Attheleastshedidnotgobackthereforawhile,forthoughIneversawheragain,itissaidthatshelivedtobecomeaChristianandtoldstrangetalesofwhatshehadseeninthelandofDeath。*
*ForthehistoryoftheresurrectionofPapantzin,seenotetoJourdanet’stranslationofSahagun,page870——AUTHOR。
NowsomemonthspassedbetweenthedateofmynamingasthegodTezcatandtheentryoftheSpaniardsintoMexico,andduringallthisspacethecitywasinastateofferment。
AgainandagainMontezumasentembassiestoCortes,bearingwiththemvasttreasuresofgoldandgemsaspresents,andatthesametimeprayinghimtowithdraw,forthisfoolishprincedidnotunderstandthatbydisplayingsomuchwealthheflewalurewhichmustsurelybringthefalcononhimself。
TotheseambassadorsCortesreturnedcourteousanswerstogetherwithpresentsofsmallvalue,andthatwasall。
ThentheadvancebeganandtheemperorlearnedwithdismayoftheconquestofthewarliketribeoftheTlascalans,who,thoughtheywereMontezuma’sbitterandhereditaryfoes,yetmadeastandagainstthewhiteman。
NextcamethetidingsthatfromenemiestheconqueredTlascalanshadbecomethealliesandservantsoftheSpaniard,andthatthousandsoftheirfiercestwarriorswereadvancingwithhimuponthesacredcityofCholula。
AwhilepassedanditwasknownthatCholulaalsohadbeengiventomassacre,andthattheholy,orrathertheunholygods,hadbeentornfromtheirshrines。
MarvelloustalesweretoldoftheSpaniards,oftheircourageandtheirmight,ofthearmourthattheywore,thethunderthattheirweaponsmadeinbattle,andthefiercebeastswhichtheybestrode。
OncetwoheadsofwhitementakeninaskirmishweresenttoMontezuma,fierce-lookingheads,greatandhairy,andwiththemtheheadofahorse。
WhenMontezumasawtheseghastlyrelicshealmostfaintedwithfear,stillhecausedthemtobesetuponpinnaclesofthegreattempleandproclamationtobemadethatthisfateawaitedeveryinvaderoftheland。
Meanwhileallwasconfusioninhispolicies。
Daybydaycouncilswereheldofthenobles,ofhighpriests,andofneighbouringandfriendlykings。
Someadvisedonething,someanother,andtheendofitwashesitationandfolly。
Ah!hadMontezumabutlistenedtothevoiceofthatgreatmanGuatemoc,AnahuacwouldnothavebeenaSpanishfiefto-day。
ForGuatemocprayedhimagainandyetagaintoputawayhisfearsanddeclareopenwarupontheTeulesbeforeitwastoolate;toceasefrommakinggiftsandsendingembassies,togatherhiscountlessarmiesandsmitethefoeinthemountainpasses。
ButMontezumawouldanswer,’Towhatend,nephew?
HowcanI
struggleagainstthesemenwhenthegodsthemselveshavedeclaredforthem?
