wondered。And,aboveall,howhadhecometohaveadaggerreadyinhishand?Adagger,orevenasharpknife,seemedoutofkeepingwiththeageinwhichwelived;andagentlemanlandingfromhisyachtontheshoreofhisownestate,evenalthoughitwasatnightandwithsomemysteriouscircumstances,doesnotusually,asamatteroffact,walkthuspreparedfordeadlyonslaught。ThemoreIreflected,thefurtherIfeltatsea。Irecapitulatedtheelementsofmystery,countingthemonmyfingers:thepavilionsecretlypreparedforguests;theguestslandedattheriskoftheirlivesandtotheimminentperiloftheyacht;theguests,oratleastoneofthem,inundisguisedandseeminglycauselessterror;Northmourwithanakedweapon;Northmourstabbinghismostintimateacquaintanceataword;last,andnotleaststrange,Northmourfleeingfromthemanwhomhehadsoughttomurder,andbarricadinghimself,likeahuntedcreature,behindthedoorofthepavilion。Herewereatleastsixseparatecausesforextremesurprise;eachpartandparcelwiththeothers,andformingalltogetheroneconsistentstory。Ifeltalmostashamedtobelievemyownsenses。
AsIthusstood,transfixedwithwonder,IbegantogrowpainfullyconsciousoftheinjuriesIhadreceivedinthescuffle;skulkedroundamongthesandhills;and,byadeviouspath,regainedtheshelterofthewood。Ontheway,theoldnursepassedagainwithinseveralyardsofme,stillcarryingherlantern,onthereturnjourneytothemansionhouseofGraden。Thismadeaseventhsuspiciousfeatureinthecase。Northmourandhisguests,itappeared,weretocookanddothecleaningforthemselves,whiletheoldwomancontinuedtoinhabitthebigemptybarrackamongthepolicies。Theremustsurelybegreatcauseforsecrecy,whensomanyinconvenienceswereconfrontedtopreserveit。
Sothinking,Imademywaytotheden。Forgreatersecurity,I
trodouttheembersofthefire,andlightedmylanterntoexaminethewounduponmyshoulder。Itwasatriflinghurt,althoughitbledsomewhatfreely,andIdresseditaswellasIcouldforitspositionmadeitdifficulttoreachwithsomeragandcoldwaterfromthespring。WhileIwasthusbusied,ImentallydeclaredwaragainstNorthmourandhismystery。Iamnotanangrymanbynature,andIbelievetherewasmorecuriositythanresentmentinmyheart。ButwarIcertainlydeclared;and,bywayofpreparation,Igotoutmyrevolver,and,havingdrawnthecharges,cleanedandreloadeditwithscrupulouscare。NextIbecamepreoccupiedaboutmyhorse。Itmightbreakloose,orfalltoneighing,andsobetraymycampintheSea-Wood。Ideterminedtoridmyselfofitsneighborhood;andlongbeforedawnIwasleadingitoverthelinksinthedirectionofthefishervillage。
FortwodaysIskulkedroundthepavilion,profitingbytheunevensurfaceofthelinks。Ibecameanadeptinthenecessarytactics。
Theselowhillocksandshallowdells,runningoneintoanother,becameakindofcloakofdarknessformyinthralling,butperhapsdishonorable,pursuit。
Yet,inspiteofthisadvantage,IcouldlearnbutlittleofNorthmourorhisguests。
Freshprovisionswerebroughtundercoverofdarknessbytheoldwomanfromthemansionhouse。Northmour,andtheyounglady,sometimestogether,butmoreoftensingly,wouldwalkforanhourortwoatatimeonthebeachbesidethequicksand。Icouldnotbutconcludethatthispromenadewaschosenwithaneyetosecrecy;
forthespotwasopenonlytoseaward。Butitsuitedmenotlessexcellently;thehighestandmostaccidentedofthesandhillsimmediatelyadjoined;andfromthese,lyingflatinahollow,I
couldoverlookNorthmourortheyoungladyastheywalked。
Thetallmanseemedtohavedisappeared。Notonlydidhenevercrossthethreshold,butheneversomuchasshowedfaceatawindow;or,atleast,notsofarasIcouldsee;forIdarednotcreepforwardbeyondacertaindistanceintheday,sincetheupperfloorscommandedthebottomsofthelinks;andatnight,whenI
couldventurefurther,thelowerwindowswerebarricadedasiftostandasiege。SometimesIthoughtthetallmanmustbeconfinedtobed,forIrememberedthefeeblenessofhisgait;andsometimesIthoughthemusthavegoneclearaway,andthatNorthmourandtheyoungladyremainedalonetogetherinthepavilion。Theidea,eventhen,displeasedme。
