首页 >出版文学> Montezuma’s Daughter>第66章
  lovedherwellandIwasfaithfulinmyoathtoher,indeed,notuntilshewasdeaddidIknowhowdearshehadgrowntome。
  Itistruethattherewasagreatgulfbetweenuswhichwidenedwiththeyears,thegulfofbloodandfaith,forIknewwellthatshecouldnotaltogetherputawayheroldbeliefs,anditistruethatwhenI
  sawherleadingthedeathchant,agreathorrortookmeandforawhileIloathedher。
  ButthesethingsImighthavelivedtoforgive,fortheywerepartofherbloodandnature,moreover,thelastandworstofthemwasnotdonebyherownwill,andwhentheyweresetasidethereremainedmuchthatIcouldhonourandloveinthememoryofthismostroyalandbeautifulwoman,whoforsomanyyearswasmyfaithfulwife。
  SoIthoughtinthathourandsoI
  thinktothisday。
  Shesaidthatwepartedforever,butItrustandIbelievethatthisisnotso。
  Surelythereisforgivenessforusall,andaplacewherethosewhowerenearanddeartoeachotherontheearthmayoncemorerenewtheirfellowship。
  AtlastIrosewithasightoseekhelp,andasIroseIfeltthattherewassomethingsetaboutmyneck。
  ItwasthecollarofgreatemeraldswhichGuatemochadgiventome,andthatIhadgiventoOtomie。
  ShehadsetittherewhileIslept,andwithitalockofherlonghair。
  Bothshallbeburiedwithme。
  Ilaidherintheancientsepulchreamidthebonesofherforefathersandbythebodiesofherchildren,andtwodayslaterI
  rodetoMexicointhetrainofBernalDiaz。
  AtthemouthofthepassIturnedandlookedbackupontheruinsoftheCityofPines,whereIhadlivedsomanyyearsandwhereallIlovedwereburied。
  LongandearnestlyIgazed,asinhishourofdeathamanlooksbackuponhispastlife,tillatlengthDiazlaidhishanduponmyshoulder:
  ’Youarealonelymannow,comrade,’hesaid;’whatplanshaveyouforthefuture?’
  ’None,’Ianswered,’excepttodie。’
  ’Nevertalkso,’hesaid;’why,youarescarcelyforty,andIwhoamfiftyandmoredonotspeakofdying。
  Listen;youhavefriendsinyourowncountry,England?’
  ’Ihad。’
  ’Folklivelonginthosequietlands。
  Goseekthem,IwillfindyouapassagetoSpain。’
  ’Iwillthinkofit,’Ianswered。
  IntimewecametoMexico,anewandastrangecitytome,forCorteshadrebuiltit,andwheretheteocallihadstood,upwhichI
  wasledtosacrifice,acathedralwasbuilding,whereofthefoundationswerefitlylaidwiththehideousidolsoftheAztecs。
  Theplacewaswellenough,butitisnotsobeautifulastheTenoctitlanofMontezuma,noreverwillbe。
  Thepeopletoowerechanged;thentheywerewarriorsandfree,nowtheyareslaves。
  InMexicoDiazfoundmealodging。
  Nonemolestedmethere,forthepardonthatIhadreceivedwasrespected。
  AlsoIwasaruinedman,nolongertobefeared,thepartthatIhadplayedinthenochetristeandinthedefenceofthecitywasforgotten,andthetaleofmysorrowswonmepityevenfromtheSpaniards。
  IabodeinMexicotendays,wanderingsadlyaboutthecityanduptothehillofChapoltepec,whereMontezuma’spleasure-househadbeen,andwhereIhadmetOtomie。
  Nothingwasleftofitsgloriesexceptsomeoftheancientcedartrees。
  OntheeighthdayofmystayanIndianstoppedmeinthestreet,sayingthatanoldfriendhadchargedhimtosaythatshewishedtoseeme。
  IfollowedtheIndian,wonderingwhothefriendmightbe,forIhadnofriends,andheledmetoafinestonehouseinanewstreet。
  HereIwasseatedinadarkenedchamberandwaitedthereawhile,tillsuddenlyasadandsweetvoicethatseemedfamiliartome,addressedmeintheAztectongue,saying,’Welcome,Teule。’
  Ilookedandtherebeforeme,dressedintheSpanishfashion,stoodalady,anIndian,stillbeautiful,butveryfeebleandmuchworn,asthoughwithsicknessandsorrow。
