haveseenmyopponent’schest,inalonghardboutofwrestling。Formypart,Icoulddonomorethanholdmytongueandlookathim。
Withoutanotherwordwerosetothelevelofthemoorsandmires;neitherwouldMasterCarfaxspeak,asIledhimacrossthebarrows。Inthishewaswelcometohisownway,forIdolovesilence;solittleharmcancomeofit。AndthoughGwennywasnobeauty,herfathermightbefondofher。
SoIputhiminthecow-housenottofrightenthelittlemaid,andthefoldingshuttersoverhim,suchasweusedatthebeestings;andhelistenedtomyvoiceoutside,andheldon,andpreservedhimself。Fornowhewouldhavescoopedtheearth,ascattledoatyearning-time,andasmeeklyandaspatiently,tohavehischildrestoredtohim。Nottomakelongtaleofit——forthisthingisbeyondme,throughwantoftrueexperience——IwentandfetchedhisGwennyforthfromthebackkitchen,whereshewasfighting,asusual,withourBetty。
’Comealong,youlittleVick,’Isaid,forsowecalledher;’Ihaveamessagetoyou,Gwenny,fromtheLordinheaven。’
’Don’t’eetalkaboutHe,’sheanswered;’Herhavelongforgattenme。’
’ThatHehasneverdone,youstupid。Come,andseewhoisinthecowhouse。’
Gwennyknew;sheknewinamoment。Lookingintomyeyes,sheknew;andhangingbackfrommetosigh,sheknewitevenbetter。
Shehadnotmucheleganceofemotion,beingflatandsquareallover;butnonethelessforthatherheartcamequick,andherwordscameslowly。
’Oh,Jan,youaretoogoodtocheatme。Isitjokeyouareputtinguponme?’
Iansweredherwithagazealone;andshetuckedupherclothesandfollowedmebecausetheroadwasdirty。
ThenIopenedthedoorjustwideenoughforthechildtotogoherfather,andleftthosetwotohaveitout,asmightbemostnatural。Andtheytookalongtimeaboutit。
MeanwhileIneedsmustgoandtellmyLornaallthematter;andherjoywasalmostasgreatasifsheherselfhadfoundafather。Andthewonderofthewholewasthis,thatIgotallthecredit;ofwhichnotathousandthpartbelongedbyrightandreasontome。
Yetsoitalmostalwaysis。IfIworkforgooddesert,andslave,andlieawakeatnight,andspendmyunbornlifeindreams,notablink,norwink,norinklingofmylabourevertells。Itwouldhavebeenbettertoleaveunburned,andtokeepundevoured,thefuelandthefoodoflife。ButifIhavelabourednot,onlyactedbysomeimpulse,whim,caprice,oranything;orevenactingnotatall,onlylettingthingsfloatby;
pileduponmecommendations,bravoes,andapplauses,almostworkmeuptotemptonceagainthoughsickofittheillluckofdeserving。
Withoutintendinganyharm,andmeaningonlygoodindeed,IhadnowdoneseriouswrongtoUncleReuben’sprospects。ForCaptainCarfaxwasfullasangryatthetrickplayedonhimashewashappyindiscoveringthefalsehoodandthefraudofit。NorcouldIhelpagreeingwithhim,whenhetoldmeallofit,aswithtearsinhiseyeshedid,andreadytobemyslavehenceforth;Icouldnotforbearfromowningthatitwasalowandheartlesstrick,unworthyofmenwhohadfamilies;andtherecoilwhereofwaswelldeserved,whateveritmightendin。
Forwhenthispoormanlefthisdaughter,asleepashesupposed,andhavinghisfood,andchangeofclothes,andSundayhattoseeto,hemeanttoreturninanhourorso,andsettleabouthersustenanceinsomehouseoftheneighbourhood。Butthiswastheverythingofallthingswhichtheleadersoftheenterprise,whohadbroughthimupfromCornwall,forhisnotedskillinmetals,weredetermined,whetherbyfairmeansorfoul,tostopattheveryoutset。Secrecybeingtheirmainobject,whatchancecouldtherebeofit,iftheminerswereallowedtokeeptheirchildrenintheneighbourhood?Hence,onthepleaoffeastingSimon,theykepthimdrunkforthreedaysandthreenights,assuringhimwheneverhehadgleamsenoughtoaskforherthathisdaughterwasaswellascouldbe,andenjoyingherselfwiththechildren。Notwishingthemaidtoseehimtipsy,hepressedthematternofurther;butappliedhimselftothebottleagain,anddrankherhealthwithpleasure。
