’LornaDoone,’sheanswered,inalowvoice,asifafraidofit,andhangingherheadsothatIcouldseeonlyherforeheadandeyelashes;’ifyouplease,mynameisLornaDoone;andIthoughtyoumusthaveknownit。’
ThenIstoodupandtouchedherhand,andtriedtomakeherlookatme;butsheonlyturnedawaythemore。
Youngandharmlessasshewas,hernamealonemadeguiltofher。NeverthelessIcouldnothelplookingathertenderly,andthemorewhenherblushesturnedintotears,andhertearstolong,lowsobs。
’Don’tcry,’Isaid,’whateveryoudo。Iamsureyouhaveneverdoneanyharm。IwillgiveyouallmyfishLorna,andcatchsomemoreformother;onlydon’tbeangrywithme。’
Sheflungherlittlesoftarmsupinthepassionofhertears,andlookedatmesopiteously,thatwhatdidI
dobutkissher。Itseemedtobeaveryoddthing,whenIcametothinkofit,becauseIhatedkissingso,asallhonestboysmustdo。Butshetouchedmyheartwithasuddendelight,likeacowslip-blossomalthoughtherewerenonetobeseenyet,andthesweetestflowersofspring。
Shegavemenoencouragement,asmymotherinherplacewouldhavedone;nay,sheevenwipedherlipswhichmethoughtwasratherrudeofher,anddrewaway,andsmoothedherdress,asifIhadusedafreedom。ThenI
feltmycheeksgrowburningred,andIgazedatmylegsandwassorry。Foralthoughshewasnotatallaproudchildatanyrateinhercountenance,yetIknewthatshewasbybirthathousandyearsinfrontofme。Theymighthavetakenandframedme,orwhichwouldbemoretothepurposemysisters,untilitwastimeforustodie,andthenhavetrainedourchildrenafterus,formanygenerations;yetnevercouldwehavegottenthatlookuponourfaceswhichLornaDoonehadnaturally,asifshehadbeenborntoit。
HerewasI,ayeoman’sboy,ayeomaneveryinchofme,evenwhereIwasnaked;andtherewasshe,aladyborn,andthoroughlyawareofit,anddressedbypeopleofrankandtaste,whotookprideinherbeautyandsetittoadvantage。Forthoughherhairwasfallendownbyreasonofherwildness,andsomeofherfrockwastouchedwithwetwhereshehadtendedmeso,beholdherdresswasprettyenoughforthequeenofalltheangels。Thecolourswerebrightandrichindeed,andthesubstanceverysumptuous,yetsimpleandfreefromtinselstuff,andmatchingmostharmoniously。Allfromherwaisttoherneckwaswhite,plaitedincloselikeacurtain,andthedarksoftweepingofherhair,andtheshadowylightofhereyeslikeawoodrayedthroughwithsunset,madeitseemyetwhiter,asifitweredoneonpurpose。Asfortherest,sheknewwhatitwasagreatdealbetterthanIdid,forInevercouldlookfarawayfromhereyeswhentheywereopeneduponme。
Now,seeinghowIheededher,andfeelingthatIhadkissedher,althoughshewassuchalittlegirl,eightyearsoldorthereabouts,sheturnedtothestreaminabashfulmanner,andbegantowatchthewater,andrubbedonelegagainsttheother。
I,formypart,beingvexedatherbehaviourtome,tookupallmythingstogo,andmadeafussaboutit;
toletherknowIwasgoing。Butshedidnotcallmebackatall,asIhadmadesureshewoulddo;moreover,Iknewthattotrythedescentwasalmostcertaindeathtome,anditlookedasdarkaspitch;andsoatthemouthIturnedroundagain,andcamebacktoher,andsaid,’Lorna。’
’Oh,Ithoughtyouweregone,’sheanswered;’whydidyouevercomehere?Doyouknowwhattheywoulddotous,iftheyfoundyouherewithme?’
’Beatus,Idaresay,veryhard;orme,atleast。Theycouldneverbeatyou,’
’No。Theywouldkillusbothoutright,andburyusherebythewater;andthewateroftentellsmethatI
mustcometothat。’
’Butwhatshouldtheykillmefor?’
