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第3章

  "ButIjustwishtosay,toavoidmisunderstandings,thatyouarequitemistakenifyoureckonmeormymotheramongsuchpeople。Weareverypoor,butformyownpartatanyrate,fortheveryreasonthatyourfatherisrich,Idon’tregardmyselfasarelationofhis,andneitherInormymotherwouldeveraskortakeanythingfromhim。"
  ForalongtimePierrecouldnotunderstand,butwhenhedid,hejumpedupfromthesofa,seizedBorisundertheelbowinhisquick,clumsyway,and,blushingfarmorethanBoris,begantospeakwithafeelingofmingledshameandvexation。
  "Well,thisisstrange!DoyousupposeI……whocouldthink?……I
  knowverywell……"
  ButBorisagaininterruptedhim。
  "IamgladIhavespokenoutfully。Perhapsyoudidnotlikeit?Youmustexcuseme,"saidhe,puttingPierreateaseinsteadofbeingputateasebyhim,"butIhopeIhavenotoffendedyou。Ialwaysmakeitaruletospeakout……Well,whatansweramItotake?WillyoucometodinnerattheRostovs’?"
  AndBoris,havingapparentlyrelievedhimselfofanonerousdutyandextricatedhimselffromanawkwardsituationandplacedanotherinit,becamequitepleasantagain。
  "No,butIsay,"saidPierre,calmingdown,"youareawonderfulfellow!Whatyouhavejustsaidisgood,verygood。Ofcourseyoudon’tknowme。Wehavenotmetforsuchalongtime……notsincewewerechildren。YoumightthinkthatI……Iunderstand,quiteunderstand。Icouldnothavedoneitmyself,Ishouldnothavehadthecourage,butit’ssplendid。Iamverygladtohavemadeyouracquaintance。It’squeer,"headdedafterapause,"thatyoushouldhavesuspectedme!"Hebegantolaugh。"Well,whatofit!Ihopewe’llgetbetteracquainted,"andhepressedBoris’hand。"Doyouknow,I
  havenotoncebeenintoseethecount。Hehasnotsentforme……I
  amsorryforhimasaman,butwhatcanonedo?"
  "AndsoyouthinkNapoleonwillmanagetogetanarmyacross?"askedBoriswithasmile。
  PierresawthatBoriswishedtochangethesubject,andbeingofthesamemindhebeganexplainingtheadvantagesanddisadvantagesoftheBoulogneexpedition。
  AfootmancameintosummonBoris—theprincesswasgoing。Pierre,inordertomakeBoris’betteracquaintance,promisedtocometodinner,andwarmlypressinghishandlookedaffectionatelyoverhisspectaclesintoBoris’eyes。AfterhehadgonePierrecontinuedpacingupanddowntheroomforalongtime,nolongerpiercinganimaginaryfoewithhisimaginarysword,butsmilingattheremembranceofthatpleasant,intelligent,andresoluteyoungman。
  Asoftenhappensinearlyyouth,especiallytoonewholeadsalonelylife,hefeltanunaccountabletendernessforthisyoungmanandmadeuphismindthattheywouldbefriends。
  PrinceVasilisawtheprincessoff。Sheheldahandkerchieftohereyesandherfacewastearful。
  "Itisdreadful,dreadful!"shewassaying,"butcostmewhatitmayIshalldomyduty。Iwillcomeandspendthenight。Hemustnotbeleftlikethis。Everymomentisprecious。Ican’tthinkwhyhisniecesputitoff。PerhapsGodwillhelpmetofindawaytopreparehim!……Adieu,Prince!MayGodsupportyou……"
  "Adieu,mabonne,"answeredPrinceVasiliturningawayfromher。
  "Oh,heisinadreadfulstate,"saidthemothertohersonwhentheywereinthecarriage。"Hehardlyrecognizesanybody。"
  "Idon’tunderstand,Mamma—whatishisattitudetoPierre?"askedtheson。
  "Thewillwillshowthat,mydear;ourfatealsodependsonit。"
  "Butwhydoyouexpectthathewillleaveusanything?"
  "Ah,mydear!Heissorich,andwearesopoor!"
  "Well,thatishardlyasufficientreason,Mamma……"
  "Oh,Heaven!Howillheis!"exclaimedthemother。
  BK1CH17
  CHAPTERXVII
  AfterAnnaMikhaylovnahaddrivenoffwithhersontovisitCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov,CountessRostovasatforalongtimeallaloneapplyingherhandkerchieftohereyes。Atlastsherang。
  "Whatisthematterwithyou,mydear?"shesaidcrosslytothemaidwhokeptherwaitingsomeminutes。"Don’tyouwishtoserveme?ThenI’llfindyouanotherplace。"
  Thecountesswasupsetbyherfriend’ssorrowandhumiliatingpoverty,andwasthereforeoutofsorts,astateofmindwhichwithheralwaysfoundexpressionincallinghermaid"mydear"andspeakingtoherwithexaggeratedpoliteness。
  "Iamverysorry,ma’am,"answeredthemaid。
  "Askthecounttocometome。"
  Thecountcamewaddlingintoseehiswifewitharatherguiltylookasusual。
  "Well,littlecountess?Whatasauteofgameaumaderewearetohave,mydear!Itastedit。ThethousandrublesIpaidforTaraswerenotill—spent。Heisworthit!"
  Hesatdownbyhiswife,hiselbowsonhiskneesandhishandsrufflinghisgrayhair。
  "Whatareyourcommands,littlecountess?"
  "Yousee,mydear……What’sthatmess?"shesaid,pointingtohiswaistcoat。"It’s,thesaute,mostlikely,"sheaddedwithasmile。
  "Well,yousee,Count,Iwantsomemoney。"
  Herfacebecamesad。
  "Oh,littlecountess!"……andthecountbeganbustlingtogetouthispocketbook。
  "Iwantagreatdeal,Count!Iwantfivehundredrubles,"andtakingouthercambrichandkerchiefshebeganwipingherhusband’swaistcoat。
  "Yes,immediately,immediately!Hey,who’sthere?"hecalledoutinatoneonlyusedbypersonswhoarecertainthatthosetheycallwillrushtoobeythesummons。"SendDmitritome!"
  Dmitri,amanofgoodfamilywhohadbeenbroughtupinthecount’shouseandnowmanagedallhisaffairs,steppedsoftlyintotheroom。
  "ThisiswhatIwant,mydearfellow,"saidthecounttothedeferentialyoungmanwhohadentered。"Bringme……"hereflectedamoment,"yes,bringmesevenhundredrubles,yes!Butmind,don’tbringmesuchtatteredanddirtynotesaslasttime,butnicecleanonesforthecountess。"
  "Yes,Dmitri,cleanones,please,"saidthecountess,sighingdeeply。
  "Whenwouldyoulikethem,yourexcellency?"askedDmitri。"Allowmetoinformyou……But,don’tbeuneasy,"headded,noticingthatthecountwasbeginningtobreatheheavilyandquicklywhichwasalwaysasignofapproachinganger。"Iwasforgetting……Doyouwishitbroughtatonce?"
