’Sheisworthallthecountyherself,’saidI,’andallEnglandputtogether;butshehasnothingworthhalfarickofhayuponher;fortheringIgavehercostonly,’——andhereIstopped,formotherwaslooking,andIneverwouldtellherhowmuchithadcostme;thoughshehadtriedfiftytimestofindout。
’Tush,thering!’TomFagguscried,withacontemptthatmovedme:’Iwouldneverhavestoppedamanforthat。Butthenecklace,yougreatoaf,thenecklaceisworthallyourfarmputtogether,andyourUncleBen’sfortunetothebackofit;ay,andallthetownofDulverton。’
’What,’saidI,’thatcommonglassthing,whichshehashadfromherchildhood!’
’Glassindeed!TheyarethefinestbrilliantseverI
seteyeson;andIhavehandledagoodmany。’
’Surely,’criedmother,nowflushingasredasTom’sowncheekswithexcitement,’youmustbewrong,ortheyoungmistresswouldherselfhaveknownit。’
Iwasgreatlypleasedwithmymother,forcallingLorna’theyoungmistress’;itwasnotdoneforthesakeofherdiamonds,whethertheywereglassornot;butbecauseshefeltasIhaddone,thatTomFaggus,amanofnobirthwhatever,wasspeakingbeyondhismark,incallingaladylikeLornaahelplesschild;aswellasinhisgeneraltone,whichdisplayednodeference。Hemighthavebeenusedtothequality,inthewayofstoppingtheircoaches,orroysteringathotelswiththem;butheneverhadmetahighladybefore,inequality,anduponvirtue;andwebothfeltthatheoughttohaveknownit,andtohavethankedusfortheopportunity,inaword,tohavebehavedagreatdealmorehumblythanhehadeventriedtodo。
’Trustme,’answeredTom,inhisloftiestmanner,whichAnniesaidwas’sonoble,’butwhichseemedtomeratherflashy,’trustme,goodmother,andsimpleJohn,forknowingbrilliants,whenIseethem。Iwouldhavestoppedaneight-horsecoach,withfourcarabinedout-riders,forsuchabootyasthat。Butalas,thosedaysareover;thoseweredaysworthlivingin。Ah,I
nevershallknowthelikeagain。Howfineitwasbymoonlight!’
’MasterFaggus,’beganmymother,withamannerofsomedignity,suchasshecouldsometimesuse,byrightofherintegrity,andthoroughkindnesstoeveryone,’thisisnotthetoneinwhichyouhavehithertospokentomeaboutyourformerpursuitsandlife,Ifearthatthespirits’——buthereshestopped,becausethespiritswereherown,andTomwasourvisitor,——’whatImean,MasterFaggus,isthis:youhavewonmydaughter’sheartsomehow;andyouwonmyconsenttothematterthroughyourhonestsorrow,andmanlyundertakingtoleadadifferentlife,andtouchnopropertybutyourown。Annieismyeldestdaughter,andthechildofamostuprightman。Iloveherbestofallonearth,nexttomyboyJohnhere’——heremothergavemeamightysqueeze,tobesurethatshewouldhavemeatleast——’andIwillnotriskmyAnnie’slifewithamanwhoyearnsforthehighway。’
Havingmadethisverylongspeechforher,mothercamehomeuponmyshoulder,andweptsothatbutforheedingherIwouldhavetakenTombythenose,andthrownhim,andWinnieafterhim,overourfarm-yardgate。ForIamviolentwhenroused;andfreelyherebyacknowledgeit;thoughevenmyenemieswillownthatittakesagreatdealtorouseme。ButIdoconsiderthegriefandtearswhenjustlycausedofmydearestfriends,tobeagreatdealtorouseme。
Nothingverylongabides,asthegreatestofallwritersinwhoseextentIamforeverlostinrapturedwonder,andyetforeverquiteathome,asifhisheartweremine,althoughhisbrainssodifferent,inawordasMr。WilliamShakespeare,ineveryoneofhisworksinsists,withahumouredmelancholy。AndifmyjourneytoLondonledtonothingelseofadvancement,ittookmeahundredyearsinfrontofwhatImightelsehavebeen,bythemostsimpleaccident。
Twowomenwerescoldingoneanotheracrosstheroad,veryviolently,bothfromupstairwindows;andIinmyhurryforquietlife,andnotknowingwhatmightcomedownuponme,quickenedmystepforthenearestcorner。
Butsuddenlysomethingfellonmyhead;andatfirstI
