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第32章

  Timepassed,andthehouseholdontheKnapbecameagainsereneunderthecomposinginfluencesofdailyroutine。Adesultory,verydesultorycorrespondence,draggedonbetweenSallyHallandDarton,who,notquiteknowinghowtotakeherpetulantwordsonthenightofherbrother’sdeath,hadcontinuedpassivethuslong。Helenaandherchildrenremainedatthedairy-house,almostofnecessity,andDartonthereforedeemeditadvisabletostayaway。
  Oneday,sevenmonthslateron,whenMr。Dartonwasasusualathisfarm,twentymilesfromHintock,anotereachedhimfromHelena。
  Shethankedhimforhiskindofferaboutherchildren,whichhermother-in-lawhaddulycommunicated,andstatedthatshewouldbegladtoacceptitasregardedtheeldest,theboy。Helenahad,intruth,goodneedtodoso,forherunclehadleftherpenniless,andallapplicationtosomerelativesinthenorthhadfailed。Therewas,besides,asshesaid,nogoodschoolnearHintocktowhichshecouldsendthechild。
  Onafinesummerdaytheboycame。Hewasaccompaniedhalf-waybySallyandhismother——tothe’WhiteHorse,’atChalkNewton——wherehewashandedovertoDarton’sbailiffinashiningspring-cart,whometthemthere。
  Hewasenteredasaday-scholaratapopularschoolatCasterbridge,threeorfourmilesfromDarton’s,havingfirstbeentaughtbyDartontorideaforest-pony,onwhichhecanteredtoandfromtheaforesaidfountofknowledge,andasDartonhopedbroughtawayapromisingheadfulofthesameateachdiurnalexpedition。ThethoughtfultaciturnityintowhichDartonhadlatterlyfallenwasquitedissipatedbythepresenceofthisboy。
  WhentheChristmasholidayscameitwasarrangedthatheshouldspendthemwithhismother。Thejourneywas,forsomereasonorother,performedintwostages,asathiscoming,exceptthatDartoninpersontooktheplaceofthebailiff,andthattheboyandhimselfrodeonhorseback。
  Reachingtherenowned’WhiteHorse,’DartoninquiredifMissandyoungMrs。HallweretheretomeetlittlePhilipastheyhadagreedtobe。HewasansweredbytheappearanceofHelenaaloneatthedoor。
  ’AtthelastmomentSallywouldnotcome,’shefaltered。
  Thatmeetingpracticallysettledthepointtowardswhichtheselong-
  severedpersonswereconverging。Butnothingwasbroachedaboutitforsometimeyet。SallyHallhad,infact,impartedthefirstdecisivemotiontoeventsbyrefusingtoaccompanyHelena。Shesoongavethemasecondmovebywritingthefollowingnote’[Private。]
  ’DEARCHARLES,——LivingheresolongandintimatelywithHelena,I
  havenaturallylearntherhistory,especiallythatofitwhichreferstoyou。Iamsureshewouldacceptyouasahusbandatthepropertime,andIthinkyououghttogivehertheopportunity。YouinquireinanoldnoteifIamsorrythatIshowedtemperwhichitWASN’TthatnightwhenIheardyoutalkingtoher。No,Charles,I
  amnotsorryatallforwhatIsaidthen——Yourssincerely,SALLY
  HALL。’
  Thussetintrain,thetransferofDarton’sheartbacktoitsoriginalquartersproceededbymerelapseoftime。InthefollowingJuly,DartonwenttohisfriendJaphethtoaskhimatlasttofulfilthebridalofficewhichhadbeeninabeyancesincethepreviousJanuarytwelvemonths。
  ’Withallmyheart,mano’constancy!’saidDairymanJohnswarmly。
  ’I’velostmostofmygenteelfaircomplexionhaymakingthishotweather,’tistrue,butI’lldoyourbusinessaswellasthemthatlookbetter。Therebescentsandgoodhair-oilintheworldyet,thankGod,andthey’lltakeofftheroughesto’myedge。I’llcomplimenther。“Betterlatethannever,SallyHall,“I’llsay。’
  ’ItisnotSally,’saidDartonhurriedly。’ItisyoungMrs。Hall。’
  Japheth’sface,assoonashereallycomprehended,becameapictureofreproachfuldismay。’NotSally?’hesaid。’WhynotSally?I
  can’tbelieveit!YoungMrs。Hall!Well,well——where’syourwisdom?’
  Dartonshortlyexplainedparticulars;butJohnswouldnotbereconciled。’Shewasawomanworthhavingifeverwomanwas,’hecried。’Andnowtolethergo!’
