Theconversationflagged,althoughthedoctorrelatedanumberofanecdotes.Rivalalonerepliedtohim.Duroytriedtoappearself—
possessed,buthewashauntedcontinuallybythefearofshowinghisfeelingsoroflosinghisself—possession.Rivaladdressedhim,saying:"ItookthepistolstoGastineRenette.Heloadedthem.Theboxissealed."
Duroyrepliedmechanically:"Thankyou."
ThenRivalproceededtogivehimminutedirections,thathemightmakenomistakes.Duroyrepeatedthosedirectionsaschildrenlearntheirlessonsinordertoimpressthemuponhismemory.Ashemutteredthephrasesoverandover,healmostprayedthatsomeaccidentmighthappentothecarriage;ifhecouldonlybreakhisleg!
Attheendofagladehesawacarriagestandingandfourgentlemenstampingtheirfeetinordertokeepthemwarm,andhewasobligedtogaspinordertogetbreath.RivalandBoisrenardalightedfirst,thenthedoctorandthecombatant.
Rivaltooktheboxofpistols,andwithBoisrenardapproachedthetwostrangers,whowereadvancingtowardthem.Duroysawthemgreetoneanotherceremoniously,thenwalkthroughthegladetogetherastheycountedthepaces.
Dr.LeBrumentaskedDuroy:"Doyoufeelwell?Doyounotwantanything?"
"Nothing,thankyou."Itseemedtohimthathewasasleep,thathewasdreaming.Washeafraid?Hedidnotknow.JacquesRivalreturnedandsaidinalowvoice:"Allisready.Fortunehasfavoredusinthedrawingofthepistols."ThatwasamatterofindifferencetoDuroy.Theyhelpedhimoffwithhisovercoat,ledhimtothegroundsetapartfortheduel,andgavehimhispistol.Beforehimstoodaman,short,stout,andbald,whoworeglasses.Thatwashisadversary.Avoicebrokethesilence——avoicewhichcamefromafar:
"Areyouready,sirs?"
Georgescried:"Yes."
Thesamevoicecommanded:"Fire!"
Duroyheardnothingmore,sawnothingmore;heonlyknewthatheraisedhisarmandpressedwithallhisstrengthuponthetrigger.
Soonhesawalittlesmokebeforehim;hisopponentwasstillstandinginthesameposition,andtherewasasmallwhitecloudabovehishead.Theyhadbothfired.Allwasover!Hissecondandthedoctorfelthim,unbuttonedhisgarments,andaskedanxiously:
"Areyouwounded?"Hereplied:"No,Ithinknot."
Langremontwasnotwoundedeither,andJacquesRivalmuttereddiscontentedly:"Thatisalwaysthewaywiththosecursedpistols,oneeithermissesorkillsone’sopponent"
Duroywasparalyzedwithsurpriseandjoy.Allwasover!Hefeltthathecouldfighttheentireuniverse.Allwasover!Whatbliss!
Hefeltbraveenoughtoprovokeanyone.Thesecondsconsultedseveralmoments,thentheduelistsandtheirfriendsenteredthecarriagesanddroveoff.Whentheofficialreportwasdrawnup,itwashandedtoDuroywhowastoinsertitinthe"Echoes."Hewassurprisedtofindthattwoballshadbeenfired.
HesaidtoRival:"Weonlyfiredonce!"
Thelattersmiled:"Yes——once——onceeach——thatmakestwice!"
AndDuroy,satisfiedwiththatexplanation,askednomorequestions.
M.Walterembracedhim.
"Bravo!youhavedefendedthecolorsof’LaVieFrancaise’!Bravo!"
Thefollowingdayateleveno’clockintheforenoon,Duroyreceivedatelegram:
"MyGod!Ihavebeenfrightened.ComeatoncetoRuedeConstantinoplethatImayembraceyou,mylove.Howbraveyouare.I
adoreyou.Clo."
Herepairedtotheplaceappointed,andMme.deMarellerushedintohisarms,coveringhimwithkisses.
"Oh,mydarling,ifyouonlyknewhowIfeltwhenIreadthemorningpapers!Tellme,tellmeallaboutit."
Duroywasobligedtogiveheradetailedaccount.
"Youmusthavehadaterriblenightbeforetheduel!"
"Why,no;Isleptverywell."
"Ishouldnothaveclosedmyeyes.Tellmewhattookplaceontheground."
Forthwithheproceededtogiveheragraphicdescriptionoftheduel.Whenhehadconcluded,shesaidtohim:"Icannotlivewithoutyou!Imustseeyou,andwithmyhusbandinParisitisnotveryconvenient.IoftenhaveanhourearlyinthemorningwhenIcouldcomeandembraceyou,butIcannotenterthathorriblehouseofyours!Whatcanwedo?"
Heaskedabruptly:"Howmuchdoyoupayhere?"
"Onehundredfrancsamonth."
"Verywell,Iwilltaketheapartmentsonmyownaccount,andIwillmoveatonce.Minearenotsuitableanywayformenow."
Shethoughtamomentandthenreplied:"NoIdonotwantyouto."
Heaskedinsurprise:"Whynot?"
"Because!"
"Thatisnoreason.Theseroomssuitmeverywell.Iamhere;I
shallremain."Helaughed."Moreover,theywerehiredinmyname!"
Butshepersisted:"No,no,Idonotwishyouto."
"Whynot,then?"
Shewhisperedsoftly,tenderly:"Becauseyouwouldbringothershere,andIdonotwishyouto."
Indignantlyhecried:"Never,Ipromiseyou!"
"Youwoulddosoinspiteofyourpromise."
"IswearIwillnot."
"Truly?"
"Truly——uponmywordofhonor.Thisisournest——oursalone!"
Sheembracedhiminatransportofdelight."ThenIagree,mydearest.Butifyoudeceivemeonce——justonce,thatwillendallbetweenusforever."
Heprotested,anditwasagreedthatheshouldsettleintheroomsthatsameday.Shesaidtohim:
"YoumustdinewithusSunday.Myhusbandthinksyoucharming."
Hewasflattered."Indeed?"
"Yes,youhavemadeaconquest.Didyounottellmethatyourhomewasinthecountry?"
"Yes;why?"
"Thenyouknowsomethingaboutagriculture?"
"Yes."
"Verywell;talktohimofgardeningandcrops;heenjoysthosesubjects."
"Allright.Ishallnotforget."
Shelefthim,afterlavishinguponhiminnumerablecaresses.
CHAPTERVIII.
DEATHANDAPROPOSAL
DuroymovedhiseffectstotheapartmentsinRuedeConstantinople.
Twoorthreetimesaweek,Mme.de—Marellepaidhimvisits.Duroy,tocounterbalancethem,dinedatherhouseeveryThursday,anddelightedherhusbandbytalkingagriculturetohim.
ItwasalmosttheendofFebruary.Duroywasfreefromcare.Onenight,whenhereturnedhome,hefoundaletterunderhisdoor.Heexaminedthepostmark;itwasfromCannes.Havingopenedit,heread:
"Cannes,VillaJolie."
