Iwaitedinthehousetillthetownwasastirfortheday,andthenIwenttoconsultalawyer。Intheconfusedstateofmymindatthetime,IhadoneclearnotionofwhatImeanttodo:Iwasdeterminedtosellmyhouseandleavetheneighborhood。TherewereobstaclesinthewaywhichIhadnotcountedon。IwastoldIhadcreditorstosatisfybeforeIcouldleave——I,whohadgivenmywifethemoneytopaymybillsregularlyeveryweek!InquiryshowedthatshehadembezzledeveryfarthingofthemoneyIhadintrustedtoher。Ihadnochoicebuttopayoveragain。
Placedinthisawkwardposition,myfirstdutywastosetthingsright,withthehelpofmylawyer。DuringmyforcedsojourninthetownIdidtwofoolishthings。And,asaconsequencethatfollowed,Iheardoncemore,andheardforthelasttime,ofmywife。
Inthefirstplace,havinggotpossessionoftheknife,Iwasrashenoughtokeepitinmypocket。Inthesecondplace,havingsomethingofimportancetosaytomylawyer,atalatehouroftheevening,Iwenttohishouseafterdark——aloneandonfoot。Igottheresafelyenough。Returning,Iwasseizedonfrombehindbytwomen,draggeddownapassageandrobbed——notonlyofthelittlemoneyIhadaboutme,butalsooftheknife。Itwasthelawyer’sopinionasitwasminethatthethieveswereamongthedisreputableacquaintancesformedbymywife,andthatthey,hadattackedmeatherinstigation。ToconfirmthisviewIreceivedaletterthenextday,withoutdateoraddress,writteninAlicia’shand。Thefirstlineinformedmethattheknifewasbackagaininherpossession。ThesecondlineremindedmeofthedaywhenI
struckher。Thethirdlinewarnedmethatshewouldwashoutthestainofthatblowinmyblood,andrepeatedthewords,“Ishalldoitwiththeknife!“
Thesethingshappenedayearago。Thelawlaidhandsonthemenwhohadrobbedme;butfromthattimetothis,thelawhasfailedcompletelytofindatraceofmywife。
Mystoryistold。WhenIhadpaidthecreditorsandpaidthelegalexpenses,Ihadbarelyfivepoundsleftoutofthesaleofmyhouse;andIhadtheworldtobeginoveragain。Somemonthssince——
driftinghereandthere——IfoundmywaytoUnderbridge。Thelandlordoftheinnhadknownsomethingofmyfather’sfamilyintimespast。Hegavemeallhehadtogivemyfood,andshelterintheyard。Exceptonmarketdays,thereisnothingtodo。Inthecomingwintertheinnistobeshutup,andIshallhavetoshiftformyself。MyoldmasterwouldhelpmeifIappliedtohim——
butIdon’tliketoapply:hehasdonemoreformealreadythanI
deserve。Besides,inanotheryearwhoknowsbutmytroublesmayallbeatanend?Nextwinterwillbringmenightomynextbirthday,andmynextbirthdaymaybethedayofmydeath。Yes!
it’strueIsatupalllastnight;andIheardtwointhemorningstrike:andnothinghappened。Still,allowingforthat,thetimetocomeisatimeIdon’ttrust。Mywifehasgottheknife——mywifeislookingforme。Iamabovesuperstition,mind!Idon’tsayIbelieveindreams;Ionlysay,AliciaWarlockislookingforme。ItispossibleImaybewrong。ItispossibleImayberight。
Whocantell?
