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第28章

  Canusethishorse,goat,wolf,andev’rybeast,Andisnotasshimselftoalltherest!
  Elsemannotonlyistheherdofswine,Buthe’sthosedevilstoowhichdidinclineThemtoaheadlongrage,andmadethemworse。“
  Allsensualityisone,thoughittakesmanyforms;allpurityisone。Itisthesamewhetheramaneat,ordrink,orcohabit,orsleepsensually。Theyarebutoneappetite,andweonlyneedtoseeapersondoanyoneofthesethingstoknowhowgreatasensualistheis。Theimpurecanneitherstandnorsitwithpurity。Whenthereptileisattackedatonemouthofhisburrow,heshowshimselfatanother。Ifyouwouldbechaste,youmustbetemperate。Whatischastity?Howshallamanknowifheischaste?Heshallnotknowit。Wehaveheardofthisvirtue,butweknownotwhatitis。Wespeakconformablytotherumorwhichwehaveheard。Fromexertioncomewisdomandpurity;fromslothignoranceandsensuality。Inthestudentsensualityisasluggishhabitofmind。Anuncleanpersonisuniversallyaslothfulone,onewhositsbyastove,whomthesunshinesonprostrate,whoreposeswithoutbeingfatigued。Ifyouwouldavoiduncleanness,andallthesins,workearnestly,thoughitbeatcleaningastable。Natureishardtobeovercome,butshemustbeovercome。WhatavailsitthatyouareChristian,ifyouarenotpurerthantheheathen,ifyoudenyyourselfnomore,ifyouarenotmorereligious?Iknowofmanysystemsofreligionesteemedheathenishwhosepreceptsfillthereaderwithshame,andprovokehimtonewendeavors,thoughitbetotheperformanceofritesmerely。
  Ihesitatetosaythesethings,butitisnotbecauseofthesubject——Icarenothowobscenemywordsare——butbecauseI
  cannotspeakofthemwithoutbetrayingmyimpurity。Wediscoursefreelywithoutshameofoneformofsensuality,andaresilentaboutanother。Wearesodegradedthatwecannotspeaksimplyofthenecessaryfunctionsofhumannature。Inearlierages,insomecountries,everyfunctionwasreverentlyspokenofandregulatedbylaw。NothingwastootrivialfortheHindoolawgiver,howeveroffensiveitmaybetomoderntaste。Heteacheshowtoeat,drink,cohabit,voidexcrementandurine,andthelike,elevatingwhatismean,anddoesnotfalselyexcusehimselfbycallingthesethingstrifles。
  Everymanisthebuilderofatemple,calledhisbody,tothegodheworships,afterastylepurelyhisown,norcanhegetoffbyhammeringmarbleinstead。Weareallsculptorsandpainters,andourmaterialisourownfleshandbloodandbones。Anynoblenessbeginsatoncetorefineaman’sfeatures,anymeannessorsensualitytoimbrutethem。
  JohnFarmersatathisdooroneSeptemberevening,afterahardday’swork,hismindstillrunningonhislabormoreorless。
  Havingbathed,hesatdowntore-createhisintellectualman。Itwasarathercoolevening,andsomeofhisneighborswereapprehendingafrost。Hehadnotattendedtothetrainofhisthoughtslongwhenheheardsomeoneplayingonaflute,andthatsoundharmonizedwithhismood。Stillhethoughtofhiswork;buttheburdenofhisthoughtwas,thatthoughthiskeptrunninginhishead,andhefoundhimselfplanningandcontrivingitagainsthiswill,yetitconcernedhimverylittle。Itwasnomorethanthescurfofhisskin,whichwasconstantlyshuffledoff。Butthenotesoftheflutecamehometohisearsoutofadifferentspherefromthatheworkedin,andsuggestedworkforcertainfacultieswhichslumberedinhim。Theygentlydidawaywiththestreet,andthevillage,andthestateinwhichhelived。Avoicesaidtohim——
  Whydoyoustayhereandlivethismeanmoilinglife,whenagloriousexistenceispossibleforyou?Thosesamestarstwinkleoverotherfieldsthanthese——Buthowtocomeoutofthisconditionandactuallymigratethither?Allthathecouldthinkofwastopractisesomenewausterity,tolethisminddescendintohisbodyandredeemit,andtreathimselfwitheverincreasingrespect。
  BruteNeighborsSometimesIhadacompanioninmyfishing,whocamethroughthevillagetomyhousefromtheothersideofthetown,andthecatchingofthedinnerwasasmuchasocialexerciseastheeatingofit。
  Hermit。Iwonderwhattheworldisdoingnow。Ihavenotheardsomuchasalocustoverthesweet-fernthesethreehours。Thepigeonsareallasleepupontheirroosts——noflutterfromthem。
  Wasthatafarmer’snoonhornwhichsoundedfrombeyondthewoodsjustnow?ThehandsarecomingintoboiledsaltbeefandciderandIndianbread。Whywillmenworrythemselvesso?Hethatdoesnoteatneednotwork。Iwonderhowmuchtheyhavereaped。WhowouldlivetherewhereabodycanneverthinkforthebarkingofBose?
