“Youmustnotthinkmeinquisitive,madame,“Ireplied;“but,ifGradenissodangerousaplace,youyourselfperhapsremainhereatsomerisk。“
Sheonlylookedatmereproachfully。
“Youandyourfather——“Iresumed;butsheinterruptedmealmostwithagasp。
“Myfather!Howdoyouknowthat?“shecried。
“Isawyoutogetherwhenyoulanded,“wasmyanswer;andIdonotknowwhy,butitseemedsatisfactorytobothofus,asindeeditwastruth。“But,“Icontinued,“youneedhavenofearfromme。I
seeyouhavesomereasontobesecret,and,youmaybelieveme,yoursecretisassafewithmeasifIwereinGradenFloe。Ihavescarcespokentoanyoneforyears;myhorseismyonlycompanion,andevenhe,poorbeast,isnotbesideme。Yousee,then,youmaycountonmeforsilence。Sotellmethetruth,mydearyounglady,areyounotindanger?“
“Mr。Northmoursaysyouareanhonorableman,“shereturned,“andI
believeitwhenIseeyou。Iwilltellyousomuch;youareright;
weareindreadful,dreadfuldanger,andyoushareitbyremainingwhereyouare。“
“Ah!“saidI;“youhaveheardofmefromNorthmour?Andhegivesmeagoodcharacter?“
“Iaskedhimaboutyoulastnight,“washerreply。“Ipretended,“
shehesitated,“Ipretendedtohavemetyoulongago,andspokentoyouofhim。Itwasnottrue;butIcouldnothelpmyselfwithoutbetrayingyou,andyouhadputmeinadifficulty。Hepraisedyouhighly。“
“And——youmaypermitmeonequestion——doesthisdangercomefromNorthmour?“Iasked。
“FromMr。Northmour?“shecried。“Oh,no,hestayswithustoshareit。“
“WhileyouproposethatIshouldrunaway?“Isaid。“Youdonotratemeveryhigh。“
“Whyshouldyoustay?“sheasked。“Youarenofriendofours。“
Iknownotwhatcameoverme,forIhadnotbeenconsciousofasimilarweaknesssinceIwasachild,butIwassomortifiedbythisretortthatmyeyesprickedandfilledwithtears,asI
continuedtogazeuponherface。
“No,no,“shesaid,inachangedvoice;“Ididnotmeanthewordsunkindly。“
“ItwasIwhooffended,“Isaid;andIheldoutmyhandwithalookofappealthatsomehowtouchedher,forshegavemehersatonce,andeveneagerly。Ihelditforawhileinmine,andgazedintohereyes。Itwasshewhofirsttoreherhandaway,and,forgettingallaboutherrequestandthepromiseshehadsoughttoextort,ranatthetopofherspeed,andwithoutturning,tillshewasoutofsight。AndthenIknewthatIlovedher,andthoughtinmygladheartthatshe——sheherself——wasnotindifferenttomysuit。Manyatimeshehasdenieditinafterdays,butitwaswithasmilingandnotaseriousdenial。Formypart,Iamsureourhandswouldnothavelainsocloselyineachotherifshehadnotbeguntomelttomealready。And,whenallissaid,itisnogreatcontention,since,byherownavowal,shebegantolovemeonthemorrow。
Andyetonthemorrowverylittletookplace。Shecameandcalledmedownasonthedaybefore,upbraidedmeforlingeringatGraden,and,whenshefoundIwasstillobdurate,begantoaskmemoreparticularlyastomyarrival。ItoldherbywhatseriesofaccidentsIhadcometowitnesstheirdisembarkation,andhowIhaddeterminedtoremain,partlyfromtheinterestwhichhadbeenawakenedinmebyNorthmour’sguests,andpartlybecauseofhisownmurderousattack。Astotheformer,IfearIwasdisingenuous,andledhertoregardherselfashavingbeenanattractiontomefromthefirstmomentthatIsawheronthelinks。Itrelievesmyhearttomakethisconfessionevennow,whenmywifeiswithGod,andalreadyknowsallthings,andthehonestyofmypurposeeveninthis;forwhileshelived,althoughitoftenprickedmyconscience,Ihadneverthehardihoodtoundeceiveher。Evenalittlesecret,insuchamarriedlifeasours,isliketheroseleafwhichkepttheprincessfromhersleep。
Fromthisthetalkbranchedintoothersubjects,andItoldhermuchaboutmylonelyandwanderingexistence;she,forherpart,givingear,andsayinglittle。Althoughwespokeverynaturally,andlatterlyontopicsthatmightseemindifferent,wewerebothsweetlyagitated。Toosoonitwastimeforhertogo;andweseparated,asifbymutualconsent,withoutshakinghands,forbothknewthat,betweenus,itwasnoidleceremony。
