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第2章

  "Iamfondofyou,especiallyasyouaretheonelivemanamongourwholeset。Yes,you’reallright!Choosewhatyouwill;it’sallthesame。You’llbeallrightanywhere。Butlookhere:giveupvisitingthoseKuraginsandleadingthatsortoflife。Itsuitsyousobadly—allthisdebauchery,dissipation,andtherestofit!"
  "Whatwouldyouhave,mydearfellow?"answeredPierre,shrugginghisshoulders。"Women,mydearfellow;women!"
  "Idon’tunderstandit,"repliedPrinceAndrew。"Womenwhoarecommeilfaut,that’sadifferentmatter;buttheKuragins’setofwomen,’womenandwine’Idon’tunderstand!"
  PierrewasstayingatPrinceVasiliKuragin’sandsharingthedissipatedlifeofhissonAnatole,thesonwhomtheywereplanningtoreformbymarryinghimtoPrinceAndrew’ssister。
  "Doyouknow?"saidPierre,asifsuddenlystruckbyahappythought,"seriously,Ihavelongbeenthinkingofit……LeadingsuchalifeIcan’tdecideorthinkproperlyaboutanything。One’sheadaches,andonespendsallone’smoney。Heaskedmefortonight,butIwon’tgo。"
  "Yougivemeyourwordofhonornottogo?"
  "Onmyhonor!"
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  Itwaspastoneo’clockwhenPierrelefthisfriend。Itwasacloudless,northern,summernight。Pierretookanopencabintendingtodrivestraighthome。Butthenearerhedrewtothehousethemorehefelttheimpossibilityofgoingtosleeponsuchanight。Itwaslightenoughtoseealongwayinthedesertedstreetanditseemedmorelikemorningoreveningthannight。OnthewayPierrerememberedthatAnatoleKuraginwasexpectingtheusualsetforcardsthatevening,afterwhichtherewasgenerallyadrinkingbout,finishingwithvisitsofakindPierrewasveryfondof。
  "IshouldliketogotoKuragin’s,"thoughthe。
  ButheimmediatelyrecalledhispromisetoPrinceAndrewnottogothere。Then,ashappenstopeopleofweakcharacter,hedesiredsopassionatelyoncemoretoenjoythatdissipationhewassoaccustomedtothathedecidedtogo。ThethoughtimmediatelyoccurredtohimthathispromisetoPrinceAndrewwasofnoaccount,becausebeforehegaveithehadalreadypromisedPrinceAnatoletocometohisgathering;"besides,"thoughthe,"allsuch’wordsofhonor’areconventionalthingswithnodefinitemeaning,especiallyifoneconsidersthatbytomorrowonemaybedead,orsomethingsoextraordinarymayhappentoonethathonoranddishonorwillbeallthesame!"Pierreoftenindulgedinreflectionsofthissort,nullifyingallhisdecisionsandintentions。HewenttoKuragin’s。
  ReachingthelargehouseneartheHorseGuards’barracks,inwhichAnatolelived,Pierreenteredthelightedporch,ascendedthestairs,andwentinattheopendoor。Therewasnooneintheanteroom;emptybottles,cloaks,andovershoeswerelyingabout;therewasasmellofalcohol,andsoundsofvoicesandshoutinginthedistance。
  Cardsandsupperwereover,butthevisitorshadnotyetdispersed。Pierrethrewoffhiscloakandenteredthefirstroom,inwhichweretheremainsofsupper。Afootman,thinkingnoonesawhim,wasdrinkingontheslywhatwasleftintheglasses。Fromthethirdroomcamesoundsoflaughter,theshoutingoffamiliarvoices,thegrowlingofabear,andgeneralcommotion。Someeightornineyoungmenwerecrowdinganxiouslyroundanopenwindow。Threeotherswererompingwithayoungbear,onepullinghimbythechainandtryingtosethimattheothers。
  "IbetahundredonStevens!"shoutedone。
  "Mind,noholdingon!"criedanother。
  "IbetonDolokhov!"criedathird。"Kuragin,youpartourhands。"
  "There,leaveBruinalone;here’sabeton。"
  "Atonedraught,orheloses!"shoutedafourth。
  "Jacob,bringabottle!"shoutedthehost,atall,handsomefellowwhostoodinthemidstofthegroup,withoutacoat,andwithhisfinelinenshirtunfastenedinfront。"Waitabit,youfellows……HereisPetya!Goodman!"criedhe,addressingPierre。
  Anothervoice,fromamanofmediumheightwithclearblueeyes,particularlystrikingamongallthesedrunkenvoicesbyitssoberring,criedfromthewindow:"Comehere;partthebets!"ThiswasDolokhov,anofficeroftheSemenovregiment,anotoriousgamblerandduelist,whowaslivingwithAnatole。Pierresmiled,lookingabouthimmerrily。
  "Idon’tunderstand。What’sitallabout?"
  "Waitabit,heisnotdrunkyet!Abottlehere,"saidAnatole,takingaglassfromthetablehewentuptoPierre。
  "Firstofallyoumustdrink!"
  Pierredrankoneglassafteranother,lookingfromunderhisbrowsatthetipsyguestswhowereagaincrowdingroundthewindow,andlisteningtotheirchatter。AnatolekeptonrefillingPierre’sglasswhileexplainingthatDolokhovwasbettingwithStevens,anEnglishnavalofficer,thathewoulddrinkabottleofrumsittingontheouterledgeofthethirdfloorwindowwithhislegshangingout。
  "Goon,youmustdrinkitall,"saidAnatole,givingPierrethelastglass,"orIwon’tletyougo!"
  "No,Iwon’t,"saidPierre,pushingAnatoleaside,andhewentuptothewindow。
  DolokhovwasholdingtheEnglishman’shandandclearlyanddistinctlyrepeatingthetermsofthebet,addressinghimselfparticularlytoAnatoleandPierre。
  Dolokhovwasofmediumheight,withcurlyhairandlight—blueeyes。Hewasabouttwenty—five。Likeallinfantryofficersheworenomustache,sothathismouth,themoststrikingfeatureofhisface,wasclearlyseen。Thelinesofthatmouthwereremarkablyfinelycurved。Themiddleoftheupperlipformedasharpwedgeandclosedfirmlyonthefirmlowerone,andsomethingliketwodistinctsmilesplayedcontinuallyroundthetwocornersofthemouth;this,togetherwiththeresolute,insolentintelligenceofhiseyes,producedaneffectwhichmadeitimpossiblenottonoticehisface。
  Dolokhovwasamanofsmallmeansandnoconnections。Yet,thoughAnatolespenttensofthousandsofrubles,Dolokhovlivedwithhimandhadplacedhimselfonsuchafootingthatallwhoknewthem,includingAnatolehimself,respectedhimmorethantheydidAnatole。Dolokhovcouldplayallgamesandnearlyalwayswon。Howevermuchhedrank,heneverlosthisclearheadedness。BothKuraginandDolokhovwereatthattimenotoriousamongtherakesandscapegracesofPetersburg。
  Thebottleofrumwasbrought。Thewindowframewhichpreventedanyonefromsittingontheoutersillwasbeingforcedoutbytwofootmen,whowereevidentlyflurriedandintimidatedbythedirectionsandshoutsofthegentlemenaround。
  Anatolewithhisswaggeringairstrodeuptothewindow。Hewantedtosmashsomething。Pushingawaythefootmenhetuggedattheframe,butcouldnotmoveit。Hesmashedapane。
  "Youhaveatry,Hercules,"saidhe,turningtoPierre。
  Pierreseizedthecrossbeam,tugged,andwrenchedtheoakframeoutwithacrash。
  "Takeitrightout,orthey’llthinkI’mholdingon,"saidDolokhov。
  "IstheEnglishmanbragging?……Eh?Isitallright?"saidAnatole。
  "First—rate,"saidPierre,lookingatDolokhov,whowithabottleofruminhishandwasapproachingthewindow,fromwhichthelightofthesky,thedawnmergingwiththeafterglowofsunset,wasvisible。
  Dolokhov,thebottleofrumstillinhishand,jumpedontothewindowsill。"Listen!"criedhe,standingthereandaddressingthoseintheroom。Allweresilent。
  "Ibetfiftyimperials"—hespokeFrenchthattheEnglishmanmightunderstandhim,buthedid,notspeakitverywell—"Ibetfiftyimperials……ordoyouwishtomakeitahundred?"addedhe,addressingtheEnglishman。
  "No,fifty,"repliedthelatter。
  "Allright。Fiftyimperials……thatIwilldrinkawholebottleofrumwithouttakingitfrommymouth,sittingoutsidethewindowonthisspot"hestoopedandpointedtotheslopingledgeoutsidethewindow"andwithoutholdingontoanything。Isthatright?"
