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第3章

  Yes,shewastojourneyinthecompanyoftheMotherofGod。Sonomoreonthepointrequiredtobesaid。
  Glancingagainatthetiny,inchoatefaceunderthebushes,hereyesdiffusedraysofwarmandkindlylightas,lickingherlips,she,withaslowmovement,smoothedthebreastofthelittleone。
  ThenIarrangedsticksforafire,andalsoadjustedstonestosupportthekettle。
  “SoonIwillhaveteareadyforyou,“Iremarked。
  “AndthankfulindeedIshallbe,“sheresponded,“formybreastsaredriedup。“
  “Whyhaveyourcompanionsdesertedyou?“Isaidnext。
  “Theyhavenotdesertedme。ItwasIthatleftthemofmyownaccord。HowcouldIhaveexposedmyselfintheirpresence?“
  Andwithaglanceatmesheraisedahandtoherfaceas,spittingagoutofblood,shesmiledasortofbashfulsmile。
  “Thisisyourfirstchild,Itakeit?“
  “Itis。Andwhoareyou?“
  “Aman。“
  “Yes,aman,ofcourse;but,areyouaMARRIEDman?“
  “No,Ihaveneverbeenabletomarry。“
  “Thatcannotbetrue。“
  “Whynot?“
  Withloweredeyesshesatawhileinthought。
  “Because,ifso,howdoyoucometoknowsomuchaboutwomen’saffairs?“
  ThistimeIDIDlie,forIreplied:
  “Becausetheyhavebeenmystudy。Infact,Iamamedicalstudent。“
  “Ah!Ourpriest’ssonalsowasastudent,butastudentfortheChurch。“
  “Verywell。ThenyouknowwhatIam。NowIwillgoandfetchsomewater。“
  Uponthissheinclinedherheadtowardsherlittlesonandlistenedforamomenttohisbreathing。Thenshesaidwithaglancetowardsthesea:
  “Itooshouldliketohaveawash,butIdonotknowwhatthewaterislike。Whatisit?Brackishorsalt?“
  “No;quitegoodwater——fitforyoutowashin。“
  “Isitreally?“
  “Yes,really。Moreover,itiswarmerthanthewaterofthestreamshereabouts,whichisascoldasice。“
  “Ah!Well,youknowbest。“
  Hereashaggy-earedpony,allskinandbone,wasseenapproachingusatafoot’space。Trembling,anddroopingitshead,itscannedus,asitdrewlevel,witharoundblackeye,andsnorted。Uponthat,itsriderpushedbackaraggedfurcap,glancedwarilyinourdirection,andagainsankhishead。
  “Thefolkofthesepartsareuglytolookat,“softlycommentedthewomanfromOrlov。
  ThenIdepartedinquestofwater。AfterIhadwashedmyfaceandhandsIfilledthekettlefromastreambrightandlivelyasquicksilverastreampresenting,astheautumnleavestossedintheeddieswhichwentleapingandsingingoverthestones,atrulyenchantingspectacle,and,returning,andpeepingthroughthebushes,perceivedthewomantobecrawlingonhandsandkneesoverthestones,andanxiouslypeeringabout,asthoughinsearchofsomething。
  “Whatisit?“Iinquired,andthereupon,turninggreyinthefacewithconfusionshehastenedtoconcealsomearticleunderherperson,althoughIhadalreadyguessedthenatureofthearticle。
  “Giveittome,“wasmyonlyremark。“Iwillgoandburyit。“
  “Howso?For,asamatteroffact,itoughttobeburiedunderthefloorinfrontofsomestove。“
  “ArewetobuildastoveHERE?Builditinfiveminutes?“I
  retorted。
  “Ah,Iwasjesting。Butreally,Iwouldrathernothaveitburiedhere,lestsomewildbeastshouldcomeanddevourit……
  Yetitoughttobecommittedonlytotheearth。“
  Thatsaid,she,withavertedeyes,handedmeamoistandheavybundle;andasshedidsoshesaidunderherbreath,withanairofconfusion:
  “IbegofyouforChrist’ssaketoburyitaswell,asdeeply,asyoucan。OutofpityformysondoasIbidyou。“
  Ididasshehadrequested;and,justasthetaskhadbeencompleted,Iperceivedherreturningfromthemarginoftheseawithunsteadygait,andanarmstretchedoutbeforeher,andapetticoatsoakedtothemiddlewiththeseawater。Yetallherfacewasalightwithinwardfire,andasIhelpedhertoregainthespotwhereIhadpreparedsomesticksIcouldnothelpreflectingwithsomeastonishment:
  “Howstrongindeedsheis!“
  Next,aswedrankamixtureofteaandhoney,sheinquired:
  “Haveyounowceasedtobeastudent?“
  “Yes。“
  “Andwhyso?Throughtoomuchdrink?“
  “Evenso,goodmother。“
  “Dearme!Well,yourfaceisfamiliartome。Yes,IrememberthatInoticedyouinSukhumwhenonceyouwerearguingwiththebarraquesuperintendentoverthequestionofrations。AsIdidsothethoughtoccurredtome:’Surelythatboldyoungfellowmusthavegoneandspenthismeansondrink?Yes,thatishowitmustbe。’“
  Then,asfromherswollenlipsshelickedadropofhoney,sheagainbentherblueeyesinthedirectionofthebushunderwhichtheslumbering,newly-arrivedOrlovianwascouched。
  “Howwillhelive?“thoughtfullyshesaidwithasigh——thenadded:
  “Youhavehelpedme,andIthankyou。Yes,mythanksareyours,thoughIcannottellwhetherornotyourassistancewillhavehelpedHIM。“
  And,drinkingtherestofhertea,sheateamorselofbread,thenmadethesignofthecross。Andsubsequently,asIwasputtingupmythings,shecontinuedtorockherselftoandfro,togivelittlestartsandcries,andtogazethoughtfullyatthegroundwitheyeswhichhadnowregainedtheiroriginalcolour。Atlastsherosetoherfeet。
  “Youarenotgoingyet?“Iqueriedprotestingly。
  “Yes,Imust。“
  “But——“
  “TheBlessedVirginwillgowithme。Sopleasehandmeoverthechild。“
  “No,Iwillcarryhim。“
  And,afteracontestforthehonour,sheyielded,andwewalkedawaysidebyside。
  “IonlywishIwerealittlesteadieronmyfeet,“sheremarkedwithanapologeticsmileasshelaidahanduponmyshoulder,Meanwhile,thenewcitizenofRussia,thelittlehumanbeingofanunknownfuture,wassnoringsoundlyinmyarmsastheseaplashedandmurmured,andthrewoffitswhiteshavings,andthebusheswhisperedtogether,andthesunnowarrivedatthemeridianshonebrightlyuponusall。
  Incalmcontentitwasthatwewalked;savethatnowandthenthemotherwouldhalt,drawadeepbreath,raiseherhead,scantheseaandtheforestandthehills,andpeerintoherson’sface。Andasshedidso,eventhemistbegottenoftearsofsufferingcouldnotdimthewonderfulbrilliancyandclearnessofhereyes。Forwiththesombrefireofinexhaustiblelovewerethoseeyesaflame。
  Once,asshehalted,sheexclaimed:
  “0God,0MotherofGod,howgooditallis!WouldthatforeverIcouldwalkthus,yes,walkandwalkuntotheveryendoftheworld!AllthatIshouldneedwouldbethatthou,myson,mydarlingson,shouldst,borneuponthymother’sbreast,growandwaxstrong!“
  Andtheseamurmuredandmurmured。