首页 >出版文学> Montezuma’s Daughter>第31章
  comehere,OTezcat,accordingtotheancientcustom,becauseIamchargedwithamessagetoyou。
  Thosewhomyoushallwedarechosen。
  Iamthebeareroftheirnames。’
  ’Speakon,princessoftheOtomie。’
  ’Theyare’——andshenamedthreeladieswhomIknewtobeamongtheloveliestintheland。
  ’Ithoughtthattherewerefour,’Isaidwithabitterlaugh。
  ’AmItobedefraudedofthefourth?’
  ’Thereisafourth,’sheanswered,andwassilent。
  ’Givemehername,’Icried。
  ’Whatothersluthasbeenfoundtomarryafelondoomedtosacrifice?’
  ’Onehasbeenfound,OTezcat,whohasborneothertitlesthanthisyougiveher。’
  NowIlookedatherquestioningly,andshespokeagaininalowvoice。
  ’I,Otomie,princessoftheOtomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,amthefourthandthefirst。’
  ’You!’Isaid,sinkingbackuponmycushions。
  ’YOU!’
  ’Yes,I。
  Listen:Iwaschosenbythepriestsasthemostlovelyintheland,howeverunworthily。
  Myfather,theemperor,wasangryandsaidthatwhateverbefell,Ishouldneverbethewifeofacaptivewhomustdieuponthealtarofsacrifice。
  Butthepriestsansweredthatthiswasnotimeforhimtoclaimexceptionforhisblood,nowwhenthegodswerewroth。
  Wasthefirstladyinthelandtobewithheldfromthegod?theyasked。
  ThenmyfathersighedandsaidthatitshouldbeasIwilled。
  AndIsaidwiththepriests,thatnowinoursoredistresstheproudmusthumblethemselvestothedust,eventothemarryingofacaptiveslavewhoisnamedagodanddoomedtosacrifice。
  SoI,princessoftheOtomie,haveconsentedtobecomeyourwife,OTezcat,thoughperchancehadIknownallthatIreadinyoureyesthishour,I
  shouldnothaveconsented。
  ItmayhappenthatinthisshameI
  hopedtofindloveifonlyforoneshorthour,andthatIpurposedtovarythecustomofourpeople,andtocompletemymarriagebythesideofthevictimonthealtar,as,ifIwill,Ihavetherighttodo。
  ButIseewellthatIamnotwelcome,andthoughitistoolatetogobackuponmyword,havenofear。
  Thereareothers,andIshallnottroubleyou。
  Ihavegivenmymessage,isityourpleasurethatIshouldgo?
  Thesolemnceremonyofwedlockwillbeonthetwelfthdayfromnow,OTezcat。’
  NowIrosefrommyseatandtookherhand,saying:
  ’Ithankyou,Otomie,foryournoblenessofmind。
  HaditnotbeenforthecomfortandfriendshipwhichyouandGuatemocyourcousinhavegivenme,IthinkthaterenowIshouldbedead。
  Soyoudesiretocomfortmetothelast;itseemsthatyouevenpurposedtodiewithme。
  HowamItointerpretthis,Otomie?
  Inourlandawomanwouldneedtoloveamanafternocommonfashionbeforesheconsentedtosharesuchabedasawaitsmeonyonderpyramid。
  AndyetImayscarcelythinkthatyouwhomkingshavesuedforcanplaceyourheartsolow。
  HowamItoreadthewritingofyourwords,princessoftheOtomie?’
  ’Readitwithyourheart,’shewhisperedlow,andIfeltherhandtrembleinmyown。
  Ilookedatherbeauty,itwasgreat;Ithoughtofherdevotion,adevotionthatdidnotshrinkfromthemosthorribleofdeaths,andawindoffeelingwhichwasakintolovesweptthroughmysoul。
  ButevenasIlookedandthought,IrememberedtheEnglishgardenandtheEnglishmaidfromwhomIhadpartedbeneaththebeechatDitchingham,andthewordsthatwehadspokenthen。
  Doubtlessshestilllivedandwastruetome;whileIlivedshouldInotkeeptrueathearttoher?
