Mr。McLeanlaughedmirthfullyatthelover。“Well,“hesaid,“Mrs。McLeanwillbeglad。Shetoldmetogiveyu’hercongratulationsquiteawhileago。Iwastohave’emreadyjustassoonaseveryu’askedfor’emyourself。“Linhadbeenmadeahappymansometwelvemonthsprevioustothis。Andnow,bywayofanexchangeofnews,headded:“We’reexpectin’alittleMcLeandownonBoxElder。That’swhatyou’llbeexpectin’someofthesedays,Ihope。“
“Yes,“murmuredtheVirginian,“Ihopesotoo。“
“AndIdon’tguess,“saidLin,“thatyouandIwilldomuchshufflin’ofotherfolks’childrenanymore。“
WhereuponheandtheVirginianshookhandssilently,andunderstoodeachotherverywell。
OnthedaythattheVirginianpartedwithMolly,besidetheweightoffarewellwhichlayheavyonhisheart,histhoughtswerealsogravewithnews。Thecattlethieveshadgrownmoreaudacious。Horsesandcattlebothwerebeingmissed,andeachmanbeganalmosttodoubthisneighbor。
“Stepswillhavetobetakensoonbysomebody,Ireckon,“saidthelover。
“Byyou?“sheaskedquickly。
“MostlikelyI’llgetmixedupwithit。“
“Whatwillyouhavetodo?““Can’tsay。I’lltellyu’whenIcomeback。
Sodidhepartfromher,leavinghermorekissesthanwordstoremember。
AndwhatwasdoingatBennington,meanwhile,andatDunbarton?
ThosethreeletterswhichbytheirmereoutsidehadsomovedMrs。
Taylor,producedbytheircontentsmuchpainfuldisturbance。
ItwillberememberedthatMollywrotetohermother,andtohergreat-aunt。Thatannouncementtohermotherwasundertakenfirst。
Itscompositionoccupiedthreehoursandahalf,anditfilledelevenpages,notcountingapostscriptuponthetwelfth。Thelettertothegreat-aunttookonlytenminutes。Icannotpretendtoexplainwhythisonewassogreatlysuperiortotheother;butsuchistheremarkablefact。Itsbeginning,tobesure,didgivetheoldladyastart;shehaddismissedthecow-boyfromherprobabilities。
“Tut,tut,tut!“sheexclaimedoutloudinherbedroom。“Shehasthrownherselfawayonthatfellow!“
Butsomesentencesattheendmadeherpauseandsitstillforalongwhile。Theseverityuponherfacechangedtotenderness,gradually。“Ah,me,“shesighed。“Ifmarriagewereassimpleaslove!“Thenshewentslowlydownstairs,andoutintohergarden,whereshewalkedlongbetweentheboxborders。“Butifshehasfoundagreatlove,“saidtheoldladyatlength。Andshereturnedtoherbedroom,andopenedanolddesk,andreadsomeoldletters。
TherecametoherthenextmorningacommunicationfromBennington。ThishadbeenpennedfranticallybypoorMrs。Wood。
Assoonasshehadbeenabletogatherhersensesaftertheshockofherdaughter’selevenpagesandthepostscript,themotherhadpouredouteightpagesherselftotheeldestmemberofthefamily。Therehadbeen,indeed,muchexcuseforthepoorlady。Tobeginwith,Mollyhadconstructedherwholeopeningpagewiththeexpressandmercifulintentionofpreparinghermother。
Consequently,itmadenosensewhatever。Itseffectwastheusualeffectofremarksdesignedtobreakathinggently。ItmerelymadeMrs。Wood’sheadswim,andfilledherwithasickeningdread。“Oh,mercy,Sarah,“shehadcried,“comehere。Whatdoesthismean?“Andthen,fortifiedbyherelderdaughter,shehadturnedoverthatfirstpageandfoundwhatitmeantonthetopofthesecond。“Asavagewithknivesandpistols!“shewailed。
“Well,mother,Ialwaystoldyouso,“saidherdaughterSarah。
“Whatisaforeman?“exclaimedthemother。“AndwhoisJudgeHenry?““Shehastakenasortofupperservant,“saidSarah。“Ifitisallowedtogoasfarasawedding,IdoubtifIcanbringmyselftobepresent。“ThisthreatsheproceededtomaketoMolly,withresultsthatshallbesetforthintheirproperplace。“Themanappearstohavewrittentomehimself,“saidMrs。Wood。“Heknowsnobetter,“saidSarah。“Bosh!“saidSarah’shusbandlater。“Itwasaverymanlythingtodo。“ThusdidconsternationrageinthehouseatBennington。Mollymighthavesparedherselfthemanyassurancesthatshegaveconcerningtheuniversalesteeminwhichhercow-puncherwasheld,andthefairprospectswhichwerehis。So,inthefirstthroesofherdespair,Mrs。Woodwrotethoseeightnotmaturelyconsideredpagestothegreat-aunt。