wasafraidtolook,especiallyasitweighedheavily。
Buthearingnobreakageofware,andonlytheotherscoldlaughingheartily,Iturnedmeaboutandespiedabook,whichonehadcastattheother,hopingtobreakherwindow。SoItookthebook,andtendereditatthedoorofthehousefromwhichithadfallen;butthewatchmancamealongjustthen,andthemanatthedoordeclaredthatitnevercamefromtheirhouse,andbeggedmetosaynomore。ThisIpromisedreadily,neverwishingtomakemischief;andIsaid,’Goodsir,nowtakethebook;Iwillgoontomybusiness。’Butheansweredthathewoulddonosuchthing;forthebookalone,beinghurledsohard,wouldconvicthispeopleofalewdassault;andhebeggedme,ifIwoulddoagoodturn,toputthebookundermycoatandgo。AndsoIdid:inpartatleast。ForIdidnotputthebookundermycoat,butwentalongwithitopenly,lookingforanytochallengeit。Nowthisbook,soacquired,hasbeennotonlythejoyofmyyoungerdays,andmaindelightofmymanhood,butalsothecomfort,andeventhehope,ofmynowdecliningyears。Inaword,itisnexttomyBibletome,andwritteninequalEnglish;
andifyouespyanygoodnesswhateverinmyownloosestyleofwriting,youmustnotthankme,JohnRidd,forit,butthewriterwhoholdsthechampion’sbeltinwit,asIoncedidinwrestling。
Now,asnothingverylongabides,itcannotbeexpectedthatawoman’sangershouldlastverylong,ifshebeatallofthepropersort。Andmymother,beingoneoftheverybest,couldnotlongretainherwrathagainsttheSquireFaggusespeciallywhenshecametoreflect,uponAnnie’ssuggestion,hownatural,andonemightsay,howinevitableitwasthatayoungmanfondofadventureandchangeandwinninggoodprofitsbyjeopardy,shouldnotsettledownwithoutsomeregretstoafixedabodeandalifeofsameness,howeversafeandrespectable。AndevenasAnnieputthecase,Tomdeservedthegreatercreditforvanquishingsonoblytheseyearningsofhisnature;anditseemedveryhardtoupbraidhim,consideringhowgoodhismotiveswere;
neithercouldAnnieunderstandhowmothercouldreconcileitwithherknowledgeoftheBible,andtheonesheepthatwaslost,andthehundredthpieceofsilver,andthemanthatwentdowntoJericho。
WhetherAnnie’slogicwasgoodandsound,IamsureI
cannottell;butitseemedtomethatsheoughttohavelettheJerichotravelleralone,inasmuchasheratherfellamongTomFagusses,thanresembledthem。However,herreasoningwastoomuchformothertoholdoutagainst;andTomwasreplaced,andmorethanthat,beingregardednowasaninjuredman。Buthowmymothercontrivedtoknow,thatbecauseshehadbeentooharduponTom,hemustberightaboutthenecklace,isapointwhichInevercouldclearlyperceive,thoughnodoubtshecouldexplainit。
Toproveherselfrightintheconclusion,shewentherselftofetchLorna,thatthetrinketmightbeexamined,beforethedaygrewdark。Mydarlingcamein,withaveryquickglanceandsmileatmycigarroforIwashavingthethirdbythistime,tokeepthingsinamity;andIwavedittowardsher,asmuchastosay,’youseethatIcandoit。’Andthenmotherledheruptothelight,forTomtoexaminehernecklace。
Ontheshapelycurveofherneckithung,likedewdropsuponawhitehyacinth;andIwasvexedthatTomshouldhavethechancetoseeitthere。Butevenifshehadreadmythoughts,oroutrunthemwithherown,Lornaturnedaway,andsoftlytookthejewelsfromtheplacewhichsomuchadornedthem。Andassheturnedaway,theysparkledthroughtherichdarkwavesofhair。
Thenshelaidtheglitteringcircletinmymother’shands;andTomFaggustookiteagerly,andboreittothewindow。
’Don’tyougooutofsight,’Isaid;’youcannotresistsuchthingsasthose,iftheybewhatyouthinkthem。’
’Jack,Ishallhavetotrouncetheeyet。Iamnowamanofhonour,andentitledtotheduello。Whatwillyoutakeforit,MistressLorna?Atahazard,saynow。’
’Iamnotaccustomedtosellthings,sir,’repliedLorna,whodidnotlikehimmuch,elseshewouldhaveansweredsportively,’Whatisitworth,inyouropinion?’
