hispliancyofdispositionratherthanhisresistancethatwemust
contendwith,andIgotoactuponit。
“
Itheninstructedthedukewithwhathadpassedbetweenmeand
theprincedeSoubise。
WhenIhaddone,thedukereplied:
“ExpectnothingfromtheprincedeSoubise:hewillspeak,no
doubt;buthow?
Inajesting,laughingway。
If,however,you
thinkhecanatallserveyou,givehimallyourconfidence。“
“No,no,never,“Irepliedwithquickness;“itisnotathingtobe
donelightly;wedonotselectaconfidant,counsellor,orfriend,
atrandom。
Doyounotknowthis,M。leduc?
Itisrequisitethat
theheartoftheonewhospeaksshouldreposeitselfontheheart
ofthefriendwholistens。
IrepeattoyouthatIhavenofeelingof
confidencetowardsM。deSoubise。
Infact,“Iaddedwithvisible
andtroubledemotion,“mychoiceismade,andyouhavetoomuch
heroismtowishtocombatit。“
Attheseflatteringwordsthedukeprecipitatedhimselfatmyfeet,
andsworetosupportmycausewithallhispowerandinterest。
I
repliedthatIfullyreliedonhisdevotionandprudence。
Comte
Jeanentered,anditwasagreedbetweenusthreethatIshouldsay
nomoretothekingofmypresentationbeforetheducd’Aiguillon
hadspokentohimofit;thatIshouldcontentmyselfwith
complainingwithoutpeevishness,andthatweshouldleavethe
openingmeasuretotheprincedeSoubise,andlethimbreakthe
icetohismajesty。
TheprincedeSoubisebehavedexactlyasthedukehadtoldme:he
cametomethenextmorningwithamysteriousair,whichalready
informedmeofallhehadtosay。
Hesaidthathehadvainly
tormentedtheking;thathismajestywishedthingstoremainjust
astheywere,anddesiredthatuntilaneworderofthingsnothing
shouldbealtered。
“Iamsorryforit,monsieurlemarechal,“Ireplied。
“WhilstIam
inthisprecarioussituation,whilstIremaininacornerofthe
stageasaconfidanteoftragedy,Icandonothingformyfriends,
particularlyforyou,monsieurlemarechal。“
“Onthecontrary,madame,“hereplied,“thekingwillbemore
disposedtolistentoyouwhilsthewillsupposethatyour
influenceisunknown。“
“Oh,“criedIwithafeelingofanger,“yougentlemencourtiers
thinkofnothingbutpolitics。
Asforme,whoamawoman,Ihave
othermattersforconsideration:Imusthavehonors,title,rank。
Myself-lovesufferscruellywhenIseemyselfimmolatedbythe
fearwhichtheladiesdeGrammontandthreeorfourotherintriguers
oftheirpartyareabletoexcite。“
Theprincewassomewhatstartledatthefreedomoflanguage
whichIusedtowardsladiesinsuchcreditatcourt:hebeggedme
tomoderatemyfeelings,andbelessmovedandexcited。
Bythis
theprincedeSoubiselosttheesteemwhichImighthaveaccorded
him,andthesecondplaceinmycounsels,whichImighthave
givenhim。
Itoldtheduke,whocametoseemethemomentafterwards,ofthe
failureoftheprince’sattempt。
Hetoldmethathehadnothoped
forabetterresult。
Hewenttotheking,flatteringhimselfwith
hopesofbettersuccess,butdidnotfindhim。
ThedaughtersofLouisXVhadunitedagainstmewithafury
whichnothingcouldjustify。
Theywereincessantlytalking
scandalofmypastlife,asiftherewereonlysaintsatcourt,as
iftheyhadnopranksoftheirowntoreproachthemselveswith。
Allthechateauknewoftheirlovers,andtherewas
evidenceofthetendernessofmadameAdelaide:asformadame
Louiseshewasanangeluponearth,andwastheonlyonewho
didnotjoininthecryagainstme。
Ontheotherhand,theking,
whilsthehadbutlittleloveforhisdeardaughters,preserved
towardsthemacomplaisanceandexternalappearanceofkindness
whichwasasubstituteforparentallove。
When
criedout,hestoppedhisearswithhistwohands,andseemed,
whilstlookingproudlyatFrance,tosay,“AmnotIagoodfather,
andarenotmydaughtersveryhappy,forIletthemcryoutwith
alltheirmight?“
Thenextdaytheducd’Aiguillonwentagaintotheking,andfound
himbewilderedwithfamilyscenesandthemurmuringsofthe
Choiseuls。
Whenmyambassadorhaddeliveredhismessage,the
kingaskedhimifhe,aswellastheprincedeSoubise,hadbeen
setuponhishaunchesbyme。
Theduke,nothingintimidatedatthis,toldthekingthatfarfrom