Surelythegodscantaketheirownpartsiftheywishit,andiftheywillnot,formyselfandmyownfateIdonotcare,butalas!formypeople,alas!forthewomenandthechildren,theagedandtheweak。’
Thenhewouldcoverhisfaceandmoanandweeplikeachild,andGuatemocwouldpassfromhispresencedumbwithfuryatthefollyofsogreataking,buthelplesstoremedyit。
Forlikemyself,GuatemocbelievedthatMontezumahadbeensmittenwithamadnesssentfromheaventobringthelandtoruin。
Nowitmustbeunderstoodthatthoughmyplaceasagodgavemeopportunitiesofknowingallthatpassed,yetIThomasWingfield,wasbutabubbleonthatgreatwaveofeventswhichsweptovertheworldofAnahuactwogenerationssince。
Iwasabubbleonthecrestofthewaveindeed,butatthattimeIhadnomorepowerthanthefoamhasoverthewave。
Montezumadistrustedmeasaspy,thepriestslookedonmeasagodandfuturevictimandnomore,onlyGuatemocmyfriend,andOtomiewholovedmesecretly,hadanyfaithinme,andwiththesetwoIoftentalked,showingthemthetruemeaningofthosethingsthatwerehappeningbeforeoureyes。
Buttheyalsowerestrengthless,forthoughhisreasonwasnolongercaptain,stilltheuncheckedpowerofMontezumaguidedtheshipofstatefirstthiswayandthenthat,justasarudderdirectsavesseltoitsruinwhenthehelmsmanhasleftit,anditswingsatthemercyofthewindandtide。
Thepeopleweredistraughtwithfearofthefuture,butnotthelessonthataccount,orperhapsbecauseofit,theyplungedwithfervourintopleasures,alternatingthemwithreligiousceremonies。
Inthosedaysnofeastwasneglectedandnoaltarlackeditsvictim。
Likeariverthatquickensitsflowasitdrawsneartheprecipiceoverwhichitmustfall,sothepeopleofMexico,foreseeingruin,awokeasitwereandlivedastheyhadneverlivedbefore。
Alldaylongthecriesofvictimscamefromahundredtempletops,andallnightthesoundsofrevelrywereheardamongthestreets。
’Letuseatanddrink,’theysaid,’forthegodsoftheseaareuponusandto-morrowwedie。’
Nowwomenwhohadbeenheldvirtuousprovedthemselveswantons,andmenwhosenameswerehonestshowedthemselvesknaves,andnonecriedfieuponthem;ay,evenchildrenwereseendrunkeninthestreets,whichisanabominationamongtheAztecs。
TheemperorhadmovedhishouseholdfromChapoltepectothepalaceinthegreatsquarefacingthetemple,andthispalacewasatowninitself,foreverynightmorethanathousandhumanbeingssleptbeneathitsroof,nottospeakofthedwarfsandmonsters,andthehundredsofwildbirdsandbeastsincages。
HereeverydayI
feastedwithwhomIwould,andwhenIwaswearyoffeastingitwasmycustomtosallyoutintothestreetsplayingonthelute,forbynowIhadinsomedegreemasteredthathatefulinstrument,dressedinshiningapparelandattendedbyacrowdofnoblesandroyalpages。
Thenthepeoplewouldrushfromtheirhousesshoutinganddoingmereverence,thechildrenpeltedmewithflowers,andthemaidensdancedbeforeme,kissingmyhandsandfeet,tillatlengthIwasattendedbyamobathousandstrong。
AndIalsodancedandshoutedlikeanyvillagefool,forIthinkthatakindofmadhumour,orperhapsitwasthedrunkennessofworship,enteredintomeinthosedays。
AlsoIsoughttoforgetmygriefs,IdesiredtoforgetthatIwasdoomedtothesacrifice,andthateverydaybroughtmenearertotheredknifeofthepriest。
Idesiredtoforget,butalas!Icouldnot。
ThefumesofthemescalandthepulquethatIhaddrunkatfeastswouldpassfrommybrain,theperfumeofflowers,thesightsofbeautyandtheadorationofthepeoplewouldceasetomoveme,andIcouldonlybroodheavilyuponmydoomandthinkwithlongingofmydistantloveandhome。
Inthosedays,haditnotbeenforthetenderkindnessofOtomie,IthinkthatmyheartwouldhavebrokenorI
shouldhaveslainmyself。
Butthisgreatandbeauteousladywaseverathandtocheermeinathousandways,andnowandagainshewouldletfallsomevaguewordsofhopethatsetmypulsesbounding。
ItwillberememberedthatwhenfirstIcametothecourtofMontezuma,IhadfoundOtomiefairandmyfancyturnedtowardsher。
