首页 >出版文学> Twelve Stories and a Dream>第14章
  allthetime。Sohegottothecompletestatementofhisaffiancedposition,andtoldherallaboutMillie。
  “All?“saidI。
  “Everything,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“justwhoshewas,andwhereshelived,andeverythingabouther。IsortoffeltI’adtoallthetime,Idid。“
  “’Whateveryouwantyoushallhave,’saidtheFairyLady。’That’sasgoodasdone。YouSHALLfeelyouhavethemoneyjustasyouwish。
  Andnow,youknow——YOUMUSTKISSME。’“
  AndMr。Skelmersdalepretendednottohearthelatterpartofherremark,andsaidshewasverykind。Thathereallydidn’tdeservesheshouldbesokind。And——
  TheFairyLadysuddenlycamequiteclosetohimandwhispered,“Kissme!“
  “And,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“likeafool,Idid。“
  Therearekissesandkisses,Iamtold,andthismusthavebeenquitetheothersortfromMillie’sresonantsignalsofregard。Therewassomethingmagicinthatkiss;assuredlyitmarkedaturningpoint。
  Atanyrate,thisisoneofthepassagesthathethoughtsufficientlyimportanttodescribemostatlength。Ihavetriedtogetitright,Ihavetriedtodisentangleitfromthehintsandgesturesthroughwhichitcametome,butIhavenodoubtthatitwasalldifferentfrommytellingandfarfinerandsweeter,inthesoftfilteredlightandthesubtlystirringsilencesofthefairyglades。TheFairyLadyaskedhimmoreaboutMillie,andwassheverylovely,andsoon——
  agreatmanytimes。AstoMillie’sloveliness,Iconceivehimansweringthatshewas“allright。“Andthen,oronsomesuchoccasion,theFairyLadytoldhimshehadfalleninlovewithhimashesleptinthemoonlight,andsohehadbeenbroughtintoFairyland,andshehadthought,notknowingofMillie,thatperhapshemightchancetoloveher。“Butnowyouknowyoucan’t,“shesaid,“soyoumuststopwithmejustalittlewhile,andthenyoumustgobacktoMillie。“Shetoldhimthat,andyouknowSkelmersdalewasalreadyinlovewithher,butthepureinertiaofhismindkepthiminthewayhewasgoing。Iimaginehimsittinginasortofstupefactionamidstalltheseglowingbeautifulthings,answeringabouthisMillieandthelittleshopheprojectedandtheneedofahorseandcart……Andthatabsurdstateofaffairsmusthavegoneonfordaysanddays。Iseethislittlelady,hoveringabouthimandtryingtoamusehim,toodaintytounderstandhiscomplexityandtootendertolethimgo。Andhe,youknow,hypnotisedasitwerebyhisearthlyposition,wenthiswaywithherhitherandthither,blindtoeverythinginFairylandbutthiswonderfulintimacythathadcometohim。Itishard,itisimpossible,togiveinprinttheeffectofherradiantsweetnessshiningthroughthejungleofpoorSkelmersdale’sroughandbrokensentences。Tome,atleast,sheshoneclearamidstthemuddleofhisstorylikeaglow-worminatangleofweeds。
  Theremusthavebeenmanydaysofthingswhileallthiswashappening——
  andonce,Isay,theydancedunderthemoonlightinthefairyringsthatstudthemeadowsnearSmeeth——butatlastitallcametoanend。
  Sheledhimintoagreatcavernousplace,litbyarednightlightsortofthing,wheretherewerecofferspiledoncoffers,andcupsandgoldenboxes,andagreatheapofwhatcertainlyseemedtoallMr。Skelmersdale’ssenses——coinedgold。Therewerelittlegnomesamidstthiswealth,whosalutedherathercoming,andstoodaside。
  Andsuddenlysheturnedonhimtherewithbrightlyshiningeyes。
  “Andnow,“shesaid,“youhavebeenkindtostaywithmesolong,anditistimeIletyougo。YoumustgobacktoyourMillie。YoumustgobacktoyourMillie,andhere——justasIpromisedyou——theywillgiveyougold。“
  “Shechokedlike,“saidMr。Skelmersdale。“Atthat,Ihadasortoffeeling——“hetouchedhisbreastbone“asthoughIwasfaintinghere。Ifeltpale,youknow,andshivering,andeventhen——I’adn’tathingtosay。“
  Hepaused。“Yes,“Isaid。
  Thescenewasbeyondhisdescribing。ButIknowthatshekissedhimgood-bye。
  “Andyousaidnothing?“