  "Quiteright,"saidtheEnglishman。
  AnatoleturnedtotheEnglishmanandtakinghimbyoneofthebuttonsofhiscoatandlookingdownathim—theEnglishmanwasshort—
  beganrepeatingthetermsofthewagertohiminEnglish。
  "Wait!"criedDolokhov,hammeringwiththebottleonthewindowsilltoattractattention。"Waitabit,Kuragin。Listen!Ifanyoneelsedoesthesame,Iwillpayhimahundredimperials。Doyouunderstand?"
  TheEnglishmannodded,butgavenoindicationwhetherheintendedtoacceptthischallengeornot。Anatoledidnotreleasehim,andthoughhekeptnoddingtoshowthatheunderstood,AnatolewentontranslatingDolokhov’swordsintoEnglish。Athinyounglad,anhussaroftheLifeGuards,whohadbeenlosingthatevening,climbedonthewindowsill,leanedover,andlookeddown。
  "Oh!Oh!Oh!"hemuttered,lookingdownfromthewindowatthestonesofthepavement。
  "Shutup!"criedDolokhov,pushinghimawayfromthewindow。Theladjumpedawkwardlybackintotheroom,trippingoverhisspurs。
  Placingthebottleonthewindowsillwherehecouldreachiteasily,Dolokhovclimbedcarefullyandslowlythroughthewindowandloweredhislegs。Pressingagainstbothsidesofthewindow,headjustedhimselfonhisseat,loweredhishands,movedalittletotherightandthentotheleft,andtookupthebottle。Anatolebroughttwocandlesandplacedthemonthewindowsill,thoughitwasalreadyquitelight。Dolokhov’sbackinhiswhiteshirt,andhiscurlyhead,werelitupfrombothsides。Everyonecrowdedtothewindow,theEnglishmaninfront。Pierrestoodsmilingbutsilent。Oneman,olderthantheotherspresent,suddenlypushedforwardwithascaredandangrylookandwantedtoseizeholdofDolokhov’sshirt。
  "Isay,thisisfolly!He’llbekilled,"saidthismoresensibleman。
  Anatolestoppedhim。
  "Don’ttouchhim!You’llstartlehimandthenhe’llbekilled。
  Eh?……Whatthen?……Eh?"
  Dolokhovturnedroundand,againholdingonwithbothhands,arrangedhimselfonhisseat。
  "Ifanyonecomesmeddlingagain,"saidhe,emittingthewordsseparatelythroughhisthincompressedlips,"Iwillthrowhimdownthere。Nowthen!"
  Sayingthisheagainturnedround,droppedhishands,tookthebottleandliftedittohislips,threwbackhishead,andraisedhisfreehandtobalancehimself。OneofthefootmenwhohadstoopedtopickupsomebrokenglassremainedinthatpositionwithouttakinghiseyesfromthewindowandfromDolokhov’sback。Anatolestooderectwithstaringeyes。TheEnglishmanlookedonsideways,pursinguphislips。Themanwhohadwishedtostoptheaffairrantoacorneroftheroomandthrewhimselfonasofawithhisfacetothewall。Pierrehidhisface,fromwhichafaintsmileforgottofadethoughhisfeaturesnowexpressedhorrorandfear。Allwerestill。
  Pierretookhishandsfromhiseyes。Dolokhovstillsatinthesameposition,onlyhisheadwasthrownfurtherbacktillhiscurlyhairtouchedhisshirtcollar,andthehandholdingthebottlewasliftedhigherandhigherandtrembledwiththeeffort。Thebottlewasemptyingperceptiblyandrisingstillhigherandhisheadtiltingyetfurtherback。"Whyisitsolong?"thoughtPierre。Itseemedtohimthatmorethanhalfanhourhadelapsed。SuddenlyDolokhovmadeabackwardmovementwithhisspine,andhisarmtremblednervously;
  thiswassufficienttocausehiswholebodytoslipashesatontheslopingledge。Ashebeganslippingdown,hisheadandarmwaveredstillmorewiththestrain。Onehandmovedasiftoclutchthewindowsill,butrefrainedfromtouchingit。Pierreagaincoveredhiseyesandthoughthewouldneverneverthemagain。Suddenlyhewasawareofastirallaround。Helookedup:Dolokhovwasstandingonthewindowsill,withapalebutradiantface。
  "It’sempty。"
  HethrewthebottletotheEnglishman,whocaughtitneatly。
  Dolokhovjumpeddown。Hesmeltstronglyofrum。
  "Welldone!……Finefellow!……There’sabetforyou!……Deviltakeyou!"camefromdifferentsides。
  TheEnglishmantookouthispurseandbegancountingoutthemoney。Dolokhovstoodfrowninganddidnotspeak。Pierrejumpeduponthewindowsill。
  "Gentlemen,whowishestobetwithme?I’lldothesamething!"hesuddenlycried。"Evenwithoutabet,there!Tellthemtobringmeabottle。I’lldoit……Bringabottle!"
