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第2章

  ThenIunderstoodwhatwasthematter,forIhadseenasimilarcasebefore。Yetforthemomentacertainfeelingofshynessmademeedgeawayfromheralittle;andasIdidso,sheutteredaprolongedmoan,andheralmostburstingeyeballsventedhot,murkytearswhichtrickleddownhertenseandlividfeatures。
  ThereuponIturnedtoheragain,and,throwingdowncooking-pot,teapot,andwallet,laidheronherback,andstrovetobendherkneesupwardsinthedirectionofherbody。Meanwhileshesoughttorepelmewithblowsonfaceandbreast,andatlengthrolledontoherstomach。Then,raisingherselfonallfours,she,sobbing,gasping,andcursinginabreath,crawledawaylikeabearintoaremoterportionofthethicket。
  “Beast!“shepanted。“Oh,youdevil!“
  Yet,evenasthewordsescapedherlips,herarmsgavewaybeneathher,andshecollapseduponherface,withlegsstretchedout,andherlipsemittingafreshseriesofconvulsivemoans。
  Excitednowtofeverpitch,Ihurriedlyrecalledmysmallstoreofknowledgeofsuchcasesandfinallydecidedtoturnheronherback,and,asbefore,tostrivetobendherkneesupwardsinthedirectionofherbody。Alreadysignsofimminentparturitionwerenotwanting。
  “Liestill,“Isaid,“andifyoudothatitwillnotbelongbeforeyouaredeliveredofthechild。“
  Whereafter,runningdowntothesea,Ipulledupmysleeves,and,onreturning,embarkeduponmyrole,ofaccoucheur。
  Scoringtheearthwithherfingers,uprootingtuftsofwitheredgrass,andstrugglingtothrustthemintohermouth,scatteringsoiloverherterrible,inhumanfaceandbloodshoteyes,thewomanwrithedlikeastripofbirchbarkinawoodfire。Indeed,bythistimealittleheadwascomingintoview,anditneededallmyeffortstoquellthetwitchingsofherlegs,tohelpthechildtoissue,andtopreventitsmotherfromthrustinggrassdownherdistorted,moaningthroat。Meanwhilewecursedoneanother——shethroughherteeth,andIinanundertone;she,I
  shouldsurmise,outofpainandshame,andI,Ifeelcertain,outofnervousness,mingledwithaperfectagonyofcompassion。
  “OLord!“shegaspedwithbluelipsfleckedwithfoamashereyessuddenlybereftoftheircolourinthesunlightshedtearsbornoftheintolerableanguishofthematernalfunction,andherbodywrithedandtwistedasthoughherframehadbeenseveredinthemiddle。
  “Away,youbrute!“washeroft-repeatedcryaswithherweakhands,handsseeminglydislocatedatthewrists,shestrovetothrustmetoadistance。YetallthetimeIkeptsayingpersuasively:“Youfool!Bringforthasquicklyasyoucan!“
  and,asamatteroffact,wasfeelingsosorryforherthattearscontinuedtospurtfrommyeyesasmuchasfromhers,andmyveryheartcontractedwithpity。Also,neverdidIceasetofeelthatIoughttokeepsayingsomething;wherefore,I
  repeated,andagainrepeated:“Nowthen!Bringforthasquicklyaseveryoucan!“
  Andatlastmyhandsdidindeedholdahumancreatureinallitspristinebeauty。Norcouldeventhemistoftearspreventmefromseeingthatthathumancreaturewasredintheface,andthattojudgefromthemannerinwhichitkeptkickingandresistingandutteringhoarsewailswhilestillboundtoitsmotherbytheligament,itwasfeelingdissatisfiedinadvancewiththeworld。Yes,blue-eyed,andwithanoseabsurdlysunkenbetweenapairofscarlet,rumpledcheeksandlipswhichceaselesslyquiveredandcontracted,itkeptbawling:“A-aah!
