首页 >出版文学> Twelve Stories and a Dream>第13章
  hehadtoldmeto“shutit,“onlyundersudden,excessiveprovocation,andwith,Iamcertain,asubsequentrepentance;hewas,Iknew,quitegladtobeseenwalkingaboutthevillagewithme。Induecourse,heacceptedtheproposalofapipeandwhiskyinmyroomsreadilyenough,andthere,scentingbysomehappyinstinctthattherewastroubleoftheheartinthis,andknowingthatconfidencesbegetconfidences,Ipliedhimwithmuchofinterestandsuggestionfrommyrealandfictitiouspast。Anditwasafterthethirdwhiskyofthethirdvisitofthatsort,ifIrememberrightly,thataproposofsomeartlessexpansionofalittleaffairthathadtouchedandleftmeinmyteens,thathedidatlast,ofhisownfreewillandmotion,breaktheice。“Itwaslikethatwithme,“hesaid,“overthereatAldington。It’sjustthatthat’ssorum。FirstIdidn’tcareabitanditwasallher,andafterwards,whenitwastoolate,itwas,inamannerofspeaking,allme。“
  Iforboretojumpuponthisallusion,andsohepresentlythrewoutanother,andinalittlewhilehewasmakingitasplainasdaylightthattheonethinghewantedtotalkaboutnowwasthisFairylandadventurehehadsattightuponforsolong。Yousee,I’ddonethetrickwithhim,andfrombeingjustanotherhalf-incredulous,would-befacetiousstranger,Ihad,byallmywealthofshamelessself-exposure,becomethepossibleconfidant。Hehadbeenbittenbythedesiretoshowthathe,too,hadlivedandfeltmanythings,andthefeverwasuponhim。
  Hewascertainlyconfoundedlyallusiveatfirst,andmyeagernesstoclearhimupwithafewprecisequestionswasonlyequalledandcontrolledbymyanxietynottogettothissortofthingtoosoon。
  Butinanothermeetingorsothebasisofconfidencewascomplete;
  andfromfirsttolastIthinkIgotmostoftheitemsandaspects——
  indeed,IgotquiteanumberoftimesoveralmosteverythingthatMr。Skelmersdale,withhisverylimitedpowersofnarration,willeverbeabletotell。AndsoIcometothestoryofhisadventure,andIpieceitalltogetheragain。Whetheritreallyhappened,whetherheimagineditordreamtit,orfelluponitinsomestrangehallucinatorytrance,Idonotprofesstosay。ButthatheinventeditIwillnotforonemomententertain。Themansimplyandhonestlybelievesthethinghappenedashesaysithappened;heistransparentlyincapableofanyliesoelaborateandsustained,andinthebeliefofthesimple,yetoftenkeenlypenetrating,rusticmindsabouthimIfindaverystrongconfirmationofhissincerity。Hebelieves——
  andnobodycanproduceanypositivefacttofalsifyhisbelief。
  Asforme,withthismuchofendorsement,Itransmithisstory——
  Iamalittleoldnowtojustifyorexplain。
  HesayshewenttosleeponAldingtonKnollaboutteno’clockonenight——itwasquitepossiblyMidsummernight,thoughhehasneverthoughtofthedate,andhecannotbesurewithinaweekorso——
  anditwasafinenightandwindless,witharisingmoon。IhavebeenatthepainstovisitthisKnollthricesincehisstorygrewupundermypersuasions,andonceIwentthereinthetwilightsummermoonriseonwhatwas,perhaps,asimilarnighttothatofhisadventure。
  Jupiterwasgreatandsplendidabovethemoon,andinthenorthandnorthwesttheskywasgreenandvividlybrightoverthesunkensun。TheKnollstandsoutbareandbleakunderthesky,butsurroundedatalittledistancebydarkthickets,andasIwentuptowardsittherewasamightystartingandscamperingofghostlyorquiteinvisiblerabbits。JustoverthecrownoftheKnoll,butnowhereelse,wasamultitudinousthintrumpetingofmidges。TheKnollis,Ibelieve,anartificialmound,thetumulusofsomegreatprehistoricchieftain,andsurelynomaneverchoseamorespaciousprospectforasepulchre。
