comehere,OTezcat,accordingtotheancientcustom,becauseIamchargedwithamessagetoyou。
Thosewhomyoushallwedarechosen。
Iamthebeareroftheirnames。’
’Speakon,princessoftheOtomie。’
’Theyare’——andshenamedthreeladieswhomIknewtobeamongtheloveliestintheland。
’Ithoughtthattherewerefour,’Isaidwithabitterlaugh。
’AmItobedefraudedofthefourth?’
’Thereisafourth,’sheanswered,andwassilent。
’Givemehername,’Icried。
’Whatothersluthasbeenfoundtomarryafelondoomedtosacrifice?’
’Onehasbeenfound,OTezcat,whohasborneothertitlesthanthisyougiveher。’
NowIlookedatherquestioningly,andshespokeagaininalowvoice。
’I,Otomie,princessoftheOtomie,Montezuma’sdaughter,amthefourthandthefirst。’
’You!’Isaid,sinkingbackuponmycushions。
’YOU!’
’Yes,I。
Listen:Iwaschosenbythepriestsasthemostlovelyintheland,howeverunworthily。
Myfather,theemperor,wasangryandsaidthatwhateverbefell,Ishouldneverbethewifeofacaptivewhomustdieuponthealtarofsacrifice。
Butthepriestsansweredthatthiswasnotimeforhimtoclaimexceptionforhisblood,nowwhenthegodswerewroth。
Wasthefirstladyinthelandtobewithheldfromthegod?theyasked。
ThenmyfathersighedandsaidthatitshouldbeasIwilled。
AndIsaidwiththepriests,thatnowinoursoredistresstheproudmusthumblethemselvestothedust,eventothemarryingofacaptiveslavewhoisnamedagodanddoomedtosacrifice。
SoI,princessoftheOtomie,haveconsentedtobecomeyourwife,OTezcat,thoughperchancehadIknownallthatIreadinyoureyesthishour,I
shouldnothaveconsented。
ItmayhappenthatinthisshameI
hopedtofindloveifonlyforoneshorthour,andthatIpurposedtovarythecustomofourpeople,andtocompletemymarriagebythesideofthevictimonthealtar,as,ifIwill,Ihavetherighttodo。
ButIseewellthatIamnotwelcome,andthoughitistoolatetogobackuponmyword,havenofear。
Thereareothers,andIshallnottroubleyou。
Ihavegivenmymessage,isityourpleasurethatIshouldgo?
Thesolemnceremonyofwedlockwillbeonthetwelfthdayfromnow,OTezcat。’
NowIrosefrommyseatandtookherhand,saying:
’Ithankyou,Otomie,foryournoblenessofmind。
HaditnotbeenforthecomfortandfriendshipwhichyouandGuatemocyourcousinhavegivenme,IthinkthaterenowIshouldbedead。
Soyoudesiretocomfortmetothelast;itseemsthatyouevenpurposedtodiewithme。
HowamItointerpretthis,Otomie?
Inourlandawomanwouldneedtoloveamanafternocommonfashionbeforesheconsentedtosharesuchabedasawaitsmeonyonderpyramid。
AndyetImayscarcelythinkthatyouwhomkingshavesuedforcanplaceyourheartsolow。
HowamItoreadthewritingofyourwords,princessoftheOtomie?’
’Readitwithyourheart,’shewhisperedlow,andIfeltherhandtrembleinmyown。
Ilookedatherbeauty,itwasgreat;Ithoughtofherdevotion,adevotionthatdidnotshrinkfromthemosthorribleofdeaths,andawindoffeelingwhichwasakintolovesweptthroughmysoul。
ButevenasIlookedandthought,IrememberedtheEnglishgardenandtheEnglishmaidfromwhomIhadpartedbeneaththebeechatDitchingham,andthewordsthatwehadspokenthen。
Doubtlessshestilllivedandwastruetome;whileIlivedshouldInotkeeptrueathearttoher?
