Andthentheturnshehadforcooking,youneverwouldhaveexpectedit;andhowitwasherrichestmirthtoseethatshehadpleasedyou。Ihavebeenoutontheworldavastdealasyouwillownhereafter,andyethaveIneverseenAnnie’sequalformakingawearymancomfortable。
Somanyawinternightwentbyinahopefulandpleasantmanner,withthehissingofthebrightroundbullets,castintothewater,andthesplutteringofthegreatredappleswhichAnniewasroastingforme。
Wealwaysmanagedourevening’sworkinthechimneyoftheback-kitchen,wheretherewasroomtosetchairsandtable,inspiteofthefireburning。Ontheright-handsidewasamightyoven,whereBettythreatenedtobakeus;andontheleft,longsidesofbacon,madeoffavouredpigs,andgrowingverybrownandcomely。Annieknewthenamesofall,andranupthroughthewood-smoke,everynowandthen,whenagentlememorymovedher,andaskedthemhowtheyweregettingon,andwhentheywouldliketobeeaten。Thenshecamebackwithfoolishtears,atthinkingofthatnecessity;andI,beingsoftinadifferentway,wouldmakeupmymindagainstbacon。
But,Lordblessyou!itwasnogood。Wheneveritcametobreakfast-time,afterthreehoursuponthemoors,I
regularlyforgotthepigs,butpaidgoodheedtotherashers。Foroursisahungrycounty,ifsuchtherebeinEngland;aplace,Imean,wheremenmusteat,andarequicktodischargetheduty。Theairofthemoorsissoshrewdandwholesome,stirringaman’srecollectionofthegoodthingswhichhavebetidedhim,andwhettinghishopeofsomethingstillbetterinthefuture,thatbythetimehesitsdowntoacloth,hisheartandstomacharetunedtoowelltosay’nay’tooneanother。
Almosteverybodyknows,inourpartoftheworldatleast,howpleasantandsoftthefallofthelandisroundaboutPlover’sBarrowsfarm。Allaboveitisstrongdarkmountain,spreadwithheath,anddesolate,butnearourhousethevalleyscove,andopenwarmthandshelter。Herearetrees,andbrightgreengrass,andorchardsfullofcontentment,andamanmayscarceespythebrook,althoughhehearsiteverywhere。Andindeedastoutgoodpieceofitcomesthroughourfarm-yard,andswellssometimestoarushofwaves,whenthecloudsareonthehill-tops。Butallbelow,wherethevalleybends,andtheLynnstreamcomesalongwithit,prettymeadowsslopetheirbreast,andthesunspreadsonthewater。Andnearlyallofthisisours,tillyoucometoNicholasSnowe’sland。
Butabouttwomilesbelowourfarm,theBagworthywaterrunsintotheLynn,andmakesarealriverofit。
Thenceithurriesaway,withstrengthandaforceofwilfulwaters,underthefootofabarefacedhill,andsotorocksandwoodsagain,wherethestreamiscoveredover,anddark,heavypoolsdelayit。Thereareplentyoffishalldownthisway,andthefartheryougothelargertheyget,havingdeepergroundstofeedin;andsometimesinthesummermonths,whenmothercouldsparemeoffthefarm,Icamedownhere,withAnnietohelpbecauseitwassolonely,andcaughtwell-nighabasketfuloflittletroutandminnows,withahookandabitofwormonit,orafern-web,orablow-fly,hungfromahazelpulse-stick。
ForofallthethingsIlearnedatBlundell’s,onlytwoabodewithme,andoneofthesewastheknackoffishing,andtheothertheartofswimming。Andindeedtheyhaveaveryrudemannerofteachingchildrentoswimthere;forthebigboystakethelittleboys,andputthemthroughacertainprocess,whichtheygrimlycall’sheep-washing。’Inthethirdmeadowfromthegateoftheschool,goinguptheriver,thereisafinepoolintheLowman,wheretheTauntonbrookcomesin,andtheycallittheTauntonPool。Thewaterrunsdownwithastrongsharpstickle,andthenhasasuddenelbowinit,wherethesmallbrooktricklesin;andonthatsidethebankissteep,fouroritmaybefivefeethigh,overhangingloamily;butontheothersideitisflat,pebbly,andfittolandupon。Nowthelargeboystakethesmallboys,cryingsadlyformercy,andthinkingmayhap,oftheirmothers,withhandslaidwellatthebackoftheirnecks,theybringthemuptothecrestofthebankupontheeasternside,andmakethemstriptheirclothesoff。