“Butperhapsyouareofthesameopinionstill?“theJudgeinquired。
“Itisallterribletome,“shesaid。
“Yes;andsoiscapitalpunishmentterrible。Andsoiswar。Andperhapssomedayweshalldowithoutthem。Buttheyarenoneofthemsoterribleasuncheckedtheftandmurderwouldbe。“
AftertheJudgehaddepartedonhiswaytoSunkCreek,noonespoketoMollyuponthissubject。Butherfacedidnotgrowcheerfulatonce。Itwasplainfromherfitsofsilencethatherthoughtswerenotatrest。Andsometimesatnightshewouldstandinfrontofherlover’slikeness,gazinguponitwithbrothloveandshrinking。
XXXIV。TOFITHERFINGER
ItwastworingsthattheVirginianwroteforwhennextIheardfromhim。
AftermydarksightofwhattheCattleLandcouldbe,IsoonhadjourneyedhomebywayofWashakieandRawlins。SteveandShortydidnotleavemymemory,norwilltheyever,Isuppose。
TheVirginianhadtouchedthewholethingthedayIlefthim。Hehadnoticedmelookingasortoffarewellattheplainsandmountains。
“Youwillcomebacktoit,“hesaid。“Iftherewasaheadstoneforeverymanthatoncepleasuredinhisfreedomhere,yu’dseeonemosteverytimeyu’turnedyourhead。It’saheapsadderthanagraveyard——butyu’loveitallthesame。“
Sadnesshadpassedfromhim——fromhisuppermostmood,atleast,whenhewroteabouttherings。Deepinhimwassadnessofcourse,aswellasjoy。ForhehadknownSteve,andhehadcoveredShortywithearth。Hehadlookeduponlifewithamarkseyes,veryclose;andnoone,ifhehaveaheart,canpassthroughthisandnotcarrysadnessinhisspiritwithhimforever。Butheseldomshowsitopenly;itbideswithinhim,enrichinghischeerfulnessandrenderinghimofbetterservicetohisfellow-men。
Itwasacommissionofcheerfulnessthathenowgave,beingdistantfromwhereringsaretobebought。HecouldnotgosofarastheEasttoprocurewhathehadplanned。RingsweretobehadinCheyenne,andastillgreaterchoiceinDenver;andsofaraseitherofthesetownshisaffairswouldhavepermittedhimtotravel。ButhewassetuponhavingringsfromtheEast。Theymustcomefromthebestplaceinthecountry;nothingshortofthatwasgoodenough“tofitherfinger,“ashesaid。Theweddingringwasasimplematter。Letitberight,thatwasall:thepurestgoldthatcouldbeused,withherinitialsandhistogethergravenroundtheinside,withthedayofthemonthandtheyear。
Thedatewasnowset。Ithadcomesofarasthis。Julythirdwastobetheday。Thenforsixtydaysandnightshewastobeabridegroom,freefromhisdutiesatSunkCreek,freetotakehisbridewheresoevershemightchoosetogo。Andshehadchosen。
Thosevoicesoftheworldhadmorethanangeredher;foraftertheangerasetpurposewasleft。Hersistershouldhavethechanceneithertocomenortostayaway。HadhermotherevenansweredtheVirginian’sletter,therecouldhavebeensomerelenting。Butthepoorladyhadbeeninadequateinthis,asinallothersearchingmomentsofherlife:shehadsentmessages,——kindones,tobesure,——butonlymessages。IfthishadhurttheVirginian,nooneknewitintheworld,leastofallthegirlinwhoseheartithadleftacold,frozenspot。Notagoodspiritinwhichtobemarried,youwillsay。No;frozenspotsarenotgoodatanytime。ButMolly’sownnaturegaveherduepunishment。Throughallthesedaysofherwarmhappinessachillcurrentran,likethosewhichinterrupttheswimmer’sperfectjoy。Thegirlwasonlyhalfashappyasherlover;butshehidthisdeepfromhim,——hidituntilthatfinal,fiercehourofreckoningthathernaturehadwithher,——nay,wasboundtohavewithher,beforethepunishmentwaslifted,andthefrozenspotmeltedatlengthfromherheart。
So,meanwhile,shemadeherdecreeagainstBennington。NotVermont,butWyoming,shouldbeherweddingplace。Noworld’svoicesshouldbewhispering,noworld’seyesshouldbelookingon,whenshemadehervowtohimandreceivedhisvow。ThosevoicesshouldbespokenandthatringputoninthiswildCattleLand,wherefirstshehadseenhimrideintothefloodedriver,andliftherashoreuponhishorse。Itwasthisopenskywhichshouldshinedownonthem,andthisfrontiersoiluponwhichtheirfeetshouldtread。Theworldshouldtakeitsturnsecond。