  "Yes,yes;justso!Bringit。Giveittothecountess。"
  "WhatatreasurethatDmitriis,"addedthecountwithasmilewhentheyoungmanhaddeparted。"Thereisneverany’impossible’withhim。That’sathingIhate!Everythingispossible。"
  "Ah,money,Count,money!Howmuchsorrowitcausesintheworld,"
  saidthecountess。"ButIamingreatneedofthissum。"
  "You,mylittlecountess,areanotoriousspendthrift,"saidthecount,andhavingkissedhiswife’shandhewentbacktohisstudy。
  WhenAnnaMikhaylovnareturnedfromCountBezukhov’sthemoney,allincleannotes,waslyingreadyunderahandkerchiefonthecountess’littletable,andAnnaMikhaylovnanoticedthatsomethingwasagitatingher。
  "Well,mydear?"askedthecountess。
  "Oh,whataterriblestateheisin!Onewouldnotknowhim,heissoill!Iwasonlythereafewmomentsandhardlysaidaword……"
  "Annette,forheaven’ssakedon’trefuseme,"thecountessbegan,withablushthatlookedverystrangeonherthin,dignified,elderlyface,andshetookthemoneyfromunderthehandkerchief。
  AnnaMikhaylovnainstantlyguessedherintentionandstoopedtobereadytoembracethecountessattheappropriatemoment。
  "ThisisforBorisfromme,forhisoutfit。"
  AnnaMikhaylovnawasalreadyembracingherandweeping。Thecountesswepttoo。Theyweptbecausetheywerefriends,andbecausetheywerekindhearted,andbecausethey—friendsfromchildhood—hadtothinkaboutsuchabasethingasmoney,andbecausetheiryouthwasover……
  Butthosetearswerepleasanttothemboth。
  BK1CH18
  CHAPTERXVIII
  CountessRostova,withherdaughtersandalargenumberofguests,wasalreadyseatedinthedrawingroom。ThecounttookthegentlemenintohisstudyandshowedthemhischoicecollectionofTurkishpipes。
  Fromtimetotimehewentouttoask:"Hasn’tshecomeyet?"TheywereexpectingMaryaDmitrievnaAkhrosimova,knowninsocietyasleterribledragon,aladydistinguishednotforwealthorrank,butforcommonsenseandfrankplainnessofspeech。MaryaDmitrievnawasknowntotheImperialfamilyaswellastoallMoscowandPetersburg,andbothcitieswonderedather,laughedprivatelyatherrudenesses,andtoldgoodstoriesabouther,whilenonethelessallwithoutexceptionrespectedandfearedher。
  Inthecount’sroom,whichwasfulloftobaccosmoke,theytalkedofwarthathadbeenannouncedinamanifesto,andabouttherecruiting。Noneofthemhadyetseenthemanifesto,buttheyallknewithadappeared。Thecountsatonthesofabetweentwoguestswhoweresmokingandtalking。Heneithersmokednortalked,butbendinghisheadfirsttoonesideandthentotheotherwatchedthesmokerswithevidentpleasureandlistenedtotheconversationofhistwoneighbors,whomheeggedonagainsteachother。
  Oneofthemwasasallow,clean—shavencivilianwithathinandwrinkledface,alreadygrowingold,thoughhewasdressedlikeamostfashionableyoungman。Hesatwithhislegsuponthesofaasifquiteathomeand,havingstuckanambermouthpiecefarintohismouth,wasinhalingthesmokespasmodicallyandscrewinguphiseyes。Thiswasanoldbachelor,Shinshin,acousinofthecountess’,amanwith"asharptongue"astheysaidinMoscowsociety。Heseemedtobecondescendingtohiscompanion。Thelatter,afresh,rosyofficeroftheGuards,irreproachablywashed,brushed,andbuttoned,heldhispipeinthemiddleofhismouthandwithredlipsgentlyinhaledthesmoke,lettingitescapefromhishandsomemouthinrings。ThiswasLieutenantBerg,anofficerintheSemenovregimentwithwhomBoriswastotraveltojointhearmy,andaboutwhomNatashahad,teasedhereldersisterVera,speakingofBergasher"intended。"
  Thecountsatbetweenthemandlistenedattentively。Hisfavoriteoccupationwhennotplayingboston,acardgamehewasveryfondof,wasthatoflistener,especiallywhenhesucceededinsettingtwoloquacioustalkersatoneanother。
  "Well,then,oldchap,montreshonorableAlphonseKarlovich,"
  saidShinshin,laughingironicallyandmixingthemostordinaryRussianexpressionswiththechoicestFrenchphrases—whichwasapeculiarityofhisspeech。"Vouscomptezvousfairedesrentessurl’etat;*youwanttomakesomethingoutofyourcompany?"
  *Youexpecttomakeanincomeoutofthegovernment。
  "No,PeterNikolaevich;Ionlywanttoshowthatinthecavalrytheadvantagesarefarlessthanintheinfantry。Justconsidermyownpositionnow,PeterNikolaevich……"
  Bergalwaysspokequietly,politely,andwithgreatprecision。Hisconversationalwaysrelatedentirelytohimself;hewouldremaincalmandsilentwhenthetalkrelatedtoanytopicthathadnodirectbearingonhimself。Hecouldremainsilentforhourswithoutbeingatallputoutofcountenancehimselformakingothersuncomfortable,butassoonastheconversationconcernedhimselfhewouldbegintotalkcircumstantiallyandwithevidentsatisfaction。
  "Considermyposition,PeterNikolaevich。WereIinthecavalryI
  shouldgetnotmorethantwohundredrubleseveryfourmonths,evenwiththerankoflieutenant;butasitisIreceivetwohundredandthirty,"saidhe,lookingatShinshinandthecountwithajoyful,pleasantsmile,asifitwereobvioustohimthathissuccessmustalwaysbethechiefdesireofeveryoneelse。
  "Besidesthat,PeterNikolaevich,byexchangingintotheGuardsI
  shallbeinamoreprominentposition,"continuedBerg,"andvacanciesoccurmuchmorefrequentlyintheFootGuards。Thenjustthinkwhatcanbedonewithtwohundredandthirtyrubles!Ievenmanagetoputalittleasideandtosendsomethingtomyfather,"hewenton,emittingasmokering。
  "Labalanceyest……*AGermanknowshowtoskinaflint,astheproverbsays,"remarkedShinshin,movinghispipetotheothersideofhismouthandwinkingatthecount。
  *Sothatsquaresmatters。
  Thecountburstoutlaughing。TheotherguestsseeingthatShinshinwastalkingcameuptolisten。Berg,obliviousofironyorindifference,continuedtoexplainhowbyexchangingintotheGuardshehadalreadygainedasteponhisoldcomradesoftheCadetCorps;
  howinwartimethecompanycommandermightgetkilledandhe,asseniorinthecompany,mighteasilysucceedtothepost;howpopularhewaswitheveryoneintheregiment,andhowsatisfiedhisfatherwaswithhim。Bergevidentlyenjoyednarratingallthis,anddidnotseemtosuspectthatothers,too,mighthavetheirowninterests。
  Butallhesaidwassoprettilysedate,andthenaiveteofhisyouthfulegotismwassoobvious,thathedisarmedhishearers。
  "Well,myboy,you’llgetalongwhereveryougo—footorhorse—thatI’llwarrant,"saidShinshin,pattinghimontheshoulderandtakinghisfeetoffthesofa。
  Bergsmiledjoyously。Thecount,byhisguests,wentintothedrawingroom。
  Itwasjustthemomentbeforeabigdinnerwhentheassembledguests,expectingthesummonstozakuska,*avoidengaginginanylongconversationbutthinkitnecessarytomoveaboutandtalk,inordertoshowthattheyarenotatallimpatientfortheirfood。Thehostandhostesslooktowardthedoor,andnowandthenglanceatoneanother,andthevisitorstrytoguessfromtheseglanceswho,orwhat,theyarewaitingfor—someimportantrelationwhohasnotyetarrived,oradishthatisnotyetready。
  *Horsd’oeuvres。
  Pierrehadcomejustatdinnertimeandwassittingawkwardlyinthemiddleofthedrawingroomonthefirstchairhehadcomeacross,blockingthewayforeveryone。Thecountesstriedtomakehimtalk,buthewentonnaivelylookingaroundthroughhisspectaclesasifinsearchofsomebodyandansweredallherquestionsinmonosyllables。Hewasinthewayandwastheonlyonewhodidnotnoticethefact。Mostoftheguests,knowingoftheaffairwiththebear,lookedwithcuriosityatthisbig,stout,quietman,wonderinghowsuchaclumsy,modestfellowcouldhaveplayedsuchaprankonapoliceman。
  "Youhaveonlylatelyarrived?"thecountessaskedhim。
  "Oui,madame,"repliedhe,lookingaroundhim。
  "Youhavenotyetseenmyhusband?"
