetherenewaloftheirrelations,seemedtolovehimmadly.
Withalighthearthereturnedhome.Madeleinewasawaitinghiminthedrawing—room.
"Ihavesomenews,"saidshe."TheaffairwithMoroccoisbecomingcomplicated.Francemaysendanexpeditionoutthereinseveralmonths.InanycasetheministrywillbeoverthrownandLarochewillprofitbytheoccasion."
DuRoy,inordertodrawouthiswife,pretendednottobelieveit.
"FrancewouldnotbesillyenoughtocommenceanyfollywithTunis!"
Sheshruggedhershouldersimpatiently."Itellyoushewill!Youdonotunderstandthatitisaquestionofmoney——youareassimpleasForestier."
Herobjectwastowoundandirritatehim,butheonlysmiledandreplied:"What!assimpleasthatstupidfellow?"
Sheceasedandmurmured:"Oh,Georges!"
Headded:"Poordevil!"inatoneofprofoundpity.
Madeleineturnedherbackuponhimscornfully;afteramomentofsilence,shecontinued:"WeshallhavesomecompanyTuesday.Mme.
Laroche—MathieuiscomingheretodinewithViscountessdePercemur.
WillyouinviteRivalandNorbertdeVarenne?IshallgotoMmes.
WalteranddeMarelleto—morrow.Perhaps,too,wemayhaveMme.
Rissolin."
DuRoyreplied:"Verywell,IwillseetoRivalandNorbert."
Thefollowingdayhethoughthewouldanticipatehiswife’svisittoMme.Walterandattempttofindoutifshereallywasinlovewithhim.HearrivedatBoulevardMalesherbesattwoo’clock.Hewasusheredintothesalonandwaited.FinallyMme.Walterappearedandofferedhimherhandcordially."Whatgoodwindblowsyouhere?"
"Nogoodwind,butadesiretoseeyou.Somepowerhasimpelledmehither,Idonotknowwhy;IhavenothingtosayexceptthatIhavecome;hereIam!Pardonthemorningcallandthecandorofmyexplanation."
Heutteredthosewordswithasmileuponhislipsandaseriousaccentinhisvoice.
Inherastonishment,shestammeredwithablush:"Butindeed——Idonotunderstand——yousurpriseme."
Headded:"Itisadeclarationmadeinjestinordernottostartleyou."
Theywereseatedneareachother.Shetookthematterasajest."Isitadeclaration——seriously?"
"Yes,foralongtimeIhavewishedtomakeit,butIdarednot;
theysayyouaresoaustere,sorigid."
Shehadrecoveredherself—possessionandreplied:
"Whydidyouchooseto—day?"
"Idonotknow."Thenheloweredhisvoice:"OrratherbecauseI
havethoughtonlyofyousinceyesterday."
Suddenlyturningpale,shegasped:"Come,enoughofthischildishness!Letustalkofsomethingelse."
Buthefelluponhiskneesbeforeher.Shetriedtorise;hepreventedherbytwininghisarmsaboutherwaist,andrepeatedinapassionatevoice:"Yes,itistruethatIhavelovedyoumadlyforsometime.Donotanswerme.Iammad——Iloveyou.Oh,ifyouknewhowIloveyou!"
Shecouldutternosound;inheragitationsherepulsedhimwithbothhands,forshecouldfeelhisbreathuponhercheek.Herosesuddenlyandattemptedtoembraceher,butgainingherlibertyforamoment,sheescapedhimandranfromchairtochair.He,consideringsuchpursuitbeneathhisdignity,sankintoachair,buriedhisfaceinhishands,andfeignedtosobconvulsively.Thenherose,cried:
"Adieu,adieu!"andfled.
Inthehallhetookhiscanecalmlyandleftthehousesaying:
"Cristi!Ibelieveshelovesme!"
HewentatoncetothetelegraphofficetosendamessagetoClotilde,appointingarendezvousforthenextday.
Onenteringthehouseathisusualtime,hesaidtohiswife:"Well,iseveryonecomingtodinner?"
Shereplied:"Yes,allbutMme.Walter,whoisuncertainastowhethershecancome.Sheactedverystrangely.Nevermind,perhapsshecanmanageitanyway."
Hereplied:"Shewillcome."
Hewasnot,however,certainandwasrendereduneasyuntilthedayofthedinner.ThatmorningMadeleinereceivedamessagefromMme.
Waltertothiseffect:"IhavesucceededinarrangingmattersandI
shallbewithyou,butmyhusbandcannotaccompanyme."
DuRoythought:"Ididrightnottoreturnthere.Shehascalmeddown."Stillheawaitedherarrivalanxiously.
Sheappearedverycomposed,somewhatreserved,andhaughty.Hewasveryhumble,verycareful,andsubmissive.Mmes.Laroche—MathieuandRissolinwereaccompaniedbytheirhusbands.Mme.deMarellelookedbewitchinginanoddcombinationofyellowandblack.
AtDuRoy’srightsatMme.Walter,andhespoketoheronlyofseriousmatterswithexaggeratedrespect.FromtimetotimeheglancedatClotilde.
"Sheisreallyveryprettyandfreshlooking,"thoughthe.ButMme.
