Thesimpleservicewenton;thefirstlessonwasread。Itcriedwoeuponthemthatjoinedhousetohouseandfieldtofield,thatdrawiniquitywithcordsofvanityandsinasitwerewithacartrope;
thatcallevilgoodandgoodevil,thatputdarknessforlightandlightfordarkness,thatjustifythewickedforreward;thatfeastfullbutregardnottheworkoftheLord,neitherconsidertheoperationofHishand,forofsuchitprophesiedthattheirhousesgreatandfairshouldbewithoutinhabitantanddesolate。
Itwasverywellread,andAlan,listening,thoughtthatthedenunciationsoftheoldseerofthousandsofyearsagowerenotinappropriatetothedwellersinsomehousesgreatandfairofhisownday,who,whatevertheydidorleftundone,regardednottheworkoftheLord,neitherconsideredtheoperationofHishand。PerhapsBarbarathoughtsotoo;atanyratearathersadlittlesmileappearedonceortwiceuponhersweet,firmfaceastheimmortalpoemechoeddowntheaisle。
Thepeacethatpassethunderstandingwasinvokedupontheirheads,andrisingwiththerestofthescantycongregationtheywentaway。
“Shallwewalkhomebythewoods,Alan?“askedBarbara。“Itisthreemilesround,butwedon’tlunchtilltwo。“
Henodded,andpresentlytheywerealoneinthosewoods,thebeautifulwoodsthroughwhichthebreathofspringwasbreathing,treadinguponcarpetsofbluebells,violetandprimrose;quitealone,unaccompaniedsavebythewildthingsthatstoleacrosstheirpath,undisturbedsavebythesoundofthesingingbirdsandofthewindamongthetrees。
“Whatdidyoumean,Barbara,whenyousaidthatIshouldbeagratefulmanto-day?“askedAlanpresently。
Barbaralookedhimintheeyesinthatopen,virginalfashionofhersandansweredinthewordsofthelesson,“’Woeuntothemthatdrawiniquitywiththecordsofvanityandsinasitwerewithacart-rope,thatlayhousetohouse,’“andthroughanopeninginthewoodsshepointedtotheroofofTheCourtstandingononehill,andtotheroofofOldHallstandinguponanother——“’andfieldtofield,’“andwithasweepofherhandsheindicatedallthecountryround,“’formanyhousesgreatandfairthathavemusicintheirfeastsshallbeleftdesolate。’“Thenturningshesaid:
“Doyouunderstandnow,Alan?“
“Ithinkso,“heanswered。“YoumeanthatIhavebeeninbadcompany。“
“Verybad,Alan。Oneofthemismyownuncle,butthetruthremainsthetruth。Alan,theyarenobetterthanthieves;allthiswealthisstolen,andIthankGodthatyouhavefounditoutintimebeforeyoubecameoneoftheminheartaswellasinname。“
“IfyourefertotheSaharaSyndicate,“hesaid,“theideaissoundenough;indeed,Iamresponsibleforit。Thethingcanbedone,greatbenefitswouldresult,toolongtogointo。“
“Yes,yes,Alan,butyouknowthattheynevermeantodoit,theyonlymeantogetthemillionsfromthepublic。Ihavelivedwithmyunclefortenyears,eversincemypoorfatherdied,andIknowthebackstairsofthebusiness。Therehavebeenhalfadozenschemeslikethis,andalthoughtheyhavehadtheirbadtimes,verybadtimes,heandSirRoberthavegrownricherandricher。Butwhathashappenedtothosewhohaveinvestedinthem?Oh!letusdropthesubject,itisunpleasant。Formyselfitdoesn’tmatter,becausealthoughitisn’tundermycontrol,Ihavemoneyofmyown。Youknowweareaplebeianlotonthemaleside,mygrandfatherwasadraperinalargewayofbusiness,myfatherwasacoal-merchantwhomadeagreatfortune。Hisbrother,myuncle,inwhommyfatheralwaysbelievedimplicitly,tooktowhatiscalledFinance,andwhenmyfatherdiedheleftme,hisonlychild,inhisguardianship。UntilIamfiveandtwentyIcannotevenmarryortouchahalfpennywithouthisconsent;infactifI
shouldmarryagainsthiswillthemostofmymoneygoestohim。“
“Iexpectthathehasgotitalready,“saidAlan。
“No,Ithinknot。Ifoundoutthat,althoughitisnotmine,itisnothis。Hecan’tdrawitwithoutmysignature,andIsteadilyrefusetosignanything。Againandagaintheyhavebroughtmedocuments,andI
havealwayssaidthatIwouldconsiderthematfiveandtwenty,whenI
cameofageundermyfather’swill。IwentontheslytoalawyerinKingswellandpaidhimaguineaforhisadvice,andheputmeuptothat。’Signnothing,’hesaid,andIhavesignednothing,so,exceptbyforgerynothingcanhavegone。Stillforallthatitmayhavegone。
ForanythingIknowIamnotworthmorethantheclothesIstandin,althoughmyfatherwasaveryrichman。“
“Ifso,weareaboutinthesameboat,Barbara,“Alanansweredwithalaugh,“formypresentpossessionsareYarleys,whichbringsinabout£100ayearlessthantheinterestonitsmortgagesandcostofupkeep,andthe£1700thatAylwardpaidmebackonFridayformyshares。IfIhadstucktothemIunderstandthatinaweekortwoI
shouldhavebeenworth£100,000,andnowyousee,hereIam,overthirtyyearsofagewithoutaprofession,invalidedoutofthearmyandhavingfailedinfinance,amerebitofdriftwoodwithouthopeandwithoutatrade。“
Barbara’sbrowneyesgrewsoftwithsympathy,orwasittears?
