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  JoeVavrika’ssaloonwasnotinthecountyseat,whereOlafandMrs。Ericsondidtheirtrading,butinacheerfullerplace,alittleBohemiansettlementwhichlayattheotherendofthecounty,tenlevelmilesnorthofOlaf’sfarm。Clararodeuptoseeherfatheralmosteveryday。Vavrika’shousewas,sotospeak,inthebackyardofhissaloon。Thegardenbetweenthetwobuildingswasinclosedbyahighboardfenceastightasapartition,andinsummerJoekeptbeertablesandwoodenbenchesamongthegooseberrybushesunderhislittlecherrytree。AtoneofthesetablesNilsEricsonwasseatedinthelateafternoon,threedaysafterhisreturnhome。Joehadgoneintoserveacustomer,andNilswasloungingonhiselbows,lookingrathermournfullyintohishalf-
  emptiedpitcher,whenheheardalaughacrossthelittlegarden。
  Clara,inherridinghabit,wasstandingatthebackdoorofthehouse,underthegrapevinetrellisthatoldJoehadgrowntherelongago。Nilsrose。
  “Comeoutandkeepyourfatherandmecompany。We’vebeengossipingallafternoon。Nobodytobotherusbuttheflies。“
  Sheshookherhead。“No,Inevercomeouthereanymore。Olafdoesn’tlikeit。Imustliveuptomyposition,youknow。“
  “Youmeantotellmeyounevercomeoutandchatwiththeboys,asyouusedto?Hehastamedyou!Whokeepsuptheseflower-beds?“
  “IcomeoutonSundays,whenfatherisalone,andreadtheBohemianpaperstohim。ButIamneverherewhenthebarisopen。
  Whathaveyoutwobeendoing?“
  “Talking,asItoldyou。I’vebeentellinghimaboutmytravels。IfindIcan’ttalkmuchathome,noteventoEric。“
  Clarareachedupandpokedwithherriding-whipatawhitemoththatwasflutteringinthesunlightamongthevineleaves。“I
  supposeyouwillnevertellmeaboutallthosethings。“
  “WherecanItellthem?NotinOlaf’shouse,certainly。
  What’sthematterwithourtalkinghere?“Hepointedpersuasivelywithhishattothebushesandthegreentable,wherethefliesweresinginglazilyabovetheemptybeerglasses。
  Clarashookherheadweakly。“No,itwouldn’tdo。Besides,Iamgoingnow。“
  “I’monEric’smare。WouldyoubeangryifIovertookyou?“
  Claralookedbackandlaughed。“Youmighttryandsee。IcanleaveyouifIdon’twantyou。Eric’smarecan’tkeepupwithNorman。“
  Nilswentintothebarandattemptedtopayhisscore。BigJoe,sixfeetfour,withcurlyyellowhairandmustache,clappedhimontheshoulder。“NotaGoddamnayourmoneygoinmydrawer,youhear?Onlynexttimeyoubringyourflute,te-te-te-te-te-ty。“
  Joewaggedhisfingersinimitationofthefluteplayer’sposition。
  “MyClara,shecomeall-a-timeSundaysan’playforme。ShenotliketoplayatEricson’splace。“Heshookhisyellowcurlsandlaughed。“NotaGoddamnafunatEricson’s。YoucomeaSunday。
  Youlike-afun。Noforgetdeflute。“JoetalkedveryrapidlyandalwaystumbledoverhisEnglish。Heseldomspokeittohiscustomers,andhadneverlearnedmuch。
  Nilsswunghimselfintothesaddleandtrottedtothewestofthevillage,wherethehousesandgardensscatteredintoprairielandandtheroadturnedsouth。Faraheadofhim,inthedeclininglight,hesawClaraVavrika’sslenderfigure,loiteringonhorseback。Hetouchedhismarewiththewhip,andshotalongthewhite,levelroad,underthereddeningsky。WhenheovertookOlaf’swifehesawthatshehadbeencrying。“What’sthematter,ClaraVavrika?“heaskedkindly。
  “Oh,Igetbluesometimes。Itwasawfullyjollylivingtherewithfather。IwonderwhyIeverwentaway。“
  Nilsspokeinalow,kindtonethathesometimesusedwithwomen:
  “That’swhatI’vebeenwonderingthesemanyyears。YouwerethelastgirlinthecountryI’dhavepickedforawifeforOlaf。Whatmadeyoudoit,Clara?“
