首页 >出版文学> TWENTY-THREE TALES>第45章
  Onenightthegodsonwateredhisstumps,and,afterreturningtohiscell,hesatdowntorest,andwatchedthefootpath,wonderingifsomeonewouldsooncome。Butnoonecameatallthatday。Hesatalonetillevening,feelinglonelyanddull,andhethoughtabouthispastlife。Horememberedhowtherobberhadreproachedhimforlivingbyhispiety;andhereflectedonhiswayoflife。
  ’Iamnotlivingasthehermitcommandedmeto,’thoughthe。’Thehermitlaidapenanceuponme,andIhavemadebothalivingandfameoutofit;andhavebeensotemptedbyit,thatnowIfeeldullwhenpeopledonotcometome;andwhentheydocome,I
  onlyrejoicebecausetheypraisemyholiness。Thatisnothowoneshouldlive。Ihavebeenledastraybyloveofpraise。Ihavenotatonedformypastsins,buthaveaddedfreshones。Iwillgotoanotherpartoftheforestwherepeoplewillnotfindme;andIwilllivesoastoatoneformyoldsinsandcommitnofreshones。’
  Havingcometothisconclusionthegodsonfilledabagwithdriedbreadand,takingaspade,leftthecellandstartedforaravineheknewofinalonelyspot,wherehecoulddighimselfacaveandhidefromthepeople。
  Ashewasgoingalongwithhisbagandhisspadehesawtherobberridingtowardshim。Thegodsonwasfrightened,andstartedtorunaway,buttherobberovertookhim。
  ’Whereareyougoing?’askedtherobber。
  Thegodsontoldhimhewishedtogetawayfromthepeopleandlivesomewherewherenoonewouldcometohim。Thissurprisedtherobber。
  ’Whatwillyouliveon,ifpeopledonotcometoseeyou?’askedhe。
  Thegodsonhadnoteventhoughtofthis,buttherobber’squestionremindedhimthatfoodwouldbenecessary。
  ’OnwhatGodpleasestogiveme,’hereplied。
  Therobbersaidnothing,androdeaway。
  ’WhydidInotsayanythingtohimabouthiswayoflife?’thoughtthegodson。’Hemightrepentnow。To-dayheseemsinagentlermood,andhasnotthreatenedtokillme。’Andheshoutedtotherobber:
  ’Youhavestilltorepentofyoursins。YoucannotescapefromGod。’
  Therobberturnedhishorse,anddrawingaknifefromhisgirdlethreatenedthehermitwithit。Thelatterwasalarmed,andranawayfurtherintotheforest。
  Therobberdidnotfollowhim,butonlyshouted:
  ’TwiceIhaveletyouoff,oldman,butnexttimeyoucomeinmywayIwillkillyou!’
  Havingsaidthis,herodeaway。Intheeveningwhenthegodsonwenttowaterhisstumps——oneofthemwassprouting!Alittleappletreewasgrowingoutofit。
  Afterhidinghimselffromeverybody,thegodsonlivedallalone。Whenhissupplyofbreadwasexhausted,hethought:’NowImustgoandlookforsomerootstoeat。’Hehadnotgonefar,however,beforehesawabagofdriedbreadhangingonabranch。Hetookitdown,andaslongasitlastedheliveduponthat。
  Whenhehadeatenitall,hefoundanotherbagfulonthesamebranch。
  Sohelivedon,hisonlytroublebeinghisfearoftherobber。
  Wheneverheheardtherobberpassinghehidthinking:
  ’HemaykillmebeforeIhavehadtimetoatoneformysins。’
  Inthiswayhelivedfortenmoreyears。Theoneapple-treecontinuedtogrow,buttheothertwostumpsremainedexactlyastheywere。
  Onemorningthegodsonroseearlyandwenttohiswork。Bythetimehehadthoroughlymoistenedthegroundroundthestumps,hewastiredoutandsatdowntorest。Ashesattherehethoughttohimself:
  ’Ihavesinned,andhavebecomeafraidofdeath。ItmaybeGod’swillthatIshouldredeemmysinsbydeath。’
  Hardlyhadthisthoughtcrossedhismindwhenheheardtherobberridingup,swearingatsomething。Whenthegodsonheardthis,hethought:
  ’NoevilandnogoodcanbefallmefromanyonebutfromGod。’
  Andhewenttomeettherobber。Hesawtherobberwasnotalone,butbehindhimonthesaddlesatanotherman,gagged,andboundhandandfoot。Themanwasdoingnothing,buttherobberwasabusinghimviolently。Thegodsonwentupandstoodinfrontofthehorse。
  ’Whereareyoutakingthisman?’heasked。
  ’Intotheforest,’repliedtherobber。’Heisamerchant’sson,andwillnottellmewherehisfather’smoneyishidden。Iamgoingtofloghimtillhetellsme。’
  Andtherobberspurredonhishorse,butthegodsoncaughtholdofhisbridle,andwouldnotlethimpass。
  ’Letthismango!’hesaid。
  Therobbergrewangry,andraisedhisarmtostrike。
  ’WouldyoulikeatasteofwhatIamgoingtogivethisman?HaveI
  notpromisedtokillyou?Letgo!’