’Doyouthinkitisworthfivepounds,now?’
’Oh,no!Ineverhadsomuchmoneyasthatinallmylife。Itisverybright,andverypretty;butitcannotbeworthfivepounds,Iamsure。’
’Whatachanceforabargain!Oh,ifitwerenotforAnnie,Icouldmakemyfortune。’
’But,sir,Iwouldnotsellittoyou,notfortwentytimesfivepounds。Mygrandfatherwassokindaboutit;andIthinkitbelongedtomymother。’
’Therearetwenty-fiverosediamondsinit,andtwenty-fivelargebrilliantsthatcannotbematchedinLondon。Howsayyou,MistressLorna,toahundredthousandpounds?’
Mydarling’seyessoflashedatthis,brighterthananydiamonds,thatIsaidtomyself,’Well,allhavefaults;andnowIhavefoundoutLorna’s——sheisfondofmoney!’AndthenIsighedratherheavily;forofallfaultsthisseemstomeoneoftheworstinawoman。
Butevenbeforemysighwasfinished,Ihadcausetocondemnmyself。ForLornatookthenecklaceveryquietlyfromthehandsofSquireFaggus,whohadnothalfdonewithadmiringit,andshewentuptomymotherwiththesweetestsmileIeversaw。
’Dearkindmother,Iamsoglad,’shesaidinawhisper,coaxingmotheroutofsightofallbutme;
’nowyouwillhaveit,won’tyou,dear?AndIshallbesohappy;forathousandthpartofyourkindnesstomenojewelsintheworldcanmatch。’
Icannotlaybeforeyouthegracewithwhichshedidit,alltheairofseekingfavour,ratherthanconferringit,andthehigh-bredfearofgivingoffence,whichisofallfearsthenoblest。Motherknewnotwhattosay。Ofcourseshewouldneverdreamoftakingsuchagiftasthat;andyetshesawhowsadlyLornawouldbedisappointed。Therefore,motherdid,fromhabit,whatshealmostalwaysdid,shecalledmetohelpher。Butknowingthatmyeyeswerefull——foranythingnoblemovesmeso,quiteasrashlyasthingspitiful——Ipretendednottohearmymother,buttoseeawildcatinthedairy。
ThereforeIcannottellwhatmothersaidinreplytoLorna;forwhenIcameback,quiteeagertoletmyloveknowhowIworshippedher,andhowdeeplyIwasashamedofmyself,formeanlywrongingherinmyheart,beholdTomFaggushadgottenagainthenecklacewhichhadsuchcharmsforhim,andwasdeliveringallaroundbutespeciallytoAnnie,whowaswonderingathislearning
adissertationonpreciousstones,andhissentimentsaboutthoseinhishand。Hesaidthattheworkwasveryancient,butundoubtedlyverygood;thecuttingofeverylinewastrue,andeveryanglewasinitsplace。
Andthishesaid,madeallthedifferenceinthelustreofthestone,andthereforeinitsvalue。Forifthefacetswereill-matched,andthepointsoflightsoeverlittleoutofperfectharmony,allthelustreofthejewelwouldbelooseandwavering,andthecentralfiredulled;insteadofanswering,asitshould,toallpossibilitiesofgaze,andoverpoweringanyeyeintentonitsdeepermysteries。WelaughedattheSquire’sdissertation;forhowshouldheknowallthesethings,beingnothingbetter,andindeedmuchworsethanamereNorthmoltonblacksmith?Hetookourlaughterwithmuchgoodnature;havingAnnietosqueezehishandandconveyhergriefatourignorance:buthesaidthatofonethinghewasquitecertain,andthereinIbelievedhim。Towit,thatatrinketofthiskindnevercouldhavebelongedtoanyignoblefamily,buttooneoftheveryhighestandmostwealthyinEngland。AndlookingatLorna,Ifeltthatshemusthavecomefromahighersourcethantheverybestofdiamonds。
TomFaggussaidthatthenecklacewasmade,hewouldanswerforit,inAmsterdam,twoorthreehundredyearsago,longbeforeLondonjewellershadbeguntomeddlewithdiamonds;andonthegoldclasphefoundsomeletters,doneinsomeinvertedway,themeaningofwhichwasbeyondhim;alsoabearingofsomekind,whichhebelievedwasamountain-cat。Andthereuponhedeclaredthatnowhehadearnedanotherglassofschnapps,andwouldMistressLornamixitforhim?
