favourwaswithhim;and,inordertocontestit,itrequiredall
theinfluenceofawoman,andthatwomantobenolessthanthe
belovedmistressofthekingofFrance。
Hepresentedhimselfbeforemetastefullyandmagnificentlydressed,
bothlookandvoicewearingthestampofhigh-bornprideand
haughtiness。
Nevertheless,amidstallthispomp,itwasevident
thathedidnotentirelyfeeltheeaseheassumed,andthata
speciesofremorserankledathisheart,spiteofthecourtier-like
gallantrywithwhichhehadinvestedhimself。
“Madam,“saidhe,bowingtwicemostprofoundly,“themomenthas
arrivedwhichIhavelongmostardentlydesired。“
“Thefaulthasnotbeenmine,mylord,“saidI,“thatithasbeen
delayeduntilnow。
Mydoorhasneverbeenshutagainstany
visityoumighthavehonouredmewith。“
“Ah,madam!
whyhaveInotknownthissooner?
Someevilplanet
ruledmythoughtswhenitoccurredtomethatImightnotbeso
happyastomeetwithafavourablereception。“
“There,mylord,youwereindeedinerror;forthoughImightnot
feelaverytenderfriendshiptowardsyouwhilstsupposingIhad
manycausesforcomplaint,Icouldnotrefuseyouthosemarksof
respectyourrankandstationentitleyoutoreceive。“
“Then,madam,ImayflattermyselfthatIshouldhavebeen
kindlyreceived?“
“Yes,sir,youwouldeverhavebeenwelcome,butnotthose
belongingtoyou,forIwillbeperfectlycandid;alwaysexcepting
theduchessedeChoiseul,forwhomIentertainthegreatest
venerationandrespect。“
“Sheisindeedwellworthytheexaltedopinionyouexpressofher;
andhadIfollowedheradvice,Ishouldnothavebeenfound
amongsttheranksofyourenemies。“
“Youconfessthefactthen,monsieurleduc?“
saidI。
“Itrust,madam,youwillnottakeadvantageofaninadvertent
expressiontoturnitagainstmyself。
WhatIfearis,thatwithout
everhavingbeenyourenemy,Imayhavepassedforsuchinyour
estimation;andsuchindeedisthecruelpositioninwhichI
amplaced。“
“Stay,mylordduke,“criedI;“becandid,andacknowledgethat
youaremyenemyasyouhaveeverbeen;andthatitisonly
becausetherehasbeenwarbetweenusthatyouarenowcometo
concludeatreatyofpeace——“
“Peaceorwar,madam,“repliedhe,“asyoupleasetowillit;all
Iwilladmitis,thatthingshaveturnedoutmostunfavourablyfor
mywishes。
YourarrivalatVersailles,yourgrace,beauty,and
wit,exciteduniversaljealousy;and,amidstthegeneralpanic
causedbyyourall-excellingmerit,wasitnotnecessaryItoo
shouldkeepmyselfonmyguard?
Forthefirsttimeinmylife
abeautifulwomanbecameanobjectofalarmtome;youmay
furtherbelieveme,whenIprotestthat,attheoutset,Iwarmly
defendedyou;buthowcouldIwagewaragainstsomany——how
opposethegeneraltorrent?
Itboremedown。“
“Andyoufearlestitshouldcarryyoubeyondyourdepth,and
wouldfainreturnto;isitnotso,mylordduke?“
Atthisironicalspeechanexpressionofheavydispleasurerose
tothecountenanceofM。deChoiseul,andheremainedforseveral
minuteslikeamanwhofearstotrusthimselftoreply。
Then
headded,
“Madam,whenIsolicitedthefavourofthisconversation,itwas
withthesincerestdesireofadjustingalldifferencesbetween
us,anditwouldbutilladvancethatpurposewereInowtoreply
toyouwithwarmthandpetulance;condescend,onyourpart,to
layasidesarcasmandraillery。
Youhavealreadytoomanyadvantages
overme,anditwouldillaccordwithyourwontedgenerosityto
insultahalf-conqueredfoe。“
“Youareright,mylord,“answeredI;“jestsandrecrimination
willeffectnothing;letusratherproceedatoncetoconsider
whatisbestfortheinterestofboth。“
“Willingly,“repliedhe。
’Nowyouspeaktothepurpose;andasI
waspreparedtohearyou——areyouinclinedforaseriousdiscussion
ofourbusiness?“
“Praybegin,mylord,Iamallattention。“
“Well,madam,Ideeplyregretallthathaspassed,anddeplore
thatmyfriendsandpartofmyfamilyshouldbedisagreeableto
you;Itakeuponmyselftoengagethattheirhostilityshallend,
andamwillingtoaffordyouthemostperfectsatisfactionupon
thispoint。
Impressedwithhighestrespectforhismajesty,and
themostlivelydesiretoservehim,Iaskfornothingmorethan
tobeongoodtermswiththoseheloves;andasforthefuture,
myunshrinkingloyaltymaybereliedon。“
“Iamwellassuredofit,mylordduke;andlikewiseyouhave
nevertakenanypartinthecalumnieswhichhavebeenaimedat
me。
Letusthenforgivetheandsinceweareagreedastothe
future,letusspeakbutofthepresent。
Ihavefriendsfitted
toservetheking,whoseambitionleadsthemtoaspiretothat
honour。
Whatwillyoudotoassistthem?“
“EreIpromisethat,madam,itisnecessaryIshouldbeacquainted
withthem。“
“Whatwoulditavailtonamethemtoyou?