“Youareacuriouscreature,Alan,“shesaid。“Whydidn’tyoutakethe£17,000forthatfetishofyours?Itwouldhavebeenafairdealandhavesetyouonyourlegs。“
“Idon’tknow,“heanswereddejectedly。“Itwentagainstthegrain,sowhatistheuseoftalkingaboutit?IthinkmyolduncleAustintoldmeitwasn’ttobepartedwith——no,perhapsitwasJeekie。BothertheYellowGod!itisalwayscroppingup。“
“Yes,“repliedBarbara,“theYellowGodisalwayscroppingup,especiallyinthisneighbourhood。“
Theywalkedonawhileinsilence,tillsuddenlyBarbarasatdownuponaboleoffelledoakandbegantocry。
“Whatisthematterwithyou?“askedAlan。
“Idon’tknow,“sheanswered。“Everythinggoeswrong。Iliveinakindofgildedhell。Idon’tlikemyuncleandIloaththemenhebringsabouttheplace。Ihavenofriends,Iscarcelyknowawomanintimately,IhavetroublesIcan’ttellyouand——Iamwretched。YouaretheonlycreatureIhavelefttotalkto,andIsupposethatafterthisrowyoumustgoawaytootomakeyourliving。“
Alanlookedatherthereweepingonthelogandhisheartswelledwithinhim,forhehadlovedthisgirlforyears。
“Barbara,“hegasped,“pleasedon’tcry,itupsetsme。Youknowyouareagreatheiress——“
“Thatremainstobeproved,“sheanswered。“Butanyway,whathasittodowiththecase?“
“Ithaseverythingtodowithit,atleastsofarasIamconcerned。
Ifithadn’tbeenforthatIshouldhaveaskedyoutomarrymealongwhileago,becauseIloveyou,asIwouldnow,butofcourseitisimpossible。“
Barbaraceasedherweeping,wipedhereyeswiththebackofherhand,andlookedupathim。
“Alan,“shesaid,“IthinkthatyouarethebiggestfoolIeverknew——
notbutthatafoolisratherrefreshingwhenonelivesamongknaves。“
“IknowIamafool,“heanswered。“IfIwasn’tIshouldnothavementionedmymisfortunetoyou,butsometimesthingsaretoomuchforone。Forgetitandforgiveme。“
“Oh!yes,“shesaid;“Iforgiveyou;awomancangenerallyforgiveamanforbeingfondofher。Whatevershemaybe,sheisreadytotakealenientviewofhishumanweakness。Butastoforgetting,thatisadifferentmatter。Idon’texactlyseewhyIshouldbesoanxioustoforget,whohaven’tmanypeopletocareaboutme,“andshelookedathiminquiteanewfashion,oneindeedwhichgavehimsomethingofashock,forhehadnotthoughtthenymph-likeBarbaracapableofsuchalookasthat。Sheandanysortofpassionhadalwaysseemedsofarapart。
NowafterallAlanwasverymuchaman,ifamodestone,withallaman’sinstincts,andthereforethereareappearancesofthefemalefacewhichevensuchashecouldnotentirelymisinterpret。
“You——don’t——mean,“hesaiddoubtfully,“youdon’treallymean——“
andhestoodhesitatingbeforeher。
“Ifyouwouldputyourquestionalittlemoreclearly,Alan,Imightbeabletogiveyouananswer,“shereplied,thatquaintlittlesmileofherscreepingtothecornersofhermouthlikesunshinethroughamistofrain。
“Youdon’treallymean,“hewenton,“thatyoucareanythingaboutme,like,likeIhavecaredforyouforyears?“
“Oh!Alan,“shesaid,laughingoutright,“whyinthenameofgoodnessshouldn’tIcareaboutyou?Ididn’tsaythatIdo,mind,butwhyshouldn’tI?Whatisthegulfbetweenus?“
“Theoldone,“heanswered,“thatbetweenDivesandLazarus——thatbetweentherichandthepoor。“
“Alan,“saidBarbara,lookingdown,“Idon’tknowwhathascomeoverme,butforsomeunexplainedandinexplicablereasonIaminclinedtogiveLazarusalead——acrossthatgulf,thefirstone,Imean,notthesecond!“
Liketheglancewhichprecededit,thiswasasayingthatevenAlancouldnotmisunderstand。Hesathimselfonthelogbesideher,whileshe,stilllookingdown,watchedhimoutofthecornersofhereyes。
Hewentred,hewentwhite,hisheartbeatveryviolently。Thenhestretchedouthisbigbrownhandandtookhersmallwhiteone,andasthisfamiliarityproducednoremonstrance,letitfall,andpassinghisarmabouther,drewhertohimandembracedher,notonce,butoften,withsuchvigourthatasquirrelwhichhadbeenwatchingtheseproceedingsfromaneighbouringtree,boltedrounditscandalizedandwasseennomore。
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