EllaMarchmill,sittingdownaloneafewminuteslater,thoughtwithinterestedsurpriseofRobertTrewe。Herownlatterhistorywillbestexplainthatinterest。Herselftheonlydaughterofastrugglingmanofletters,shehadduringthelastyearortwotakentowritingpoems,inanendeavourtofindacongenialchannelinwhichtoletflowherpainfullyembayedemotions,whoseformerlimpidityandsparkleseemeddepartinginthestagnationcausedbytheroutineofapracticalhouseholdandthegloomofbearingchildrentoacommonplacefather。Thesepoems,subscribedwithamasculinepseudonym,hadappearedinvariousobscuremagazines,andintwocasesinratherprominentones。Inthesecondofthelatterthepagewhichborehereffusionatthebottom,insmallishprint,boreatthetop,inlargeprint,afewversesonthesamesubjectbythisveryman,RobertTrewe。Bothofthemhad,infact,beenstruckbyatragicincidentreportedinthedailypapers,andhaduseditsimultaneouslyasaninspiration,theeditorremarkinginanoteuponthecoincidence,andthattheexcellenceofbothpoemspromptedhimtogivethemtogether。
AfterthateventElla,otherwise’JohnIvy,’hadwatchedwithmuchattentiontheappearanceanywhereinprintofversebearingthesignatureofRobertTrewe,who,withaman’sunsusceptibilityonthequestionofsex,hadneveroncethoughtofpassinghimselfoffasawoman。Tobesure,Mrs。Marchmillhadsatisfiedherselfwithasortofreasonfordoingthecontraryinhercase;thatnobodymightbelieveinherinspirationiftheyfoundthatthesentimentscamefromapushingtradesman’swife,fromthemotherofthreechildrenbyamatter-of-factsmall-armsmanufacturer。
Trewe’sversecontrastedwiththatoftherankandfileofrecentminorpoetsinbeingimpassionedratherthaningenious,luxuriantratherthanfinished。Neithersymbolistenordecadent,hewasapessimistinsofarasthatcharacterappliestoamanwholooksattheworstcontingenciesaswellasthebestinthehumancondition。
Beinglittleattractedbyexcellencesofformandrhythmapartfromcontent,hesometimes,whenfeelingoutranhisartisticspeed,perpetratedsonnetsinthelooselyrhymedElizabethanfashion,whicheveryright-mindedreviewersaidheoughtnottohavedone。
Withsadandhopelessenvy,EllaMarchmillhadoftenandoftenscannedtherivalpoet’swork,somuchstrongerasitalwayswasthanherownfeeblelines。Shehadimitatedhim,andherinabilitytotouchhislevelwouldsendherintofitsofdespondency。Monthspassedawaythus,tillsheobservedfromthepublishers’listthatTrewehadcollectedhisfugitivepiecesintoavolume,whichwasdulyissued,andwasmuchorlittlepraisedaccordingtochance,andhadasalequitesufficienttopayfortheprinting。
ThissteponwardhadsuggestedtoJohnIvytheideaofcollectingherpiecesalso,oratanyrateofmakingupabookofherrhymesbyaddingmanyinmanuscripttothefewthathadseenthelight,forshehadbeenabletogetnogreatnumberintoprint。Aruinouschargewasmadeforcostsofpublication;afewreviewsnoticedherpoorlittlevolume;butnobodytalkedofit,nobodyboughtit,anditfelldeadinafortnight——ifithadeverbeenalive。
Theauthor’sthoughtsweredivertedtoanothergroovejustthenbythediscoverythatshewasgoingtohaveathirdchild,andthecollapseofherpoeticalventurehadperhapslesseffectuponhermindthanitmighthavedoneifshehadbeendomesticallyunoccupied。Herhusbandhadpaidthepublisher’sbillwiththedoctor’s,andthereitallhadendedforthetime。But,thoughlessthanapoetofhercentury,Ellawasmorethanameremultiplierofherkind,andlatterlyshehadbeguntofeeltheoldafflatusoncemore。AndnowbyanoddconjunctionshefoundherselfintheroomsofRobertTrewe。
Shethoughtfullyrosefromherchairandsearchedtheapartmentwiththeinterestofafellow-tradesman。Yes,thevolumeofhisownversewasamongtherest。Thoughquitefamiliarwithitscontents,shereadithereasifitspokealoudtoher,thencalledupMrs。
Hooper,thelandlady,forsometrivialservice,andinquiredagainabouttheyoungman。
’Well,I’msureyou’dbeinterestedinhim,ma’am,ifyoucouldseehim,onlyhe’ssoshythatIdon’tsupposeyouwill。’Mrs。Hooperseemednothinglothtoministertohertenant’scuriosityaboutherpredecessor。’Livedherelong?Yes,nearlytwoyears。Hekeepsonhisroomsevenwhenhe’snothere:thesoftairofthisplacesuitshischest,andhelikestobeabletocomebackatanytime。Heismostlywritingorreading,anddoesn’tseemanypeople,though,forthematterofthat,heissuchagood,kindyoungfellowthatfolkswouldonlybetoogladtobefriendlywithhimiftheyknewhim。
Youdon’tmeetkind-heartedpeopleeveryday。’
’Ah,he’skind-hearted……andgood。’
’Yes;he’llobligemeinanythingifIaskhim。“Mr。Trewe,“Isaytohimsometimes,“youareratheroutofspirits。““Well,Iam,Mrs。Hooper,“he’llsay,“thoughIdon’tknowhowyoushouldfinditout。““Whynottakealittlechange?“Iask。Theninadayortwohe’llsaythathewilltakeatriptoParis,orNorway,orsomewhere;andIassureyouhecomesbackallthebetterforit。’