  "Lethimdoit,lethimdoit,"saidDolokhov,smiling。
  "Whatnext?Haveyougonemad?……Noonewouldletyou!……Why,yougogiddyevenonastaircase,"exclaimedseveralvoices。
  "I’lldrinkit!Let’shaveabottleofrum!"shoutedPierre,bangingthetablewithadeterminedanddrunkengestureandpreparingtoclimboutofthewindow。
  Theyseizedhimbyhisarms;buthewassostrongthateveryonewhotouchedhimwassentflying。
  "No,you’llnevermanagehimthatway,"saidAnatole。"WaitabitandI’llgetroundhim……Listen!I’lltakeyourbettomorrow,butnowweareallgoingto—’s。"
  "Comeonthen,"criedPierre。"Comeon!……Andwe’lltakeBruinwithus。"
  Andhecaughtthebear,tookitinhisarms,lifteditfromtheground,andbegandancingroundtheroomwithit。
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  PrinceVasilikeptthepromisehehadgiventoPrincessDrubetskayawhohadspokentohimonbehalfofheronlysonBorisontheeveningofAnnaPavlovna’ssoiree。ThematterwasmentionedtotheEmperor,anexceptionmade,andBoristransferredintotheregimentofSemenovGuardswiththerankofcornet。Hereceived,however,noappointmenttoKutuzov’sstaffdespiteallAnnaMikhaylovna’sendeavorsandentreaties。SoonafterAnnaPavlovna’sreceptionAnnaMikhaylovnareturnedtoMoscowandwentstraighttoherrichrelations,theRostovs,withwhomshestayedwheninthetownandwhereandwhereherdarlingBory,whohadonlyjustenteredaregimentofthelineandwasbeingatoncetransferredtotheGuardsasacornet,hadbeeneducatedfromchildhoodandlivedforyearsatatime。TheGuardshadalreadyleftPetersburgonthetenthofAugust,andherson,whohadremainedinMoscowforhisequipment,wastojointhemonthemarchtoRadzivilov。
  ItwasSt。Natalia’sdayandthenamedayoftwooftheRostovs—themotherandtheyoungestdaughter—bothnamedNataly。Eversincethemorning,carriageswithsixhorseshadbeencomingandgoingcontinually,bringingvisitorstotheCountessRostova’sbighouseonthePovarskaya,sowellknowntoallMoscow。Thecountessherselfandherhandsomeeldestdaughterwereinthedrawing—roomwiththevisitorswhocametocongratulate,andwhoconstantlysucceededoneanotherinrelays。
  Thecountesswasawomanofaboutforty—five,withathinOrientaltypeofface,evidentlywornoutwithchildbearing—shehadhadtwelve。Alanguorofmotionandspeech,resultingfromweakness,gaveheradistinguishedairwhichinspiredrespect。PrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaDrubetskaya,whoasamemberofthehouseholdwasalsoseatedinthedrawingroom,helpedtoreceiveandentertainthevisitors。Theyoungpeoplewereinoneoftheinnerrooms,notconsideringitnecessarytotakepartinreceivingthevisitors。Thecountmettheguestsandsawthemoff,invitingthemalltodinner。
  "Iamvery,verygratefultoyou,moncher,"or"machere"—hecalledeveryonewithoutexceptionandwithouttheslightestvariationinhistone,"mydear,"whethertheywereaboveorbelowhiminrank—"Ithankyouformyselfandforourtwodearoneswhosenamedaywearekeeping。ButmindyoucometodinnerorIshallbeoffended,machere!OnbehalfofthewholefamilyIbegyoutocome,moncher!"Thesewordsherepeatedtoeveryonewithoutexceptionorvariation,andwiththesameexpressiononhisfull,cheerful,clean—shavenface,thesamefirmpressureofthehandandthesamequick,repeatedbows。Assoonashehadseenavisitoroffhereturnedtooneofthosewhowerestillinthedrawingroom,drewachairtowardhimorher,andjauntilyspreadingouthislegsandputtinghishandsonhiskneeswiththeairofamanwhoenjoyslifeandknowshowtolive,heswayedtoandfrowithdignity,offeredsurmisesabouttheweather,ortouchedonquestionsofhealth,sometimesinRussianandsometimesinverybadbutself—confidentFrench;thenagain,likeamanwearybutunflinchinginthefulfillmentofduty,herosetoseesomevisitorsoffand,strokinghisscantygrayhairsoverhisbaldpatch,alsoaskedthemtodinner。Sometimesonhiswaybackfromtheanteroomhewouldpassthroughtheconservatoryandpantryintothelargemarbledininghall,wheretableswerebeingsetoutforeightypeople;andlookingatthefootmen,whowerebringinginsilverandchina,movingtables,andunfoldingdamasktablelinen,hewouldcallDmitriVasilevich,amanofgoodfamilyandthemanagerofallhisaffairs,andwhilelookingwithpleasureattheenormoustablewouldsay:"Well,Dmitri,you’llseethatthingsareallastheyshouldbe?That’sright!Thegreatthingistheserving,that’sit。"
  Andwithacomplacentsighhewouldreturntothedrawingroom。
  "MaryaLvovnaKaraginaandherdaughter!"announcedthecountess’
  giganticfootmaninhisbassvoice,enteringthedrawingroom。Thecountessreflectedamomentandtookapinchfromagoldsnuffboxwithherhusband’sportraitonit。
  "I’mquitewornoutbythesecallers。However,I’llseeherandnomore。Sheissoaffected。Askherin,"shesaidtothefootmaninasadvoice,asifsaying:"Verywell,finishmeoff。"
  Atall,stout,andproud—lookingwoman,witharound—facedsmilingdaughter,enteredthedrawingroom,theirdressesrustling。
  "DearCountess,whatanage……Shehasbeenlaidup,poorchild……
  attheRazumovski’sball……andCountessApraksina……Iwassodelighted……"camethesoundsofanimatedfemininevoices,interruptingoneanotherandminglingwiththerustlingofdressesandthescrapingofchairs。Thenoneofthoseconversationsbeganwhichlastoutuntil,atthefirstpause,theguestsrisewitharustleofdressesandsay,"Iamsodelighted……Mamma’shealth……andCountessApraksina……andthen,againrustling,passintotheanteroom,putoncloaksormantles,anddriveaway。Theconversationwasonthechieftopicoftheday:theillnessofthewealthyandcelebratedbeauofCatherine’sday,CountBezukhov,andabouthisillegitimatesonPierre,theonewhohadbehavedsoimproperlyatAnnaPavlovna’sreception。
  "Iamsosorryforthepoorcount,"saidthevisitor。"Heisinsuchbadhealth,andnowthisvexationabouthissonisenoughtokillhim!"
  "Whatisthat?"askedthecountessasifshedidnotknowwhatthevisitoralludedto,thoughshehadalreadyheardaboutthecauseofCountBezukhov’sdistresssomefifteentimes。
  "That’swhatcomesofamoderneducation,"exclaimedthevisitor。
  "Itseemsthatwhilehewasabroadthisyoungmanwasallowedtodoasheliked,nowinPetersburgIhearhehasbeendoingsuchterriblethingsthathehasbeenexpelledbythepolice。"
  "Youdon’tsayso!"repliedthecountess。
  "Hechosehisfriendsbadly,"interposedAnnaMikhaylovna。"PrinceVasili’sson,he,andacertainDolokhovhave,itissaid,beenuptoheavenonlyknowswhat!Andtheyhavehadtosufferforit。
  DolokhovhasbeendegradedtotheranksandBezukhov’ssonsentbacktoMoscow。AnatoleKuragin’sfathermanagedsomehowtogethisson’saffairhushedup,butevenhewasorderedoutofPetersburg。"
  "Butwhathavetheybeenupto?"askedthecountess。
  "Theyareregularbrigands,especiallyDolokhov,"repliedthevisitor。"HeisasonofMaryaIvanovnaDolokhova,suchaworthywoman,butthere,justfancy!Thosethreegotholdofabearsomewhere,putitinacarriage,andsetoffwithittovisitsomeactresses!Thepolicetriedtointerfere,andwhatdidtheyoungmendo?TheytiedapolicemanandthebearbacktobackandputthebearintotheMoykaCanal。Andtherewasthebearswimmingaboutwiththepolicemanonhisback!"