  "Non,madame。"Hesmiledquiteinappropriately。
  "YouhavebeeninParisrecently,Ibelieve?Isupposeit’sveryinteresting。"
  "Veryinteresting。"
  ThecountessexchangedglanceswithAnnaMikhaylovna。Thelatterunderstoodthatshewasbeingaskedtoentertainthisyoungman,andsittingdownbesidehimshebegantospeakabouthisfather;butheansweredher,ashehadthecountess,onlyinmonosyllables。Theotherguestswereallconversingwithoneanother。"TheRazumovskis……Itwascharming……Youareverykind……CountessApraksina……"washeardonallsides。Thecountessroseandwentintotheballroom。
  "MaryaDmitrievna?"camehervoicefromthere。
  "Herself,"cametheanswerinaroughvoice,andMaryaDmitrievnaenteredtheroom。
  Alltheunmarriedladiesandeventhemarriedonesexcepttheveryoldestrose。MaryaDmitrievnapausedatthedoor。Tallandstout,holdinghighherfifty—year—oldheadwithitsgraycurls,shestoodsurveyingtheguests,andleisurelyarrangedherwidesleevesasifrollingthemup。MaryaDmitrievnaalwaysspokeinRussian。
  "Healthandhappinesstoherwhosenamedaywearekeepingandtoherchildren,"shesaid,inherloud,full—tonedvoicewhichdrownedallothers。"Well,youoldsinner,"shewenton,turningtothecountwhowaskissingherhand,"you’refeelingdullinMoscow,I
  daresay?Nowheretohuntwithyourdogs?Butwhatistobedone,oldman?Justseehowthesenestlingsaregrowingup,"andshepointedtothegirls。"Youmustlookforhusbandsforthemwhetheryoulikeitornot……"
  Well,"saidshe,"how’smyCossack?"MaryaDmitrievnaalwayscalledNatashaaCossackandshestrokedthechild’sarmasshecameupfearlessandgaytokissherhand。"Iknowshe’sascampofagirl,butIlikeher。"
  Shetookapairofpear—shapedrubyearringsfromherhugereticuleand,havinggiventhemtotherosyNatasha,whobeamedwiththepleasureofhersaint’s—dayfete,turnedawayatonceandaddressedherselftoPierre。
  "Eh,eh,friend!Comehereabit,"saidshe,assumingasofthightoneofvoice。"Comehere,myfriend……"andsheominouslytuckeduphersleevesstillhigher。Pierreapproached,lookingatherinachildlikewaythroughhisspectacles。
  "Comenearer,comenearer,friend!Iusedtobetheonlyonetotellyourfatherthetruthwhenhewasinfavor,andinyourcaseit’smyevidentduty。"Shepaused。Allweresilent,expectantofwhatwastofollow,forthiswasdearlyonlyaprelude。
  "Afinelad!Myword!Afinelad!……Hisfatherliesonhisdeathbedandheamuseshimselfsettingapolicemanastrideabear!Forshame,sir,forshame!Itwouldbebetterifyouwenttothewar。"
  Sheturnedawayandgaveherhandtothecount,whocouldhardlykeepfromlaughing。
  "Well,Isupposeitistimewewereattable?"saidMaryaDmitrievna。
  ThecountwentinfirstwithMaryaDmitrievna,thecountessfollowedonthearmofacolonelofhussars,amanofimportancetothembecauseNicholaswastogowithhimtotheregiment;thencameAnnaMikhaylovnawithShinshin。BerggavehisarmtoVera。ThesmilingJulieKaraginawentinwithNicholas。Afterthemothercouplesfollowed,fillingthewholedininghall,andlastofallthechildren,tutors,andgovernessesfollowedsingly。Thefootmenbeganmovingabout,chairsscraped,thebandstruckupinthegallery,andtheguestssettleddownintheirplaces。Thenthestrainsofthecount’shouseholdbandwerereplacedbytheclatterofknivesandforks,thevoicesofvisitors,andthesoftstepsofthefootmen。AtoneendofthetablesatthecountesswithMaryaDmitrievnaonherrightandAnnaMikhaylovnaonherleft,theotherladyvisitorswerefartherdown。Attheotherendsatthecount,withthehussarcolonelonhisleftandShinshinandtheothermalevisitorsonhisright。Midwaydownthelongtableononesidesatthegrownupyoungpeople:VerabesideBerg,andPierrebesideBoris;andontheotherside,thechildren,tutors,andgovernesses。Frombehindthecrystaldecantersandfruitvasesthecountkeptglancingathiswifeandhertallcapwithitslight—blueribbons,andbusilyfilledhisneighbors’glasses,notneglectinghisown。Thecountessinturn,withoutomittingherdutiesashostess,threwsignificantglancesfrombehindthepineapplesatherhusbandwhosefaceandbaldheadseemedbytheirrednesstocontrastmorethanusualwithhisgrayhair。Attheladies’
  endanevenchatterofvoiceswasheardallthetime,atthemen’sendthevoicessoundedlouderandlouder,especiallythatofthecolonelofhussarswho,growingmoreandmoreflushed,ateanddranksomuchthatthecountheldhimupasapatterntotheotherguests。BergwithtendersmileswassayingtoVerathatloveisnotanearthlybutaheavenlyfeeling。BoriswastellinghisnewfriendPierrewhotheguestswereandexchangingglanceswithNatasha,whowassittingopposite。Pierrespokelittlebutexaminedthenewfaces,andateagreatdeal。Ofthetwosoupshechoseturtlewithsavorypattiesandwentontothegamewithoutomittingasingledishoroneofthewines。Theselatterthebutlerthrustmysteriouslyforward,wrappedinanapkin,frombehindthenextman’sshouldersandwhispered:"DryMadeira"……"Hungarian"……or"Rhinewine"asthecasemightbe。Ofthefourcrystalglassesengravedwiththecount’smonogramthatstoodbeforehisplate,Pierreheldoutoneatrandomanddrankwithenjoyment,gazingwithever—increasingamiabilityattheotherguests。
  Natasha,whosatopposite,waslookingatBorisasgirlsofthirteenlookattheboytheyareinlovewithandhavejustkissedforthefirsttime。SometimesthatsamelookfellonPierre,andthatfunnylivelylittlegirl’slookmadehiminclinedtolaughwithoutknowingwhy。
  NicholassatatsomedistancefromSonya,besideJulieKaragina,towhomhewasagaintalkingwiththesameinvoluntarysmile。Sonyaworeacompanysmilebutwasevidentlytormentedbyjealousy;nowsheturnedpale,nowblushedandstrainedeverynervetooverhearwhatNicholasandJulieweresayingtooneanother。Thegovernesskeptlookingrounduneasilyasifpreparingtoresentanyslightthatmightbeputuponthechildren。TheGermantutorwastryingtorememberallthedishes,wines,andkindsofdessert,inordertosendafulldescriptionofthedinnertohispeopleinGermany;andhefeltgreatlyoffendedwhenthebutlerwithabottlewrappedinanapkinpassedhimby。Hefrowned,tryingtoappearasifhedidnotwantanyofthatwine,butwasmortifiedbecausenoonewouldunderstandthatitwasnottoquenchhisthirstorfromgreedinessthathewantedit,butsimplyfromaconscientiousdesireforknowledge。
  BK1CH19
  CHAPTERXIX
  Atthemen’sendofthetablethetalkgrewmoreandmoreanimated。ThecoloneltoldthemthatthedeclarationofwarhadalreadyappearedinPetersburgandthatacopy,whichhehadhimselfseen,hadthatdaybeenforwardedbycouriertothecommanderinchief。
  "AndwhythedeucearewegoingtofightBonaparte?"remarkedShinshin。"HehasstoppedAustria’scackleandIfearitwillbeourturnnext。"
  Thecolonelwasastout,tall,plethoricGerman,evidentlydevotedtotheserviceandpatrioticallyRussian。HeresentedShinshin’sremark。
  "Itisforthereasson,mygootsir,"saidhe,speakingwithaGermanaccent,"forthereassonzatzeEmperorknowszat。HedeclaresinzemanifesstozathecannotfiewwizindifferencezedangervreateningRussiaandzatzesafetyanddignityofzeEmpireasvellaszesanctityofitsalliances……"hespokethislastwordwithparticularemphasisasifinitlaythegistofthematter。
  Thenwiththeunerringofficialmemorythatcharacterizedhimherepeatedfromtheopeningwordsofthemanifesto:……andthewish,whichconstitutestheEmperor’ssoleandabsoluteaim—toestablishpeaceinEuropeonfirmfoundations—hasnowdecidedhimtodespatchpartofthearmyabroadandtocreateanewconditionfortheattainmentofthatpurpose。
  "Zat,mydearsir,isvy……"heconcluded,drinkingatumblerofwinewithdignityandlookingtothecountforapproval。
  "Connaissez—vousleProverbe:*’Jerome,Jerome,donotroam,butturnspindlesathome!’?"saidShinshin,puckeringhisbrowsandsmiling。"Celanousconvientamerveille。*[2]Suvorovnow—heknewwhathewasabout;yettheybeathimaplatecouture,*[3]andwherearewetofindSuvorovsnow?Jevousdemandeunpeu,"*[4]saidhe,continuallychangingfromFrenchtoRussian。
  *Doyouknowtheproverb?
  *[2]Thatsuitsusdowntotheground。
  *[3]Hollow。
  *[4]Ijustaskyouthat。
  "Vemustvighttothelasttr—r—opofourplood!"saidthecolonel,thumpingthetable;"andvemusttieforourEmperor,andzenallvillpevell。Andvemustdiscussitaslittleaspo—o—ossible"……
  hedweltparticularlyonthewordpossible……"aspo—o—ossible,"heended,againturningtothecount。"Zatishowveoldhussarslookatit,andzere’sanendofit!Andhowdoyou,ayoungmanandayounghussar,howdoyoujudgeofit?"headded,addressingNicholas,whowhenheheardthatthewarwasbeingdiscussedhadturnedfromhispartnerwitheyesandearsintentonthecolonel。
  "Iamquiteofyouropinion,"repliedNicholas,flamingup,turninghisplateroundandmovinghiswineglassesaboutwithasmuchdecisionanddesperationasthoughhewereatthatmomentfacingsomegreatdanger。"IamconvincedthatweRussiansmustdieorconquer,"heconcluded,conscious—aswereothers—afterthewordswereutteredthathisremarksweretooenthusiasticandemphaticfortheoccasionandwerethereforeawkward。
  "Whatyousaidjustnowwassplendid!"saidhispartnerJulie。
  SonyatrembledalloverandblushedtoherearsandbehindthemanddowntoherneckandshoulderswhileNicholaswasspeaking。
  Pierrelistenedtothecolonel’sspeechandnoddedapprovingly。
  "That’sfine,"saidhe。
  "Theyoungman’sarealhussar!"shoutedthecolonel,againthumpingthetable。
  "Whatareyoumakingsuchanoiseaboutoverthere?"MaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoicesuddenlyinquiredfromtheotherendofthetable。"Whatareyouthumpingthetablefor?"shedemandedofthehussar,"andwhyareyouexcitingyourself?DoyouthinktheFrencharehere?"