Iwasamazedathisimpudence;andAnnie,whothoughtthisherbusiness,didnotlookbestpleased;andI
hopedthatLornawouldtellhimatoncetogoanddoitforhimself。Butinsteadofthatsherosetodoitwithasofthumility,whichwentdirecttotheheartofTom;andheleapedupwithacurseathimself,andtookthehotwaterfromher,andwouldnotallowhertodoanythingexcepttoputthesugarin;andthenhebowedtohergrandly。IknewwhatLornawasthinkingof;shewasthinkingallthetimethathernecklacehadbeentakenbytheDooneswithviolenceuponsomegreatrobbery;andthatSquireFaggusknewit,thoughhewouldnotshowhisknowledge;andthatthiswasperhapsthereasonwhymotherhadrefuseditso。
Wesaidnomoreaboutthenecklaceforalongtimeafterwards;neitherdidmydarlingwearit,nowthatsheknewitsvalue,butdidnotknowitshistory。Shecametometheverynextday,tryingtolookcheerful,andbeggedmeifIlovedhernevermindhowlittletotakechargeofitagain,asIoncehaddonebefore,andnoteventoletherknowinwhatplaceIstoredit。I
toldherthatthislastrequestIcouldnotcomplywith;forhavingbeenroundhernecksooften,itwasnowasacredthing,morethanamillionpoundscouldbe。Thereforeitshoulddwellforthepresentintheneighbourhoodofmyheart;andsocouldnotbefarfromher。Atthisshesmiledherownsweetsmile,andtouchedmyforeheadwithherlips。andwishedthatshecouldonlylearnhowtodeservesuchloveasmine。
TomFaggustookhisgooddeparture,whichwasakindfarewelltome,ontheverydayIamspeakingof,thedayafterhisarrival。Tomwasathoroughlyuprightman,accordingtohisownstandard;andyoumightrelyuponhimalways,uptoacertainpointImean,tobethereorthereabouts。ButsometimesthingsweretoomanyforTom,especiallywithardentspirits,andthenhejudged,perhapstoomuch,withonlyhimselfforthejury。Atanyrate,Iwouldtrusthimfully,forcandourandforhonesty,inalmosteverycaseinwhichhehimselfcouldhavenointerest。Andsowegotonverywelltogether;andhethoughtmeafool;andI
triedmybestnottothinkanythingworseofhim。
ScarcelywasTomcleanoutofsight,andAnnie’stearsnotdryyetforshealwaysmadeapointofcryinguponhisdeparture,whenincameMasterJeremyStickles,splashedwithmudfromheadtofoot,andnotintheverybestofhumours,thoughhappytogetbackagain。
’Cursethosefellows!’hecried,withastampwhichsentthewaterhissingfromhisbootupontheembers;
’aprettyplightyoumaycallthis,forHisMajesty’sCommissionertoreturntohisheadquartersin!Annie,mydear,’forhewasalwaysveryaffablewithAnnie,’willyouhelpmeoffwithmyoveralls,andthenturnyourprettyhandtothegridiron?NotablessedmorselhaveItouchedformorethantwenty-fourhours。’
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