"Dearsirandfriend:Youtoldme,didyounot,thatIcouldcountuponyouatanytime?Verywell.Ihaveafavortoaskofyou;itistocomeandhelpme——nottoleavemealoneduringCharles’slastmoments.Hemaynotlivethroughtheweek,althoughheisnotconfinedtohisbed,butthedoctorhaswarnedme.Ihavenotthestrengthnorthecouragetoseethatagonydayandnight,andIthinkwithterroroftheapproachingendIcanonlyasksuchathingofyou,formyhusbandhasnorelatives.Youwerehiscomrade;hehelpedyoutoyourposition;come,Ibegofyou;Ihavenooneelsetoask."
"Yourfriend,"
"MadeleineForestier."
Georgesmurmured:"CertainlyIwillgo.PoorCharles!"
Themanager,towhomhecommunicatedthecontentsofthatletter,grumblinglygavehisconsent.Herepeated:"Butreturnspeedily,youareindispensabletous."
GeorgesDuroyleftforCannesthenextdaybytheseveno’clockexpress,afterhavingwarnedMme.deMarellebytelegram.Hearrivedthefollowingdayatfouro’clockintheafternoon.A
commissionnaireconductedhimtoVillaJolie.Thehousewassmallandlow,andoftheItalianstyleofarchitecture.
Aservantopenedthedoorandcried:"Oh,sir,Madameisawaitingyoupatiently."
Duroyasked:"Howisyourmaster?"
"Notverywell,sir.Hewillnotbeherelong."
Thefloorofthedrawing—roomwhichtheyoungmanenteredwascoveredwithaPersianrug;thelargewindowslookeduponthevillageandthesea.
Duroymurmured:"Howcozyitishere!Wherethedeucedotheygetthemoneyfrom?"
Therustlingofagowncausedhimtoturn.Mme.Forestierextendedbothherhands,saying:
"Howkindofyoutocome."
Shewasatriflepalerandthinner,butstillasbrightasever,andperhapsprettierforbeingmoredelicate.Shewhispered:"Itisterrible——heknowshecannotbesavedandhetyrannizesoverme.I
havetoldhimofyourarrival.Butwhereisyourtrunk?"
Duroyreplied:"Ileftitatthestation,notknowingwhichhotelyouwouldadvisemetostopat,inordertobenearyou."
Shehesitated,thensaid:"Youmuststophere,atthevilla.Yourchamberisready.Hemightdieanymoment,andifitshouldcomeinthenight,Iwouldbealone.Iwillsendforyourluggage."
Hebowed."Asyouwill."
"Now,letusgoupstairs,"saidshe;hefollowedher.Sheopenedadooronthefirstfloor,andDuroysawaformnearawindow,seatedinaneasy—chair,andwrappedincoverlets.Hedivinedthatitwashisfriend,thoughhescarcelyrecognizedhim.Forestierraisedhishandslowlyandwithdifficulty,saying:
"Youarehere;youhavecometoseemedie.Iammuchobliged."
Duroyforcedasmile."Toseeyoudie?Thatwouldnotbeaverypleasantsight,andIwouldnotchoosethatoccasiononwhichtovisitCannes.Icameheretorest."
"Sitdown,"saidForestier,andhebowedhisheadasifdeepinhopelessmeditation.Seeingthathedidnotspeak,hiswifeapproachedthewindowandpointingtothehorizon,said,"Lookatthat?Isitnotbeautiful?"
InspiteofhimselfDuroyfeltthegrandeuroftheclosingdayandexclaimed:"Yes,indeed,itismagnificent"
Forestierraisedhisheadandsaidtohiswife:"Givememoreair."
Shereplied:"Youmustbecareful;itislate,thesunissetting;
youwillcatchmorecoldandthatwouldbeaseriousthinginyourcondition."
Hemadeafeeblegestureofangerwithhisrighthand,andsaid:"I
tellyouIamsuffocating!WhatdifferencedoesitmakeifIdieadaysoonerorlater,sinceImustdie?"
Sheopenedthewindowwide.Theairwassoftandbalmy.Forestierinhaleditinfeverishgasps.Hegraspedthearmsofhischairandsaidinalowvoice:"Shutthewindow.Iwouldratherdieinacellar."
Hiswifeslowlyclosedthewindow,thenleanedherbrowagainstthepaneandlookedout.Duroy,illatease,wishedtoconversewiththeinvalidtoreassurehim,buthecouldthinkofnowordsofcomfort.
Hestammered:"Haveyounotbeenbettersinceyouarehere?"
Hisfriendshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently:"Youwillseeverysoon."Andhebowedhisheadagain.
Duroycontinued:"Athomeitisstillwintry.Itsnows,hails,rains,andissodarkthattheyhavetolightthelampsatthreeo’clockintheafternoon."
Forestierasked:"Isthereanythingnewattheoffice?"
"Nothing.TheyhavetakenlittleLacrinofthe’Voltaire’tofillyourplace,butheisincapable.Itistimeyoucameback."
Theinvalidmuttered:"I?Iwillsoonbewritingundersixfeetofsod."Alongsilenceensued.
Mme.Forestierdidnotstir;shestoodwithherbacktotheroom,herfacetowardthewindow.AtlengthForestierbrokethesilenceinagaspingvoice,heartrendingtolistento:"HowmanymoresunsetsshallIsee——eight——ten——fifteen——twenty——orperhapsthirty——nomore.Youhavemoretime,youtwo——asforme——allisatanend.AndeverythingwillgoonwhenIamgoneasifIwerehere."Hepausedafewmoments,thencontinued:"EverythingthatIseeremindsmethatIshallnotseethemlong.Itishorrible.Ishallnolongerseethesmallestobjects——theglasses——thedishes——thebedsonwhichwerest——thecarriages.Itisfinetodriveintheevening.HowIlovedallthat."
AgainNorbertdeVarenne’swordsoccurredtoDuroy.Theroomgrewdark.Forestieraskedirritably:
"Arewetohavenolampto—night?Thatiswhatiscalledcaringforaninvalid!"
Theformoutlinedagainstthewindowdisappearedandanelectricbellwasheardtoring.Aservantsoonenteredandplacedalampuponthemantel—piece.Mme.Forestieraskedherhusband:"Doyouwishtoretire,orwillyougodownstairstodinner?"
"Iwillgodowntodinner."
ThemealseemedtoDuroyinterminable,fortherewasnoconversation,onlythetickingofaclockbrokethesilence.Whentheyhadfinished,Duroy,pleadingfatigue,retiredtohisroomandtriedinvaintoinventsomepretextforreturninghomeasquicklyaspossible.Heconsoledhimselfbysaying:"Perhapsitwillnotbeforlong."
ThenextmorningGeorgesroseearlyandstrolleddowntothebeach.
Whenhereturnedtheservantsaidtohim:"Monsieurhasaskedforyoutwoorthreetimes.Willyougoupstairs?"
Heascendedthestairs.Forestierappearedtobeinachair;hiswife,reclininguponacouch,wasreading.Theinvalidraisedhishead.Duroyasked:
"Well,howareyou?Youlookbetterthismorning."
Forestiermurmured:"Yes,Iambetterandstronger.LunchashastilyasyoucanwithMadeleine,becausewearegoingtotakeadrive."
