首页 >出版文学> The Trumpet-Major>第46章
  ’Iamreadytogo,’saidAnne,assoonashearrived。
  Hepausedasiftakenabackbyherreadiness,andrepliedwithmuchuncertainty,’Wouldit——wouldn’titbebettertoputitofftillthereislesssun?’
  Theveryslightestsymptomofsurprisearoseinherassherejoined,’Buttheweathermaychange;orhadwebetternotgoatall?’
  ’Ono!——itwasonlyathought。Wewillstartatonce。’
  Andalongthevaletheywent,Johnkeepinghimselfaboutayardfromherrighthand。Whenthethirdfieldhadbeencrossedtheycameuponhalf-a-dozenlittleboysatplay。
  ’Whydon’theclasphertohisside,likeaman?’saidthebiggestandrudestboy。
  ’Whydon’theclasphertohisside,likeaman?’echoedalltherudesmallerboysinachorus。
  Thetrumpet-majorturned,and,aftersomerunning,succeededinsmackingtwoofthemwithhisswitch,returningtoAnnebreathless。
  ’Iamashamedtheyshouldhaveinsultedyouso,’hesaid,blushingforher。
  ’Theysaidnoharm,poorboys,’sherepliedreproachfully。
  PoorJohnwasdumbwithperception。Thegentlehintuponwhichhewouldhaveeagerlyspokenonlyoneshortdayagowasnowlikefiretohiswound。
  Theypresentlycametosomestepping-stonesacrossabrook。Johncrossedfirstwithoutturninghishead,andAnne,justliftingtheskirtofherdress,crossedbehindhim。Whentheyhadreachedtheothersideavillagegirlandayoungshepherdapproachedthebrinktocross。Annestoppedandwatchedthem。Theshepherdtookahandoftheyounggirlineachofhisown,andwalkedbackwardoverthestones,facingher,andkeepingheruprightbyhisgrasp,bothofthemlaughingastheywent。
  ’Whatareyoustayingfor,MissGarland?’askedJohn。
  ’Iwasonlythinkinghowhappytheyare,’shesaidquietly;andwithdrawinghereyesfromthetenderpair,sheturnedandfollowedhim,notknowingthattheseemingsoundofapassingbumble-beewasasuppressedgroanfromJohn。
  Whentheyreachedthehilltheyfoundfortynavviesatworkremovingthedarksodsoastolaybarethechalkbeneath。TheequestrianfigurethattheirshovelswereformingwasscarcelyintelligibletoJohnandAnnenowtheywereclose,andafterpacingfromthehorse’sheaddownhisbreasttohishoof,backbywayoftheking’sbridle-arm,pastthebridgeofhisnose,andintohiscocked-hat,Annesaidthatshehadhadenoughofit,andsteppedoutofthechalkclearinguponthegrass。Thetrumpet-majorhadremainedallthetimeinamelancholyattitudewithintherowelofhisMajesty’srightspur。
  ’Myshoesarecakedwithchalk,’shesaidastheywalkeddownwardsagain;andshedrewbackherdresstolookatthem。’HowcanIgetsomeofitclearedoff?’
  ’Ifyouwastowipetheminthelonggrassthere,’saidJohn,pointingtoaspotwherethebladeswererankanddense,’someofitwouldcomeoff。’Havingsaidthis,hewalkedonwithreligiousfirmness。
  Annerakedherlittlefeetontherightside,ontheleftside,overthetoe,andbehindtheheel;butthetenaciouschalkhelditsown。
  Pantingwithherexertion,shegaveitup,andatlengthovertookhim。
  ’Ihopeitisrightnow?’hesaid,lookinggingerlyoverhisshoulder。
  ’No,indeed!’saidshe。’Iwantedsomeassistance——someonetosteadyme。Itissohardtostandononefootandwipetheotherwithoutsupport。Iwasindangeroftopplingover,andsogaveitup。’
  ’Mercifulstars,whatanopportunity!’thoughtthepoorfellowwhileshewaitedforhimtoofferhelp。Buthislipsremainedclosed,andshewentonwithapoutingsmile——
  ’Youseeminsuchahurry!Whyareyouinsuchahurry?Afterallthefinethingsyouhavesaidabout——aboutcaringsomuchforme,andallthat,youwon’tstopforanything!’
