ThateveningSallywasmaking’pinners’forthemilkers,whowerenowincreasedbytwo,forhermotherandherselfnolongerjoinedinmilkingthecowsthemselves。Butuponthewholetherewaslittlechangeinthehouseholdeconomy,andnotmuchinitsappearance,beyondsuchminorparticularsasthatthecrackoverthewindow,whichhadbeenahundredyearscoming,wasatriflewider;thatthebeamswereashadeblacker;thattheinfluenceofmodernismhadsupplantedtheopenchimneycornerbyagrate;thatRebekah,whohadwornacapwhenshehadplentyofhair,hadleftitoffnowshehadscarceany,becauseitwasreportedthatcapswerenotfashionable;
andthatSally’sfacehadnaturallyassumedamorewomanlyandexperiencedcast。
Mrs。Hallwasactuallyliftingcoalswiththetongs,asshehadusedtodo。
’Fiveyearsagothisverynight,ifIamnotmistaken——’shesaid,layingonanember。
’Notthisverynight——though’twasonenightthisweek,’saidthecorrectSally。
’Well,’tisnearenough。FiveyearsagoMr。Dartoncametomarryyou,andmypoorboyPhilcamehometodie。’Shesighed。’Ah,Sally,’shepresentlysaid,’ifyouhadmanagedwellMr。Dartonwouldhavehadyou,Helenaornone。’
’Don’tbesentimentalaboutthat,mother,’beggedSally。’Ididn’tcaretomanagewellinsuchacase。ThoughIlikedhim,Iwasn’tsoanxious。Iwouldneverhavemarriedthemaninthemidstofsuchahitchasthatwas,’sheaddedwithdecision;’andIdon’tthinkI
wouldifheweretoaskmenow。’
’Iamnotsureaboutthat,unlessyouhaveanotherinyoureye。’
’Iwouldn’t;andI’lltellyouwhy。Icouldhardlymarryhimforloveatthistimeo’day。Andaswe’vequiteenoughtoliveonifwegiveupthedairyto-morrow,Ishouldhavenoneedtomarryforanymeanerreason……IamquitehappyenoughasIam,andthere’sanendofit。’
Nowitwasnotlongafterthisdialoguethattherecameamildrapatthedoor,andinamomentthereenteredRebekah,lookingasthoughaghosthadarrived。Thefactwasthatthataccomplishedskimmerandchurnernowaresidentinthehousehadoverheardthedesultoryobservationsbetweenmotheranddaughter,andonopeningthedoortoMr。Dartonthoughtthecoincidencemusthaveagrislymeaninginit。Mrs。Hallwelcomedthefarmerwithwarmsurprise,asdidSally,andforamomenttheyratherwantedwords。
’Canyoupushupthechimney-crookforme,MrDarton?thenotcheshitch,’saidthematron。Hedidit,andthehomelylittleactbridgedovertheawkwardconsciousnessthathehadbeenastrangerforfouryears。
Mrs。Hallsoonsawwhathehadcomefor,andlefttheprincipalstogetherwhileshewenttopreparehimalatetea,smilingatSally’srecenthastyassertionsofindifference,whenshesawhowcivilSallywas。Whenteawasreadyshejoinedthem。ShefanciedthatDartondidnotlooksoconfidentaswhenhehadarrived;butSallywasquitelight-hearted,andthemealpassedpleasantly。
Aboutsevenhetookhisleaveofthem。Mrs。Hallwentasfarasthedoortolighthimdowntheslope。Onthedoorstephesaidfrankly——
’Icametoaskyourdaughtertomarryme;chosethenightandeverything,withaneyetoafavourableanswer。Butshewon’t。’
’Thenshe’saveryungratefulgirl!’emphaticallysaidMrs。Hall。
Dartonpausedtoshapehissentence,andasked,’I——Isupposethere’snobodyelsemorefavoured?’
’Ican’tsaythatthereis,orthatthereisn’t,’answeredMrs。
Hall。’She’sprivateinsomethings。I’monyourside,however,Mr。Darton,andI’lltalktoher。’
’Thank’ee,thank’ee!’saidthefarmerinagayeraccent;andwiththisassurancethenotverysatisfactoryvisitcametoanend。
Dartondescendedtherootsofthesycamore,thelightwaswithdrawn,andthedoorclosed。Atthebottomoftheslopehenearlyranagainstamanabouttoascend。
’Canajack-o’-lentbelievehisfewsensesonsuchadarknight,orcan’the?’exclaimedonewhoseutteranceDartonrecognizedinamoment,despiteitsunexpectedness。’Idarenotswearhecan,thoughIfainwould!’ThespeakerwasJohns。
Dartonsaidhewasgladofthisopportunity,badasitwas,ofputtinganendtothesilenceofyears,andaskedthedairymanwhathewastravellingthatwayfor。
Japhethshowedtheoldjovialconfidenceinamoment。’I’mgoingtoseeyour——relations——astheyalwaysseemtome,’hesaid——’Mrs。HallandSally。Well,Charles,thefactisIfindthenaturalbarbarousnessofmanismuchincreasedbyabachelorlife,and,asyourleavingswerealwaysgoodenoughforme,I’mtryingcivilizationhere。’Henoddedtowardsthehouse。
’NotwithSally——tomarryher?’saidDarton,feelingsomethinglikearilloficewaterbetweenhisshoulders。
’Yes,bythehelpofProvidenceandmypersonalcharms。AndIthinkIshallgether。Iamthisroadeveryweek——mypresentdairyisonlyfourmilesoff,youknow,andIseeherthroughthewindow。
’TisratheroddthatIwasgoingtospeakpracticalto-nighttoherforthefirsttime。You’vejustcalled?’