Walterattractedhimbythedifficultyoftheconquest.Shetookherleaveearly.
"Iwillescortyou,"saidhe.
Shedeclinedhisoffer.Heinsisted:"Whydoyounotwantme?Youwoundmedeeply.DonotletmefeelthatIamnotforgiven.YouseethatIamcalm."
Shereplied:"Youcannotleaveyourgueststhus."
Hesmiled:"Bah!Ishallbeabsenttwentyminutes.Noonewillevennoticeit;ifyourefuseme,youwillbreakmyheart."
"Verywell,"shewhispered,"Iwillaccept."
Whentheywereseatedinthecarriage,heseizedherhand,andkissingitpassionatelysaid:"Iloveyou,Iloveyou.Letmetellittoyou.Iwillnottouchyou.IonlywishtorepeatthatIloveyou."
Shestammered:"Afterwhatyoupromisedme——itistoobad——toobad."
Heseemedtomakeagreateffort,thenhecontinuedinasubduedvoice:"See,howIcancontrolmyself——andyet——letmeonlytellyouthis——Iloveyou——yes,letmegohomewithyouandkneelbeforeyoufiveminutestoutterthosethreewordsandgazeuponyourbelovedface."
Shesufferedhimtotakeherhandandrepliedinbrokenaccents:
"No,Icannot——Idonotwishto.Thinkofwhatmyservants,mydaughters,wouldsay——no——no——itisimpossible."
Hecontinued:"Icannotlivewithoutseeingyou;whetheritbeatyourhouseorelsewhere,ImustseeyouforonlyamomenteachdaythatImaytouchyourhand,breathetheairstirredbyyourgown,contemplatetheoutlinesofyourform,andseeyourbeautifuleyes."
Shelistenedtremblinglytothemusicallanguageoflove,andmadeanswer:"No,itisimpossible.Besilent!"
Hespokeverylow;hewhisperedinherear,comprehendingthatitwasnecessarytowinthatsimplewomangradually,topersuadehertoappointameetingwhereshewilledatfirst,andlateronwherehewilled.
"Listen:Imustseeyou!Iwillwaitatyourdoorlikeabeggar.Ifyoudonotcomedown,Iwillcometoyou,butIshallseeyouto—
morrow."
Sherepeated:"No,donotcome.Ishallnotreceiveyou.Thinkofmydaughters!"
"ThentellmewhereIcanmeetyou——inthestreet——itmattersnotwhere——atanyhouryouwish——providedthatIcanseeyou.Iwillgreetyou;Iwillsay,Iloveyou;andthengoaway."
Shehesitated,almostdistracted.Asthecoupestoppedatthedoor,shewhisperedhastily:"IwillbeatLaTriniteto—morrow,athalfpastthree."
Afteralighting,shesaidtohercoachman:"TakeM.duRoyhome."
Whenhereturned,hiswifeasked:"Wherehaveyoubeen?"
Herepliedinalowvoice:"Ihavebeentosendanimportanttelegram."
Mme.deMarelleapproachedhim:"Youmusttakemehome,Bel—Ami;youknowthatIonlydinesofarfromhomeonthatcondition."TurningtoMadeleine,sheasked:"Youarenotjealous?"
Mme.duRoyrepliedslowly:"No,notatall."
Theguestsdeparted.Clotilde,envelopedinlaces,whisperedtoMadeleineatthedoor:"Yourdinnerwasperfect.InashortwhileyouwillhavethebestpoliticalsaloninParis."
WhenshewasalonewithGeorges,shesaid:"Oh,mydarlingBel—Ami,Iloveyoumoredearlyeveryday."
Thecabrolledon,andGeorges’thoughtswerewithMme.Walter.
CHAPTERXII.
AMEETINGANDTHERESULT
TheJulysunshoneuponthePlacedelaTrinite,whichwasalmostdeserted.DuRoydrewouthiswatch.Itwasonlythreeo’clock:hewashalfanhourtooearly.Helaughedashethoughtoftheplaceofmeeting.HeenteredthesacrededificeofLaTrinite;thecoolnesswithinwasrefreshing.Hereandthereanoldwomankneeledatprayer,herfaceinherhands.DuRoylookedathiswatchagain.Itwasnotyetaquarterpastthree.Hetookaseat,regrettingthathecouldnotsmoke.Attheendofthechurchnearthechoir;hecouldhearthemeasuredtreadofacorpulentmanwhomhehadnoticedwhenheentered.Suddenlytherustleofagownmadehimstart.Itwasshe.Hearoseandadvancedquickly.Shedidnotofferhimherhandandwhispered:"Ihaveonlyafewminutes.Youmustkneelnearmethatnoonewillnoticeus."
SheproceededtoasideaisleaftersalutingtheHostontheHighAltar,tookafootstool,andkneeleddown.Georgestookonebesideitandwhentheywereintheattitudeofprayer,hesaid:"Thankyou,thankyou.Iadoreyou.IshouldliketotellyouconstantlyhowIbegantoloveyou,howIwasconqueredthefirsttimeIsawyou.Willyoupermitmesomedaytounburdenmyheart,toexplainalltoyou?"