NowIstillfoundherfair,butmyheartwassofullofterrorthattherewasnoroominitfortenderthoughtsofherorofanyotherwoman。
IndeedwhenIwasnotdrunkwithwineoradoration,Iturnedmymindtothemakingofmypeacewithheaven,ofwhichIhadsomeneed。
StillItalkedmuchwithOtomie,instructingherinthemattersofmyfaithandmanyotherthings,asIhaddonebyMarina,whowenowheardwasthemistressandinterpreterofCortes,theSpanishleader。
Sheforherpartlistenedgravely,watchingmethewhilewithhertendereyes,butnomore,forofallwomenOtomiewasthemostmodest,asshewastheproudestandmostbeautiful。
SomatterswentonuntiltheSpaniardshadleftCholulaontheirroadtoMexico。
ItwasthenthatIchancedonemorningtobesittinginthegardens,myluteinhand,andhavingmyattendantnoblesandtutorsgatheredatarespectfuldistancebehindme。
FromwhereIsatIcouldseetheentrancetothecourtinwhichtheemperormethiscouncildaily,andInotedthatwhentheprinceshadgonethepriestsbegantocome,andafterthemanumberofverylovelygirlsattendedbywomenofmiddleage。
PresentlyGuatemoctheprince,whonowsmiledbutrarely,cameuptomesmiling,andaskedmeifIknewwhatwasdoingyonder。
IrepliedthatIknewnothingandcaredless,butIsupposedthatMontezumawasgatheringapeculiartreasuretosendtohismasterstheSpaniards。
’Bewarehowyouspeak,Teule,’answeredtheprincehaughtily。
’Yourwordsmaybetrue,andyetdidInotloveyou,youshouldruethemeventhoughyouholdthespiritofTezcat。
Alas!’headded,stampingontheground,’alas!thatmyuncle’smadnessshouldmakeitpossiblethatsuchwordscanbespoken。
Oh!wereIemperorofAnahuac,inasingleweektheheadofeveryTeuleinCholulashoulddeckapinnacleofyondertemple。’
’Bewarehowyouspeak,prince,’Iansweredmockinghim,’fortherearethosewhodidtheyhear,mightcauseYOUtorueYOURwords。
Stillonedayyoumaybeemperor,andthenweshallseehowyouwilldealwiththeTeules,atleastotherswillseethoughIshallnot。
Butwhatisitnow?
DoesMontezumachoosenewwives?’
’Hechooseswives,butnotforhimself。
Youknow,Teule,thatyourtimegrowsshort。
Montezumaandthepriestsnamethosewhomustbegiventoyoutowife。’
’Givenmetowife!’Isaidstartingtomyfeet;’tomewhosebrideisdeath!
WhathaveItodowithloveormarriage?
Iwhoinsomefewshortweeksmustgraceanaltar?
Ah!Guatemoc,yousayyouloveme,andonceIsavedyou。
Didyouloveme,surelyyouwouldsavemenowasyousworetodo。’
’IsworethatIwouldgivemylifeforyours,Teule,ifitlayinmypower,andthatoathIwouldkeep,foralldonotsetsohighastoreonlifeasyou,myfriend。
ButIcannothelpyou;youarededicatedtothegods,anddidIdieahundredtimes,itwouldnotsaveyoufromyourfate。
Nothingcansaveyouexceptthehandofheavenifitwills。
Therefore,Teule,makemerrywhileyoumay,anddiebravelywhenyoumust。
Yourcaseisnoworsethanmineandthatofmanyothers,fordeathawaitsusall。
Farewell。’
WhenhehadgoneIrose,andleavingthegardensIpassedintothechamberwhereitwasmycustomtogiveaudiencetothosewhowishedtolookuponthegodTezcatastheycalledme。
HereIsatuponmygoldencouch,inhalingthefumesoftobacco,andasitchancedI
wasalone,fornonedaredtoenterthatroomunlessIgavethemleave。
Presentlythechiefofmypagesannouncedthatonewouldspeakwithme,andIbentmyhead,signifyingthatthepersonshouldenter,forIwaswearyofmythoughts。
Thepagewithdrew,andpresentlyaveiledwomanstoodbeforeme。
Ilookedatherwondering,andbadeherdrawherveilandspeak。
Sheobeyed,andI
sawthatmyvisitorwastheprincessOtomie。
NowIroseamazed,foritwasnotusualthatsheshouldvisitmethusalone。
I
guessedthereforethatshehadtidings,orwasfollowingsomecustomofwhichIwasignorant。
’Iprayyoubeseated,’shesaidconfusedly;’itisnotfittingthatyoushouldstandbeforeme。’
’Whynot,princess?’Ianswered。
’IfIhadnorespectforrank,surelybeautymustclaimit。’
’Atrucetowords,’sherepliedwithawaveofherslimhand。
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