IfImustwedtheseIndiangirls,Imustwedthem,butifonceItoldOtomiethatIlovedher,thenIbrokemytroth,andwithnothinglesswouldshebesatisfied。
Asyet,thoughIwasdeeplymovedandthetemptationwasgreat,Ihadnotcometothis。
’Beseated,Otomie,’Isaid,’andlistentome。
Youseethisgoldentoken,’andIdrewLily’sposyringfrommyhand,’andyouseethewritingwithinit。’
Shebentherheadbutdidnotspeak,andIsawthattherewasfearinhereyes。
’Iwillreadyouthewords,Otomie,’andItranslatedintotheAztectonguethequaintcouplet:
Hearttoheart,Thoughfarapart。
Thenatlastshespoke。
’Whatdoesthewritingmean?’shesaid。
’Icanonlyreadinpictures,Teule。’
’Itmeans,Otomie,thatinthefarlandwhenceIcome,thereisawomanwholovesme,andwhoismylove。’
’Issheyourwifethen?’
’Sheisnotmywife,Otomie,butsheisvowedtomeinmarriage。’
’Sheisvowedtoyouinmarriage,’sheansweredbitterly:’why,thenweareequal,forsoamI,Teule。
Butthereisthisdifferencebetweenus;youloveher,andmeyoudonotlove。
Thatiswhatyouwouldmakecleartome。
Sparememorewords,I
understandall。
StillitseemsthatifIhavelost,sheisalsointhepathofloss。
Greatseasrollbetweenyouandthisloveofyours,Teule,seasofwater,andthealtarofsacrifice,andthenothingnessofdeath。
Nowletmego。
YourwifeImustbe,forthereisnoescape,butIshallnottroubleyouovermuch,anditwillsoonbedonewith。
ThenyoumayseekyourdesireintheHousesoftheStarswhitheryoumustwander,anditismyprayerthatyoushallwinit。
AllthesemonthsIhavebeenplanningtofindhopeforyou,andIthoughtthatIhadfoundit。
Butitwasbuiltuponafalsebelief,anditisended。
Hadyoubeenabletosayfromyourheartthatyoulovedme,itmighthavebeenwellforbothofus;shouldyoubeabletosayitbeforetheend,itmaystillbewell。
ButIdonotaskyoutosayit,andbewarehowyoutellmealie。
Ileaveyou,Teule,butbeforeIgoIwillsaythatIhonouryoumoreinthishourthanIhavehonouredyoubefore,becauseyouhavedaredtospeakthetruthtome,Montezuma’sdaughter,whenaliehadbeensoeasyandsosafe。
Thatwomanbeyondtheseasshouldbegratefultoyou,butthoughIbearhernoillwill,betweenmeandherthereisastruggletothedeath。
Wearestrangerstoeachother,andstrangersweshallremain,butshehastouchedyourhandasItouchitnow;youlinkustogetherandareourbondofenmity。
Farewellmyhusbandthatistobe。
Weshallmeetnomoretillthatsorrydaywhena“slut“shallbegiventoa“felon“inmarriage。
Iuseyourownwords,Teule!’
Thenrising,Otomiecastherveilaboutherfaceandpassedslowlyfromthechamber,leavingmemuchdisturbed。
Itwasabolddeedtohaverejectedtheprofferedloveofthisqueenamongwomen,andnowthatIhaddonesoIwasnotaltogetherglad。
WouldLily,I
wondered,haveofferedtodescendfromsuchstate,tocastoffthepurpleofherroyalrankthatshemightlieatmysideontheredstoneofsacrifice?
