"ButIjustwishtosay,toavoidmisunderstandings,thatyouarequitemistakenifyoureckonmeormymotheramongsuchpeople。Weareverypoor,butformyownpartatanyrate,fortheveryreasonthatyourfatherisrich,Idon’tregardmyselfasarelationofhis,andneitherInormymotherwouldeveraskortakeanythingfromhim。"
ForalongtimePierrecouldnotunderstand,butwhenhedid,hejumpedupfromthesofa,seizedBorisundertheelbowinhisquick,clumsyway,and,blushingfarmorethanBoris,begantospeakwithafeelingofmingledshameandvexation。
"Well,thisisstrange!DoyousupposeI……whocouldthink?……I
knowverywell……"
ButBorisagaininterruptedhim。
"IamgladIhavespokenoutfully。Perhapsyoudidnotlikeit?Youmustexcuseme,"saidhe,puttingPierreateaseinsteadofbeingputateasebyhim,"butIhopeIhavenotoffendedyou。Ialwaysmakeitaruletospeakout……Well,whatansweramItotake?WillyoucometodinnerattheRostovs’?"
AndBoris,havingapparentlyrelievedhimselfofanonerousdutyandextricatedhimselffromanawkwardsituationandplacedanotherinit,becamequitepleasantagain。
"No,butIsay,"saidPierre,calmingdown,"youareawonderfulfellow!Whatyouhavejustsaidisgood,verygood。Ofcourseyoudon’tknowme。Wehavenotmetforsuchalongtime……notsincewewerechildren。YoumightthinkthatI……Iunderstand,quiteunderstand。Icouldnothavedoneitmyself,Ishouldnothavehadthecourage,butit’ssplendid。Iamverygladtohavemadeyouracquaintance。It’squeer,"headdedafterapause,"thatyoushouldhavesuspectedme!"Hebegantolaugh。"Well,whatofit!Ihopewe’llgetbetteracquainted,"andhepressedBoris’hand。"Doyouknow,I
havenotoncebeenintoseethecount。Hehasnotsentforme……I
amsorryforhimasaman,butwhatcanonedo?"
"AndsoyouthinkNapoleonwillmanagetogetanarmyacross?"askedBoriswithasmile。
PierresawthatBoriswishedtochangethesubject,andbeingofthesamemindhebeganexplainingtheadvantagesanddisadvantagesoftheBoulogneexpedition。
AfootmancameintosummonBoris—theprincesswasgoing。Pierre,inordertomakeBoris’betteracquaintance,promisedtocometodinner,andwarmlypressinghishandlookedaffectionatelyoverhisspectaclesintoBoris’eyes。AfterhehadgonePierrecontinuedpacingupanddowntheroomforalongtime,nolongerpiercinganimaginaryfoewithhisimaginarysword,butsmilingattheremembranceofthatpleasant,intelligent,andresoluteyoungman。
Asoftenhappensinearlyyouth,especiallytoonewholeadsalonelylife,hefeltanunaccountabletendernessforthisyoungmanandmadeuphismindthattheywouldbefriends。
PrinceVasilisawtheprincessoff。Sheheldahandkerchieftohereyesandherfacewastearful。
"Itisdreadful,dreadful!"shewassaying,"butcostmewhatitmayIshalldomyduty。Iwillcomeandspendthenight。Hemustnotbeleftlikethis。Everymomentisprecious。Ican’tthinkwhyhisniecesputitoff。PerhapsGodwillhelpmetofindawaytopreparehim!……Adieu,Prince!MayGodsupportyou……"
"Adieu,mabonne,"answeredPrinceVasiliturningawayfromher。
"Oh,heisinadreadfulstate,"saidthemothertohersonwhentheywereinthecarriage。"Hehardlyrecognizesanybody。"
"Idon’tunderstand,Mamma—whatishisattitudetoPierre?"askedtheson。
"Thewillwillshowthat,mydear;ourfatealsodependsonit。"
"Butwhydoyouexpectthathewillleaveusanything?"
"Ah,mydear!Heissorich,andwearesopoor!"
"Well,thatishardlyasufficientreason,Mamma……"
"Oh,Heaven!Howillheis!"exclaimedthemother。
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AfterAnnaMikhaylovnahaddrivenoffwithhersontovisitCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov,CountessRostovasatforalongtimeallaloneapplyingherhandkerchieftohereyes。Atlastsherang。
"Whatisthematterwithyou,mydear?"shesaidcrosslytothemaidwhokeptherwaitingsomeminutes。"Don’tyouwishtoserveme?ThenI’llfindyouanotherplace。"
Thecountesswasupsetbyherfriend’ssorrowandhumiliatingpoverty,andwasthereforeoutofsorts,astateofmindwhichwithheralwaysfoundexpressionincallinghermaid"mydear"andspeakingtoherwithexaggeratedpoliteness。
"Iamverysorry,ma’am,"answeredthemaid。
"Askthecounttocometome。"
Thecountcamewaddlingintoseehiswifewitharatherguiltylookasusual。
"Well,littlecountess?Whatasauteofgameaumaderewearetohave,mydear!Itastedit。ThethousandrublesIpaidforTaraswerenotill—spent。Heisworthit!"
Hesatdownbyhiswife,hiselbowsonhiskneesandhishandsrufflinghisgrayhair。
"Whatareyourcommands,littlecountess?"
"Yousee,mydear……What’sthatmess?"shesaid,pointingtohiswaistcoat。"It’s,thesaute,mostlikely,"sheaddedwithasmile。
"Well,yousee,Count,Iwantsomemoney。"
Herfacebecamesad。
"Oh,littlecountess!"……andthecountbeganbustlingtogetouthispocketbook。
"Iwantagreatdeal,Count!Iwantfivehundredrubles,"andtakingouthercambrichandkerchiefshebeganwipingherhusband’swaistcoat。
"Yes,immediately,immediately!Hey,who’sthere?"hecalledoutinatoneonlyusedbypersonswhoarecertainthatthosetheycallwillrushtoobeythesummons。"SendDmitritome!"
Dmitri,amanofgoodfamilywhohadbeenbroughtupinthecount’shouseandnowmanagedallhisaffairs,steppedsoftlyintotheroom。
"ThisiswhatIwant,mydearfellow,"saidthecounttothedeferentialyoungmanwhohadentered。"Bringme……"hereflectedamoment,"yes,bringmesevenhundredrubles,yes!Butmind,don’tbringmesuchtatteredanddirtynotesaslasttime,butnicecleanonesforthecountess。"
"Yes,Dmitri,cleanones,please,"saidthecountess,sighingdeeply。
"Whenwouldyoulikethem,yourexcellency?"askedDmitri。"Allowmetoinformyou……But,don’tbeuneasy,"headded,noticingthatthecountwasbeginningtobreatheheavilyandquicklywhichwasalwaysasignofapproachinganger。"Iwasforgetting……Doyouwishitbroughtatonce?"
