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第51章

  “Howbeautiful!howIloveit!“whisperedthegirl“But,oh,howbigitis!“Andsheleanedagainstherloverforaninstant。Itwasherspiritseekingshelter。To-day,thisvastbeauty,thisprimalcalm,hadinitforhersomethingalmostofdread。Thesmall,comfortable,greenhillsofhomerosebeforeher。SheclosedhereyesandsawVermont。avillagestreet,andthepost-office,andIvycoveringanoldfrontdoor,andhermotherpickingsomeyellowrosesfromabush。
  Atasound,hereyesquicklyopened;andherewasherloverturnedinhissaddle,watchinganotherhorsemanapproach。ShesawtheVirginian’shandinacertainposition,andknewthathispistolwasready。Buttheothermerelyovertookandpassedthem,astheystoodatthebrowofthehill。
  ThemanhadgivenonenodtotheVirginian,andtheVirginianonetohim;andnowhewasalreadybelowthemonthedescendingroad。
  ToMollyWoodhewasastranger;butshehadseenhiseyeswhenhenoddedtoherlover,andsheknew,evenwithoutthepistol,thatthiswasnotenmityatfirstsight。Itwasnotindeed。Fiveyearsofgatheredhatehadlookedoutoftheman’seyes。Andsheaskedherloverwhothiswas。
  “Oh,“saidhe,easily,“justamanIseenowandthen。“
  “IshisnameTrampas?“saidMollyWood。
  TheVirginianlookedatherinsurprise。“Why,wherehaveyouseenhim?“heasked。
  “Nevertillnow。ButIknew。“
  “Mygracious!Yu’nevertoldmeyu’hadmind-readingpowers。“Andhesmiledserenelyather。
  “IknewitwasTrampasassoonasIsawhiseyes。“
  “Mygracious!“herloverrepeatedwithindulgentirony。“Imustbemightycarefulofmyeyeswhenyou’relookin’at’em。“
  “Ibelievehedidthatmurder,“saidthegirl。
  “Whosemindareyu’readin’now?“hedrawledaffectionately。
  Buthecouldnotjokeheroffthesubject。Shelookhisstronghandinhers,tremulously,somuchofitasherlittlehandcouldhold。“Iknowsomethingaboutthat——that——lastautumn,“shesaid,shrinkingfromwordsmoredefinite。“AndIknowthatyouonlydid——“
  “WhatIhadto,“hefinished,verysadly,butsternly,too。
  “Yes,“sheasserted,keepingholdofhishand。“Isupposethat——lynching——“shealmostwhisperedtheword“istheonlyway。Butwhentheyhadtodiejustforstealinghorses,itseemssowickedthatthismurderer——“
  “Whocanproveit?“askedtheVirginian。
  “Butdon’tyouknowit?“
  “Iknowaheapo’thingsinsidemyheart。Butthat’snotproving。
  Therewasonlythebody,andthehoofprints——andwhatfolksguessed。“
  “Hewasneverevenarrested!“thegirlsaid。
  “No。Hehelpedelectthesheriffinthatcounty。“
  ThenMollyventuredastepinsidetheborderofherlover’sreticence。“Isaw——“shehesitated,“justnow,Isawwhatyoudid。“
  Hereturnedtohiscaressingirony。“You’llhavemeplumbscaredifyoukeeponseein’things。“
  “Youhadyourpistolreadyforhim。“
  “Why,IbelieveIdid。Itwasmightyunnecessary。“AndtheVirginiantookoutthepistolagain,andshookhisheadoverit,likeonewhohasbeencaughtinablunder。
  Shelookedathim,andknewthatshemuststepoutsidehisreticenceagain。Byloveandhersurrendertohimtheirpositionshadbeenexchanged。
  Hewasnotnow,asthroughhislongcourtinghehadbeen,herhalf-obeying,half-refractoryworshipper。Shewasnolongerhishalf-indulgent,half-scornfulsuperior。Herbetterbirthandschoolingthathadoncebeenweaponstokeephimathisdistance,orbringheroffvictoriousintheirencounters,hadgivenwaybeforetheonsetofthenaturalmanhimself。Sheknewhercow-boylover,withallthathelacked,tobemorethanevershecouldbe,withallthatshehad。Hewasherworshipperstill,buthermaster,too。Thereforenow,againstthebafflingsmilehegaveher,shefeltpowerless。Andonceagainapangofyearningforhermothertobenearherto-dayshotthroughthegirl。ShelookedfromheruntamedmantotheuntameddesertofWyoming,andthetownwhereshewastotakehimasherweddedhusband。Butforhissakeshewouldnotlethimguessherloneliness。
