dignityofanabbessofaregallyfoundedconvent。
Butinspite
ofherpretensions,IonlysawinhertherivalofGourdanand
Paris,andtreatedherassuch;thatis,withsomecontempt,for
withthatfeelingherofficeinspiredme。
ShetoldmeallIhave
describedtoyou,andmanyotherthingswhichhavesinceescaped
me。
Atthattimetherewereonlyfourinthehouse。
WhenshehadgivenmeallthedetailsIwished,Isentheraway,
desiringtobeinformedofallthatpassedinherestablishment。
FêtegivenbythecomtessedeValentinois——ThecomtesseduBarry
feignsanindisposition——Herdress——TheducdeCosse-Thecomte
andcomtessedeProvence——Dramaticentertainment——Favartand
Voisenon——Afewobservations——Apension——ThemarechaledeLuxembourg——
AdventureofM。deBombelles——Copyofaletteraddressedtohim——
LouisXV——M。deMaupeouandmadameduBarry
Mypresentsituationwasnotalittleembarrassing;knownand
recognisedasthemistressoftheking,itbutillaccordedwith
myfeelingstobecompelledtoaddtothattitlethesuperintendent
ofhispleasures;andIhadnotyetbeensufficientlyinitiated
intotheintriguesofacourtlifetoacceptthisstrangecharge
withoutmanifestdislikeandhesitation。
Nevertheless,whilstso
manywerecontendingforthehonourofthatwhichIcondemned,
Iwascompelledtostiflemyfeelingsandresignmyselftothe
badaswellasthegoodaffordedbymypresentsituation;ata
futureperiodIshallhaveoccasionagaintoreverttothe
duringtheperiodofmyreign,butforthe
presentIwishtochangethesubjectbyrelatingtoyouwhat
befellmeatafetegivenmebymadamedeValentinois,whileshe
feignedtogiveitinthehonourofmadamedeProvence。
ThecomtessedeValentinois,flatteredbythekindnessofthe
dauphiness’smannertowardsher,andwishingstillfurtherto
insinuateherselfintoherfavour,imaginedsheshouldpromote
herobjectbyrequestingthatprincesswoulddoherthehonour
topassaneveningatherhouse;herrequestwasgranted,and
thattoobeforetheduchessedelaVauguyoncouldinterfereto
preventit。
Furiousatnothavingbeenapprizedoftheinvitation
tilltoolatetocauseitsrejection,shevowedtomakethetriumphant
countesspaydearlyforhertriumph;formyownpartItroubled
myselfverylittlewiththesuccessofmadamedeValentinois,
which,infact,Iperceivedwouldratherassistthaninterfere
withmyprojects。
HithertoIhadnotmademyappearanceatany
ofthehousesofthenobilitywhentheprincesseswereinvited
thither;thisclearlyprovedtothepublic,ingeneral,howgreat
wastheoppositionIexperiencedfromthecourtparty。
Iwas
nowdelightedtoprovetotheParisiansthatIwasnotalwaysto
leadthelifeofarecluse,butthatIcouldfreelypresentmyself
atthosepartiestowhichotherladieswereinvited。
However,
asmyfriendsapprehendedthatthecomtessedeProvencemight
prevailuponherladyofhonournottoinviteme,bytheadvice
ofthechancellorandtheministerforforeignaffairs,itwas
arrangedthatIshouldforaweekprevioustothefetefeigna
severeindisposition。
Itwouldbeimpossibletodescribethejoy
withwhichthesefalsetidingswerereceivedbymyenemies。
We
areallapttopicturethingsaswewouldhavethem,andalready
theeagerimaginationsoftheopposingpartyhadconvertedthe
accountofmyillnessintoanincurableandmortaldisease。
Everyhourmyfriendsbroughtmeinfreshanecdotesoftheavidity
withwhichtherumourofmydangerousstatehadbeenreceived,
whilstIlayuponwhatthecreduloushopesofmyenemieshad
determinedtobemydeath-bed,laughingheartilyattheirfolly,
andpreparingfreshschemestoconfoundanddisappointtheir
anticipatedtriumph。
Oneveryimportantobjectofconsiderationwasmydressforthe
comingoccasion。
Thekingpresentedmewithanewsetofjewels,
andhimselfselectedthematerialsformyrobeandtrain,which
weretobecomposedofarichgreensatinembroideredwithgold,
trimmedwithwreathsofroses,andloopedupwithpearls;thelower
partofthismagnificentdresswastrimmedwithaprofusionof
thefinestFlemishlace。
Iworeonmyheadagarlandoffullblown
roses,composedofthefinestgreenandgoldwork;roundmy
foreheadwasastringofbeautifulpearls,fromthecentreof
whichdependedadiamondstar;addtothisapairofsplendidear-rings,
valuedat100,000crowns,withavarietyofjewelsequallycostly,
andyoumayformsomeideaofmyappearanceonthateventful
evening。
The,king,whopresidedatmytoilette,couldnot
represshisadmiration;heeveninsisteduponclaspingmynecklace,
inorderthathemight,ashesaid,flatterhimselfwithhaving
completedsuchatriumphofnatureandart。
AtthehourfixeduponIsetout,conductedbytheducsd’Aiguillon
anddeCosseandnowIrememberIhaveintroducedthislatterto
youforthefirsttime,howeverIwillpromisethatitwillnot
beforthelast;hepossessed,andstillpossessesallthevirtues