"Yes,yes;justso!Bringit。Giveittothecountess。"
"WhatatreasurethatDmitriis,"addedthecountwithasmilewhentheyoungmanhaddeparted。"Thereisneverany’impossible’withhim。That’sathingIhate!Everythingispossible。"
"Ah,money,Count,money!Howmuchsorrowitcausesintheworld,"
saidthecountess。"ButIamingreatneedofthissum。"
"You,mylittlecountess,areanotoriousspendthrift,"saidthecount,andhavingkissedhiswife’shandhewentbacktohisstudy。
WhenAnnaMikhaylovnareturnedfromCountBezukhov’sthemoney,allincleannotes,waslyingreadyunderahandkerchiefonthecountess’littletable,andAnnaMikhaylovnanoticedthatsomethingwasagitatingher。
"Well,mydear?"askedthecountess。
"Oh,whataterriblestateheisin!Onewouldnotknowhim,heissoill!Iwasonlythereafewmomentsandhardlysaidaword……"
"Annette,forheaven’ssakedon’trefuseme,"thecountessbegan,withablushthatlookedverystrangeonherthin,dignified,elderlyface,andshetookthemoneyfromunderthehandkerchief。
AnnaMikhaylovnainstantlyguessedherintentionandstoopedtobereadytoembracethecountessattheappropriatemoment。
"ThisisforBorisfromme,forhisoutfit。"
AnnaMikhaylovnawasalreadyembracingherandweeping。Thecountesswepttoo。Theyweptbecausetheywerefriends,andbecausetheywerekindhearted,andbecausethey—friendsfromchildhood—hadtothinkaboutsuchabasethingasmoney,andbecausetheiryouthwasover……
Butthosetearswerepleasanttothemboth。
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CountessRostova,withherdaughtersandalargenumberofguests,wasalreadyseatedinthedrawingroom。ThecounttookthegentlemenintohisstudyandshowedthemhischoicecollectionofTurkishpipes。
Fromtimetotimehewentouttoask:"Hasn’tshecomeyet?"TheywereexpectingMaryaDmitrievnaAkhrosimova,knowninsocietyasleterribledragon,aladydistinguishednotforwealthorrank,butforcommonsenseandfrankplainnessofspeech。MaryaDmitrievnawasknowntotheImperialfamilyaswellastoallMoscowandPetersburg,andbothcitieswonderedather,laughedprivatelyatherrudenesses,andtoldgoodstoriesabouther,whilenonethelessallwithoutexceptionrespectedandfearedher。
Inthecount’sroom,whichwasfulloftobaccosmoke,theytalkedofwarthathadbeenannouncedinamanifesto,andabouttherecruiting。Noneofthemhadyetseenthemanifesto,buttheyallknewithadappeared。Thecountsatonthesofabetweentwoguestswhoweresmokingandtalking。Heneithersmokednortalked,butbendinghisheadfirsttoonesideandthentotheotherwatchedthesmokerswithevidentpleasureandlistenedtotheconversationofhistwoneighbors,whomheeggedonagainsteachother。
Oneofthemwasasallow,clean—shavencivilianwithathinandwrinkledface,alreadygrowingold,thoughhewasdressedlikeamostfashionableyoungman。Hesatwithhislegsuponthesofaasifquiteathomeand,havingstuckanambermouthpiecefarintohismouth,wasinhalingthesmokespasmodicallyandscrewinguphiseyes。Thiswasanoldbachelor,Shinshin,acousinofthecountess’,amanwith"asharptongue"astheysaidinMoscowsociety。Heseemedtobecondescendingtohiscompanion。Thelatter,afresh,rosyofficeroftheGuards,irreproachablywashed,brushed,andbuttoned,heldhispipeinthemiddleofhismouthandwithredlipsgentlyinhaledthesmoke,lettingitescapefromhishandsomemouthinrings。ThiswasLieutenantBerg,anofficerintheSemenovregimentwithwhomBoriswastotraveltojointhearmy,andaboutwhomNatashahad,teasedhereldersisterVera,speakingofBergasher"intended。"
Thecountsatbetweenthemandlistenedattentively。Hisfavoriteoccupationwhennotplayingboston,acardgamehewasveryfondof,wasthatoflistener,especiallywhenhesucceededinsettingtwoloquacioustalkersatoneanother。
"Well,then,oldchap,montreshonorableAlphonseKarlovich,"
saidShinshin,laughingironicallyandmixingthemostordinaryRussianexpressionswiththechoicestFrenchphrases—whichwasapeculiarityofhisspeech。"Vouscomptezvousfairedesrentessurl’etat;*youwanttomakesomethingoutofyourcompany?"
*Youexpecttomakeanincomeoutofthegovernment。
"No,PeterNikolaevich;Ionlywanttoshowthatinthecavalrytheadvantagesarefarlessthanintheinfantry。Justconsidermyownpositionnow,PeterNikolaevich……"
Bergalwaysspokequietly,politely,andwithgreatprecision。Hisconversationalwaysrelatedentirelytohimself;hewouldremaincalmandsilentwhenthetalkrelatedtoanytopicthathadnodirectbearingonhimself。Hecouldremainsilentforhourswithoutbeingatallputoutofcountenancehimselformakingothersuncomfortable,butassoonastheconversationconcernedhimselfhewouldbegintotalkcircumstantiallyandwithevidentsatisfaction。
"Considermyposition,PeterNikolaevich。WereIinthecavalryI
shouldgetnotmorethantwohundredrubleseveryfourmonths,evenwiththerankoflieutenant;butasitisIreceivetwohundredandthirty,"saidhe,lookingatShinshinandthecountwithajoyful,pleasantsmile,asifitwereobvioustohimthathissuccessmustalwaysbethechiefdesireofeveryoneelse。
"Besidesthat,PeterNikolaevich,byexchangingintotheGuardsI
shallbeinamoreprominentposition,"continuedBerg,"andvacanciesoccurmuchmorefrequentlyintheFootGuards。Thenjustthinkwhatcanbedonewithtwohundredandthirtyrubles!Ievenmanagetoputalittleasideandtosendsomethingtomyfather,"hewenton,emittingasmokering。
"Labalanceyest……*AGermanknowshowtoskinaflint,astheproverbsays,"remarkedShinshin,movinghispipetotheothersideofhismouthandwinkingatthecount。
*Sothatsquaresmatters。
Thecountburstoutlaughing。TheotherguestsseeingthatShinshinwastalkingcameuptolisten。Berg,obliviousofironyorindifference,continuedtoexplainhowbyexchangingintotheGuardshehadalreadygainedasteponhisoldcomradesoftheCadetCorps;
howinwartimethecompanycommandermightgetkilledandhe,asseniorinthecompany,mighteasilysucceedtothepost;howpopularhewaswitheveryoneintheregiment,andhowsatisfiedhisfatherwaswithhim。Bergevidentlyenjoyednarratingallthis,anddidnotseemtosuspectthatothers,too,mighthavetheirowninterests。
Butallhesaidwassoprettilysedate,andthenaiveteofhisyouthfulegotismwassoobvious,thathedisarmedhishearers。
"Well,myboy,you’llgetalongwhereveryougo—footorhorse—thatI’llwarrant,"saidShinshin,pattinghimontheshoulderandtakinghisfeetoffthesofa。
Bergsmiledjoyously。Thecount,byhisguests,wentintothedrawingroom。
Itwasjustthemomentbeforeabigdinnerwhentheassembledguests,expectingthesummonstozakuska,*avoidengaginginanylongconversationbutthinkitnecessarytomoveaboutandtalk,inordertoshowthattheyarenotatallimpatientfortheirfood。Thehostandhostesslooktowardthedoor,andnowandthenglanceatoneanother,andthevisitorstrytoguessfromtheseglanceswho,orwhat,theyarewaitingfor—someimportantrelationwhohasnotyetarrived,oradishthatisnotyetready。
*Horsd’oeuvres。
Pierrehadcomejustatdinnertimeandwassittingawkwardlyinthemiddleofthedrawingroomonthefirstchairhehadcomeacross,blockingthewayforeveryone。Thecountesstriedtomakehimtalk,buthewentonnaivelylookingaroundthroughhisspectaclesasifinsearchofsomebodyandansweredallherquestionsinmonosyllables。Hewasinthewayandwastheonlyonewhodidnotnoticethefact。Mostoftheguests,knowingoftheaffairwiththebear,lookedwithcuriosityatthisbig,stout,quietman,wonderinghowsuchaclumsy,modestfellowcouldhaveplayedsuchaprankonapoliceman。
"Youhaveonlylatelyarrived?"thecountessaskedhim。
"Oui,madame,"repliedhe,lookingaroundhim。
"Youhavenotyetseenmyhusband?"