Afteramonthwithhimbystreamandcanyon,amonthfardeeperintothemountainwildsthaneveryethehadbeenfreetotakeher,amonthwithsometimesatentandsometimesthestarsabovethem,andonlytheirhorsesbesidesthemselves——aftersuchamonthasthis,shewouldtakehimtohermotherandtoBennington;andtheoldauntoveratDunbartonwouldlookathim,andbeoncemoreabletodeclarethattheStorkshadalwayspreferredamanwhowasaman。
AndsoJulythirdwastobeengravedinsidetheweddingring。
UpontheotherringtheVirginianhadspentmuchdeliciousmeditation,allinhissecretmind。Hehadevengottherightmeasureofherfingerwithouthersuspectingthereason。Butthisstepwasthefinaloneinhisplan。
Duringthetimethathisthoughtshadbeguntobebusyovertheotherring,byachancehehadlearnedfromMrs。Henryanumberofoldfanciesregardingpreciousstones。Mrs。HenryoftenaccompaniedtheJudgeinventuresomemountainclimbs,andsometimesthesteepnessoftherocksrequiredhertouseherhandsforsafety。OnedaywhentheVirginianwentwiththemtohelpmarkoutcertainboundarycorners,sheremovedherringslesttheyshouldgetscratched;andhe,beingjustbehindher,tookthemduringtheclimb。
“Iseeyou’relookingatmytopaz,“shehadsaid,ashereturnedthem。“IfIcouldhavechosen,itwouldhavebeenaruby。ButI
wasborninNovember。“
Hedidnotunderstandherintheleast,butherwordsawakenedexceedinginterestinhim;andtheyhaddescendedsomefivemilesofmountainbeforehespokeagain。Thenhebecameingenious,forhehadhalfworkedoutwhatMrs。Henry’smeaningmustbe;buthemustmakequitesure。Therefore,accordingtohiswild,shynature,hebecameingenious。
“Menwearrings,“hebegan。“Someofthemenontheranchdo。I
don’tseeanyharminaman’swearin’aring。ButIneverhave。“
“Well,“saidthelady,notyetsuspectingthathewasundertakingtocircumventher,“probablythosemenhavesweethearts。“
“No,ma’am。Notsweetheartsworthwearin’ringsfor——intwocases,anyway。Theywon’ematcyards。Andtheyliketosee’emshine。Ineversawamanwearatopaz。“
Mrs。Henrydidnothaveanyfurtherremarktomake。
“IwasborninJanuarymyself,“pursuedtheVirginian,verythoughtfully。
Thentheladygavehimonelook,andwithoutfurtherprocessofmindperceivedexactlywhathewasdrivingat。
“That’sveryextravagantforrings,“saidshe。“Januaryisdiamonds。“
“Diamonds,“murmuredtheVirginian,moreandmorethoughtfully。
“Well,itdon’tmatter,forI’dnotweararing。AndNovemberis——whatdidyu’say,ma’am?“
“Topaz。“
“Yes。Well,jewelsarecert’nlyprettythings。IntheSpanishMissionsyu’llseelargeonesnowandagain。Andthey’renotglass,Ithink。Andsotheyhavegotsomejewelthatkindofbelongstoeachmonthrightaroundthetwelve?“
“Yes,“saidMrs。Henry,smiling。“Oneforeachmonth。Buttheopaliswhatyouwant。“
Helookedather,andbegantoblush。
“Octoberistheopal,“sheadded,andshelaughedoutright,forMissWood’sbirthdaywasonthefifteenthofthatmonth。
TheVirginiansmiledguiltilyatherthroughhiscrimson。
“I’venodoubtyoucanbeataroundthebushverywellwithmen,“
saidMrs。Henry。“Butit’sperfectlytransparentwithus——inmattersofsentiment,atleast。“
“Well,Iamsorry,“hepresentlysaid。“Idon’twanttogiveheranopal。Ihavenosuperstition,butIdon’twanttogiveheranopal。Ifhermotherdid,oranybodylikethat,why,allright。
Butnotfromme。D’yu’understand,ma’am?“
Mrs。Henrydidunderstandthissubtletraitinthewildman,andsherejoicedtobeabletogivehimimmediatereassuranceconcerningopals。
“Don’tworryaboutthat,“shesaid。“Theopalissaidtobringillluck,butnotwhenitisyourownmonthstone。Thenitissupposedtobenotonlydeprivedofevilinfluence,buttopossesspeculiarlyfortunatepower。Letitbeanopalring。“
