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  withasubtleandpenetratingspirit——thattalentwhichprocures
  advancementatcourt,shesaw,withpain,thatIsoughttoattract
  otherfemalesaboutme:shewouldfainhaveremainedmyonly
  friend,thatshemight,unopposed,influencemeinallIdid。
  She
  saw,therefore,theappearanceofmadamedeMirepoixinmy
  drawing-roomwithuneasiness:herbadhumorwassufficiently
  apparenttoattractthenoticeofthemarechale,wholaughedatit:
  hersocialpositionasatitledwoman,andtheking’sfriendship,
  givingherconfidencethathercreditwouldalwaysexceedthatof
  mygodmother。
  MadamedeBearnwascompelledtosubmittotheascendancyofthe
  marechale,butyetdidnotthelessrelaxinhereffortstokeep
  frommeallotherfemalesociety,shehopedthatatlasttheking
  woulddistinguishher,andcallherintohisintimacyasmyfriend;
  shewasnotmorefondofthecomtessed’Aloigny,altho’thenullity
  ofthisladyneednothavealarmedhermuch。
  Forme,Ibeganto
  resenttheirksomenessofhavingincessantlyatmysideaperson
  whomanifestedtooopenlyherdesiretocompelmetosubmitto
  herwishes,andIwaited,tosecuremyfreedom,onlyuntilthe
  circleoffemalesIcouldadmittomysocietyshouldbeextended。
  SuchwereourreciprocalfeelingsduringourstayatMarly。
  The
  madamedeBearnwatchedmewithmorecarethanatVersailles,
  fearing,nodoubt,thatthefreedomofthecountrymightfacilitate
  connectionsprejudicialtoherinterests。
  Littledidsheanticipate
  onthisdaythestrokewhichwasinpreparationforher。
  Iasked
  herspitefullytotakeaturnwithmeintothepark,andItook
  carenottoannouncethemeetingwhichwehadarranged。
  Beholdusthenwalkingthiswayandthat,quitebychance,without
  howevergoinganydistancefromthepavilion。
  MadamedeBearn,
  notlikingthevicinityofthechateau,wasdesiroustogointothe
  wood。
  Ideclinedthisundervainexcuses,whensuddenlymadame
  deMirepoixandmadamedeFlaracourtappearedattheendof
  averyshortwalk。
  “Letusturnthisway,“saidthecountesstome,“herecomesone
  ofourenemies,whomitwouldbeaswelltoavoid。“
  “Whyturnaway?“
  Ireplied;“sheisalone,wearetwo,andthen
  themarechaledeMirepoixisnotopposedtous。“
  Sayingthis,Iadvancedtowardsthem。
  MadamedeFlaracourtappeared
  verygracious:Irepliedtoheradvanceswithduepoliteness,and
  insteadofseparating,wecontinuedtowalkabouttogether。
  Madame
  deBearnsawclearlythatchancewasnotthesolecauseofthis
  meeting:shedissembledaswellasshecould。
  Iafterwardslearnt
  thatsheowedmeaspite,particularlyforthemysterywhichIhad
  madeofthisoccurrence。
  Themarkedsilence,andthesullenair
  sheassumedduringthisinterview,andwhichhersenseand
  knowledgeoftheworldshouldhavepreventedherfrommanifesting,
  provedtome,onthisoccasion,asonmanyotherothers,that
  tempercannotalwaysbeconquered,andthatattimesitwillburst
  forthinspiteoftheexperienceandcautionofthecourtier。
  Ididnotgivemyselfmuchtroubleonthissubject:Ihadwell
  recompensedthegoodofficesofthecountess:Ihadampleproof
  thatinservingmeshehadactedontheimpulseofself-interest:
  wewerequits,Ithought,andIsawnoreasonwhyIshould
  remainisolatedjusttoserveherpleasure。
  WhenwereturnedtomyapartmentsIsawplainly,byhermutterings,
  hersighs,andtheshruggingofhershoulders,thatshewasdeeply
  irritatedatwhathadjusttakenplace。
  Shewasdesirousof
  provokinganexplanation,butasthatcouldonlytendtoher
  disadvantage,shecontentedherselfwithleavingmeearlierthan
  herusualwant,withoutsayinganythingdisagreeable。
  Hercustom
  wasnottoleavemealone,andherabruptdepartureconfirmedme
  intheideaIhadimbibed,thatthissortofcomedyhadmuch
  thwartedher。
  InthecourseofthesamedayIreceivedavisitfromthecomtesse
  deFlaracourt。
  Thislady,whosesparklingeyesshonewithanair
  ofmischief,presentedherselftomewithanappearanceof
  opennessandconfidencewhichcompletelycloakedthemalignity
  andtreacheryofhercharacter。
  Shethrewherarmsroundmyneck
  withasmuchgraceastenderness,andtakingmyhand,asifto
  arrestmyattention,said:
  “Iought,madame,toexplaintoyouthedelaythatIhavemade
  beforeIintroducemyselftoyou,aswellasthepromptitudeof
  thismyfirstvisit。
  Iwasprejudicedagainstyou,andhadformed
  afalseestimateofyou。
  Mywithmesdamesd’Egmont,
  deBrionne,anddeGrammontnaturallyplacedmeintherank
  opposedtoyou:somuchforwhathaspassed。
