Thiskindofperformancerepeateditselfduringseveraldays。Atlast,afterdoggingherhitherandthither,leaningwithawrinkledforeheadagainstdoorposts,takinganobliqueviewintotheroomwhereshehappenedtobe,pickingupworstedballsandgettingnothanks,placingasplinterfromtheVictory,severalbulletsfromtheRedoubtable,astripoftheflag,andotherinterestingrelics,carefullylabelled,uponhertable,andhearingnomoreaboutthemthaniftheyhadbeenpebblesfromthenearestbrook,hehituponanewplan。Toavoidhimshefrequentlysatupstairsinawindowoverlookingthegarden。LieutenantLovedaycarefullydressedhimselfinanewuniform,whichhehadcausedtobesentsomedaysbefore,todazzleadmiringfriends,butwhichhehadneverasyetputoninpublicormentionedtoasoul。Whenarrayedheenteredthesunnygarden,andtherewalkedslowlyupanddownashehadseenNelsonandCaptainHardydoonthequarter-deck;butkeepinghisrightshoulder,onwhichhisoneepaulettewasfixed,asmuchtowardsAnne’swindowaspossible。
Butshemadenosign,thoughtherewasnottheleastquestionthatshesawhim。Attheendofhalf-an-hourhewentin,tookoffhisclothes,andgavehimselfuptodoubtandthebesttobacco。
Herepeatedtheprogrammeonthenextafternoon,andonthenext,neversayingawordwithindoorsabouthisdoingsorhisnotice。
MeanwhiletheresultsinAnne’schamberwerenotuninteresting。Shehadbeenlookingoutonthefirstday,andwasdulyamazedtoseeanavalofficerinfulluniformpromenadinginthepath。FindingittobeBob,sheleftthewindowwithasensethatthescenewasnotforher;then,frommerecuriosity,peepedoutfrombehindthecurtain。Well,hewasaprettyspectacle,sheadmitted,relievedashisfigurewasbyadensemassofsunny,close-trimmedhedge,overwhichnasturtiumsclimbedinwildluxuriance;andifshecouldcareforhimonebit,whichshecouldn’t,hisformwouldhavebeenadelightfulstudy,surpassingininterestevenitssplendouronthememorabledayoftheirvisittothetowntheatre。Shecalledhermother;Mrs。Lovedaycamepromptly。
’O,itisnothing,’saidAnneindifferently;’onlythatBobhasgothisuniform。’
Mrs。Lovedaypeepedout,andraisedherhandswithdelight。’Andhehasnotsaidawordtousaboutit!Whatalovelyepaulette!I
mustcallhisfather。’
’No,indeed。AsItakenointerestinhimIshallnotletpeoplecomeintomyroomtoadmirehim。’
’Well,youcalledme,’saidhermother。
’ItwasbecauseIthoughtyoulikedfineclothes。ItiswhatI
don’tcarefor。’
NotwithstandingthisassertionsheagainlookedoutatBobthenextafternoonwhenhisfootstepsrustledonthegravel,andstudiedhisappearanceunderallthevaryinganglesofthesunlight,asiffineclothesanduniformswerenotaltogetheramatterofindifference。
Hecertainlywasasplendid,gentlemanly,andgallantsailorfromendtoendofhim;butthen,whatwereadashingpresentment,anavalrank,andtellingscars,ifamanwasfickle-hearted?