Perhapsnot,forthisfiercefidelityisonlytobefoundinwomenofanotherbreed。
ThesedaughtersoftheSunlovewhollywhentheyloveatall,andastheylovetheyhate。
Theyasknopriesttoconsecratetheirvows,norifthesebecomehateful,willtheybeboundbythemforduty’ssake。
Theirowndesireistheirlaw,butwhileitrulesthemtheyfollowitunflinchingly,andifneedbe,theyseekitsconsummationinthegatesofdeath,orfailingthat,forgetfulness。
Somewearytimewentby,andatlastcamethedayoftheentryintoMexicoofCortesandhisconquerors。
NowofallthedoingsoftheSpaniardsaftertheyoccupiedthecity,Idonotproposetospeakatlength,forthesearemattersofhistory,andIhavemyownstorytotell。
SoIshallonlywriteofthoseofthemwithwhichI
wasconcernedmyself。
IdidnotseethemeetingbetweenMontezumaandCortes,thoughIsawtheemperorsetouttoitcladlikeSolomoninhisgloryandsurroundedbyhisnobles。
ButIamsureofthis,thatnoslavebeingledtosacrificecarriedaheavierheartinhisbreastthanthatofMontezumaonthisunluckyday。
Fornowhisfollyhadruinedhim,andIthinkheknewthathewasgoingtohisdoom。
Afterwards,towardsevening,Isawtheemperorcomebackinhisgoldenlitter,andpassovertothepalacebuiltbyAxahisfather,thatstoodoppositetoandsomefivehundredpacesfromhisown,facingthewesterngateofthetemple。
PresentlyIheardthesoundofamultitudeshouting,andamidstitthetrampofhorsesandarmedsoldiers,andfromaseatinmychamberIsawtheSpaniardsadvancedownthegreatstreet,andmyheartbeatatthesightofChristianmen。
Infront,cladinricharmour,rodetheirleaderCortes,amanofmiddlesizebutnoblebearing,withthoughtfuleyesthatnotedeverything,andafterhim,somefewonhorsebackbutthemostofthemonfoot,marchedhislittlearmyofconquerors,staringaboutthemwithboldwonderingeyesandjestingtoeachotherinCastilian。
Theywerebutahandful,bronzedwiththesunandscarredbybattle,someofthemill-armedandalmostinrags,andlookingonthemIcouldnotbutmarvelattheindomitablecouragethathadenabledthemtopiercetheirwaythroughhostilethousands,sickness,andwar,eventothehomeofMontezuma’spower。
BythesideofCortes,holdinghisstirrupinherhand,walkedabeautifulIndianwomandressedinwhiterobesandcrownedwithflowers。
Asshepassedthepalacesheturnedherface。
Iknewheratonce;itwasmyfriendMarina,whonowhadattainedtothegreatnesswhichshedesired,andwho,notwithstandingalltheevilthatshehadbroughtuponhercountry,lookedmosthappyinitandinhermaster’slove。
AstheSpaniardswentbyIsearchedtheirfacesonebyone,withthevaguehopeofhate。
Forthoughitmightwellchancethatdeathhadputusoutofeachother’sreach,IhalfthoughttoseedeGarciaamongthenumberoftheconquerors。
Suchaquestastheirs,withitspromiseofblood,andgold,andrapine,wouldcertainlycommenditselftohisevilheartshoulditbeinhispowertojoinit,andastrangeinstincttoldmethathewasNOTdead。
ButneitherdeadnorlivingwasheamongthosemenwhoenteredMexicothatday。
ThatnightIsawGuatemocandaskedhimhowthingswent。
’Wellforthekitethatroostsinthedove’snest,’heansweredwithabitterlaugh,’butveryillforthedove。
Montezuma,myuncle,hasbeencooingyonder,’andhepointedtothepalaceofAxa,’andthecaptainoftheTeuleshascooedinanswer,butthoughhetriedtohideit,Icouldhearthehawk’sshriekinhispigeon’snote。
ErelongtherewillbemerrydoingsinTenoctitlan。’
Hewasright。
WithinaweekMontezumawastreacherouslyseizedbytheSpaniardsandkeptaprisonerintheirquarters,watcheddayandnightbytheirsoldiers。
Thencameeventuponevent。
CertainlordsinthecoastlandshavingkilledsomeSpaniards,weresummonedtoMexicobytheinstigationofCortes。
Theycameandwereburnedaliveinthecourtyardofthepalace。
Norwasthisall,forMontezuma,theirmonarch,wasforcedtowitnesstheexecutionwithfettersonhisankles。
SolowhadtheemperoroftheAztecsfallen,thathemustbearchainslikeacommonfelon。
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