Onenightthegodsonwateredhisstumps,and,afterreturningtohiscell,hesatdowntorest,andwatchedthefootpath,wonderingifsomeonewouldsooncome。Butnoonecameatallthatday。Hesatalonetillevening,feelinglonelyanddull,andhethoughtabouthispastlife。Horememberedhowtherobberhadreproachedhimforlivingbyhispiety;andhereflectedonhiswayoflife。
’Iamnotlivingasthehermitcommandedmeto,’thoughthe。’Thehermitlaidapenanceuponme,andIhavemadebothalivingandfameoutofit;andhavebeensotemptedbyit,thatnowIfeeldullwhenpeopledonotcometome;andwhentheydocome,I
onlyrejoicebecausetheypraisemyholiness。Thatisnothowoneshouldlive。Ihavebeenledastraybyloveofpraise。Ihavenotatonedformypastsins,buthaveaddedfreshones。Iwillgotoanotherpartoftheforestwherepeoplewillnotfindme;andIwilllivesoastoatoneformyoldsinsandcommitnofreshones。’
Havingcometothisconclusionthegodsonfilledabagwithdriedbreadand,takingaspade,leftthecellandstartedforaravineheknewofinalonelyspot,wherehecoulddighimselfacaveandhidefromthepeople。
Ashewasgoingalongwithhisbagandhisspadehesawtherobberridingtowardshim。Thegodsonwasfrightened,andstartedtorunaway,buttherobberovertookhim。
’Whereareyougoing?’askedtherobber。
Thegodsontoldhimhewishedtogetawayfromthepeopleandlivesomewherewherenoonewouldcometohim。Thissurprisedtherobber。
’Whatwillyouliveon,ifpeopledonotcometoseeyou?’askedhe。
Thegodsonhadnoteventhoughtofthis,buttherobber’squestionremindedhimthatfoodwouldbenecessary。
’OnwhatGodpleasestogiveme,’hereplied。
Therobbersaidnothing,androdeaway。
’WhydidInotsayanythingtohimabouthiswayoflife?’thoughtthegodson。’Hemightrepentnow。To-dayheseemsinagentlermood,andhasnotthreatenedtokillme。’Andheshoutedtotherobber:
’Youhavestilltorepentofyoursins。YoucannotescapefromGod。’
Therobberturnedhishorse,anddrawingaknifefromhisgirdlethreatenedthehermitwithit。Thelatterwasalarmed,andranawayfurtherintotheforest。
Therobberdidnotfollowhim,butonlyshouted:
’TwiceIhaveletyouoff,oldman,butnexttimeyoucomeinmywayIwillkillyou!’
Havingsaidthis,herodeaway。Intheeveningwhenthegodsonwenttowaterhisstumps——oneofthemwassprouting!Alittleappletreewasgrowingoutofit。
Afterhidinghimselffromeverybody,thegodsonlivedallalone。Whenhissupplyofbreadwasexhausted,hethought:’NowImustgoandlookforsomerootstoeat。’Hehadnotgonefar,however,beforehesawabagofdriedbreadhangingonabranch。Hetookitdown,andaslongasitlastedheliveduponthat。
Whenhehadeatenitall,hefoundanotherbagfulonthesamebranch。
Sohelivedon,hisonlytroublebeinghisfearoftherobber。
Wheneverheheardtherobberpassinghehidthinking:
’HemaykillmebeforeIhavehadtimetoatoneformysins。’
Inthiswayhelivedfortenmoreyears。Theoneapple-treecontinuedtogrow,buttheothertwostumpsremainedexactlyastheywere。
Onemorningthegodsonroseearlyandwenttohiswork。Bythetimehehadthoroughlymoistenedthegroundroundthestumps,hewastiredoutandsatdowntorest。Ashesattherehethoughttohimself:
’Ihavesinned,andhavebecomeafraidofdeath。ItmaybeGod’swillthatIshouldredeemmysinsbydeath。’
Hardlyhadthisthoughtcrossedhismindwhenheheardtherobberridingup,swearingatsomething。Whenthegodsonheardthis,hethought:
’NoevilandnogoodcanbefallmefromanyonebutfromGod。’
Andhewenttomeettherobber。Hesawtherobberwasnotalone,butbehindhimonthesaddlesatanotherman,gagged,andboundhandandfoot。Themanwasdoingnothing,buttherobberwasabusinghimviolently。Thegodsonwentupandstoodinfrontofthehorse。
’Whereareyoutakingthisman?’heasked。
’Intotheforest,’repliedtherobber。’Heisamerchant’sson,andwillnottellmewherehisfather’smoneyishidden。Iamgoingtofloghimtillhetellsme。’
Andtherobberspurredonhishorse,butthegodsoncaughtholdofhisbridle,andwouldnotlethimpass。
’Letthismango!’hesaid。
Therobbergrewangry,andraisedhisarmtostrike。
’WouldyoulikeatasteofwhatIamgoingtogivethisman?HaveI
notpromisedtokillyou?Letgo!’
