IthoughtofastudentofKazanwhomIhadknowninthedaysofthepast,ofayoungfellowfromViatkawho,pale-browed,andsententiousofdiction,mightalmosthavebeenbrothertotheex-
soldierhimself。AndonceagainIheardhimdeclarethat“beforeallthingsmustIlearnwhetherornotthereexistsaGod;pre-
eminentlymustImakeabeginningthere。“
AndIthought,too,ofacertainaccoucheusenamedVelikovawhohadbeenacomely,butreputedlygay,woman。AndIrememberedacertainoccasionwhen,onahilloverlookingtheriverKazanandtheArskiPlain,shehadstoodcontemplatingthemarshesbelow,andthefarbluelineoftheVolga;untilsuddenlyturningpale,shehad,withtearsofjoysparklinginherfineeyes,criedunderherbreath,butsufficientlyloudlyforallpresenttohearher:
“Ah,friends,howgraciousandhowfairisthislandofours!
Come,letussalutethatlandforhavingdeemedusworthyofresidencetherein!“
Whereuponallpresent,includingadeacon-studentfromtheEcclesiasticalSchool,aMorduinefromtheForeignCollege,astudentofveterinaryscience,andtwoofourtutors,haddoneobeisance。AtthesametimeIrecalledthefactthatsubsequentlyoneofthepartyhadgonemad,andcommittedsuicide。
Again,Irecalledhowonce,onthePianiBor[LiquorWharf]bytheriverKama,atall,sandyyoungfellowwithintelligenteyesandthefaceofane’er-do-wellhadcaughtmyattention。Thedayhadbeenahot,languorousSundayonwhichallthingshadseemedtobeexhibitingtheirbetterside,andtellingthesunthatitwasnotinvainthathewaspouringouthisbrilliantpotency,anddiffusinghislivinggold;whilethemanofwhomIspeakhad,dressedinanewsuitofblueserge,anewcapcockedawry,andapairofbrilliantlypolishedboots,beenstandingattheedgeofthewharf,andgazingatthebrownwatersoftheKama,theemeraldexpansebeyondthemandthesilver-scaledpoolsleftbehindbythetide。Until,asthesunhadbeguntosinktowardsthemarshesontheothersideoftheriver,andtobecomedissolvedintostreaks,themanhadsmiledwithincreasingrapture,andhisfacehadglowedwithcreasingeagernessanddelight;untilfinallyhehadsnatchedthecapfromhishead,flungit,withapowerfulthrowfaroutintotherussetwaters,andshouted:“Kama,Omymother,Iloveyou,andneverwilldesertyou!“
Andthelast,andalsothebest,recollectionofthingsseenbeforethenightofwhichIspeakwastherecollectionofanoccasionwhen,onelateautumn,IhadbeencrossingtheCaspianSeaonanoldtwo-mastedschoonerladenwithdriedapricots,plums,andpeaches。SailingonheralsoshehadhadsomehundredfishermenfromtheBozhiFactory,menwho,originallyforestpeasantsoftheUpperVolga,hadbeenwell-built,bearded,healthy,goodhumoured,animal-spiritedyoungfellows,youngsterstannedwiththewind,andsaltedwiththeseawater;youngsterswho,afterworkinghardattheirtrade,hadbeenrejoicingattheprospectofreturninghome。Andcareeringaboutthedecklikeyouthfulbearsaseverandanonlofty,sharp-pointedwaveshadseizedandtossedalofttheschooner,andtheyardshadcracked,andthetaut-runrigginghadwhistled,andthesailshadbelliedintoglobes,andthehowlingwindhadshavedoffthewhitecrestsofbillows,andpartiallysubmergedthevesselincloudsoffoam。
Andseatedonthedeckwithhisbroadbackrestingagainstthemainmasttherehadbeenoneyounggiantinparticular。Cladinawhitelinenshirtandapairofbluesergetrousers,andinnocentalikeofbeardandmoustache,thisyoungfellowhadhadfull,redlips,blue,boyish,andexceedinglytranslucenteyes,andafaceintoxicatedinexcelsiswiththehappinessofyouth;whileleaningacrosshiskneesastheyhadrestedsprawlingoverthedecktherehadbeenayoungfemaletrimmeroffish,awenchasmassiveandtallastheyoungmanhimself,andawenchwhosefacehadbecometannedtoroughnesswiththesunandwind,eyebrowsdark,full,andaslargeasthewingsofaswallow,breastsasfirmasstone,andteatsaroundwhich,astheyprojectedfromthefoldsofaredbodice,therehadlainapatternofblueveins。
Thebroad,iron-blackpalmoftheyoungfellow’slong,knottedhandhadbeenrestingonthewoman’sleftbreast,withthearmbaretotheelbow;whileinhisrighthand,ashehadsatgazingpensivelyatthewoman’srobustfigure,therehadbeengraspedatinmugfromwhichsomeoftheredliquorhadscatteredstainsoverthefrontofhislinenshirt。
Meanwhile,aroundthepairtherehadbeenhoveringsomeoftheyoungster’scomrades,who,withcoatsbuttonedtothethroat,andcapsgrippedtopreventtheirbeingblownawaybythewind,hademployedthemselveswithscanningthewoman’sfigurewithenviouseyes,andviewingherfromeitherside。Nay,theshaggygreenwavesthemselveshadbeenstealingoccasionalglimpsesatthepictureascloudshadswirledacrossthesky,gullshadutteredtheirinsatiablescream,andthesun,dancingonthefoam-fleckedwaters,hadvestedthebillows,nowintintsofblue,nowinnaturaltintsasofflamingjewels。