  Thegodsonwasnotafraid。
  ’Youshallnotgo,’saidhe。’Idonotfearyou。IfearnoonebutGod,andHewillsthatIshouldnotletyoupass。Setthismanfree!’
  Therobberfrowned,andsnatchingouthisknife,cuttheropeswithwhichthemerchant’ssonwasbound,andsethimfree。
  ’Getawaybothofyou,’hesaid,’andbewarehouryoucrossmypathagain。’
  Themerchant’ssonjumpeddownandranaway。Therobberwasabouttorideon,butthegodsonstoppedhimagain,andagainspoketohimaboutgivinguphisevillife。Therobberheardhimtotheendinsilence,andthenrodeawaywithoutaword。
  Thenextmorningthegodsonwenttowaterhisstumpsandlo!thesecondstumpwassprouting。Asecondyoungapple-treehadbeguntogrow。
  Anothertenyearshadgoneby。Thegodsonwassittingquietlyoneday,desiringnothing,fearingnothing,andwithaheartfullofjoy。
  ’WhatblessingsGodshowersonmen!’thoughthe。’Yethowneedlesslytheytormentthemselves。Whatpreventsthemfromlivinghappily?’
  Andrememberingalltheevilinmen,andthetroublestheybringuponthemselves,hisheartfilledwithpity。
  ’ItiswrongofmetoliveasIdo,’hesaidtohimself。’ImustgoandteachotherswhatIhavemyselflearnt。’
  Hardlyhadhethoughtthis,whenheheardtherobberapproaching。Helethimpass,thinking:
  ’Itisnogoodtalkingtohim,hewillnotunderstand。’
  Thatwashisfirstthought,buthochangedhismindandwentoutintotheroad。Hesawthattherobberwasgloomy,andwasridingwithdowncasteyes。Thegodsonlookedathim,pitiedhim,andrunninguptohimlaidhishanduponhisknee。
  ’Brother,dear,’saidhe,’havesomepityonyourownsoul!InyoulivesthespiritofGod。Yousuffer,andtormentothers,andlayupmoreandmoresufferingforthefuture。YetGodlovesyou,andhaspreparedsuchblessingsforyou。Donotruinyourselfutterly。
  Changeyourlife!’
  Therobberfrownedandturnedaway。
  ’Leavemealone!’saidhe。
  Butthegodsonheldtherobberstillfaster,andbegantoweep。
  Thentherobberliftedhiseyesandlookedatthegodson。Helookedathimforalongtime,andalightingfromhishorse,fellonhiskneesatthegodson’sfeet。
  ’Youhaveovercomeme,oldman,’saidhe。’FortwentyyearsIhaveresistedyou,butnowyouhaveconqueredme。Dowhatyouwillwithme,forIhavenomorepowerovermyself。Whenyoufirsttriedtopersuademe,itonlyangeredmemore。OnlywhenyouhidyourselffrommendidIbegintoconsideryourwords:forI
  sawthenthatyouaskednothingofthemforyourself。SincethatdayIhavebroughtfoodforyou,hangingituponthetree。’
  Thenthegodsonrememberedthatthewomangothertablecleanonlyaftershehadrinsedhercloth。Inthesameway,itwasonlywhenheceasedcaringabouthimself,andcleansedhisownheart,thathewasabletocleansetheheartsofothers。
  Therobberwenton。
  ’WhenIsawthatyoudidnotfeardeath,myheartturned。’
  Thenthegodsonrememberedthatthewheel-wrightscouldnotbendtherimsuntiltheyhadfixedtheirblock。So,nottillhehadcastawaythefearofdeathandmadehislifefastinGod,couldhesubduethisman’sunrulyheart。