Sherepliedbetweenherfingers:"Iammadtoletyouspeaktomethus——madtohavecomehither——madtodoasIhavedone,toletyoubelievethatthis——thisadventurecanhaveanyresults.Forgetit,andneverspeaktomeofitagain."Shepaused.
Hereplied:"Iexpectnothing——Ihopenothing——Iloveyou——whateveryoumaydo,Iwillrepeatitsooften,withsomuchforceandardorthatyouwillfinallyunderstandme,andreply:’Iloveyoutoo.’"
Hefeltherframetrembleassheinvoluntarilyrepeated:"Iloveyoutoo."
Hewasovercomebyastonishment.
"Oh,myGod!"shecontinuedincoherently,"ShouldIsaythattoyou?
Ifeelguilty,despicable——I——whohavetwodaughters——butIcannot——
cannot——Ineverthought——itwasstrongerthanI——listen——listen——I
haveneverloved——anyother——butyou——Iswearit——Ihavelovedyouayearinsecret——Ihavesufferedandstruggled——Icannolonger;I
loveyou."Sheweptandherbowedformwasshakenbytheviolenceofheremotion.
Georgesmurmured:"GivemeyourhandthatImaytouch,maypressit."
Sheslowlytookherhandfromherface,heseizeditsaying:"I
shouldliketodrinkyourtears!"
Placingthehandhehelduponhisheartheasked:"Doyoufeelitbeat?"
InafewmomentsthemanGeorgeshadnoticedbeforepassedbythem.
WhenMme.Walterheardhimnearher,shesnatchedherfingersfromGeorges’sclaspandcoveredherfacewiththem.Afterthemanhaddisappeared,DuRoyasked,hopingforanotherplaceofmeetingthanLaTrinite:"WhereshallIseeyouto—morrow?"
Shedidnotreply;sheseemedtransformedintoastatueofprayer.
Hecontinued:"ShallImeetyouto—morrowatParkMonceau?"
Sheturnedalividfacetowardhimandsaidunsteadily:"Leaveme——
leavemenow——go——goaway——foronlyfiveminutes——Isuffertoomuchnearyou.Iwanttopray——go.Letmeprayalone——fiveminutes——letmeaskGod——topardonme——tosaveme——leaveme——fiveminutes."
Shelookedsopitifulthatherosewithoutawordandaskedwithsomehesitation:"ShallIreturnpresently?"
Shenoddedherheadintheaffirmativeandhelefther.Shetriedtopray;sheclosedhereyesinordernottoseeGeorges.Shecouldnotpray;shecouldonlythinkofhim.Shewouldratherhavediedthanhavefallenthus;shehadneverbeenweak.Shemurmuredseveralwordsofsupplication;sheknewthatallwasover,thatthestrugglewasinvain.Shedidnothoweverwishtoyield,butshefeltherweakness.Someoneapproachedwitharapidstep;sheturnedherhead.Itwasapriest.Sherose,rantowardhim,andclaspingherhands,shecried:"Saveme,saveme!"
Hestoppedinsurprise.
"Whatdoyouwant,Madame?"
"Iwantyoutosaveme.Havepityonme.Ifyoudonothelpme,Iamlost!"
Hegazedather,wonderingifsheweremad.
"WhatcanIdoforyou?"Thepriestwasayoungmansomewhatinclinedtocorpulence.
"Receivemyconfession,"saidshe,"andcounselme,sustainme,tellmewhattodo."
Hereplied:"IconfesseverySaturdayfromthreetosix."
Seizinghisarmsherepeated:"No,now,atonce——atonce!Itisnecessary!Heishere!Inthischurch!Heiswaitingforme."
Thepriestasked:"Whoiswaitingforyou?"
"Aman——whowillbemyruinifyoudonotsaveme.Icannolongerescapehim——Iamtooweak——tooweak,"
Shefelluponherkneessobbing:"Oh,father,havepityuponme.
Saveme,forGod’ssake,saveme!"Sheseizedhisgownthathemightnotescapeher,whileheuneasilyglancedaroundonallsidestoseeifanyonenoticedthewomanathisfeet.Finally,seeingthathecouldnotfreehimselffromher,hesaid:"Rise;Ihavethekeytotheconfessionalwithme."
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DuRoyhavingwalkedaroundthechoir,wassaunteringdownthenave,whenhemetthestout,boldmanwanderingabout,andhewondered:
"Whatcanhebedoinghere?"
ThemanslackenedhispaceandlookedatGeorgeswiththeevidentdesiretospeaktohim.Whenhewasnearhim,hebowedandsaidpolitely:
"Ibegyourpardon,sir,fordisturbingyou;butcanyoutellmewhenthischurchwasbuilt?"
DuRoyreplied:"Idonotknow;Ithinkitistwentyortwenty—fiveyears.ItisthefirsttimeIhavebeenhere.Ihaveneverseenitbefore."Feelinginterestedinthestranger,thejournalistcontinued:"Itseemstomethatyouareexaminingintoitverycarefully."
Themanreplied:"Iamnotvisitingthechurch;Ihaveanappointment."Hepausedandinafewmomentsadded:"Itisverywarmoutside."