Thegodsonwasnotafraid。
’Youshallnotgo,’saidhe。’Idonotfearyou。IfearnoonebutGod,andHewillsthatIshouldnotletyoupass。Setthismanfree!’
Therobberfrowned,andsnatchingouthisknife,cuttheropeswithwhichthemerchant’ssonwasbound,andsethimfree。
’Getawaybothofyou,’hesaid,’andbewarehouryoucrossmypathagain。’
Themerchant’ssonjumpeddownandranaway。Therobberwasabouttorideon,butthegodsonstoppedhimagain,andagainspoketohimaboutgivinguphisevillife。Therobberheardhimtotheendinsilence,andthenrodeawaywithoutaword。
Thenextmorningthegodsonwenttowaterhisstumpsandlo!thesecondstumpwassprouting。Asecondyoungapple-treehadbeguntogrow。
Anothertenyearshadgoneby。Thegodsonwassittingquietlyoneday,desiringnothing,fearingnothing,andwithaheartfullofjoy。
’WhatblessingsGodshowersonmen!’thoughthe。’Yethowneedlesslytheytormentthemselves。Whatpreventsthemfromlivinghappily?’
Andrememberingalltheevilinmen,andthetroublestheybringuponthemselves,hisheartfilledwithpity。
’ItiswrongofmetoliveasIdo,’hesaidtohimself。’ImustgoandteachotherswhatIhavemyselflearnt。’
Hardlyhadhethoughtthis,whenheheardtherobberapproaching。Helethimpass,thinking:
’Itisnogoodtalkingtohim,hewillnotunderstand。’
Thatwashisfirstthought,buthochangedhismindandwentoutintotheroad。Hesawthattherobberwasgloomy,andwasridingwithdowncasteyes。Thegodsonlookedathim,pitiedhim,andrunninguptohimlaidhishanduponhisknee。
’Brother,dear,’saidhe,’havesomepityonyourownsoul!InyoulivesthespiritofGod。Yousuffer,andtormentothers,andlayupmoreandmoresufferingforthefuture。YetGodlovesyou,andhaspreparedsuchblessingsforyou。Donotruinyourselfutterly。
Changeyourlife!’
Therobberfrownedandturnedaway。
’Leavemealone!’saidhe。
Butthegodsonheldtherobberstillfaster,andbegantoweep。
Thentherobberliftedhiseyesandlookedatthegodson。Helookedathimforalongtime,andalightingfromhishorse,fellonhiskneesatthegodson’sfeet。
’Youhaveovercomeme,oldman,’saidhe。’FortwentyyearsIhaveresistedyou,butnowyouhaveconqueredme。Dowhatyouwillwithme,forIhavenomorepowerovermyself。Whenyoufirsttriedtopersuademe,itonlyangeredmemore。OnlywhenyouhidyourselffrommendidIbegintoconsideryourwords:forI
sawthenthatyouaskednothingofthemforyourself。SincethatdayIhavebroughtfoodforyou,hangingituponthetree。’
Thenthegodsonrememberedthatthewomangothertablecleanonlyaftershehadrinsedhercloth。Inthesameway,itwasonlywhenheceasedcaringabouthimself,andcleansedhisownheart,thathewasabletocleansetheheartsofothers。
Therobberwenton。
’WhenIsawthatyoudidnotfeardeath,myheartturned。’
Thenthegodsonrememberedthatthewheel-wrightscouldnotbendtherimsuntiltheyhadfixedtheirblock。So,nottillhehadcastawaythefearofdeathandmadehislifefastinGod,couldhesubduethisman’sunrulyheart。
第45章