  EastwardoneseesalongthehillstoHythe,andthenceacrosstheChanneltowhere,thirtymilesandmoreperhaps,away,thegreatwhitelightsbyGrisNezandBoulognewinkandpassandshine。
  WestwardliesthewholetumbledvalleyoftheWeald,visibleasfarasHindheadandLeithHill,andthevalleyoftheStouropenstheDownsinthenorthtointerminablehillsbeyondWye。AllRomneyMarshliessouthwardatone’sfeet,DymchurchandRomneyandLydd,Hastingsanditshillareinthemiddledistance,andthehillsmultiplyvaguelyfarbeyondwhereEastbournerollsuptoBeachyHead。
  AndoutuponallthisitwasthatSkelmersdalewandered,beingtroubledinhisearlierloveaffair,andashesays,“notcaringWHEREhewent。“
  Andtherehesatdowntothinkitover,andso,sulkingandgrieving,wasovertakenbysleep。Andsohefellintothefairies’power。
  ThequarrelthathadupsethimwassometrivialmatterenoughbetweenhimselfandthegirlatClaptonHilltowhomhewasengaged。
  Shewasafarmer’sdaughter,saidSkelmersdale,and“veryrespectable,“
  andnodoubtanexcellentmatchforhim;butbothgirlandloverwereveryyoungandwithjustthatmutualjealousy,thatintolerantlykeenedgeofcriticism,thatirrationalhungerforabeautifulperfection,thatlifeandwisdomdopresentlyandmostmercifullydull。WhattheprecisematterofquarrelwasIhavenoidea。Shemayhavesaidshelikedmeningaiterswhenhehadn’tanygaiterson,orhemayhavesaidhelikedherbetterinadifferentsortofhat,buthoweveritbegan,itgotbyaseriesofclumsystagestobitternessandtears。Shenodoubtgottearfulandsmeary,andhegrewdustyanddrooping,andshepartedwithinvidiouscomparisons,gravedoubtswhethersheeverhadREALLYcaredforhim,andaclearcertaintyshewouldnevercareagain。AndwiththissortofthinguponhismindhecameoutuponAldingtonKnollgrieving,andpresently,afteralonginterval,perhaps,quiteinexplicably,fellasleep。
  Hewoketofindhimselfonasofterturfthaneverhehadsleptonbefore,andundertheshadeofverydarktreesthatcompletelyhidthesky。Always,indeed,inFairylandtheskyishidden,itseems。
  Exceptforonenightwhenthefairiesweredancing,Mr。Skelmersdale,duringallhistimewiththem,neversawastar。AndofthatnightIamindoubtwhetherhewasinFairylandproperoroutwheretheringsandrushesare,inthoselowmeadowsneartherailwaylineatSmeeth。
  Butitwaslightunderthesetreesforallthat,andontheleavesandamidsttheturfshoneamultitudeofglow-worms,verybrightandfine。Mr。Skelmersdale’sfirstimpressionwasthathewasSMALL,andthenextthatquiteanumberofpeoplestillsmallerwerestandingallabouthim。Forsomereason,hesays,hewasneithersurprisednorfrightened,butsatupquitedeliberatelyandrubbedthesleepoutofhiseyes。AndthereallabouthimstoodthesmilingelveswhohadcaughthimsleepingundertheirprivilegesandhadbroughthimintoFairyland。