DuRoylookedathimandsuddenlythoughtthatheresembledForestier."Areyoufromtheprovinces?"heasked.
"Yes,IamfromRennes.Anddidyou,sir,enterthischurchfromcuriosity?"
"No,Iamwaitingforalady."Andwithasmileuponhislips,hewalkedaway.
HedidnotfindMme.Walterintheplaceinwhichhehadlefther,andwassurprised.Shehadgone.Hewasfurious.Thenhethoughtshemightbelookingforhim,andhewalkedaroundthechurch.Notfindingher,hereturnedandseatedhimselfonthechairshehadoccupied,hopingthatshewouldrejoinhimthere.Soonheheardthesoundofavoice.Hesawnoone;whencecameit?Herosetoexamineintoit,andsawinachapelnearby,thedoorsoftheconfessionals.Hedrewnearerinordertoseethewomanwhosevoiceheheard.HerecognizedMme.Walter;shewasconfessing.Atfirsthefeltadesiretoseizeherbythearmanddragheraway;thenheseatedhimselfnearbyandbidedhistime.Hewaitedquiteawhile.
AtlengthMme.Walterrose,turned,sawhimandcametowardhim.Herfacewascoldandsevere.
"Sir,"saidshe,"Ibeseechyounottoaccompanyme,nottofollowmeandnottocometomyhousealone.Youwillnotbeadmitted.
Adieu!"Andshewalkedawayinadignifiedmanner.
Hepermittedhertogo,becauseitwasagainsthisprinciplestoforcematters.Asthepriestinhisturnissuedfromtheconfessional,headvancedtowardhimandsaid:"Ifyoudidnotwearagown,Iwouldgiveyouasoundthrashing."Thenheturneduponhisheelandleftthechurchwhistling.Inthedoorwayhemetthestoutgentleman.WhenDuRoypassedhim,theybowed.
Thejournalistthenrepairedtotheofficeof"LaVieFrancaise."Asheenteredhesawbytheclerks’busyairthatsomethingofimportancewasgoingon,andhehastenedtothemanager’sroom.ThelatterexclaimedjoyfullyasDuRoyentered:"Whatluck!hereisBel—Ami."
Hestoppedinconfusionandapologized:"Ibegyourpardon,Iamverymuchbotheredbycircumstances.AndthenIhearmywifeanddaughtercallyouBel—Amifrommorninguntilnight,andIhaveacquiredthehabitmyself.Areyoudispleased?"
Georgeslaughed."Notatall."
M.Waltercontinued:"Verywell,thenIwillcallyouBel—Amiaseveryoneelsedoes.Greatchangeshavetakenplace.Theministryhasbeenoverthrown.Marrotistoformanewcabinet.HehaschosenGeneralBoutind’Acreasministerofwar,andourfriendLaroche—
Mathieuasministerofforeignaffairs.Weshallbeverybusy.I
mustwritealeadingarticle,asimpledeclarationofprinciples;
thenImusthavesomethinginterestingontheMoroccoquestion——youmustattendtothat."
DuRoyreflectedamomentandthenreplied:"Ihaveit.IwillgiveyouanarticleonthepoliticalsituationofourAfricancolony,"
andheproceededtoprepareM.Walteranoutlineofhiswork,whichwasnothingbutamodificationofhisfirstarticleon"SouvenirsofaSoldierinAfrica."
Themanagerhavingreadthearticlesaid:"Itisperfect;youareatreasure.Manythanks."
DuRoyreturnedhometodinnerdelightedwithhisday,notwithstandinghisfailureatLaTrinite.Hiswifewasawaitinghimanxiously.Sheexclaimedonseeinghim:
"YouknowthatLarocheisministerofforeignaffairs."
"Yes,Ihavejustwrittenanarticleonthatsubject."
"How?"
"Doyourememberthefirstarticlewewroteon’SouvenirsofaSoldierinAfrica’?Well,Irevisedandcorrecteditfortheoccasion."
Shesmiled."Ah,yes,thatwilldoverywell."
Atthatmomenttheservantenteredwithadispatchcontainingthesewordswithoutanysignature:
"Iwasbesidemyself.Pardonmeandcometo—morrowatfouro’clocktoParkMonceau."
Heunderstoodthemessage,andwithajoyfulheart,slippedthetelegramintohispocket.Duringdinnerherepeatedthewordstohimself;asheinterpretedthem,theymeant,"Iyield——Iamyourswhereandwhenyouwill."Helaughed.
Madeleineasked:"Whatisit?"
"Nothingmuch.IwasthinkingofacomicaloldpriestImetashortwhilesince."
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DuRoyarrivedattheappointedhourthefollowingday.Thebencheswerealloccupiedbypeopletryingtoescapefromtheheatandbynurseswiththeircharges.
HefoundMme.Walterinalittleantiqueruin;sheseemedunhappyandanxious.Whenhehadgreetedher,shesaid:"Howmanypeoplethereareinthegarden!"
Hetookadvantageoftheoccasion:"Yes,thatistrue;shallwegosomewhereelse?"
"Where?"
"Itmattersnotwhere;foradrive,forinstance.Youcanlowertheshadeonyoursideandyouwillbewellconcealed."
