“IhopethatIshalllive,“heanswered。“Iamhungry,pleasegivemesomefood。“
Nextinstanttherewasatumultnearby,andwhenAlanlookedupagainitwastoseeJeekie,verylightlyclad,flyingthroughthedoor。
“Itwillbeherepresently,“shesaid。“Oh!ifyouknewwhatIhavesuffered,ifyouonlyknew。NowyouwillrecoverwhomIthoughtdead,forthisfeverpassesquicklyandthereshallbesuchasacrifice——no,Iforgot,youhatesacrifices——thereshallbenosacrifice,thereshallbeathanksgiving,andeverywomaninthelandshallbreakherbondstohusbandortoloverandtakehimwhomshedesireswithoutreproachorloss。IwilldoasIwouldbedoneby,thatisthelawyoutaughtme,isitnot?“
Thisnovelinterpretationofasacreddoctrine,worthyofJeekiehimself,soparalyzedAlan’senfeebledbrainthathecouldmakenoanswer,nordoanythingexceptwonderwhatwouldhappeninAsiki-landwhenthedecreeofitspriestesstookeffect。ThenJeekiearrivedwithsomethingtodrinkwhichheswallowedwiththeeagernessoftheconvalescentandalmostimmediatelywenttosleepingoodearnest。
Alan’srecoverywasrapid,sinceastheAsikahadtoldhim,ifapatientlivesthroughit,thekindoffeverthathehadtakendidnotlastlongenoughtoexhausthisvitalforces。Whensheaskedhimifheneededanythingtomakehimwell,heanswered:
“Yes,airandexercise。“
Sherepliedthatheshouldhaveboth,andnextmorninghishatedmaskwasputuponhisfaceandhewassupportedbyprieststoadoorwherealitter,orratherlitterswerewaiting,oneforhimselfandanotherforJeekiewho,althoughinrobusthealth,wasstillsupposedtobeofficiallyillandnotallowedtowalkuponhisownlegs。Theyenteredtheselittersandwereborneofftillpresentlytheymetathirdlitterofparticularlygorgeousdesigncarriedbymaskedbearers,whereinwastheAsikaherself,wearinghercoronetandasplendidrobe。
Intothislitter,whichwasfittedwithasecondseat,Alanwastransferred,theMungana,forwhomitwasdesigned,beingplacedinthatvacatedbyAlan,whicheitherbyaccidentorotherwise,wasnomoreseenthatday。Theywentupthemountainsideandtotheedgeofthegreatfallandwatchedthewatersthunderdown,thoughthecrestofthemtheycouldnotreach。Nexttheywanderedoffintothehugeforeststhatclothedtheslopesofthehillsandtherehaltedandate。
ThenasthesunsanktheyreturnedtothegloomyBonsa-Townbeneaththem。
ForAlan,notwithstandinghisweaknessandanxieties,itwasaheavenlyday。TheAsikawaspassive,somenewmoodbeingonher,andscarcelytroubledhimatallexcepttocallhisattentiontoatree,aflower,oraprospectofthescenery。Hereonthemountainside,too,theairwassweet,andfortherest——well,hewhohadbeensoneartodeath,wasescapedforanhourfromthatgloomyhomeofbloodshedandsuperstition,andsawGod’sskyagain。
Thisjourneywasthefirstofmany。Everydaythelitterswerewaitingandtheyvisitedsomenewplace,althoughintothetownitselftheyneverwent。Moreover,iftheypassedthroughoutlyingvillages,thoughAlanwasforcedtowearhismask,theirinhabitantshadbeenwarnedtoabsentthemselves,sothattheysawnoone。Thecropswereleftuntendedandthecattleandsheeplowedhungrilyintheirkraals。Oncertaindays,atAlan’srequest,theyweretakentothespotswherethegoldwasfoundinthegravelbedofanalmostdrystreamthatduringtherainswasatorrent。