  HesatonhishorseMonte,consideringthepistol。Thenheshowedherarattlesnakecoiledbytherootsofsomesage-brush。“CanI
  hitit?“heinquired。
  “Youdon’toftenmissthem,“saidshe,strivingtobecheerful。
  “Well,I’mtoldgettingmarriedunstringssomemen。“Heaimed,andthesnakewasshattered。“Maybeit’stooearlyyetfortheunstringingtobegin!“Andwithsomedeliberationhesentthreemorebulletsintothesnake。“Ireckonthat’senough,“saidhe。
  “Wasnotthefirstone?“
  “Oh,yes,forthesnake。“Andthen,withonelegcrookedcow-boyfashionacrossinfrontofhissaddle-horn,hecleanedhispistol,andreplacedtheemptycartridges。
  Oncemoresheventurednearthelineofhisreticence。“Has——hasTrampasseenyoumuchlately?“
  “Why,no;notforarightsmartwhile。ButIreckonhehasnotmissedme。“
  TheVirginianspokethisinhisgentlestvoice。Buthisrebuffedsweetheartturnedherfaceaway,andfromhereyesshebrushedatear。
  HereinedhishorseMontebesideher,anduponhercheekshefelthiskiss。“Youarenottheonlymind-reader,“saidhe,verytenderly。Andatthissheclungtohim,andlaidherheaduponhisbreast。“Ihadbeenthinking,“hewenton,“thatthewayourmarriageistobewasthemostbeautifulway。“
  “Itisthemostbeautiful,“shemurmured。
  Heslowlyspokeouthisthought,asifshehadnotsaidthis。“Nofolkstostare,nofuss,nojokesandribbonsandbestbonnets,nopubliceyenortalkin’oftongueswhenmostyu’wanttohearnothingandsaynothing。“
  Sheansweredbyholdinghimcloser。
  “JustthebishopofWyomingtojoinus,andnotevenhimafterwe’reoncejoined。IdidthinkthatwouldbeaheadofallwaystogetmarriedIhaveseen。“
  Hepausedagain,andshemadenorejoinder。
  “Butwehaveleftoutyourmother。“
  Shelookedinhisfacewithquickastonishment。Itwasasifhisspirithadheardthecryofherspirit。
  “Thatisnowherenearright,“hesaid。“Whatiswrong。“
  “Shecouldneverhavecomehere,“saidthegirl。
  “Weshouldhavegonethere。Idon’tknowhowIcanaskhertoforgiveme。“
  “Butitwasnotyou!“criedMolly。
  “Yes。BecauseIdidnotobject。Ididnottellyouwemustgotoher。Imissedthepoint,thinkingsomuchaboutmyownfeelings。
  Foryousee——andI’veneversaidthistoyouuntilnow——yourmotherdidhurtme。Whenyousaidyouwouldhavemeaftermyyearsofwaiting,andIwroteherthatlettertellingherallaboutmyself,andhowmyfamilywasnotlikeyours,and——and——alltherestItoldher,whyyouseeithurtmenevertogetawordbackfromherexceptjustmessagesthroughyou。ForIhadtalkedtoheraboutmyhopesandmyfailings。IhadsaidmorethaneverI’vesaidtoyou,becauseshewasyourmother。Iwantedhertoforgiveme,ifshecould,andfeelthatmaybeIcouldtakegoodcareofyouafterall。ForitwasbadenoughtohaveherdaughterquitherhometoteachschoolouthyehonBearCreek。Badenoughwithouthavin’metocomealongandmakeitworse。Ihavemissedthepointinthinkingofmyownfeelings。“
  “Butit’snotyourdoing!“repeatedMolly。
  Withhisdeepdelicacyhehadputthewholematterasahardshiptohermotheralone。Hehadsavedheranypainofconfessionordenial。“Yes,itismydoing,“henowsaid。“Shallwegiveitup?“
  “Givewhat——?“Shedidnotunderstand。
  “Why,theorderwe’vegotitfixedin。Plansare——well,they’renomorethanplans。Ihatethenotionofchanging,butIhatehurtingyourmothermore。Or,anyway,IOUGHTtohateitmore。Sowecanshift,ifyu’sayso。It’snottoolate。“
  “Shift?“shefaltered。
  “Imean,wecangotoyourhomenow。Wecanstartbythestageto-night。Yourmothercanseeusmarried。Wecancomebackandfinishinthemountainsinsteadofbeginninginthem。It’llbejustmerelyshifting,yu’sec。“
  Hecouldscarcelybringhimselftosaythisatall;yethesaiditalmostasifhewereurgingit。Itimpliedarenunciationthathecouldhardlybeartothinkof。Toputoffhisweddingday,theblissuponwhosethresholdhestoodafterhisthreeyearsoffaithfulbattleforit,andthatweddingjourneyhehadarranged:
  fortherewerethemountainsinsight,thewoodsandcanyonswherehehadplannedtogowithherafterthebishophadjoinedthem;thesolitudeswhereonlythewildanimalswouldbe,besidesthemselves。Hishorses,histent,hisrifle,hisrod,allwerewaitingreadyinthetownfortheirstartto-morrow。Hehadprovidedmanydaintythingstomakehercomfortable。Well,hecouldwaitalittlemore,havingwaitedthreeyears。Itwouldnotbewhathisheartmostdesired:therewouldbethe“publiceyeandthetalkingoftongues“——buthecouldwait。Thehourwouldcomewhenhecouldbealonewithhisbrideatlast。Andsohespokeasifheurgedit。
  “Never!“shecried。“Never,never!“
  Shepusheditfromher。Shewouldnotbrooksuchsacrificeonhispart。Weretheynotgoingtohermotherinfourweeks?Ifherfamilyhadwarmlyacceptedhim——buttheyhadnot;andinanycase,ithadgonetoofar,itwastoolate。Shetoldherloverthatshewouldnothearhim,thatifhesaidanymoreshewouldgallopintotownseparatelyfromhim。Andforhissakeshewouldhidedeepfromhimthislonelinessofhers,andthehurtthathehadgivenherinrefusingtosharewithherhistroublewithTrampas,whenothersmustknowofit。
  Accordingly,theydescendedthehillslowlytogether,lingeringtospinouttheselastmileslong。Manyrideshadtaughttheirhorsestogosidebyside,andsotheywentnow:thegirlsweetandthoughtfulinhersedategrayhabit;andthemaninhisleathernchapsandcartridgebeltandflannelshirt,lookinggravelyintothedistancewiththelevelgazeofthefrontier。
  Havingreadhissweetheart’smindveryplainly,thelovernowbrokehisdearestcustom。Itwashiscodenevertospeakillofanymantoanywoman。Men’squarrelswerenotforwomen’sears。
  Inhisscheme,goodwomenweretoknowonlyafragmentofmen’slives。Hehadlivedmanyoutlawyears,andhiswideknowledgeofevilmadeinnocencedoublyprecioustohim。Butto-dayhemustdepartfromhiscode,havingreadhermindwell。Hewouldspeakevilofonemantoonewoman,becausehisreticencehadhurther——andwasshenotfarfromhermother,andverylonely,dowhathecould?Sheshouldknowthestoryofhisquarrelinlanguageaslightandcasualashecouldveilitwith。
  Hemadeanobliquestart。Hedidnotsaytoher:“I’lltellyouaboutthis。YousawmegetreadyforTrampasbecauseIhavebeenreadyforhimanytimethesefiveyears。“Hebeganfarofffromthepointwiththatrootedcautionofhis——thatcautionwhichissharedbytheprimalsavageandtheperfecteddiplomat。
  “There’scert’nlyarightsmarto’differencebetweenmenandwomen,“heobserved。
  “You’requitesure?“sheretorted。
  “Ain’titfortunate?——thatthere’sboth,Imean。“
  “Idon’tknowaboutfortunate。Machinerycouldprobablydoalltheheavyworkforuswithoutyourhelp。
  “Andwho’dinventthemachinery?“
  Shelaughed。“Weshouldn’tneedthehuge,noisythingsyoudo。
  Ourworldwouldbeagentleone。“
  “Oh,mygracious!“
  “Whatdoyoumeanbythat?“
  “Oh,mygracious!Getalong,Monte!Agentleworldallfullofladies!“
  “Doyoucallmengentle?“inquiredMolly。
  “Nowit’safunnythingaboutthat。Haveyu’evernoticedajokeaboutfathers-in-law?There’sjustasmanyfathers-asmothers-in-law;butwhichsideareyourjokes?“
  Mollywasnotvanquished。“That’sbecausethemenwritethecomicpapers,“saidshe。
  “Hearthat,Monte?Themenwrite’em。Well,iftheladieswroteacomicpaper,Iexpectthatmightbegentle。“
  Shegaveupthisbattleinmirth;andheresumed:-“Butdon’tyoureallyreckonit’suncommontomeetafather-in-lawflouncin’
  aroundthehouse?Asforgentle——OnceIhadtosleepinaroomnextaladies’temperancemeetin’。Oh,heavens!Well,Icouldn’tchangemyroom,andthehotelman,heapologizedtomenextmawnin’。Saiditdidn’tsurprisehimthehusbandsdranksome。“