However,shepeepedontillthefourthday,andthenshedidnotpeep。Thewindowwasopen,shelookedrightout,andBobknewthathehadgotarisetohisbaitatlast。Hetouchedhishattoher,keepinghisrightshoulderforwards,andsaid,’Good-day,MissGarland,’withasmile。
Annereplied,’Good-day,’withfunerealseriousness;andtheacquaintancethusrevivedledtotheinterchangeofafewwordsatsupper-time,atwhichMrs。Lovedaynoddedwithsatisfaction。ButAnnetookespecialcarethatheshouldnevermeetheralone,andtoinsurethisheringenuitywasinconstantexercise。Thereweresomanynooksandwindingsonthemiller’sramblingpremisesthatshecouldneverbesurehewouldnotturnupwithinafootofher,particularlyashisthinshoeswerealmostnoiseless。
OnefineafternoonsheaccompaniedMollyinsearchofelderberriesformakingthefamilywinewhichwasdrunkbyMrs。Loveday,Anne,andanybodywhocouldnotstandtherougherandstrongerliquorsprovidedbythemiller。Afterwalkingratheralongdistanceoverthedowntheycametoagrassyhollow,whereelder-bushesinknotsoftwosandthreesrosefromanunevenbankandhungtheirheadstowardsthesouth,blackandheavywithbunchesoffruit。Thecharmoffruit-gatheringtogirlsisenhancedinthecaseofelderberriesbytheinoffensivesoftnessoftheleaves,boughs,andbark,whichmakesgettingintothebrancheseasyandpleasanttothemostindifferentclimbers。AnneandMollyhadsoongatheredabasketful,andsendingtheservanthomewithit,Anneremainedinthebushpickingandthrowingdownbunchbybunchuponthegrass。Shewassoabsorbedinheroccupationofpullingthetwigstowardsher,andtherustlingoftheirleavessofilledherears,thatitwasagreatsurprisewhen,onturningherhead,sheperceivedasimilarmovementtoherownamongtheboughsoftheadjoiningbush。
Atfirstshethoughttheyweredisturbedbybeingpartlyincontactwiththeboughsofherbush;butinamomentRobertLoveday’sfacepeeredfromthem,atadistanceofaboutayardfromherown。Anneutteredalittleindignant’Well!’recoveredherself,andwentonplucking。Bobthereuponwentonpluckinglikewise。
’Iampickingelderberriesforyourmother,’saidthelieutenantatlast,humbly。
’SoIsee。’
’AndIhappentohavecometothenextbushtoyours。’
’SoIsee;butnotthereasonwhy。’
Annewasnowinthewesternmostbranchesofthebush,andBobhadleantacrossintotheeasternbranchesofhis。Ingatheringheswayedtowardsher,backagain,forwardagain。
’Ibegpardon,’hesaid,whenafurtherswingthanusualhadtakenhimalmostincontactwithher。
’Thenwhydoyoudoit?’
’Thewindrocksthebough,andtheboughrocksme。’Sheexpressedbyalookheropinionofthisstatementinthefaceofthegentlestbreeze;andBobpursued:’Iamafraidtheberrieswillstainyourprettyhands。’
’Iweargloves。’
’Ah,that’saplanIshouldneverhavethoughtof。CanIhelpyou?’
’Notatall。’
’Youareoffended:that’swhatthatmeans。’
’No,’shesaid。
’Thenwillyoushakehands?’
Annehesitated;thenslowlystretchedoutherhand,whichhetookatonce。’Thatwilldo,’shesaid,findingthathedidnotrelinquishitimmediately。Butashestillheldit,shepulled,theeffectofwhichwastodrawBob’sswayingperson,boughandall,towardsher,andherselftowardshim。
’Iamafraidtoletgoyourhand,’saidthatofficer,’forifIdoyoursparwillflyback,andyouwillbethrownuponthedeckwithgreatviolence。’
’Iwishyoutoletmego!’
Heaccordinglydid,andsheflewback,butdidnotbyanymeansfall。
’ItremindsmeofthetimeswhenIusedtobealoftclingingtoayardnotmuchbiggerthanthistree-stem,inthemid-Atlantic,andthinkingaboutyou。IcouldseeyouinmyfancyasplainasIseeyounow。’
’Me,orsomeotherwoman!’retortedAnnehaughtily。
’No!’declaredBob,shakingthebushforemphasis,’I’llprotestthatIdidnotthinkofanybodybutyouallthetimeweweredroppingdownchannel,allthetimewewereoffCadiz,allthetimethroughbattlesandbombardments。Iseemedtoseeyouinthesmoke,and,thinksI,ifIgotoDavy’slocker,whatwillshedo?’