"Non,madame。"Hesmiledquiteinappropriately。
"YouhavebeeninParisrecently,Ibelieve?Isupposeit’sveryinteresting。"
"Veryinteresting。"
ThecountessexchangedglanceswithAnnaMikhaylovna。Thelatterunderstoodthatshewasbeingaskedtoentertainthisyoungman,andsittingdownbesidehimshebegantospeakabouthisfather;butheansweredher,ashehadthecountess,onlyinmonosyllables。Theotherguestswereallconversingwithoneanother。"TheRazumovskis……Itwascharming……Youareverykind……CountessApraksina……"washeardonallsides。Thecountessroseandwentintotheballroom。
"MaryaDmitrievna?"camehervoicefromthere。
"Herself,"cametheanswerinaroughvoice,andMaryaDmitrievnaenteredtheroom。
Alltheunmarriedladiesandeventhemarriedonesexcepttheveryoldestrose。MaryaDmitrievnapausedatthedoor。Tallandstout,holdinghighherfifty—year—oldheadwithitsgraycurls,shestoodsurveyingtheguests,andleisurelyarrangedherwidesleevesasifrollingthemup。MaryaDmitrievnaalwaysspokeinRussian。
"Healthandhappinesstoherwhosenamedaywearekeepingandtoherchildren,"shesaid,inherloud,full—tonedvoicewhichdrownedallothers。"Well,youoldsinner,"shewenton,turningtothecountwhowaskissingherhand,"you’refeelingdullinMoscow,I
daresay?Nowheretohuntwithyourdogs?Butwhatistobedone,oldman?Justseehowthesenestlingsaregrowingup,"andshepointedtothegirls。"Youmustlookforhusbandsforthemwhetheryoulikeitornot……"
Well,"saidshe,"how’smyCossack?"MaryaDmitrievnaalwayscalledNatashaaCossackandshestrokedthechild’sarmasshecameupfearlessandgaytokissherhand。"Iknowshe’sascampofagirl,butIlikeher。"
Shetookapairofpear—shapedrubyearringsfromherhugereticuleand,havinggiventhemtotherosyNatasha,whobeamedwiththepleasureofhersaint’s—dayfete,turnedawayatonceandaddressedherselftoPierre。
"Eh,eh,friend!Comehereabit,"saidshe,assumingasofthightoneofvoice。"Comehere,myfriend……"andsheominouslytuckeduphersleevesstillhigher。Pierreapproached,lookingatherinachildlikewaythroughhisspectacles。
"Comenearer,comenearer,friend!Iusedtobetheonlyonetotellyourfatherthetruthwhenhewasinfavor,andinyourcaseit’smyevidentduty。"Shepaused。Allweresilent,expectantofwhatwastofollow,forthiswasdearlyonlyaprelude。
"Afinelad!Myword!Afinelad!……Hisfatherliesonhisdeathbedandheamuseshimselfsettingapolicemanastrideabear!Forshame,sir,forshame!Itwouldbebetterifyouwenttothewar。"
Sheturnedawayandgaveherhandtothecount,whocouldhardlykeepfromlaughing。
"Well,Isupposeitistimewewereattable?"saidMaryaDmitrievna。
ThecountwentinfirstwithMaryaDmitrievna,thecountessfollowedonthearmofacolonelofhussars,amanofimportancetothembecauseNicholaswastogowithhimtotheregiment;thencameAnnaMikhaylovnawithShinshin。BerggavehisarmtoVera。ThesmilingJulieKaraginawentinwithNicholas。Afterthemothercouplesfollowed,fillingthewholedininghall,andlastofallthechildren,tutors,andgovernessesfollowedsingly。Thefootmenbeganmovingabout,chairsscraped,thebandstruckupinthegallery,andtheguestssettleddownintheirplaces。Thenthestrainsofthecount’shouseholdbandwerereplacedbytheclatterofknivesandforks,thevoicesofvisitors,andthesoftstepsofthefootmen。AtoneendofthetablesatthecountesswithMaryaDmitrievnaonherrightandAnnaMikhaylovnaonherleft,theotherladyvisitorswerefartherdown。Attheotherendsatthecount,withthehussarcolonelonhisleftandShinshinandtheothermalevisitorsonhisright。Midwaydownthelongtableononesidesatthegrownupyoungpeople:VerabesideBerg,andPierrebesideBoris;andontheotherside,thechildren,tutors,andgovernesses。Frombehindthecrystaldecantersandfruitvasesthecountkeptglancingathiswifeandhertallcapwithitslight—blueribbons,andbusilyfilledhisneighbors’glasses,notneglectinghisown。Thecountessinturn,withoutomittingherdutiesashostess,threwsignificantglancesfrombehindthepineapplesatherhusbandwhosefaceandbaldheadseemedbytheirrednesstocontrastmorethanusualwithhisgrayhair。Attheladies’
endanevenchatterofvoiceswasheardallthetime,atthemen’sendthevoicessoundedlouderandlouder,especiallythatofthecolonelofhussarswho,growingmoreandmoreflushed,ateanddranksomuchthatthecountheldhimupasapatterntotheotherguests。BergwithtendersmileswassayingtoVerathatloveisnotanearthlybutaheavenlyfeeling。BoriswastellinghisnewfriendPierrewhotheguestswereandexchangingglanceswithNatasha,whowassittingopposite。Pierrespokelittlebutexaminedthenewfaces,andateagreatdeal。Ofthetwosoupshechoseturtlewithsavorypattiesandwentontothegamewithoutomittingasingledishoroneofthewines。Theselatterthebutlerthrustmysteriouslyforward,wrappedinanapkin,frombehindthenextman’sshouldersandwhispered:"DryMadeira"……"Hungarian"……or"Rhinewine"asthecasemightbe。Ofthefourcrystalglassesengravedwiththecount’smonogramthatstoodbeforehisplate,Pierreheldoutoneatrandomanddrankwithenjoyment,gazingwithever—increasingamiabilityattheotherguests。
Natasha,whosatopposite,waslookingatBorisasgirlsofthirteenlookattheboytheyareinlovewithandhavejustkissedforthefirsttime。SometimesthatsamelookfellonPierre,andthatfunnylivelylittlegirl’slookmadehiminclinedtolaughwithoutknowingwhy。
NicholassatatsomedistancefromSonya,besideJulieKaragina,towhomhewasagaintalkingwiththesameinvoluntarysmile。Sonyaworeacompanysmilebutwasevidentlytormentedbyjealousy;nowsheturnedpale,nowblushedandstrainedeverynervetooverhearwhatNicholasandJulieweresayingtooneanother。Thegovernesskeptlookingrounduneasilyasifpreparingtoresentanyslightthatmightbeputuponthechildren。TheGermantutorwastryingtorememberallthedishes,wines,andkindsofdessert,inordertosendafulldescriptionofthedinnertohispeopleinGermany;andhefeltgreatlyoffendedwhenthebutlerwithabottlewrappedinanapkinpassedhimby。Hefrowned,tryingtoappearasifhedidnotwantanyofthatwine,butwasmortifiedbecausenoonewouldunderstandthatitwasnottoquenchhisthirstorfromgreedinessthathewantedit,butsimplyfromaconscientiousdesireforknowledge。
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Atthemen’sendofthetablethetalkgrewmoreandmoreanimated。ThecoloneltoldthemthatthedeclarationofwarhadalreadyappearedinPetersburgandthatacopy,whichhehadhimselfseen,hadthatdaybeenforwardedbycouriertothecommanderinchief。
"AndwhythedeucearewegoingtofightBonaparte?"remarkedShinshin。"HehasstoppedAustria’scackleandIfearitwillbeourturnnext。"
Thecolonelwasastout,tall,plethoricGerman,evidentlydevotedtotheserviceandpatrioticallyRussian。HeresentedShinshin’sremark。
"Itisforthereasson,mygootsir,"saidhe,speakingwithaGermanaccent,"forthereassonzatzeEmperorknowszat。HedeclaresinzemanifesstozathecannotfiewwizindifferencezedangervreateningRussiaandzatzesafetyanddignityofzeEmpireasvellaszesanctityofitsalliances……"hespokethislastwordwithparticularemphasisasifinitlaythegistofthematter。
Thenwiththeunerringofficialmemorythatcharacterizedhimherepeatedfromtheopeningwordsofthemanifesto:……andthewish,whichconstitutestheEmperor’ssoleandabsoluteaim—toestablishpeaceinEuropeonfirmfoundations—hasnowdecidedhimtodespatchpartofthearmyabroadandtocreateanewconditionfortheattainmentofthatpurpose。
"Zat,mydearsir,isvy……"heconcluded,drinkingatumblerofwinewithdignityandlookingtothecountforapproval。
"Connaissez—vousleProverbe:*’Jerome,Jerome,donotroam,butturnspindlesathome!’?"saidShinshin,puckeringhisbrowsandsmiling。"Celanousconvientamerveille。*[2]Suvorovnow—heknewwhathewasabout;yettheybeathimaplatecouture,*[3]andwherearewetofindSuvorovsnow?Jevousdemandeunpeu,"*[4]saidhe,continuallychangingfromFrenchtoRussian。
*Doyouknowtheproverb?
*[2]Thatsuitsusdowntotheground。
*[3]Hollow。
*[4]Ijustaskyouthat。
"Vemustvighttothelasttr—r—opofourplood!"saidthecolonel,thumpingthetable;"andvemusttieforourEmperor,andzenallvillpevell。Andvemustdiscussitaslittleaspo—o—ossible"……
hedweltparticularlyonthewordpossible……"aspo—o—ossible,"heended,againturningtothecount。"Zatishowveoldhussarslookatit,andzere’sanendofit!Andhowdoyou,ayoungmanandayounghussar,howdoyoujudgeofit?"headded,addressingNicholas,whowhenheheardthatthewarwasbeingdiscussedhadturnedfromhispartnerwitheyesandearsintentonthecolonel。
"Iamquiteofyouropinion,"repliedNicholas,flamingup,turninghisplateroundandmovinghiswineglassesaboutwithasmuchdecisionanddesperationasthoughhewereatthatmomentfacingsomegreatdanger。"IamconvincedthatweRussiansmustdieorconquer,"heconcluded,conscious—aswereothers—afterthewordswereutteredthathisremarksweretooenthusiasticandemphaticfortheoccasionandwerethereforeawkward。
"Whatyousaidjustnowwassplendid!"saidhispartnerJulie。
SonyatrembledalloverandblushedtoherearsandbehindthemanddowntoherneckandshoulderswhileNicholaswasspeaking。
Pierrelistenedtothecolonel’sspeechandnoddedapprovingly。
"That’sfine,"saidhe。
"Theyoungman’sarealhussar!"shoutedthecolonel,againthumpingthetable。
"Whatareyoumakingsuchanoiseaboutoverthere?"MaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoicesuddenlyinquiredfromtheotherendofthetable。"Whatareyouthumpingthetablefor?"shedemandedofthehussar,"andwhyareyouexcitingyourself?DoyouthinktheFrencharehere?"