  IfImustwedtheseIndiangirls,Imustwedthem,butifonceItoldOtomiethatIlovedher,thenIbrokemytroth,andwithnothinglesswouldshebesatisfied。
  Asyet,thoughIwasdeeplymovedandthetemptationwasgreat,Ihadnotcometothis。
  ’Beseated,Otomie,’Isaid,’andlistentome。
  Youseethisgoldentoken,’andIdrewLily’sposyringfrommyhand,’andyouseethewritingwithinit。’
  Shebentherheadbutdidnotspeak,andIsawthattherewasfearinhereyes。
  ’Iwillreadyouthewords,Otomie,’andItranslatedintotheAztectonguethequaintcouplet:
  Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart。
  Thenatlastshespoke。
  ’Whatdoesthewritingmean?’shesaid。
  ’Icanonlyreadinpictures,Teule。’
  ’Itmeans,Otomie,thatinthefarlandwhenceIcome,thereisawomanwholovesme,andwhoismylove。’
  ’Issheyourwifethen?’
  ’Sheisnotmywife,Otomie,butsheisvowedtomeinmarriage。’
  ’Sheisvowedtoyouinmarriage,’sheansweredbitterly:’why,thenweareequal,forsoamI,Teule。
  Butthereisthisdifferencebetweenus;youloveher,andmeyoudonotlove。
  Thatiswhatyouwouldmakecleartome。
  Sparememorewords,I
  understandall。
  StillitseemsthatifIhavelost,sheisalsointhepathofloss。
  Greatseasrollbetweenyouandthisloveofyours,Teule,seasofwater,andthealtarofsacrifice,andthenothingnessofdeath。
  Nowletmego。
  YourwifeImustbe,forthereisnoescape,butIshallnottroubleyouovermuch,anditwillsoonbedonewith。
  ThenyoumayseekyourdesireintheHousesoftheStarswhitheryoumustwander,anditismyprayerthatyoushallwinit。
  AllthesemonthsIhavebeenplanningtofindhopeforyou,andIthoughtthatIhadfoundit。
  Butitwasbuiltuponafalsebelief,anditisended。
  Hadyoubeenabletosayfromyourheartthatyoulovedme,itmighthavebeenwellforbothofus;shouldyoubeabletosayitbeforetheend,itmaystillbewell。
  ButIdonotaskyoutosayit,andbewarehowyoutellmealie。
  Ileaveyou,Teule,butbeforeIgoIwillsaythatIhonouryoumoreinthishourthanIhavehonouredyoubefore,becauseyouhavedaredtospeakthetruthtome,Montezuma’sdaughter,whenaliehadbeensoeasyandsosafe。
  Thatwomanbeyondtheseasshouldbegratefultoyou,butthoughIbearhernoillwill,betweenmeandherthereisastruggletothedeath。
  Wearestrangerstoeachother,andstrangersweshallremain,butshehastouchedyourhandasItouchitnow;youlinkustogetherandareourbondofenmity。
  Farewellmyhusbandthatistobe。
  Weshallmeetnomoretillthatsorrydaywhena“slut“shallbegiventoa“felon“inmarriage。
  Iuseyourownwords,Teule!’
  Thenrising,Otomiecastherveilaboutherfaceandpassedslowlyfromthechamber,leavingmemuchdisturbed。
  Itwasabolddeedtohaverejectedtheprofferedloveofthisqueenamongwomen,andnowthatIhaddonesoIwasnotaltogetherglad。
  WouldLily,I
  wondered,haveofferedtodescendfromsuchstate,tocastoffthepurpleofherroyalrankthatshemightlieatmysideontheredstoneofsacrifice?