’Becauseyouhavefoundthewayuphere,andtheynevercouldbelieveit。Now,pleasetogo;oh,pleasetogo。
Theywillkillusbothinamoment。Yes,Ilikeyouverymuch’——forIwasteasinghertosayit——’verymuchindeed,andIwillcallyouJohnRidd,ifyoulike;
onlypleasetogo,John。Andwhenyourfeetarewell,youknow,youcancomeandtellmehowtheyare。’
’ButItellyou,Lorna,Ilikeyouverymuchindeed——nearlyasmuchasAnnie,andagreatdealmorethanLizzie。AndIneversawanyonelikeyou,andI
mustcomebackagainto-morrow,andsomustyou,toseeme;andIwillbringyousuchlotsofthings——thereareapplesstill,andathrushIcaughtwithonlyonelegbroken,andourdoghasjusthadpuppies——’
’Oh,dear,theywon’tletmehaveadog。Thereisnotadoginthevalley。Theysaytheyaresuchnoisythings——’
’Onlyputyourhandinmine——whatlittlethingstheyare,Lorna!AndIwillbringyoutheloveliestdog;I
willshowyoujusthowlongheis。’
’Hush!’Ashoutcamedownthevalley,andallmyheartwastrembling,likewateraftersunset,andLorna’sfacewasalteredfrompleasantplaytoterror。Sheshranktome,andlookedupatme,withsuchapowerofweakness,thatIatoncemadeupmymindtosaveherortodiewithher。Atinglewentthroughallmybones,andIonlylongedformycarbine。Thelittlegirltookcouragefromme,andputhercheekquiteclosetomine。
’Comewithmedownthewaterfall。Icancarryyoueasily;andmotherwilltakecareofyou。’
’No,no,’shecried,asItookherup:’Iwilltellyouwhattodo。Theyareonlylookingforme。Youseethathole,thatholethere?’
Shepointedtoalittlenicheintherockwhichvergedthemeadow,aboutfiftyyardsawayfromus。InthefadingofthetwilightIcouldjustdescryit。
’Yes,Iseeit;buttheywillseemecrossingthegrasstogetthere。’
’Look!look!’Shecouldhardlyspeak。’Thereisawayoutfromthetopofit;theywouldkillmeifItoldit。Oh,heretheycome,Icanseethem。’
Thelittlemaidturnedaswhiteasthesnowwhichhungontherocksaboveher,andshelookedatthewaterandthenatme,andshecried,’Ohdear!ohdear!’Andthenshebegantosobaloud,beingsoyoungandunready。
ButIdrewherbehindthewithy-bushes,andclosedowntothewater,whereitwasquietandshelvingdeep,ereitcametothelipofthechasm。Heretheycouldnotseeeitherofusfromtheuppervalley,andmighthavesoughtalongtimeforus,evenwhentheycamequitenear,ifthetreeshadbeencladwiththeirsummerclothes。LuckilyIhadpickedupmyfishandtakenmythree-prongedforkaway。
Crouchinginthathollownest,aschildrengettogetherineversolittlecompass,Isawadozenfiercemencomedown,ontheothersideofthewater,notbearinganyfire-arms,butlookinglaxandjovial,asiftheywerecomefromridingandadinnertakenhungrily。
’Queen,queen!’theywereshouting,hereandthere,andnowandthen:’wherethepestisourlittlequeengone?’
’Theyalwayscallme“queen,“andIamtobequeenby-and-by,’Lornawhisperedtome,withhersoftcheekonmyroughone,andherlittleheartbeatingagainstme:’oh,theyarecrossingbythetimberthere,andthentheyaresuretoseeus。’
’Stop,’saidI;’nowIseewhattodo。Imustgetintothewater,andyoumustgotosleep。’
’Tobesure,yes,awayinthemeadowthere。Buthowbittercolditwillbeforyou!’
Shesawinamomentthewaytodoit,soonerthanI
couldtellher;andtherewasnotimetolose。
’Nowmindyounevercomeagain,’shewhisperedoverhershoulder,asshecreptawaywithachildishtwisthidingherwhitefrontfromme;’onlyIshallcomesometimes——oh,heretheyare,Madonna!’