"Iamspeakingzetruce,"repliedthehussarwithasmile。
"It’sallaboutthewar,"thecountshouteddownthetable。"Youknowmyson’sgoing,MaryaDmitrievna?Mysonisgoing。"
"IhavefoursonsinthearmybutstillIdon’tfret。ItisallinGod’shands。YoumaydieinyourbedorGodmayspareyouinabattle,"repliedMaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoice,whicheasilycarriedthewholelengthofthetable。
"That’strue!"
Oncemoretheconversationsconcentrated,theladies’attheoneendandthemen’sattheother。
"Youwon’task,"Natasha’slittlebrotherwassaying;"Iknowyouwon’task!"
"Iwill,"repliedNatasha。
Herfacesuddenlyflushedwithrecklessandjoyousresolution。Shehalfrose,byaglanceinvitingPierre,whosatopposite,tolistentowhatwascoming,andturningtohermother:
"Mamma!"rangouttheclearcontraltonotesofherchildishvoice,audiblethewholelengthofthetable。
"Whatisit?"askedthecountess,startled;butseeingbyherdaughter’sfacethatitwasonlymischief,sheshookafingerathersternlywithathreateningandforbiddingmovementofherhead。
Theconversationwashushed。
"Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?"andNatasha’svoicesoundedstillmorefirmandresolute。
Thecountesstriedtofrown,butcouldnot。MaryaDmitrievnashookherfatfinger。
"Cossack!"shesaidthreateningly。
Mostoftheguests,uncertainhowtoregardthissally,lookedattheelders。
"Youhadbettertakecare!"saidthecountess。
"Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?"Natashaagaincriedboldly,withsaucygaiety,confidentthatherprankwouldbetakeningoodpart。
SonyaandfatlittlePetyadoubledupwithlaughter。
"Yousee!Ihaveasked,"whisperedNatashatoherlittlebrotherandtoPierre,glancingathimagain。
"Icepudding,butyouwon’tgetany,"saidMaryaDmitrievna。
NatashasawtherewasnothingtobeafraidofandsoshebravedevenMaryaDmitrievna。
"MaryaDmitrievna!Whatkindoficepudding?Idon’tlikeicecream。"
"Carrotices。"
"No!Whatkind,MaryaDmitrievna?Whatkind?"shealmostscreamed;
"Iwanttoknow!"
MaryaDmitrievnaandthecountessburstoutlaughing,andalltheguestsjoinedin。Everyonelaughed,notatMaryaDmitrievna’sanswerbutattheincredibleboldnessandsmartnessofthislittlegirlwhohaddaredtotreatMaryaDmitrievnainthisfashion。
Natashaonlydesistedwhenshehadbeentoldthattherewouldbepineappleice。Beforetheices,champagnewasservedround。Thebandagainstruckup,thecountandcountesskissed,andtheguests,leavingtheirseats,wentupto"congratulate"thecountess,andreachedacrossthetabletoclinkglasseswiththecount,withthechildren,andwithoneanother。Againthefootmenrushedabout,chairsscraped,andinthesameorderinwhichtheyhadenteredbutwithredderfaces,theguestsreturnedtothedrawingroomandtothecount’sstudy。
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Thecardtablesweredrawnout,setsmadeupforboston,andthecount’svisitorssettledthemselves,someinthetwodrawingrooms,someinthesittingroom,someinthelibrary。
Thecount,holdinghiscardsfanwise,kepthimselfwithdifficultyfromdroppingintohisusualafter—dinnernap,andlaughedateverything。Theyoungpeople,atthecountess’instigation,gatheredroundtheclavichordandharp。Juliebygeneralrequestplayedfirst。Aftershehadplayedalittleairwithvariationsontheharp,shejoinedtheotheryoungladiesinbeggingNatashaandNicholas,whowerenotedfortheirmusicaltalent,tosingsomething。Natasha,whowastreatedasthoughsheweregrownup,wasevidentlyveryproudofthisbutatthesametimefeltshy。
"Whatshallwesing?"shesaid。
"’TheBrook,’"suggestedNicholas。
"Well,then,let’sbequick。Boris,comehere,"saidNatasha。"ButwhereisSonya?"
Shelookedroundandseeingthatherfriendwasnotintheroomrantolookforher。
RunningintoSonya’sroomandnotfindingherthere,Natasharantothenursery,butSonyawasnotthereeither。Natashaconcludedthatshemustbeonthechestinthepassage。ThechestinthepassagewastheplaceofmourningfortheyoungerfemalegenerationintheRostovhousehold。AndthereinfactwasSonyalyingfacedownwardonNurse’sdirtyfeatherbedonthetopofthechest,crumplinghergauzypinkdressunderher,hidingherfacewithherslenderfingers,andsobbingsoconvulsivelythatherbarelittleshouldersshook。
Natasha’sface,whichhadbeensoradiantlyhappyallthatsaint’sday,suddenlychanged:hereyesbecamefixed,andthenashiverpasseddownherbroadneckandthecornersofhermouthdrooped。
"Sonya!Whatisit?Whatisthematter?……Oo……Oo……Oo……!"AndNatasha’slargemouthwidened,makingherlookquiteugly,andshebegantowaillikeababywithoutknowingwhy,exceptthatSonyawascrying。Sonyatriedtoliftherheadtoanswerbutcouldnot,andhidherfacestilldeeperinthebed。Natashawept,sittingontheblue—stripedfeatherbedandhuggingherfriend。WithaneffortSonyasatupandbeganwipinghereyesandexplaining。
"Nicholasisgoingawayinaweek’stime,his……papers……havecome……hetoldmehimself……butstillIshouldnotcry,"andsheshowedapapersheheldinherhand—withtheversesNicholashadwritten,"still,Ishouldnotcry,butyoucan’t……noonecanunderstand……whatasoulhehas!"
Andshebegantocryagainbecausehehadsuchanoblesoul。
"It’sallverywellforyou……Iamnotenvious……IloveyouandBorisalso,"shewenton,gainingalittlestrength;"heisnice……
therearenodifficultiesinyourway……ButNicholasismycousin……
onewouldhaveto……theMetropolitanhimself……andeventhenitcan’tbedone。Andbesides,ifshetellsMamma"Sonyalookeduponthecountessashermotherandcalledherso"thatIamspoilingNicholas’careerandamheartlessandungrateful,whiletruly……Godismywitness,"andshemadethesignofthecross,"Ilovehersomuch,andallofyou,onlyVera……Andwhatfor?WhathaveIdonetoher?IamsogratefultoyouthatIwouldwillinglysacrificeeverything,onlyIhavenothing……"
Sonyacouldnotcontinue,andagainhidherfaceinherhandsandinthefeatherbed。Natashabeganconsolingher,butherfaceshowedthatsheunderstoodallthegravityofherfriend’strouble。
"Sonya,"shesuddenlyexclaimed,asifshehadguessedthetruereasonofherfriend’ssorrow,"I’msureVerahassaidsomethingtoyousincedinner?Hasn’tshe?"
"Yes,theseversesNicholaswrotehimselfandIcopiedsomeothers,andshefoundthemonmytableandsaidshe’dshowthemtoMamma,andthatIwasungrateful,andthatMammawouldneverallowhimtomarryme,butthathe’llmarryJulie。Youseehowhe’sbeenwithherallday……Natasha,whathaveIdonetodeserveit?……"
Andagainshebegantosob,morebitterlythanbefore。Natashaliftedherup,huggedher,and,smilingthroughhertears,begancomfortingher。
"Sonya,don’tbelieveher,darling!Don’tbelieveher!DoyourememberhowweandNicholas,allthreeofus,talkedinthesittingroomaftersupper?Why,wesettledhoweverythingwastobe。Idon’tquiterememberhow,butdon’tyourememberthatitcouldallbearrangedandhowniceitallwas?There’sUncleShinshin’sbrotherhasmarriedhisfirstcousin。Andweareonlysecondcousins,youknow。
AndBorissaysitisquitepossible。YouknowIhavetoldhimallaboutit。Andheissocleverandsogood!"saidNatasha。"Don’tyoucry,Sonya,dearlove,darlingSonya!"andshekissedherandlaughed。
"Vera’sspiteful;nevermindher!Andallwillcomerightandshewon’tsayanythingtoMamma。Nicholaswilltellherhimself,andhedoesn’tcareatallforJulie。"
Natashakissedheronthehair。
Sonyasatup。Thelittlekittenbrightened,itseyesshone,anditseemedreadytoliftitstail,jumpdownonitssoftpaws,andbeginplayingwiththeballofworstedasakittenshould。
"Doyouthinkso?……Really?Truly?"shesaid,quicklysmoothingherfrockandhair。
"Really,truly!"answeredNatasha,pushinginacrisplockthathadstrayedfromunderherfriend’splaits。
Bothlaughed。
"Well,let’sgoandsing’TheBrook。’"
"Comealong!"