However,afterthreedaysofthis,hisconstitutionroseagainstit,andhebecamequitesober;withacertainlownessofheartmoreover,andasenseoferror。Andhisfirstdesiretorighthimself,andeasiestwaytodoit,wasbyexertingparentalauthorityuponGwenny。Possessedwiththisintentionforhewasnotasweettemperedman,andhisheadwasachingsadlyhesoughtforGwennyhighandlow;firstwiththreats,andthenwithfears,andthenwithtearsandwailing。Andsohebecametotheothermenawarningandagreatannoyance。Thereforetheycombinedtoswearwhatseemedaverylikelything,andmightbetrueforalltheyknew,towit,thatGwennyhadcometoseekforherfatherdowntheshaft-hole,andpeeringtooeagerlyintothedark,hadtoppledforward,andgonedown,andlainatthebottomasdeadasastone。
’Andthoubeingsohappywithdrink,’thevillainsfinisheduptohim,’andgettingdrunkereveryday,wethoughtitshametotroublethee;andweburiedthewenchinthelowerdrift;andnousetothinkmoreofher;butcomeandhaveaglass,Sim。’
ButSimonCarfaxsworethatdrinkhadlosthimhiswife,andnowhadlosthimthelastofhisfivechildren,andwouldlosehimhisownsoul,iffurtherhewentonwithit;andfromthatdaytohisdeathhenevertouchedstrongdrinkagain。Noronlythis;butbeingsoonappointedcaptainofthemine,heallowednomanonanypretexttobringcordialsthither;andtothisandhissternhardruleandstealthysecretmanagementasmuchastogoodluckandplacemightitbeattributedthatscarcelyanybutthemselveshaddreamedaboutthisExmoormine。
Asforme,Ihadnoambitiontobecomeaminer;andthestatetowhichgold-seekinghadbroughtpoorUncleBenwasnotatallencouraging。Mybusinesswastotilltheground,andtendthegrowththatcameofit,andstorethefruitinHeaven’sgoodtime,ratherthantoscoopandburrowlikeaweaseloraratfortheyellowrootofevil。Moreover,Iwasledfromhome,betweenthehayandcornharvestswhenweoftenhaveaweektospare,byacalltherewasnoresisting;unlessIgaveupallregardforwrestling,andformycounty。
Nowheremanypersonsmaytakemeamiss,andtherealwayshasbeensomeconfusion;whichpeoplewhooughttohaveknownbetterhavewroughtintosubjectofquarrelling。Bybirthitistrue,andcannotbedenied,thatIamamanofSomerset;neverthelessbybreedIam,aswellasbyeducation,asonofDevonalso。AndjustasbothofourtwocountiesvowedthatGlenDoonewasnoneoftheirs,butbelongedtotheotherone;sonow,eachwithhotclaimandjanglingleadingeventoblowssometimes,assertedandwouldsweartoitasIbecamemorefamousthatJohnRiddwasofitsownproducing,bredofitsowntrueblood,andbaselystolenbytheother。
NowIhavenotjudgeditinanywayneedfulorevenbecominganddelicate,toenterintomywrestlingadventures,ordescribemyprogress。ThewholethingissodifferentfromLorna,andhergentlemanners,andherstyleofwalking;moreoverImustseemeventokindpeopletomagnifymyselfsomuch,oratleastattempttodoit,thatIhavescratchedoutwrittenpages,throughmybettertasteandsense。
NeitherwillI,uponthishead,makeanydifferenceevennow;beingsimplybetrayedintomentioningthematterbecausebaretruthrequiresit,inthetaleofLorna’sfortunes。
ForamightygianthadariseninapartofCornwall:
andhiscalfwastwenty-fiveinchesround,andthebreadthofhisshoulderstwofeetandaquarter;andhisstaturesevenfeetandthree-quarters。Roundthechesthewasseventyinches,andhishandafootacross,andtherewerenoscalesstrongenoughtojudgeofhisweightinthemarket-place。Nowthisman——orI
shouldsay,hisbackersandhisboasters,forthegianthimselfwasmodest——sentmeabraveandhaughtychallenge,tomeethimintheringatBodmin-town,onthefirstdayofAugust,orelsetoreturnmychampion’sbelttothembythemessenger。
ItisnousetodenybutthatIwasgreatlydashedandscaredatfirst。Formypart,Iwasonly,whenmeasuredwithoutclotheson,sixtyinchesroundthebreast,androundthecalfscarcetwenty-one,onlytwofeetacrosstheshoulders,andinheightnotsixandthree-quarters。However,mymotherwouldneverbelievethatthismancouldbeatme;andLornabeingofthesamemind,Iresolvedtogoandtryhim,astheywouldpayallexpensesandahundredpounds,ifIconqueredhim;soconfidentwerethoseCornishmen。
Nowthisstoryistoowellknownformetogothroughitagainandagain。EverychildinDevonshireknows,andhisgrandsonwillknow,thesongwhichsomeclevermanmadeofit,afterIhadtreatedhimtowater,andtolemon,andalittlesugar,andadropofeau-de-vie。