’Yes,forashortwhile。Butshedidn’tsayawordaboutyou。’
’Agoodsign,agoodsign。Nowthatdecidesme。I’llswingthemalletandgetheranswerthisverynightasIplanned。’
Afewmoreremarks,andDarton,wishinghisfriendjoyofSallyinaslightlyhollowtoneofjocularity,badehimgood-bye。Johnspromisedtowriteparticulars,andascended,andwaslostintheshadeofthehouseandtree。ArectangleoflightappearedwhenJohnswasadmitted,andallwasdarkagain。
’HappyJapheth!’saidDarton。’Thisthenistheexplanation!’
Hedeterminedtoreturnhomethatnight。Inaquarterofanhourhepassedoutofthevillage,andthenextdaywentabouthisswede-
liftingandstoringasifnothinghadoccurred。
HewaitedandwaitedtohearfromJohnswhetherthewedding-daywasfixed:butnolettercame。Helearntnotasingleparticulartill,meetingJohnsonedayatahorse-auction,Dartonexclaimedgenially——
rathermoregeniallythanhefelt——’Whenisthejoyfuldaytobe?’
TohisgreatsurpriseareciprocityofgladnesswasnotconspicuousinJohns。’Notatall,’hesaid,inaverysubduedtone。’’Tisabadjob;shewon’thaveme。’
Dartonheldhisbreathtillhesaidwithtreacheroussolicitude,’Tryagain——’tiscoyness。’
’Ono,’saidJohnsdecisively。’There’sbeennoneofthat。Wetalkeditoverdozensoftimesinthemostfairandsquareway。Shetellsmeplainly,Idon’tsuither。’Twouldbesimplyannoyinghertoaskheragain。Ah,Charles,youthrewaprizeawaywhenyouletherslipfiveyearsago。’
’Idid——Idid,’saidDarton。
Hereturnedfromthatauctionwithanewsetoffeelingsinplay。
HehadcertainlymadeasurprisingmistakeinthinkingJohnshissuccessfulrival。ItreallyseemedasifhemighthopeforSallyafterall。
Thistime,beingratherpressedbybusiness,Dartonhadrecoursetopen-and-ink,andwroteherasmanlyandstraightforwardaproposalasanywomancouldwishtoreceive。Thereplycamepromptly:-
’DEARMR。DARTON,——Iamassensibleasanywomancanbeofthegoodnessthatleadsyoutomakemethisofferasecondtime。BetterwomenthanIwouldbeproudofthehonour,forwhenIreadyournicelongspeechesonmangold-wurzel,andsuchliketopics,attheCasterbridgeFarmers’Club,Idofeelitanhonour,Iassureyou。
Butmyanswerisjustthesameasbefore。Iwillnottrytoexplainwhat,intruth,Icannotexplain——myreasons;IwillsimplysaythatImustdeclinetobemarriedtoyou。Withgoodwishesasinformertimes,Iam,yourfaithfulfriend,’SALLYHALL。’
Dartondroppedtheletterhopelessly。Beyondthenegative,therewasjustapossibilityofsarcasminit——’nicelongspeechesonmangold-wurzel’hadasuspicioussound。However,sarcasmornone,therewastheanswer,andhehadtobecontent。
Heproceededtoseekreliefinabusinesswhichatthistimeengrossedmuchofhisattention——thatofclearingupacuriousmistakejustcurrentinthecounty,thathehadbeennearlyruinedbytherecentfailureofalocalbank。AfarmernamedDartonhadlostheavily,andthesimilarityofnamehadprobablyledtotheerror。Beliefinitwassopersistentthatitdemandedseveraldaysofletter-writingtosetmattersstraight,andpersuadetheworldthathewasassolventaseverhehadbeeninhislife。Hehadhardlyconcludedthisworryingtaskwhen,tohisdelight,anotherletterarrivedinthehandwritingofSally。
Dartontoreitopen;itwasveryshort。
’DEARMR。DARTON,——Wehavebeensoalarmedtheselastfewdaysbythereportthatyouwereruinedbythestoppageof——’sBank,that,nowitiscontradictedIhasten,bymymother’swish,tosayhowtrulygladwearetofindthereisnofoundationforthereport。
Afteryourkindnesstomypoorbrother’schildren,Icandonolessthanwriteatsuchamoment。Wehadaletterfromeachofthemafewdaysago——Yourfaithfulfriend,’SALLYHALL。’
’Mercenarylittlewoman!’saidDartontohimselfwithasmile。
’Thenthatwasthesecretofherrefusalthistime——shethoughtI
wasruined。’
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