"Doyouknow,thatfatPierrewhosatoppositemeissofunny!"saidNatasha,stoppingsuddenly。"Ifeelsohappy!"
Andshesetoffatarunalongthepassage。
Sonya,shakingoffsomedownwhichclungtoherandtuckingawaytheversesinthebosomofherdressclosetoherbonylittlechest,ranafterNatashadownthepassageintothesittingroomwithflushedfaceandlight,joyoussteps。Atthevisitors’requesttheyoungpeoplesangthequartette,"TheBrook,"withwhicheveryonewasdelighted。
ThenNicholassangasonghehadjustlearned:
Atnighttimeinthemoon’sfairglowHowsweet,asfancieswanderfree,Tofeelthatinthisworldthere’soneWhostillisthinkingbutofthee!
ThatwhileherfingerstouchtheharpWaftingsweetmusicmusicthelea,Itisfortheethusswellsherheart,Sighingitsmessageouttothee……
Adayortwo,thenblissunspoilt,Butoh!tillthenIcannotlive!……
Hehadnotfinishedthelastversebeforetheyoungpeoplebegantogetreadytodanceinthelargehall,andthesoundofthefeetandthecoughingofthemusicianswereheardfromthegallery。
Pierrewassittinginthedrawing—roomwhereShinshinhadengagedhim,asamanrecentlyreturnedfromabroad,inapoliticalconversationinwhichseveralothersjoinedbutwhichboredPierre。
WhenthemusicbeganNatashacameinandwalkingstraightuptoPierresaid,laughingandblushing:
"Mammatoldmetoaskyoutojointhedancers。"
"Iamafraidofmixingthefigures,"Pierrereplied;"butifyouwillbemyteacher……"Andloweringhisbigarmheofferedittotheslenderlittlegirl。
Whilethecoupleswerearrangingthemselvesandthemusicianstuningup,Pierresatdownwithhislittlepartner。Natashawasperfectlyhappy;shewasdancingwithagrown—upman,whohadbeenabroad。Shewassittinginaconspicuousplaceandtalkingtohimlikeagrown—uplady。Shehadafaninherhandthatoneoftheladieshadgivenhertohold。Assumingquitetheposeofasocietywomanheavenknowswhenandwhereshehadlearneditshetalkedwithherpartner,fanningherselfandsmilingoverthefan。
"Dear,dear!Justlookather!"exclaimedthecountessasshecrossedtheballroom,pointingtoNatasha。
Natashablushedandlaughed。
"Well,really,Mamma!Whyshouldyou?Whatistheretobesurprisedat?"
InthemidstofthethirdecossaisetherewasaclatterofchairsbeingpushedbackinthesittingroomwherethecountandMaryaDmitrievnahadbeenplayingcardswiththemajorityofthemoredistinguishedandoldervisitors。Theynow,stretchingthemselvesaftersittingsolong,andreplacingtheirpursesandpocketbooks,enteredtheballroom。FirstcameMaryaDmitrievnaandthecount,bothwithmerrycountenances。Thecount,withplayfulceremonysomewhatinballetstyle,offeredhisbentarmtoMaryaDmitrievna。Hedrewhimselfup,asmileofdebonairgallantrylituphisfaceandassoonasthelastfigureoftheecossaisewasended,heclappedhishandstothemusiciansandshouteduptotheirgallery,addressingthefirstviolin:
"Semen!DoyouknowtheDanielCooper?"
Thiswasthecount’sfavoritedance,whichhehaddancedinhisyouth。Strictlyspeaking,DanielCooperwasonefigureoftheanglaise。
"LookatPapa!"shoutedNatashatothewholecompany,andquiteforgettingthatshewasdancingwithagrown—uppartnershebenthercurlyheadtoherkneesandmadethewholeroomringwithherlaughter。
Andindeedeverybodyintheroomlookedwithasmileofpleasureatthejovialoldgentleman,whostandingbesidehistallandstoutpartner,MaryaDmitrievna,curvedhisarms,beattime,straightenedhisshoulders,turnedouthistoes,tappedgentlywithhisfoot,and,byasmilethatbroadenedhisroundfacemoreandmore,preparedtheonlookersforwhatwastofollow。AssoonastheprovocativelygaystrainsofDanielCoopersomewhatresemblingthoseofamerrypeasantdancebegantosound,allthedoorwaysoftheballroomweresuddenlyfilledbythedomesticserfs—themenononesideandthewomenontheother—whowithbeamingfaceshadcometoseetheirmastermakingmerry。
"Justlookatthemaster!Aregulareagleheis!"loudlyremarkedthenurse,asshestoodinoneofthedoorways。
Thecountdancedwellandknewit。Buthispartnercouldnotanddidnotwanttodancewell。Herenormousfigurestooderect,herpowerfularmshangingdownshehadhandedherreticuletothecountess,andonlyhersternbuthandsomefacereallyjoinedinthedance。Whatwasexpressedbythewholeofthecount’splumpfigure,inMaryaDmitrievnafoundexpressiononlyinhermoreandmorebeamingfaceandquiveringnose。Butifthecount,gettingmoreandmoreintotheswingofit,charmedthespectatorsbytheunexpectednessofhisadroitmaneuversandtheagilitywithwhichhecaperedaboutonhislightfeet,MaryaDmitrievnaproducednolessimpressionbyslightexertions—theleastefforttomovehershouldersorbendherarmswhenturning,orstampherfoot—whicheveryoneappreciatedinviewofhersizeandhabitualseverity。Thedancegrewlivelierandlivelier。Theothercouplescouldnotattractamoment’sattentiontotheirownevolutionsanddidnoteventrytodoso。AllwerewatchingthecountandMaryaDmitrievna。Natashakeptpullingeveryonebysleeveordress,urgingthemto"lookatPapa!"thoughasitwastheynevertooktheireyesoffthecouple。Intheintervalsofthedancethecount,breathingdeeply,wavedandshoutedtothemusicianstoplayfaster。Faster,faster,andfaster;lightly,morelightly,andyetmorelightlywhirledthecount,flyingroundMaryaDmitrievna,nowonhistoes,nowonhisheels;until,turninghispartnerroundtoherseat,heexecutedthefinalpas,raisinghissoftfootbackwards,bowinghisperspiringhead,smilingandmakingawidesweepwithhisarm,amidathunderofapplauseandlaughterledbyNatasha。Bothpartnersstoodstill,breathingheavilyandwipingtheirfaceswiththeircambrichandkerchiefs。
"That’showweusedtodanceinourtime,machere,"saidthecount。
"ThatwasaDanielCooper!"exclaimedMaryaDmitrievna,tuckinguphersleevesandpuffingheavily。
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CHAPTERXXI
WhileintheRostovs’ballroomthesixthanglaisewasbeingdanced,toatuneinwhichthewearymusiciansblundered,andwhiletiredfootmenandcooksweregettingthesupper,CountBezukhovhadasixthstroke。Thedoctorspronouncedrecoveryimpossible。Afteramuteconfession,communionwasadministeredtothedyingman,preparationsmadeforthesacramentofunction,andinhishousetherewasthebustleandthrillofsuspenseusualatsuchmoments。Outsidethehouse,beyondthegates,agroupofundertakers,whohidwheneveracarriagedroveup,waitedinexpectationofanimportantorderforanexpensivefuneral。TheMilitaryGovernorofMoscow,whohadbeenassiduousinsendingaides—de—camptoinquireafterthecount’shealth,camehimselfthateveningtobidalastfarewelltothecelebratedgrandeeofCatherine’scourt,CountBezukhov。
Themagnificentreceptionroomwascrowded。EveryonestooduprespectfullywhentheMilitaryGovernor,havingstayedabouthalfanhouralonewiththedyingman,passedout,slightlyacknowledgingtheirbowsandtryingtoescapeasquicklyasfromtheglancesfixedonhimbythedoctors,clergy,andrelativesofthefamily。PrinceVasili,whohadgrownthinnerandpalerduringthelastfewdays,escortedhimtothedoor,repeatingsomethingtohimseveraltimesinlowtones。
WhentheMilitaryGovernorhadgone,PrinceVasilisatdownallaloneonachairintheballroom,crossingoneleghighovertheother,leaninghiselbowonhiskneeandcoveringhisfacewithhishand。Aftersittingsoforawhileherose,and,lookingabouthimwithfrightenedeyes,wentwithunusuallyhurriedstepsdownthelongcorridorleadingtothebackofthehouse,totheroomoftheeldestprincess。
Thosewhowereinthedimlylitreceptionroomspokeinnervouswhispers,and,wheneveranyonewentintoorcamefromthedyingman’sroom,grewsilentandgazedwitheyesfullofcuriosityorexpectancyathisdoor,whichcreakedslightlywhenopened。
"Thelimitsofhumanlife……arefixedandmaynotbeo’erpassed,"
saidanoldpriesttoaladywhohadtakenaseatbesidehimandwaslisteningnaivelytohiswords。
"Iwonder,isitnottoolatetoadministerunction?"askedthelady,addingthepriest’sclericaltitle,asifshehadnoopinionofherownonthesubject。
"Ah,madam,itisagreatsacrament,"repliedthepriest,passinghishandoverthethingrizzledstrandsofhaircombedbackacrosshisbaldhead。
"Whowasthat?TheMilitaryGovernorhimself?"wasbeingaskedattheothersideoftheroom。"Howyoung—lookingheis!"