  "Iamspeakingzetruce,"repliedthehussarwithasmile。
  "It’sallaboutthewar,"thecountshouteddownthetable。"Youknowmyson’sgoing,MaryaDmitrievna?Mysonisgoing。"
  "IhavefoursonsinthearmybutstillIdon’tfret。ItisallinGod’shands。YoumaydieinyourbedorGodmayspareyouinabattle,"repliedMaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoice,whicheasilycarriedthewholelengthofthetable。
  "That’strue!"
  Oncemoretheconversationsconcentrated,theladies’attheoneendandthemen’sattheother。
  "Youwon’task,"Natasha’slittlebrotherwassaying;"Iknowyouwon’task!"
  "Iwill,"repliedNatasha。
  Herfacesuddenlyflushedwithrecklessandjoyousresolution。Shehalfrose,byaglanceinvitingPierre,whosatopposite,tolistentowhatwascoming,andturningtohermother:
  "Mamma!"rangouttheclearcontraltonotesofherchildishvoice,audiblethewholelengthofthetable。
  "Whatisit?"askedthecountess,startled;butseeingbyherdaughter’sfacethatitwasonlymischief,sheshookafingerathersternlywithathreateningandforbiddingmovementofherhead。
  Theconversationwashushed。
  "Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?"andNatasha’svoicesoundedstillmorefirmandresolute。
  Thecountesstriedtofrown,butcouldnot。MaryaDmitrievnashookherfatfinger。
  "Cossack!"shesaidthreateningly。
  Mostoftheguests,uncertainhowtoregardthissally,lookedattheelders。
  "Youhadbettertakecare!"saidthecountess。
  "Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?"Natashaagaincriedboldly,withsaucygaiety,confidentthatherprankwouldbetakeningoodpart。
  SonyaandfatlittlePetyadoubledupwithlaughter。
  "Yousee!Ihaveasked,"whisperedNatashatoherlittlebrotherandtoPierre,glancingathimagain。
  "Icepudding,butyouwon’tgetany,"saidMaryaDmitrievna。
  NatashasawtherewasnothingtobeafraidofandsoshebravedevenMaryaDmitrievna。
  "MaryaDmitrievna!Whatkindoficepudding?Idon’tlikeicecream。"
  "Carrotices。"
  "No!Whatkind,MaryaDmitrievna?Whatkind?"shealmostscreamed;
  "Iwanttoknow!"
  MaryaDmitrievnaandthecountessburstoutlaughing,andalltheguestsjoinedin。Everyonelaughed,notatMaryaDmitrievna’sanswerbutattheincredibleboldnessandsmartnessofthislittlegirlwhohaddaredtotreatMaryaDmitrievnainthisfashion。
  Natashaonlydesistedwhenshehadbeentoldthattherewouldbepineappleice。Beforetheices,champagnewasservedround。Thebandagainstruckup,thecountandcountesskissed,andtheguests,leavingtheirseats,wentupto"congratulate"thecountess,andreachedacrossthetabletoclinkglasseswiththecount,withthechildren,andwithoneanother。Againthefootmenrushedabout,chairsscraped,andinthesameorderinwhichtheyhadenteredbutwithredderfaces,theguestsreturnedtothedrawingroomandtothecount’sstudy。
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  Thecardtablesweredrawnout,setsmadeupforboston,andthecount’svisitorssettledthemselves,someinthetwodrawingrooms,someinthesittingroom,someinthelibrary。
  Thecount,holdinghiscardsfanwise,kepthimselfwithdifficultyfromdroppingintohisusualafter—dinnernap,andlaughedateverything。Theyoungpeople,atthecountess’instigation,gatheredroundtheclavichordandharp。Juliebygeneralrequestplayedfirst。Aftershehadplayedalittleairwithvariationsontheharp,shejoinedtheotheryoungladiesinbeggingNatashaandNicholas,whowerenotedfortheirmusicaltalent,tosingsomething。Natasha,whowastreatedasthoughsheweregrownup,wasevidentlyveryproudofthisbutatthesametimefeltshy。
  "Whatshallwesing?"shesaid。
  "’TheBrook,’"suggestedNicholas。
  "Well,then,let’sbequick。Boris,comehere,"saidNatasha。"ButwhereisSonya?"
  Shelookedroundandseeingthatherfriendwasnotintheroomrantolookforher。
  RunningintoSonya’sroomandnotfindingherthere,Natasharantothenursery,butSonyawasnotthereeither。Natashaconcludedthatshemustbeonthechestinthepassage。ThechestinthepassagewastheplaceofmourningfortheyoungerfemalegenerationintheRostovhousehold。AndthereinfactwasSonyalyingfacedownwardonNurse’sdirtyfeatherbedonthetopofthechest,crumplinghergauzypinkdressunderher,hidingherfacewithherslenderfingers,andsobbingsoconvulsivelythatherbarelittleshouldersshook。
  Natasha’sface,whichhadbeensoradiantlyhappyallthatsaint’sday,suddenlychanged:hereyesbecamefixed,andthenashiverpasseddownherbroadneckandthecornersofhermouthdrooped。
  "Sonya!Whatisit?Whatisthematter?……Oo……Oo……Oo……!"AndNatasha’slargemouthwidened,makingherlookquiteugly,andshebegantowaillikeababywithoutknowingwhy,exceptthatSonyawascrying。Sonyatriedtoliftherheadtoanswerbutcouldnot,andhidherfacestilldeeperinthebed。Natashawept,sittingontheblue—stripedfeatherbedandhuggingherfriend。WithaneffortSonyasatupandbeganwipinghereyesandexplaining。
  "Nicholasisgoingawayinaweek’stime,his……papers……havecome……hetoldmehimself……butstillIshouldnotcry,"andsheshowedapapersheheldinherhand—withtheversesNicholashadwritten,"still,Ishouldnotcry,butyoucan’t……noonecanunderstand……whatasoulhehas!"
  Andshebegantocryagainbecausehehadsuchanoblesoul。
  "It’sallverywellforyou……Iamnotenvious……IloveyouandBorisalso,"shewenton,gainingalittlestrength;"heisnice……
  therearenodifficultiesinyourway……ButNicholasismycousin……
  onewouldhaveto……theMetropolitanhimself……andeventhenitcan’tbedone。Andbesides,ifshetellsMamma"Sonyalookeduponthecountessashermotherandcalledherso"thatIamspoilingNicholas’careerandamheartlessandungrateful,whiletruly……Godismywitness,"andshemadethesignofthecross,"Ilovehersomuch,andallofyou,onlyVera……Andwhatfor?WhathaveIdonetoher?IamsogratefultoyouthatIwouldwillinglysacrificeeverything,onlyIhavenothing……"
  Sonyacouldnotcontinue,andagainhidherfaceinherhandsandinthefeatherbed。Natashabeganconsolingher,butherfaceshowedthatsheunderstoodallthegravityofherfriend’strouble。
  "Sonya,"shesuddenlyexclaimed,asifshehadguessedthetruereasonofherfriend’ssorrow,"I’msureVerahassaidsomethingtoyousincedinner?Hasn’tshe?"