’Ah,indeed!Hisisasensitivenature,nodoubt。’
’Yes。Stillhe’soddinsomethings。Oncewhenhehadfinishedapoemofhiscompositionlateatnighthewalkedupanddowntheroomrehearsingit;andthefloorsbeingsothin——jerry-builthouses,youknow,thoughIsayitmyself——hekeptmeawakeupabovehimtillI
wishedhimfurther……Butwegetonverywell。’
Thiswasbutthebeginningofaseriesofconversationsabouttherisingpoetasthedayswenton。OnoneoftheseoccasionsMrs。
HooperdrewElla’sattentiontowhatshehadnotnoticedbefore:
minutescribblingsinpencilonthewall-paperbehindthecurtainsattheheadofthebed。
’O!letmelook,’saidMrs。Marchmill,unabletoconcealarushoftendercuriosityasshebentherprettyfaceclosetothewall。
’These,’saidMrs。Hooper,withthemannerofawomanwhoknewthings,’aretheverybeginningsandfirstthoughtsofhisverses。
Hehastriedtorubmostofthemout,butyoucanreadthemstill。
Mybeliefisthathewakesupinthenight,youknow,withsomerhymeinhishead,andjotsitdownthereonthewalllestheshouldforgetitbythemorning。SomeoftheseverylinesyouseehereI
haveseenafterwardsinprintinthemagazines。Somearenewer;
indeed,Ihavenotseenthatonebefore。Itmusthavebeendoneonlyafewdaysago。’
’Oyes!……’
EllaMarchmillflushedwithoutknowingwhy,andsuddenlywishedhercompanionwouldgoaway,nowthattheinformationwasimparted。Anindescribableconsciousnessofpersonalinterestratherthanliterarymadeheranxioustoreadtheinscriptionalone;andsheaccordinglywaitedtillshecoulddoso,withasensethatagreatstoreofemotionwouldbeenjoyedintheact。
PerhapsbecausetheseawaschoppyoutsidetheIsland,Ella’shusbandfounditmuchpleasantertogosailingandsteamingaboutwithouthiswife,whowasabadsailor,thanwithher。Hedidnotdisdaintogothusaloneonboardthesteamboatsofthecheap-
trippers,wheretherewasdancingbymoonlight,andwherethecoupleswouldcomesuddenlydownwithalurchintoeachother’sarms;for,asheblandlytoldher,thecompanywastoomixedforhimtotakeheramidsuchscenes。Thus,whilethisthrivingmanufacturergotagreatdealofchangeandsea-airoutofhissojournhere,thelife,externalatleast,ofEllawasmonotonousenough,andmainlyconsistedinpassingacertainnumberofhourseachdayinbathingandwalkingupanddownastretchofshore。Butthepoeticimpulsehavingagainwaxedstrong,shewaspossessedbyaninnerflamewhichleftherhardlyconsciousofwhatwasproceedingaroundher。
ShehadreadtillsheknewbyheartTrewe’slastlittlevolumeofverses,andspentagreatdealoftimeinvainlyattemptingtorivalsomeofthem,till,inherfailure,sheburstintotears。Thepersonalelementinthemagneticattractionexercisedbythiscircumambient,unapproachablemasterofherswassomuchstrongerthantheintellectualandabstractthatshecouldnotunderstandit。
Tobesure,shewassurroundednoonandnightbyhiscustomaryenvironment,whichliterallywhisperedofhimtoherateverymoment;buthewasamanshehadneverseen,andthatallthatmovedherwastheinstincttospecializeawaitingemotiononthefirstfitthingthatcametohanddidnot,ofcourse,suggestitselftoElla。
Inthenaturalwayofpassionunderthetoopracticalconditionswhichcivilizationhasdevisedforitsfruition,herhusband’sloveforherhadnotsurvived,exceptintheformoffitfulfriendship,anymorethan,orevensomuchas,herownforhim;and,beingawomanofverylivingardours,thatrequiredsustenanceofsomesort,theywerebeginningtofeedonthischancingmaterial,whichwas,indeed,ofaqualityfarbetterthanchanceusuallyoffers。
Onedaythechildrenhadbeenplayinghide-and-seekinacloset,whence,intheirexcitement,theypulledoutsomeclothing。Mrs。
HooperexplainedthatitbelongedtoMr。Trewe,andhungitupintheclosetagain。Possessedofherfantasy,Ellawentlaterintheafternoon,whennobodywasinthatpartofthehouse,openedthecloset,unhitchedoneofthearticles,amackintosh,andputiton,withthewaterproofcapbelongingtoit。
’ThemantleofElijah!’shesaid。’Woulditmightinspiremetorivalhim,gloriousgeniusthatheis!’
Hereyesalwaysgrewwetwhenshethoughtlikethat,andsheturnedtolookatherselfintheglass。HIShearthadbeatinsidethatcoat,andHISbrainhadworkedunderthathatatlevelsofthoughtshewouldneverreach。Theconsciousnessofherweaknessbesidehimmadeherfeelquitesick。Beforeshehadgotthethingsoffherthedooropened,andherhusbandenteredtheroom。
’Whatthedevil——’
Sheblushed,andremovedthem’Ifoundthemintheclosethere,’shesaid,’andputthemoninafreak。WhathaveIelsetodo?Youarealwaysaway!’
’Alwaysaway?Well……’
Thateveningshehadafurthertalkwiththelandlady,whomightherselfhavenourishedahalf-tenderregardforthepoet,soreadywasshetodiscourseardentlyabouthim。
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