  "Whatanicefigurethepolicemanmusthavecut,mydear!"shoutedthecount,dyingwithlaughter。
  "Oh,howdreadful!Howcanyoulaughatit,Count?"
  Yettheladiesthemselvescouldnothelplaughing。
  "Itwasalltheycoulddotorescuethepoorman,"continuedthevisitor。"AndtothinkitisCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov’ssonwhoamuseshimselfinthissensiblemanner!Andhewassaidtobesowelleducatedandclever。Thisisallthathisforeigneducationhasdoneforhim!IhopethathereinMoscownoonewillreceivehim,inspiteofhismoney。Theywantedtointroducehimtome,butIquitedeclined:Ihavemydaughterstoconsider。"
  "Whydoyousaythisyoungmanissorich?"askedthecountess,turningawayfromthegirls,whoatonceassumedanairofinattention。"Hischildrenareallillegitimate。IthinkPierrealsoisillegitimate。"
  Thevisitormadeagesturewithherhand。
  "Ishouldthinkhehasascoreofthem。"
  PrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaintervenedintheconversation,evidentlywishingtoshowherconnectionsandknowledgeofwhatwentoninsociety。
  "Thefactofthematteris,"saidshesignificantly,andalsoinahalfwhisper,"everyoneknowsCountCyril’sreputation……Hehaslostcountofhischildren,butthisPierrewashisfavorite。"
  "Howhandsometheoldmanstillwasonlyayearago!"remarkedthecountess。"Ihaveneverseenahandsomerman。"
  "Heisverymuchalterednow,"saidAnnaMikhaylovna。"Well,asI
  wassaying,PrinceVasiliisthenextheirthroughhiswife,butthecountisveryfondofPierre,lookedafterhiseducation,andwrotetotheEmperorabouthim;sothatinthecaseofhisdeath—andheissoillthathemaydieatanymoment,andDr。LorrainhascomefromPetersburg—nooneknowswhowillinherithisimmensefortune,PierreorPrinceVasili。Fortythousandserfsandmillionsofrubles!IknowitallverywellforPrinceVasilitoldmehimself。
  Besides,CyrilVladimirovichismymother’ssecondcousin。He’salsomyBory’sgodfather,"sheadded,asifsheattachednoimportanceatalltothefact。
  "PrinceVasiliarrivedinMoscowyesterday。Ihearhehascomeonsomeinspectionbusiness,"remarkedthevisitor。
  "Yes,butbetweenourselves,"saidtheprincess,thatisapretext。ThefactishehascometoseeCountCyrilVladimirovich,hearinghowillheis。"
  "Butdoyouknow,mydear,thatwasacapitaljoke,"saidthecount;
  andseeingthattheeldervisitorwasnotlistening,heturnedtotheyoungladies。"Icanjustimaginewhatafunnyfigurethatpolicemancut!"
  Andashewavedhisarmstoimpersonatethepoliceman,hisportlyformagainshookwithadeepringinglaugh,thelaughofonewhoalwayseatswelland,inparticular,drinkswell。"Sodocomeanddinewithus!"hesaid。
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  Silenceensued。Thecountesslookedathercallers,smilingaffably,butnotconcealingthefactthatshewouldnotbedistressediftheynowroseandtooktheirleave。Thevisitor’sdaughterwasalreadysmoothingdownherdresswithaninquiringlookathermother,whensuddenlyfromthenextroomwereheardthefootstepsofboysandgirlsrunningtothedoorandthenoiseofachairfallingover,andagirlofthirteen,hidingsomethinginthefoldsofhershortmuslinfrock,dartedinandstoppedshortinthemiddleoftheroom。Itwasevidentthatshehadnotintendedherflighttobringhersofar。
  Behindherinthedoorwayappearedastudentwithacrimsoncoatcollar,anofficeroftheGuards,agirloffifteen,andaplumprosy—facedboyinashortjacket。
  Thecountjumpedupand,swayingfromsidetoside,spreadhisarmswideandthrewthemroundthelittlegirlwhohadrunin。
  "Ah,heresheis!"heexclaimedlaughing。"Mypet,whosenamedayitis。Mydearpet!"
  "Machere,thereisatimeforeverything,"saidthecountesswithfeignedseverity。"Youspoilher,Ilya,"sheadded,turningtoherhusband。
  "Howdoyoudo,mydear?Iwishyoumanyhappyreturnsofyournameday,"saidthevisitor。"Whatacharmingchild,"sheadded,addressingthemother。
  Thisblack—eyed,wide—mouthedgirl,notprettybutfulloflife—
  withchildishbareshoulderswhichafterherrunheavedandshookherbodice,withblackcurlstossedbackward,thinbarearms,littlelegsinlace—frilleddrawers,andfeetinlowslippers—wasjustatthatcharmingagewhenagirlisnolongerachild,thoughthechildisnotyetayoungwoman。Escapingfromherfathersherantohideherflushedfaceinthelaceofhermother’smantilla—notpayingtheleastattentiontohersevereremark—andbegantolaugh。Shelaughed,andinfragmentarysentencestriedtoexplainaboutadollwhichsheproducedfromthefoldsofherfrock。
  "Doyousee?……Mydoll……Mimi……Yousee……"wasallNatashamanagedtouttertohereverythingseemedfunny。Sheleanedagainsthermotherandburstintosuchaloud,ringingfitoflaughterthateventheprimvisitorcouldnothelpjoiningin。
  "Nowthen,goawayandtakeyourmonstrositywithyou,"saidthemother,pushingawayherdaughterwithpretendedsternness,andturningtothevisitorsheadded:"Sheismyyoungestgirl。"
  Natasha,raisingherfaceforamomentfromhermother’smantilla,glancedupatherthroughtearsoflaughter,andagainhidherface。
  Thevisitor,compelledtolookonatthisfamilyscene,thoughtitnecessarytotakesomepartinit。
  "Tellme,mydear,"saidshetoNatasha,"isMimiarelationofyours?Adaughter,Isuppose?"
