首页 >出版文学> THE TROLL GARDEN AND SELECTED STORIES>第8章
  Thiswoman,onawindmilltowerattheworld’sendwithagiantbarbarian,heardthatcrytonight,andshewasafraid!Ah!
  theterrorandthedelightofthatmomentwhenfirstwefearourselves!Untilthenwehavenotlived。
  “Come,Eric,letusgodown;themoonisupandthemusichasbegunagain,“shesaid。
  Herosesilentlyandsteppeddownupontheladder,puttinghisarmabouthertohelpher。ThatarmcouldhavethrownThor’shammeroutinthecornfieldsyonder,yetitscarcelytouchedher,andhishandtrembledasithaddoneinthedance。Hisfacewaslevelwithhersnowandthemoonlightfellsharplyuponit。Allherlifeshehadsearchedthefacesofmenforthelookthatlayinhiseyes。Sheknewthatthatlookhadnevershoneforherbefore,wouldnevershineforheronearthagain,thatsuchlovecomestooneonlyindreamsorinimpossibleplaceslikethis,unattainablealways。ThiswasLove’sself,inamomentitwoulddie。Stungbytheagonizedappealthatemanatedfromtheman’swholebeing,sheleanedforwardandlaidherlipsonhis。Once,twiceandagainsheheardthedeeprespirationsrattleinhisthroatwhilesheheldthemthere,andtheriotousforceunderherheadbecameanengulfingweakness。Hedrewheruptohimuntilhefeltalltheresistancegooutofherbody,untileverynerverelaxedandyielded。Whenshedrewherfacebackfromhis,itwaswhitewithfear。
  “Letusgodown,oh,myGod!letusgodown!“shemuttered。
  Andthedrunkenstarsupyonderseemedreelingtosomeappointeddoomassheclungtotheroundsoftheladder。Allthatshewastoknowofloveshehadleftuponhislips。
  “Thedevilislooseagain,“whisperedOlafOleson,ashesawEricdancingamomentlater,hiseyesblazing。
  ButEricwasthinkingwithanalmostsavageexultationofthetimewhenheshouldpayforthis。Ah,therewouldbenoquailingthen!ifeverasoulwentfearlessly,proudlydowntothegatesinfernal,hisshouldgo。Foramomenthefanciedhewastherealready,treadingdownthetempestofflame,huggingthefieryhurricanetohisbreast。Hewonderedwhetherinagesgone,allthecountlessyearsofsinninginwhichmenhadsoldandlostandflungtheirsoulsaway,anymanhadeversocheatedSatan,hadeverbarteredhissoulforsogreataprice。
  Itseemedbutalittlewhiletilldawn。
  ThecarriagewasbroughttothedoorandWyllisElliotandhissistersaidgoodbye。ShecouldnotmeetEric’seyesasshegavehimherhand,butashestoodbythehorse’shead,justasthecarriagemovedoff,shegavehimoneswiftglancethatsaid,“I
  willnotforget。“Inamomentthecarriagewasgone。
  Ericchangedhiscoatandplungedhisheadintothewatertankandwenttothebarntohookuphisteam。Asheledhishorsestothedoor,ashadowfellacrosshispath,andhesawSkinnerrisinginhisstirrups。Hisruggedfacewaspaleandwornwithlookingafterhiswaywardflock,withdraggingmenintothewayofsalvation。
  “Goodmorning,Eric。Therewasadanceherelastnight?“heasked,sternly。
  “Adance?Oh,yes,adance,“repliedEric,cheerfully。
  “Certainlyyoudidnotdance,Eric?“
  “Yes,Idanced。Idancedallthetime。“
  Theminister’sshouldersdrooped,andanexpressionofprofounddiscouragementsettledoverhishaggardface。Therewasalmostanguishintheyearninghefeltforthissoul。
  “Eric,Ididn’tlookforthisfromyou。IthoughtGodhadsethismarkonyouifheeverhadonanyman。AnditisforthingslikethisthatyousetyoursoulbackathousandyearsfromGod。0
  foolishandperversegeneration!“
  Ericdrewhimselfuptohisfullheightandlookedofftowherethenewdaywasgildingthecorn-tasselsandfloodingtheuplandswithlight。Ashisnostrilsdrewinthebreathofthedewandthemorning,somethingfromtheonlypoetryhehadeverreadflashedacrosshismind,andhemurmured,halftohimself,withdreamyexultation:
  “’Andadayshallbeasathousandyears,andathousandyearsasaday。’“
  EndTheEnchantedBluffWehadourswimbeforesundown,andwhilewewerecookingoursuppertheobliqueraysoflightmadeadazzlingglareonthewhitesandaboutus。Thetranslucentredballitselfsankbehindthebrownstretchesofcornfieldaswesatdowntoeat,andthewarmlayerofairthathadrestedoverthewaterandourcleansandbargrewfresherandsmelledoftherankironweedandsunflowersgrowingontheflattershore。Theriverwasbrownandsluggish,likeanyotherofthehalf-dozenstreamsthatwatertheNebraskacornlands。Ononeshorewasanirregularlineofbaldclaybluffswhereafewscruboakswiththicktrunksandflat,twistedtopsthrewlightshadowsonthelonggrass。Thewesternshorewaslowandlevel,withcornfieldsthatstretchedtotheskyline,andallalongthewater’sedgewerelittlesandycovesandbeacheswhereslimcottonwoodsandwillowsaplingsflickered。