Thenext,andthatwasthefourthdayofouracquaintance,wemetinthesamespot,butearlyinthemorning,withmuchfamiliarityandyetmuchtimidityoneitherside。Whileshehadoncemorespokenaboutmydanger——andthat,Iunderstood,washerexcuseforcoming——I,whohadpreparedagreatdealoftalkduringthenight,begantotellherhowhighlyIvaluedherkindinterest,andhownoonehadevercaredtohearaboutmylife,norhadIevercaredtorelateit,beforeyesterday。Suddenlysheinterruptedme,sayingwithvehemence——
“Andyet,ifyouknewwhoIwas,youwouldnotsomuchasspeaktome!“
Itoldhersuchathoughtwasmadness,and,littleaswehadmet,I
countedheralreadyadearfriend;butmyprotestationsseemedonlytomakehermoredesperate。
“Myfatherisinhiding!“shecried。
“Mydear,“Isaid,forgettingforthefirsttimetoadd“younglady,““whatdoIcare?IfIwereinhidingtwentytimesover,woulditmakeonethoughtofchangeinyou?“
“Ah,butthecause!“shecried,“thecause!Itis“——shefalteredforasecond——“itisdisgracefultous!“
IV
Thiswasmywife’sstory,asIdrewitfromheramongtearsandsobs。HernamewasClaraHuddlestone:itsoundedverybeautifulinmyears;butnotsobeautifulasthatothernameofClaraCassilis,whichsheworeduringthelongerand,IthankGod,thehappierportionofherlife。Herfather,BernardHuddlestone,hadbeenaprivatebankerinaverylargewayofbusiness。Manyyearsbefore,hisaffairsbecomingdisordered,hehadbeenledtotrydangerous,andatlastcriminal,expedientstoretrievehimselffromruin。
Allwasinvain;hebecamemoreandmorecruellyinvolved,andfoundhishonorlostatthesamemomentwithhisfortune。Aboutthisperiod,Northmourhadbeencourtinghisdaughterwithgreatassiduity,thoughwithsmallencouragement;andtohim,knowinghimthusdisposedinhisfavor,BernardHuddlestoneturnedforhelpinhisextremity。Itwasnotmerelyruinanddishonor,normerelyalegalcondemnation,thattheunhappymanhadbroughtuponhishead。
Itseemshecouldhavegonetoprisonwithalightheart。Whathefeared,whatkepthimawakeatnightorrecalledhimfromslumberintofrenzy,wassomesecret,sudden,andunlawfulattemptuponhislife。Hence,hedesiredtoburyhisexistenceandescapetooneoftheislandsintheSouthPacific,anditwasinNorthmour’syacht,the“RedEarl,“thathedesignedtogo。TheyachtpickedthemupclandestinelyuponthecoastofWales,andhadoncemoredepositedthematGraden,tillshecouldberefittedandprovisionedforthelongervoyage。NorcouldClaradoubtthatherhandhadbeenstipulatedasthepriceofpassage。For,althoughNorthmourwasneitherunkind,norevendiscourteous,hehadshownhimselfinseveralinstancessomewhatoverboldinspeechandmanner。
Ilistened,Ineednotsay,withfixedattention,andputmanyquestionsastothemoremysteriouspart。Itwasinvain。Shehadnoclearideaofwhattheblowwas,norofhowitwasexpectedtofall。Herfather’salarmwasunfeignedandphysicallyprostrating,andhehadthoughtmorethanonceofmakinganunconditionalsurrendertothepolice。Buttheschemewasfinallyabandoned,forhewasconvincedthatnoteventhestrengthofourEnglishprisonscouldshelterhimfromhispursuers。HehadhadmanyaffairsinItaly,andwithItaliansresidentinLondon,inthelatteryearsofhisbusiness;andtheselast,asClarafancied,weresomehowconnectedwiththedoomthatthreatenedhim。HehadshowngreatterroratthepresenceofanItalianseamanonboardthe“RedEarl,“andhadbitterlyandrepeatedlyaccusedNorthmourinconsequence。ThelatterhadprotestedthatBeppothatwastheseaman’snamewasacapitalfellow,andcouldbetrustedtothedeath;butMr。Huddlestonehadcontinuedeversincetodeclarethatallwaslost,thatitwasonlyaquestionofdays,andthatBeppowouldbetheruinofhimyet。
Iregardedthewholestoryasthehallucinationofamindshakenbycalamity。HehadsufferedheavylossbyhisItaliantransactions;
andhencethesightofanItalianwashatefultohim,andtheprincipalpartinhisnightmarewouldnaturallyenoughbeplayedbyoneofthatnation。
“Whatyourfatherwants,“Isaid,“isagooddoctorandsomecalmingmedicine。“
“ButMr。Northmour?“objectedClara。“Heisuntroubledbylosses,andyethesharesinthisterror。“