  Natashadidnotlikethevisitor’stoneofcondescensiontochildishthings。Shedidnotreply,butlookedatherseriously。
  Meanwhiletheyoungergeneration:Boris,theofficer,AnnaMikhaylovna’sson;Nicholas,theundergraduate,thecount’seldestson;Sonya,thecount’sfifteen—year—oldniece,andlittlePetya,hisyoungestboy,hadallsettleddowninthedrawingroomandwereobviouslytryingtorestrainwithintheboundsofdecorumtheexcitementandmirththatshoneinalltheirfaces。Evidentlyinthebackrooms,fromwhichtheyhaddashedoutsoimpetuously,theconversationhadbeenmoreamusingthanthedrawing—roomtalkofsocietyscandals,theweather,andCountessApraksina。Nowandthentheyglancedatoneanother,hardlyabletosuppresstheirlaughter。
  Thetwoyoungmen,thestudentandtheofficer,friendsfromchildhood,wereofthesameageandbothhandsomefellows,thoughnotalike。Boriswastallandfair,andhiscalmandhandsomefacehadregular,delicatefeatures。Nicholaswasshortwithcurlyhairandanopenexpression。Darkhairswerealreadyshowingonhisupperlip,andhiswholefaceexpressedimpetuosityandenthusiasm。Nicholasblushedwhenheenteredthedrawingroom。Heevidentlytriedtofindsomethingtosay,butfailed。Borisonthecontraryatoncefoundhisfooting,andrelatedquietlyandhumorouslyhowhehadknowthatdollMimiwhenshewasstillquiteayounglady,beforehernosewasbroken;howshehadagedduringthefiveyearshehadknownher,andhowherheadhadcrackedrightacrosstheskull。HavingsaidthisheglancedatNatasha。Sheturnedawayfromhimandglancedatheryoungerbrother,whowasscrewinguphiseyesandshakingwithsuppressedlaughter,andunabletocontrolherselfanylonger,shejumpedupandrushedfromtheroomasfastashernimblelittlefeetwouldcarryher。Borisdidnotlaugh。
  "Youweremeaningtogoout,weren’tyou,Mamma?Doyouwantthecarriage?"heaskedhismotherwithasmile。
  "Yes,yes,goandtellthemtogetitready,"sheanswered,returninghissmile。
  BorisquietlylefttheroomandwentinsearchofNatasha。Theplumpboyranafterthemangrily,asifvexedthattheirprogramhadbeendisturbed。
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  CHAPTERXII
  Theonlyyoungpeopleremaininginthedrawingroom,notcountingtheyoungladyvisitorandthecountess’eldestdaughterwhowasfouryearsolderthanhersisterandbehavedalreadylikeagrown—upperson,wereNicholasandSonya,theniece。Sonyawasaslenderlittlebrunettewithatenderlookinhereyeswhichwereveiledbylonglashes,thickblackplaitscoilingtwiceroundherhead,andatawnytintinhercomplexionandespeciallyinthecolorofherslenderbutgracefulandmusculararmsandneck。Bythegraceofhermovements,bythesoftnessandflexibilityofhersmalllimbs,andbyacertaincoynessandreserveofmanner,sheremindedoneofapretty,half—grownkittenwhichpromisestobecomeabeautifullittlecat。Sheevidentlyconsidereditpropertoshowaninterestinthegeneralconversationbysmiling,butinspiteofherselfhereyesundertheirthicklonglasheswatchedhercousinwhowasgoingtojointhearmy,withsuchpassionategirlishadorationthathersmilecouldnotforasingleinstantimposeuponanyone,anditwasclearthatthekittenhadsettleddownonlytospringupwithmoreenergyandagainplaywithhercousinassoonastheytoocould,likeNatashaandBoris,escapefromthedrawingroom。
  "Ahyes,mydear,"saidthecount,addressingthevisitorandpointingtoNicholas,"hisfriendBorishasbecomeanofficer,andsoforfriendship’ssakeheisleavingtheuniversityandme,hisoldfather,andenteringthemilitaryservice,mydear。AndtherewasaplaceandeverythingwaitingforhimintheArchivesDepartment!
  Isn’tthatfriendship?"remarkedthecountinaninquiringtone。
  "Buttheysaythatwarhasbeendeclared,"repliedthevisitor。
  "They’vebeensayingsoalongwhile,"saidthecount,"andthey’llsaysoagainandagain,andthatwillbetheendofit。Mydear,there’sfriendshipforyou,"herepeated。"He’sjoiningthehussars。"
  Thevisitor,notknowingwhattosay,shookherhead。
  "It’snotatallfromfriendship,"declaredNicholas,flaringupandturningawayasiffromashamefulaspersion。"Itisnotfromfriendshipatall;Isimplyfeelthatthearmyismyvocation。"
  Heglancedathiscousinandtheyoungladyvisitor;andtheywerebothregardinghimwithasmileofapprobation。
  "Schubert,thecolonelofthePavlogradHussars,isdiningwithustoday。HehasbeenhereonleaveandistakingNicholasbackwithhim。
  Itcan’tbehelped!"saidthecount,shrugginghisshouldersandspeakingplayfullyofamatterthatevidentlydistressedhim。
  "Ihavealreadytoldyou,Papa,"saidhisson,"thatifyoudon’twishtoletmego,I’llstay。ButIknowIamnouseanywhereexceptinthearmy;Iamnotadiplomatoragovernmentclerk。—Idon’tknowhowtohidewhatIfeel。"AshespokehekeptglancingwiththeflirtatiousnessofahandsomeyouthatSonyaandtheyoungladyvisitor。
  Thelittlekitten,feastinghereyesonhim,seemedreadyatanymomenttostarthergambolsagainanddisplayherkittenishnature。
  "Allright,allright!"saidtheoldcount。"Healwaysflaresup!
  ThisBuonapartehasturnedalltheirheads;theyallthinkofhowherosefromanensignandbecameEmperor。Well,well,Godgrantit,"
  headded,notnoticinghisvisitor’ssarcasticsmile。
  TheeldersbegantalkingaboutBonaparte。JulieKaraginaturnedtoyoungRostov。
  "Whatapityyouweren’tattheArkharovs’onThursday。Itwassodullwithoutyou,"saidshe,givinghimatendersmile。
  Theyoungman,flattered,satdownnearertoherwithacoquettishsmile,andengagedthesmilingJulieinaconfidentialconversationwithoutatallnoticingthathisinvoluntarysmilehadstabbedtheheartofSonya,whoblushedandsmiledunnaturally。Inthemidstofhistalkheglancedroundather。Shegavehimapassionatelyangryglance,andhardlyabletorestrainhertearsandmaintaintheartificialsmileonherlips,shegotupandlefttheroom。AllNicholas’animationvanished。Hewaitedforthefirstpauseintheconversation,andthenwithadistressedfacelefttheroomtofindSonya。
  "Howplainlyalltheseyoungpeopleweartheirheartsontheirsleeves!"saidAnnaMikhaylovna,pointingtoNicholasashewentout。"Cousinage—dangereuxvoisinage;"*sheadded。
  *Cousinhoodisadangerousneighborhood。
  "Yes,"saidthecountesswhenthebrightnesstheseyoungpeoplehadbroughtintotheroomhadvanished;andasifansweringaquestionnoonehadputbutwhichwasalwaysinhermind,"andhowmuchsuffering,howmuchanxietyonehashadtogothroughthatwemightrejoiceinthemnow!Andyetreallytheanxietyisgreaternowthanthejoy。Oneisalways,alwaysanxious!Especiallyjustatthisage,sodangerousbothforgirlsandboys。"
  "Italldependsonthebringingup,"remarkedthevisitor。
  "Yes,you’requiteright,"continuedthecountess。"TillnowI
  havealways,thankGod,beenmychildren’sfriendandhadtheirfullconfidence,"saidshe,repeatingthemistakeofsomanyparentswhoimaginethattheirchildrenhavenosecretsfromthem。"IknowIshallalwaysbemydaughters’firstconfidante,andthatifNicholas,withhisimpulsivenature,doesgetintomischiefaboycan’thelpit,hewillallthesameneverbelikethosePetersburgyoungmen。"
  "Yes,theyaresplendid,splendidyoungsters,"chimedinthecount,whoalwayssolvedquestionsthatseemedtohimperplexingbydecidingthateverythingwassplendid。"Justfancy:wantstobeanhussar。What’sonetodo,mydear?"
