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第36章

  “Oh!“shesaid,“Ineverheardofwriting。Youshallteachitme。Itwillservetopassthetimetillwearemarried,thoughitwillnotbeofmuchuseafterwards,asweshallneverbeseparatedanymoreandwordsarebetterthanmarksuponaboard。But,“sheaddedcheerfully,“Icansendawaythisblackdogofyours,“andshelookedatJeekie,“andhecanwritetous。No,Icannot,foranaccidentmighthappentohim,andtheytellmeyousaythatifhedies,youdiealso,sohemuststopherealways。Whathaveyouinthoselittleboxes?“
  “Thegoldyougaveme,Asika,packedinloads。“
  “Asmallgiftenough,“sheansweredcontemptuously;“wouldyounotlikemore,sinceyouvaluethatstuff?Well,anothertimeyoushallsendallyouwant。Meanwhiletheportersarewaiting,fiftymenandthree,asyousentmeword,andtenspareonestotaketheplaceofanywhodie。Buthowtheywillfindtheirway,Iknownot,sincenoneofthemhaveeverbeentothecoast。“
  AnideaoccurredtoAlan,whohadsmallfaithinJeekie’s“ma“asamessenger。
  “TheOgulaprisonerscouldshowthem,“hesaid;“atanyrateasfarastheforest,andafterthattheycouldfindout。Maytheynotgo,Asika?“
  “Ifyouwill,“sheansweredcarelessly。“Letthembereadytostartto-morrowatthedawn,allexcepttheirchief,Fahni,whomuststophereasahostage。IdonottrustthoseOgula,whomorethanoncehavethreatenedtomakewaruponus,“sheadded,thenturnedandbadethepriestsbringinthebearerstoreceivetheirinstructions。
  Presentlytheycame,pickedmenallofthem,underthecommandofanAsikicaptain,andwiththemtheOgula,whomshesummonedalso。
  “Gowherethewhitelordsendsyou,“shesaidinanindifferentvoice,“carryingwithyouthesepackages。Idonotknowwhereitis,buttheseman-eaterswillshowyousomeoftheway,andifyoufailinthebusinessbutlivetocomebackagain,youshallbesacrificedtoBonsaatthenextfeast;ifyourunawaythenyourwivesandchildrenwillbesacrificed。Foodshallbegivenyouforyourjourney,andgoldtobuymorewhenitisgone。Now,Vernoon,tellthemwhattheyhavetodo。“
  SoAlan,orratherJeekie,toldthem,andthesedirectionsweresolongandminute,thatbeforetheywerefinishedtheAsikagrewtiredoflisteningandwentaway,sayingasshepassedthecaptainofthecompany:
  “Remembermywords,man,succeedordie,butofyourlandanditssecretssaynothing。“
  “Ihear,“answeredthecaptain,prostratinghimself。
  ThatnightAlansummonedtheOgulaandspoketothemthroughJeekieintheirownlanguage。Atfirsttheydeclaredthattheywouldnotleavetheirchief,preferringtostayanddiewithhim。
  “Notso,“saidFahni;“go,mychildren,thatImaylive。Goandgatherthetribe,allthethousandsofthemwhoaremenandcanfight,andbringthemuptoattackAsiki-land,torescuemeifIstilllive,ortoavengemeifIamdead。Asforthesebearers,dothemnoharm,butsendthemontothecoastwiththewhiteman’sgoods。“
  SointheendtheOgulasaidthattheywouldgo,andwhenAlanwokeuponthefollowingmorning,hewasinformedthattheyandtheAsikiportershadalreadydepartedupontheirjourney。Thenhedismissedthematterfromhismind,fortotellthetruthheneverexpectedtohearofthemanymore。
  AfterthedepartureofthemessengersadeepmelancholyfelluponAlan,whowassurethathehadnownofurtherhopeofcommunicatingwiththeoutsideworld。Bitterlydidhereproachhimselfforhisfollyinhavingeverjourneyedtothishatefulplaceinordertosecure——
  what?About£100,000worthofgoldwhichofcoursehenevercouldsecure,asitwouldcertainlyvanishorbestolenonitswaytothecoast。Forthisgoldhehadbecomeinvolvedinadreadfulcomplicationwhichmustcosthimmuchmisery,andsoonerorlaterlifeitself,sincehecouldnotmarrythatbeautifulsavageAsika,andifherefusedhershewouldcertainlykillhiminheroutragedprideandfury。
  Daybydayshesentforhim,andwhenhecame,assumedanewcharacter,thatofawomanhumbledbyasenseofherownignorance,whichshewasanxioustoamend。Sohemustplaytheroleoftutortoher,tellingherofcivilizedpeoples,theirlaws,customsandreligions,andinstructingherhowtowriteandread。Shelistenedandlearnedsubmissivelyenough,butallthewhileAlanfeltasonemightwhoiscalledupontoteachtrickstoadruggedpanther。Thedruginthiscasewasherpassionforhim,whichappearedtobeverygenuine。
  Butwhenitpassedoff,orwhenhewasobligedtorefuseher,what,hewondered,wouldhappenthen?