IcouldnothelplaughingatwhatIconsideredhersimplicity。
“Mydear,“saidI,“youhavetoldmeyourselfwhatrewardhehastolookfor。Allisfairinlove,youmustremember;andifNorthmourfomentsyourfather’sterrors,itisnotatallbecauseheisafraidofanyItalianman,butsimplybecauseheisinfatuatedwithacharmingEnglishwoman。“
Sheremindedmeofhisattackuponmyselfonthenightofthedisembarkation,andthisIwasunabletoexplain。Inshort,andfromonethingtoanother,itwasagreedbetweenusthatIshouldsetoutatonceforthefishervillage,GradenWester,asitwascalled,lookupallthenewspapersIcouldfind,andseeformyselfifthereseemedanybasisoffactforthesecontinuedalarms。Thenextmorning,atthesamehourandplace,IwastomakemyreporttoClara。Shesaidnomoreonthatoccasionaboutmydeparture;
nor,indeed,didshemakeitasecretthatsheclungtothethoughtofmyproximityassomethinghelpfulandpleasant;and,formypart,Icouldnothavelefther,ifshehadgoneuponherkneestoaskit。
IreachedGradenWesterbeforetenintheforenoon;forinthosedaysIwasanexcellentpedestrian,andthedistance,asIthinkI
havesaid,waslittleoversevenmiles;finewalkingallthewayuponthespringyturf。Thevillageisoneofthebleakestonthatcoast,whichissayingmuch:thereisachurchinthehollow;amiserablehavenintherocks,wheremanyboatshavebeenlostastheyreturnedfromfishing;twoorthreescoreofstonehousesarrangedalongthebeachandintwostreets,oneleadingfromtheharbor,andanotherstrikingoutfromitatrightangles;and,atthecornerofthesetwo,averydarkandcheerlesstavern,bywayofprincipalhotel。
Ihaddressedmyselfsomewhatmoresuitablytomystationinlife,andatoncecalledupontheministerinhislittlemansebesidethegraveyard。Heknewme,althoughitwasmorethannineyearssincewehadmet;andwhenItoldhimthatIhadbeenlonguponawalkingtour,andwasbehindwiththenews,readilylentmeanarmfulofnewspapers,datingfromamonthbacktothedaybefore。WiththeseIsoughtthetavern,and,orderingsomebreakfast,satdowntostudythe“HuddlestoneFailure。“
Ithadbeen,itappeared,averyflagrantcase。Thousandsofpersonswerereducedtopoverty;andoneinparticularhadblownouthisbrainsassoonaspaymentwassuspended。Itwasstrangetomyselfthat,whileIreadthesedetails,IcontinuedrathertosympathizewithMr。Huddlestonethanwithhisvictims;socompletealreadywastheempireofmyloveformywife。Apricewasnaturallysetuponthebanker’shead;and,asthecasewasinexcusableandthepublicindignationthoroughlyaroused,theunusualfigureof750poundswasofferedforhiscapture。Hewasreportedtohavelargesumsofmoneyinhispossession。Oneday,hehadbeenheardofinSpain;thenext,therewassureintelligencethathewasstilllurkingbetweenManchesterandLiverpool,oralongtheborderofWales;andthedayafter,atelegramwouldannouncehisarrivalinCubaorYucatan。ButinallthistherewasnowordofanItalian,noranysignofmystery。
Intheverylastpaper,however,therewasoneitemnotsoclear。
Theaccountantswhowerechargedtoverifythefailurehad,itseemed,comeuponthetracesofaverylargenumberofthousands,whichfiguredforsometimeinthetransactionsofthehouseofHuddlestone;butwhichcamefromnowhere,anddisappearedinthesamemysteriousfashion。Itwasonlyoncereferredtobyname,andthenundertheinitials“X。X。“;butithadplainlybeenfloatedforthefirsttimeintothebusinessataperiodofgreatdepressionsomesixyearsago。Thenameofadistinguishedroyalpersonagehadbeenmentionedbyrumorinconnectionwiththissum。
“Thecowardlydesperado“——such,Iremember,wastheeditorialexpression——wassupposedtohaveescapedwithalargepartofthismysteriousfundstillinhispossession。
Iwasstillbroodingoverthefact,andtryingtotortureitintosomeconnectionwithMr。Huddlestone’sdanger,whenamanenteredthetavernandaskedforsomebreadandcheesewithadecidedforeignaccent。
“SieteItaliano?“saidI。
“Si,Signor,“washisreply。
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