"Yes,Ishouldlikethatbetter;Ishalldieoffearhere."
"Verywell,meetmeinfiveminutesatthegatewhichopensontheboulevard.Iwillfetchacab."
Whentheywereseatedinthecab,sheasked:"Wheredidyoutellthecoachmantodriveto?"
Georgesreplied:"Donotworry;heknows."
HehadgiventhemanhisaddressontheRuedeConstantinople.
Mme.WaltersaidtoDuRoy:"YoucannotimaginehowIsufferonyouraccount——howIamtormented,tortured.YesterdayIwasharsh,butI
wantedtoescapeyouatanyprice.Iwasafraidtoremainalonewithyou.Haveyouforgivenme?"
Hepressedherhand."Yes,yes,whyshouldInotforgiveyou,lovingyouasIdo?"
Shelookedathimwithabeseechingair:"Listen:Youmustpromisetorespectme,otherwiseIcouldneverseeyouagain."
Atfirsthedidnotreply;asmilelurkedbeneathhismustache;thenhemurmured:"Iamyourslave."
Shetoldhimhowshehaddiscoveredthatshelovedhim,onlearningthathewastomarryMadeleineForestier.Suddenlysheceasedspeaking.Thecarriagestopped.DuRoyopenedthedoor.
"Wherearewe?"sheasked.
Hereplied:"Alightandenterthehouse.Weshallbeundisturbedthere."
"Wherearewe?"sherepeated.
"Atmyrooms;theyaremybachelorapartmentswhichIhaverentedforafewdaysthatwemighthaveacornerinwhichtomeet."
Sheclungtothecab,startledatthethoughtofatete—a—tete,andstammered:"No,no,Idonotwantto."
Hesaidfirmly:"Isweartorespectyou.Come,youseethatpeoplearelookingatus,thatacrowdisgatheringaroundus.Makehaste!"
Andherepeated,"Isweartorespectyou."
Shewasterror—strickenandrushedintothehouse.Shewasabouttoascendthestairs.Heseizedherarm:"Itishere,onthegroundfloor."
Whenhehadclosedthedoor,heshoweredkissesuponherneck,hereyes,herlips;inspiteofherself,shesubmittedtohiscaressesandevenreturnedthem,hidingherfaceandmurmuringinbrokenaccents:"IswearthatIhaveneverhadalover";whilehethought:
"Thatisamatterofindifferencetome."
CHAPTERXIII.
MADAMEDEMARELLE
Autumnhadcome.TheDuRoyshadspenttheentiresummerinParis,leadingavigorouscampaignin"LaVieFrancaise,"infavorofthenewcabinet.AlthoughitwasonlytheearlypartofOctober,thechamberwasabouttoresumeitssessions,foraffairsinMoroccowerebecomingmenacing.ThecelebratedspeechmadebyCountdeLambertSarrazinhadfurnishedDuRoywithmaterialfortenarticlesontheAlgeriancolony."LaVieFrancaise"hadgainedconsiderableprestigebyitsconnectionwiththepower;itwasthefirsttogivepoliticalnews,andeverynewspaperinParisandtheprovincessoughtinformationfromit.Itwasquoted,feared,andbegantoberespected:itwasnolongertheorganofagroupofpoliticalintriguers,buttheavowedmouthpieceofthecabinet.Laroche—
MathieuwasthesoulofthejournalandDuRoyhisspeaking—trumpet.
M.Walterretireddiscreetlyintothebackground.Madeleine’ssalonbecameaninfluentialcenterinwhichseveralmembersofthecabinetmeteveryweek.Thepresidentofthecouncilhadevendinedtheretwice;theministerofforeignaffairswasquiteathomeattheDuRoys;hecameatanyhour,bringingdispatchesorinformation,whichhedictatedeithertothehusbandorwifeasiftheywerehissecretaries.Aftertheministerhaddeparted,whenDuRoywasalonewithMadeleine,heutteredthreatsandinsinuationsagainstthe"parvenu,"ashecalledhim.Hiswifesimplyshruggedhershouldersscornfully,repeating:"Becomeaministerandyoucandothesame;
untilthen,besilent."
Hisreplywas:"NooneknowsofwhatIamcapable;perhapstheywillfindoutsomeday."
Sheansweredphilosophically:"Hewholiveswillsee."
ThemorningofthereopeningoftheChamber,DuRoylunchedwithLaroche—Mathieuinordertoreceiveinstructionsfromhim,beforethesession,forapoliticalarticlethefollowingdayin"LaVieFrancaise,"whichwastobeasortofofficialdeclarationoftheplansofthecabinet.AfterlisteningtoLaroche—Mathieu’seloquenceforsometimewithjealousyinhisheart,DuRoysaunteredslowlytowardtheofficetocommencehiswork,forhehadnothingtodountilfouro’clock,atwhichhourhewastomeetMme.deMarelleatRuedeConstantinople.Theymetthereregularlytwiceaweek,MondaysandWednesdays.