havingwishedthatheshouldbemyinterpreter,Ihadrequested
himnottoalludetothematter。
“Why,then,“saidLouisXVlaughing,“doyounotfollowthe
adviceofthecomtesse?“
“BecauseIentertainasincereattachmentforher,andthatIam
vexedtohearitsaidthattherearepersonswholeadyourmajesty。“
“Whoaretheinsolentsthatholdsuchlanguage?“
“Theysurroundyou,sire。
Thereisnotafemaleherebutaffirms
thatyoudarenotdecideonthepresentationofthecomtesse。“
“Ialoneammaster,andwillletthemknowitwhentheopportunity
arrives;butthepresentmomentisnotfitting。
Thecomtesseknows
howwellIloveher;andifshewillproveherfriendshiptowards
me,shewillremainquietforsometime。“
Thedukethoughtitbesttobesilent,andcametome。
After
relatingtheconversation,headded,“Donotappearatalldejected;
thekingwouldnotthenvisityoulestheshouldfindyououtof
temper。
WereIyouIshouldwritetohim;awordofpeacewould
sethimatease。“
Iapprovedthisadvice,andinstantlypennedthefollowingletter:——
Sire-Theytellmethatyourmajestyhasbeentormented
onmyaccount。
ItisatreasonofwhichIalonecould
believemyselfcapable。
ButwhyshouldIcomplain?
You
havedonesomuchformethatIoughttoesteemmyself
happy:youraugustfriendshipconsolesmethro’allmy
annoyances。
BeassuredthathenceforthIshallpoutno
more;Iwillbethebestsheepintheworld,relyingon
myshepherdfornothavingmyfleececuttooclosely;
forafterallIthinkIamthepettedewe,etc。“
Ashorttimeafterwardsapagebroughtmeasplendidboxof
withapairofrubyear-ringssurroundedwithdiamonds,andthis
shortbillet:——
“Yes,assuredlyyouaremypetewe,andalwaysshall
be。
Theshepherdhasastrongcrookwithwhichhe
willdriveawaythosewhowouldinjureyou。
Relyon
yourshepherdforthecareofyourtranquillity,and
thepeaceofyourfuturelife。“
Intheeveningthekingvisitedme。
Hewasembarrassed,butIset
himateasebyshowinghimalaughingcountenance,talkingonly
ofhispresent,whichIhadinmyears,andshakingmyheadabout
tokeepthedropsinmotion,whichsparkledwithgreatbrilliancy。
Hewaspleasedatthis,anddidnotleavemealltheevening。
In
themorningwewerethebestfriendsintheworld。
Somedayselapsed,whencomteJeancametome,bringingtwo
infamousarticleswhichhadappearedinthe“,“
andweredirectedagainstme。
Theywereatrociousanddeeply
chagrinedme:Iplacedthemonthemantel-piece,whereallwho
cameincouldseethem。
TheducdeDurasreadthem,andsaid,
“Concealtheseatrocitiesfromtheking。“
“No,“wasmyreply,“Iwishhimtoreadthem,thathemayknow
howhisaffectionsarerespected,andhowthepoliceofParisare
employedindoingtheirdutytothethrone。“
TheselastwordsannoyedM。deDuras,betweenwhomandM。de
Sartinestherewasaconnection:thedukewasindebtedtothe
lieutenant-generalofpoliceforthespecialsurveillancewhichhe
keptoverayounggirlofwhomhe,theducdeDuras,wasfoolishly
enamoured。
TremblingforhisM。deSartines,he
wrotetohiminhaste,buthadnotcourageortalentenoughto
undertakethedefenceoftheguiltyperson。
Thekingcameasusual;hisgeneralstationwasatthechimney-piece,
whereheamusedhimselfwithlookingatthebaublesthatornamented
it。
The““fellinhisway。
Hereadthem
once,thenagain;then,withoututteringaword,threwtheminto
thefire。
Iobservedhim,andsawthathewasfullofemotion
whichhesoughttoconceal,buttheangerburstforthsoon。
The
princedeSoubise,whosuppedwithusthatevening,askedtheduc
deDurasifhehadreadthe““
“No,“wasthereply;“Iseldomreadsuchnonsense。“
“Andyouarequiteright,“saidtheking。
“Thereisatpresenta
mostinconceivablemaniaforwriting。
Whatistheuse,Iaskyou,
gentlemen,ofthisdelugeofbooksandpamphletswithwhich
Franceisinundated?
Theyonlycontainthespiritofrebellion:
thefreedomofwritingoughtnottobegiventoeverybody。
Thereshouldbeinawell-regulatedstatesevenoreightwriters,
notmore;andtheseundertheinspectionofgovernment。
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