首页 >出版文学> THE TROLL GARDEN AND SELECTED STORIES>第5章
  Margaretwenton,notheedingtheinterruption。“Iknewitfromthefirst,whenhetoldmeaboutthesuicideofhiscousin,theBernsteinboy。Thatkindofbluntpathoscan’tbesummonedatwillinanybody。Theearliernovelistsrosetoit,sometimes,unconsciously。ButlastnightwhenIsangforhimIwasdoublysure。Oh,Ihaven’ttoldyouaboutthatyet!Betterlightyourpipeagain。Yousee,hestumbledinonmeinthedarkwhenIwaspumpingawayatthatoldparlourorgantopleaseMrs。LockhartIt’sherhouseholdfetishandI’veforgottenhowmanypoundsofbuttershemadeandsoldtobuyit。Well,Ericstumbledin,andinsomeinarticulatemannermademeunderstandthathewantedmetosingforhim。Isangjusttheoldthings,ofcourse。It’squeertosingfamiliarthingshereattheworld’send。Itmakesonethinkhowtheheartsofmenhavecarriedthemaroundtheworld,intothewastesofIcelandandthejunglesofAfricaandtheislandsofthePacific。Ithinkifonelivedherelongenoughonewouldquiteforgethowtobetrivial,andwouldreadonlythegreatbooksthatwenevergettimetoreadintheworld,andwouldrememberonlythegreatmusic,andthethingsthatarereallyworthwhilewouldstandoutclearlyagainstthathorizonoverthere。AndofcourseIplayedtheintermezzofromCavalleriaRusticana
  forhim;itgoesratherbetteronanorganthanmostthingsdo。Heshuffledhisfeetandtwistedhisbighandsupintoknotsandblurtedoutthathedidn’tknowtherewasanymusiclikethatintheworld。Why,thereweretearsinhisvoice,Wyllis!Yes,likeRossetti,Iheardhistears。Thenitdawneduponmethatitwasprobablythefirstgoodmusicbehadeverheardinallhislife。Thinkofit,tocareformusicashedoesandnevertohearit,nevertoknowthatitexistsonearth!Tolongforitaswelongforotherperfectexperiencesthatnevercome。Ican’ttellyouwhatmusicmeanstothatman。Ineversawanyonesosusceptibletoit。Itgavehimspeech,hebecamealive。WhenIhadfinishedtheintermezzo,hebegantellingmeaboutalittlecrippledbrotherwhodiedandwhomhelovedandusedtocarryeverywhereinhisarms。Hedidnotwaitforencouragement。Hetookupthestoryandtolditslowly,asiftohimself,justsortofroseupandtoldhisownwoetoanswerMascagni’s。Itovercameme。“
  “Poordevil,“saidWyllis,lookingatherwithmysteriouseyes,“andsoyou’vegivenhimanewwoe。Nowhe’llgoonwantingGriegandSchuberttherestofhisdaysandnevergettingthem。That’sagirl’sphilanthropyforyou!“
  JerryLockhartcameoutofthehousescrewinghischinovertheunusualluxuryofastiffwhitecollar,whichhiswifeinsisteduponasanecessaryarticleoftoiletwhileMissElliotwasatthehouse。Jerrysatdownonthestepandsmiledhisbroad,redsmileatMargaret。
  “Well,I’vegotthemusicforyourdance,MissElliot。OlafOlesonwillbringhisaccordionandMolliewillplaytheorgan,whensheisn’tlookin’afterthegrub,andalittlechapfromFrenchtownwillbringhisfiddle——thoughtheFrenchdon’tmixwiththeNorwegiansmuch。“
  “Delightful!Mr。Lockhart,thatdancewillbethefeatureofourtrip,andit’ssoniceofyoutogetitupforus。We’llseetheNorwegiansincharacteratlast,“criedMargaret,cordially。
  “Seehere,Lockhart,I’llsettlewithyouforbackingherinthisscheme,“saidWyllis,sittingupandknockingtheashesoutofhispipe。“She’sdonecrazythingsenoughonthistrip,buttotalkofdancingallnightwithagangofhalf-madNorwegiansandtakingthecarriageatfourtocatchthesixo’clocktrainoutofRiverton——well,it’stommyrot,that’swhatitis!“