WetookleaveofFrancisRavenatthedoorofFarleighHall,withtheunderstandingthathemightexpecttohearfromusagain。
ThesamenightMrs。FairbankandIhadadiscussioninthesanctuaryofourownroom。Thetopicwas“TheHostler’sStory“;
andthequestionindisputebetweenusturnedonthemeasureofcharitabledutythatweowedtothehostlerhimself。
TheviewItookoftheman’snarrativewasofthepurelymatter-of-
factkind。FrancisRavenhad,inmyopinion,broodedoverthemistyconnectionbetweenhisstrangedreamandhisvilewife,untilhismindwasinastateofpartialdelusiononthatsubject。Iwasquitewillingtohelphimwithatrifleofmoney,andtorecommendhimtothekindnessofmylawyer,ifhewasreallyinanydangerandwantedadvice。Theremyideaofmydutytowardthisafflictedpersonbeganandended。
Confrontedwiththissensibleviewofthematter,Mrs。Fairbank’sromantictemperamentrushed,asusual,intoextremes。“IshouldnomorethinkoflosingsightofFrancisRavenwhenhisnextbirthdaycomesround,“saysmywife,“thanIshouldthinkoflayingdownagoodstorywiththelastchaptersunread。Iampositivelydetermined,Percy,totakehimbackwithuswhenwereturntoFrance,inthecapacityofgroom。Whatdoesonemanmoreorlessamongthehorsesmattertopeopleasrichasweare?“Inthisstrainthepartnerofmyjoysandsorrowsranon,perfectlyimpenetrabletoeverythingthatIcouldsayonthesideofcommonsense。NeedItellmymarriedbrethrenhowitended?OfcourseI
allowedmywifetoirritateme,andspoketohersharply。
Ofcoursemywifeturnedherfaceawayindignantlyontheconjugalpillow,andburstintotears。Ofcourseuponthat,“Mr。“madehisexcuses,and“Mrs。“hadherownway。
BeforetheweekwasoutwerodeovertoUnderbridge,anddulyofferedtoFrancisRavenaplaceinourserviceassupernumerarygroom。
Atfirstthepoorfellowseemedhardlyabletorealizehisownextraordinarygoodfortune。Recoveringhimself,heexpressedhisgratitudemodestlyandbecomingly。Mrs。Fairbank’sreadysympathiesoverflowed,asusual,atherlips。ShetalkedtohimaboutourhomeinFrance,asiftheworn,gray-headedhostlerhadbeenachild。“Suchadearoldhouse,Francis;andsuchprettygardens!Stables!Stablestentimesasbigasyourstableshere——
quiteachoiceofroomsforyou。Youmustlearnthenameofourhouse——MaisonRouge。OurnearesttownisMetz。WearewithinawalkofthebeautifulRiverMoselle。Andwhenwewantachangewehaveonlytotaketherailwaytothefrontier,andfindourselvesinGermany。“
Listening,sofar,withaverybewilderedface,Francisstartedandchangedcolorwhenmywifereachedtheendofherlastsentence。
“Germany?“herepeated。
“Yes。DoesGermanyremindyouofanything?“
Thehostler’seyeslookeddownsadlyontheground。“Germanyremindsmeofmywife,“hereplied。
“Indeed!How?“
“SheoncetoldmeshehadlivedinGermany——longbeforeIknewher——
inthetimewhenshewasayounggirl。“
“Wasshelivingwithrelationsorfriends?“
“Shewaslivingasgovernessinaforeignfamily。“
“InwhatpartofGermany?“
“Idon’tremember,ma’am。Idoubtifshetoldme。“
“Didshetellyouthenameofthefamily?“
“Yes,ma’am。Itwasaforeignname,andithasslippedmymemorylongsince。Theheadofthefamilywasawinegrowerinalargewayofbusiness——Irememberthat。“
“Didyouhearwhatsortofwinehegrew?Therearewinegrowersinourneighborhood。WasitMosellewine?“
“Icouldn’tsay,ma’am,IdoubtifIeverheard。“
Theretheconversationdropped。WeengagedtocommunicatewithFrancisRavenbeforeweleftEngland,andtookourleave。IhadmadearrangementstopayourroundofvisitstoEnglishfriends,andtoreturntoMaisonRougeinthesummer。Ontheeveofdeparture,certaindifficultiesinconnectionwiththemanagementofsomelandedpropertyofmineinIrelandobligedustoalterourplans。InsteadofgettingbacktoourhouseinFranceintheSummer,weonlyreturnedaweekortwobeforeChristmas。FrancisRavenaccompaniedus,andwasdulyestablished,inthenominalcapacityofstablekeeper,amongtheservantsatMaisonRouge。
Beforelong,someoftheobjectionstotakinghimintoouremployment,whichIhadforeseenandhadvainlymentionedtomywife,forcedthemselvesonourattentioninnoveryagreeableform。
FrancisRavenfailedasIhadfearedhewouldtogetonsmoothlywithhisfellow-servants。TheywereallFrench;andnotoneofthemunderstoodEnglish。Francis,onhisside,wasequallyignorantofFrench。Hisreservedmanners,hismelancholytemperament,hissolitaryways——alltoldagainsthim。Ourservantscalledhim“theEnglishBear。“Hegrewwidelyknownintheneighborhoodunderhisnickname。Quarrelstookplace,endingonceortwiceinblows。Itbecameplain,eventoMrs。Fairbankherself,thatsomewisechangemustbemade。Whilewewerestillconsideringwhatthechangewastobe,theunfortunatehostlerwasthrownonourhandsforsometimetocomebyanaccidentinthestables。Stillpursuedbyhisproverbialill-luck,thepoorwretch’slegwasbrokenbyakickfromahorse。