WhenMme.ForestierwasalonewithDuroy,shesaidtohim:"Yousee,to—dayhethinksheisbetter!Heismakingplansforto—morrow.WearenowgoingtoGulfJuantobuypotteryforourroomsinParis.Heisdeterminedtogo,buthecannotstandthejoltingontheroad."
Thecarriagearrived,Forestierdescendedthestairs,stepbystep,supportedbyhisservant.Whenhesawtheclosedlandau,hewantedituncovered.Hiswifeopposedhim:"Itissheermadness!Youwilltakecold."
Hepersisted:"No,Iamgoingtobebetter,Iknowit."
Theyfirstdrovealongashadyroadandthentooktheroadbythesea.Forestierexplainedthedifferentpointsofinterest.Finallytheyarrivedatapavilionoverwhichwerethesewords:"GulfJuanArtPottery,"andthecarriagedrewupatthedoor.Forestierwantedtobuyavasetoputonhisbookcase.Ashecouldnotleavethecarriage,theybroughtthepiecestohimonebyone.Ittookhimalongtimetochoose,consultinghiswifeandDuroy:"Youknowitisformystudy.Frommyeasy—chairIcanseeitconstantly.Iprefertheancientform——theGreek."
Atlengthhemadehischoice."IshallreturntoParisinafewdays,"saidhe.
Ontheirwayhomealongthegulfacoolbreezesuddenlysprangup,andtheinvalidbegantocough.Atfirstitwasnothing,onlyaslightattack,butitgrewworseandturnedtoasortofhiccough——arattle;Forestierchoked,andeverytimehetriedtobreathehecoughedviolently.Nothingquietedhim.Hehadtobecarriedfromthelandautohisroom.Theheatofthebeddidnotstoptheattack,whichlasteduntilmidnight.Thefirstwordsthesickmanutteredweretoaskforabarber,forheinsistedonbeingshavedeverymorning.Herosetobeshaved,butwasobligedtogotobedatonce,andbegantobreathesopainfullythatMme.ForestierinaffrightwokeDuroyandaskedhimtofetchthedoctor.HereturnedalmostimmediatelywithDr.Gavantwhoprescribedforthesickman.Whenthejournalistaskedhimhisopinion,hesaid:"Itisthefinalstage.Hewillbedeadto—morrowmorning.Preparethatpoor,youngwifeandsendforapriest.Icandonothingmore.However,Iamentirelyatyourdisposal"DuroywenttoMme.Forestier."Heisgoingtodie.Thedoctoradvisesmetosendforapriest.Whatwillyoudo?"
Shehesitatedamomentandthensaidslowly:
"Iwillgoandtellhimthatthecurewishestoseehim.Willyoubekindenoughtoprocureonewhowillrequirenothingbuttheconfession,andwhowillnotmakemuchfuss?"
Theyoungmanbroughtwithhimakind,oldpriestwhoaccommodatedhimselftocircumstances.Whenhehadenteredthedeathchamber,Mme.ForestierwentoutandseatedherselfwithDuroyinanadjoiningroom.
"Thathasupsethim,"saidshe."WhenImentionedthepriesttohim,hisfaceassumedascaredexpression.Heknewthattheendwasnear.
Ishallneverforgethisface."
Atthatmomenttheyheardthepriestsayingtohim:"Whyno,youarenotsolowasthat.Youareill,butnotindanger.TheproofofthatisthatIcameasafriend,aneighbor."Theycouldnothearhisreply.Thepriestcontinued:"No,Ishallnotadministerthesacrament.Wewillspeakofthatwhenyouarebetter.Ifyouwillonlyconfess,Iasknomore.Iamapastor;Itakeadvantageofeveryoccasiontogatherinmysheep."
Alongsilencefollowed.Thensuddenlythepriestsaid,inthetoneofoneofficiatingatthealtar:
"ThemercyofGodisinfinite;repeatthe’Confiteor,’myson.
Perhapsyouhaveforgottenit;Iwillhelpyou.Repeatwithme:
’ConfiteorDeoomnipotenti;BeataMariaesempervirgini.’"Hepausedfromtimetotimetopermitthedyingmantocatchuptohim.
Thenhesaid:"Now,confess."Thesickmanmurmuredsomething.Thepriestrepeated:"Youhavecommittedsins:ofwhatkind,myson?"
Theyoungwomanroseandsaidsimply:"Letusgointothegarden.Wemustnotlistentohissecrets."
Theyseatedthemselvesuponabenchbeforethedoor,beneathablossomingrosebush.AfterseveralmomentsofsilenceDuroyasked:
"WillitbesometimebeforeyoureturntoParis?"
"No,"shereplied;"whenallisover,Iwillgoback."
"Inabouttendays?"
"Yes,atmost."
Hecontinued;"Charleshasnorelativesthen?"
"None,savecousins.Hisfatherandmotherdiedwhenhewasveryyoung."
Inthecourseofafewminutes,theservantcametotellthemthatthepriesthadfinished,andtogethertheyascendedthestairs.
Forestierseemedtohavegrownthinnersincetheprecedingday.Thepriestwasholdinghishand.
"Aurevoir,myson.Iwillcomeagainto—morrowmorning";andheleft.Whenhewasgone,thedyingman,whowaspanting,triedtoraisehistwohandstowardhiswifeandgasped:
"Saveme——saveme,mydarling.Idonotwanttodie——oh,saveme——goforthedoctor.Iwilltakeanything.Idonotwanttodie."Hewept;thetearscourseddownhispallidcheeks.Thenhishandscommencedtowanderhitherandthithercontinually,slowly,andregularly,asifgatheringsomethingonthecoverlet.Hiswife,whowasalsoweeping,sobbed:
"No,itisnothing.Itisonlyanattack;youwillbebetterto—
morrow;youtiredyourselfwiththatdrive."
Forestierdrewhisbreathquicklyandsofaintlythatonecouldscarcelyhearhim.Herepeated:
"Idonotwanttodie!Oh,myGod——myGod——whathashappenedtome?
Icannotsee.Oh,myGod!"Hisstaringeyessawsomethinginvisibletotheothers;hishandspluckedcontinuallyatthecounterpane.
Suddenlyheshudderedandgasped:"Thecemetery——me——myGod!"Hedidnotspeakagain.Helaytheremotionlessandghastly.Thehoursdraggedon;theclockofaneighboringconventchimednoon.
Duroylefttheroomtoobtainsomefood.Hereturnedanhourlater;
Mme.Forestierwouldeatnothing.Theinvalidhadnotstirred.Theyoungwomanwasseatedinaneasy—chairatthefootofthebed.
Duroylikewiseseatedhimself,andtheywatchedinsilence.Anurse,sentbythedoctor,hadarrivedandwasdozingbythewindow.
Duroyhimselfwasalmostasleepwhenhefeltapresentimentthatsomethingwasabouttohappen.HeopenedhiseyesjustintimetoseeForestierclosehis.Hecoughedslightly,andtwostreamsofbloodissuedfromthecornersofhismouthandfloweduponhisnightrobe;hishandsceasedtheirperpetualmotion;hehadbreathedhislast.Hiswife,perceivingit,utteredacryandfelluponherkneesbythebedside.Georges,insurpriseandaffright,mechanicallymadethesignofthecross.
Thenurse,awakening,approachedthebedandsaid:"Ithascome."