EnoughthatIhadfoundthegiantquiteasbigastheyhaddescribedhim,andenoughtoterrifyanyone。Buttrustinginmypracticeandstudyoftheart,I
resolvedtotryabackwithhim;andwhenmyarmswereroundhimonce,thegiantwasbutafarthingaleputintotheviceofablacksmith。Themanhadnobones;
hisframesankin,andIwasafraidofcrushinghim。
Helayonhisback,andsmiledatme;andIbeggedhispardon。
Nowthisaffairmadeanoiseatthetime,andredoundedsomuchtomycredit,thatIwasdeeplygrievedatit,becausedeservingnone。ForIdolikeagoodstrifeandstruggle;andthedoubtmakesthejoyofvictory;
whereasinthiscase,Imightaswellhavebeensentforamatchwithahay-mow。However,Igotmyhundredpounds,andmadeupmymindtospendeveryfarthinginpresentsformotherandLorna。
ForAnniewasmarriedbythistime,andlongbeforeI
wentaway;asneedscarcelybesaid,perhaps;ifanyonefollowstheweeksandthemonths。Theweddingwasquietenough,exceptforeverybody’sgoodwishes;andI
desirenottodwelluponit,becauseitgrievedmeinmanyways。
ButnowthatIhadtriedtohopetheverybestfordearAnnie,adeeperblowthancouldhavecome,eventhroughher,awaitedme。ForafterthatvisittoCornwall,andwithmyprize-moneyaboutme,IcameonfootfromOkehamptontoOare,soastosavealittlesumtowardsmytimeofmarrying。ForLorna’sfortuneIwouldnothave;smallorgreatIwouldnothaveit;onlyiftherewerenodenyingwewoulddevotethewholeofittocharitableuses,asMasterPeterBlundellhaddone;andperhapsthefutureageswouldendeavourtobegrateful。
LornaandIhadsettledthisquestionatleasttwiceaday,ontheaverage;andeachtimewithmoresatisfaction。
Nowcomingintothekitchenwithallmycashinmybreechespocketgoldenguineas,withanelephantonthem,forthestampoftheGuineaCompany,Ifounddearmothermostheartilygladtoseemesafeandsoundagain——forshehaddreadedthatgiant,anddreamedofhim——andsheneveraskedmeaboutthemoney。Lizziealsowassofter,andmoregraciousthanusual;
especiallywhenshesawmepourguineas,likepeppercorns,intothepudding-basin。Butbythewaytheyhungabout,Iknewthatsomethingwasgonewrong。
’WhereisLorna?’Iaskedatlength,aftertryingnottoaskit;’Iwanthertocome,andseemymoney。Sheneversawsomuchbefore。’
’Alas!’saidmotherwithaheavysigh;’shewillseeagreatdealmore,Ifear;andadealmorethanisgoodforher。Whetheryoueverseeheragainwilldependuponhernature,John。’
’Whatdoyoumean,mother?Haveyouquarrelled?WhydoesnotLornacometome?AmInevertoknow?’
’Now,John,benotsoimpatient,’mymotherreplied,quitecalmly,forintruthshewasjealousofLorna,’youcouldwaitnow,verywell,John,ifitweretillthisdayweek,forthecomingofyourmother,John。
Andyetyourmotherisyourbestfriend。Whocaneverfillherplace?’
Thinkingofherfutureabsence,motherturnedawayandcried;andthebox-ironsingedtheblanket。
’Now,’saidI,beingwildbythistime;’Lizzie,youhavealittlesense;willyoutellmewhereisLorna?’
’TheLadyLornaDugal,’saidLizzie,screwingupherlipsasifthetitleweretoogrand,’isgonetoLondon,brotherJohn;andnotlikelytocomebackagain。Wemusttrytogetonwithouther。’
’Youlittle——[something]’Icried,whichIdarenotwritedownhere,asallyouaretoogoodforsuchlanguage;butLizzie’slipprovokedmeso——’myLornagone,myLornagone!Andwithoutgood-byetomeeven!
Itisyourspitehassickenedher。’
’Youarequitemistakenthere,’shereplied;’howcanfolkoflowdegreehaveeitherspiteorlikingtowardsthepeoplesofarabovethem?TheLadyLornaDugalisgone,becauseshecouldnothelpherself;andsheweptenoughtobreaktenhearts——ifheartsareeverbroken,John。’
’DarlingLizzie,howgoodyouare!’Icried,withoutnoticinghersneer;’tellmeallaboutit,dear;tellmeeverywordshesaid。’
’Thatwillnottakelong,’saidLizzie,quiteasunmovedbysoftcoaxingasbyurgentcursing;’theladyspokeverylittletoanyone,exceptindeedtomother,andtoGwennyCarfax;andGwennyisgonewithher,sothatthebenefitofthatislost。Butsheleftaletterfor“poorJohn,“asincharityshecalledhim。
Howgrandshelooked,tobesure,withthefineclothesonthatwerecomeforher!’
’Whereistheletter,youuttervixen!Oh,mayyouhaveahusband!’
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