  "Yes,theseversesNicholaswrotehimselfandIcopiedsomeothers,andshefoundthemonmytableandsaidshe’dshowthemtoMamma,andthatIwasungrateful,andthatMammawouldneverallowhimtomarryme,butthathe’llmarryJulie。Youseehowhe’sbeenwithherallday……Natasha,whathaveIdonetodeserveit?……"
  Andagainshebegantosob,morebitterlythanbefore。Natashaliftedherup,huggedher,and,smilingthroughhertears,begancomfortingher。
  "Sonya,don’tbelieveher,darling!Don’tbelieveher!DoyourememberhowweandNicholas,allthreeofus,talkedinthesittingroomaftersupper?Why,wesettledhoweverythingwastobe。Idon’tquiterememberhow,butdon’tyourememberthatitcouldallbearrangedandhowniceitallwas?There’sUncleShinshin’sbrotherhasmarriedhisfirstcousin。Andweareonlysecondcousins,youknow。
  AndBorissaysitisquitepossible。YouknowIhavetoldhimallaboutit。Andheissocleverandsogood!"saidNatasha。"Don’tyoucry,Sonya,dearlove,darlingSonya!"andshekissedherandlaughed。
  "Vera’sspiteful;nevermindher!Andallwillcomerightandshewon’tsayanythingtoMamma。Nicholaswilltellherhimself,andhedoesn’tcareatallforJulie。"
  Natashakissedheronthehair。
  Sonyasatup。Thelittlekittenbrightened,itseyesshone,anditseemedreadytoliftitstail,jumpdownonitssoftpaws,andbeginplayingwiththeballofworstedasakittenshould。
  "Doyouthinkso?……Really?Truly?"shesaid,quicklysmoothingherfrockandhair。
  "Really,truly!"answeredNatasha,pushinginacrisplockthathadstrayedfromunderherfriend’splaits。
  Bothlaughed。
  "Well,let’sgoandsing’TheBrook。’"
  "Comealong!"
  "Doyouknow,thatfatPierrewhosatoppositemeissofunny!"saidNatasha,stoppingsuddenly。"Ifeelsohappy!"
  Andshesetoffatarunalongthepassage。
  Sonya,shakingoffsomedownwhichclungtoherandtuckingawaytheversesinthebosomofherdressclosetoherbonylittlechest,ranafterNatashadownthepassageintothesittingroomwithflushedfaceandlight,joyoussteps。Atthevisitors’requesttheyoungpeoplesangthequartette,"TheBrook,"withwhicheveryonewasdelighted。
  ThenNicholassangasonghehadjustlearned:
  Atnighttimeinthemoon’sfairglowHowsweet,asfancieswanderfree,Tofeelthatinthisworldthere’soneWhostillisthinkingbutofthee!
  ThatwhileherfingerstouchtheharpWaftingsweetmusicmusicthelea,Itisfortheethusswellsherheart,Sighingitsmessageouttothee……
  Adayortwo,thenblissunspoilt,Butoh!tillthenIcannotlive!……
  Hehadnotfinishedthelastversebeforetheyoungpeoplebegantogetreadytodanceinthelargehall,andthesoundofthefeetandthecoughingofthemusicianswereheardfromthegallery。
  Pierrewassittinginthedrawing—roomwhereShinshinhadengagedhim,asamanrecentlyreturnedfromabroad,inapoliticalconversationinwhichseveralothersjoinedbutwhichboredPierre。
  WhenthemusicbeganNatashacameinandwalkingstraightuptoPierresaid,laughingandblushing:
  "Mammatoldmetoaskyoutojointhedancers。"
  "Iamafraidofmixingthefigures,"Pierrereplied;"butifyouwillbemyteacher……"Andloweringhisbigarmheofferedittotheslenderlittlegirl。
  Whilethecoupleswerearrangingthemselvesandthemusicianstuningup,Pierresatdownwithhislittlepartner。Natashawasperfectlyhappy;shewasdancingwithagrown—upman,whohadbeenabroad。Shewassittinginaconspicuousplaceandtalkingtohimlikeagrown—uplady。Shehadafaninherhandthatoneoftheladieshadgivenhertohold。Assumingquitetheposeofasocietywomanheavenknowswhenandwhereshehadlearneditshetalkedwithherpartner,fanningherselfandsmilingoverthefan。
  "Dear,dear!Justlookather!"exclaimedthecountessasshecrossedtheballroom,pointingtoNatasha。
  Natashablushedandlaughed。
  "Well,really,Mamma!Whyshouldyou?Whatistheretobesurprisedat?"
  InthemidstofthethirdecossaisetherewasaclatterofchairsbeingpushedbackinthesittingroomwherethecountandMaryaDmitrievnahadbeenplayingcardswiththemajorityofthemoredistinguishedandoldervisitors。Theynow,stretchingthemselvesaftersittingsolong,andreplacingtheirpursesandpocketbooks,enteredtheballroom。FirstcameMaryaDmitrievnaandthecount,bothwithmerrycountenances。Thecount,withplayfulceremonysomewhatinballetstyle,offeredhisbentarmtoMaryaDmitrievna。Hedrewhimselfup,asmileofdebonairgallantrylituphisfaceandassoonasthelastfigureoftheecossaisewasended,heclappedhishandstothemusiciansandshouteduptotheirgallery,addressingthefirstviolin:
  "Semen!DoyouknowtheDanielCooper?"
  Thiswasthecount’sfavoritedance,whichhehaddancedinhisyouth。Strictlyspeaking,DanielCooperwasonefigureoftheanglaise。
  "LookatPapa!"shoutedNatashatothewholecompany,andquiteforgettingthatshewasdancingwithagrown—uppartnershebenthercurlyheadtoherkneesandmadethewholeroomringwithherlaughter。
  Andindeedeverybodyintheroomlookedwithasmileofpleasureatthejovialoldgentleman,whostandingbesidehistallandstoutpartner,MaryaDmitrievna,curvedhisarms,beattime,straightenedhisshoulders,turnedouthistoes,tappedgentlywithhisfoot,and,byasmilethatbroadenedhisroundfacemoreandmore,preparedtheonlookersforwhatwastofollow。AssoonastheprovocativelygaystrainsofDanielCoopersomewhatresemblingthoseofamerrypeasantdancebegantosound,allthedoorwaysoftheballroomweresuddenlyfilledbythedomesticserfs—themenononesideandthewomenontheother—whowithbeamingfaceshadcometoseetheirmastermakingmerry。
  "Justlookatthemaster!Aregulareagleheis!"loudlyremarkedthenurse,asshestoodinoneofthedoorways。
  Thecountdancedwellandknewit。Buthispartnercouldnotanddidnotwanttodancewell。Herenormousfigurestooderect,herpowerfularmshangingdownshehadhandedherreticuletothecountess,andonlyhersternbuthandsomefacereallyjoinedinthedance。Whatwasexpressedbythewholeofthecount’splumpfigure,inMaryaDmitrievnafoundexpressiononlyinhermoreandmorebeamingfaceandquiveringnose。Butifthecount,gettingmoreandmoreintotheswingofit,charmedthespectatorsbytheunexpectednessofhisadroitmaneuversandtheagilitywithwhichhecaperedaboutonhislightfeet,MaryaDmitrievnaproducednolessimpressionbyslightexertions—theleastefforttomovehershouldersorbendherarmswhenturning,orstampherfoot—whicheveryoneappreciatedinviewofhersizeandhabitualseverity。Thedancegrewlivelierandlivelier。Theothercouplescouldnotattractamoment’sattentiontotheirownevolutionsanddidnoteventrytodoso。AllwerewatchingthecountandMaryaDmitrievna。Natashakeptpullingeveryonebysleeveordress,urgingthemto"lookatPapa!"thoughasitwastheynevertooktheireyesoffthecouple。Intheintervalsofthedancethecount,breathingdeeply,wavedandshoutedtothemusicianstoplayfaster。Faster,faster,andfaster;lightly,morelightly,andyetmorelightlywhirledthecount,flyingroundMaryaDmitrievna,nowonhistoes,nowonhisheels;until,turninghispartnerroundtoherseat,heexecutedthefinalpas,raisinghissoftfootbackwards,bowinghisperspiringhead,smilingandmakingawidesweepwithhisarm,amidathunderofapplauseandlaughterledbyNatasha。Bothpartnersstoodstill,breathingheavilyandwipingtheirfaceswiththeircambrichandkerchiefs。
  "That’showweusedtodanceinourtime,machere,"saidthecount。
  "ThatwasaDanielCooper!"exclaimedMaryaDmitrievna,tuckinguphersleevesandpuffingheavily。
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  CHAPTERXXI
  WhileintheRostovs’ballroomthesixthanglaisewasbeingdanced,toatuneinwhichthewearymusiciansblundered,andwhiletiredfootmenandcooksweregettingthesupper,CountBezukhovhadasixthstroke。Thedoctorspronouncedrecoveryimpossible。Afteramuteconfession,communionwasadministeredtothedyingman,preparationsmadeforthesacramentofunction,andinhishousetherewasthebustleandthrillofsuspenseusualatsuchmoments。Outsidethehouse,beyondthegates,agroupofundertakers,whohidwheneveracarriagedroveup,waitedinexpectationofanimportantorderforanexpensivefuneral。TheMilitaryGovernorofMoscow,whohadbeenassiduousinsendingaides—de—camptoinquireafterthecount’shealth,camehimselfthateveningtobidalastfarewelltothecelebratedgrandeeofCatherine’scourt,CountBezukhov。
  Themagnificentreceptionroomwascrowded。EveryonestooduprespectfullywhentheMilitaryGovernor,havingstayedabouthalfanhouralonewiththedyingman,passedout,slightlyacknowledgingtheirbowsandtryingtoescapeasquicklyasfromtheglancesfixedonhimbythedoctors,clergy,andrelativesofthefamily。PrinceVasili,whohadgrownthinnerandpalerduringthelastfewdays,escortedhimtothedoor,repeatingsomethingtohimseveraltimesinlowtones。
  WhentheMilitaryGovernorhadgone,PrinceVasilisatdownallaloneonachairintheballroom,crossingoneleghighovertheother,leaninghiselbowonhiskneeandcoveringhisfacewithhishand。Aftersittingsoforawhileherose,and,lookingabouthimwithfrightenedeyes,wentwithunusuallyhurriedstepsdownthelongcorridorleadingtothebackofthehouse,totheroomoftheeldestprincess。
  Thosewhowereinthedimlylitreceptionroomspokeinnervouswhispers,and,wheneveranyonewentintoorcamefromthedyingman’sroom,grewsilentandgazedwitheyesfullofcuriosityorexpectancyathisdoor,whichcreakedslightlywhenopened。
  "Thelimitsofhumanlife……arefixedandmaynotbeo’erpassed,"
  saidanoldpriesttoaladywhohadtakenaseatbesidehimandwaslisteningnaivelytohiswords。
  "Iwonder,isitnottoolatetoadministerunction?"askedthelady,addingthepriest’sclericaltitle,asifshehadnoopinionofherownonthesubject。
  "Ah,madam,itisagreatsacrament,"repliedthepriest,passinghishandoverthethingrizzledstrandsofhaircombedbackacrosshisbaldhead。
  "Whowasthat?TheMilitaryGovernorhimself?"wasbeingaskedattheothersideoftheroom。"Howyoung—lookingheis!"