Youperfectlywell
comprehendtowhomIallude。
Iamresolutelydecidedtosupport
them,andtoemployforthispurposethefriendshipwithwhich
hismajestydeignstohonourme。“
Thedukecoloureddeeplyatthesewords。
“Then,madam,“saidhe,“youwouldfainstripmetoenrichothers?“
“No,mylord,Iaskbutadivisionofyourpossessions。
Youcannot
haveeverything;anditwouldnotbefairthatourreconciliation
shouldbeprofitabletoyouonly。“
“Ididnotanticipate,madam,incominghither,thatyouwould
commandmetoofferupmyselfasasacrificeuponanaltarraised
byyoutotheinterestsofyourfriends。“
“Meaningtosay,mylordduke,thatyouwillkeepeverythingto
yourself。
Icannotcomplimentyouuponyourliberality,however
Imayforyourcandour。“
“Madam,Ihaveneversincemyentryintotheministrysoughtto
liveattheexpenseofmycountry,andletmeresignofficewhen
Imay,Ishallretireloadedonlywithdebts,whilstyouandyour
friendsdrawlargerevenuesfromthenation。“
Theconversationbecamewarmandangry,thedukeandmyself,with
crimsoncheeksandinflamedcountenances,surveyedeachother
withhaughtydefiance。
Atlengthheadded,
“IhadhopedthatIshouldhavequittedyoumorekindlydisposed
towardsme。“
“AndI,mylord,fanciedthatyouwerecomingwithanardent
desireforpeace;butno,thespiritofyoursisterleadsyou
astray,andyouwouldfainpunishmeforherabsencefromcourt。“
“Madam,Ibeseechyoutoleavemysisterinpeace;shehasgone,
thatoughttosatisfyyou。
Wewillnot,ifyouplease,speakofher。“
“Ionlywishthatshewouldlikewisedomethehonourtobesilent
respectingme。
Iamnotignorantthatshecontinuestoaimher
slandersatmefromafarasshedidwhennearme。
Onemight
supposethatthesoleobjectofherjourneyingswasbuttoexcite
allFranceagainstme。“
“Madam,youaremistaken。
Mysister——“
“ContinuestoplaythesamepartinthecountryshedidinParis。
ShedetestsmebecauseIhappentohaveyouthandbeautyonmy
side。
Mayherhatredlastforever。“
“Ah,madam,saynotso;forwithyourcharmsyouareindeedtoo
formidableanantagonist;andthemoreso,asIclearlyperceive
youarenotinclinedforpeace。“
“Atleast,“saidI,“thewaronmysideshallbefairandopen,
andthosebelongingtoyouhavenotalwayswageditwithmeupon
thoseterms。“
Thedukemerelywardedoffthislastassertionbysomeunmeaning
compliment,andweseparatedgreaterenemiesthanever。
ThefirstpersontowhomIcouldcommunicatewhathadpassedwas
theducd’Aiguillon。
Helistenedtomyrecitalwithoutanydecided
expressionofhisopinion;butnosoonerhadIconcluded,thanhe
tookmebythehand,andpressingitwithafriendlygrasp,
“HowIcongratulateyou,“saidhe,“uponthegoodfortunewhich
hasextricatedyoufromthisaffair。
Doyouknowthatareconciliation
withtheducdeChoiseulwouldhaveinvolvedyourinevitable
disgrace?
Whatevilgeniuscounselledyoutoactinsuchamanner?“
“IfanciedIwasdoingright,“saidI,“inthusprovingtothe
kingthatIwasnotanunreasonablewoman。“
“TheChoiseuls,“repliedhe,“wouldhaveentangledyouintheir
nets,and,separatedfromyourrealfriends,wouldhavemadeyou
theinnocentauthorofyourowndestruction。
Tellthekingjust
somuch,thattheducdeChoiseulhasbeentoseeyou,thatyou
conversedtogethersometime,andthathehasoffendedyoumore
thanever。“
“Ipromiseyou,mykindfriend,“saidI,“tofollowyouradvice。“
WhenInextsawtheking,Iapprizedhimofthevisit。
“Thatdoesnotastonishme,“saidLouisXV,“thedukeisanxious
tobeonfriendlytermswithyou。“
“Hehasthentakenaverycontraryroadtoarriveatmyfriendship,“
saidI;“ifhereallydesiresthatweshouldbeongoodterms,he
mustconducthimselfverydifferently“;andtheretheconversation
ended。
Butseveraldaysafterwards,havingsentawaymy,withwhomIhadreasontobedissatisfied,andthe
kingappearingsurprisedatseeingafreshcountenanceamongst
myhousehold,Isaidtohim,“Sir,IhavegotridofChoiseul,
whenwillitpleaseyoutogetridofyours?“
Theking,without
replyingtome,begantolaugh;inwhich,forwantofabetter
terminationtomyremark,Iwasconstrainedtojoin。