allthetime。Sohegottothecompletestatementofhisaffiancedposition,andtoldherallaboutMillie。
“All?“saidI。
“Everything,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“justwhoshewas,andwhereshelived,andeverythingabouther。IsortoffeltI’adtoallthetime,Idid。“
“’Whateveryouwantyoushallhave,’saidtheFairyLady。’That’sasgoodasdone。YouSHALLfeelyouhavethemoneyjustasyouwish。
Andnow,youknow——YOUMUSTKISSME。’“
AndMr。Skelmersdalepretendednottohearthelatterpartofherremark,andsaidshewasverykind。Thathereallydidn’tdeservesheshouldbesokind。And——
TheFairyLadysuddenlycamequiteclosetohimandwhispered,“Kissme!“
“And,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“likeafool,Idid。“
Therearekissesandkisses,Iamtold,andthismusthavebeenquitetheothersortfromMillie’sresonantsignalsofregard。Therewassomethingmagicinthatkiss;assuredlyitmarkedaturningpoint。
Atanyrate,thisisoneofthepassagesthathethoughtsufficientlyimportanttodescribemostatlength。Ihavetriedtogetitright,Ihavetriedtodisentangleitfromthehintsandgesturesthroughwhichitcametome,butIhavenodoubtthatitwasalldifferentfrommytellingandfarfinerandsweeter,inthesoftfilteredlightandthesubtlystirringsilencesofthefairyglades。TheFairyLadyaskedhimmoreaboutMillie,andwassheverylovely,andsoon——
agreatmanytimes。AstoMillie’sloveliness,Iconceivehimansweringthatshewas“allright。“Andthen,oronsomesuchoccasion,theFairyLadytoldhimshehadfalleninlovewithhimashesleptinthemoonlight,andsohehadbeenbroughtintoFairyland,andshehadthought,notknowingofMillie,thatperhapshemightchancetoloveher。“Butnowyouknowyoucan’t,“shesaid,“soyoumuststopwithmejustalittlewhile,andthenyoumustgobacktoMillie。“Shetoldhimthat,andyouknowSkelmersdalewasalreadyinlovewithher,butthepureinertiaofhismindkepthiminthewayhewasgoing。Iimaginehimsittinginasortofstupefactionamidstalltheseglowingbeautifulthings,answeringabouthisMillieandthelittleshopheprojectedandtheneedofahorseandcart……Andthatabsurdstateofaffairsmusthavegoneonfordaysanddays。Iseethislittlelady,hoveringabouthimandtryingtoamusehim,toodaintytounderstandhiscomplexityandtootendertolethimgo。Andhe,youknow,hypnotisedasitwerebyhisearthlyposition,wenthiswaywithherhitherandthither,blindtoeverythinginFairylandbutthiswonderfulintimacythathadcometohim。Itishard,itisimpossible,togiveinprinttheeffectofherradiantsweetnessshiningthroughthejungleofpoorSkelmersdale’sroughandbrokensentences。Tome,atleast,sheshoneclearamidstthemuddleofhisstorylikeaglow-worminatangleofweeds。
Theremusthavebeenmanydaysofthingswhileallthiswashappening——
andonce,Isay,theydancedunderthemoonlightinthefairyringsthatstudthemeadowsnearSmeeth——butatlastitallcametoanend。
Sheledhimintoagreatcavernousplace,litbyarednightlightsortofthing,wheretherewerecofferspiledoncoffers,andcupsandgoldenboxes,andagreatheapofwhatcertainlyseemedtoallMr。Skelmersdale’ssenses——coinedgold。Therewerelittlegnomesamidstthiswealth,whosalutedherathercoming,andstoodaside。
Andsuddenlysheturnedonhimtherewithbrightlyshiningeyes。
“Andnow,“shesaid,“youhavebeenkindtostaywithmesolong,anditistimeIletyougo。YoumustgobacktoyourMillie。YoumustgobacktoyourMillie,andhere——justasIpromisedyou——theywillgiveyougold。“
“Shechokedlike,“saidMr。Skelmersdale。“Atthat,Ihadasortoffeeling——“hetouchedhisbreastbone“asthoughIwasfaintinghere。Ifeltpale,youknow,andshivering,andeventhen——I’adn’tathingtosay。“
Hepaused。“Yes,“Isaid。
Thescenewasbeyondhisdescribing。ButIknowthatshekissedhimgood-bye。
“Andyousaidnothing?“