  Theturbulenceoftheriverinspringtimediscouragedmilling,and,beyondkeepingtheoldredbridgeinrepair,thebusyfarmersdidnotconcernthemselveswiththestream;sotheSandtownboyswereleftinundisputedpossession。Intheautumnwehuntedquailthroughthemilesofstubbleandfodderlandalongtheflatshore,and,afterthewinterskatingseasonwasoverandtheicehadgoneout,thespringfreshetsandfloodedbottomsgaveusourgreatexcitementoftheyear。Thechannelwasneverthesamefortwosuccessiveseasons。Everyspringtheswollenstreamunderminedablufftotheeast,orbitoutafewacresofcornfieldtothewestandwhirledthesoilaway,todeposititinspumymudbankssomewhereelse。Whenthewaterfelllowinmidsummer,newsandbarswerethusexposedtodryandwhitenintheAugustsun。
  Sometimesthesewerebankedsofirmlythatthefuryofthenextfreshetfailedtounseatthem;thelittlewillowseedlingsemergedtriumphantlyfromtheyellowfroth,brokeintospringleaf,shotupintosummergrowth,andwiththeirmeshofrootsboundtogetherthemoistsandbeneaththemagainstthebatteringsofanotherApril。
  Hereandthereacottonwoodsoonglitteredamongthem,quiveringinthelowcurrentofairthat,evenonbreathlessdayswhenthedusthunglikesmokeabovethewagonroad,trembledalongthefaceofthewater。
  Itwasonsuchanisland,inthethirdsummerofitsyellowgreen,thatwebuiltourwatchfire;notinthethicketofdancingwillowwands,butonthelevelterraceoffinesandwhichhadbeenaddedthatspring;alittlenewbitofworld,beautifullyridgedwithripplemarks,andstrewnwiththetinyskeletonsofturtlesandfish,allaswhiteanddryasiftheyhadbeenexpertlycured。
  Wehadbeencarefulnottomarthefreshnessoftheplace,althoughweoftenswamtoitonsummereveningsandlayonthesandtorest。
  Thiswasourlastwatchfireoftheyear,andtherewerereasonswhyIshouldrememberitbetterthananyoftheothers。
  NextweektheotherboysweretofilebacktotheiroldplacesintheSandtownHighSchool,butIwastogouptotheDividetoteachmyfirstcountryschoolintheNorwegiandistrict。IwasalreadyhomesickatthethoughtofquittingtheboyswithwhomIhadalwaysplayed;ofleavingtheriver,andgoingupintoawindyplainthatwasallwindmillsandcornfieldsandbigpastures;wheretherewasnothingwilfulorunmanageableinthelandscape,nonewislands,andnochanceofunfamiliarbirds——suchasoftenfollowedthewatercourses。
  Otherboyscameandwentandusedtheriverforfishingorskating,butwesixweresworntothespiritofthestream,andwewerefriendsmainlybecauseoftheriver。TherewerethetwoHasslerboys,FritzandOtto,sonsofthelittleGermantailor。
  Theyweretheyoungestofus;raggedboysoftenandtwelve,withsunburnedhair,weather-stainedfaces,andpaleblueeyes。Otto,theelder,wasthebestmathematicianinschool,andcleverathisbooks,buthealwaysdroppedoutinthespringtermasiftherivercouldnotgetonwithouthim。HeandFritzcaughtthefat,hornedcatfishandsoldthemaboutthetown,andtheylivedsomuchinthewaterthattheywereasbrownandsandyastheriveritself。
  TherewasPercyPound,afat,freckledboywithchubbycheeks,whotookhalfadozenboys’story-papersandwasalwaysbeingkeptinforreadingdetectivestoriesbehindhisdesk。TherewasTipSmith,destinedbyhisfrecklesandredhairtobethebuffooninallourgames,thoughhewalkedlikeatimidlittleoldmanandhadafunny,crackedlaugh。Tipworkedhardinhisfather’sgrocerystoreeveryafternoon,andsweptitoutbeforeschoolinthemorning。Evenhisrecreationswerelaborious。Hecollectedcigarettecardsandtintobacco-tagsindefatigably,andwouldsitforhourshumpedupoverasnarlinglittlescroll-sawwhichhekeptinhisattic。HisdearestpossessionsweresomelittlepillbottlesthatpurportedtocontaingrainsofwheatfromtheHolyLand,waterfromtheJordanandtheDeadSea,andearthfromtheMountofOlives。HisfatherhadboughtthesedullthingsfromaBaptistmissionarywhopeddledthem,andTipseemedtoderivegreatsatisfactionfromtheirremoteorigin。
  ThetallboywasArthurAdams。Hehadfinehazelevesthatwerealmosttooreflectiveandsympatheticforaboy,andsuchapleasantvoicethatwealllovedtohearhimreadaloud。Evenwhenhehadtoreadpoetryaloudatschool,nooneeverthoughtoflaughing。Tobesure,hewasnotatschoolverymuchofthetime。
  HewasseventeenandshouldhavefinishedtheHighSchooltheyearbefore,buthewasalwaysoffsomewherewithhisgun。Arthur’smotherwasdead,andhisfather,whowasfeverishlyabsorbedinpromotingschemes,wantedtosendtheboyawaytoschoolandgethimoffhishands;butArthuralwaysbeggedoffforanotheryearandpromisedtostudy。Irememberhimasatall,brownboywithanintelligentface,alwaysloungingamongalotofuslittlefellows,laughingatusoftenerthanwithus,butsuchasoft,satisfiedlaughthatwefeltratherflatteredwhenweprovokedit。Inafter-yearspeoplesaidthatArthurhadbeengiventoevilwaysasa]ad,anditistruethatweoftensawhimwiththegambler’ssonsandwitholdSpanishFanny’sboy,butifhelearnedanythinguglyintheircompanyheneverbetrayedittous。WewouldhavefollowedArthuranywhere,andIamboundtosaythatheledusintonoworseplacesthanthecattailmarshesandthestubblefields。