  "Yes,andheisoversixty。Ihearthecountnolongerrecognizesanyone。Theywishedtoadministerthesacramentofunction。"
  "Iknewsomeonewhoreceivedthatsacramentseventimes。"
  ThesecondprincesshadjustcomefromthesickroomwithhereyesredfromweepingandsatdownbesideDr。Lorrain,whowassittinginagracefulposeunderaportraitofCatherine,leaninghiselbowonatable。
  "Beautiful,"saidthedoctorinanswertoaremarkabouttheweather。"Theweatherisbeautiful,Princess;andbesides,inMoscowonefeelsasifonewereinthecountry。"
  "Yes,indeed,"repliedtheprincesswithasigh。"Sohemayhavesomethingtodrink?"
  Lorrainconsidered。
  "Hashetakenhismedicine?"
  "Yes。"
  Thedoctorglancedathiswatch。
  "Takeaglassofboiledwaterandputapinchofcreamoftartar,"
  andheindicatedwithhisdelicatefingerswhathemeantbyapinch。
  "Derehasnefferbeenagase,"aGermandoctorwassayingtoanaide—de—camp,"datoneliffsafterdesirdstroke。"
  "Andwhatawell—preservedmanhewas!"remarkedtheaide—de—camp。
  "Andwhowillinherithiswealth?"headdedinawhisper。
  "Itvon’tgobegging,"repliedtheGermanwithasmile。
  Everyoneagainlookedtowardthedoor,whichcreakedasthesecondprincesswentinwiththedrinkshehadpreparedaccordingtoLorrain’sinstructions。TheGermandoctorwentuptoLorrain。
  "Doyouthinkhecanlasttillmorning?"askedtheGerman,addressingLorraininFrenchwhichhepronouncedbadly。
  Lorrain,pursinguphislips,wavedaseverelynegativefingerbeforehisnose。
  "Tonight,notlater,"saidheinalowvoice,andhemovedawaywithadecoroussmileofself—satisfactionatbeingableclearlytounderstandandstatethepatient’scondition。
  MeanwhilePrinceVasilihadopenedthedoorintotheprincess’room。
  Inthisroomitwasalmostdark;onlytwotinylampswereburningbeforetheiconsandtherewasapleasantscentofflowersandburntpastilles。Theroomwascrowdedwithsmallpiecesoffurniture,whatnots,cupboards,andlittletables。Thequiltofahigh,whitefeatherbedwasjustvisiblebehindascreen。Asmalldogbegantobark。
  "Ah,isityou,cousin?"
  Sheroseandsmoothedherhair,whichwasasusualsoextremelysmooththatitseemedtobemadeofonepiecewithherheadandcoveredwithvarnish。
  "Hasanythinghappened?"sheasked。"Iamsoterrified。"
  "No,thereisnochange。Ionlycametohaveatalkaboutbusiness,Catiche,"*mutteredtheprince,seatinghimselfwearilyonthechairshehadjustvacated。"Youhavemadetheplacewarm,I
  mustsay,"heremarked。"Well,sitdown:let’shaveatalk。"
  *Catherine。
  "Ithoughtperhapssomethinghadhappened,"shesaidwithherunchangingstonilysevereexpression;and,sittingdownoppositetheprince,shepreparedtolisten。
  "Iwishedtogetanap,moncousin,butIcan’t。"
  "Well,mydear?"saidPrinceVasili,takingherhandandbendingitdownwardsaswashishabit。
  Itwasplainthatthis"well?"referredtomuchthattheybothunderstoodwithoutnaming。
  Theprincess,whohadastraight,rigidbody,abnormallylongforherlegs,lookeddirectlyatPrinceVasiliwithnosignofemotioninherprominentgrayeyes。Thensheshookherheadandglancedupattheiconswithasigh。Thismighthavebeentakenasanexpressionofsorrowanddevotion,orofwearinessandhopeofrestingbeforelong。PrinceVasiliunderstooditasanexpressionofweariness。
  "AndI?"hesaid;"doyouthinkitiseasierforme?Iamaswornoutasaposthorse,butstillImusthaveatalkwithyou,Catiche,averyserioustalk。"
  PrinceVasilisaidnomoreandhischeeksbegantotwitchnervously,nowononeside,nowontheother,givinghisfaceanunpleasantexpressionwhichwasnevertobeseenonitinadrawingroom。Hiseyestooseemedstrange;atonemomenttheylookedimpudentlyslyandatthenextglancedroundinalarm。
  Theprincess,holdingherlittledogonherlapwithherthinbonyhands,lookedattentivelyintoPrinceVasili’seyesevidentlyresolvednottobethefirsttobreaksilence,ifshehadtowaittillmorning。
  "Well,yousee,mydearprincessandcousin,CatherineSemenovna,"
  continuedPrinceVasili,returningtohistheme,apparentlynotwithoutaninnerstruggle;"atsuchamomentasthisonemustthinkofeverything。Onemustthinkofthefuture,ofallofyou……Iloveyouall,likechildrenofmyown,asyouknow。"
  Theprincesscontinuedtolookathimwithoutmoving,andwiththesamedullexpression。
  "Andthenofcoursemyfamilyhasalsotobeconsidered,"PrinceVasiliwenton,testilypushingawayalittletablewithoutlookingather。"Youknow,Catiche,thatwe—youthreesisters,Mamontov,andmywife—arethecount’sonlydirectheirs。Iknow,Iknowhowharditisforyoutotalkorthinkofsuchmatters。Itisnoeasierforme;
  but,mydear,Iamgettingonforsixtyandmustbepreparedforanything。DoyouknowIhavesentforPierre?Thecount,"pointingtohisportrait,"definitelydemandedthatheshouldbecalled。"
  PrinceVasililookedquestioninglyattheprincess,butcouldnotmakeoutwhethershewasconsideringwhathehadjustsaidorwhethershewassimplylookingathim。
  "ThereisonethingIconstantlyprayGodtogrant,moncousin,"shereplied,"anditisthatHewouldbemercifultohimandwouldallowhisnoblesoulpeacefullytoleavethis……"
  "Yes,yes,ofcourse,"interruptedPrinceVasiliimpatiently,rubbinghisbaldheadandangrilypullingbacktowardhimthelittletablethathehadpushedaway。"But……inshort,thefactis……youknowyourselfthatlastwinterthecountmadeawillbywhichheleftallhisproperty,nottoushisdirectheirs,buttoPierre。"
  "Hehasmadewillsenough!"quietlyremarkedtheprincess。"ButhecannotleavetheestatetoPierre。Pierreisillegitimate。"
  "But,mydear,"saidPrinceVasilisuddenly,clutchingthelittletableandbecomingmoreanimatedandtalkingmorerapidly:"whatifaletterhasbeenwrittentotheEmperorinwhichthecountasksforPierre’slegitimation?Doyouunderstandthatinconsiderationofthecount’sservices,hisrequestwouldbegranted?……"
  Theprincesssmiledaspeopledowhothinktheyknowmoreaboutthesubjectunderdiscussionthanthosetheyaretalkingwith。
  "Icantellyoumore,"continuedPrinceVasili,seizingherhand,"thatletterwaswritten,thoughitwasnotsent,andtheEmperorknewofit。Theonlyquestionis,hasitbeendestroyedornot?Ifnot,thenassoonasallisover,"andPrinceVasilisighedtointimatewhathemeantbythewordsallisover,"andthecount’spapersareopened,thewillandletterwillbedeliveredtotheEmperor,andthepetitionwillcertainlybegranted。Pierrewillgeteverythingasthelegitimateson。"
  "Andourshare?"askedtheprincesssmilingironically,asifanythingmighthappen,onlynotthat。
  "But,mypoorCatiche,itisasclearasdaylight!Hewillthenbethelegalheirtoeverythingandyouwon’tgetanything。Youmustknow,mydear,whetherthewillandletterwerewritten,andwhethertheyhavebeendestroyedornot。Andiftheyhavesomehowbeenoverlooked,yououghttoknowwheretheyare,andmustfindthem,because……"
  "Whatnext?"theprincessinterrupted,smilingsardonicallyandnotchangingtheexpressionofhereyes。"Iamawoman,andyouthinkweareallstupid;butIknowthis:anillegitimatesoncannotinherit……unbatard!"*sheadded,asifsupposingthatthistranslationofthewordwouldeffectivelyprovetoPrinceVasilitheinvalidityofhiscontention。