Daringscarcetopeep,Icreptintothewater,andlaydownbodilyinit,withmyheadbetweentwoblocksofstone,andsomeflood-driftcombingoverme。Theduskwasdeepeningbetweenthehills,andawhitemistlayontheriver;butI,beinginthechannelofit,couldseeeveryripple,andtwig,andrush,andglazingoftwilightaboveit,asbrightasinapicture;sothattomyignorancethereseemednochanceatallbutwhatthemenmustfindme。Forallthistimetheywereshoutingandswearing,andkeepingsuchahullabaloo,thattherocksallroundthevalleyrang,andmyheartquaked,sowhatwiththisandthecoldthatthewaterbegantogurgleroundme,andtolapuponthepebbles。
NeitherintruthdidItrytostopit,beingnowsodesperate,betweenthefearandthewretchedness;tillIcaughtaglimpseofthelittlemaid,whosebeautyandwhosekindlinesshadmademeyearntobewithher。AndthenIknewthatforhersakeIwasboundtobebraveandhidemyself。Shewaslyingbeneatharock,thirtyorfortyyardsfromme,feigningtobefastasleep,withherdressspreadbeautifully,andherhairdrawnoverher。
Presentlyoneofthegreatroughmencameroundacorneruponher;andtherehestoppedandgazedawhileatherfairnessandherinnocence。Thenhecaughtherupinhisarms,andkissedhersothatIheardhim;andifIhadonlybroughtmygun,Iwouldhavetriedtoshoothim。
’Hereourqueenis!Here’sthequeen,here’sthecaptain’sdaughter!’heshoutedtohiscomrades;’fastasleep,byGod,andhearty!NowIhavefirstclaimtoher;andnooneelseshalltouchthechild。Backtothebottle,allofyou!’
Hesetherdaintylittleformuponhisgreatsquareshoulder,andhernarrowfeetinonebroadhand;andsointriumphmarchedaway,withthepurplevelvetofherskirtrufflinginhislongblackbeard,andthesilkenlengthofherhairfetchedout,likeacloudbythewindbehindher。Thiswayofhergoingvexedmeso,thatIleapeduprightinthewater,andmusthavebeenspiedbysomeofthem,butfortheirhastetothewine-bottle。Oftheirlittlequeentheytooksmallnotice,beinginthisurgency;althoughtheyhadthoughttofindherdrowned;buttroopedawayafteroneanotherwithkindlychallengetogambling,sofarasI
couldmakethemout;andIkeptsharpwatch,Iassureyou。
Goingupthatdarkenedglen,littleLorna,ridingstillthelargestandmostfierceofthem,turnedandputupahandtome,andIputupahandtoher,inthethickofthemistandthewillows。
Shewasgone,mylittledearthoughtallofherageandhealthy;andwhenIgotovermythriftlessfright,Ilongedtohavemoretosaytoher。HervoicetomewassodifferentfromallIhadeverheardbefore,asmightbeasweetsilverbellintonedtothesmallchordsofaharp。ButIhadnotimetothinkaboutthis,ifIhopedtohaveanysupper。
Icreptintoabushforwarmth,andrubbedmyshiveringlegsonbark,andlongedformother’sfagot。Thenasdaylightsankbelowtheforget-me-notofstars,withasorrowtobequit,Iknewthatnowmustbemytimetogetaway,iftherewereany。
Therefore,wringingmysoddenbreaches,ImanagedtocrawlfromthebanktothenicheinthecliffwhichLornahadshownme。
ThroughtheduskIhadtroubletoseethemouth,ateventhefiveland-yardsofdistance;nevertheless,I
enteredwell,andheldonbysomedeadfern-stems,anddidhopethatnoonewouldshootme。
ButwhileIwashuggingmyselflikethis,withaboyishmannerofreasoning,myjoywasliketohaveendedinsadgriefbothtomyselfandmymother,andhaplytoallhonestfolkwhoshalllovetoreadthishistory。
Forhearinganoiseinfrontofme,andlikeacowardnotknowingwhere,butafraidtoturnroundorthinkofit,Ifeltmyselfgoingdownsomedeeppassageintoapitofdarkness。Itwasnogoodtocatchthesides,thewholethingseemedtogowithme。Then,withoutknowinghow,Iwasleaningoveranightofwater。
Thiswaterwasofblackradiance,asarecertaindiamonds,spannedacrosswithvaultsofrock,andcarryingnoimage,neithershowingmargenorend,butcentredatitmightbewithabottomlessindrawal。
Withthatchillanddreaduponme,andthesheerrockallaround,andthefaintlightheavingwavilyonthesilenceofthisgulf,Imusthavelostmywitsandgonetothebottom,iftherewereany。
Butsuddenlyarobinsangastheywilldoafterdark,towardsspringinthebrownfernandivybehindme。I
tookitforourlittleAnnie’svoiceforshecouldcallanyrobin,andgatheringquickwarmcomfort,sprangupthesteepwaytowardsthestarlight。
Climbingback,asthestonesgliddown,Iheardthecoldgreedywavegojapping,likeablindblackdog,intothedistanceofarchesandhollowdepthsofdarkness。
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