  WhattheseelveswerelikeIhavefailedtogather,sovagueandimperfectishisvocabulary,andsounobservantofallminordetaildoesheseemtohavebeen。Theywereclothedinsomethingverylightandbeautiful,thatwasneitherwool,norsilk,norleaves,northepetalsofflowers。Theystoodallabouthimashesatandwaked,anddownthegladetowardshim,downaglow-wormavenueandfrontedbyastar,cameatoncethatFairyLadywhoisthechiefpersonageofhismemoryandtale。OfherIgatheredmore。Shewasclothedinfilmygreen,andaboutherlittlewaistwasabroadsilvergirdle。Herhairwavedbackfromherforeheadoneitherside;therewerecurlsnottoowaywardandyetastray,andonherbrowwasalittletiara,setwithasinglestar。Hersleevesweresomesortofopensleevesthatgavelittleglimpsesofherarms;herthroat,Ithink,wasalittledisplayed,becausehespeaksofthebeautyofherneckandchin。Therewasanecklaceofcoralaboutherwhitethroat,andinherbreastacoral-colouredflower。Shehadthesoftlinesofalittlechildinherchinandcheeksandthroat。Andhereyes,Igather,wereofakindledbrown,verysoftandstraightandsweetunderherlevelbrows。YouseebytheseparticularshowgreatlythisladymusthaveloomedinMr。Skelmersdale’spicture。Certainthingshetriedtoexpressandcouldnotexpress;“thewayshemoved,“
  hesaidseveraltimes;andIfancyasortofdemurejoyousnessradiatedfromthisLady。
  Anditwasinthecompanyofthisdelightfulperson,astheguestandchosencompanionofthisdelightfulperson,thatMr。SkelmersdalesetouttobetakenintotheintimaciesofFairyland。Shewelcomedhimgladlyandalittlewarmly——Isuspectapressureofhishandinbothofhersandalitfacetohis。Afterall,tenyearsagoyoungSkelmersdalemayhavebeenaverycomelyyouth。Andonceshetookhisarm,andonce,Ithink,sheledhimbythehandadownthegladethattheglow-wormslit。
  JusthowthingschancedandhappenedthereisnotellingfromMr。Skelmersdale’sdisarticulatedskeletonofdescription。Hegiveslittleunsatisfactoryglimpsesofstrangecornersanddoings,ofplaceswherethereweremanyfairiestogether,of“toadstoolthingsthatshonepink,“offairyfood,ofwhichhecouldonlysay“youshouldhavetastedit!“andoffairymusic,“likealittlemusicalbox,“
  thatcameoutofnoddingflowers。Therewasagreatopenplacewherefairiesrodeandracedon“things,“butwhatMr。Skelmersdalemeantby“theseherethingstheyrode,“thereisnotelling。Larvae,perhaps,orcrickets,orthelittlebeetlesthateludeussoabundantly。
  Therewasaplacewherewatersplashedandgiganticking-cupsgrew,andthereinthehottertimesthefairiesbathedtogether。Thereweregamesbeingplayedanddancingandmuchelvishlove-making,too,Ithink,amongthemoss-branchthickets。TherecanbenodoubtthattheFairyLadymadelovetoMr。Skelmersdale,andnodoubteitherthatthisyoungmansethimselftoresisther。Atimecame,indeed,whenshesatonabankbesidehim,inaquiet,secludedplace“allsmellingofvi’lets,“andtalkedtohimoflove。
  “Whenhervoicewentlowandshewhispered,“saidMr。Skelmersdale,“andlaid’er’andonmy’and,youknow,andcameclosewithasoft,warmfriendlywayshe’ad,itwasasmuchasIcoulddotokeepmy’ead。“
  Itseemshekepthisheadtoacertainlimitedunfortunateextent。
  Hesaw“’owthewindwasblowing,“hesays,andso,sittingthereinaplaceallsmellingofviolets,withthetouchofthislovelyFairyLadyabouthim,Mr。Skelmersdalebrokeittohergently——
  thathewasengaged!
  Shehadtoldhimshelovedhimdearly,thathewasasweethumanladforher,andwhateverhewouldaskofherheshouldhave——evenhisheart’sdesire。
  AndMr。Skelmersdale,who,Ifancy,triedhardtoavoidlookingatherlittlelipsastheyjustdroppedapartandcametogether,leduptothemoreintimatequestionbysayinghewouldlikeenoughcapitaltostartalittleshop。He’djustliketofeel,hesaid,hehadmoneyenoughtodothat。Iimaginealittlesurpriseinthosebrowneyeshetalkedabout,butsheseemedsympatheticforallthat,andsheaskedhimmanyquestionsaboutthelittleshop,“laughinglike“