Atfirsttherewereotherfugitives,butwedidnotminglewiththem。
Someescapednorthward,somewerecaughtinthetorrentofpeasantrythatsweptalongthemainroads;manygavethemselvesintothehandsofthesoldieryandweresentnorthward。Manyofthemenwereimpressed。Butwekeptawayfromthesethings;wehadbroughtnomoneytobribeapassagenorth,andIfearedformyladyatthehandsoftheseconscriptcrowds。WehadlandedatSalerno,andwehadbeenturnedbackfromCava,andwehadtriedtocrosstowardsTarantobyapassoverMountAlburno,butwehadbeendrivenbackforwantoffood,andsowehadcomedownamongthemarshesbyPaestum,wherethosegreattemplesstandalone。IhadsomevagueideathatbyPaestumitmightbepossibletofindaboatorsomething,andtakeoncemoretosea。Andthereitwasthebattleovertookus。
“Asortofsoul-blindnesshadme。PlainlyIcouldseethatwewerebeinghemmedin;thatthegreatnetofthatgiantWarfarehadusinitstoils。Manytimeswehadseentheleviesthathadcomedownfromthenorthgoingtoandfro,andhadcomeupontheminthedistanceamidstthemountainsmakingwaysfortheammunitionandpreparingthemountingoftheguns。Oncewefanciedtheyhadfiredatus,takingusforspies——atanyrateashothadgoneshudderingoverus。
Severaltimeswehadhiddeninwoodsfromhoveringaeroplanes。
“Butallthesethingsdonotmatternow,thesenightsofflightandpain……WewereinanopenplacenearthosegreattemplesatPaestum,atlast,onablankstonyplacedottedwithspikybushes,emptyanddesolateandsoflatthatagroveofeucalyptusfarawayshowedtothefeetofitsstems。HowIcanseeit!Myladywassittingdownunderabush,restingalittle,forshewasveryweakandweary,andIwasstandingupwatchingtoseeifIcouldtellthedistanceofthefiringthatcameandwent。Theywerestill,youknow,fightingfarfromeachother,withthoseterriblenewweaponsthathadneverbeforebeenused:gunsthatwouldcarrybeyondsight,andaeroplanesthatwoulddo——WhatTHEYwoulddonomancouldforetell。
“Iknewthatwewerebetweenthetwoarmies,andthattheydrewtogether。Iknewwewereindanger,andthatwecouldnotstopthereandrest!
“Thoughallthesethingswereinmymind,theywereinthebackground。
Theyseemedtobeaffairsbeyondourconcern。Chiefly,Iwasthinkingofmylady。Anachingdistressfilledme。Forthefirsttimeshehadownedherselfbeatenandhadfallena-weeping。BehindmeIcouldhearhersobbing,butIwouldnotturnroundtoherbecauseIknewshehadneedofweeping,andhadheldherselfsofarandsolongforme。Itwaswell,Ithought,thatshewouldweepandrestandthenwewouldtoilonagain,forIhadnoinklingofthethingthathungsonear。EvennowIcanseeherasshesatthere,herlovelyhairuponhershoulder,canmarkagainthedeepeninghollowofhercheek。
“’Ifwehadparted,’shesaid,“ifIhadletyougo。’
“’No,’saidI。’Evennow,Idonotrepent。Iwillnotrepent;
Imademychoice,andIwillholdontotheend。“
“Andthen——
“Overheadintheskysomethingflashedandburst,andallaboutusIheardthebulletsmakinganoiselikeahandfulofpeassuddenlythrown。Theychippedthestonesaboutus,andwhirledfragmentsfromthebricksandpassed……“
Heputhishandtohismouth,andthenmoistenedhislips。
“AttheflashIhadturnedabout……
“Youknow——shestoodup——
“Shestoodup;youknow,andmovedasteptowardsme——
“Asthoughshewantedtoreachme——
“Andshehadbeenshotthroughtheheart。“
Hestoppedandstaredatme。IfeltallthatfoolishincapacityanEnglishmanfeelsonsuchoccasions。Imethiseyesforamoment,andthenstaredoutofthewindow。Foralongspacewekeptsilence。
