“Howbeautiful!howIloveit!“whisperedthegirl“But,oh,howbigitis!“Andsheleanedagainstherloverforaninstant。Itwasherspiritseekingshelter。To-day,thisvastbeauty,thisprimalcalm,hadinitforhersomethingalmostofdread。Thesmall,comfortable,greenhillsofhomerosebeforeher。SheclosedhereyesandsawVermont。avillagestreet,andthepost-office,andIvycoveringanoldfrontdoor,andhermotherpickingsomeyellowrosesfromabush。
Atasound,hereyesquicklyopened;andherewasherloverturnedinhissaddle,watchinganotherhorsemanapproach。ShesawtheVirginian’shandinacertainposition,andknewthathispistolwasready。Buttheothermerelyovertookandpassedthem,astheystoodatthebrowofthehill。
ThemanhadgivenonenodtotheVirginian,andtheVirginianonetohim;andnowhewasalreadybelowthemonthedescendingroad。
ToMollyWoodhewasastranger;butshehadseenhiseyeswhenhenoddedtoherlover,andsheknew,evenwithoutthepistol,thatthiswasnotenmityatfirstsight。Itwasnotindeed。Fiveyearsofgatheredhatehadlookedoutoftheman’seyes。Andsheaskedherloverwhothiswas。
“Oh,“saidhe,easily,“justamanIseenowandthen。“
“IshisnameTrampas?“saidMollyWood。
TheVirginianlookedatherinsurprise。“Why,wherehaveyouseenhim?“heasked。
“Nevertillnow。ButIknew。“
“Mygracious!Yu’nevertoldmeyu’hadmind-readingpowers。“Andhesmiledserenelyather。
“IknewitwasTrampasassoonasIsawhiseyes。“
“Mygracious!“herloverrepeatedwithindulgentirony。“Imustbemightycarefulofmyeyeswhenyou’relookin’at’em。“
“Ibelievehedidthatmurder,“saidthegirl。
“Whosemindareyu’readin’now?“hedrawledaffectionately。
Buthecouldnotjokeheroffthesubject。Shelookhisstronghandinhers,tremulously,somuchofitasherlittlehandcouldhold。“Iknowsomethingaboutthat——that——lastautumn,“shesaid,shrinkingfromwordsmoredefinite。“AndIknowthatyouonlydid——“
“WhatIhadto,“hefinished,verysadly,butsternly,too。
“Yes,“sheasserted,keepingholdofhishand。“Isupposethat——lynching——“shealmostwhisperedtheword“istheonlyway。Butwhentheyhadtodiejustforstealinghorses,itseemssowickedthatthismurderer——“
“Whocanproveit?“askedtheVirginian。
“Butdon’tyouknowit?“
“Iknowaheapo’thingsinsidemyheart。Butthat’snotproving。
Therewasonlythebody,andthehoofprints——andwhatfolksguessed。“
“Hewasneverevenarrested!“thegirlsaid。
“No。Hehelpedelectthesheriffinthatcounty。“
ThenMollyventuredastepinsidetheborderofherlover’sreticence。“Isaw——“shehesitated,“justnow,Isawwhatyoudid。“
Hereturnedtohiscaressingirony。“You’llhavemeplumbscaredifyoukeeponseein’things。“
“Youhadyourpistolreadyforhim。“
“Why,IbelieveIdid。Itwasmightyunnecessary。“AndtheVirginiantookoutthepistolagain,andshookhisheadoverit,likeonewhohasbeencaughtinablunder。
Shelookedathim,andknewthatshemuststepoutsidehisreticenceagain。Byloveandhersurrendertohimtheirpositionshadbeenexchanged。
Hewasnotnow,asthroughhislongcourtinghehadbeen,herhalf-obeying,half-refractoryworshipper。Shewasnolongerhishalf-indulgent,half-scornfulsuperior。Herbetterbirthandschoolingthathadoncebeenweaponstokeephimathisdistance,orbringheroffvictoriousintheirencounters,hadgivenwaybeforetheonsetofthenaturalmanhimself。Sheknewhercow-boylover,withallthathelacked,tobemorethanevershecouldbe,withallthatshehad。Hewasherworshipperstill,buthermaster,too。Thereforenow,againstthebafflingsmilehegaveher,shefeltpowerless。Andonceagainapangofyearningforhermothertobenearherto-dayshotthroughthegirl。ShelookedfromheruntamedmantotheuntameddesertofWyoming,andthetownwhereshewastotakehimasherweddedhusband。Butforhissakeshewouldnotlethimguessherloneliness。