  Andoh,thehousekeeping!tokeepbrightthedevil’sdoor-knobs,andscourhistubsthisbrightday!Betternotkeepahouse。Say,somehollowtree;andthenformorningcallsanddinner-parties!Onlyawoodpeckertapping。Oh,theyswarm;thesunistoowarmthere;theyareborntoofarintolifeforme。Ihavewaterfromthespring,andaloafofbrownbreadontheshelf——Hark!Iheararustlingoftheleaves。Isitsomeill-fedvillagehoundyieldingtotheinstinctofthechase?orthelostpigwhichissaidtobeinthesewoods,whosetracksIsawaftertherain?Itcomesonapace;mysumachsandsweetbrierstremble——Eh,Mr。Poet,isityou?Howdoyouliketheworldto-day?
  Poet。Seethoseclouds;howtheyhang!That’sthegreatestthingIhaveseento-day。There’snothinglikeitinoldpaintings,nothinglikeitinforeignlands——unlesswhenwewereoffthecoastofSpain。That’satrueMediterraneansky。Ithought,asI
  havemylivingtoget,andhavenoteatento-day,thatImightgoa-fishing。That’sthetrueindustryforpoets。ItistheonlytradeIhavelearned。Come,let’salong。
  Hermit。Icannotresist。Mybrownbreadwillsoonbegone。I
  willgowithyougladlysoon,butIamjustconcludingaseriousmeditation。IthinkthatIamneartheendofit。Leavemealone,then,forawhile。Butthatwemaynotbedelayed,youshallbediggingthebaitmeanwhile。Anglewormsarerarelytobemetwithintheseparts,wherethesoilwasneverfattenedwithmanure;theraceisnearlyextinct。Thesportofdiggingthebaitisnearlyequaltothatofcatchingthefish,whenone’sappetiteisnottookeen;andthisyoumayhavealltoyourselftoday。Iwouldadviseyoutosetinthespadedownyonderamongtheground-nuts,whereyouseethejohnswortwaving。IthinkthatImaywarrantyouonewormtoeverythreesodsyouturnup,ifyoulookwellinamongtherootsofthegrass,asifyouwereweeding。Or,ifyouchoosetogofarther,itwillnotbeunwise,forIhavefoundtheincreaseoffairbaittobeverynearlyasthesquaresofthedistances。
  Hermitalone。Letmesee;wherewasI?MethinksIwasnearlyinthisframeofmind;theworldlayaboutatthisangle。ShallI
  gotoheavenora-fishing?IfIshouldsoonbringthismeditationtoanend,wouldanothersosweetoccasionbelikelytooffer?I
  wasasnearbeingresolvedintotheessenceofthingsaseverIwasinmylife。Ifearmythoughtswillnotcomebacktome。Ifitwoulddoanygood,Iwouldwhistleforthem。Whentheymakeusanoffer,isitwisetosay,Wewillthinkofit?Mythoughtshaveleftnotrack,andIcannotfindthepathagain。WhatwasitthatI
  wasthinkingof?Itwasaveryhazyday。IwilljusttrythesethreesentencesofConfutsee;theymayfetchthatstateaboutagain。
  Iknownotwhetheritwasthedumpsorabuddingecstasy。Mem。
  Thereneverisbutoneopportunityofakind。
  Poet。Hownow,Hermit,isittoosoon?Ihavegotjustthirteenwholeones,besideseveralwhichareimperfectorundersized;buttheywilldoforthesmallerfry;theydonotcoverupthehooksomuch。Thosevillagewormsarequitetoolarge;ashinermaymakeamealoffonewithoutfindingtheskewer。
  Hermit。Well,then,let’sbeoff。ShallwetotheConcord?
  There’sgoodsportthereifthewaterbenottoohigh。
  Whydopreciselytheseobjectswhichwebeholdmakeaworld?