Duroy,recoveringhisself—possession,murmuredwithasighofrelief:"ItwasnotashardasIfeareditwouldbe."
ThatnightMme.ForestierandDuroywatchedinthechamberofdeath.
Theywerealonebesidehimwhowasnomore.Theydidnotspeak,Georges’seyesseemedattractedtothatemaciatedfacewhichtheflickeringlightmademorehollow.Thatwashisfriend,CharlesForestier,whothedaybeforehadspokentohim.Forseveralyearshehadlived,eaten,laughed,loved,andhopedasdideveryone——andnowallwasendedforhimforever.
Lifelastedafewmonthsoryears,andthenfled!Onewasborn,grew,washappy,anddied.Adieu!manorwoman,youwillneverreturntoearth!Hethoughtoftheinsectswhichliveseveralhours,ofthefeastswhichliveseveraldays,ofthemenwholiveseveralyears,oftheworldswhichlastseveralcenturies.Whatwasthedifferencebetweenoneandtheother?Afewmoredawns,thatwasall.
Duroyturnedawayhiseyesinordernottoseethecorpse.Mme.
Forestier’sheadwasbowed;herfairhairenhancedthebeautyofhersorrowfulface.Theyoungman’sheartgrewhopeful.Whyshouldhelamentwhenhehadsomanyyearsstillbeforehim?Heglancedatthehandsomewidow.Howhadsheeverconsentedtomarrythatman?Thenhepondereduponallthehiddensecretsoftheirlives.HerememberedthathehadbeentoldofaCountdeVaudrecwhohaddoweredandgivenherinmarriage.Whatwouldshedonow?Whomwouldshemarry?Hadsheprojects,plans?Hewouldhavelikedtoknow.Whythatanxietyastowhatshewoulddo?
Georgesquestionedhimself,andfoundthatitwascausedbyadesiretowinherforhimself.Whyshouldhenotsucceed?Hewaspositivethatshelikedhim;shewouldhaveconfidenceinhim,forsheknewthathewasintelligent,resolute,tenacious.Hadshenotsentforhim?Wasnotthatakindofavowal?Hewasimpatienttoquestionher,tofindoutherintentions.Hewouldsoonhavetoleavethatvilla,forhecouldnotremainalonewiththeyoungwidow;thereforehemustfindoutherplansbeforereturningtoParis,inorderthatshemightnotyieldtoanother’sentreaties.Hebroketheoppressivesilencebysaying:
"Youmustbefatigued."
"Yes,butaboveallIamgrieved."
Theirvoicessoundedstrangeinthatroom.Theyglancedinvoluntarilyatthecorpseasiftheyexpectedtoseeitmove.
Duroycontinued:
"Itisaheavyblowforyou,andwillmakeacompletechangeinyourlife."
Shesigheddeeply,butdidnotreply.Headded:
"Itisverysadforayoungwomanlikeyoutobeleftalone."Hepaused;shestilldidnotreply,andhestammered:"Atanyrate,youwillrememberthecompactbetweenus;youcancommandmeasyouwill.Iamyours."
Sheheldoutherhandtohimandsaidmournfullyandgently:
"Thanks,youareverykind.IfIcandoanythingforyou,Isaytoo:
’Countonme.’"
Hetookherprofferedhand,gazedatit,andwasseizedwithanardentdesiretokissit.Slowlyheraisedittohislipsandthenrelinquishedit.Asherdelicatefingerslayuponherkneetheyoungwidowsaidgravely:
"Yes,Ishallbeallalone,butIshallforcemyselftobebrave."
Hedidnotknowhowtotellherthathewouldbedelightedtowedher.Certainlyitwasnotimetospeaktoheronsuchasubject;
however,hethoughthemightbeabletoexpresshimselfbymeansofsomephrasewhichwouldhaveahiddenmeaningandwouldinferwhathewishedtosay.Butthatrigidcorpselaybetweenthem.Theatmospherebecameoppressive,almostsuffocating.Duroyasked:"Canwenotopenthewindowalittle?Theairseemstobeimpure."
"Certainly,"shereplied;"Ihavenoticedittoo."
Heopenedthewindow,lettinginthecoolnightair.Heturned:
"Comeandlookout,itisdelightful."
Sheglidedsoftlytohisside.Hewhispered:"Listentome.DonotbeangrythatIbroachthesubjectatsuchatime,butthedayafterto—morrowIshallleavehereandwhenyoureturntoParisitmightbetoolate.YouknowthatIamonlyapoordevil,whohashispositiontomake,butIhavethewillandsomeintelligence,andI
amadvancing.Amanwhohasattainedhisambitionknowswhattocounton;amanwhohashiswaytomakedoesnotknowwhatmaycome—
—itmaybebetterorworse.Itoldyouonedaythatmymostcherisheddreamwastohaveawifelikeyou."
"Irepeatittoyouto—day.Donotreply,butletmecontinue.Thisisnoproposal——thetimeandplacewouldrenderitodious.Ionlywishtotellyouthatbyawordyoucanmakemehappy,andthatyoucanmakeofmeasyouwill,eitherafriendorahusband——formyheartandmybodyareyours.Idonotwantyoutoanswermenow.I
donotwishtospeakanymoreonthesubjecthere.WhenwemeetinParis,youcantellmeyourdecision."
Heutteredthesewordswithoutglancingather,andsheseemednottohaveheardthem,forshestoodbyhissidemotionless,staringvaguelyandfixedlyatthelandscapebeforeher,bathedinmoonlight.
Atlengthshemurmured:"Itisratherchilly,"andturnedtowardthebed.Duroyfollowedher.Theydidnotspeakbutcontinuedtheirwatch.TowardmidnightGeorgesfellasleep.Atdaybreakthenurseenteredandhestartedup.BothheandMme.Forestierretiredtotheirroomstoobtainsomerest.Ateleveno’clocktheyroseandlunchedtogether;whilethroughtheopenwindowwaswaftedthesweet,perfumedairofspring.Afterlunch,Mme.Forestierproposedthattheytakeaturninthegarden;astheywalkedslowlyalong,shesuddenlysaid,withoutturningherheadtowardhim,inalow,gravevoice:
"Listentome,mydearfriend;Ihavealreadyreflecteduponwhatyouproposedtome,andIcannotallowyoutodepartwithoutawordofreply.Iwill,however,sayneitheryesnorno.Wewillwait,wewillsee;wewillbecomebetteracquainted.Youmustthinkitwellovertoo.Donotyieldtoanimpulse.ImentionthistoyoubeforeevenpoorCharlesisburied,becauseitisnecessary,afterwhatyouhavesaidtome,thatyoushouldknowmeasIam,inordernottocherishthehopeyouexpressedtomeanylonger,ifyouarenotamanwhocanunderstandandbearwithme."
"Nowlistencarefully:Marriage,tome,isnotachainbutanassociation.Imustbefree,entirelyunfettered,inallmyactions—
—mycomingandmygoing;Icantolerateneithercontrol,jealousy,norcriticismastomyconduct.Ipledgemyword,however,nevertocompromisethenameofthemanImarry,nortorenderhimridiculousintheeyesoftheworld.Butthatmanmustpromisetolookuponmeasanequal,anally,andnotasaninferior,orasanobedient,submissivewife.Myideas,Iknow,arenotlikethoseofotherpeople,butIshallneverchangethem.Donotanswerme,itwouldbeuseless.Weshallmeetagainandtalkitalloverlater.Nowtakeawalk;Ishallreturntohim.Good—byeuntilto—night."