WhenatlastIlookedathimhewassittingbackinhiscorner,hisarmsfolded,andhisteethgnawingathisknuckles。
Hebithisnailsuddenly,andstaredatit。
“Icarriedher,“hesaid,“towardsthetemples,inmyarms——asthoughitmattered。Idon’tknowwhy。Theyseemedasortofsanctuary,youknow,theyhadlastedsolong,Isuppose。
“Shemusthavediedalmostinstantly。Only——Italkedtoher——alltheway。“
Silenceagain。
“Ihaveseenthosetemples,“Isaidabruptly,andindeedhehadbroughtthosestill,sunlitarcadesofwornsandstoneveryvividlybeforeme。
“Itwasthebrownone,thebigbrownone。Isatdownonafallenpillarandheldherinmyarms……Silentafterthefirstbabblewasover。
Andafteralittlewhilethelizardscameoutandranaboutagain,asthoughnothingunusualwasgoingon,asthoughnothinghadchanged……Itwastremendouslystillthere,thesunhigh,andtheshadowsstill;eventheshadowsoftheweedsupontheentablaturewerestill——inspiteofthethuddingandbangingthatwentallaboutthesky。
“Iseemtorememberthattheaeroplanescameupoutofthesouth,andthatthebattlewentawaytothewest。Oneaeroplanewasstruck,andoversetandfell。Irememberthat——thoughitdidn’tinterestmeintheleast。Itdidn’tseemtosignify。Itwaslikeawoundedgull,youknow——flappingforatimeinthewater。Icouldseeitdowntheaisleofthetemple——ablackthinginthebrightbluewater。
“Threeorfourtimesshellsburstaboutthebeach,andthenthatceased。Eachtimethathappenedallthelizardsscuttledinandhidforaspace。Thatwasallthemischiefdone,exceptthatonceastraybulletgashedthestonehardby——madejustafreshbrightsurface。
“Astheshadowsgrewlonger,thestillnessseemedgreater。
“Thecuriousthing,“heremarked,withthemannerofamanwhomakesatrivialconversation,“isthatIdidn’tTHINK——Ididn’tthinkatall。Isatwithherinmyarmsamidstthestones——inasortoflethargy——stagnant。
“AndIdon’trememberwakingup。Idon’trememberdressingthatday。
IknowIfoundmyselfinmyoffice,withmylettersallslitopeninfrontofme,andhowIwasstruckbytheabsurdityofbeingthere,seeingthatinrealityIwassitting,stunned,inthatPaestumtemplewithadeadwomaninmyarms。Ireadmyletterslikeamachine。
Ihaveforgottenwhattheywereabout。“
Hestopped,andtherewasalongsilence。
SuddenlyIperceivedthatwewererunningdowntheinclinefromChalkFarmtoEuston。Istartedatthispassingoftime。Iturnedonhimwithabrutalquestion,withthetoneofNowornever。
“Anddidyoudreamagain?“
“Yes。“
Heseemedtoforcehimselftofinish。Hisvoicewasverylow。
“Oncemore,andasitwereonlyforafewinstants。Iseemedtohavesuddenlyawakenedoutofagreatapathy,tohaverisenintoasittingposition,andthebodylaythereonthestonesbesideme。Agauntbody。Nother,youknow。Sosoon——itwasnother……
“Imayhaveheardvoices。Idonotknow。OnlyIknewclearlythatmenwerecomingintothesolitudeandthatthatwasalastoutrage。
“Istoodupandwalkedthroughthetemple,andthentherecameintosight——firstonemanwithayellowface,dressedinauniformofdirtywhite,trimmedwithblue,andthenseveral,climbingtothecrestoftheoldwallofthevanishedcity,andcrouchingthere。Theywerelittlebrightfiguresinthesunlight,andtheretheyhung,weaponinhand,peeringcautiouslybeforethem。
“AndfurtherawayIsawothersandthenmoreatanotherpointinthewall。Itwasalonglaxlineofmeninopenorder。