Thenthelittleboys,fallingontheirnakedknees,blubberupwardspiteously;butthelargeboysknowwhatisgoodforthem,andwillnotbeentreated。Sotheycastthemdown,oneafterotherintothesplashofthewater,andwatchthemgotothebottomfirst,andthencomeupandfightforit,withablowingandabubbling。Itisaveryfairsighttowatchwhenyouknowthereislittledanger,because,althoughthepoolisdeep,thecurrentissuretowashaboyuponthestones,wheretheendofthedepthis。Asforme,theyhadnoneedtothrowmemorethanonce,becauseIjumpedofmyownaccord,thinkingsmallthingsoftheLowman,aftertheviolentLynn。Nevertheless,Ilearnttoswimthere,asalltheotherboysdid;forthegreatestpointinlearningthatistofindthatyoumustdoit。Ilovedthewaternaturally,andcouldnotlongbeoutofit;buteventheboyswhohateditmost,cametoswiminsomefashionorother,aftertheyhadbeenflungforayearortwointotheTauntonpool。
Butnow,althoughmysisterAnniecametokeepmecompany,andwasnottobepartedfrommebythetricksoftheLynnstream,becauseIputheronmybackandcarriedheracross,whenevershecouldnotleapit,ortuckupherthingsandtakethestones;yetsoithappenedthatneitherofushadbeenuptheBagworthywater。Weknewthatitbroughtagoodstreamdown,asfulloffishasofpebbles;andwethoughtthatitmustbeveryprettytomakeawaywherenowaywas,norevenabullockcamedowntodrink。Butwhetherwewereafraidornot,IamsureIcannottell,becauseitissolongago;butIthinkthathadsomethingtodowithit。ForBagworthywaterranoutofDoonevalley,amileorsofromthemouthofit。
ButwhenIwasturnedfourteenyearsold,andputintogoodsmall-clothes,buckledattheknee,andstrongblueworstedhosen,knittedbymymother,ithappenedtomewithoutchoice,Imaysay,toexploretheBagworthywater。Anditcameaboutinthiswise。
Mymotherhadlongbeenailing,andnotwellabletoeatmuch;andthereisnothingthatfrightensussomuchasforpeopletohavenoloveoftheirvictuals。
NowIchancedtorememberthatonceatthetimeoftheholidaysIhadbroughtdearmotherfromTivertonajarofpickledloaches,caughtbymyselfintheLowmanriver,andbakedinthekitchenoven,withvinegar,afewleavesofbay,andaboutadozenpepper-corns。Andmotherhadsaidthatinallherlifeshehadnevertastedanythingfittobecomparedwiththem。Whethershesaidsogoodathingoutofcomplimenttomyskillincatchingthefishandcookingthem,orwhethershereallymeantit,ismorethanIcantell,thoughI
quitebelievethelatter,andsowouldmostpeoplewhotastedthem;atanyrate,Inowresolvedtogetsomeloachesforher,anddothemintheself-samemanner,justtomakehereatabit。
Therearemanypeople,evennow,whohavenotcometotherightknowledgewhataloachis,andwherehelives,andhowtocatchandpicklehim。AndIwillnottellthemallaboutit,becauseifIdid,verylikelytherewouldbenoloacheslefttenortwentyyearsaftertheappearanceofthisbook。Apickledminnowisverygoodifyoucatchhiminastickle,withthescarletfingersuponhim;butIcounthimnomorethantheropesinbeercomparedwithaloachdoneproperly。
Beingresolvedtocatchsomeloaches,whatevertroubleitcostme,Isetforthwithoutawordtoanyone,intheforenoonofSt。Valentine’sday,1675-6,Ithinkitmusthavebeen。Annieshouldnotcomewithme,becausethewaterwastoocold;forthewinterhadbeenlong,andsnowlayhereandthereinpatchesinthehollowofthebanks,likealady’sglovesforgotten。
Andyetthespringwasbreakingforth,asitalwaysdoesinDevonshire,whentheturnofthedaysisover;
andthoughtherewaslittletoseeofit,theairwasfulloffeeling。
Itpuzzlesmenow,thatIrememberallthoseyoungimpressionsso,becauseItooknoheedofthematthetimewhatever;andyettheycomeuponmebright,whennothingelseisevidentinthegrayfogofexperience。
Iamlikeanoldmangazingattheoutsideofhisspectacles,andseeing,asherubsthedust,theimageofhisgrandsonplayingatbo-peepwithhim。