HedescendedfromthelitterandwiththehelpoftheAsikaandJeekie,dugalittleinthisgravel,notwithoutreward,forinittheyfoundseveralnuggets。Above,too,wheretheywentafterwards,wasahugequartzreefdenudedbywater,whichevidentlyhadbeenworkedinpastagesandwasstillsorichthatinittheysawplentyofvisiblegold。LookingatitAlanbethoughthimofhisCitydaysandofthehundredsofthousandsofpoundscapitalwithwhichthisuniquepropositionmighthavebeenfloated。Afterwardstheywerecarriedtotheplaceswherethegemswerefound,stuckaboutintheclay,likeplumsinapudding,thoughnoneeversoughtthemnow。ButallthesethingsinterestedtheAsikanotatall。
“Whatisthegoodofgold,“sheaskedofAlan,“excepttomakethingsof,orthebrightstonesexcepttoplaywith?Whatisthegoodofanythingexceptfoodtoeatandpowerandwisdomthatcanopenthesecretdoorsofknowledge,ofthingsseenandthingsunseen,andlovethatbringstheloverjoyandforgetfulnessofselfandtakesawaytheawfullonelinessofthesoul,ifonlyforalittlewhile?“
Notwishingtodriftintodiscussiononthematteroflove,Alanaskedthepriestesstodefineher“soul,“whenceitcameandwhithershebelievedittobegoing。
“MysoulisI,Vernoon,“sheanswered,“andalreadyvery,veryold。
Thusithasruledamongstthispeopleforthousandsofyears。“
“Howisthat?“heasked,“seeingthattheAsikadies?“
“Oh!no,Vernoon,shedoesnotdie;sheonlychanges。Theoldbodydies,thespiritentersintoanotherbodywhichiswaiting。ThusuntilIwasfourteenIwasbutacommongirl,thedaughterofaheadmanofthatvillageyonder,atleastsotheytellme,forofthistimeIhavenomemory。ThentheAsikadiedandasIhadthesecretmarksandthebeautythatishersthepriestsburntherbodybeforeBigBonsaandsuffocatedme,thechild,inthesmokeoftheburning。ButIawokeagainandwhenIawokethepastwasgoneandthesouloftheAsikafilledme,bringingwithititsawfulmemories,itsgatheredwisdom,itspassionofloveandhate,anditspowertolookbackwardandbefore。“
“Doyoueverdothesethings?“askedAlan。
“Backward,yes,beforeverylittle;sinceyoucame,notatall,becausemyheartisacowardandIfearwhatImightsee。Oh!Vernoon,Vernoon,Iknowyouandyourthoughts。Youthinkmeabeautifulbeastwholoveslikeabeast,wholovesyoubecauseyouarewhiteanddifferentfromourmen。Well,whatthereisofthebeastinmethegodsofmypeoplegave,fortheyaredevilsandIamtheirservant。
Butthereismorethanthat,thereisgoodalsowhichIhavewonformyself。IknewyouwouldcomeevenbeforeIhadseenyourface,Iknewyouwouldcome,“shewentonpassionately,“andthatiswhyIwasyoursalready。Butwhatwouldbefallafteryoucame,thatIneitherknew,norknow,becauseIwillnotseek,whocouldlearnitall。“
Helookedatherandshesawthedoubtinhiseyes。
“Youdonotbelieveme,Vernoon。Verywell,thisnightyoushallsee,youandthatblackdogofyours,thatyoumayknowIdonottrickyou,andheshalltellmewhatyousee,forhebeingbutalow-bornpigwillspeakthetruth,notmindingifithurtsme,whereasyouaregentleandmightspare,andmyselfIhaveswornnottosearchthefuturebyanoaththatImaynotbreak。“
“Whatofthepast?“askedAlan。
“Wewillnotwastetimeonit,forIknowitall。Vernoon,haveyounomemoriesofAsiki-land?Doyouthinkyounevervisiteditbefore?“
“Never,“saidAlan;“itwasmyunclewhocameandranawaywithLittleBonsaonhishead。“