  ItwastoomuchforJohn。’Uponmyheartandlife,mydea——’hebegan。HereBob’slettercrackledwarninglyinhiswaistcoatpocketashelaidhishandasseveratinglyuponhisbreast,andhebecamesuddenlyscaleduptodumbnessandgloomasbefore。
  WhentheyreachedhomeAnnesankuponastooloutsidethedoor,fatiguedwithherexcursion。Herfirstactwastotrytopulloffhershoe——itwasadifficultmatter;butJohnstoodbeatingwithhisswitchtheleavesofthecreeperonthewall。
  ’Mother——David——Molly,orsomebody——docomeandhelpmepulloffthesedirtyshoes!’shecriedaloudatlast。’Nobodyhelpsmeinanything!’
  ’Iamverysorry,’saidJohn,comingtowardsherwithincredibleslownessandanairofunutterabledepression。
  ’O,IcandowithoutYOU。Davidisbest,’shereturned,astheoldmanapproachedandremovedtheobnoxiousshoesinatrice。
  Annewasamazedatthissuddenchangefromdevotiontocrassindifference。Onenteringherroomsheflewtotheglass,almostexpectingtolearnthatsomeextraordinarychangehadcomeoverherprettycountenance,renderingherintolerableforevermore。Butitwas,ifanything,fresherthanusual,onaccountoftheexercise。
  ’Well!’shesaidretrospectively。Forthefirsttimesincetheiracqaintanceshehadthisweekencouragedhim;andforthefirsttimehehadshownthatencouragementwasuseless。’Butperhapshedoesnotclearlyunderstand,’sheaddedserenely。
  Whenhenextcameitwas,tohersurprise,tobringhernewspapers,nowforsometimediscontinued。Assoonasshesawthemshesaid,’Idonotcarefornewspapers。’
  ’Theshippingnewsisveryfullandlongto-day,thoughtheprintisrathersmall。’
  ’Itakenofurtherinterestintheshippingnews,’sherepliedwithcolddignity。
  Shewassittingbythewindow,insidethetable,andhencewhen,inspiteofhernegations,hedeliberatelyunfoldedthepaperandbegantoreadabouttheRoyalNavyshecouldhardlyriseandgoaway。
  Withastoicalmienhereadontotheendofthereport,bringingoutthenameofBob’sshipwithtremendousforce。
  ’No,’shesaidatlast,’I’llhearnomore!Letmereadtoyou。’
  Thetrumpet-majorsatdown。Anneturnedtothemilitarynews,deliveringeverydetailwithmuchapparententhusiasm。’That’sthesubject_I_like!’shesaidfervently。
  ’But——butBobisinthenavynow,andwillmostlikelyrisetobeanofficer。Andthen——’
  ’Whatistherelikethearmy?’sheinterrupted。’Thereisnosmartnessaboutsailors。Theywaddlelikeducks,andtheyonlyfightstupidbattlesthatnoonecanformanyideaof。Thereisnosciencenorstratageminsea-fights——nothingmorethanwhatyouseewhentworamsruntheirheadstogetherinafieldtoknockeachotherdown。Butinmilitarybattlesthereissuchart,andsuchsplendour,andthemenaresosmart,particularlythehorse-soldiers。O,Ishallneverforgetwhatgallantmenyouallseemedwhenyoucameandpitchedyourtentsonthedowns!IlikethecavalrybetterthananythingIknow;andthedragoonsthebestofthecavalry——andthetrumpetersthebestofthedragoons!’
  ’O,ifithadbutcomealittlesooner!’moanedJohnwithinhim。Herepliedassoonashecouldregainself-command,’IamgladBobisinthenavyatlast——heissomuchmorefittedforthatthanthemerchant-service——sobravebynature,readyforanydaringdeed。I
  haveheardeversomuchmoreabouthisdoingsonboardtheVictory。
  CaptainHardytookspecialnoticethatwhenhe——’
  ’Idon’twanttoknowanythingmoreaboutit,’saidAnneimpatiently;’ofcoursesailorsfight;there’snothingelsetodoinaship,sinceyoucan’trunaway!Youmayaswellfightandbekilledasbekillednotfighting。’
  ’Stillitishischaractertobecarelessofhimselfwherethehonourofhiscountryisconcerned,’Johnpleaded。’Ifyouhadonlyknownhimasaboyyouwouldownit。Hewouldalwaysriskhisownlifetosaveanybodyelse’s。Oncewhenacottagewasafireupthelaneherushedinforababy,althoughhewasonlyaboyhimself,andhehadthenarrowestescape。Wehavegothishatnowwiththeholeburntinit。ShallIgetitandshowittoyou?’