  ’ButIsupposeIcanmarrywhereIlike,’saidDarton。
  ’H’m,’repliedthedairyman,liftinghiseyebrowsexpressively。
  ’Thisdon’tbecomeyou,Charles——itreallydonot。IfIhaddonesuchathingyouwouldhaveswornIwasacurstno’thernfooltobedrawnoffthescentbysuchared-herringdoll-oll-oll。’
  FarmerDartonrespondedinsuchsharptermstothislaconicopinionthatthetwofriendsfinallypartedinawaytheyhadneverpartedbefore。JohnswastobenogroomsmantoDartonafterall。Hehadflatlydeclined。Dartonwentoffsorry,andevenunhappy,particularlyasJaphethwasabouttoleavethatsideofthecounty,sothatthewordswhichhaddividedthemwerenotlikelytobeexplainedawayorsofteneddown。
  AshorttimeaftertheinterviewDartonwasunitedtoHelenaatasimplematter-offactwedding;andsheandherlittlegirljoinedtheboywhohadalreadygrowntolookonDarton’shouseashome。
  Forsomemonthsthefarmerexperiencedanunprecedentedhappinessandsatisfaction。Therehadbeenaflawinhislife,anditwasasneatlymendedaswashumanlypossible。Butafteraseasonthestreamofeventsfollowedlessclearly,andtherewereshadesinhisreveries。Helenawasafragilewoman,oflittlestayingpower,physicallyormorally,andsincethetimethathehadoriginallyknownher——eightortenyearsbefore——shehadbeenseverelytried。
  Shehadlovedherselfout,inshort,andwasnowoccasionallygiventomoping。Sometimesshespokeregretfullyofthegentilitiesofherearlylife,andinsteadofcomparingherpresentstatewithherconditionasthewifeoftheunluckyHall,shemusedratheronwhatithadbeenbeforeshetookthefirstfatalstepofclandestinelymarryinghim。Shedidnotcaretopleasesuchpeopleasthosewithwhomshewasthrownasathrivingfarmer’swife。Sheallowedtheprettytriflesofagriculturaldomesticitytoglidebyherassorrydetails,andhaditnotbeenforthechildrenDarton’shousewouldhaveseemedbutlittlebrighterthanithadbeenbefore。
  Thisledtooccasionalunpleasantness,untilDartonsometimesdeclaredtohimselfthatsuchendeavoursashistorectifyearlydeviationsoftheheartbyharkingbacktotheoldpointmostlyfailedofsuccess。’PerhapsJohnswasright,’hewouldsay。’I
  shouldhavegoneonwithSally。Bettergowiththetideandmakethebestofitscoursethanstemitattheriskofacapsize。’Buthekepttheseunmelodiousthoughtstohimself,andwasoutwardlyconsiderateandkind。
  Thissomewhatbarrentractofhislifehadextendedtolessthanayearandahalfwhenhisponderingswerecutshortbythelossofthewomantheyconcerned。Whenshewasinhergravehethoughtbetterofherthanwhenshehadbeenalive;thefarmwasaworseplacewithoutherthanwithher,afterall。Nowomanshortofdivinecouldhavegonethroughsuchanexperienceasherswithherfirsthusbandwithoutbecomingalittlesoured。Herstagnantsympathies,hersometimesunreasonablemanner,hadcoveredaheartfrankandwellmeaning,andoriginallyhopefulandwarm。Shelefthimatinyredinfantinwhitewrappings。Tomakelifeaseasyaspossibletothistouchingobjectbecameatoncehiscare。
  AsthischildlearnttowalkandtalkDartonlearnttoseefeasibilityinaschemewhichpleasedhim。Revolvingtheexperimentwhichhehadhithertomadeuponlife,hefanciedhehadgainedwisdomfromhismistakesandcautionfromhismiscarriages。
  Whattheschemewasneedsnopenetrationtodiscover。Oncemorehehadopportunitytorecastandrectifyhisill-wroughtsituationsbyreturningtoSallyHall,whostilllivedquietlyonunderhermother’sroofatHintock。Helenahadbeenawomantolendpathosandrefinementtoahome;Sallywasthewomantobrightenit。Shewouldnot,asHelenadid,despisetheruralsimplicitiesofafarmer’sfireside。Moreover,shehadapre-eminentqualificationforDarton’shousehold;nootherwomancouldmakesodesirableamothertoherbrother’stwochildrenandDarton’soneasSally——
  whileDarton,nowthatHelenahadgone,wasamorepromisinghusbandforSallythanhehadeverbeenwhenliabletoremindersfromanuncuredsentimentalwound。
  Dartonwasnotamantoactrapidly,andtheworkingoutofhisreparativedesignsmighthavebeendelayedforsometime。ButtherecameawintereveningpreciselyliketheonewhichhaddarkenedoverthatformerridetoHintock,andheaskedhimselfwhyheshouldpostponelonger,whentheverylandscapecalledforarepetitionofthatattempt。
  Hetoldhismantosaddlethemare,bootedandspurredhimselfwithayoungerhorseman’snicety,kissedthetwoyoungestchildren,androdeoff。Tomakethejourneyacompleteparalleltothefirst,hewouldfainhavehadhisoldacquaintanceJaphethJohnswithhim。
  ButJohns,alas!wasmissing。HisremovaltotheothersideofthecountyhadleftunrepairedthebreachwhichhadarisenbetweenhimandDarton;andthoughDartonhadforgivenhimahundredtimes,asJohnshadprobablyforgivenDarton,theeffortofreunioninpresentcircumstanceswasonenotlikelytobemade。
  Hescrewedhimselfuptoascheerfulapitchashecouldwithouthisformercrony,andbecamecontentwithhisownthoughtsasherode,insteadofthewordsofacompanion。Thesunwentdown;theboughsappearedscratchedinlikeanetchingagainstthesky;oldcrookedmenwithfaggotsattheirbackssaid’Good-night,sir,’andDartonreplied’Good-night’rightheartily。
  BythetimehereachedtheforkingroadsitwasgettingasdarkasithadbeenontheoccasionwhenJohnsclimbedthedirecting-post。
  Dartonmadenomistakethistime。’NorshallIbeabletomistake,thankHeaven,whenIarrive,’hemurmured。Itgavehimpeculiarsatisfactiontothinkthattheproposedmarriage,likehisfirst,wasofthenatureofsettinginorderthingslongawry,andnotamomentaryfreakoffancy。
  Nothinghinderedthesmoothnessofhisjourney,whichseemednothalfitsformerlength。Thoughdark,itwasonlybetweenfiveandsixo’clockwhenthebulkychimneysofMrs。Hall’sresidenceappearedinviewbehindthesycamore-tree。Onsecondthoughtsheretreatedandputupattheale-houseasinformertime;andwhenhehadplumedhimselfbeforetheinnmirror,calledforsomethingtodrink,andsmoothedouttheincipientwrinklesofcare,hewalkedontotheKnapwithaquickstep。