“Nothing,“hesaid。“Istoodlikeastuffedcalf。Shejustlookedbackonce,youknow,andstoodsmilinglikeandcrying——Icouldseetheshineofhereyes——andthenshewasgone,andtherewasalltheselittlefellowsbustlingaboutme,stuffingmy’andsandmypocketsandthebackofmycollarandeverywherewithgold。“
Andthenitwas,whentheFairyLadyhadvanished,thatMr。Skelmersdalereallyunderstoodandknew。Hesuddenlybeganpluckingoutthegoldtheywerethrustinguponhim,andshoutingoutatthemtopreventtheirgivinghimmore。“’Idon’tWANTyergold,’Isaid。’I’aven’tdoneyet。I’mnotgoing。IwanttospeaktothatFairyLadyagain。’
Istartedofftogoafterherandtheyheldmeback。Yes,stucktheirlittle’andsagainstmymiddleandshovedmeback。Theykeptgivingmemoreandmoregolduntilitwasrunningalldownmytrouserlegsanddroppingoutofmy’ands。’Idon’tWANTyergold,’
Isaystothem,’IwantjusttospeaktotheFairyLadyagain。’“
“Anddidyou?“
“Itcametoatussle。“
“Beforeyousawher?“
“Ididn’tseeher。WhenIgotoutfromthemshewasn’tanywheretobeseen。“
Soheraninsearchofheroutofthisred-litcave,downalonggrotto,seekingher,andthencehecameoutinagreatanddesolateplaceathwartwhichaswarmofwill-o’-the-wispswereflyingtoandfro。
Andabouthimelvesweredancinginderision,andthelittlegnomescameoutofthecaveafterhim,carryinggoldinhandfulsandcastingitafterhim,shouting,“Fairyloveandfairygold!Fairyloveandfairygold!“
Andwhenheheardthesewords,cameagreatfearthatitwasallover,andhelifteduphisvoiceandcalledtoherbyhername,andsuddenlysethimselftorundowntheslopefromthemouthofthecavern,throughaplaceofthornsandbriers,callingafterherveryloudlyandoften。Theelvesdancedabouthimunheeded,pinchinghimandprickinghim,andthewill-o’-the-wispscircledroundhimanddashedintohisface,andthegnomespursuedhimshoutingandpeltinghimwithfairygold。Asheranwithallthisstrangeroutabouthimanddistractinghim,suddenlyhewasknee-deepinaswamp,andsuddenlyhewasamidstthicktwistedroots,andhecaughthisfootinoneandstumbledandfell……
Hefellandherolledover,andinthatinstanthefoundhimselfsprawlinguponAldingtonKnoll,alllonelyunderthestars。
Hesatupsharplyatonce,hesays,andfoundhewasverystiffandcold,andhisclothesweredampwithdew。Thefirstpallorofdawnandachillywindwerecominguptogether。Hecouldhavebelievedthewholethingastrangelyvividdreamuntilhethrusthishandintohissidepocketandfounditstuffedwithashes。
Thenheknewforcertainitwasfairygoldtheyhadgivenhim。
Hecouldfeelalltheirpinchesandpricksstill,thoughtherewasneverabruiseuponhim。Andinthatmanner,andsosuddenly,Mr。SkelmersdalecameoutofFairylandbackintothisworldofmen。
EventhenhefanciedthethingwasbutthematterofanightuntilhereturnedtotheshopatAldingtonCorneranddiscoveredamidsttheirastonishmentthathehadbeenawaythreeweeks。
“Lor’!thetroubleI’ad!“saidMr。Skelmersdale。
“How?“
“Explaining。Isupposeyou’veneverhadanythinglikethattoexplain。“
“Never,“Isaid,andheexpatiatedforatimeonthebehaviourofthispersonandthat。Onenameheavoidedforaspace。
“AndMillie?“saidIatlast。
“Ididn’tseemtocareabitforseeingMillie,“hesaid。
“Iexpectsheseemedchanged?“
“Everyonewaschanged。Changedforgood。Everyoneseemedbig,youknow,andcoarse。Andtheirvoicesseemedloud。Why,thesun,whenitroseinthemorning,fairhitmeintheeye!“
“AndMillie?“
“Ididn’twanttoseeMillie。“
“Andwhenyoudid?“
“IcameupagainstherSunday,comingoutofchurch。’Whereyoubeen?’
shesaid,andIsawtherewasarow。_I_didn’tcareiftherewas。
Iseemedtoforgetaboutherevenwhileshewastherea-talkingtome。Shewasjustnothing。Icouldn’tmakeoutwhateverI’adseenin’erever,orwhattherecould’avebeen。Sometimeswhenshewasn’tabout,Ididgetbackalittle,butneverwhenshewasthere。
Thenitwasalwaystheothercameupandblottedherout……
Anyow,itdidn’tbreakherheart。“
“Married?“Iasked。
“Married’ercousin,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,andreflectedonthepatternofthetableclothforaspace。