Hekissedherhandandleftherwithouthavingutteredaword.Thatnighttheymetatdinner;directlyafterthemealtheysoughttheirrooms,wornoutwithfatigue.
CharlesForestierwasburiedthenextdayinthecemeteryatCanneswithoutanypomp,andGeorgesreturnedtoParisbytheexpresswhichleftatone—thirty.Mme.Forestieraccompaniedhimtothestation.
Theywalkedupanddowntheplatformawaitingthehourofdepartureandconversingonindifferentsubjects.
Thetrainarrived,thejournalisttookhisseat;aportercried:
"Marseilles,Lyons,Paris!Allaboard!"Thelocomotivewhistledandthetrainmovedslowlyoutofthestation.
Theyoungmanleanedoutofthecarriage,andlookedattheyouthfulwidowstandingontheplatformgazingafterhim.Justasshewasdisappearingfromhissight,hethrewherakiss,whichshereturnedwithamorediscreetwaveofherhand.
CHAPTERIX.
MARRIAGE
GeorgesDuroyresumedhisoldhabits.InstalledinthecozyapartmentsonRuedeConstantinople,hisrelationswithMme.deMarellebecamequiteconjugal.
Mme.Forestierhadnotreturned;shelingeredatCannes.He,however,receivedaletterfromherannouncingherreturnaboutthemiddleofApril,butcontainingnotawordastotheirparting.Hewaited.Hewasresolvedtoemployeverymeanstomarryherifsheseemedtohesitate;hehadfaithinhisgoodfortune,inthatpowerofattractionwhichhefeltwithinhim——apowersoirresistiblethatallwomenyieldedtoit.
Atlengthashortnoteadmonishedhimthatthedecisivemomenthadarrived.
"IaminParis.Cometoseeme."
"MadeleineForestier."
Nothingmore.Hereceiveditatnineo’clock.Atthreeo’clockofthesamedayhecalledatherhouse.Sheextendedbothhandstohimwithasweetsmile,andtheygazedintoeachother’seyesforseveralseconds,thenshemurmured:
"Howkindofyoutocome!"
Hereplied:"Ishouldhavecome,whensoeveryoubademe."
Theysatdown;sheinquiredabouttheWalters,hisassociates,andthenewspaper.
"Imissthatverymuch,"saidshe."Ihadbecomeajournalistinspirit.Iliketheprofession."Shepaused.Hefanciedhesawinhersmile,inhervoice,inherwords,akindofinvitation,andalthoughhehadresolvednottohastenmatters,hestammered:
"Well——why——whydoyounotresume——thatprofession——under——thenameofDuroy?"
Shebecamesuddenlyserious,andplacingherhandonhisarm,shesaid:"Donotletusspeakofthatyet."
Diviningthatshewouldaccepthim,hefelluponhisknees,andpassionatelykissedherhands,saying:
"Thankyou——thankyou——howIloveyou."
Sherose,shewasverypale.Duroykissedherbrow.Whenshehaddisengagedherselffromhisembrace,shesaidgravely:"Listen,myfriend,Ihavenotyetfullydecided;butmyanswermaybe’yes.’
Youmustwaitpatiently,however,untilIdisclosethesecrettoyou."
Hepromisedandlefther,hisheartoverflowingwithjoy.Heworkedsteadily,spentlittle,triedtosavesomemoneythathemightnotbewithoutasouatthetimeofhismarriage,andbecameasmiserlyashehadoncebeenprodigal.Summerglidedby;thenautumn,andnoonesuspectedthetieexistingbetweenDuroyandMme.Forestier,fortheyseldommetinpublic.
OneeveningMadeleinesaidtohim:"YouhavenotyettoldMme.deMarelleourplans?"
"No,mydear;asyouwishedthemkeptsecret,Ihavenotmentionedthemtoasoul."
"Verywell;thereisplentyoftime.IwilltelltheWalters."
Sheturnedawayherheadandcontinued:"Ifyouwish,wecanbemarriedthebeginningofMay."
"Iobeyyouinallthingsjoyfully."
"ThetenthofMay,whichfallsonSaturday,wouldpleaseme,foritismybirthday."
"Verywell,thetenthofMay."
"YourparentslivenearRouen,dotheynot?"
"Yes,nearRouen,atCanteleu."
"Iamveryanxioustoseethem!"
Hehesitated,perplexed:"But——theyare——"Thenheaddedmorefirmly:"Mydear,theyareplain,countrypeople,innkeepers,whostrainedeverynervetogivemeaneducation.Iamnotashamedofthem,buttheir——simplicity——theirrusticitymightannoyyou."
Shesmiledsweetly."No,Iwilllovethemverymuch.Wewillvisitthem;Iwishto.I,too,amthechildofhumbleparents——butIlostmine——Ihavenooneintheworld"——sheheldoutherhandtohim——
"butyou."
Hewasaffected,conqueredashehadneverbeenbyanywoman.
"Ihavebeenthinkingofsomething,"saidshe,"butitisdifficulttoexplain."
Heasked:"Whatisit?"
"Itisthis:Iamlikeallwomen.Ihavemy——myweaknesses.Ishouldliketobearanoblename.Canyounotontheoccasionofourmarriagechangeyournamesomewhat?"Sheblushedasifshehadproposedsomethingindelicate.
Herepliedsimply:"Ihaveoftenthoughtofit,butitdoesnotseemeasytome."
"Whynot?"
Helaughed."BecauseIamafraidIshouldberidiculed."
Sheshruggedhershoulders."Notatall——notatall.Everyonedoesit,andnoonelaughs.Separateyournameinthisway:DuRoy.Itsoundsverywell."
Hereplied:"No,thatwillnotdo;itistoocommonaproceeding.I
havethoughtofassumingthenameofmynativeplace,firstasaliterarypseudonymandthenasmysurnameinconjunctionwithDuroy,whichmightlateron,asyouproposed,beseparated."
Sheasked:"IsyournativeplaceCanteleu?"
"Yes."
"Idonotlikethetermination.Couldwenotmodifyit?"
Shetookapenandwrotedownthenamesinordertostudythem.
Suddenlyshecried:"NowIhaveit,"andheldtowardhimasheetofpaperonwhichwaswritten:"Mme.DuroydeCantel."
Gravelyhereplied:"Yes,itisverynice."
Shewasdelighted,andrepeated:"DuroydeCantel.Mme.DuroydeCantel.Itisexcellent,excellent!"
Thensheaddedwithanairofconviction:"Youwillseehoweasilyitwillbeacceptedbyeveryone!Afterto—morrow,signyourarticles’D.deCantel,’andyour’Echoes’simply’Duroy.’Thatisdoneonthepresseverydayandnoonewillbesurprisedtoseeyoutakeanomdeplume.Whatisyourfather’sname?"
"Alexandre."
Shemurmured"Alexandre!"twoorthreetimesinsuccession;thenshewroteuponablanksheet:
"M.andMme.AlexandreduRoydeCantelannouncethemarriageoftheirson,M.GeorgesduRoydeCantelwithMme.Forestier."