Butletmebeofanyage,Inevercouldforgetthatday,andhowbittercoldthewaterwas。ForIdoffedmyshoesandhose,andputthemintoabagaboutmyneck;andleftmylittlecoatathome,andtiedmyshirt-sleevesbacktomyshoulders。ThenItookathree-prongedforkfirmlyboundtoarodwithcord,andapieceofcanvaskerchief,withalumpofbreadinsideit;andsowentintothepebblywater,tryingtothinkhowwarmitwas。FormorethanamilealldowntheLynnstream,scarcelyastoneIleftunturned,beingthoroughlyskilledinthetricksoftheloach,andknowinghowhehideshimself。Forbeinggray-spotted,andcleartoseethrough,andsomethinglikeacuttle-fish,onlymoresubstantial,hewillstayquitestillwhereastreakofweedisintherapidwater,hopingtobeoverlooked,notcaringeventowaghistail。Thenbeingdisturbedheflipsaway,likewhalebonefromthefinger,andhiestoashelfofstone,andlieswithhissharpheadpokedinunderit;
orsometimeshebellieshimintothemud,andonlyshowshisback-ridge。Andthatisthetimetospearhimnicely,holdingtheforkverygingerly,andallowingforthebentofit,whichcomestopass,I
knownothow,atthetickleofairandwater。
Orifyourloachshouldnotbeabroadwhenfirstyoucometolookforhim,butkeepingsnuginhislittlehome,thenyoumayseehimcomeforthamazedatthequiveringoftheshingles,andoarhimselfandlookatyou,andthendartup-stream,likealittlegreystreak;andthenyoumusttrytomarkhimin,andfollowverydaintily。Soafterthat,inasandyplace,youstealupbehindhistailtohim,sothathecannotseteyesonyou,forhisheadisup-streamalways,andthereyouseehimabidingstill,clear,andmild,andaffable。Then,ashelookssoinnocent,youmakefullsuretoproghimwell,inspiteofthewryofthewater,andthesunmakingelbowstoeverything,andthetremblingofyourfingers。Butwhenyougirdathimlovingly,andhaveasgoodasgottenhim,lo!inthego-byoftheriverheisgoneasashadowgoes,andonlyalittlecloudofmudcurlsawayfromthepointsofthefork。
Alongwaydownthatlimpidwater,chillandbrightasaniceberg,wentmylittleselfthatdayonman’schoiceerrand——destruction。AlltheyoungfishseemedtoknowthatIwasonewhohadtakenoutGod’scertificate,andmeanttohavethevalueofit;everyoneofthemwasawarethatwedesolatemorethanreplenishtheearth。Foracowmightcomeandlookintothewater,andputheryellowlipsdown;akingfisher,likeabluearrow,mightshootthroughthedarkalleysoverthechannel,orsitonadippingwithy-boughwithhisbeaksunkintohisbreast-feathers;evenanottermightfloatdownstreamlikeninghimselftoalogofwood,withhisflatheadflushwiththewater-top,andhisoilyeyespeeringquietly;andyetnopanicwouldseizeotherlife,asitdoeswhenasampleofmancomes。
NowletnotanyonesupposethatIthoughtofthesethingswhenIwasyoung,forIknewnotthewaytodoit。AndproudenoughintruthIwasattheuniversalfearIspreadinallthoselonelyplaces,whereI
myselfmusthavebeenafraid,ifanythinghadcomeuptome。Itisallveryprettytoseethetreesbigwiththeirhopesofanotheryear,thoughdumbasyetonthesubject,andthewatersmurmuringgaiety,andthebanksspreadoutwithcomfort;butaboytakesnoneofthistoheart;unlesshebemeantforapoetwhichGodcanneverchargeuponme,andhewouldlieferhaveagoodapple,orevenabadone,ifhestoleit。
WhenIhadtravelledtwomilesorso,conquerednowandthenwithcold,andcomingouttorubmylegsintoalivelyfriction,andonlyfishinghereandthere,becauseofthetumblingwater;suddenly,inanopenspace,wheremeadowsspreadaboutit,Ifoundagoodstreamflowingsoftlyintothebodyofourbrook。Anditbrought,sofarasIcouldguessbythesweepofitundermyknee-caps,alargerpowerofclearwaterthantheLynnitselfhad;onlyitcamemorequietlydown,notbeingtroubledwithstairsandsteps,asthefortuneoftheLynnis,butglidingsmoothlyandforcibly,asifuponsomesetpurpose。
HereuponIdrewupandthought,andreasonwasmuchinsideme;becausethewaterwasbittercold,andmylittletoeswereaching。SoonthebankIrubbedthemwellwithasproutofyoungsting-nettle,andhavingskippedaboutawhile,waskindlyinclinedtoeatabit。
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