Inshort,allthepassengersontheschoonerhadbeenshoutingandlaughingandsinging,whilethegreatbeardedpeasantshadalsobeenpayingassiduouscourttoalargeleathernbottlewhichhadlainensconcedonaheapofpeach-sacks,withtheresultthatthescenehadcometohaveaboutitsomethingoftheantique,legendaryairofthereturnofStepanRazinfromhisPersiancampaign。
Atlengththebuffetingofthewindhadcausedanoldmanwithacrookednosesetonahairy,faun-likefacetostumbleoveroneofthewoman’sfeet;whereuponhehadhalted,thrownuphisheadwithnonsenilevigour,andexclaimed:
“Maythedevilflyawaywithyou,youshamelesshussy!Whyliesprawlingaboutthedecklikethis?See,too,howexposedyouare!“
Thewomanhadnotstirredatthewords——shehadnotevenopenedaneye;onlyoverherlipstherehadpassedafainttremor。Whereastheyoungfellowhadstraightenedhimself,depositedhistinmuguponthedeck,andcriedloudlyashelaidhisdisengagedhanduponthewoman’sbreast。
“Ah,youenvyme,doyou,YakimPetrov?Nevermind,thoughyouhavedonenogreatharm。Butrunnorisks;donotlookforneedlesstrouble,foryourdayforsuckingsugarplumsispast。“
Whereafter,raisingbothhishands,theyoungfellowhadsoftlyletthemsinkagainuponthewoman’sbosomasheaddedtriumphantly:
“ThesebreastscouldfeedallRussia!“
Then,andonlythen,hadthewomansmiledalong,slowsmile。Andasshehaddonesoeverythinginthevicinityhadseemedtosmileinunison,andtoriseandfallinharmonywithherbosom——yes,thewholevessel,andthevessel’sfreight。Andatthemomentwhenaparticularlylargewavehadstruckthebulwarks,andbesprinkledallonboardwithspray,thewomanhadopenedherdarkeyes,lookedkindlyattheoldman,andattheyoungfellow,andatthesceneingeneral——thensetherselftorecoverherbosom。
“Nay,“theyoungfellowhadcriedasheinterposedtoremoveherhands。“Thereisnoneedforthat,thereisnoneedforthat。
LetthemALLlook。“
Suchthememoriesthatcamebacktomyrecollectionthatnight。
GladlyIwouldhaverecountedthemtomycompanions,but,unfortunately,thesehad,bynow,succumbedtoslumber。Theex-
soldier,restinginasittingposture,andsnoringloudly,hadhisbackprisedagainsthiswallet,hisheadslopedsideways,andhishandsclaspeduponhisknees,whileVasiliwaslyingonhisbackwithhisfaceturnedupwards,hishandsclaspedbehindhishead,hisdark,finelymouldedbrowsraisedalittle,andhismoustacheerect。Also,hewasweepinginhissleep——tearswerecoursingdownhisbrown,sunburntcheeks;tearswhich,inthemoonlight,hadinthemsomethingofthegreenishtintofachrysoliteorseawater,andwhich,onsuchamanlyface,lookedstrangeindeed!
Stilltherivuletwaspurlingasitflowed,andthefirecrackling;whilebathedintheredglowoftheflamestherewassitting,bentforward,thedark,stonelikefigureoftheMolokans’watchman,withtheaxeathisfeetreflectingtheradiantgleamofthemoonintheskyaboveus。
Alltheearthseemedtobesleepingaseverthewaningstarsseemedtodrawnearerandnearer……
Theslowlengthofthenextdaywasdraggedalongamidaninertiabornofthemoistheat,thesongoftheriver,andtheintoxicatingscentsofforestandflowers。Inshort,onefeltinclinedtodonothing,frommorntillnight,saveroamthedefilewithouttheexchangingofaword,theconceivingofadesire,ortheformulatingofathought。
Atsunset,whenwewereengagedindrinkingteabythefire,theex-soldierremarked:
“Ihopethatlifeinthenextworldwillexactlyresemblelifeinthisspot,andbejustasquietandpeacefulandimmunefromwork。Hereoneneedsbuttositandmeltlikebutterandsufferneitherfromwrongnoranxiety。“
Then,ascarefullyhewithdrewhispipefromhislips,andsighed,headded:
“Aye!IfIcouldbutfeelsurethatlifeinthenextworldwillbelikelifehere,IwouldpraytoGod:’ForChrist’ssaketakemysoulattheearliestconceivablemoment。’“
“WhatmightsuitYOUwouldnotsuitME,“Vasilithoughtfullyobserved。“Iwouldnotalwayslivesuchalifeasthis。Imightdosoforatime,butnotinperpetuity。“
“Ah,butneverhaveyouworkedhard,“gruntedtheex-soldier。
Ineverywaytheeveningresembledthepreviousone;thereweretobeobservedthesamelusciousfloodingofthedefilewithdove-colouredmist,thesameflashingofthesilvercragsintheroseatetwilight,thesamerockingofthedense,warmforest’ssoft,leafytree-tops,thesamesofteningoftherocks’outlinesinthegloom,thesamegradualupliftofshadows,thesamechantingofthe“matchmaking“river,thesameroutineonthepartofthebig,sleekcarpentersaroundthebarraque——aroutineasslowandponderousinitscourseasthemovementsofadroveofwildboars。
Morethanonceduringtheoffhoursofthedayhadwesoughttomakethecarpenters’acquaintance,tostartaconversationwiththem,butalwaystheiranswershadbeengivenreluctantly,inmonosyllables,andneverhadadiscussionseemedlikelytogetunderwaywithoutthewhiteheadedforemanshoutingtotheparticularmemberofthegangconcerned:“Hi,you,Pavlushka!
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