ofhisnoblehouse,hewasimpetuousfromadeeplyfeelingheart,
andproudfromaconsciousnessofbeingproperlyappreciated。
Young,handsome,anddaring,hewaspre-eminentlycalculatedboth
toinspirelove,andtofeelit;itwasquiteimpossibleforhim
tofailinwinningtheaffectionsofanyfemaleheexertedhimself
toplease,andevenatthepresenttimethathehaslostsomeof
hisearliergraces,heisstillirresistibleasever;hisnaturally
gaydispositionwasbutillsuitedtonourishinggraveorphilosophic
reasoning,butthenhewasthesoulofcompany,andpossesseda
fineanddelicatewitwhicheverventeditselfinthemostbrilliant
sallies。
M。deCosseliketheknightsofold,waswhollydevoted
tohiskingandhismistress,andwould,Iamsure,hadthe
occasionrequiredit,havenoblydiedindefenceofeither;Ionly
prayhemayneverbeputtotheproof。
Isawmuchofhimatthe
beginningofouracquaintance,butashismanyamiablequalities
becamebetterknown,Ifoundmyselfalmostcontinuallyinhis
society,indeedasIhavesomethingtoconfessinthebusiness,I
couldhardlychooseabetteropportunitythanthepresent,didI
notrecollectthatthegoodducd’Aiguilloniswaitingallthis
whileformetoannouncetheofourpartyintothe
ante-roomofMadamedeValentinois。
Myentrancewasacomplete。
Ihadbeen
imaginedlanguishingonthebedofsickness,yetthereIstood
inallthefulnessofhealthandfreshnessofbeauty。
Icould
veryeasilyreaduponeachcountenancethevexationandragemy
appearanceofentirefreedomfromallailmentexcited;however,
Iproceededwithoutanydelaytothemistressofthehouse,whom
Ifoundbusilyengagedinseatinghervisitors,andplayingthe
amiabletothedauphiness。
Thisprincessseemedequallyastonished
atmyunexpectedapparition;nevertheless,takenoffherguard,
shecouldnotpreventherselffromcourteouslyreturningthe
profoundsalutationImadeher。
Asfortheduchessedela
Vauguyon,whenshesawme,sheturnedalternatelyfromredto
white,andwasevenweakenoughtogivepublicventtoherfury。
ThecomtedeProvence,whohadbeentoldthatIwasnotexpected,
begantolaughwhenheperceivedme,andtakingthefirst
opportunityofapproachingme,hesaid,“Ah,madame!
soyoutoo
canmystifyyourfriends,Isee!
Haveacare;thesightofcharms
likeyoursissufficienttostriketerrorintoanyadversaries,
withouthavingrecoursetoanyexpedienttoheightentheireffect。“
Sayingthishepassedonwithoutgivingmetheopportunityof
replying,asIcouldhavewishedtohavedone。
ThemarechaledeMirepoix,towhomIhadconfidedmysecret,and
ofwhosefidelityIwasassured,waspresentatthefete。
Iavailed
myselfoftheofferofaseatnearheranddirectlywewereseated,
“Youareaclevercreature,“saidshe,“foryouhavecompletely
bewilderedallthefemalepartofthisevening’ssociety,andby
wayofafinishingstrokewillrunawaywiththeheartsofallthe
flutterershere,beforethefairladiestheywerepreviously
hoveringaround,haverecoveredtheirfirstastonishment。“
“Uponmyword,“saidI,smiling,“Idonotwonderatthekind
lookswithwhichtheladiesfavourme,ifmypresenceiscapable
ofproducingsomuchmischief。“
“Pray,mydear,“answeredthemarechale,“beundernomistake:
youmightbeasmuchbelovedasothersare,ifyoudidnot
monopolizetheking’saffections;theconsequenceis,thatevery
womanwithevenapassablefacelooksuponyouastheusurperof
herright,andastheficklegentlemenwhowoothesegentleladies
areallreadytotransfertheirhomagetoyoudirectlyyouappear,
youmustadmitthatyourpresenceiscalculatedtoproduceno
inconsiderabledegreeofconfusion。“
Thecommencementofaplaywhichformedpartoftheevening’s
entertainmentobligedustoceasefurtherconversation。
Thefirst
piecerepresentedwas“,“acharmingpastoral,to
whichthemusicofMonsignygaveafreshcharm;theactorswere
selectedfromamongthebestoftheComedieItalienne——thedivine
Clairval,andthefascinatingmademoiselleCaroline。
Iwas
completelyenchantedwhilsttheplaylasted;Iforgotbothmy
cabalsandrecenttriumph,andforawhilebelievedmyself
actuallytransportedtotheruralscenesitrepresented,surrounded
bythehonestvillagerssowelldepicted;butthisdelightful
visionsoonpassedaway,andsoon,toosoonIawokefromitto
findmyselfsurroundedbymyfriendsatcourt。
““wasfollowedbyaspeciesofcomedymixedwith
songs。
Thispiecewaswhollyinhonourofthedauphiness,with
theexceptionofsomeflatteringandgallantallusionstomyself
andsomegrosscomplimentstomycousinthechancellor,who,in
newsilkrobeandafinepowdered
wig,wasalsopresentatthisfete。
Theperformersinthislittlepiece,whowereFavart,theactor,
andVoisenon,thepriest,musthavebeenfullysatisfiedwiththe
receptiontheyobtained,forthecomedywasapplaudedasthough
ithadbeenoneoftheofVoltaire。
Ingeneral