  ’DoyounotknowMarina,Teule?’shesaidagain,butbeforethewordshadleftherlipsIknewher。
  ’Well,Iwillsaythis,thatI
  shouldscarcelyhaveknownYOU,Teule。
  Troubleandtimehavedonetheirworkwithbothofus。’
  Itookherhandandkissedit。
  ’WherethenisCortes?’Iasked。
  Nowagreattremblingseizedher。
  ’CortesisinSpain,pleadinghissuit。
  Hehaswedanewwifethere,Teule。
  Manyyearsagoheputmeaway,givingmeinmarriagetoDonJuanXaramillo,whotookmebecauseofmypossessions,forCortesdealtliberallywithme,hisdiscardedmistress。’
  Andshebegantoweep。
  ThenbydegreesIlearnedthestory,butIwillnotwriteithere,foritisknowntotheworld。
  WhenMarinahadservedhisturnandherwitwasofnomoreservicetohim,theconquerordiscardedher,leavinghertowitherofabrokenheart。
  Shetoldmeallthetaleofheranguishwhenshelearnedthetruth,andofhowshehadcriedtohimthatthenceforthhewouldneverprosper。
  Norindeeddidhedoso。
  Fortwohoursormorewetalked,andwhenIhadheardherstoryI
  toldhermine,andsheweptforme,sincewithallherfaultsMarina’sheartwasevergentle。
  Thenwepartednevertomeetagain。
  BeforeIwentshepressedagiftofmoneyonme,andIwasnotashamedtotakeitwhohadnone。
  ThisthenwasthehistoryofMarina,whobetrayedhercountryforherlove’ssake,andthistherewardofhertreasonandherlove。
  ButIshallalwaysholdhermemorysacred,forshewasagoodfriendtome,andtwiceshesavedmylife,norwouldshedesertme,evenwhenOtomietauntedhersocruelly。
  NowonthemorrowofmyvisittoMarina,theCaptainDiazcametoseemeandtoldmethatafriendofhiswasincommandofacarakwhichwasduetosailfromtheportofVeraCruzforCadizwithintendays,andthatthisfriendwaswillingtogivemeapassageifIwishedtoleaveMexico。
  IthoughtforawhileandsaidthatI
  wouldgo,andthatverynight,havingbidfarewelltotheCaptainDiaz,whommayGodprosper,forhewasagoodmanamongmanybadones,Isetoutfromthecityforthelasttimeinthecompanyofsomemerchants。
  Aweek’sjourneytookussafelydownthemountainstoVeraCruz,ahotunhealthytownwithanindifferentanchorage,muchexposedtothefiercenortherlywinds。
  HereIpresentedmylettersofrecommendationtothecommanderofthecarak,whogavemepassagewithoutquestion,Ilayinginastockoffoodforthejourney。
  Threenightslaterwesetsailwithafairwind,andonthefollowingmorningatdaybreakallthatwasleftinsightofthelandofAnahuacwasthesnowycrestofthevolcanOrizaba。
  Presentlythatvanishedintotheclouds,andthusdidIbidfarewelltothefarcountrywheresomanythingshadhappenedtome,andwhichaccordingtomyreckoningIhadfirstsightedonthisverydayeighteenyearsbefore。
  OfmyjourneytoSpainIhavenothingofnotetotell。
  Itwasmoreprosperousthansuchvoyagesoftenare,andwithintenweeksofthedateofourliftinganchoratVeraCruz,weletitdropintheharbourofCadiz。
  HereIsojournedbuttwodays,forasitchancedtherewasanEnglishshipintheharbourtradingtoLondon,andinherItookapassage,thoughIwasobligedtosellthesmallestoftheemeraldsfromthenecklacetofindthemeanstodoso,themoneythatMarinagavemebeingspent。
  Thisemeraldsoldforagreatsum,however,withpartofwhichIpurchasedclothingsuitabletoapersonofrank,takingtherestofthegoldwithme。
  Igrievedtopartwiththestoneindeed,thoughitwasbutapendanttothependantofthecollar,butnecessityknowsnolaw。
  Thependantstoneitself,afinegemthoughflawed,IgaveinafteryearstohergraciousmajestyQueenElizabeth。