  *Abastard。
  "Well,really,Catiche!Can’tyouunderstand!Youaresointelligent,howisityoudon’tseethatifthecounthaswrittenalettertotheEmperorbegginghimtorecognizePierreaslegitimate,itfollowsthatPierrewillnotbePierrebutwillbecomeCountBezukhov,andwilltheninheriteverythingunderthewill?Andifthewillandletterarenotdestroyed,thenyouwillhavenothingbuttheconsolationofhavingbeendutifulettoutcequis’ensuit!*
  That’scertain。"
  *Andallthatfollowstherefrom。
  "Iknowthewillwasmade,butIalsoknowthatitisinvalid;andyou,moncousin,seemtoconsidermeaperfectfool,"saidtheprincesswiththeexpressionwomenassumewhentheysupposetheyaresayingsomethingwittyandstinging。
  "MydearPrincessCatherineSemenovna,"beganPrinceVasiliimpatiently,"Icameherenottowranglewithyou,buttotalkaboutyourinterestsaswithakinswoman,agood,kind,truerelation。AndI
  tellyouforthetenthtimethatifthelettertotheEmperorandthewillinPierre’sfavorareamongthecount’spapers,then,mydeargirl,youandyoursistersarenotheiresses!Ifyoudon’tbelieveme,thenbelieveanexpert。IhavejustbeentalkingtoDmitriOnufrich"
  thefamilysolicitor"andhesaysthesame。"
  Atthisasuddenchangeevidentlytookplaceintheprincess’ideas;
  herthinlipsgrewwhite,thoughhereyesdidnotchange,andhervoicewhenshebegantospeakpassedthroughsuchtransitionsassheherselfevidentlydidnotexpect。
  "Thatwouldbeafinething!"saidshe。"IneverwantedanythingandIdon’tnow。"
  Shepushedthelittledogoffherlapandsmoothedherdress。
  "Andthisisgratitude—thisisrecognitionforthosewhohavesacrificedeverythingforhissake!"shecried。"It’ssplendid!
  Fine!Idon’twantanything,Prince。"
  "Yes,butyouarenottheonlyone。Thereareyoursisters……"
  repliedPrinceVasili。
  Buttheprincessdidnotlistentohim。
  "Yes,Iknewitlongagobuthadforgotten。IknewthatIcouldexpectnothingbutmeanness,deceit,envy,intrigue,andingratitude—theblackestingratitude—inthishouse……"
  "Doyouordoyounotknowwherethatwillis?"insistedPrinceVasili,hischeekstwitchingmorethanever。
  "Yes,Iwasafool!Istillbelievedinpeople,lovedthem,andsacrificedmyself。Butonlythebase,thevilesucceed!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing!"
  Theprinceeswishedtorise,buttheprinceheldherbythehand。
  Shehadtheairofonewhohassuddenlylostfaithinthewholehumanrace。Shegavehercompanionanangryglance。
  "Thereisstilltime,mydear。Youmustremember,Catiche,thatitwasalldonecasuallyinamomentofanger,ofillness,andwasafterwardsforgotten。Ourduty,mydear,istorectifyhismistake,toeasehislastmomentsbynotlettinghimcommitthisinjustice,andnottolethimdiefeelingthatheisrenderingunhappythosewho……"
  "Whosacrificedeverythingforhim,"chimedintheprincess,whowouldagainhaverisenhadnottheprincestillheldherfast,"thoughhenevercouldappreciateit。No,moncousin,"sheaddedwithasigh,"Ishallalwaysrememberthatinthisworldonemustexpectnoreward,thatinthisworldthereisneitherhonornorjustice。Inthisworldonehastobecunningandcruel。"
  "Nowcome,come!Bereasonable。Iknowyourexcellentheart。"
  "No,Ihaveawickedheart。"
  "Iknowyourheart,"repeatedtheprince。"Ivalueyourfriendshipandwishyoutohaveasgoodanopinionofme。Don’tupsetyourself,andletustalksensiblywhilethereisstilltime,beitadayorbeitbutanhour……Tellmeallyouknowaboutthewill,andaboveallwhereitis。Youmustknow。Wewilltakeitatonceandshowittothecount。Hehas,nodoubt,forgottenitandwillwishtodestroyit。
  Youunderstandthatmysoledesireisconscientiouslytocarryouthiswishes;thatismyonlyreasonforbeinghere。Icamesimplytohelphimandyou。"
  "NowIseeitall!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing—Iknow!"criedtheprincess。
  "That’snotthepoint,mydear。"
  "It’sthatprotegeofyours,thatsweetPrincessDrubetskaya,thatAnnaMikhaylovnawhomIwouldnottakeforahousemaid……theinfamous,vilewoman!"
  "Donotletusloseanytime……"
  "Ah,don’ttalktome!Lastwintershewheedledherselfinhereandtoldthecountsuchvile,disgracefulthingsaboutus,especiallyaboutSophie—Ican’trepeatthem—thatitmadethecountquiteillandhewouldnotseeusforawholefortnight。Iknowitwasthenhewrotethisvile,infamouspaper,butIthoughtthethingwasinvalid。"
  "We’vegottoitatlast—whydidyounottellmeaboutitsooner?"
  "It’sintheinlaidportfoliothathekeepsunderhispillow,"
  saidtheprincess,ignoringhisquestion。"NowIknow!Yes;ifI
  haveasin,agreatsin,itishatredofthatvilewoman!"almostshriekedtheprincess,nowquitechanged。"Andwhatdoesshecomewormingherselfinherefor?ButIwillgiveherapieceofmymind。
  Thetimewillcome!"
  BK1CH22
  CHAPTERXXII
  Whiletheseconversationsweregoingoninthereceptionroomandtheprincess’room,acarriagecontainingPierrewhohadbeensentforandAnnaMikhaylovnawhofounditnecessarytoaccompanyhim
  wasdrivingintothecourtofCountBezukhov’shouse。Asthewheelsrolledsoftlyoverthestrawbeneaththewindows,AnnaMikhaylovna,havingturnedwithwordsofcomforttohercompanion,realizedthathewasasleepinhiscornerandwokehimup。Rousinghimself,PierrefollowedAnnaMikhaylovnaoutofthecarriage,andonlythenbegantothinkoftheinterviewwithhisdyingfatherwhichawaitedhim。
  Henoticedthattheyhadnotcometothefrontentrancebuttothebackdoor。Whilehewasgettingdownfromthecarriagestepstwomen,wholookedliketradespeople,ranhurriedlyfromtheentranceandhidintheshadowofthewall。Pausingforamoment,Pierrenoticedseveralothermenofthesamekindhidingintheshadowofthehouseonbothsides。ButneitherAnnaMikhaylovnanorthefootmannorthecoachman,whocouldnothelpseeingthesepeople,tookanynoticeofthem。"Itseemstobeallright,"Pierreconcluded,andfollowedAnnaMikhaylovna。Shehurriedlyascendedthenarrowdimlylitstonestaircase,callingtoPierre,whowaslaggingbehind,tofollow。
  Thoughhedidnotseewhyitwasnecessaryforhimtogotothecountatall,stilllesswhyhehadtogobythebackstairs,yetjudgingbyAnnaMikhaylovna’sairofassuranceandhaste,Pierreconcludedthatitwasallabsolutelynecessary。Halfwayupthestairstheywerealmostknockedoverbysomemenwho,carryingpails,camerunningdownstairs,theirbootsclattering。ThesemenpressedclosetothewalltoletPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnapassanddidnotevincetheleastsurpriseatseeingthemthere。
  "Isthisthewaytotheprincesses’apartments?"askedAnnaMikhaylovnaofoneofthem。
  "Yes,"repliedafootmaninaboldloudvoice,asifanythingwerenowpermissible;"thedoortotheleft,ma’am。"
  "Perhapsthecountdidnotaskforme,"saidPierrewhenhereachedthelanding。"I’dbettergotomyownroom。"
  AnnaMikhaylovnapausedandwaitedforhimtocomeup。
  "Ah,myfriend!"shesaid,touchinghisarmasshehaddoneherson’swhenspeakingtohimthatafternoon,"believemeIsuffernolessthanyoudo,butbeaman!"