  “Wyllis,Ileaveittoyoursovereignpowerofreasontodecidewhetheritisn’teasiertostayupallnightthantogetupatthreeinthemorning。Togetupatthree,thinkwhatthatmeans!No,sir,Iprefertokeepmyvigilandthengetintoasleeper。“
  “ButwhatdoyouwantwiththeNorwegians?Ithoughtyouweretiredofdancing。“
  “SoIam,withsomepeople。ButIwanttoseeaNorwegiandance,andIintendto。Come,Wyllis,youknowhowseldomitisthatonereallywantstodoanythingnowadays。IwonderwhenI
  havereallywantedtogotoapartybefore。ItwillbesomethingtoremembernextmonthatNewport,whenwehavetoanddon’twantto。Rememberyourowntheorythatcontrastisabouttheonlythingthatmakeslifeendurable。ThisismypartyandMr。Lockhart’s;
  yourwholedutytomorrownightwillconsistinbeingnicetotheNorwegiangirls。I’llwarrantyouwereadeptenoughatitonce。
  Andyou’dbetterbeveryniceindeed,foriftherearemanysuchyoungValkyriesasEric’ssisteramongthem,theywouldsimplytieyouupinaknotiftheysuspectedyouwereguyingthem。“
  Wyllisgroanedandsankbackintothehammocktoconsiderhisfate,whilehissisterwenton。
  “Andtheguests,Mr。Lockhart,didtheyaccept?“
  Lockharttookouthisknifeandbegansharpeningitonthesoleofhisplowshoe。
  “Well,Iguesswe’llhaveacoupledozen。Youseeit’sprettyhardtogetacrowdtogetherhereanymore。Mostof’emhavegoneovertotheFreeGospellers,andthey’dratherputtheirfeetinthefirethanshake’emtoafiddle。“
  Margaretmadeagestureofimpatience。“ThoseFreeGospellershavejustcastanevilspelloverthiscountry,haven’tthey?“
  “Well,“saidLockhart,cautiously,“Idon’tjustliketopassjudgmentonanyChristiansect,butifyou’retoknowthechosenbytheirworks,theGospellerscan’tmakeaveryproudshowin’,an’
  that’safact。They’reresponsibleforafewsuicides,andthey’vesentagood-sizeddelegationtothestateinsaneasylum,an’I
  don’tseeasthey’vemadetherestofusmuchbetterthanwewerebefore。Ihadalittleherdboylastspring,assquarealittleDaneasIwanttoworkforme,butaftertheGospellersgotholdofhimandsanctifiedhim,thelittlebeggarusedtogetdownonhiskneesoutontheprairieandpraybythehourandletthecattlegetintothecorn,an’Ihadtofirehim。That’saboutthewayitgoes。Nowthere’sEric;thatchapusedtobeahustlerandthespryestdancerinallthissection-calledallthedances。Nowhe’sgotnoambitionandhe’sglumasapreacher。Idon’tsupposewecanevengethimtocomeintomorrownight。“
  “Eric?Why,hemustdance,wecan’tlethimoff,“saidMargaret,quickly。“Why,Iintendtodancewithhimmyself。“
  “I’mafraidhewon’tdance。Iaskedhimthismorningifhe’dhelpusoutandhesaid,’Idon’tdancenow,anymore,’“saidLockhart,imitatingthelabouredEnglishoftheNorwegian。
  “’TheMillerofHofbau,theMillerofHofbau,OmyPrincess!’“
  chirpedWyllis,cheerfully,fromhishammock。
  Theredonhissister’scheekdeepenedalittle,andshelaughedmischievously。“We’llseeaboutthat,sir。I’llnotadmitthatIambeatenuntilIhaveaskedhimmyself。“
  EverynightEricrodeovertoSt。Anne,alittlevillageintheheartoftheFrenchsettlement,forthemail。AstheroadlaythroughthemostattractivepartoftheDividecountry,onseveraloccasionsMargaretElliotandherbrotherhadaccompaniedhim。