  "Whatacharmingcreatureyouryoungergirlis,"saidthevisitor;
  "alittlevolcano!"
  "Yes,aregularvolcano,"saidthecount。"Takesafterme!Andwhatavoiceshehas;thoughshe’smydaughter,ItellthetruthwhenIsayshe’llbeasinger,asecondSalomoni!WehaveengagedanItaliantogiveherlessons。"
  "Isn’tshetooyoung?Ihaveheardthatitharmsthevoicetotrainitatthatage。"
  "Ohno,notatalltooyoung!"repliedthecount。"Why,ourmothersusedtobemarriedattwelveorthirteen。"
  "Andshe’sinlovewithBorisalready。Justfancy!"saidthecountesswithagentlesmile,lookingatBoris’andwenton,evidentlyconcernedwithathoughtthatalwaysoccupiedher:"NowyouseeifI
  weretobeseverewithherandtoforbidit……goodnessknowswhattheymightbeuptoonthesly"shemeantthattheywouldbekissing,"butasitis,Iknoweverywordsheutters。Shewillcomerunningtomeofherownaccordintheeveningandtellmeeverything。
  PerhapsIspoilher,butreallythatseemsthebestplan。WithhereldersisterIwasstricter。"
  "Yes,Iwasbroughtupquitedifferently,"remarkedthehandsomeelderdaughter,CountessVera,withasmile。
  ButthesmiledidnotenhanceVera’sbeautyassmilesgenerallydo;onthecontraryitgaveheranunnatural,andthereforeunpleasant,expression。Verawasgood—looking,notatallstupid,quickatlearning,waswellbroughtup,andhadapleasantvoice;whatshesaidwastrueandappropriate,yet,strangetosay,everyone—
  thevisitorsandcountessalike—turnedtolookatherasifwonderingwhyshehadsaidit,andtheyallfeltawkward。
  "Peoplearealwaystoocleverwiththeireldestchildrenandtrytomakesomethingexceptionalofthem,"saidthevisitor。
  "What’sthegoodofdenyingit,mydear?OurdearcountesswastoocleverwithVera,"saidthecount。"Well,whatofthat?She’sturnedoutsplendidlyallthesame,"headded,winkingatVera。
  Theguestsgotupandtooktheirleave,promisingtoreturntodinner。
  "Whatmanners!Ithoughttheywouldnevergo,"saidthecountess,whenshehadseenherguestsout。
  BK1CH13
  CHAPTERXIII
  WhenNatasharanoutofthedrawingroomsheonlywentasfarastheconservatory。Thereshepausedandstoodlisteningtotheconversationinthedrawingroom,waitingforBoristocomeout。Shewasalreadygrowingimpatient,andstampedherfoot,readytocryathisnotcomingatonce,whensheheardtheyoungman’sdiscreetstepsapproachingneitherquicklynorslowly。AtthisNatashadashedswiftlyamongtheflowertubsandhidthere。
  Borispausedinthemiddleoftheroom,lookedround,brushedalittledustfromthesleeveofhisuniform,andgoinguptoamirrorexaminedhishandsomeface。Natasha,verystill,peeredoutfromherambush,waitingtoseewhathewoulddo。Hestoodalittlewhilebeforetheglass,smiled,andwalkedtowardtheotherdoor。Natashawasabouttocallhimbutchangedhermind。"Lethimlookforme,"
  thoughtshe。HardlyhadBorisgonethanSonya,flushed,intears,andmutteringangrily,cameinattheotherdoor。Natashacheckedherfirstimpulsetorunouttoher,andremainedinherhidingplace,watching—asunderaninvisiblecap—toseewhatwentonintheworld。
  Shewasexperiencinganewandpeculiarpleasure。Sonya,mutteringtoherself,keptlookingroundtowardthedrawing—roomdoor。ItopenedandNicholascamein。
  "Sonya,whatisthematterwithyou?Howcanyou?"saidhe,runninguptoher。
  "It’snothing,nothing;leavemealone!"sobbedSonya。
  "Ah,Iknowwhatitis。"
  "Well,ifyoudo,somuchthebetter,andyoucangobacktoher!"
  "So—o—onya!Lookhere!Howcanyoutorturemeandyourselflikethat,foramerefancy?"saidNicholastakingherhand。
  Sonyadidnotpullitaway,andleftoffcrying。Natasha,notstirringandscarcelybreathing,watchedfromherambushwithsparklingeyes。"Whatwillhappennow?"thoughtshe。
  "Sonya!Whatisanyoneintheworldtome?Youaloneareeverything!"saidNicholas。"AndIwillproveittoyou。"
  "Idon’tlikeyoutotalklikethat。"
  "Well,then,Iwon’t;onlyforgiveme,Sonya!"Hedrewhertohimandkissedher。
  "Oh,hownice,"thoughtNatasha;andwhenSonyaandNicholashadgoneoutoftheconservatoryshefollowedandcalledBoristoher。
  "Boris,comehere,"saidshewithaslyandsignificantlook。"I
  havesomethingtotellyou。Here,here!"andsheledhimintotheconservatorytotheplaceamongthetubswhereshehadbeenhiding。
  Borisfollowedher,smiling。
  "Whatisthesomething?"askedhe。
  Shegrewconfused,glancedround,and,seeingthedollshehadthrowndownononeofthetubs,pickeditup。
  "Kissthedoll,"saidshe。
  Borislookedattentivelyandkindlyathereagerface,butdidnotreply。
  "Don’tyouwantto?Well,then,comehere,"saidshe,andwentfurtherinamongtheplantsandthrewdownthedoll。"Closer,closer!"
  shewhispered。
  Shecaughttheyoungofficerbyhiscuffs,andalookofsolemnityandfearappearedonherflushedface。
  "Andme?Wouldyouliketokissme?"shewhisperedalmostinaudibly,glancingupathimfromunderherbrows,smiling,andalmostcryingfromexcitement。
  Borisblushed。
  "Howfunnyyouare!"hesaid,bendingdowntoherandblushingstillmore,buthewaitedanddidnothing。
  Suddenlyshejumpedupontoatubtobehigherthanhe,embracedhimsothatbothherslenderbarearmsclaspedhimabovehisneck,and,tossingbackherhair,kissedhimfullonthelips。
  Thensheslippeddownamongtheflowerpotsontheothersideofthetubsandstood,hangingherhead。
  "Natasha,"hesaid,"youknowthatIloveyou,but……"
  "Youareinlovewithme?"Natashabrokein。
  "Yes,Iam,butpleasedon’tletusdolikethat……Inanotherfouryears……thenIwillaskforyourhand。"
  Natashaconsidered。
  "Thirteen,fourteen,fifteen,sixteen,"shecountedonherslenderlittlefingers。"Allright!Thenit’ssettled?"
  Asmileofjoyandsatisfactionlituphereagerface。
  "Settled!"repliedBoris。
  "Forever?"saidthelittlegirl。"Tilldeathitself?"