Sheexaminedherwriting,and,charmedwiththeeffect,exclaimed:
"Withalittlemethodonecansucceedinanything."
WhenGeorgesreachedthestreetresolvedtocallhimself,henceforth,"DuRoy,"oreven"DuRoydeCantel,"itseemedtohimthathewasofmoreimportance.Heswaggeredmoreboldly,heldhisheadmoreerectandwalkedashethoughtgentlemenshould.Hefeltadesiretoinformthepassers—by,"MynameisDuRoydeCantel."
ScarcelyhadheenteredhisapartmentswhenthethoughtofMme.deMarellerenderedhimuneasy,andhewrotetoherimmediately,appointingameetingforthefollowingday.
"Itwillbehard,"thoughthe."Therewillbeaquarrelsurely."
ThenextmorninghereceivedatelegramfromMadame,informinghimthatshewouldbewithhimatoneo’clock.Heawaitedherimpatiently,determinedtoconfessatonceandafterwardtoarguewithher,totellherthathecouldnotremainabachelorindefinitely,andthat,asM.deMarellepersistedinliving,hehadbeencompelledtochoosesomeoneelseasalegalcompanion.Whenthebellrang,hisheartgaveabound.
Mme.deMarelleenteredandcastherselfintohisarms,saying:
"Goodafternoon,Bel—Ami."Perceivingthathisembracewascolderthanusual,sheglancedupathimandasked:"Whatailsyou?"
"Takeaseat,"saidhe."Wemusttalkseriously."
Sheseatedherselfwithoutremovingherhat,andwaited.Hecastdownhiseyes;hewaspreparingtocommence.
Finallyhesaidslowly:"Mydearfriend,youseethatIamverymuchperplexed,verysad,andverymuchembarrassedbywhatIhavetoconfesstoyou.Iloveyou;Iloveyouwithallmyheart,andthefearofgivingyoupaingrievesmemorethanwhatIhavetotellyou."
Sheturnedpale,trembled,andasked:"Whatisit?Tellmequickly."
Hesaidsadlybutresolutely:"Iamgoingtobemarried."
Shesighedlikeoneabouttoloseconsciousness;thenshegasped,butdidnotspeak.
Hecontinued:"YoucannotimaginehowmuchIsufferedbeforetakingthatresolution.ButIhaveneitherpositionnormoney.IamaloneinParis,Imusthavenearmesomeonewhocancounsel,comfort,andsupportme.WhatIneedisanassociate,anally,andIhavefoundone!"Hepaused,hopingthatshewouldreply,expectinganoutburstoffuriousrage,reproaches,andinsults.Shepressedherhandtoherheartandbreathedwithdifficulty.Hetookthehandrestingonthearmofthechair,butshedrewitawayandmurmuredasifstupefied:"Oh,myGod!"
Hefelluponhiskneesbeforeher,without,however,venturingtotouchher,moremovedbyhersilencethanhewouldhavebeenbyheranger.
"Clo,mylittleClo,youunderstandmyposition.Oh,ifIcouldhavemarriedyou,whathappinessitwouldhaveaffordedme!Butyouweremarried!WhatcouldIdo?Justthinkofit!ImustmakemywayintheworldandIcanneverdosoaslongasIhavenodomesticties.
Ifyouknew.TherearedayswhenIshouldliketokillyourhusband."Hespokeinalow,seductivevoice.HesawtwotearsgatherinMme.deMarelle’seyesandtrickleslowlydownhercheeks.
Hewhispered:"Donotweep,Clo,donotweep,Ibeseechyou.Youbreakmyheart."
Shemadeanefforttoappeardignifiedandhaughty,andasked,thoughsomewhatunsteadily:"Whoisit?"
Foramomenthehesitatedbeforehereplied:"MadeleineForestier!"
Mme.deMarellestarted;hertearscontinuedtoflow.Sherose.
Duroysawthatshewasgoingtoleavehimwithoutawordofreproachorpardon,andhefelthumbled,humiliated.Heseizedhergownandimplored:
"Donotleavemethus."
Shelookedathimwiththatdespairing,tearfulglancesocharmingandsotouching,whichexpressesallthemiserypent—upinawoman’sheart,andstammered:"Ihavenothing——tosay;Icandonothing.
You——youareright;youhavemadeagoodchoice."
Anddisengagingherselfshelefttheroom.
Withasighofreliefatescapingsoeasily,herepairedtoMme.
Forestier’s,whoaskedhim:"HaveyoutoldMme.deMarelle?"
Herepliedcalmly:"Yes."
"Diditaffecther?"
"Notatall.Onthecontrary,shethoughtitanexcellentplan."
Thenewswassoonnoisedabroad.Someweresurprised,otherspretendedtohaveforeseenit,andothersagainsmiled,inferringthattheywerenotatallastonished.Theyoungman,whosignedhisarticles,"D.deCantel,"his"Echoes,""Duroy,"andhispoliticalsketches,"DuRoy,"spentthebestpartofhistimewithhisbetrothed,whohaddecidedthatthedatefixedfortheweddingshouldbekeptsecret,thattheceremonyshouldbecelebratedinthepresenceofwitnessesonly,thattheyshouldleavethesameeveningforRouen,andthatthedayfollowingtheyshouldvisitthejournalist’sagedparentsandspendseveraldayswiththem.DuroyhadtriedtopersuadeMadeleinetoabandonthatproject,butnotsucceedinginhiseffortshewasfinallycompelledtosubmit.
ThetenthofMayarrived.Thinkingareligiousceremonyunnecessary,astheyhadissuednoinvitations,thecoupleweremarriedatamagistrate’sandtookthesixo’clocktrainforNormandy.
Asthetrainglidedalong,Duroyseatedinfrontofhiswife,tookherhand,kissedit,andsaid:"WhenwereturnwewilldineatChatousometimes."
Shemurmured:"Weshallhaveagreatmanythingstodo!"inatonewhichseemedtosay:"Wemustsacrificepleasuretoduty."
Heretainedherhandwonderinganxiouslyhowhecouldmanagetocaressher.Hepressedherhandslightly,butshedidnotrespondtothepressure.
Hesaid:"Itseemsstrangethatyoushouldbemywife."
Sheappearedsurprised:"Why?"
"Idonotknow.Itseemsdroll.IwanttoembraceyouandIamsurprisedthatIhavetheright."
Shecalmlyofferedhimhercheekwhichhekissedashewouldhavekissedhissister’s.Hecontinued:
"ThefirsttimeIsawyou(youremember,atthatdinnertowhichI
wasinvitedatForestier’s),Ithought:’Sacristi,ifIcouldonlyfindawifelikethat!’AndnowIhaveone."
Sheglancedathimwithsmilingeyes.
Hesaidtohimself:"Iamtoocold.Iamstupid.Ishouldmakemoreadvances."Andheasked:"HowdidyoumakeForestier’sacquaintance?"
Sherepliedwithprovokingarchness:"ArewegoingtoRouentotalkofhim?"
Hecolored."Iamafool.Youintimidateme."
Shewasdelighted."I?Impossible."