  Whyhasmanjustthesespeciesofanimalsforhisneighbors;asifnothingbutamousecouldhavefilledthiscrevice?IsuspectthatPilpay&Co。haveputanimalstotheirbestuse,fortheyareallbeastsofburden,inasense,madetocarrysomeportionofourthoughts。
  Themicewhichhauntedmyhousewerenotthecommonones,whicharesaidtohavebeenintroducedintothecountry,butawildnativekindnotfoundinthevillage。Isentonetoadistinguishednaturalist,anditinterestedhimmuch。WhenIwasbuilding,oneofthesehaditsnestunderneaththehouse,andbeforeIhadlaidthesecondfloor,andsweptouttheshavings,wouldcomeoutregularlyatlunchtimeandpickupthecrumbsatmyfeet。Itprobablyhadneverseenamanbefore;anditsoonbecamequitefamiliar,andwouldrunovermyshoesandupmyclothes。Itcouldreadilyascendthesidesoftheroombyshortimpulses,likeasquirrel,whichitresembledinitsmotions。Atlength,asIleanedwithmyelbowonthebenchoneday,itranupmyclothes,andalongmysleeve,androundandroundthepaperwhichheldmydinner,whileIkeptthelatterclose,anddodgedandplayedatbopeepwithit;andwhenatlastIheldstillapieceofcheesebetweenmythumbandfinger,itcameandnibbledit,sittinginmyhand,andafterwardcleaneditsfaceandpaws,likeafly,andwalkedaway。
  Aphoebesoonbuiltinmyshed,andarobinforprotectioninapinewhichgrewagainstthehouse。InJunethepartridgeTetraoumbellus,whichissoshyabird,ledherbroodpastmywindows,fromthewoodsinthereartothefrontofmyhouse,cluckingandcallingtothemlikeahen,andinallherbehaviorprovingherselfthehenofthewoods。Theyoungsuddenlydisperseonyourapproach,atasignalfromthemother,asifawhirlwindhadsweptthemaway,andtheysoexactlyresemblethedriedleavesandtwigsthatmanyatravelerhasplacedhisfootinthemidstofabrood,andheardthewhiroftheoldbirdassheflewoff,andheranxiouscallsandmewing,orseenhertrailherwingstoattracthisattention,withoutsuspectingtheirneighborhood。Theparentwillsometimesrollandspinroundbeforeyouinsuchadishabille,thatyoucannot,forafewmoments,detectwhatkindofcreatureitis。Theyoungsquatstillandflat,oftenrunningtheirheadsunderaleaf,andmindonlytheirmother’sdirectionsgivenfromadistance,norwillyourapproachmakethemrunagainandbetraythemselves。Youmayeventreadonthem,orhaveyoureyesonthemforaminute,withoutdiscoveringthem。Ihaveheldtheminmyopenhandatsuchatime,andstilltheironlycare,obedienttotheirmotherandtheirinstinct,wastosquattherewithoutfearortrembling。Soperfectisthisinstinct,thatonce,whenIhadlaidthemontheleavesagain,andoneaccidentallyfellonitsside,itwasfoundwiththerestinexactlythesamepositiontenminutesafterward。
  Theyarenotcallowliketheyoungofmostbirds,butmoreperfectlydevelopedandprecociouseventhanchickens。Theremarkablyadultyetinnocentexpressionoftheiropenandsereneeyesisverymemorable。Allintelligenceseemsreflectedinthem。Theysuggestnotmerelythepurityofinfancy,butawisdomclarifiedbyexperience。Suchaneyewasnotbornwhenthebirdwas,butiscoevalwiththeskyitreflects。Thewoodsdonotyieldanothersuchagem。Thetravellerdoesnotoftenlookintosuchalimpidwell。Theignorantorrecklesssportsmanoftenshootstheparentatsuchatime,andleavestheseinnocentstofallapreytosomeprowlingbeastorbird,orgraduallyminglewiththedecayingleaveswhichtheysomuchresemble。Itissaidthatwhenhatchedbyahentheywilldirectlydisperseonsomealarm,andsoarelost,fortheyneverhearthemother’scallwhichgathersthemagain。Theseweremyhensandchickens。
  Itisremarkablehowmanycreatureslivewildandfreethoughsecretinthewoods,andstillsustainthemselvesintheneighborhoodoftowns,suspectedbyhuntersonly。Howretiredtheottermanagestolivehere!Hegrowstobefourfeetlong,asbigasasmallboy,perhapswithoutanyhumanbeinggettingaglimpseofhim。Iformerlysawtheraccooninthewoodsbehindwheremyhouseisbuilt,andprobablystillheardtheirwhinneringatnight。
  CommonlyIrestedanhourortwointheshadeatnoon,afterplanting,andatemylunch,andreadalittlebyaspringwhichwasthesourceofaswampandofabrook,oozingfromunderBrister’sHill,halfamilefrommyfield。Theapproachtothiswasthroughasuccessionofdescendinggrassyhollows,fullofyoungpitchpines,intoalargerwoodabouttheswamp。There,inaverysecludedandshadedspot,underaspreadingwhitepine,therewasyetaclean,firmswardtositon。Ihaddugoutthespringandmadeawellofcleargraywater,whereIcoulddipupapailfulwithoutroilingit,andthitherIwentforthispurposealmosteverydayinmidsummer,whenthepondwaswarmest。Thither,too,thewoodcockledherbrood,toprobethemudforworms,flyingbutafootabovethemdownthebank,whiletheyraninatroopbeneath;butatlast,spyingme,shewouldleaveheryoungandcircleroundandroundme,nearerandnearertillwithinfourorfivefeet,pretendingbrokenwingsandlegs,toattractmyattention,andgetoffheryoung,whowouldalreadyhavetakenuptheirmarch,withfaint,wirypeep,singlefilethroughtheswamp,asshedirected。OrIheardthepeepoftheyoungwhenIcouldnotseetheparentbird。Theretootheturtledovessatoverthespring,orflutteredfromboughtoboughofthesoftwhitepinesovermyhead;ortheredsquirrel,coursingdownthenearestbough,wasparticularlyfamiliarandinquisitive。Youonlyneedsitstilllongenoughinsomeattractivespotinthewoodsthatallitsinhabitantsmayexhibitthemselvestoyoubyturns。
  Iwaswitnesstoeventsofalesspeacefulcharacter。OnedaywhenIwentouttomywood-pile,orrathermypileofstumps,I