  OnboardtheEnglishshiptheythoughtmeaSpanishadventurerwhohadmademoneysintheIndies,andIdidnotundeceivethem,sinceIwouldbelefttomyowncompanyforawhilethatImightpreparemymindtoreturntowaysofthoughtandlifethatithadlongforgotten。
  ThereforeIsatapartlikesomeprouddon,sayinglittlebutlisteningmuch,andlearningallIcouldofwhathadchancedinEnglandsinceIleftitsometwentyyearsbefore。
  Atlengthourvoyagecametoanend,andonacertaintwelfthofJuneIfoundmyselfinthemightycityofLondonthatIhadneveryetvisited,andkneelingdowninthechamberofmyinn,IthankedGodthatafterenduringsomanydangersandhardships,ithadpleasedHimtopreservemetosetfootagainonEnglishsoil。
  IndeedtothishourIcountitnothingshortofmarvellousthatthisfrailbodyofamanshouldsurviveallthesorrowsandrisksofdeathbysickness,hunger,battle,murder,drowning,wildbeasts,andthecrueltyofmen,towhichminehadbeenexposedformanyyears。
  InLondonIboughtagoodhorse,throughthekindofficesofthehostofmyinn,andonthemorrowatdaybreakIsetoutupontheIpswichroad。
  Thatverymorningmylastadventurebefellme,forasIjoggedalongmusingofthebeautyoftheEnglishlandscapeanddrinkinginthesweetairofJune,acowardlythieffiredapistolatmefrombehindahedge,purposingtoplundermeifIfell。
  Thebulletpassedthroughmyhat,grazingtheskull,butbeforeIcoulddoanythingtherascalfled,seeingthathehadmissedhismark,andIwentonmyjourney,thinkingtomyselfthatitwouldindeedhavebeenstrange,ifafterpassingsuchgreatdangersinsafety,I
  haddiedatlastbythehandofamiserablefoot-padwithinfivemilesofLondontown。
  Irodehardallthatdayandthenext,andmyhorsebeingstoutandswift,byhalf-pastseveno’clockoftheeveningIpulledupuponthelittlehillwhenceIhadlookedmylastonBungay,whenIrodethenceforYarmouthwithmyfather。
  Belowmelaytheredroofsofthetown;theretotherightweretheoaksofDitchinghamandthebeautifultowerofSt。Mary’sChurch,yonderthestreamofWaveneywandered,andbeforemestretchedthemeadowlands,purpleandgoldenwithmarshweedsinbloom。
  Allwasasithadbeen,Icouldseenochangeatall,theonlychangewasinmyself。
  Idismounted,andgoingtoapoolofwaterneartheroadwayIlookedatthereflectionofmyownface。
  Iwaschangedindeed,scarcelyshouldI
  haveknownitforthatoftheladwhohadriddenupthishillsometwentyyearsago。
  Now,alas!theeyesweresunkenandverysorrowful,thefeaturesweresharp,andtherewasmoregreythanblackinthebeardandhair。
  Ishouldscarcelyhaveknownitmyself,wouldanyothersknowit,Iwondered?
  Wouldtherebeanytoknowitindeed?
  Intwentyyearsmanydieandotherspassoutofsight;shouldIfindafriendatallamongtheliving?
  SinceI
  readtheletterswhichCaptainBellofthe’Adventuress’hadbroughtmebeforeIsailedforHispaniola,Ihadheardnotidingsfrommyhome,andwhattidingsawaitedmenow?
  AboveallwhatofLily,wasshedeadormarriedorgone?
  MountingmyhorseIpushedonagainatacanter,takingtheroadpastWaingfordMillsthroughthefordsandPirnhowtown,leavingBungayuponmyleft。
  IntenminutesIwasatthegateofthebridlepaththatrunsfromtheNorwichroadforhalfamileormorebeneaththesteepandwoodedbankundertheshelterofwhichstandstheLodgeatDitchingham。
  Bythegateamanloiteredinthelastraysofthesun。
  Ilookedathimandknewhim;itwasBillyMinns,thatsamefoolwhohadlooseddeGarciawhenIlefthimboundthatImightruntomeetmysweetheart。
  Hewasanoldmannowandhiswhitehairhungabouthiswitheredface,moreoverhewasuncleananddressedinrags,butIcouldhavefallenonhisneckandembracedhim,sorejoicedwasItolookoncemoreononewhomIhadknowninyouth。