"Yes,andheisoversixty。Ihearthecountnolongerrecognizesanyone。Theywishedtoadministerthesacramentofunction。"
"Iknewsomeonewhoreceivedthatsacramentseventimes。"
ThesecondprincesshadjustcomefromthesickroomwithhereyesredfromweepingandsatdownbesideDr。Lorrain,whowassittinginagracefulposeunderaportraitofCatherine,leaninghiselbowonatable。
"Beautiful,"saidthedoctorinanswertoaremarkabouttheweather。"Theweatherisbeautiful,Princess;andbesides,inMoscowonefeelsasifonewereinthecountry。"
"Yes,indeed,"repliedtheprincesswithasigh。"Sohemayhavesomethingtodrink?"
Lorrainconsidered。
"Hashetakenhismedicine?"
"Yes。"
Thedoctorglancedathiswatch。
"Takeaglassofboiledwaterandputapinchofcreamoftartar,"
andheindicatedwithhisdelicatefingerswhathemeantbyapinch。
"Derehasnefferbeenagase,"aGermandoctorwassayingtoanaide—de—camp,"datoneliffsafterdesirdstroke。"
"Andwhatawell—preservedmanhewas!"remarkedtheaide—de—camp。
"Andwhowillinherithiswealth?"headdedinawhisper。
"Itvon’tgobegging,"repliedtheGermanwithasmile。
Everyoneagainlookedtowardthedoor,whichcreakedasthesecondprincesswentinwiththedrinkshehadpreparedaccordingtoLorrain’sinstructions。TheGermandoctorwentuptoLorrain。
"Doyouthinkhecanlasttillmorning?"askedtheGerman,addressingLorraininFrenchwhichhepronouncedbadly。
Lorrain,pursinguphislips,wavedaseverelynegativefingerbeforehisnose。
"Tonight,notlater,"saidheinalowvoice,andhemovedawaywithadecoroussmileofself—satisfactionatbeingableclearlytounderstandandstatethepatient’scondition。
MeanwhilePrinceVasilihadopenedthedoorintotheprincess’room。
Inthisroomitwasalmostdark;onlytwotinylampswereburningbeforetheiconsandtherewasapleasantscentofflowersandburntpastilles。Theroomwascrowdedwithsmallpiecesoffurniture,whatnots,cupboards,andlittletables。Thequiltofahigh,whitefeatherbedwasjustvisiblebehindascreen。Asmalldogbegantobark。
"Ah,isityou,cousin?"
Sheroseandsmoothedherhair,whichwasasusualsoextremelysmooththatitseemedtobemadeofonepiecewithherheadandcoveredwithvarnish。
"Hasanythinghappened?"sheasked。"Iamsoterrified。"
"No,thereisnochange。Ionlycametohaveatalkaboutbusiness,Catiche,"*mutteredtheprince,seatinghimselfwearilyonthechairshehadjustvacated。"Youhavemadetheplacewarm,I
mustsay,"heremarked。"Well,sitdown:let’shaveatalk。"
*Catherine。
"Ithoughtperhapssomethinghadhappened,"shesaidwithherunchangingstonilysevereexpression;and,sittingdownoppositetheprince,shepreparedtolisten。
"Iwishedtogetanap,moncousin,butIcan’t。"
"Well,mydear?"saidPrinceVasili,takingherhandandbendingitdownwardsaswashishabit。
Itwasplainthatthis"well?"referredtomuchthattheybothunderstoodwithoutnaming。
Theprincess,whohadastraight,rigidbody,abnormallylongforherlegs,lookeddirectlyatPrinceVasiliwithnosignofemotioninherprominentgrayeyes。Thensheshookherheadandglancedupattheiconswithasigh。Thismighthavebeentakenasanexpressionofsorrowanddevotion,orofwearinessandhopeofrestingbeforelong。PrinceVasiliunderstooditasanexpressionofweariness。
"AndI?"hesaid;"doyouthinkitiseasierforme?Iamaswornoutasaposthorse,butstillImusthaveatalkwithyou,Catiche,averyserioustalk。"
PrinceVasilisaidnomoreandhischeeksbegantotwitchnervously,nowononeside,nowontheother,givinghisfaceanunpleasantexpressionwhichwasnevertobeseenonitinadrawingroom。Hiseyestooseemedstrange;atonemomenttheylookedimpudentlyslyandatthenextglancedroundinalarm。
Theprincess,holdingherlittledogonherlapwithherthinbonyhands,lookedattentivelyintoPrinceVasili’seyesevidentlyresolvednottobethefirsttobreaksilence,ifshehadtowaittillmorning。
"Well,yousee,mydearprincessandcousin,CatherineSemenovna,"
continuedPrinceVasili,returningtohistheme,apparentlynotwithoutaninnerstruggle;"atsuchamomentasthisonemustthinkofeverything。Onemustthinkofthefuture,ofallofyou……Iloveyouall,likechildrenofmyown,asyouknow。"
Theprincesscontinuedtolookathimwithoutmoving,andwiththesamedullexpression。
"Andthenofcoursemyfamilyhasalsotobeconsidered,"PrinceVasiliwenton,testilypushingawayalittletablewithoutlookingather。"Youknow,Catiche,thatwe—youthreesisters,Mamontov,andmywife—arethecount’sonlydirectheirs。Iknow,Iknowhowharditisforyoutotalkorthinkofsuchmatters。Itisnoeasierforme;
but,mydear,Iamgettingonforsixtyandmustbepreparedforanything。DoyouknowIhavesentforPierre?Thecount,"pointingtohisportrait,"definitelydemandedthatheshouldbecalled。"
PrinceVasililookedquestioninglyattheprincess,butcouldnotmakeoutwhethershewasconsideringwhathehadjustsaidorwhethershewassimplylookingathim。
"ThereisonethingIconstantlyprayGodtogrant,moncousin,"shereplied,"anditisthatHewouldbemercifultohimandwouldallowhisnoblesoulpeacefullytoleavethis……"
"Yes,yes,ofcourse,"interruptedPrinceVasiliimpatiently,rubbinghisbaldheadandangrilypullingbacktowardhimthelittletablethathehadpushedaway。"But……inshort,thefactis……youknowyourselfthatlastwinterthecountmadeawillbywhichheleftallhisproperty,nottoushisdirectheirs,buttoPierre。"
"Hehasmadewillsenough!"quietlyremarkedtheprincess。"ButhecannotleavetheestatetoPierre。Pierreisillegitimate。"
"But,mydear,"saidPrinceVasilisuddenly,clutchingthelittletableandbecomingmoreanimatedandtalkingmorerapidly:"whatifaletterhasbeenwrittentotheEmperorinwhichthecountasksforPierre’slegitimation?Doyouunderstandthatinconsiderationofthecount’sservices,hisrequestwouldbegranted?……"
Theprincesssmiledaspeopledowhothinktheyknowmoreaboutthesubjectunderdiscussionthanthosetheyaretalkingwith。
"Icantellyoumore,"continuedPrinceVasili,seizingherhand,"thatletterwaswritten,thoughitwasnotsent,andtheEmperorknewofit。Theonlyquestionis,hasitbeendestroyedornot?Ifnot,thenassoonasallisover,"andPrinceVasilisighedtointimatewhathemeantbythewordsallisover,"andthecount’spapersareopened,thewillandletterwillbedeliveredtotheEmperor,andthepetitionwillcertainlybegranted。Pierrewillgeteverythingasthelegitimateson。"
"Andourshare?"askedtheprincesssmilingironically,asifanythingmighthappen,onlynotthat。
"But,mypoorCatiche,itisasclearasdaylight!Hewillthenbethelegalheirtoeverythingandyouwon’tgetanything。Youmustknow,mydear,whetherthewillandletterwerewritten,andwhethertheyhavebeendestroyedornot。Andiftheyhavesomehowbeenoverlooked,yououghttoknowwheretheyare,andmustfindthem,because……"
"Whatnext?"theprincessinterrupted,smilingsardonicallyandnotchangingtheexpressionofhereyes。"Iamawoman,andyouthinkweareallstupid;butIknowthis:anillegitimatesoncannotinherit……unbatard!"*sheadded,asifsupposingthatthistranslationofthewordwouldeffectivelyprovetoPrinceVasilitheinvalidityofhiscontention。