  ButIhaveseen
  you:Ihavestudiedyouatadistance,aswellasclose,andI
  haverecognised,withoutdifficulty,theinjusticeofyourenemies。
  Ihavebeenenragedwithmyselfforhavingbeendeceivedregarding
  you:Iwishtorepairmywrongs。
  Enlightenedbytheopinionof
  themarechaledeMirepoix,Ihavenothesitatedtoapproachyou
  underherauspices,andourfirstmeetinghassohappilyfurnished
  mewithanopportunityofappreciatingyou,thatIwouldnotdelay
  anylongerthepleasureofmakingyouapersonalavowalofmy
  pastsentiments,andofthosewithwhichyounowinspireme。“
  ThetoneinwhichmadamedeFlaracourtutteredthesewordswasso
  graciousandsopersuasive,thatIcouldnotresistthepleasureof
  embracingher。
  Shereturnedmykisswiththesameeagerness,
  andwouldnotlistentomythanks。
  “Allisexplainedbetweenus,“shecontinued,“letusforgetthe
  past,andletusdoasifmeetingforthefirsttimeto-day;we
  henceforwarddatethisasthefirstofouracquaintance。“
  “Theaffabilitywithwhichyouhavepresentedyourselftome,“I
  replied,“doesnotpermitmetobelievethatIhaveonlyknown
  youfromthismorning;Iaminanillusionwhichwillonlyallow
  metolookonourrecentallianceasanancientfriendship。“
  Afterhavingexchangedsomeconversationofthesametenor,we
  talkedofmysituationasregardedtheotherfemalesofthecourt。
  “Theyhateyoufortworeasons,“saidthecountess:“inthefirst
  place,becauseyouhavemadeaconquestwhichalltheworldenvies
  you;secondlybecauseyouarenotoneofus。
  Thereisnotone
  familywhocanleanonyouinvirtueoftherightsofblood,or
  allianceswhichstandinsteadofit。
  Youhavesupersededawoman
  whomorethananyothercouldhaveaclaimtoyourgoodfortune:
  sheissistertotheprimeminister,whohasinhertrain,like
  Lucifer,morethanathirdpartofheaven,forallthecourtiers
  hangonherbrother。
  “Ontheotherhand,wearenotaccustomedtoremainsolongin
  oppositiontothewilloftheking。
  Sucharesistanceisnotnatural
  tous;itweighsuponus,itharmsus,thefavorofourmaster
  beingourchiefgood。
  Weareonlysomethingthro’him,andwhen
  combattingagainsthimwehaveneitherthecouragenorthe
  perseverance。
  Thusyoumaybeverycertainthatthemajority
  ofwomenwhoopposeyoudoitagainstthegrain:andifyouadd
  tothisthattheyareincessantlyexposedtothemurmursand
  complaintsoftheirhusbands,sons,brothers,andlovers,you
  willeasilybeconvincedthattheyonlyaspiretofindingameans
  ofreconcilingtheregardtheyowetotheChoiseulsandtheterror
  whichtheyinspire,withthedesiretheyhavetoseekyour
  protectionandthefriendshipoftheking。
  Thecabalonlyflies
  ononewing,andIcannotdivineitssituationatthecommencement
  ofthenextwinter。
  Donotdisquietyourselfanymorewithwhat
  itcando:keepyourselfquiet;continuetopleasethe’master,’
  andyouwilltriumphoverthemultitudeaseasilyasyouhave
  conqueredtheresistanceofmesdames。“
  SuchwasthelanguageofthecomtessedeFlaracourt:itagreed,
  asyouwillperceive,withthatofmadamedeMirepoix,andI
  oughtthemoretobelieveit,asitwasthefruitoftheir
  experienceandprofoundknowledgeofcourtmanners。
  Their
  exampleprovedtome,aswellastheirwords,thatallthosewho
  approachedthekingcouldnotbearforalongtimethepositionin
  whichheplacedthosewhomhedidnotlookuponwithpleasure。
  However,LouisXVevincedmoreplainlyfromdaytodaythe
  ascendancyIhadoverhismind。
  Heassistedpubliclyatmytoilet*,
  hewalkedoutwithme,leftmeaslittleaspossible,andsought
  byeveryattentiontoconsolemefortheimpertinenceswithwhich
  myenemiesbespatteredme。
  Thefollowinganecdotewillproveto
  youhowlittleconsiderationhehadforthosepersonswhodaredto
  insultmeopenly。
  OnedayatMarly,Ienteredthedrawing-room;therewasavacant
  seatneartheprincessedeGuemenee,Iwenttoit,andscarcely
  wasseatedwhenmyneighborgotup,saying,“Whathorror!“
  and
  betookherselftothefurtherendoftheroom。
  Iwasmuchconfused:
  theoffencewastoopublicformetorestrainmyresentment,and
  evenwhenIwishedtodosothethingwasscarcelypossible。
  The
  comteJean,whohadwitnessedit,andmysisters-in-law,who
  learntitfromhim,wereenraged。
  Iwascompelledtocomplainto
  theking,whoinstantlysenttheprincessedeGuemeneeanorder
  toquitMarlyforthwith,andbetakeherselftotheprincessede
  Marsan,ofthechildrenoftheroyalfamilyofFrance,
  ofwhosepostshehadthereversion。
  Neverdidajustchastisementproduceagreatereffect。