“Thatisnewsindeed,“sherepliedmockingly。“DidyouthenthinkthatIbelievedittobeyou,thoughitistruethatshewhowentbefore,ormyspiritthatwasinher,fellintoerrorforanhour,andthoughtthatfool-uncleofyourswas/theMan/。Whenshefoundhermistakeshelethimgo,andbadethegodgowithhimthatitmightbringbacktheappointedMan,asithasdone;yes,thatLittleBonsa,whoknewhimofold,mightsearchhimoutfromamongallthemillionsofmen,bornorunborn,andbringhimbacktome。Thereforealsoshechoseayoungblackdogwhowouldliveformanyyears,andbadethegodtotakehimwithher,andtoldhimofthewealthofourpeoplethatitmightbeabaituponthehook。Doyousee,Vernoon,thatyellowdirtwasthebait,thatI——Iamthehook?Well,youhavefeltitbefore,soitshouldnotgallyouovermuch。“
NowAlanwasmorefrightenedthanhehadbeensincehesetfootinAsiki-land,forofasuddenthiswomanbecameterribletohim。Hefeltthatsheknewthingswhichwerehiddenfromhim。Forthefirsttimehebelievedinher,believed,thatshewasmorethanamerepassionatesavagesetbychancetoruleoverabloodthirstytribe;thatshewasonewhohadapartinhisdestiny。
“Feltthehook?“hemuttered。“Idonotunderstand。“
“Youareveryforgetful,“sheanswered。“Vernoon,wehavelivedandlovedbefore,whoweretwinsoulsfromthefirst。Thatmannow,whomI
toldyoulivedonceonthegreatrivercalledtheNile,haveyounomemoryofhim?Well,well,letitbe,Iwilltellyouafterwards。HereweareattheGoldHouseagain,to-nightwhenIamreadyIwillsendforyou,andthisIpromise,youshallleavemewiserthanyouwere。“
WhentheywerealoneintheirroomAlantoldJeekieoftheexpectedentertainmentofcrystalgazing,orwhateveritmightbe,andthepartthathewastoplayinit。
“Yousaythatagain,Major,“saidJeekie。
Alanrepeatedtheinformation,givingeverydetailthathecouldremember。
“Oh!“saidJeekie,“IseeAsikashowusthings,’causesheafraidtolookatthemherself,ortakeoath,orcan’t,orsomething。Shenoaskyoutellherwhatshesee,becauseyoutookindhurtherfeeling,ifhappentobesomethingbeastly。ButJeekiejusttellherbecausehesotruthfulandnotcarecurseaboutherfeeling。Well,thatallright,Jeekietellhersureenough。Only,Major,don’tyouinterrupt。Quitepossiblethesemagicthings,Iseeoneshow,youseeanother。Sodon’tyougosay,’Jeekie,thatalie,’andgivemeawaytoAsikajustbecauseyouthinkyouseedifferent,’causeifsoyouputmeintodirtyhole,andofcourseIcatchitafterwards。Youpromise,Major?“
“Oh!yes,Ipromise。But,Jeekie,doyoureallythinkwearegoingtoseeanything?“
“Can’tsay,Major,“andheshookhisheadgloomily。“P’rapsallputupjob。Butlotsofrumthingsinworld,Major,speciallyamongbeastlyAfricansavagewhoverycuriousandalwaysreadypaybloodtobadSpirit。HopeAsikanotgetthisintoherhead,becausenooneknowwhathappen。P’rapsweseetoomuchandscaredallourlives;butp’rapsalltommyrot。“
“That’sit——tommyrot,“answeredAlan,whowasnotsuperstitious。
“Well,Isupposethatwemustgothroughwithit。Butoh!Jeekie,I
wishyouwouldtellmehowtogetoutofthis。“
“Don’tknow,Major,p’rapsnevergetout;p’rapslearnhowto-night。
Havetodosomethingsoonifwanttogo。Mungana’stimenearlyup,andthen——ohmyeye!“
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