“PresentlythemanIhadfirstseenstoodupandshoutedacommand,andhismencametumblingdownthewallandintothehighweedstowardsthetemple。Hescrambleddownwiththemandledthem。
Hecamefacingtowardsme,andwhenhesawmehestopped。
“AtfirstIhadwatchedthesemenwithamerecuriosity,butwhenIhadseentheymeanttocometothetempleIwasmovedtoforbidthem。Ishoutedtotheofficer。
“’Youmustnotcomehere,’Icried,’_I_amhere。Iamherewithmydead。’
“Hestared,andthenshoutedaquestionbacktomeinsomeunknowntongue。
“IrepeatedwhatIhadsaid。
“Heshoutedagain,andIfoldedmyarmsandstoodstill。Presentlyhespoketohismenandcameforward。Hecarriedadrawnsword。
“Isignedtohimtokeepaway,buthecontinuedtoadvance。Itoldhimagainverypatientlyandclearly:’Youmustnotcomehere。
TheseareoldtemplesandIamherewithmydead。’
“PresentlyhewassocloseIcouldseehisfaceclearly。Itwasanarrowface,withdullgreyeyes,andablackmoustache。Hehadascaronhisupperlip,andhewasdirtyandunshaven。Hekeptshoutingunintelligiblethings,questionsperhaps,atme。
“Iknownowthathewasafraidofme,butatthetimethatdidnotoccurtome。AsItriedtoexplaintohimheinterruptedmeinimperioustones,biddingme,Isuppose,standaside。
“Hemadetogopastme,AndIcaughtholdofhim。
“Isawhisfacechangeatmygrip。
“’Youfool,’Icried。’Don’tyouknow?Sheisdead!’
“Hestartedback。Helookedatmewithcrueleyes。Isawasortofexultantresolveleapintothem——delight。Then,suddenly,withascowl,heswepthisswordback——SO——andthrust。“
Hestoppedabruptly。Ibecameawareofachangeintherhythmofthetrain。Thebrakesliftedtheirvoicesandthecarriagejarredandjerked。Thispresentworldinsisteduponitself,becameclamorous。Isawthroughthesteamywindowhugeelectriclightsglaringdownfromtallmastsuponafog,sawrowsofstationaryemptycarriagespassingby,andthenasignal-box,hoistingitsconstellationofgreenandredintothemurkyLondontwilightmarchedafterthem。Ilookedagainathisdrawnfeatures。
“Heranmethroughtheheart。Itwaswithasortofastonishment——
nofear,nopain——butjustamazement,thatIfeltitpierceme,feltthesworddrivehomeintomybody。Itdidn’thurt,youknow。
Itdidn’thurtatall。“
Theyellowplatformlightscameintothefieldofview,passingfirstrapidly,thenslowly,andatlaststoppingwithajerk。
Dimshapesofmenpassedtoandfrowithout。
“Euston!“criedavoice。
“Doyoumean——?“
“Therewasnopain,nostingorsmart。Amazementandthendarknesssweepingovereverything。Thehot,brutalfacebeforeme,thefaceofthemanwhohadkilledme,seemedtorecede。Itsweptoutofexistence——“
“Euston!“clamouredthevoicesoutside;“Euston!“
Thecarriagedooropened,admittingafloodofsound,andaporterstoodregardingus。Thesoundsofdoorsslamming,andthehoof-clatterofcab-horses,andbehindthesethingsthefeaturelessremoteroaroftheLondoncobble-stones,cametomyears。Atruckloadoflightedlampsblazedalongtheplatform。
“Adarkness,afloodofdarknessthatopenedandspreadandblottedoutallthings。“
“Anyluggage,sir?“saidtheporter。
“Andthatwastheend?“Iasked。
Heseemedtohesitate。Then,almostinaudibly,heanswered,“No。“
“Youmean?“
“Icouldn’tgettoher。ShewasthereontheothersideoftheTemple——
Andthen——“
“Yes,“Iinsisted。“Yes?“
“Nightmares,“hecried;“nightmaresindeed!MyGod!Greatbirdsthatfoughtandtore。“
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