  “Nothing,“hesaid。“Istoodlikeastuffedcalf。Shejustlookedbackonce,youknow,andstoodsmilinglikeandcrying——Icouldseetheshineofhereyes——andthenshewasgone,andtherewasalltheselittlefellowsbustlingaboutme,stuffingmy’andsandmypocketsandthebackofmycollarandeverywherewithgold。“
  Andthenitwas,whentheFairyLadyhadvanished,thatMr。Skelmersdalereallyunderstoodandknew。Hesuddenlybeganpluckingoutthegoldtheywerethrustinguponhim,andshoutingoutatthemtopreventtheirgivinghimmore。“’Idon’tWANTyergold,’Isaid。’I’aven’tdoneyet。I’mnotgoing。IwanttospeaktothatFairyLadyagain。’
  Istartedofftogoafterherandtheyheldmeback。Yes,stucktheirlittle’andsagainstmymiddleandshovedmeback。Theykeptgivingmemoreandmoregolduntilitwasrunningalldownmytrouserlegsanddroppingoutofmy’ands。’Idon’tWANTyergold,’
  Isaystothem,’IwantjusttospeaktotheFairyLadyagain。’“
  “Anddidyou?“
  “Itcametoatussle。“
  “Beforeyousawher?“
  “Ididn’tseeher。WhenIgotoutfromthemshewasn’tanywheretobeseen。“
  Soheraninsearchofheroutofthisred-litcave,downalonggrotto,seekingher,andthencehecameoutinagreatanddesolateplaceathwartwhichaswarmofwill-o’-the-wispswereflyingtoandfro。
  Andabouthimelvesweredancinginderision,andthelittlegnomescameoutofthecaveafterhim,carryinggoldinhandfulsandcastingitafterhim,shouting,“Fairyloveandfairygold!Fairyloveandfairygold!“
  Andwhenheheardthesewords,cameagreatfearthatitwasallover,andhelifteduphisvoiceandcalledtoherbyhername,andsuddenlysethimselftorundowntheslopefromthemouthofthecavern,throughaplaceofthornsandbriers,callingafterherveryloudlyandoften。Theelvesdancedabouthimunheeded,pinchinghimandprickinghim,andthewill-o’-the-wispscircledroundhimanddashedintohisface,andthegnomespursuedhimshoutingandpeltinghimwithfairygold。Asheranwithallthisstrangeroutabouthimanddistractinghim,suddenlyhewasknee-deepinaswamp,andsuddenlyhewasamidstthicktwistedroots,andhecaughthisfootinoneandstumbledandfell……
  Hefellandherolledover,andinthatinstanthefoundhimselfsprawlinguponAldingtonKnoll,alllonelyunderthestars。
  Hesatupsharplyatonce,hesays,andfoundhewasverystiffandcold,andhisclothesweredampwithdew。Thefirstpallorofdawnandachillywindwerecominguptogether。Hecouldhavebelievedthewholethingastrangelyvividdreamuntilhethrusthishandintohissidepocketandfounditstuffedwithashes。
  Thenheknewforcertainitwasfairygoldtheyhadgivenhim。
  Hecouldfeelalltheirpinchesandpricksstill,thoughtherewasneverabruiseuponhim。Andinthatmanner,andsosuddenly,Mr。SkelmersdalecameoutofFairylandbackintothisworldofmen。
  EventhenhefanciedthethingwasbutthematterofanightuntilhereturnedtotheshopatAldingtonCorneranddiscoveredamidsttheirastonishmentthathehadbeenawaythreeweeks。
  “Lor’!thetroubleI’ad!“saidMr。Skelmersdale。
  “How?“
  “Explaining。Isupposeyou’veneverhadanythinglikethattoexplain。“
  “Never,“Isaid,andheexpatiatedforatimeonthebehaviourofthispersonandthat。Onenameheavoidedforaspace。
  “AndMillie?“saidIatlast。
  “Ididn’tseemtocareabitforseeingMillie,“hesaid。
  “Iexpectsheseemedchanged?“
  “Everyonewaschanged。Changedforgood。Everyoneseemedbig,youknow,andcoarse。Andtheirvoicesseemedloud。Why,thesun,whenitroseinthemorning,fairhitmeintheeye!“
  “AndMillie?“
  “Ididn’twanttoseeMillie。“
  “Andwhenyoudid?“
  “IcameupagainstherSunday,comingoutofchurch。’Whereyoubeen?’
  shesaid,andIsawtherewasarow。_I_didn’tcareiftherewas。
  Iseemedtoforgetaboutherevenwhileshewastherea-talkingtome。Shewasjustnothing。Icouldn’tmakeoutwhateverI’adseenin’erever,orwhattherecould’avebeen。Sometimeswhenshewasn’tabout,Ididgetbackalittle,butneverwhenshewasthere。
  Thenitwasalwaystheothercameupandblottedherout……
  Anyow,itdidn’tbreakherheart。“
  “Married?“Iasked。
  “Married’ercousin,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,andreflectedonthepatternofthetableclothforaspace。