Hewasattendedtobyourownsurgeon,inhiscomfortablebedroomatthestables。Asthedateofhisbirthdaydrewnear,hewasstillconfinedtohisbed。
Physicallyspeaking,hewasdoingverywell。Morallyspeaking,thesurgeonwasnotsatisfied。FrancisRavenwassufferingundersomemysteriousmentaldisturbance,whichinterferedseriouslywithhisrestatnight。Hearingthis,Ithoughtitmydutytotellthemedicalattendantwhatwaspreyingonthepatient’smind。Asapracticalman,hesharedmyopinionthatthehostlerwasinastateofdelusiononthesubjectofhisWifeandhisDream。“Curabledelusion,inmyopinion,“thesurgeonadded,“iftheexperimentcouldbefairlytried。“
“Howcanitbetried?“Iasked。Insteadofreplying,thesurgeonputaquestiontome,onhisside。
“Doyouhappentoknow,“hesaid,“thatthisyearisLeapYear?“
“Mrs。Fairbankremindedmeofityesterday,“Ianswered。
“OtherwiseImightNOThaveknownit。“
“DoyouthinkFrancisRavenknowsthatthisyearisLeapYear?“
Ibegantoseedimlywhatmyfriendwasdrivingat。
“Itdepends,“Ianswered,“onwhetherhehasgotanEnglishalmanac。SupposehehasNOTgotthealmanac——whatthen?“
“Inthatcase,“pursuedthesurgeon,“FrancisRavenisinnocentofallsuspicionthatthereisatwenty-ninthdayinFebruarythisyear。Asanecessaryconsequence——whatwillhedo?HewillanticipatetheappearanceoftheWomanwiththeKnife,attwointhemorningofthetwenty-ninthofFebruary,insteadofthefirstofMarch。Lethimsufferallhissuperstitiousterrorsonthewrongday。Leavehim,onthedaythatisreallyhisbirthday,topassaperfectlyquietnight,andtobeassoundasleepasotherpeopleattwointhemorning。Andthen,whenhewakescomfortablyintimeforhisbreakfast,shamehimoutofhisdelusionbytellinghimthetruth。“
Iagreedtotrytheexperiment。LeavingthesurgeontocautionMrs。FairbankonthesubjectofLeapYear,IwenttothestablestoseeMr。Raven。
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ThepoorfellowwasfullofforebodingsofthefateinstoreforhimontheominousfirstofMarch。Heeagerlyentreatedmetoorderoneofthemenservantstositupwithhimonthebirthdaymorning。Ingrantinghisrequest,Iaskedhimtotellmeonwhichdayoftheweekhisbirthdayfell。Hereckonedthedaysonhisfingers;andprovedhisinnocenceofallsuspicionthatitwasLeapYear,byfixingonthetwenty-ninthofFebruary,inthefullpersuasionthatitwasthefirstofMarch。Pledgedtotrythesurgeon’sexperiment,Ilefthiserroruncorrected,ofcourse。Insodoing,ItookmyfirststepblindfoldtowardthelastactinthedramaoftheHostler’sDream。
Thenextdaybroughtwithitalittledomesticdifficulty,whichindirectlyandstrangelyassociateditselfwiththecomingend。
Mywifereceivedaletter,invitingustoassistincelebratingthe“SilverWedding“oftwoworthyGermanneighborsofours——Mr。andMrs。Beldheimer。Mr。BeldheimerwasalargewinegroweronthebanksoftheMoselle。HishousewassituatedonthefrontierlineofFranceandGermany;andthedistancefromourhousewassufficientlyconsiderabletomakeitnecessaryforustosleepunderourhost’sroof。Underthesecircumstances,ifweacceptedtheinvitation,acomparisonofdatesshowedthatweshouldbeawayfromhomeonthemorningofthefirstofMarch。Mrs。Fairbank——
holdingtoherabsurdresolutiontoseewithherowneyeswhatmight,ormightnot,happentoFrancisRavenonhisbirthday——
flatlydeclinedtoleaveMaisonRouge。“It’seasytosendanexcuse,“shesaid,inheroff-handmanner。
Ifailed,formypart,toseeanyeasywayoutofthedifficulty。
Thecelebrationofa“SilverWedding“inGermanyisthecelebrationoftwenty-fiveyearsofhappymarriedlife;andthehost’sclaimupontheconsiderationofhisfriendsonsuchanoccasionissomethinginthenatureofaroyal“command。“Afterconsiderablediscussion,findingmywife’sobstinacyinvincible,andfeelingthattheabsenceofbothofusfromthefestivalwouldcertainlyoffendourfriends,IleftMrs。Fairbanktomakeherexcusesforherself,anddirectedhertoaccepttheinvitationsofarasIwasconcerned。Insodoing,Itookmysecondstep,blindfold,towardthelastactinthedramaoftheHostler’sDream。
Aweekelapsed;thelastdaysofFebruarywereathand。Anotherdomesticdifficultyhappened;and,again,thiseventalsoprovedtobestrangelyassociatedwiththecomingend。
MyheadgroomatthestableswasoneJosephRigobert。Hewasanill-conditionedfellow,inordinatelyvainofhispersonalappearance,andbynomeansscrupulousinhisconductwithwomen。
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