  Anxietyandconfinementtoldonhimfarmorethanallthehardshipsofhisjourney。Hishealthrandown,hebegantofallill。Thenasbadluckwouldhaveit,walkinginthatdamp,unwholesomecedargarden,outofwhichhemightnotstray,hecontractedthegermofsomekindoffeverwhichinautumnwasverycommoninthispoisonousclimate。
  Threedayslaterhebecamedelirious,andforaweekafterthathungbetweenlifeanddeath。Wellwasitforhimthathismedicine-cheststillremainedintact,andthatrecognizinghisownsymptomsbeforehisheadgaveway,hewasabletoinstructJeekiewhatdrugstogivehimatthedifferentstagesofthedisease。
  Fortheresthismemoriesofthatdreadfulillnessalwaysremainedveryvague。HehadvisionsofJeekieandofarobedwomanwhomheknewtobetheAsika,bendingoverhimcontinually。AlsoitseemedtohimthatfromtimetotimehewastalkingwithBarbara,whicheventhenheknewmustbeabsurd,forhowcouldtheytalkacrossthousandsofmilesoflandandsea。
  Atlengthhismindclearedsuddenly,andheawokeasfromanightmaretofindhimselflyinginthehallorroomwherehehadalwaysbeen,feelingquitecoolandwithoutpain,butsoweakthatitwasanefforttohimtolifthishand。HestaredabouthimandwasastonishedtoseethewhiteheadofJeekierollinguneasilytoandfrouponthecushionsofanotherbednearby。
  “Jeekie,“hesaid,“areyouilltoo,Jeekie?“
  Atthesoundofthatvoicehisretainerstartedupviolently。
  “What,Major,youawake?“hesaid。“Thanksbetoallgods,whiteandblack,yes,andyellowtoo,forIthoughtyourgoosecooked。No,no,Major,Inotill,onlyAsikasayso。Yougotobed,soshemakemegotobed。Yougetworse,shetreatmecruel;youseembetter,shestuffmewithfoodtillIburst。AllbecauseyoutellherthatyouandIdiesameday。Oh,Lord!poorJeekiethinkhisendverynearjustnow,forheknowquitewellthatshenotlethimbreathetenminutesafteryoupegout。Jeekieneverpraysohardforanyonebeforeashepraythisweekforyou,andbyJingo!Ithinkhedothetrick,heandthatmedicinestuffwhichmakehimfeelverybadinstomach,“andhegroanedundertheweightofhismanymiseries。
  WeakashewasAlanbegantolaugh,andthatlaughseemedtodohimmoregoodthananythingthathecouldremember,forafterithewassurethathewouldrecover。
  JustthenanagonizedwhisperreachedhimfromJeekie。
  “Lookout!“itsaid,“herecomeAsika。Gosleepandseembetter,Major,please,orIcatchithot。“
  SoAlanalmostshuthiseyesandlaystill。Inanothermomentshewasstandingoverhimandhenoticedthatherhairwasdishevelledandhereyeswereredasthoughwithweeping。Shescannedhimintentlyforalittlewhile,thenpassedroundtowhereJeekielayandappearedtopinchhisearsohardthathewriggledandutteredastifledgroan。
  “Howisyourlord,dog?“shewhispered。
  “Better,OAsika,Ithinkthatlastmedicinedousgood,thoughitmakemeverysickinside。Justnowhespoketomeandsaidthathehopedthatyourheartwasnotsadbecauseofhimandthatallthistimeinhisdreamshehadseenandthoughtofnobodybutyou,O
  Asika。“
  “Didhe?“askedthatlady,becomingintenselyinterested。“Thentellme,dog,whyisheevercallingupononeBar-bar-a?Surelythatisawoman’sname?“
  “Yes,OAsika,thatisthenameofhismother,alsoofoneofhissisters,whom,afteryou,helovesbestofanyoneinthewholeworld。
  Whenyouareherehetalksofthem,butwhenyouarenotherehetalksofnoonebutyou。Althoughheissosickherememberswhiteman’scustom,whichtellshimthatitisverywrongtosaysweetthingstolady’sfacetillheisquitemarriedtoher。Afterthattheysaythemalways。“
  Shelookedathimsuspiciouslyandmuttering,“Hereitisotherwise。
  Foryourownsake,man,Itrustthatyoudonotlie,“lefthim,anddrawingastoolupbesideAlan’sbed,satherselfdownandexaminedhimcarefully,touchinghisfaceandhandswithherlongthinfingers。
  Thennotinghowwhiteandwastedhewas,ofasuddenshebegantoweep,sayingbetweenhersobs:
  “Oh!ifyoushoulddie,Vernoon,IwilldiealsoandbebornagainnotasAsika,asIhavebeenforsomanygenerations,butasawhitewomanthatImaybewithyou。Onlyfirst,“sheadded,settingherteeth,“I
  willsacrificeeverywizardinthisland,fortheyhavebroughtthesicknessonyoubytheirmagic,andIwillburnBonsa-townandcastitsgodstomeltintheflames,andtheMunganawiththem。AndthenamidtheirashesIwillletoutmylife,“andagainshebegantoweepverypiteouslyandtocallhimbyendearingnamesandprayhimthathewouldnotdie。
  NowAlanthoughtittimetowakeup。Heopenedhiseyes,staredathervacantly,andaskedifitwereraining,whichindeeditmighthavebeen,forherbigtearswerefallingonhisface。Sheutteredagaspofjoy。
  “No,no,“sheanswered,“theweatherisveryfine。ItisI——IwhohaverainedbecauseIthoughtyoudie。“Shewipedhisforeheadwiththesoftlinenofherrobe,thenwenton,“Butyouwillnotdie;saythatyouwilllive,saythatyouwillliveforme,Vernoon。“
  Helookedather,andfeeblethoughhewas,theawfulnessofthesituationsankintohissoul。