“Tut,tut,tut!“saidthegreat-auntasshereadthem。Herfacewasmuchmoreseveretoday。“You’dsuppose,“shesaid,“thatthegirlhadbeenkidnapped!Why,shehaskepthimwaitingthreeyears!“Andthenshereadmore,butsoonputtheletterdownwithlaughter。ForMrs。Woodhadrepeatedinwritingthatearlyoutburstofhersaboutasavagewithknivesandpistols。“Law!“
saidthegreat-aunt。“Law,whatafoolLizzieis!“
SoshesatdownandwrotetoMrs。Woodawholesomereplyaboutputtingalittlemoretrustinherownfleshandblood,andremindingheramongotherthingsthatGeneralStarkhadhimselfbeenwonttocarryknivesandpistolsowingtothenecessitiesofhiscareer,butthathehadoccasionallytakenthemoff,asdidprobablythisyoungmaninWyoming。“Youhadbettersendmetheletterhehaswrittenyou,“sheconcluded。“IshallknowmuchbetterwhattothinkafterIhaveseenthat。“
ItisnotprobablethatMrs。Woodgotmuchcomfortfromthiscommunication;andherdaughterSarahwasactuallyenragedbyit。
“Shegrowsmoreperverseasshenearsherdotage,“saidSarah。
ButtheVirginian’sletterwassenttoDunbarton,wheretheoldladysatherselfdowntoreaditwithmuchattention。
HereiswhattheVirginianhadsaidtotheunknownmotherofhissweetheart。
Bennington,Vermont。
Madam:IfyourdaughterMissWoodhasevertoldyouabouthersavingaman’slifeherewhensomeIndianshadshothimthatisthemanwhowritestoyounow。Idon’tthinkshecanhavetoldyourightaboutthataffairforsheistheonlyoneinthiscountrywhothinksitwasalittlething。SoImusttellyouit,themainpoints。SuchanactionwouldhavebeenthoughthighlyofinaWesterngirl,butwithMissWood’sraisingnobodyhadarighttoexpectit。
“Indeed!“snortedthegreat-aunt。“Well,hewouldberight,ifI
hadnothadagooddealmoretodowithher’raising’thaneverLizziehad。“Andshewentonwiththeletter。
Iwasstartingintodiewhenshefoundme。Ididnotknowanythingthen,andshepulledmebackfromwhereIwashalfinthenextworld。ShedidnotknowbutwhatIndianswouldgethertoobutIcouldnotmakeherleaveme。Iamaheavymanonehundredandseventy-threestrippedwheninfullhealth。Sheliftedmeherselffromthegroundmehelpingscarceanyfortherewasnotmuchhelpinmethatday。Shewashedmywoundandbroughtmetowithherownwhiskey。BeforeshecouldgetmehomeIwasoutofmyheadbutshekeptmeonmyhorsesomehowandtalkedwiselytomesoImindedheranddidnotgocleancrazytillshehadgotmesafetobed。ThedoctorsaysIwouldhavediedallthesameifshehadnotnursedmethewayshedid。ItmademelovehermorewhichIdidnotknowIcould。Butthereisnoend,forthiswritingitdownmakesmelovehermoreasIwriteit。
AndnowMrs。WoodIamsorrythiswillbebadnewsforyoutohear。IknowyouwouldneverchoosesuchamanasIamforherforIhavegotnoeducationandmustwritehumbleagainstmybirth。IwishIcouldmakethenewseasierbuttruthisthebest。
IamofoldstockinVirginiaEnglishandoneScotchIrishgrandmothermyfather’sfatherbroughtfromKentucky。Wehavealwaysstayedatthesameplacefarmersandhuntersnotbetteringourlotandveryplain。Wehavefoughtwhenwegotthechance,underOldHickoryandinMexicoandmyfatherandtwobrotherswerekilledintheValleysixty-four。AlwayswithusonesonhasbeenapttorunawayandIwastheonethistime。Ihadtoomucholderbrotheringtosuitme。ButnowIamdoingwellbeinginfullsightofprosperityandnottoooldandverystrongmyhealthhavingstoodthesundriesithasbeenputthrough。Sheshallteachschoolnomorewhensheismine。IwishIcouldmakethisnewseasierforyouMrs。Wood。IdonotlikepromisesIhaveheardsomany。Iwilltellanymanofyourfamilyanythinghelikestoaskone,andJudgeHenrywouldtellyouaboutmyreputation。IhaveseenplentyroughthingsbutcansayIhaveneverkilledforpleasureorprofitandamnotoneofthatkind,alwayspreferringpeace。Ihavehadtoliveinplaceswheretheyhadcourtsandlawyerssocalledbutanhonestmanwasallthelawyoucouldfindinfivehundredmiles。IhavenottoldheraboutthosethingsnotbecauseIamashamedofthembuttherearesomanythingstoodarkforagirllikehertohearabout。