Whetherornotthispairweremanandwife,Ihadseenabundantreasontodoubtthefriendlinessoftheirrelation。AlthoughI
couldhearnothingofwhattheysaid,andrarelysomuchasgleanadecidedexpressiononthefaceofeither,therewasadistance,almostastiffness,intheirbearingwhichshowedthemtobeeitherunfamiliaroratenmity。ThegirlwalkedfasterwhenshewaswithNorthmourthanwhenshewasalone;andIconceivedthatanyinclinationbetweenamanandawomanwouldratherdelaythanacceleratethestep。Moreover,shekeptagoodyardfreeofhim,andtrailedherumbrella,asifitwereabarrier,onthesidebetweenthem。Northmourkeptsidlingcloser;and,asthegirlretiredfromhisadvance,theircourselayatasortofdiagonalacrossthebeach,andwouldhavelandedtheminthesurfhaditbeenlongenoughcontinued。But,whenthiswasimminent,thegirlwouldunostentatiouslychangesidesandputNorthmourbetweenherandthesea。Iwatchedthesemaneuvers,formypart,withhighenjoymentandapproval,andchuckledtomyselfateverymove。
Onthemorningofthethirdday,shewalkedaloneforsometime,andIperceived,tomygreatconcern,thatshewasmorethanonceintears。YouwillseethatmyheartwasalreadyinterestedmorethanIsupposed。Shehadafirmyetairymotionofthebody,andcarriedherheadwithunimaginablegrace;everystepwasathingtolookat,andsheseemedinmyeyestobreathesweetnessanddistinction。
Thedaywassoagreeable,beingcalmandsunshiny,withatranquilsea,andyetwithahealthfulpiquancyandvigorintheair,that,contrarytocustom,shewastemptedforthasecondtimetowalk。
OnthisoccasionshewasaccompaniedbyNorthmour,andtheyhadbeenbutashortwhileonthebeach,whenIsawhimtakeforciblepossessionofherhand。Shestruggled,andutteredacrythatwasalmostascream。Isprungtomyfeet,unmindfulofmystrangeposition;but,ereIhadtakenastep,IsawNorthmourbareheadedandbowingverylow,asiftoapologize;anddroppedagainatonceintomyambush。Afewwordswereinterchanged;andthen,withanotherbow,heleftthebeachtoreturntothepavilion。Hepassednotfarfromme,andIcouldseehim,flushedandlowering,andcuttingsavagelywithhiscaneamongthegrass。ItwasnotwithoutsatisfactionthatIrecognizedmyownhandiworkinagreatcutunderhisrighteye,andaconsiderablediscolorationroundthesocket。
Forsometimethegirlremainedwherehehadlefther,lookingoutpasttheisletandoverthebrightsea。Thenwithastart,asonewhothrowsoffpreoccupationandputsenergyagainuponitsmettle,shebrokeintoarapidanddecisivewalk。Shealsowasmuchincensedbywhathadpassed。Shehadforgottenwhereshewas。AndIbeheldherwalkstraightintothebordersofthequicksandwhereitismostabruptanddangerous。Twoorthreestepsfartherandherlifewouldhavebeeninseriousjeopardy,whenIsliddownthefaceofthesandhill,whichisthereprecipitous,and,runninghalfwayforward,calledtohertostop。
Shedidso,andturnedround。Therewasnotatremoroffearinherbehavior,andshemarcheddirectlyuptomelikeaqueen。I
wasbarefoot,andcladlikeacommonsailor,saveforanEgyptianscarfroundmywaist;andsheprobablytookmeatfirstforsomeonefromthefishervillage,strayingafterbait。Asforher,whenIthussawherfacetoface,hereyessetsteadilyandimperiouslyuponmine,Iwasfilledwithadmirationandastonishment,andthoughtherevenmorebeautifulthanIhadlookedtofindher。NorcouldIthinkenoughofonewho,actingwithsomuchboldness,yetpreservedamaidenlyairthatwasbothquaintandengaging;formywifekeptanold-fashionedprecisionofmannerthroughallheradmirablelife——anexcellentthinginwoman,sinceitsetsanothervalueonhersweetfamiliarities。
“Whatdoesthismean?“sheasked。
“Youwerewalking,“Itoldher,“directlyintoGradenFloe。“
“Youdonotbelongtotheseparts,“shesaidagain。“Youspeaklikeaneducatedman。“
“IbelieveIhavearighttothatname,“saidI,“althoughinthisdisguise。“
Butherwoman’seyehadalreadydetectedthesash。
“Oh!“shesaid;“yoursashbetraysyou。“
“YouhavesaidthewordBETRAY,“Iresumed。“MayIaskyounottobetrayme?Iwasobligedtodisclosemyselfinyourinterest;butifNorthmourlearnedmypresenceitmightbeworsethandisagreeableforme。“