*Abastard。
"Well,really,Catiche!Can’tyouunderstand!Youaresointelligent,howisityoudon’tseethatifthecounthaswrittenalettertotheEmperorbegginghimtorecognizePierreaslegitimate,itfollowsthatPierrewillnotbePierrebutwillbecomeCountBezukhov,andwilltheninheriteverythingunderthewill?Andifthewillandletterarenotdestroyed,thenyouwillhavenothingbuttheconsolationofhavingbeendutifulettoutcequis’ensuit!*
That’scertain。"
*Andallthatfollowstherefrom。
"Iknowthewillwasmade,butIalsoknowthatitisinvalid;andyou,moncousin,seemtoconsidermeaperfectfool,"saidtheprincesswiththeexpressionwomenassumewhentheysupposetheyaresayingsomethingwittyandstinging。
"MydearPrincessCatherineSemenovna,"beganPrinceVasiliimpatiently,"Icameherenottowranglewithyou,buttotalkaboutyourinterestsaswithakinswoman,agood,kind,truerelation。AndI
tellyouforthetenthtimethatifthelettertotheEmperorandthewillinPierre’sfavorareamongthecount’spapers,then,mydeargirl,youandyoursistersarenotheiresses!Ifyoudon’tbelieveme,thenbelieveanexpert。IhavejustbeentalkingtoDmitriOnufrich"
thefamilysolicitor"andhesaysthesame。"
Atthisasuddenchangeevidentlytookplaceintheprincess’ideas;
herthinlipsgrewwhite,thoughhereyesdidnotchange,andhervoicewhenshebegantospeakpassedthroughsuchtransitionsassheherselfevidentlydidnotexpect。
"Thatwouldbeafinething!"saidshe。"IneverwantedanythingandIdon’tnow。"
Shepushedthelittledogoffherlapandsmoothedherdress。
"Andthisisgratitude—thisisrecognitionforthosewhohavesacrificedeverythingforhissake!"shecried。"It’ssplendid!
Fine!Idon’twantanything,Prince。"
"Yes,butyouarenottheonlyone。Thereareyoursisters……"
repliedPrinceVasili。
Buttheprincessdidnotlistentohim。
"Yes,Iknewitlongagobuthadforgotten。IknewthatIcouldexpectnothingbutmeanness,deceit,envy,intrigue,andingratitude—theblackestingratitude—inthishouse……"
"Doyouordoyounotknowwherethatwillis?"insistedPrinceVasili,hischeekstwitchingmorethanever。
"Yes,Iwasafool!Istillbelievedinpeople,lovedthem,andsacrificedmyself。Butonlythebase,thevilesucceed!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing!"
Theprinceeswishedtorise,buttheprinceheldherbythehand。
Shehadtheairofonewhohassuddenlylostfaithinthewholehumanrace。Shegavehercompanionanangryglance。
"Thereisstilltime,mydear。Youmustremember,Catiche,thatitwasalldonecasuallyinamomentofanger,ofillness,andwasafterwardsforgotten。Ourduty,mydear,istorectifyhismistake,toeasehislastmomentsbynotlettinghimcommitthisinjustice,andnottolethimdiefeelingthatheisrenderingunhappythosewho……"
"Whosacrificedeverythingforhim,"chimedintheprincess,whowouldagainhaverisenhadnottheprincestillheldherfast,"thoughhenevercouldappreciateit。No,moncousin,"sheaddedwithasigh,"Ishallalwaysrememberthatinthisworldonemustexpectnoreward,thatinthisworldthereisneitherhonornorjustice。Inthisworldonehastobecunningandcruel。"
"Nowcome,come!Bereasonable。Iknowyourexcellentheart。"
"No,Ihaveawickedheart。"
"Iknowyourheart,"repeatedtheprince。"Ivalueyourfriendshipandwishyoutohaveasgoodanopinionofme。Don’tupsetyourself,andletustalksensiblywhilethereisstilltime,beitadayorbeitbutanhour……Tellmeallyouknowaboutthewill,andaboveallwhereitis。Youmustknow。Wewilltakeitatonceandshowittothecount。Hehas,nodoubt,forgottenitandwillwishtodestroyit。
Youunderstandthatmysoledesireisconscientiouslytocarryouthiswishes;thatismyonlyreasonforbeinghere。Icamesimplytohelphimandyou。"
"NowIseeitall!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing—Iknow!"criedtheprincess。
"That’snotthepoint,mydear。"
"It’sthatprotegeofyours,thatsweetPrincessDrubetskaya,thatAnnaMikhaylovnawhomIwouldnottakeforahousemaid……theinfamous,vilewoman!"
"Donotletusloseanytime……"
"Ah,don’ttalktome!Lastwintershewheedledherselfinhereandtoldthecountsuchvile,disgracefulthingsaboutus,especiallyaboutSophie—Ican’trepeatthem—thatitmadethecountquiteillandhewouldnotseeusforawholefortnight。Iknowitwasthenhewrotethisvile,infamouspaper,butIthoughtthethingwasinvalid。"
"We’vegottoitatlast—whydidyounottellmeaboutitsooner?"
"It’sintheinlaidportfoliothathekeepsunderhispillow,"
saidtheprincess,ignoringhisquestion。"NowIknow!Yes;ifI
haveasin,agreatsin,itishatredofthatvilewoman!"almostshriekedtheprincess,nowquitechanged。"Andwhatdoesshecomewormingherselfinherefor?ButIwillgiveherapieceofmymind。
Thetimewillcome!"
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CHAPTERXXII
Whiletheseconversationsweregoingoninthereceptionroomandtheprincess’room,acarriagecontainingPierrewhohadbeensentforandAnnaMikhaylovnawhofounditnecessarytoaccompanyhim
wasdrivingintothecourtofCountBezukhov’shouse。Asthewheelsrolledsoftlyoverthestrawbeneaththewindows,AnnaMikhaylovna,havingturnedwithwordsofcomforttohercompanion,realizedthathewasasleepinhiscornerandwokehimup。Rousinghimself,PierrefollowedAnnaMikhaylovnaoutofthecarriage,andonlythenbegantothinkoftheinterviewwithhisdyingfatherwhichawaitedhim。
Henoticedthattheyhadnotcometothefrontentrancebuttothebackdoor。Whilehewasgettingdownfromthecarriagestepstwomen,wholookedliketradespeople,ranhurriedlyfromtheentranceandhidintheshadowofthewall。Pausingforamoment,Pierrenoticedseveralothermenofthesamekindhidingintheshadowofthehouseonbothsides。ButneitherAnnaMikhaylovnanorthefootmannorthecoachman,whocouldnothelpseeingthesepeople,tookanynoticeofthem。"Itseemstobeallright,"Pierreconcluded,andfollowedAnnaMikhaylovna。Shehurriedlyascendedthenarrowdimlylitstonestaircase,callingtoPierre,whowaslaggingbehind,tofollow。
Thoughhedidnotseewhyitwasnecessaryforhimtogotothecountatall,stilllesswhyhehadtogobythebackstairs,yetjudgingbyAnnaMikhaylovna’sairofassuranceandhaste,Pierreconcludedthatitwasallabsolutelynecessary。Halfwayupthestairstheywerealmostknockedoverbysomemenwho,carryingpails,camerunningdownstairs,theirbootsclattering。ThesemenpressedclosetothewalltoletPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnapassanddidnotevincetheleastsurpriseatseeingthemthere。
"Isthisthewaytotheprincesses’apartments?"askedAnnaMikhaylovnaofoneofthem。
"Yes,"repliedafootmaninaboldloudvoice,asifanythingwerenowpermissible;"thedoortotheleft,ma’am。"
"Perhapsthecountdidnotaskforme,"saidPierrewhenhereachedthelanding。"I’dbettergotomyownroom。"
AnnaMikhaylovnapausedandwaitedforhimtocomeup。
"Ah,myfriend!"shesaid,touchinghisarmasshehaddoneherson’swhenspeakingtohimthatafternoon,"believemeIsuffernolessthanyoudo,butbeaman!"