Thenheaskedherboldlyvariousquestions,andsheshovedhimherrings,andgavehimadviceaboutthesetting。Therewasnospecialcustom,shetoldhim,rulingsuchringsasthishedesiredtobestow。Thegemmightbethelady’sfavoriteorthelover’sfavorite;andtochoosethelady’smonthstonewasverywellindeed。
Verywellindeed,theVirginianthought。Butnotquitewellenoughforhim。Hismindnowbusieditselfwiththisloreconcerningjewels,andsoonhissentimenthadsuggestedsomethingwhichheforthwithcarriedout。
Whentheringwasachieved,itwasanopal,butsetwithfoursmallembracingdiamonds。Thuswashermonthstonejoinedwithhis,thattheirluckandtheirlovemightbeinseparablyclasped。
Hefoundthesizeofherfingeronedaywhenwinterhaddeparted,andtheearlygrasswasgreen。Hemadearingoftwistedgrassforher,whilesheheldherhandforhimtobindit。Hemadeanotherforhimself。Then,aftereachhadworntheirgrassringforawhile,hebeggedhertoexchange。Hedidnotsendhistokenawayfromhim,butmostcarefullymeasuredit。Thustheringfittedherwell,andthelustrousflamewithintheopalthrilledhishearteachtimehesawit。FornowJunewasnearitsend;andthatotherplaingoldring,which,forsafekeeping,hecherishedsuspendedroundhisneckdayandnight,seemedtoburnwithaninwardglowthatwasdeeperthantheopal’s。
SoinduecoursearrivedthesecondofJuly。Molly’spunishmenthadgotasfarasthis:shelongedforhermothertobenearheratthistime;butitwastoolate。
Townlaytwelvestraightmilesbeforetheloverandhissweetheart,whentheycametothebrowofthelastlonghill。Allbeneaththemwaslikeamap:neithermannorbeastdistinguishable,buttheveinedandtintedimageofacountry,knobsandflatssetoutinorderclearly,shiningextensiveandmotionlessinthesun。Itopenedonthesightoftheloversastheyreachedthesuddenedgeofthetableland,wheresincemorningtheyhadriddenwiththeheadofneitherhorseeverinadvanceoftheother。
Attheviewoftheirjourney’send,theVirginianlookeddownathisgirlbesidehim,hiseyesfilledwithabridegroom’slight,and,hangingsafeuponhisbreast,hecouldfeelthegoldringthathewouldslowlypressuponherfingerto-morrow。Hedrewofftheglovefromherlefthand,andstooping,kissedthejewelinthatotherringwhichhehadgivenher。Thecrimsonfireintheopalseemedtominglewiththatinhisheart,andhisarmliftedherduringamomentfromthesaddleasheheldhertohim。Butinherhearttheloveofhimwastroubledbythatcoldpangoflonelinesswhichhadcreptuponherlikeatideasthedaydrewnear。Noneofherownpeoplewerewaitinginthatdistanttowntoseeherbecomehisbride。Friendlyfacesshemightpassontheway;butallofthemnewfriends,madeinthiswildcountry:notafaceofherchildhoodwouldsmileuponher;anddeepwithinher,avoicecriedforthemotherwhowasfarawayinVermont。
ThatshewouldseeMrs。Taylor’skindfaceatherweddingwasnocomfortnow。
TherelaythetowninthesplendorofWyomingspace。Arounditspreadthewateredfields,westwardforalittleway,eastwardtoagreatdistance,makingsquaresofgreenandyellowcrops;andthetownwasbutapoorraginthemidstofthisquiltedharvest。
Afterthefieldstotheeast,thetawnyplainbegan;andwithonefaintfurrowofriverliningitsundulations,itstretchedbeyondsight。ButwestofthetownrosetheBowLegMountains,coolwiththeirstillunmeltedsnowsandtheirdullbluegulfsofpine。
Fromthreecanyonsflowedthreeclearforkswhichbegantheriver。Theirconfluencewasabovethetownagoodtwomiles;itlookedbutafewpacesfromuphere,whileeachsidetheriverstraggledthemargincottonwoods,likethinbordersalongagardenwalk。Overallthismaphungsilencelikeaharmony,tremendousyetserene。
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