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  ThefinalbarrierbetweenEricandhismother’sfaithwashisviolin,andtothatheclungasamansometimeswillclingtohisdearestsin,totheweaknessmoreprecioustohimthanallhisstrength,Inthegreatworldbeautycomestomeninmanyguises,andartinahundredforms,butforErictherewasonlyhisviolin。
  Itstood,tohim,forallthemanifestationsofart;itwashisonlybridgeintothekingdomofthesoul。
  ItwastoEricHermannsonthattheevangelistdirectedhisimpassionedpleadingthatnight。
  “Saul,Saul,whypersecutestthoume?IsthereaSaulheretonightwhohasstoppedhisearstothatgentlepleading,whohasthrustaspearintothatbleedingside?Thinkofit,mybrother;
  youareofferedthiswonderfulloveandyoupreferthewormthatdiethnotandthefirewhichwillnotbequenched。WhatrighthaveyoutoloseoneofGod’sprecioussouls?Saul,Saul,whypersecutestthoume?“
  AgreatjoydawnedinAsaSkinner’spaleface,forhesawthatEricHermannsonwasswayingtoandfroinhisseat。Theministerfelluponhiskneesandthrewhislongarmsupoverhishead。
  “Omybrothers!Ifeelitcoming,theblessingwehaveprayedfor。ItellyoutheSpiritiscoming!justalittlemoreprayer,brothers,alittlemorezeal,andhewillbehere。Icanfeelhiscoolingwinguponmybrow。GlorybetoGodforeverandever,amen!“
  Thewholecongregationgroanedunderthepressureofthisspiritualpanic。Shoutsandhallelujahswentupfromeverylip。
  Anotherfigurefellprostrateuponthefloor。Fromthemourners’
  benchroseachantofterrorandrapture:
  “Eatinghoneyanddrinkingwine,GlorytothebleedingLamb!
  IammyLord’sandheismine,GlorytothebleedingLamb!“
  Thehymnwassunginadozendialectsandvoicedallthevagueyearningofthesehungrylives,ofthesepeoplewhohadstarvedallthepassionssolong,onlytofallvictimstothebarestofthemall,fear。
  AgroanofultimateanguishrosefromEricHermannson’sbowedhead,andthesoundwaslikethegroanofagreattreewhenitfallsintheforest。
  Theministerrosesuddenlytohisfeetandthrewbackhishead,cryinginaloudvoice:
  “Lazarus,comeforth!EricHermannson,youarelost,goingdownatsea。InthenameofGod,andJesusChristhisSon,Ithrowyouthelifeline。Takehold!AlmightyGod,mysoulforhis!“
  Theministerthrewhisarmsoutandliftedhisquiveringface。
  EricHermannsonrosetohisfeet;hislipsweresetandthelightningwasinhiseyes。Hetookhisviolinbytheneckandcrushedittosplintersacrosshisknee,andtoAsaSkinnerthesoundwasliketheshacklesofsinbrokenaudiblyasunder。
  FormorethantwoyearsEricHermannsonkepttheausterefaithtowhichhehadswornhimself,keptituntilagirlfromtheEastcametospendaweekontheNebraskaDivide。Shewasagirlofothermannersandconditions,andthereweregreaterdistancesbetweenherlifeandEric’sthanallthemileswhichseparatedRattlesnakeCreekfromNewYorkCity。Indeed,shehadnobusinesstobeintheWestatall;butah!acrosswhatleaguesoflandandsea,bywhatimprobablechances,dotheunrelentinggodsbringtousourfate!
  ItwasinayearoffinancialdepressionthatWyllisElliotcametoNebraskatobuycheaplandandrevisitthecountrywherehehadspentayearofhisyouth。WhenhehadgraduatedfromHarvarditwasstillcustomaryformoneyedgentlementosendtheirscapegracesonstoroughitonranchesinthewildsofNebraskaorDakota,ortoconsignthemtoalivingdeathinthesagebrushoftheBlackHills。Theseyoungmendidnotalwaysreturntothewaysofcivilizedlife。ButWyllisElliothadnotmarriedahalf-breed,norbeenshotinacowpunchers’brawl,norwreckedbybadwhisky,norappropriatedbyasmirchedadventuress。Hehadbeensavedfromthesethingsbyagirl,hissister,whohadbeenveryneartohislifeeversincethedayswhentheyreadfairytalestogetheranddreamedthedreamsthatnevercometrue。Onthis,hisfirstvisittohisfather’sranchsinceheleftitsixyearsbefore,hebroughtherwithhim。Shehadbeenlaiduphalfthewinterfromasprainreceivedwhileskating,andhadhadtoomuchtimeforreflectionduringthosemonths。Shewasrestlessandfilledwithadesiretoseesomethingofthewildcountryofwhichherbrotherhadtoldhersomuch。Shewastobemarriedthenextwinter,andWyllisunderstoodherwhenshebeggedhimtotakeherwithhimonthislong,aimlessjauntacrossthecontinent,totastethelastoftheirfreedomtogether。itcomestoallwomenofhertype——thatdesiretotastetheunknownwhichalluresandterrifies,torunone’swholesoul’slengthouttothewind——justonce。