HesatonhishorseMonte,consideringthepistol。Thenheshowedherarattlesnakecoiledbytherootsofsomesage-brush。“CanI
hitit?“heinquired。
“Youdon’toftenmissthem,“saidshe,strivingtobecheerful。
“Well,I’mtoldgettingmarriedunstringssomemen。“Heaimed,andthesnakewasshattered。“Maybeit’stooearlyyetfortheunstringingtobegin!“Andwithsomedeliberationhesentthreemorebulletsintothesnake。“Ireckonthat’senough,“saidhe。
“Wasnotthefirstone?“
“Oh,yes,forthesnake。“Andthen,withonelegcrookedcow-boyfashionacrossinfrontofhissaddle-horn,hecleanedhispistol,andreplacedtheemptycartridges。
Oncemoresheventurednearthelineofhisreticence。“Has——hasTrampasseenyoumuchlately?“
“Why,no;notforarightsmartwhile。ButIreckonhehasnotmissedme。“
TheVirginianspokethisinhisgentlestvoice。Buthisrebuffedsweetheartturnedherfaceaway,andfromhereyesshebrushedatear。
HereinedhishorseMontebesideher,anduponhercheekshefelthiskiss。“Youarenottheonlymind-reader,“saidhe,verytenderly。Andatthissheclungtohim,andlaidherheaduponhisbreast。“Ihadbeenthinking,“hewenton,“thatthewayourmarriageistobewasthemostbeautifulway。“
“Itisthemostbeautiful,“shemurmured。
Heslowlyspokeouthisthought,asifshehadnotsaidthis。“Nofolkstostare,nofuss,nojokesandribbonsandbestbonnets,nopubliceyenortalkin’oftongueswhenmostyu’wanttohearnothingandsaynothing。“
Sheansweredbyholdinghimcloser。
“JustthebishopofWyomingtojoinus,andnotevenhimafterwe’reoncejoined。IdidthinkthatwouldbeaheadofallwaystogetmarriedIhaveseen。“
Hepausedagain,andshemadenorejoinder。
“Butwehaveleftoutyourmother。“
Shelookedinhisfacewithquickastonishment。Itwasasifhisspirithadheardthecryofherspirit。
“Thatisnowherenearright,“hesaid。“Whatiswrong。“
“Shecouldneverhavecomehere,“saidthegirl。
“Weshouldhavegonethere。Idon’tknowhowIcanaskhertoforgiveme。“
“Butitwasnotyou!“criedMolly。
“Yes。BecauseIdidnotobject。Ididnottellyouwemustgotoher。Imissedthepoint,thinkingsomuchaboutmyownfeelings。
Foryousee——andI’veneversaidthistoyouuntilnow——yourmotherdidhurtme。Whenyousaidyouwouldhavemeaftermyyearsofwaiting,andIwroteherthatlettertellingherallaboutmyself,andhowmyfamilywasnotlikeyours,and——and——alltherestItoldher,whyyouseeithurtmenevertogetawordbackfromherexceptjustmessagesthroughyou。ForIhadtalkedtoheraboutmyhopesandmyfailings。IhadsaidmorethaneverI’vesaidtoyou,becauseshewasyourmother。Iwantedhertoforgiveme,ifshecould,andfeelthatmaybeIcouldtakegoodcareofyouafterall。ForitwasbadenoughtohaveherdaughterquitherhometoteachschoolouthyehonBearCreek。Badenoughwithouthavin’metocomealongandmakeitworse。Ihavemissedthepointinthinkingofmyownfeelings。“
“Butit’snotyourdoing!“repeatedMolly。
Withhisdeepdelicacyhehadputthewholematterasahardshiptohermotheralone。Hehadsavedheranypainofconfessionordenial。“Yes,itismydoing,“henowsaid。“Shallwegiveitup?“
“Givewhat——?“Shedidnotunderstand。
“Why,theorderwe’vegotitfixedin。Plansare——well,they’renomorethanplans。Ihatethenotionofchanging,butIhatehurtingyourmothermore。Or,anyway,IOUGHTtohateitmore。Sowecanshift,ifyu’sayso。It’snottoolate。“
“Shift?“shefaltered。
“Imean,wecangotoyourhomenow。Wecanstartbythestageto-night。Yourmothercanseeusmarried。Wecancomebackandfinishinthemountainsinsteadofbeginninginthem。It’llbejustmerelyshifting,yu’sec。“
Hecouldscarcelybringhimselftosaythisatall;yethesaiditalmostasifhewereurgingit。Itimpliedarenunciationthathecouldhardlybeartothinkof。Toputoffhisweddingday,theblissuponwhosethresholdhestoodafterhisthreeyearsoffaithfulbattleforit,andthatweddingjourneyhehadarranged:
fortherewerethemountainsinsight,thewoodsandcanyonswherehehadplannedtogowithherafterthebishophadjoinedthem;thesolitudeswhereonlythewildanimalswouldbe,besidesthemselves。Hishorses,histent,hisrifle,hisrod,allwerewaitingreadyinthetownfortheirstartto-morrow。Hehadprovidedmanydaintythingstomakehercomfortable。Well,hecouldwaitalittlemore,havingwaitedthreeyears。Itwouldnotbewhathisheartmostdesired:therewouldbethe“publiceyeandthetalkingoftongues“——buthecouldwait。Thehourwouldcomewhenhecouldbealonewithhisbrideatlast。Andsohespokeasifheurgedit。
“Never!“shecried。“Never,never!“
Shepusheditfromher。Shewouldnotbrooksuchsacrificeonhispart。Weretheynotgoingtohermotherinfourweeks?Ifherfamilyhadwarmlyacceptedhim——buttheyhadnot;andinanycase,ithadgonetoofar,itwastoolate。Shetoldherloverthatshewouldnothearhim,thatifhesaidanymoreshewouldgallopintotownseparatelyfromhim。Andforhissakeshewouldhidedeepfromhimthislonelinessofhers,andthehurtthathehadgivenherinrefusingtosharewithherhistroublewithTrampas,whenothersmustknowofit。
Accordingly,theydescendedthehillslowlytogether,lingeringtospinouttheselastmileslong。Manyrideshadtaughttheirhorsestogosidebyside,andsotheywentnow:thegirlsweetandthoughtfulinhersedategrayhabit;andthemaninhisleathernchapsandcartridgebeltandflannelshirt,lookinggravelyintothedistancewiththelevelgazeofthefrontier。
Havingreadhissweetheart’smindveryplainly,thelovernowbrokehisdearestcustom。Itwashiscodenevertospeakillofanymantoanywoman。Men’squarrelswerenotforwomen’sears。
Inhisscheme,goodwomenweretoknowonlyafragmentofmen’slives。Hehadlivedmanyoutlawyears,andhiswideknowledgeofevilmadeinnocencedoublyprecioustohim。Butto-dayhemustdepartfromhiscode,havingreadhermindwell。Hewouldspeakevilofonemantoonewoman,becausehisreticencehadhurther——andwasshenotfarfromhermother,andverylonely,dowhathecould?Sheshouldknowthestoryofhisquarrelinlanguageaslightandcasualashecouldveilitwith。
Hemadeanobliquestart。Hedidnotsaytoher:“I’lltellyouaboutthis。YousawmegetreadyforTrampasbecauseIhavebeenreadyforhimanytimethesefiveyears。“Hebeganfarofffromthepointwiththatrootedcautionofhis——thatcautionwhichissharedbytheprimalsavageandtheperfecteddiplomat。
“There’scert’nlyarightsmarto’differencebetweenmenandwomen,“heobserved。
“You’requitesure?“sheretorted。
“Ain’titfortunate?——thatthere’sboth,Imean。“
“Idon’tknowaboutfortunate。Machinerycouldprobablydoalltheheavyworkforuswithoutyourhelp。
“Andwho’dinventthemachinery?“
Shelaughed。“Weshouldn’tneedthehuge,noisythingsyoudo。
Ourworldwouldbeagentleone。“
“Oh,mygracious!“
“Whatdoyoumeanbythat?“
“Oh,mygracious!Getalong,Monte!Agentleworldallfullofladies!“
“Doyoucallmengentle?“inquiredMolly。
“Nowit’safunnythingaboutthat。Haveyu’evernoticedajokeaboutfathers-in-law?There’sjustasmanyfathers-asmothers-in-law;butwhichsideareyourjokes?“
Mollywasnotvanquished。“That’sbecausethemenwritethecomicpapers,“saidshe。
“Hearthat,Monte?Themenwrite’em。Well,iftheladieswroteacomicpaper,Iexpectthatmightbegentle。“
Shegaveupthisbattleinmirth;andheresumed:-“Butdon’tyoureallyreckonit’suncommontomeetafather-in-lawflouncin’
aroundthehouse?Asforgentle——OnceIhadtosleepinaroomnextaladies’temperancemeetin’。Oh,heavens!Well,Icouldn’tchangemyroom,andthehotelman,heapologizedtomenextmawnin’。Saiditdidn’tsurprisehimthehusbandsdranksome。“
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