Heseatedhimselfbesideher.Sheexclaimed:"Ah!astag!"ThetrainwaspassingthroughtheforestofSaint—Germainandshehadseenafrighteneddeerclearanalleyatabound.Asshegazedoutoftheopenwindow,Duroybendingoverher,pressedakissuponherneck.
Forseveralmomentssheremainedmotionless,thenraisingherhead,shesaid:"Youtickleme,stop!"
Buthedidnotobeyher.
Sherepeated:"Stop,Isay!"
Heseizedherheadwithhisrighthand,turnedittowardhimandpressedhislipstohers.Shestruggled,pushedhimawayandrepeated:"Stop!"
Hedidnotheedher.Withaneffort,shefreedherselfandrising,said:"Georges,havedone.Wearenotchildren,weshallsoonreachRouen."
"Verywell,"saidhe,gaily,"Iwillwait."
Reseatingherselfnearhimshetalkedofwhattheywoulddoontheirreturn;theywouldkeeptheapartmentsinwhichshehadlivedwithherfirsthusband,andDuroywouldreceiveForestier’spositionon"LaVieFrancaise."Inthemeantime,forgettingherinjunctionsandhispromise,heslippedhisarmaroundherwaist,pressedhertohimandmurmured:"Iloveyoudearly,mylittleMade."
Thegentlenessofhistonemovedtheyoungwoman,andleaningtowardhimsheofferedhimherlips;asshedidso,awhistleannouncedtheproximityofthestation.Pushingbacksomestraylocksuponhertemples,sheexclaimed:
"Wearefoolish."
Hekissedherhandsfeverishlyandreplied:
"Iadoreyou,mylittleMade."
OnreachingRouentheyrepairedtoahotelwheretheyspentthenight.Thefollowingmorning,whentheyhaddrunktheteaplaceduponthetableintheirroom,Duroyclaspedhiswifeinhisarmsandsaid:"MylittleMade,IfeelthatIloveyouvery,verymuch."
Shesmiledtrustfullyandmurmuredasshereturnedhiskisses:"I
loveyoutoo——alittle."
ThevisittohisparentsworriedGeorges,althoughhehadpreparedhiswife.Hebeganagain:"Youknowtheyarepeasants,real,notsham,comic—operapeasants."
Shesmiled."Iknowit,youhavetoldmeoftenenough."
"Weshallbeveryuncomfortable.Thereisonlyastrawbedinmyroom;theydonotknowwhathairmattressesareatCanteleu."
Sheseemeddelighted."Somuchthebetter.Itwouldbecharmingtosleepbadly——when——nearyou——andtobeawakenedbythecrowingofthecocks."
Hewalkedtowardthewindowandlightedacigarette.Thesightoftheharbor,oftheriverfilledwithshipsmovedhimandheexclaimed:"Egad,butthatisfine!"
Madeleinejoinedhimandplacingbothofherhandsonherhusband’sshoulder,cried:"Oh,howbeautiful!Ididnotknowthatthereweresomanyships!"
Anhourlatertheydepartedinordertobreakfastwiththeoldcouple,whohadbeeninformedseveraldaysbeforeoftheirintendedarrival.BothDuroyandhiswifewerecharmedwiththebeautiesofthelandscapepresentedtotheirview,andthecabmanhaltedinordertoallowthemtogetabetterideaofthepanoramabeforethem.Ashewhippeduphishorse,Duroysawanoldcouplenotahundredmetersoff,approaching,andheleapedfromthecarriagecrying:"Heretheyare,Iknowthem."
Themanwasshort,corpulent,florid,andvigorous,notwithstandinghisage;thewomanwastall,thin,andmelancholy,withstoopingshoulders——awomanwhohadworkedfromchildhood,whohadneverlaughednorjested.
Madeleine,too,alightedandwatchedthecoupleadvance,withacontractionofherheartshehadnotanticipated.Theydidnotrecognizetheirsoninthatfinegentleman,andtheywouldneverhavetakenthathandsomeladyfortheirdaughter—in—law.Theywalkedalong,passedthechildtheywereexpecting,withoutglancingatthe"cityfolks."
Georgescriedwithalaugh:"Goodday,FatherDuroy."
Boththeoldmanandhiswifewerestruckdumbwithastonishment;
thelatterrecoveredherself—possessionfirstandasked:"Isityou,son?"
Theyoungmanreplied:"Yes,itisI,MotherDuroy,"andapproachingher,hekissedheruponbothcheeksandsaid:"Thisismywife."
ThetworusticsstaredatMadeleineasifshewereacuriosity,withanxiousfear,combinedwithasortofsatisfiedapprobationonthepartofthefatherandofjealousenmityonthatofthemother.
M.Duroy,senior,whowasnaturallyjocose,madesoboldastoaskwithatwinkleinhiseye:"MayIkissyoutoo?"HissonutteredanexclamationandMadeleineofferedhercheektotheoldpeasant;whoafterwardwipedhislipswiththebackofhishand.Theoldwoman,inherturn,kissedherdaughter—in—lawwithhostilereserve.Heridealwasastout,rosy,countrylass,asredasanappleandasround.
Thecarriageprecededthemwiththeluggage.Theoldmantookhisson’sarmandaskedhim:"Howareyougettingon?"
"Verywell."
"Thatisright.Tellme,hasyourwifeanymeans?"
Georgesreplied:"Fortythousandfrancs."
Hisfatherwhistledsoftlyandmuttered:"Whew!"Thenheadded:"Sheisahandsomewoman."Headmiredhisson’swife,andinhisdayhadconsideredhimselfaconnoisseur.
Madeleineandthemotherwalkedsidebysideinsilence;thetwomenjoinedthem.Theysoonreachedthevillage,attheentrancetowhichstoodM.Duroy’stavern.Apineboardfastenedoverthedoorindicatedthatthirstypeoplemightenter.Thetablewaslaid.A
neighbor,whohadcometoassist,madealowcourtesyonseeingsobeautifulaladyappear;thenrecognizingGeorges,shecried:"OhLord,isityou?"
Herepliedmerrily:"Yes,itisI,MotherBrulin,"andhekissedherashehadkissedhisfatherandmother.Thenheturnedtohiswife:
"Comeintoourroom,"saidhe,"youcanlayasideyourhat."
Theypassedthroughadoortotherightandenteredaroompavedwithbrick,withwhitewashedwallsandabedwithcottonhangings.
Acrucifixaboveaholy—waterbasinandtwocoloredprints,representingPaulandVirginiabeneathabluepalm—tree,andNapoleonI.onayellowhorse,weretheonlyornamentsinthatneat,butbareroom.
Whentheywerealone,GeorgesembracedMadeleine.
"Goodmorning,Made!Iamgladtoseetheoldpeopleoncemore.WhenoneisinParisonedoesnotthinkofthisplace,butwhenonereturns,oneenjoysitjustthesame."
Atthatmomenthisfathercried,knockingonthepartitionwithhisfist:"Come,thesoupisready."
Theyre—enteredthelargepublic—roomandtooktheirseatsatthetable.Themealwasalongone,servedinatrulyrusticfashion.
FatherDuroy,enlivenedbytheciderandseveralglassesofwine,relatedmanyanecdotes,whileGeorges,towhomtheywereallfamiliar,laughedatthem.