Onenteringtheoffice,hewashandedasealeddispatch;itwasfromMme.Walter,andreadthus:
"ItisabsolutelynecessarythatIshouldseeyouto—day.Itisimportant.Expectmeattwoo’clockatRuedeConstantinople.I
canrenderyouagreatservice;yourfrienduntildeath,"
"VIRGINIE."
Heexclaimed:"Heavens!whatabore!"andlefttheofficeatonce,toomuchannoyedtowork.
ForsixweekshehadineffectuallytriedtobreakwithMme.Walter.
Atthreesuccessivemeetingsshehadbeenapreytoremorse,andhadoverwhelmedherloverwithreproaches.Angeredbythosescenesandalreadywearyofthedramaticwoman,hehadsimplyavoidedher,hopingthattheaffairwouldendinthatway.
Butshepersecutedhimwithheraffection,summonedhimatalltimesbytelegramstomeetheratstreetcorners,inshops,orpublicgardens.Shewasverydifferentfromwhathehadfanciedshewouldbe,tryingtoattracthimbyactionsridiculousinoneofherage.
Itdisgustedhimtohearhercallhim:"Myrat——mydog——mytreasure—
—myjewel——myblue—bird"——andtoseeherassumeakindofchildishmodestywhenheapproached.Itseemedtohimthatbeingthemotherofafamily,awomanoftheworld,sheshouldhavebeenmoresedate,andhaveyieldedWithtearsifshechose,butwiththetearsofaDidoandnotofaJuliette.Heneverheardhercallhim"Littleone"
or"Baby,"withoutwishingtoreply"Oldwoman,"totakehishatwithanoathandleavetheroom.
AtfirsttheyhadoftenmetatRuedeConstantinople,butDuRoy,whofearedanencounterwithMme.deMarelle,inventedathousandandonepretextsinordertoavoidthatrendezvous.Hewasthereforeobligedtoeitherlunchordineatherhousedaily,whenshewouldclasphishandundercoverofthetableorofferhimherlipsbehindthedoors.Aboveall,GeorgesenjoyedbeingthrownsomuchincontactwithSuzanne;shemadesportofeverythingandeverybodywithcuttingappropriateness.Atlength,however,hebegantofeelanunconquerablerepugnancetothelovelavisheduponhimbythemother;hecouldnolongerseeher,hearher,northinkofherwithoutanger.Heceasedcallinguponher,replyingtoherletters,andyieldingtoherappeals.Shefinallydivinedthathenolongerlovedher,andthediscoverycausedherunutterableanguish;butshewatchedhim,followedhiminacabwithdrawnblindstotheoffice,tohishouse,inthehopeofseeinghimpassby.Hewouldhavelikedtostrangleher,buthecontrolledhimselfonaccountofhispositionon"LaVieFrancaise"andheendeavoredbymeansofcoldness,andevenattimesharshwords,tomakehercomprehendthatallwasatanendbetweenthem.
Then,too,shepersistedindevisingrusesforsummoninghimtoRuedeConstantinople,andhewasinconstantfearthatthetwowomenwouldsomedaymeetfacetofaceatthedoor.
Ontheotherhand,hisaffectionforMme.deMarellehadincreasedduringthesummer.TheywerebothBohemiansbynature;theytookexcursionstogethertoArgenteuil,Bougival,Maisons,andPoissy,andwhenhewasforcedtoreturnanddineatMme.Walter’s,hedetestedhismaturemistressmorethoroughly,asherecalledtheyouthfulonehehadjustleft.Hewascongratulatinghimselfuponhavingfreedhimselfalmostentirelyfromtheformer’sclutches,whenhereceivedthetelegramabovementioned.
Here—readitashewalkedalong.Hethought:"Whatdoesthatoldowlwantwithme?Iamcertainshehasnothingtotellmeexceptthatsheadoresme.However,Iwillsee,perhapsthereissometruthinit.Clotildeiscomingatfour,Imustgetridoftheotheroneatthreeorsoonafter,providedtheydonotmeet.Whatjadeswomenare!"
Asheutteredthosewordshewasremindedofhiswife,whowastheonlyonewhodidnottormenthim;shelivedbyhissideandseemedtolovehimverymuchatthepropertime,forsheneverpermittedanythingtointerferewithherordinaryoccupationsoflife.Hestrolledtowardtheappointedplaceofmeeting,mentallycursingMme.Walter.
"Ah,Iwillreceiveherinsuchamannerthatshewillnottellmeanything.Firstofall,IwillgivehertounderstandthatIshallnevercrossherthresholdagain."
Heenteredtoawaither.Shesoonarrivedand,seeinghim,exclaimed:"Ah,youreceivedmydispatch!Howfortunate!"
"Yes,IreceiveditattheofficejustasIwassettingoutfortheChamber.Whatdoyouwant?"heaskedungraciously.
Shehadraisedherveilinordertokisshim,andapproachedhimtimidlyandhumblywiththeairofabeatendog.
"Howunkindyouaretome;howharshlyyouspeak!WhathaveIdonetoyou?YoudonotknowwhatIhavesufferedforyou!"
Hemuttered:"Areyougoingtobeginthatagain?"