  A-a-ah!“
  Moreover,soslipperywasitthat,asIkneltandlookedatitandlaughedwithreliefatthefactthatithadarrivedsafely,Icameneartolettingitfallupontheground:whereforeI
  entirelyforgotwhatnextIoughttohavedone。
  “Cutit!“atlengthwhisperedthemotherwitheyesclosed,andfeaturessuddenlyswollenandresemblingthoseofacorpse。
  “Aknife!“againshewhisperedwithherlividlips。“Cutit!“
  Mypocket-knifeIhadhadstolenfrommeintheworkmen’sbarraque;butwithmyteethIseveredthecaul,andthenthechildgaverenewedtongueintrueOrlovianfashion,whilethemothersmiled。Also,insomecuriousfashion,themother’sunfathomableeyesregainedtheircolour,andbecamefilledaswithbluefireas,plungingahandintoherbodiceandfeelingforthepocket,shecontrivedtoarticulatewithrawandblood-fleckedlips:
  “Ihavenotasinglepieceofstringorribandtobindthecaulwith。“
  UponthatIsetto,andmanagedtoproduceapieceofriband,andtofastenitintherequiredposition。
  Thereaftershesmiledmorebrightlythanever。Soradiantlydidshesmilethatmyeyescameneartobeingblindedwiththespectacle。
  “Andnowrearrangeyourself,“Isaid,“andinthemeanwhileI
  willgoandwashthebaby。“
  “Yes,yes,“shemurmureduneasily。“Butbeverycarefulwithhim——beverygentle。“
  Yetitwaslittleenoughcarethattherosylittlehomunculusseemedtorequire,sostrenuouslydidheclenchhisfists,andbawlasthoughheweremindedtochallengethewholeworldtocombat。
  “Come,now!“atlengthIsaid。“Youmusthavedone,oryourveryheadwilldropoff。“
  Yetnosoonerdidhefeelthetouchoftheoceanspray,andbegintobesprinkledWithitsjoyouscaresses,thanhelamentedmoreloudlyandvigorouslythanever,andsocontinuedthroughouttheprocessofbeingslappedonthebackandbreastas,frowningandstruggling,heventedsquallaftersquallwhilethewaveslavedhistinylimbs。
  “Shout,youngOrlovian!“saidIencouragingly。“Letflywithallthepowerofyourlungs!“
  Andwiththat,Itookhimbacktohismother。Ifoundherwitheyesclosedandlipsdrawnbetweenherteethasshewrithedinthetormentofexpellingtheafter-birth。ButpresentlyI
  detectedthroughthesighsandgroansawhispered:
  “Givehimtome!Givehimtome!“
  “Youhadbetterwaitalittle,“Iurged。
  “Ohno!Givehimtomenow!“
  Andwithtremulous,unsteadyhandssheunhookedthebosomofherbodice,and,freeingwithmyassistancethebreastwhichnaturehadpreparedforatleastadozenchildren,appliedthemutinousyoungOrloviantothenipple。Asforhim,heatonceunderstoodthematter,andceasedtosendforthfurtherlamentation。
  “OpureandholyMotherofGod!“shegaspedinalong-drawn,quiveringsighasshebentadishevelledheadoverthelittleone,and,betweenintervalsofsilence,felltoutteringsoft,abruptexclamations。Then,openingherineffablybeautifulblueeyes,thehallowedeyesofamother,sheraisedthemtowardstheazureheavens,whileintheirdepthstherewascomingandgoingaflameofjoyandgratitude。Lastly,liftingalanguidhand,shewithaslowmovementmadethesignofthecrossoverbothherselfandherbabe。
  “ThankstotheeOpurestMotherofGod!“shemurmured。
  “Thanksindeedtothee!“
  Thenhereyesgrewdimandvagueagain,andafterapauseduringwhichsheseemedtobescarcelybreathingshesaidinahardandmatter-of-facttone:
  “Youngfellow,unfastenmysatchel。“
  AndwhilstIwassoengagedshecontinuedtoregardmewithasteadygaze;but,whenthetaskwascompletedshesmiledshamefacedly,andonhersunkencheeksandsweat-fleckedtemplestheredawnedtheghostofablush。
  “Now,“saidshe,“doyou,forthepresent,goaway。“
  “AndifIdoso,seethatinthemeanwhileyoudonotmoveabouttoomuch。“
  “No,Iwillnot。Butpleasegoaway。“
  SoIwithdrewalittle。Inmybreastasortofwearinesswaslurking,butalsoinmybreasttherewasechoingasoftandgloriouschorusofbirds,achorussoexquisitelyinaccordwiththenever-ceasingsplashoftheseathatforevercouldIhavelistenedtoit,andtotheneighbouringbrookasitpurledonitswaylikeamaidenengagedinrelatingconfidencesaboutherlover。
  Presently,thewoman’syellow-scarfedheadthescarfnowtidilyrearrangedreappearedoverthebushes。
  “Come,come,goodwoman!“wasmyexclamation。“Itellyouthatyoumustnotmoveaboutsosoon。“
  Andcertainlyherattitudenowwasoneofutterlanguor,andshehadperforcetograspthestemofabushwithonehandtosupportherself。Yetwhilethebloodwasgonefromherface,therehadformedinthehollowswherehereyeshadbeentwolakesofblue。
  “Seehowheissleeping!“shemurmured。
  And,trueenough,thechildwassoundasleep,thoughtomyeyeshelookedmuchasanyotherbabymighthavedone,savethatthecouchofautumnleavesonwhichhewasensconcedconsistedofleavesofakindwhichcouldnothavebeendiscoveredinthefarawayforestsofOrlov。
  “Now,doyouyourselfliedownawhile,“wasmyadvice。
  “Oh,no,“sherepliedwithashakeofherheadonitssinuousneck;“forImustbecollectingmythingsbeforeImoveontowards——“
  “TowardsOtchenchiri“
  “Yes。Bynowmyfolkwillhavegonemanyaverstinthatdirection。“
  “Andcanyouwalksofar?“
  “TheHolyMotherwillhelpme。“