MotherDuroydidnotspeak,butsatattheboard,grimandaustere,glancingatherdaughter—in—lawwithhatredinherheart.
Madeleinedidnotspeaknordidsheeat;shewasdepressed.
Wherefore?Shehadwishedtocome;sheknewthatshewascomingtoasimplehome;shehadformednopoeticalideasofthosepeasants,butshehadperhapsexpectedtofindthemsomewhatmorepolished,refined.Sherecalledherownmother,ofwhomsheneverspoketoanyone——agovernesswhohadbeenbetrayedandwhohaddiedofgriefandshamewhenMadeleinewastwelveyearsold.Astrangerhadhadthelittlegirleducated.Herfatherwithoutdoubt.Whowashe?Shedidnotknowpositively,butshehadvaguesuspicions.
Themealwasnotyetoverwhencustomersentered,shookhandswithM.Duroy,exclaimedonseeinghisson,andseatingthemselvesatthewoodentablesbegantodrink,smoke,andplaydominoes.Thesmokefromtheclaypipesandpennycigarsfilledtheroom.
Madeleinechokedandasked:"Canwegoout?Icannotremainhereanylonger,"
OldDuroygrumbledatbeingdisturbed.Madeleineroseandplacedherchairatthedoorinordertowaituntilherfather—in—lawandhiswifehadfinishedtheircoffeeandwine.
Georgessoonjoinedher.
"WouldyouliketostrolldowntotheSeine?"
Joyfullyshecried:"Yes."
Theydescendedthehillside,hiredaboatatCroisset,andspenttheremainderoftheafternoonbeneaththewillowsinthesoft,warm,springair,androckedgentlybytheripplingwavesoftheriver.
Theyreturnedatnightfall.Theeveningrepastbycandle—lightwasmorepainfultoMadeleinethanthatofthemorning.NeitherFatherDuroynorhiswifespoke.Whenthemealwasover,Madeleinedrewherhusbandoutsideinordernottohavetoremaininthatroom,theatmosphereofwhichwasheavywithsmokeandthefumesofliquor.
Whentheywerealone,hesaid:"Youarealreadyweary."
Sheattemptedtoprotest;heinterruptedher:
"Ihaveseenit.Ifyouwishwewillleavetomorrow."
Shewhispered:"Ishouldliketogo."
Theywalkedalongandenteredanarrowpathamonghightrees,hedgedinoneithersidebyimpenetrablebrushwood.
Sheasked:"Wherearewe?"
Hereplied:"Intheforest——oneofthelargestinFrance."
Madeleine,onraisingherhead,couldseethestarsbetweenthebranchesandheartherustlingoftheleaves.Shefeltstrangelynervous.Why,shecouldnottell.Sheseemedtobelost,surroundedbyperils,abandoned,alone,beneaththatvastvaultedsky.
Shemurmured:"Iamafraid;Ishouldliketoreturn."
"Verywell,wewill."
Ontheirreturntheyfoundtheoldpeopleinbed.ThenextmorningMadeleineroseearlyandwasreadytoleaveatdaybreak.WhenGeorgestoldhisparentsthattheyweregoingtoreturnhome,theyguessedwhosewishitwas.
Hisfatheraskedsimply:"ShallIseeyousoonagain?"
"Yes——inthesummer—time."
"Verywell."
Hismothergrumbled:"Ihopeyouwillnotregretwhatyouhavedone."
Georgesgavethemtwohundredfrancstoappeasethem,andthecabarrivingatteno’clock,thecouplekissedtheoldpeasantsandsetout.
Astheyweredescendingthesideofthehill,Duroylaughed."Yousee,"saidhe,"Iwarnedyou.Ishould,however,nothavepresentedyoutoM.andMme.duRoydeCantel,senior."
Shelaughedtooandreplied:"Iamcharmednow!TheyarenicepeoplewhomIambeginningtolikeverymuch.IshallsendthemconfectionsfromParis."Thenshemurmured:"DuRoydeCantel.Wewillsaythatwespentaweekatyourparents’estate,"anddrawingnearhim,shekissedhimsaying:
"Goodmorning,Georges."
Hereplied:"Goodmorning,Madeleine,"asheslippedhisarmaroundherwaist.
CHAPTERX.
JEALOUSY
TheDuRoyshadbeeninParistwodaysandthejournalisthadresumedwork;hehadgivenuphisownespecialprovincetoassumethatofForestier,andtodevotehimselfentirelytopolitics.Onthisparticulareveningheturnedhisstepstowardhomewithalightheart.Ashepassedaflorist’sonRueNotreDamedeLoretteheboughtabouquetofhalf—openrosesforMadeleine.Havingforgottenhiskey,onarrivingathisdoor,herangandtheservantansweredhissummons.
Georgesasked:"IsMadameathome?""Yes,sir."
Inthedining—roomhepausedinastonishmenttoseecoverslaidforthree:thedoorofthesalonbeingajar,hesawMadeleinearranginginavaseonthemantelpieceabunchofrosessimilartohis.
Heenteredtheroomandasked:"Haveyouinvitedanyonetodinner?"
Sherepliedwithoutturningherheadandcontinuingthearrangementofherflowers:"Yesandno:itismyoldfriend,CountdeVaudrec,whoisinthehabitofdininghereeveryMondayandwhowillcomenowashealwayshas,"
Georgesmurmured:"Verywell."
Hestoppedbehindher,thebouquetinhishand,thedesirestrongwithinhimtoconcealit——tothrowitaway.However,hesaid:
"Here,Ihavebroughtyousomeroses!"
Sheturnedtohimwithasmileandsaid:"Ah,howthoughtfulofyou!"andshekissedhimwithsuchevidentaffectionthathefeltconsoled.
Shetooktheflowers,inhaledtheirperfume,andputtheminanemptyvase.Thenshesaidasshenotedtheeffect:"NowIamsatisfied;mymantelpiecelookspretty,"addingwithanairofconviction:
"Vaudrecischarming;youwillbecomeintimatewithhimatonce,"
AringannouncedtheCount.Heenteredasifhewereathome.AftergallantlykissingMme.DuRoy’shand,heturnedtoherhusbandandcordiallyofferedhishand,saying:"Howareyou,mydearDuRoy?"
Hehadnolongerthathaughtyair,butwasveryaffable.Onewouldhavethoughtinthecourseoffiveminutes,thatthetwomenhadknownoneanotherfortenyears.Madeleine,whosefacewasradiant,said:"Iwillleaveyoutogether.Ihaveworktosuperintendinthekitchen."ThedinnerwasexcellentandtheCountremainedverylate.
Whenhewasgone,Madeleinesaidtoherhusband:"Ishenotnice?Heimproves,too,onacquaintance.Heisagood,true,faithfulfriend.
Ah,withouthim——"
ShedidnotcompletehersentenceandGeorgesreplied:"Yes,heisverypleasant,Ithinkweshallunderstandeachotherwell."
"Youdonotknow,"shesaid,"thatwehaveworktodoto—nightbeforeretiring.Ididnothavetimetotellyoubeforedinner,forVaudreccame.Laroche—MathieubroughtmeimportantnewsofMorocco.
Wemustmakeafinearticleofthat.Letussettoworkatonce.
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