  Perhapsnot,forthisfiercefidelityisonlytobefoundinwomenofanotherbreed。
  ThesedaughtersoftheSunlovewhollywhentheyloveatall,andastheylovetheyhate。
  Theyasknopriesttoconsecratetheirvows,norifthesebecomehateful,willtheybeboundbythemforduty’ssake。
  Theirowndesireistheirlaw,butwhileitrulesthemtheyfollowitunflinchingly,andifneedbe,theyseekitsconsummationinthegatesofdeath,orfailingthat,forgetfulness。
  Somewearytimewentby,andatlastcamethedayoftheentryintoMexicoofCortesandhisconquerors。
  NowofallthedoingsoftheSpaniardsaftertheyoccupiedthecity,Idonotproposetospeakatlength,forthesearemattersofhistory,andIhavemyownstorytotell。
  SoIshallonlywriteofthoseofthemwithwhichI
  wasconcernedmyself。
  IdidnotseethemeetingbetweenMontezumaandCortes,thoughIsawtheemperorsetouttoitcladlikeSolomoninhisgloryandsurroundedbyhisnobles。
  ButIamsureofthis,thatnoslavebeingledtosacrificecarriedaheavierheartinhisbreastthanthatofMontezumaonthisunluckyday。
  Fornowhisfollyhadruinedhim,andIthinkheknewthathewasgoingtohisdoom。
  Afterwards,towardsevening,Isawtheemperorcomebackinhisgoldenlitter,andpassovertothepalacebuiltbyAxahisfather,thatstoodoppositetoandsomefivehundredpacesfromhisown,facingthewesterngateofthetemple。
  PresentlyIheardthesoundofamultitudeshouting,andamidstitthetrampofhorsesandarmedsoldiers,andfromaseatinmychamberIsawtheSpaniardsadvancedownthegreatstreet,andmyheartbeatatthesightofChristianmen。
  Infront,cladinricharmour,rodetheirleaderCortes,amanofmiddlesizebutnoblebearing,withthoughtfuleyesthatnotedeverything,andafterhim,somefewonhorsebackbutthemostofthemonfoot,marchedhislittlearmyofconquerors,staringaboutthemwithboldwonderingeyesandjestingtoeachotherinCastilian。
  Theywerebutahandful,bronzedwiththesunandscarredbybattle,someofthemill-armedandalmostinrags,andlookingonthemIcouldnotbutmarvelattheindomitablecouragethathadenabledthemtopiercetheirwaythroughhostilethousands,sickness,andwar,eventothehomeofMontezuma’spower。
  BythesideofCortes,holdinghisstirrupinherhand,walkedabeautifulIndianwomandressedinwhiterobesandcrownedwithflowers。
  Asshepassedthepalacesheturnedherface。
  Iknewheratonce;itwasmyfriendMarina,whonowhadattainedtothegreatnesswhichshedesired,andwho,notwithstandingalltheevilthatshehadbroughtuponhercountry,lookedmosthappyinitandinhermaster’slove。
  AstheSpaniardswentbyIsearchedtheirfacesonebyone,withthevaguehopeofhate。
  Forthoughitmightwellchancethatdeathhadputusoutofeachother’sreach,IhalfthoughttoseedeGarciaamongthenumberoftheconquerors。
  Suchaquestastheirs,withitspromiseofblood,andgold,andrapine,wouldcertainlycommenditselftohisevilheartshoulditbeinhispowertojoinit,andastrangeinstincttoldmethathewasNOTdead。
  ButneitherdeadnorlivingwasheamongthosemenwhoenteredMexicothatday。
  ThatnightIsawGuatemocandaskedhimhowthingswent。
  ’Wellforthekitethatroostsinthedove’snest,’heansweredwithabitterlaugh,’butveryillforthedove。
  Montezuma,myuncle,hasbeencooingyonder,’andhepointedtothepalaceofAxa,’andthecaptainoftheTeuleshascooedinanswer,butthoughhetriedtohideit,Icouldhearthehawk’sshriekinhispigeon’snote。
  ErelongtherewillbemerrydoingsinTenoctitlan。’
  Hewasright。
  WithinaweekMontezumawastreacherouslyseizedbytheSpaniardsandkeptaprisonerintheirquarters,watcheddayandnightbytheirsoldiers。
  Thencameeventuponevent。
  CertainlordsinthecoastlandshavingkilledsomeSpaniards,weresummonedtoMexicobytheinstigationofCortes。
  Theycameandwereburnedaliveinthecourtyardofthepalace。
  Norwasthisall,forMontezuma,theirmonarch,wasforcedtowitnesstheexecutionwithfettersonhisankles。
  SolowhadtheemperoroftheAztecsfallen,thathemustbearchainslikeacommonfelon。