  ’No——Idon’twishit。Ithasnothingtodowithme。’Butashepersistedinhiscoursetowardsthedoor,sheadded,’Ah!youareleavingbecauseIaminyourway。Youwanttobealonewhileyoureadthepaper——Iwillgoatonce。IdidnotseethatIwasinterruptingyou。’Andsheroseasiftoretreat。
  ’No,no!IwouldratherbeinterruptedbyYOUthan——O,MissGarland,excuseme!I’lljustspeaktofatherinthemill,nowIamhere。’
  ItisscarcelynecessarytostatethatAnnewhoseunquestionablegentilityamidsomewhathomelysurroundingshasbeenmanytimesinsistedoninthecourseofthishistorywasusuallythereverseofawomanwithacoming-ondisposition;but,whetherfrompiqueathismanner,orfromwilfuladherencetoacourserashlyresolvedon,orfromcoquettishmaliciousnessinreactionfromlongdepression,orfromanyotherthing,——soitwasthatshewouldnotlethimgo。
  ’Trumpet-major,’shesaid,recallinghim。
  ’Yes?’herepliedtimidly。
  ’Thebowofmycap-ribbonhascomeuntied,hasitnot?’Sheturnedandfixedherbewitchingglanceuponhim。
  Thebowwasjustoverherforehead,or,moreprecisely,atthepointwheretheorganofcomparisonmergesinthatofbenevolence,accordingtothephrenologicaltheoryofGall。John,thusbroughtto,endeavouredtolookatthebowinaskimming,duck-and-drakefashion,soastoavoiddippinghisownglanceasfarastotheplaneofhisinterrogator’seyes。’Itisuntied,’hesaid,drawingbackalittle。
  Shecamenearer,andasked,’Willyoutieitforme,please?’
  Astherewasnohelpforit,henervedhimselfandassented。Asherheadonlyreachedtohisfourthbuttonshenecessarilylookedupforhisconvenience,andJohnbeganfumblingatthebow。Tryashewoulditwasimpossibletotouchtheribbonwithoutgettinghisfingertipsmixedwiththecurlsofherforehead。
  ’Yourhandshakes——ah!youhavebeenwalkingfast,’shesaid。
  ’Yes——yes。’
  ’Haveyoualmostdoneit?’Sheinquiringlydirectedhergazeupwardthroughhisfingers。
  ’No——notyet,’hefalteredinawarmsweatofemotion,hisheartgoinglikeaflail。
  ’Thenbequick,please。’
  ’Yes,Iwill,MissGarland!B——B——Bobisaverygoodfel——’
  ’Notthatman’snametome!’sheinterrupted。
  Johnwassilentinstantly,andnothingwastobeheardbuttherustlingoftheribbon;tillhishandsoncemoreblunderedamongthecurls,andthentouchedherforehead。
  ’OgoodGod!’ejaculatedthetrumpet-majorinawhisper,turningawayhastilytothecorner-cupboard,andrestinghisfaceuponhishand。
  ’What’sthematter,John?’saidshe。
  ’Ican’tdoit!’
  ’What?’
  ’Tieyourcap-ribbon。’
  ’Whynot?’
  ’Becauseyouareso——BecauseIamclumsy,andnevercouldtieabow。’
  ’Youareclumsyindeed,’answeredAnne,andwentaway。
  Afterthisshefeltinjured,foritseemedtoshowthatheratedherhappinessasofmeanervaluethanBob’s;sincehehadpersistedinhisideaofgivingBobanotherchancewhenshehadimpliedthatitwasherwishtodootherwise。CouldMissJohnsonhaveanythingtodowithhisfirmness?Anopportunityoftestinghiminthisdirectionoccurredsomedayslater。Shehadbeenupthevillage,andmetJohnatthemill-door。
  ’Haveyouheardthenews?MatildaJohnsonisgoingtobemarriedtoyoungDerriman。’
  Annestoodwithherbacktothesun,andashefacedher,hisfeaturesweresearchinglyexhibited。Therewasnochangewhateverinthem,unlessitwerethatacertainlightofinterestkindledbyherquestionturnedtocompleteandblankindifference。’Well,astimesgo,itisnotabadmatchforher,’hesaid,withaphlegmwhichwashardlythatofalover。
  Johnonhispartwasbeginningtofindthesetemptationsalmostmorethanhecouldbear。Butbeingquarteredsoneartohisfather’shouseitwasunnaturalnottovisithim,especiallywhenatanymomenttheregimentmightbeorderedabroad,andaseparationofyearsensue;andaslongashewenttherehecouldnothelpseeingher。