Shestoodnearhimawaitingasmile,awordofencouragement,tocastherselfintohisarms,andwhispered:"Youneednothavewonmetotreatmethus;youmighthaveleftmevirtuousandhappy.Doyourememberwhatyousaidtomeinthechurchandhowyouforcedmetoenterthishouse?Andnowthisisthewayyouspeaktome,receiveme!MyGod,myGod,howyoumaltreatme!"
Hestampedhisfootandsaidviolently:"Enough,besilent!Icanneverseeyouamomentwithouthearingthatrefrain.Youwerematurewhenyougaveyourselftome.Iammuchobligedtoyou;Iaminfinitelygrateful,butIneednotbetiedtoyourapron—stringsuntilIdie!YouhaveahusbandandIawife.Neitherofusisfree;
itwasallacaprice,andnowitisatanend!"
Shesaid:"Howbrutalyouare,howcoarseandvillainous!No,Iwasnolongerayounggirl,butIhadneverloved,neverwaveredinmydignity."
Heinterruptedher:"Iknowit,youhavetoldmethattwentytimes;
butyouhavehadtwochildren."
Shedrewbackasifshehadbeenstruck:"Oh,Georges!"Andpressingherhandstoherheart,sheburstintotears.
Whenshebegantoweep,hetookhishat:"Ah,youarecryingagain!
Goodevening!Isitforthisthatyousentforme?"
Shetookastepforwardinordertobartheway,anddrawingahandkerchieffromherpocketshewipedhereyes.Hervoicegrewsteadier:"No,Icameto——togiveyou——politicalnews——togiveyouthemeansofearningfiftythousandfrancs——orevenmoreifyouwishto."
Suddenlysoftenedheasked:"How?"
"BychancelasteveningIheardaconversationbetweenmyhusbandandLaroche.Walteradvisedtheministernottoletyouintothesecretforyouwouldexposeit."
DuRoyplacedhishatuponachairandlistenedattentively.
"TheyaregoingtotakepossessionofMorocco!"
"Why,IlunchedwithLarochethismorning,andhetoldmethecabinet’splans!"
"No,mydear,theyhavedeceivedyou,becausetheyfearedtheirsecretwouldbemadeknown."
"Sitdown,"saidGeorges.
Hesankintoanarmchair,whileshedrewupastoolandtookherseatathisfeet.Shecontinued:
"AsIthinkofyoucontinually,Ipayattentiontowhatistalkedofaroundme,"andsheproceededtotellhimwhatshehadheardrelativetotheexpeditiontoTangierswhichhadbeendecideduponthedaythatLarocheassumedhisoffice;shetoldhimhowtheyhadlittlebylittleboughtup,throughagentswhoarousednosuspicions,theMoroccanloan,whichhadfallentosixty—fourorsixty—fivefrancs;howwhentheexpeditionwasenteredupontheFrenchgovernmentwouldguaranteethedebt,andtheirfriendswouldmakefiftyorsixtymillions.
Hecried:"Areyousureofthat?"
Shereplied:"Yes,Iamsure."
Hecontinued:"Thatisindeedfine!AsforthatrascalofaLaroche,lethimbeware!Iwillgethisministerialcarcassbetweenmyfingersyet!"
Then,afteramoment’sreflection,hemuttered:"Onemightprofitbythat!"
"Youtoocanbuysomestock,"saidshe;"itisonlyseventy—twofrancs."
Hereplied:"ButIhavenoreadymoney."
Sheraisedhereyestohis——eyesfullofsupplication.
"Ihavethoughtofthat,mydarling,andifyoulovemealittle,youwillletmelendittoyou."
Herepliedabruptly,almostharshly:"No,indeed."
Shewhisperedimploringly:"Listen,thereissomethingyoucandowithoutborrowingmoney.Iintendedbuyingtenthousandfrancs’
worthofthestock;instead,Iwilltaketwentythousandandyoucanhavehalf.Therewillbenothingtopayatonce.Ifitsucceeds,wewillmakeseventythousandfrancs;ifnot,youwillowemetenthousandwhichyoucanrepayatyourpleasure."
Hesaidagain:"No,Idonotlikethosecombinations."
Shetriedtopersuadehimbytellinghimthatsheadvancednothing——
thatthepaymentsweremadebyWalter’sbank.Shepointedouttohimthathehadledthepoliticalcampaignin"LaVieFrancaise,"andthathewouldbeverysimplenottoprofitbytheresultshehadhelpedtobringabout.Ashestillhesitated,sheadded:"ItisinrealityWalterwhowilladvancethemoney,andyouhavedoneenoughforhimtooffsetthatsum."
"Verywell,"saidhe,"Iwilldoit.IfweloseIwillpayyoubacktenthousandfrancs."
Shewassodelightedthatsherose,tookhisheadbetweenherhands,andkissedhim.Atfirsthedidnotrepulseher,butwhenshegrewmorelavishwithhercaresses,hesaid:
"Come,thatwilldo."
Shegazedathimsadly."Oh,Georges,Icannolongerevenembraceyou."
"No,notto—day.Ihaveaheadache."
Shereseatedherselfwithdocilityathisfeetandasked:
"Willyoudinewithusto—morrow?Itwouldgivemesuchpleasure,"
Hehesitatedatfirst,butdarednotrefuse.