“Doyouknow,“sheasked,“towhomyouarespeaking?“
“NottoMr。Northmour’swife?“Iasked,bywayofanswer。
Sheshookherhead。Allthiswhileshewasstudyingmyfacewithanembarrassingintentness。Thenshebrokeout——
“Youhaveanhonestface。Behonestlikeyourface,sir,andtellmewhatyouwantandwhatyouareafraidof。DoyouthinkIcouldhurtyou?Ibelieveyouhavefarmorepowertoinjureme!Andyetyoudonotlookunkind。Whatdoyoumean——you,agentleman——byskulkinglikeaspyaboutthisdesolateplace?Tellme,“shesaid,“whoisityouhate?“
“Ihatenoone,“Ianswered;“andIfearnoonefacetoface。MynameisCassilis——FrankCassilis。Ileadthelifeofavagabondformyowngoodpleasure。IamoneofNorthmour’soldestfriends;
andthreenightsago,whenIaddressedhimontheselinks,hestabbedmeintheshoulderwithaknife。“
“Itwasyou!“shesaid。
“Whyhedidso,“Icontinued,disregardingtheinterruption,“ismorethanIcanguess,andmorethanIcaretoknow。Ihavenotmanyfriends,noramIverysusceptibletofriendship;butnomanshalldrivemefromaplacebyterror。IhadcampedintheGradenSea-Wooderehecame;Icampinitstill。IfyouthinkImeanharmtoyouoryours,madame,theremedyisinyourhand。TellhimthatmycampisintheHemlockDen,andtonighthecanstabmeinsafetywhileIsleep。“
WiththisIdoffedmycaptoher,andscrambleduponcemoreamongthesandhills。Idonotknowwhy,butIfeltaprodigioussenseofinjustice,andfeltlikeaheroandamartyr;whileasamatteroffact,Ihadnotawordtosayinmydefense,norsomuchasoneplausiblereasontoofferformyconduct。IhadstayedatGradenoutofacuriositynaturalenough,butundignified;andthoughtherewasanothermotivegrowinginalongwiththefirst,itwasnotonewhich,atthatperiod,Icouldhaveproperlyexplainedtotheladyofmyheart。
Certainly,thatnight,Ithoughtofnooneelse;and,thoughherwholeconductandpositionseemedsuspicious,Icouldnotfinditinmyhearttoentertainadoubtofherintegrity。Icouldhavestakedmylifethatshewasclearofblame,and,thoughallwasdarkatthepresent,thattheexplanationofthemysterywouldshowherpartintheseeventstobebothrightandneedful。Itwastrue,letmecudgelmyimaginationasIpleased,thatIcouldinventnotheoryofherrelationstoNorthmour;butIfeltnonethelesssureofmyconclusionbecauseitwasfoundedoninstinctinplaceofreason,and,asImaysay,wenttosleepthatnightwiththethoughtofherundermypillow。
Nextdayshecameoutaboutthesamehouralone,and,assoonasthesandhillsconcealedherfromthepavilion,drewnearertotheedge,andcalledmebynameinguardedtones。Iwasastonishedtoobservethatshewasdeadlypale,andseeminglyundertheinfluenceofstrongemotion。
“Mr。Cassilis!“shecried;“Mr。Cassilis!“
Iappearedatonce,andleapeddownuponthebeach。Aremarkableairofreliefoverspreadhercountenanceassoonasshesawme。
“Oh!“shecried,withahoarsesound,likeonewhosebosomhadbeenlightenedofaweight。Andthen,“ThankGodyouarestillsafe!“
sheadded;“Iknew,ifyouwere,youwouldbehere。“Wasnotthisstrange?SoswiftlyandwiselydoesNatureprepareourheartsforthesegreatlifelongintimacies,thatbothmywifeandIhadbeengivenapresentimentonthistheseconddayofouracquaintance。I
hadeventhenhopedthatshewouldseekme;shehadfeltsurethatshewouldfindme。“Donot,“shewentonswiftly,“donotstayinthisplace。Promisemethatyouwillsleepnolongerinthatwood。
YoudonotknowhowIsuffer;alllastnightIcouldnotsleepforthinkingofyourperil。“
“Peril!“Irepeated。“Perilfromwhom?FromNorthmour?“
“Notso,“shesaid。“DidyouthinkIwouldtellhimafterwhatyousaid?“
“NotfromNorthmour?“Irepeated。“Thenhow?Fromwhom?Iseenonetobeafraidof。“
“Youmustnotaskme,“washerreply,“forIamnotfreetotellyou。Onlybelieveme,andgohence——believeme,andgoawayquickly,quickly,foryourlife!“
Anappealtohisalarmisneveragoodplantoridoneselfofaspiritedyoungman。Myobstinacywasbutincreasedbywhatshesaid,andImadeitapointofhonortoremain。Andhersolicitudeformysafetystillmoreconfirmedmeintheresolve。
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