  Shetookhisarmandwithahappyfacewentwithhimintotheadjoiningsittingroom。
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  CHAPTERXIV
  Afterreceivinghervisitors,thecountesswassotiredthatshegaveorderstoadmitnomore,buttheporterwastoldtobesuretoinvitetodinnerallwhocame"tocongratulate。"Thecountesswishedtohaveatete—a—tetetalkwiththefriendofherchildhood,PrincessAnnaMikhaylovna,whomshehadnotseenproperlysinceshereturnedfromPetersburg。AnnaMikhaylovna,withhertear—wornbutpleasantface,drewherchairnearertothatofthecountess。
  "WithyouIwillbequitefrank,"saidAnnaMikhaylovna。"Therearenotmanyleftofusoldfriends!That’swhyIsovalueyourfriendship。"
  AnnaMikhaylovnalookedatVeraandpaused。Thecountesspressedherfriend’shand。
  "Vera,"shesaidtohereldestdaughterwhowasevidentlynotafavorite,"howisityouhavesolittletact?Don’tyouseeyouarenotwantedhere?Gototheothergirls,or……"
  ThehandsomeVerasmiledcontemptuouslybutdidnotseematallhurt。
  "Ifyouhadtoldmesooner,Mamma,Iwouldhavegone,"sherepliedassherosetogotoherownroom。
  Butasshepassedthesittingroomshenoticedtwocouplessitting,onepairateachwindow。Shestoppedandsmiledscornfully。
  SonyawassittingclosetoNicholaswhowascopyingoutsomeversesforher,thefirsthehadeverwritten。BorisandNatashawereattheotherwindowandceasedtalkingwhenVeraentered。SonyaandNatashalookedatVerawithguilty,happyfaces。
  Itwaspleasantandtouchingtoseetheselittlegirlsinlove;
  butapparentlythesightofthemrousednopleasantfeelinginVera。
  "HowoftenhaveIaskedyounottotakemythings?"shesaid。"Youhavearoomofyourown,"andshetooktheinkstandfromNicholas。
  "Inaminute,inaminute,"hesaid,dippinghispen。
  "Youalwaysmanagetodothingsatthewrongtime,"continuedVera。"Youcamerushingintothedrawingroomsothateveryonefeltashamedofyou。"
  Thoughwhatshesaidwasquitejust,perhapsforthatveryreasonnoonereplied,andthefoursimplylookedatoneanother。Shelingeredintheroomwiththeinkstandinherhand。
  "AndatyouragewhatsecretscantherebebetweenNatashaandBoris,orbetweenyoutwo?It’sallnonsense!"
  "Now,Vera,whatdoesitmattertoyou?"saidNatashaindefense,speakingverygently。
  Sheseemedthatdaytobemorethaneverkindandaffectionatetoeveryone。
  "Verysilly,"saidVera。"Iamashamedofyou。Secretsindeed!"
  "Allhavesecretsoftheirown,"answeredNatasha,gettingwarmer。
  "Wedon’tinterferewithyouandBerg。"
  "Ishouldthinknot,"saidVera,"becausetherecanneverbeanythingwronginmybehavior。ButI’lljusttellMammahowyouarebehavingwithBoris。"
  "NatalyaIlynichnabehavesverywelltome,"remarkedBoris。"Ihavenothingtocomplainof。"
  "Don’t,Boris!Youaresuchadiplomatthatitisreallytiresome,"saidNatashainamortifiedvoicethattrembledslightly。
  Sheusedtheword"diplomat,"whichwasjustthenmuchinvogueamongthechildren,inthespecialsensetheyattachedtoit。"Whydoesshebotherme?"Andsheadded,turningtoVera,"You’llneverunderstandit,becauseyou’veneverlovedanyone。Youhavenoheart!YouareaMadamedeGenlisandnothingmore"thisnickname,bestowedonVerabyNicholas,wasconsideredverystinging,"andyourgreatestpleasureistobeunpleasanttopeople!GoandflirtwithBergasmuchasyouplease,"shefinishedquickly。
  "Ishallatanyratenotrunafterayoungmanbeforevisitors……"
  "Well,nowyou’vedonewhatyouwanted,"putinNicholas—"saidunpleasantthingstoeveryoneandupsetthem。Let’sgotothenursery。"
  Allfour,likeaflockofscaredbirds,gotupandlefttheroom。
  "Theunpleasantthingsweresaidtome,"remarkedVera,"Isaidnonetoanyone。"
  "MadamedeGenlis!MadamedeGenlis!"shoutedlaughingvoicesthroughthedoor。
  ThehandsomeVera,whoproducedsuchanirritatingandunpleasanteffectoneveryone,smiledand,evidentlyunmovedbywhathadbeensaidtoher,wenttothelookingglassandarrangedherhairandscarf。Lookingatherownhandsomefacesheseemedtobecomestillcolderandcalmer。
  Inthedrawingroomtheconversationwasstillgoingon。
  "Ah,mydear,"saidthecountess,"mylifeisnotallroseseither。Don’tIknowthatattheratewearelivingourmeanswon’tlastlong?It’salltheClubandhiseasygoingnature。Eveninthecountrydowegetanyrest?Theatricals,hunting,andheavenknowswhatbesides!Butdon’tlet’stalkaboutme;tellmehowyoumanagedeverything。Ioftenwonderatyou,Annette—howatyourageyoucanrushoffaloneinacarriagetoMoscow,toPetersburg,tothoseministersandgreatpeople,andknowhowtodealwiththemall!It’squiteastonishing。Howdidyougetthingssettled?Icouldn’tpossiblydoit。"
  "Ah,mylove,"answeredAnnaMikhaylovna,"Godgrantyouneverknowwhatitistobeleftawidowwithoutmeansandwithasonyoulovetodistraction!Onelearnsmanythingsthen,"sheaddedwithacertainpride。"Thatlawsuittaughtmemuch。WhenIwanttoseeoneofthosebigpeopleIwriteanote:’PrincessSo—and—SodesiresaninterviewwithSoand—So,’andthenItakeacabandgomyselftwo,three,orfourtimes—tillIgetwhatIwant。Idon’tmindwhattheythinkofme。"
  "Well,andtowhomdidyouapplyaboutBory?"askedthecountess。
  "YouseeyoursisalreadyanofficerintheGuards,whilemyNicholasisgoingasacadet。There’snoonetointeresthimselfforhim。Towhomdidyouapply?"