  TonightWyllishadbusinesswithLockhart,andMargaretrodewithEric,mountedonafriskylittlemustangthatMrs。Lockharthadbrokentothesidesaddle。Margaretregardedherescortverymuchasshedidtheservantwhoalwaysaccompaniedheronlongridesathome,andtheridetothevillagewasasilentone。Shewasoccupiedwiththoughtsofanotherworld,andEricwaswrestlingwithmorethoughtsthanhadeverbeencrowdedintohisheadbefore。
  Herodewithhiseyesrivetedonthatslightfigurebeforehim,asthoughhewishedtoabsorbitthroughtheopticnervesandholditinhisbrainforever。Heunderstoodthesituationperfectly。Hisbrainworkedslowly,buthehadakeensenseofthevaluesofthings。Thisgirlrepresentedanentirelynewspeciesofhumanitytohim,butheknewwheretoplaceher。Theprophetsofold,whenanangelfirstappeareduntothem,neverdoubteditshighorigin。
  Ericwaspatientundertheadverseconditionsofhislife,buthewasnotservile。TheNorsebloodinhimhadnotentirelylostitsself-reliance。Hecameofaproudfisherline,menwhowerenotafraidofanythingbuttheiceandthedevil,andhehadprospectsbeforehimwhenhisfatherwentdownofftheNorthCapeinthelongArcticnight,andhismother,seizedbyaviolenthorrorofseafaringlife,hadfollowedherbrothertoAmerica。
  Ericwaseighteenthen,handsomeasyoungSiegfried,agiantinstature,withaskinsingularlypureanddelicate,likeaSwede’s;
  hairasyellowasthelocksofTennyson’samorousPrince,andeyesofafierce,burningblue,whoseflashwasmostdangeroustowomen。
  Hehadinthosedaysacertainprideofbearing,acertainconfidenceofapproach,thatusuallyaccompaniesphysicalperfection。Itwasevensaidofhimthenthathewasinlovewithlife,andinclinedtolevity,avicemostunusualontheDivide。
  ButthesadhistoryofthoseNorwegianexiles,transplantedinanaridsoilandunderascorchingsun,hadrepeateditselfinhiscase。Toilandisolationhadsoberedhim,andhegrewmoreandmoreliketheclodsamongwhichhelaboured。Itwasasthoughsomered-hotinstrumenthadtouchedforamomentthosedelicatefibersofthebrainwhichrespondtoacutepainorpleasure,inwhichliesthepowerofexquisitesensation,andhadsearedthemquiteaway。ItisapainfulthingtowatchthelightdieoutoftheeyesofthoseNorsemen,leavinganexpressionofimpenetrablesadness,quitepassive,quitehopeless,ashadowthatisneverlifted。Withsomethischangecomesalmostatonce,inthefirstbitternessofhomesickness,withothersitcomesmoreslowly,accordingtothetimeittakeseachman’shearttodie。
  Oh,thosepoorNorthmenoftheDivide!Theyaredeadmanyayearbeforetheyareputtorestinthelittlegraveyardonthewindyhillwhereexilesofallnationsgrowakin。
  ThepeculiarspeciesofhypochondriatowhichtheexilesofhispeoplesoonerorlatersuccumbhadnotdevelopedinEricuntilthatnightattheLoneStarschoolhouse,whenhehadbrokenhisviolinacrosshisknee。Afterthat,thegloomofhispeoplesettleddownuponhim,andthegospelofmacerationbeganitswork。
  “Ifthineeyeoffendthee,pluckitout,“etcetera。Thepagansmilethatoncehoveredabouthislipswasgone,andhewasonewithsorrow。Religionhealsahundredheartsforonethatitembitters,butwhenitdestroys,itsworkisquickanddeadly,andwheretheagonyofthecrosshasbeen,joywillnotcomeagain。