"Butreally,hadn’tIbettergoaway?"heasked,lookingkindlyatheroverhisspectacles。
"Ah,mydearfriend!Forgetthewrongsthatmayhavebeendoneyou。Thinkthatheisyourfather……perhapsintheagonyofdeath。"
Shesighed。"Ihavelovedyoulikeasonfromthefirst。Trustyourselftome,Pierre。Ishallnotforgetyourinterests。"
Pierredidnotunderstandaword,buttheconvictionthatallthishadtobegrewstronger,andhemeeklyfollowedAnnaMikhaylovnawhowasalreadyopeningadoor。
Thisdoorledintoabackanteroom。Anoldman,aservantoftheprincesses,satinacornerknittingastocking。Pierrehadneverbeeninthispartofthehouseanddidnotevenknowoftheexistenceoftheserooms。AnnaMikhaylovna,addressingamaidwhowashurryingpastwithadecanteronatrayas"mydear"and"mysweet,"askedabouttheprincess’healthandthenledPierrealongastonepassage。Thefirstdoorontheleftledintotheprincesses’apartments。Themaidwiththedecanterinherhastehadnotclosedthedooreverythinginthehousewasdoneinhasteatthattime,andPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnainpassinginstinctivelyglancedintotheroom,wherePrinceVasiliandtheeldestprincessweresittingclosetogethertalking。Seeingthempass,PrinceVasilidrewbackwithobviousimpatience,whiletheprincessjumpedupandwithagestureofdesperationslammedthedoorwithallhermight。
ThisactionwassounlikeherusualcomposureandthefeardepictedonPrinceVasili’sfacesooutofkeepingwithhisdignitythatPierrestoppedandglancedinquiringlyoverhisspectaclesathisguide。AnnaMikhaylovnaevincednosurprise,sheonlysmiledfaintlyandsighed,asiftosaythatthiswasnomorethanshehadexpected。
"Beaman,myfriend。Iwilllookafteryourinterests,"saidsheinreplytohislook,andwentstillfasteralongthepassage。
Pierrecouldnotmakeoutwhatitwasallabout,andstilllesswhat"watchingoverhisinterests"meant,buthedecidedthatallthesethingshadtobe。Fromthepassagetheywentintoalarge,dimlylitroomadjoiningthecount’sreceptionroom。ItwasoneofthosesumptuousbutcoldapartmentsknowntoPierreonlyfromthefrontapproach,buteveninthisroomtherenowstoodanemptybath,andwaterhadbeenspilledonthecarpet。Theyweremetbyadeaconwithacenserandbyaservantwhopassedoutontiptoewithoutheedingthem。
TheywentintothereceptionroomfamiliartoPierre,withtwoItalianwindowsopeningintotheconservatory,withitslargebustandfulllengthportraitofCatherinetheGreat。Thesamepeoplewerestillsittinghereinalmostthesamepositionsasbefore,whisperingtooneanother。Allbecamesilentandturnedtolookatthepaletear—wornAnnaMikhaylovnaassheentered,andatthebigstoutfigureofPierrewho,hanginghishead,meeklyfollowedher。
AnnaMikhaylovna’sfaceexpressedaconsciousnessthatthedecisivemomenthadarrived。WiththeairofapracticalPetersburgladyshenow,keepingPierreclosebesideher,enteredtheroomevenmoreboldlythanthatafternoon。Shefeltthatasshebroughtwithherthepersonthedyingmanwishedtosee,herownadmissionwasassured。
Castingarapidglanceatallthoseintheroomandnoticingthecount’sconfessorthere,sheglideduptohimwithasortofamble,notexactlybowingyetseemingtogrowsuddenlysmaller,andrespectfullyreceivedtheblessingfirstofoneandthenofanotherpriest。
"Godbethankedthatyouareintime,"saidshetooneofthepriests;"allwerelativeshavebeeninsuchanxiety。Thisyoungmanisthecount’sson,"sheaddedmoresoftly。"Whataterriblemoment!"
Havingsaidthisshewentuptothedoctor。
"Deardoctor,"saidshe,"thisyoungmanisthecount’sson。Isthereanyhope?"
Thedoctorcastarapidglanceupwardsandsilentlyshruggedhisshoulders。AnnaMikhaylovnawithjustthesamemovementraisedhershouldersandeyes,almostclosingthelatter,sighed,andmovedawayfromthedoctortoPierre。Tohim,inaparticularlyrespectfulandtenderlysadvoice,shesaid:
"TrustinHismercy!"andpointingoutasmallsofaforhimtositandwaitforher,shewentsilentlytowardthedoorthateveryonewaswatchinganditcreakedveryslightlyasshedisappearedbehindit。
Pierre,havingmadeuphismindtoobeyhismonitressimplicitly,movedtowardthesofashehadindicated。AssoonasAnnaMikhaylovnahaddisappearedhenoticedthattheeyesofallintheroomturnedtohimwithsomethingmorethancuriosityandsympathy。Henoticedthattheywhisperedtooneanother,castingsignificantlooksathimwithakindofaweandevenservility。Adeferencesuchashehadneverbeforereceivedwasshownhim。Astrangelady,theonewhohadbeentalkingtothepriests,roseandofferedhimherseat;anaide—de—camppickedupandreturnedaglovePierrehaddropped;thedoctorsbecamerespectfullysilentashepassedby,andmovedtomakewayforhim。AtfirstPierrewishedtotakeanotherseatsoasnottotroublethelady,andalsotopickuptheglovehimselfandtopassroundthedoctorswhowerenoteveninhisway;butallatoncehefeltthatthiswouldnotdo,andthattonighthewasapersonobligedtoperformsomesortofawfulritewhicheveryoneexpectedofhim,andthathewasthereforeboundtoaccepttheirservices。Hetookthegloveinsilencefromtheaide—de—camp,andsatdowninthelady’schair,placinghishugehandssymmetricallyonhiskneesinthenaiveattitudeofanEgyptianstatue,anddecidedinhisownmindthatallwasasitshouldbe,andthatinordernottolosehisheadanddofoolishthingshemustnotactonhisownideastonight,butmustyieldhimselfupentirelytothewillofthosewhowereguidinghim。
NottwominuteshadpassedbeforePrinceVasiliwithheaderectmajesticallyenteredtheroom。Hewaswearinghislongcoatwiththreestarsonhisbreast。Heseemedtohavegrownthinnersincethemorning;hiseyesseemedlargerthanusualwhenheglancedroundandnoticedPierre。Hewentuptohim,tookhishandathingheneverusedtodo,anddrewitdownwardsasifwishingtoascertainwhetheritwasfirmlyfixedon。
"Courage,courage,myfriend!Hehasaskedtoseeyou。Thatiswell!"andheturnedtogo。
ButPierrethoughtitnecessarytoask:"Howis……"andhesitated,notknowingwhetheritwouldbepropertocallthedyingman"thecount,"yetashamedtocallhim"father。"
"Hehadanotherstrokeabouthalfanhourago。Courage,myfriend……"
Pierre’smindwasinsuchaconfusedstatethattheword"stroke"
suggestedtohimablowfromsomething。HelookedatPrinceVasiliinperplexity,andonlylatergraspedthatastrokewasanattackofillness。PrinceVasilisaidsomethingtoLorraininpassingandwentthroughthedoorontiptoe。Hecouldnotwalkwellontiptoeandhiswholebodyjerkedateachstep。Theeldestprincessfollowedhim,andthepriestsanddeaconsandsomeservantsalsowentinatthedoor。Throughthatdoorwasheardanoiseofthingsbeingmovedabout,andatlastAnnaMikhaylovna,stillwiththesameexpression,palebutresoluteinthedischargeofduty,ranoutandtouchingPierrelightlyonthearmsaid:
"Thedivinemercyisinexhaustible!Unctionisabouttobeadministered。Come。"
Pierrewentinatthedoor,steppingonthesoftcarpet,andnoticedthatthestrangelady,theaide—de—camp,andsomeoftheservants,allfollowedhimin,asiftherewerenownofurtherneedforpermissiontoenterthatroom。
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