  "Butreally,hadn’tIbettergoaway?"heasked,lookingkindlyatheroverhisspectacles。
  "Ah,mydearfriend!Forgetthewrongsthatmayhavebeendoneyou。Thinkthatheisyourfather……perhapsintheagonyofdeath。"
  Shesighed。"Ihavelovedyoulikeasonfromthefirst。Trustyourselftome,Pierre。Ishallnotforgetyourinterests。"
  Pierredidnotunderstandaword,buttheconvictionthatallthishadtobegrewstronger,andhemeeklyfollowedAnnaMikhaylovnawhowasalreadyopeningadoor。
  Thisdoorledintoabackanteroom。Anoldman,aservantoftheprincesses,satinacornerknittingastocking。Pierrehadneverbeeninthispartofthehouseanddidnotevenknowoftheexistenceoftheserooms。AnnaMikhaylovna,addressingamaidwhowashurryingpastwithadecanteronatrayas"mydear"and"mysweet,"askedabouttheprincess’healthandthenledPierrealongastonepassage。Thefirstdoorontheleftledintotheprincesses’apartments。Themaidwiththedecanterinherhastehadnotclosedthedooreverythinginthehousewasdoneinhasteatthattime,andPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnainpassinginstinctivelyglancedintotheroom,wherePrinceVasiliandtheeldestprincessweresittingclosetogethertalking。Seeingthempass,PrinceVasilidrewbackwithobviousimpatience,whiletheprincessjumpedupandwithagestureofdesperationslammedthedoorwithallhermight。
  ThisactionwassounlikeherusualcomposureandthefeardepictedonPrinceVasili’sfacesooutofkeepingwithhisdignitythatPierrestoppedandglancedinquiringlyoverhisspectaclesathisguide。AnnaMikhaylovnaevincednosurprise,sheonlysmiledfaintlyandsighed,asiftosaythatthiswasnomorethanshehadexpected。
  "Beaman,myfriend。Iwilllookafteryourinterests,"saidsheinreplytohislook,andwentstillfasteralongthepassage。
  Pierrecouldnotmakeoutwhatitwasallabout,andstilllesswhat"watchingoverhisinterests"meant,buthedecidedthatallthesethingshadtobe。Fromthepassagetheywentintoalarge,dimlylitroomadjoiningthecount’sreceptionroom。ItwasoneofthosesumptuousbutcoldapartmentsknowntoPierreonlyfromthefrontapproach,buteveninthisroomtherenowstoodanemptybath,andwaterhadbeenspilledonthecarpet。Theyweremetbyadeaconwithacenserandbyaservantwhopassedoutontiptoewithoutheedingthem。
  TheywentintothereceptionroomfamiliartoPierre,withtwoItalianwindowsopeningintotheconservatory,withitslargebustandfulllengthportraitofCatherinetheGreat。Thesamepeoplewerestillsittinghereinalmostthesamepositionsasbefore,whisperingtooneanother。Allbecamesilentandturnedtolookatthepaletear—wornAnnaMikhaylovnaassheentered,andatthebigstoutfigureofPierrewho,hanginghishead,meeklyfollowedher。
  AnnaMikhaylovna’sfaceexpressedaconsciousnessthatthedecisivemomenthadarrived。WiththeairofapracticalPetersburgladyshenow,keepingPierreclosebesideher,enteredtheroomevenmoreboldlythanthatafternoon。Shefeltthatasshebroughtwithherthepersonthedyingmanwishedtosee,herownadmissionwasassured。
  Castingarapidglanceatallthoseintheroomandnoticingthecount’sconfessorthere,sheglideduptohimwithasortofamble,notexactlybowingyetseemingtogrowsuddenlysmaller,andrespectfullyreceivedtheblessingfirstofoneandthenofanotherpriest。
  "Godbethankedthatyouareintime,"saidshetooneofthepriests;"allwerelativeshavebeeninsuchanxiety。Thisyoungmanisthecount’sson,"sheaddedmoresoftly。"Whataterriblemoment!"
  Havingsaidthisshewentuptothedoctor。
  "Deardoctor,"saidshe,"thisyoungmanisthecount’sson。Isthereanyhope?"
  Thedoctorcastarapidglanceupwardsandsilentlyshruggedhisshoulders。AnnaMikhaylovnawithjustthesamemovementraisedhershouldersandeyes,almostclosingthelatter,sighed,andmovedawayfromthedoctortoPierre。Tohim,inaparticularlyrespectfulandtenderlysadvoice,shesaid:
  "TrustinHismercy!"andpointingoutasmallsofaforhimtositandwaitforher,shewentsilentlytowardthedoorthateveryonewaswatchinganditcreakedveryslightlyasshedisappearedbehindit。
  Pierre,havingmadeuphismindtoobeyhismonitressimplicitly,movedtowardthesofashehadindicated。AssoonasAnnaMikhaylovnahaddisappearedhenoticedthattheeyesofallintheroomturnedtohimwithsomethingmorethancuriosityandsympathy。Henoticedthattheywhisperedtooneanother,castingsignificantlooksathimwithakindofaweandevenservility。Adeferencesuchashehadneverbeforereceivedwasshownhim。Astrangelady,theonewhohadbeentalkingtothepriests,roseandofferedhimherseat;anaide—de—camppickedupandreturnedaglovePierrehaddropped;thedoctorsbecamerespectfullysilentashepassedby,andmovedtomakewayforhim。AtfirstPierrewishedtotakeanotherseatsoasnottotroublethelady,andalsotopickuptheglovehimselfandtopassroundthedoctorswhowerenoteveninhisway;butallatoncehefeltthatthiswouldnotdo,andthattonighthewasapersonobligedtoperformsomesortofawfulritewhicheveryoneexpectedofhim,andthathewasthereforeboundtoaccepttheirservices。Hetookthegloveinsilencefromtheaide—de—camp,andsatdowninthelady’schair,placinghishugehandssymmetricallyonhiskneesinthenaiveattitudeofanEgyptianstatue,anddecidedinhisownmindthatallwasasitshouldbe,andthatinordernottolosehisheadanddofoolishthingshemustnotactonhisownideastonight,butmustyieldhimselfupentirelytothewillofthosewhowereguidinghim。
  NottwominuteshadpassedbeforePrinceVasiliwithheaderectmajesticallyenteredtheroom。Hewaswearinghislongcoatwiththreestarsonhisbreast。Heseemedtohavegrownthinnersincethemorning;hiseyesseemedlargerthanusualwhenheglancedroundandnoticedPierre。Hewentuptohim,tookhishandathingheneverusedtodo,anddrewitdownwardsasifwishingtoascertainwhetheritwasfirmlyfixedon。
  "Courage,courage,myfriend!Hehasaskedtoseeyou。Thatiswell!"andheturnedtogo。
  ButPierrethoughtitnecessarytoask:"Howis……"andhesitated,notknowingwhetheritwouldbepropertocallthedyingman"thecount,"yetashamedtocallhim"father。"
  "Hehadanotherstrokeabouthalfanhourago。Courage,myfriend……"
  Pierre’smindwasinsuchaconfusedstatethattheword"stroke"
  suggestedtohimablowfromsomething。HelookedatPrinceVasiliinperplexity,andonlylatergraspedthatastrokewasanattackofillness。PrinceVasilisaidsomethingtoLorraininpassingandwentthroughthedoorontiptoe。Hecouldnotwalkwellontiptoeandhiswholebodyjerkedateachstep。Theeldestprincessfollowedhim,andthepriestsanddeaconsandsomeservantsalsowentinatthedoor。Throughthatdoorwasheardanoiseofthingsbeingmovedabout,andatlastAnnaMikhaylovna,stillwiththesameexpression,palebutresoluteinthedischargeofduty,ranoutandtouchingPierrelightlyonthearmsaid:
  "Thedivinemercyisinexhaustible!Unctionisabouttobeadministered。Come。"
  Pierrewentinatthedoor,steppingonthesoftcarpet,andnoticedthatthestrangelady,theaide—de—camp,andsomeoftheservants,allfollowedhimin,asiftherewerenownofurtherneedforpermissiontoenterthatroom。