"Yes,certainly."
"Thankyou,dearest."Sherubbedhercheekagainsttheyoungman’svest;asshedidso,oneofherlongblackhairscaughtonabutton;
shetwistedittightlyaround,thenshetwistedanotheraroundanotherbuttonandsoon.Whenherose,hewouldtearthemoutofherhead,andwouldcarryawaywithhimunwittinglyalockofherhair.Itwouldbeaninvisiblebondbetweenthem.Involuntarilyhewouldthink,woulddreamofher;hewouldloveheralittlemorethenextday.
Suddenlyhesaid:"Imustleaveyou,forIamexpectedattheChamberforthecloseofthesession.Icannotbeabsentto—day."
Shesighed:"Already!"Thenaddingresignedly:"Go,mydarling,butyouwillcometodinnertomorrow";sheroseabruptly.Foramomentshefeltasharp,stingingpain,asifneedleshadbeenstuckintoherhead,butshewasgladtohavesufferedforhim.
"Adieu,"saidshe.
Hetookherinhisarmsandkissedhereyescoldly;thensheofferedhimherlipswhichhebrushedlightlyashesaid:"Come,come,letushurry;itisafterthreeo’clock."
Shepassedoutbeforehimsaying:"To—morrowatseven";herepeatedherwordsandtheyseparated.
DuRoyreturnedatfouro’clocktoawaithismistress.Shewassomewhatlatebecauseherhusbandhadcomehomeforaweek.Sheasked:
"Canyoucometodinnerto—morrow?Hewillbedelightedtoseeyou."
"No;IdineattheWalters.Wehaveagreatmanypoliticalandfinancialmatterstotalkover."
Shetookoffherhat.Hepointedtoabagonthemantelpiece:"I
boughtyousomesweetmeats."
Sheclappedherhands."Whatadarlingyouare!"Shetookthem,tastedone,andsaid:"Theyaredelicious.Ishallnotleaveone.
Come,sitdowninthearmchair,Iwillsitatyourfeetandeatmybonbons."
HesmiledashesawhertaketheseatashortwhilesinceoccupiedbyMme.Walter.Shetoo,calledhim"darling,littleone,dearest,"
andthewordsseemedtohimsweetandcaressingfromherlips,whilefromMme.Walter’stheyirritatedandnauseatedhim.
Suddenlyherememberedtheseventythousandfrancshewasgoingtomake,andbluntlyinterruptingMme.deMarelle’schatter,hesaid:
"Listen,mydarling;Iamgoingtointrustyouwithamessagetoyourhusband.Tellhimfrommetobuyto—morrowtenthousandfrancs’
worthofMoroccanstockwhichisatseventy—two,andIpredictthatbeforethreemonthsarepassedhewillhavemadeeightythousandfrancs.Tellhimtomaintainabsolutesilence.TellhimthattheexpeditiontoTangiers,isdecidedupon,andthattheFrenchgovernmentwillguaranteetheMoroccandebt.ItisastatesecretI
amconfidingtoyou,remember!"
Shelistenedtohimgravelyandmurmured:
"Thankyou.Iwilltellmyhusbandthisevening.Youmayrelyuponhim;hewillnotspeakofit;hecanbedependedupon;thereisnodanger."
Shehadeatenallofherbonbonsandbegantotoywiththebuttonsonhisvest.Suddenlyshedrewalonghairoutofthebuttonholeandbegantolaugh.
"See!HereisoneofMadeleine’shairs;youareafaithfulhusband!"
Thengrowingserious,sheexaminedthescarcelyperceptiblethreadmorecloselyandsaid:"ItisnotMadeleine’s,itisdark."
Hesmiled."Itprobablybelongstothehousemaid."
Butsheglancedatthevestwiththecareofapolice—inspectorandfoundasecondhairtwistedaroundasecondbutton;thenshesawathird;andturningpaleandtremblingsomewhat,sheexclaimed:"Oh,somewomanhaslefthairsaroundallyourbuttons."
Insurprise,hestammered:"Whyyou——youaremad."
Shecontinuedtounwindthehairsandcastthemuponthefloor.Withherwoman’sinstinctshehaddivinedtheirmeaningandgaspedinheranger,readytocry:
"Shelovesyouandshewishedyoutocarryawaywithyousomethingofhers.Oh,youareatraitor."Sheutteredashrill,nervouscry:
"Oh,itisanoldwoman’shair——hereisawhiteone——youhavetakenafancytoanoldwomannow.Thenyoudonotneedme——keeptheotherone."Sherose.
Heattemptedtodetainherandstammered:"No——Clo——youareabsurd——
Idonotknowwhoseitis——listen——stay——see——stay——"
Butsherepeated:"Keepyouroldwoman——keepher——haveachainmadeofherhair——ofhergrayhair——thereisenoughforthat——"
Hastilyshedonnedherhatandveil,andwhenheattemptedtotouchhershestruckhimintheface,andmadeherescapewhilehewasstunnedbytheblow.Whenhefoundthathewasalone,hecursedMme.
Walter,bathedhisface,andwentoutvowingvengeance.Thattimehewouldnotpardon.No,indeed.
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