IhadbettertellyouthewayIknowIloveMissWood。Iamnotaboynow,andwomenarenonewthingtome。AmanlikemewhohastravelledmeetsmanyofthemashegoesandpassesonbutI
stoppedwhenIcametoMissWood。ThatisthreeyearsbutIhavenotgoneon。Whatrighthassuchashe?youwillsay。SodidI
sayitaftershehadsavedmylife。Itwashardtogettothatpointandkeeptherewithheraroundmeallday。ButIsaidtomyselfyouhavebotheredherforthreeyearswithyourloveandifyouletyourlovebotherheryoudon’tloveherlikeyoushouldandyoumustquitforhersakewhohassavedyourlife。I
didnotknowwhatIwasgoingtodowithmylifeafterthatbutI
supposedIcouldgosomewhereandworkhardandsoMrs。WoodI
toldherIwouldgiveherup。Butshesaidno。Itisgoingtobehardforhertogetusedtoamanlikeme-
ButatthispointintheVirginian’sletter,theoldgreat-auntcouldreadnomore。Sherose,andwentovertothatdeskwherelaythosefadedlettersofherown。Shelaidherheaddownuponthepackage,andashertearsflowedquietlyuponit,“Odear,“
shewhispered,“Odear!AndthisiswhatIlost!“
TohergirluponBearCreekshewrotethenextday。AndthiswordfromDunbartonwaslikebalmamongtheharshstingsMollywasreceiving。Thevoicesoftheworldreachedheringatheringnumbers,andnotoneofthemsavethatgreat-aunt’swassweet。
Herdayswerefullofhurts;andtherewasnoonebytokissthehurtsaway。Nordidsheevenhearfromherloveranymorenow。
Sheonlyknewhehadgoneintolonelyregionsuponhiserrand。
Thaterrandtookhimfar:-AcrosstheBasin,amongthesecretplacesofOwlCreek,pasttheWashakieNeedles,overtheDividetoGrosVentre,andsothroughafinalbarrierofpeaksintothebordersofEastIdaho。There,byreasonofhisbiddingme,Imethim,andcametoshareinapartofhiserrand。
ItwaswithnoguidethatItravelledtohim。Hehadnamedalittlestationontherailroad,andfromthencehehadchartedmyroutebymeansoflandmarks。DidIbelieveinomens,theblackstormthatIsetoutinuponmyhorsewouldseemlikeoneto-day。
ButIhadbeenlivingincitiesandsmoke;andIdaho,evenwithrain,wasdelightfultome。
Whenthefirstlandmark,theloneclumpofcottonwoods,cameatlengthinsight,darkandblurredinthegentlerain,standingcutperhapsamilebeyondthedistantbuildings,mywholewearybodyhailedtheapproachofrepose。Savingthenoonhour,Ihadbeeninthesaddlesincesix,andnowsixwascomeroundagain。
Theranch,myresting-placeforthisnight,wasaruin——cabin,stable,andcorral。Yetafterthetwelvehoursofpushingonandonthroughsilence,stilltohavesilence,stilltoeatandgotosleepinit,perfectlyfittedthemoodofbothmyfleshandspirit。Atnoon,whenforawhileIhadthrownoffmylongoilskincoat,merelythesightofthenewspaperhalfcrowdedintomypockethadbeenadispleasingreminderoftherailway,andcities,andaffairs。Butforitspossiblehelptobuildfires,itwouldhavecomenofartherwithme。Thegreatlevelsaroundmelaycooledandfreedofdustbythewetweather,andfullofsweetairs。Farinfrontthefoot-hillsrosethroughtherain,indefiniteandmystic。Iwantednospeechwithanyone,nortobenearhumanbeingsatall。Iwassteepedinareveryasoftheprimalearth;eventhoughtsthemselveshadalmostceasedmotion。
Toliedownwithwildanimals,withelkanddeer,wouldhavemademywakingdreamcomplete;andsincesuchdreamcouldnotbe,thecattlearoundthedesertedbuildings,meredotsasyetacrossseparatingspace,weremypropercompanionsforthisevening。
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