’Youdidn’tthinkthatwhenyoulandedafterTrafalgar。’
’Well,now,’saidthelieutenantinareasoningtone;’thatwasacuriousthing。You’llhardlybelieveit,maybe;butwhenamanisawayfromthewomanhelovesbestintheport——world,Imean——hecanhaveasortoftemporaryfeelingforanotherwithoutdisturbingtheoldone,whichflowsalongunderthesameasever。’
’Ican’tbelieveit,andwon’t,’saidAnnefirmly。
Mollynowappearedwiththeemptybasket,andwhenithadbeenfilledfromtheheaponthegrass,Annewenthomewithher,biddingLovedayafrigidadieu。
Thesameevening,whenBobwasabsent,themillerproposedthattheyshouldallthreegotoanupperwindowofthehouse,togetadistantviewofsomerocketsandilluminationswhichweretobeexhibitedinthetownandharbourinhonouroftheKing,whohadreturnedthisyearasusual。Theyaccordinglywentupstairstoanemptyattic,placedchairsagainstthewindow,andputoutthelight;Annesittinginthemiddle,hermothercloseby,andthemillerbehind,smoking。Nosignofanypyrotechnicdisplaywasvisibleovertheportasyet,andMrs。Lovedaypassedthetimebytalkingtothemiller,whorepliedinmonosyllables。WhilethiswasgoingonAnnefanciedthatsheheardsomeoneapproach,andpresentlyfeltsurethatBobwasdrawingnearherinthesurroundingdarkness;butastheothertwohadnoticednothingshesaidnotaword。
Allatoncetheswarthyexpanseofsouthwardskywasbrokenbytheblazeofseveralrocketssimultaneouslyascendingfromdifferentshipsintheroads。Attheverysamemomentawarmmysterioushandslippedroundherown,andgaveitagentlesqueeze。
’Odear!’saidAnne,withasuddenstartaway。
’Hownervousyouare,child,tobestartledbyfireworkssofaroff,’saidMrs。Loveday。
’Ineversawrocketsbefore,’murmuredAnne,recoveringfromhersurprise。
Mrs。Lovedaypresentlyspokeagain。’IwonderwhathasbecomeofBob?’
Annedidnotreply,beingmuchexercisedintryingtogetherhandawayfromtheonethatimprisonedit;andwhateverthemillerthoughthekepttohimself,becauseitdisturbedhissmokingtospeak。
Anotherbatchofrocketswentup。’OInever!’saidAnne,inahalf-suppressedtone,springinginherchair。Asecondhandhadwiththeriseoftherocketsleaptroundherwaist。
’Poorgirl,youcertainlymusthavechangeofsceneatthisrate,’
saidMrs。Loveday。
’IsupposeImust,’murmuredthedutifuldaughter。
ForsomeminutesnothingfurtheroccurredtodisturbAnne’sserenity。Thenaslow,quiet’a-hem’camefromtheobscurityoftheapartment。
’What,Bob?Howlonghaveyoubeenthere?’inquiredMrs。Loveday。
’Notlong,’saidthelieutenantcoolly。’Iheardyouwereallhere,andcreptupquietly,nottodisturbye。’
’Whydon’tyouwearheelstoyourshoeslikeChristianpeople,andnotcreepaboutsolikeacat?’
’Well,itkeepsyourfloorscleantogoslip-shod。’
’That’strue。’
MeanwhileAnnewasgentlybutfirmlytryingtopullBob’sarmfromherwaist,herdistressfuldifficultybeingthatinfreeingherwaistsheenslavedherhand,andingettingherhandfreesheenslavedherwaist。Findingthestruggleafutileone,owingtotheinvisibilityofherantagonist,andherwishtokeepitsnaturesecretfromtheothertwo,shearose,andsayingthatshedidnotcaretoseeanymore,feltherwaydownstairs。Bobfollowed,leavingLovedayandhiswifetothemselves。
’DearAnne,’hebegan,whenhehadgotdown,andsawherinthecandle-lightofthelargeroom。Butsheadroitlypassedoutattheotherdoor,atwhichhetookacandleandfollowedhertothesmallroom。’DearAnne,doletmespeak,’herepeated,assoonastheraysrevealedherfigure。Butshepassedintothebakehousebeforehecouldsaymore;whereuponheperseveringlydidthesame。Lookingroundforherhereheperceivedherattheendoftheroom,wheretherewerenomeansofexitwhatever。
’DearAnne,’hebeganagain,settingdownthecandle,’youmusttrytoforgiveme;reallyyoumust。Iloveyouthebestofanybodyinthewide,wideworld。Trytoforgiveme;come!’Andheimploringlytookherhand。
Anne’sbosombegantosurgeandfalllikeasmalltide,hereyesremainingfixeduponthefloor;till,whenLovedayventuredtodrawherslightlytowardshim,sheburstoutcrying。’Idon’tlikeyou,Bob;Idon’t!’shesuddenlyexclaimedbetweenhersobs。’Ididonce,butIdon’tnow——Ican’t,Ican’t;youhavebeenverycrueltome!’Sheviolentlyturnedaway,weeping。
’Ihave,Ihavebeenterriblybad,Iknow,’answeredBob,conscience-strickenbyhergrief。’But——ifyoucouldonlyforgiveme——IpromisethatI’llneverdoanythingtogrieve’eeagain。Doyouforgiveme,Anne?’
Anne’sonlyreplywascryingandshakingherhead。
’Let’smakeitup。Come,saywehavemadeitup,dear。’
Shewithdrewherhand,andstillkeepinghereyesburiedinherhandkerchief,said’No。’
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