  Ithadbeenaneventfuljourney。Wyllissomehowunderstoodthatstrainofgypsybloodinhissister,andheknewwheretotakeher。
  TheyhadsleptinsodhousesonthePlatteRiver,madetheacquaintanceofthepersonnelofathird-rateoperacompanyonthetraintoDeadwood,dinedinacampofrailroadconstructorsattheworld’sendbeyondNewCastle,gonethroughtheBlackHillsonhorseback,fishedfortroutinDomeLake,watchedadanceatCrippleCreek,wherethelostsoulswhohideinthehillsgatheredfortheirbesottedrevelry。Andnow,lastofall,beforethereturntothraldom,therewasthislittleshack,anchoredonthewindycrestoftheDivide,alittleblackdotagainsttheflamingsunsets,ascentedseaofcornlandbathedinopalescentairandblindingsunlight。
  MargaretElliotwasoneofthosewomenofwhomtherearesomanyinthisday,whenoldorder,passing,givethplacetonew;
  beautiful,talented,critical,unsatisfied,tiredoftheworldattwenty-four。ForthemomentthelifeandpeopleoftheDivideinterestedher。Shewastherebutaweek;perhapshadshestayedlonger,thatinexorableennuiwhichtravelsfastereventhantheVestibuleLimitedwouldhaveovertakenher。TheweekshetarriedtherewastheweekthatEricHermannsonwashelpingJerryLockhartthresh;aweekearlieroraweeklater,andtherewouldhavebeennostorytowrite。
  ItwasonThursdayandtheyweretoleaveonSaturday。Wyllisandhissisterweresittingonthewidepiazzaoftheranchhouse,staringoutintotheafternoonsunlightandprotestingagainstthegustsofhotwindthatblewupfromthesandyriverbottomtwentymilestothesouthward。
  Theyoungmanpulledhiscaploweroverhiseyesandremarked:
  “Thiswindistherealthing;youdon’tstrikeitanywhereelse。YourememberwehadatouchofitinAlgiersandItoldyouitcamefromKansas。It’sthekeynoteofthiscountry。“
  Wyllistouchedherhandthatlayonthehammockandcontinuedgently:
  “Ihopeit’spaidyou,Sis。Roughingit’sdangerousbusiness;
  ittakesthetasteoutofthings。“
  Sheshutherfingersfirmlyoverthebrownhandthatwassolikeherown。
  “Paid?Why,Wyllis,Ihaven’tbeensohappysincewewerechildrenandweregoingtodiscovertheruinsofTroytogethersomeday。Doyouknow,IbelieveIcouldjuststayonhereforeverandlettheworldgoonitsowngait。Itseemsasthoughthetensionandstrainweusedtotalkoflastwinterweregoneforgood,asthoughonecouldnevergiveone’sstrengthouttosuchpettythingsanymore。“
  Wyllisbrushedtheashesofhispipeawayfromthesilkhandkerchiefthatwasknottedabouthisneckandstaredmoodilyoffattheskyline。
  “No,you’remistaken。Thiswouldboreyouafterawhile。Youcan’tshakethefeveroftheotherlife。I’vetriedit。TherewasatimewhenthegayfellowsofRomecouldtrotdownintotheThebaidandburrowintothesandhillsandgetridofit。Butit’salltoocomplexnow。Youseewe’vemadeourdissipationssodaintyandrespectablethatthey’vegonefurtherinthantheflesh,andtakenholdoftheegoproper。Youcouldn’trest,evenhere。Thewarcrywouldfollowyou。“
  “Youdon’twastewords,Wyllis,butyounevermissfire。I
  talkmorethanyoudo,withoutsayinghalfsomuch。YoumusthavelearnedtheartofsilencefromthesetaciturnNorwegians。IthinkIlikesilentmen。“
  “Naturally,“saidWyllis,“sinceyouhavedecidedtomarrythemostbrillianttalkeryouknow。“
  Bothweresilentforatime,listeningtothesighingofthehotwindthroughtheparchedmorning-gloryvines。Margaretspokefirst。
  “Tellme,Wyllis,weremanyoftheNorwegiansyouusedtoknowasinterestingasEricHermannson?“
  “Who,Siegfried?Well,no。HeusedtobethefloweroftheNorwegianyouthinmyday,andhe’sratheranexception,evennow。
  Hehasretrograded,though。Thebondsofthesoilhavetightenedonhim,Ifancy。“
  “Siegfried?Come,that’srathergood,Wyllis。Helookslikeadragon-slayer。Whatisitthatmakeshimsodifferentfromtheothers?Icantalktohim;heseemsquitelikeahumanbeing。“
  “Well,“saidWyllis,meditatively,“Idon’treadBourgetasmuchasmyculturedsister,andI’mnotsowellupinanalysis,butIfancyit’sbecauseonekeepscherishingaperfectlyunwarrantedsuspicionthatunderthatbig,hulkinganatomyofhis,hemayconcealasoulsomewhere。Nichtwahr?“
  “Somethinglikethat,“saidMargaret,thoughtfully,“exceptthatit’smorethanasuspicion,anditisn’tgroundless。Hehasone,andhemakesitknown,somehow,withoutspeaking。“
  “Ialwayshavemydoubtsaboutloquacioussouls,“Wyllisremarked,withtheunbelievingsmilethathadgrownhabitualwithhim。