  “IsupposeIreallydidittoobligetheneighbours“——Claratossedherhead。“Peoplewerebeginningtowonder。“
  “Towonder?“
  “Yes——whyIdidn’tgetmarried。IsupposeIdidn’tliketokeeptheminsuspense。I’vediscoveredthatmostgirlsmarryoutofconsiderationfortheneighbourhood。“
  Nilsbenthisheadtowardherandhiswhiteteethflashed。
  “I’dhavegambledthatonegirlIknewwouldsay,’Lettheneighbourhoodbedamned。’“
  Clarashookherheadmournfully。“Yousee,theyhaveitonyou,Nils;thatis,ifyou’reawoman。Theysayyou’rebeginningtogooff。That’swhatmakesusgetmarried:wecan’tstandthelaugh。“
  Nilslookedsidewiseather。Hehadneverseenherheaddroopbefore。Resignationwasthelastthinghewouldhaveexpectedofher。“Inyourcase,therewasn’tsomethingelse?“
  “Somethingelse?“
  “Imean,youdidn’tdoittospitesomebody?Somebodywhodidn’tcomeback?“
  Claradrewherselfup。“Oh,Ineverthoughtyou’dcomeback。
  NotafterIstoppedwritingtoyou,atleast。Thatwasallover,longbeforeImarriedOlaf。“
  “Itneveroccurredtoyou,then,thatthemeanestthingyoucoulddotomewastomarryOlaf?“
  Claralaughed。“No;Ididn’tknowyouweresofondofOlaf。“
  Nilssmoothedhishorse’smanewithhisglove。“Youknow,ClaraVavrika,youarenevergoingtostickitout。You’llcutawaysomeday,andI’vebeenthinkingyoumightaswellcutawaywithme。“
  Clarathrewupherchin。“Oh,youdon’tknowmeaswellasyouthink。Iwon’tcutaway。Sometimes,whenI’mwithfather,I
  feellikeit。ButIcanholdoutaslongastheEricsonscan。
  They’venevergotthebestofmeyet,andonecanlive,solongasoneisn’tbeaten。IfIgobacktofather,it’sallupwithOlafinpolitics。Heknowsthat,andhenevergoesmuchbeyondsulking。I’veasmuchwitastheEricsons。I’llneverleavethemunlessIcanshowthemathingortwo。“
  “Youmeanunlessyoucancomeitoverthem?“
  “Yes——unlessIgoawaywithamanwhoisclevererthantheyare,andwhohasmoremoney。“
  Nilswhistled。“Dearme,youaredemandingagooddeal。TheEricsons,takethelotofthem,areabunchtobeat。ButIshouldthinktheexcitementoftormentingthemwouldhavewornoffbythistime。“
  “Ithas,I’mafraid,“Claraadmittedmournfully。
  “Thenwhydon’tyoucutaway?Therearemoreamusinggamesthanthisintheworld。WhenIcamehomeIthoughtitmightamusemetobullyafewquartersectionsoutoftheEricsons;butI’vealmostdecidedIcangetmorefunformymoneysomewhereelse。“
  Claratookinherbreathsharply。“Ah,youhavegottheotherwill!Thatwaswhyyoucamehome!“
  “No,itwasn’t。IcamehometoseehowyouweregettingonwithOlaf。“
  Clarastruckherhorsewiththewhip,andinaboundshewasfaraheadofhim。Nilsdroppedoneword,“Damn!“andwhippedafterher;butsheleanedforwardinhersaddleandfairlycutthewind。
  Herlongridingskirtrippledinthestillairbehindher。Thesunwasjustsinkingbehindthestubbleinavast,clearsky,andtheshadowsdrewacrossthefieldssorapidlythatNilscouldscarcelykeepinsightthedarkfigureontheroad。Whenheovertookherhecaughtherhorsebythebridle。Normanreared,andNilswasfrightenedforher;butClarakeptherseat。
  “Letmego,NilsEricson!“shecried。“Ihateyoumorethananyofthem。Youwerecreatedtotortureme,thewholetribeofyou——tomakemesufferineverypossibleway。“
  Shestruckherhorseagainandgallopedawayfromhim。Nilssethisteethandlookedthoughtful。Herodeslowlyhomealongthedesertedroad,watchingthestarscomeoutintheclearvioletsky。
  Theyflashedsoftlyintothelimpidheavens,likejewelsletfallintoclearwater。Theywereareproach,hefelt,toasordidworld。Asheturnedacrossthesandcreek,helookedupattheNorthStarandsmiled,asiftherewereanunderstandingbetweenthem。Hismotherscoldedhimforbeinglateforsupper。