  "ToPrinceVasili。Hewassokind。Heatonceagreedtoeverything,andputthematterbeforetheEmperor,"saidPrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaenthusiastically,quiteforgettingallthehumiliationshehadenduredtogainherend。
  "HasPrinceVasiliagedmuch?"askedthecountess。"IhavenotseenhimsinceweactedtogetherattheRumyantsovs’theatricals。I
  expecthehasforgottenme。Hepaidmeattentionsinthosedays,"saidthecountess,withasmile。
  "Heisjustthesameasever,"repliedAnnaMikhaylovna,"overflowingwithamiability。Hispositionhasnotturnedhisheadatall。Hesaidtome,’IamsorryIcandosolittleforyou,dearPrincess。Iamatyourcommand。’Yes,heisafinefellowandaverykindrelation。But,Nataly,youknowmyloveformyson:Iwoulddoanythingforhishappiness!Andmyaffairsareinsuchabadwaythatmypositionisnowaterribleone,"continuedAnnaMikhaylovna,sadly,droppinghervoice。"MywretchedlawsuittakesallIhaveandmakesnoprogress。Wouldyoubelieveit,Ihaveliterallynotapennyanddon’tknowhowtoequipBoris。"Shetookoutherhandkerchiefandbegantocry。"Ineedfivehundredrubles,andhaveonlyonetwenty—five—rublenote。Iaminsuchastate……MyonlyhopenowisinCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov。Ifhewillnotassisthisgodson—youknowheisBory’sgodfather—andallowhimsomethingforhismaintenance,allmytroublewillhavebeenthrownaway……I
  shallnotbeabletoequiphim。"
  Thecountess’eyesfilledwithtearsandsheponderedinsilence。
  "Ioftenthink,though,perhapsit’sasin,"saidtheprincess,"thatherelivesCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhovsorich,allalone……thattremendousfortune……andwhatishislifeworth?It’saburdentohim,andBory’slifeisonlyjustbeginning……"
  "SurelyhewillleavesomethingtoBoris,"saidthecountess。
  "Heavenonlyknows,mydear!Theserichgrandeesaresoselfish。
  Still,IwilltakeBorisandgotoseehimatonce,andIshallspeaktohimstraightout。Letpeoplethinkwhattheywillofme,it’sreallyallthesametomewhenmyson’sfateisatstake。"Theprincessrose。"It’snowtwoo’clockandyoudineatfour。Therewilljustbetime。"
  AndlikeapracticalPetersburgladywhoknowshowtomakethemostoftime,AnnaMikhaylovnasentsomeonetocallherson,andwentintotheanteroomwithhim。
  "Good—by,mydear,"saidshetothecountesswhosawhertothedoor,andaddedinawhispersothathersonshouldnothear,"Wishmegoodluck。"
  "AreyougoingtoCountCyrilVladimirovich,mydear?"saidthecountcomingoutfromthedininghallintotheanteroom,andheadded:
  "Ifheisbetter,askPierretodinewithus。Hehasbeentothehouse,youknow,anddancedwiththechildren。Besuretoinvitehim,mydear。WewillseehowTarasdistinguisheshimselftoday。HesaysCountOrlovnevergavesuchadinnerasourswillbe!"
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  CHAPTERXV
  "MydearBoris,"saidPrincessAnnaMikhaylovnatohersonasCountessRostova’scarriageinwhichtheywereseateddroveoverthestrawcoveredstreetandturnedintothewidecourtyardofCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov’shouse。"MydearBoris,"saidthemother,drawingherhandfrombeneathheroldmantleandlayingittimidlyandtenderlyonherson’sarm,"beaffectionateandattentivetohim。
  CountCyrilVladimirovichisyourgodfatherafterall,yourfuturedependsonhim。Rememberthat,mydear,andbenicetohim,asyousowellknowhowtobe。"
  "IfonlyIknewthatanythingbesideshumiliationwouldcomeofit……"answeredhersoncoldly。"ButIhavepromisedandwilldoitforyoursake。"
  Althoughthehallportersawsomeone’scarriagestandingattheentrance,afterscrutinizingthemotherandsonwhowithoutaskingtobeannouncedhadpassedstraightthroughtheglassporchbetweentherowsofstatuesinnichesandlookingsignificantlyatthelady’soldcloak,heaskedwhethertheywantedthecountortheprincesses,and,hearingthattheywishedtoseethecount,saidhisexcellencywasworsetoday,andthathisexcellencywasnotreceivinganyone。
  "Wemayaswellgoback,"saidthesoninFrench。
  "Mydear!"exclaimedhismotherimploringly,againlayingherhandonhisarmasifthattouchmightsootheorrousehim。
  Borissaidnomore,butlookedinquiringlyathismotherwithouttakingoffhiscloak。
  "Myfriend,"saidAnnaMikhaylovnaingentletones,addressingthehallporter,IknowCountCyrilVladimirovichisveryill……that’swhyIhavecome……Iamarelation。Ishallnotdisturbhim,myfriend……IonlyneedseePrinceVasiliSergeevich:heisstayinghere,ishenot?Pleaseannounceme。"
  Thehallportersullenlypulledabellthatrangupstairs,andturnedaway。
  "PrincessDrubetskayatoseePrinceVasiliSergeevich,"hecalledtoafootmandressedinkneebreeches,shoes,andaswallow—tailcoat,whorandownstairsandlookedoverfromthehalfwaylanding。
  ThemothersmoothedthefoldsofherdyedsilkdressbeforealargeVenetianmirrorinthewall,andinhertrodden—downshoesbrisklyascendedthecarpetedstairs。
  "Mydear,"shesaidtoherson,oncemorestimulatinghimbyatouch,"youpromisedme!"
  Theson,loweringhiseyes,followedherquietly。
  Theyenteredthelargehall,fromwhichoneofthedoorsledtotheapartmentsassignedtoPrinceVasili。
  Justasthemotherandson,havingreachedthemiddleofthehall,wereabouttoasktheirwayofanelderlyfootmanwhohadsprungupastheyentered,thebronzehandleofoneofthedoorsturnedandPrinceVasilicameout—wearingavelvetcoatwithasinglestaronhisbreast,aswashiscustomwhenathome—takingleaveofagood—looking,dark—hairedman。ThiswasthecelebratedPetersburgdoctor,Lorrain。
  "Thenitiscertain?"saidtheprince。
  "Prince,humanumesterrare,*but……"repliedthedoctor,swallowinghisr’s,andpronouncingtheLatinwordswithaFrenchaccent。
  *Toerrishuman。
  "Verywell,verywell……"
  SeeingAnnaMikhaylovnaandherson,PrinceVasilidismissedthedoctorwithabowandapproachedthemsilentlyandwithalookofinquiry。Thesonnoticedthatanexpressionofprofoundsorrowsuddenlycloudedhismother’sface,andhesmiledslightly。
  "Ah,Prince!Inwhatsadcircumstanceswemeetagain!Andhowisourdearinvalid?"saidshe,asthoughunawareofthecoldoffensivelookfixedonher。
  PrinceVasilistaredatherandatBorisquestioninglyandperplexed。Borisbowedpolitely。PrinceVasiliwithoutacknowledgingthebowturnedtoAnnaMikhaylovna,answeringherquerybyamovementoftheheadandlipsindicatingverylittlehopeforthepatient。
  "Isitpossible?"exclaimedAnnaMikhaylovna。"Oh,howawful!Itisterribletothink……Thisismyson,"sheadded,indicatingBoris。
  "Hewantedtothankyouhimself。"
  Borisbowedagainpolitely。
  "Believeme,Prince,amother’sheartwillneverforgetwhatyouhavedoneforus。"
  "IamgladIwasabletodoyouaservice,mydearAnnaMikhaylovna,"saidPrinceVasili,arranginghislacefrill,andintoneandmanner,hereinMoscowtoAnnaMikhaylovnawhomhehadplacedunderanobligation,assuminganairofmuchgreaterimportancethanhehaddoneinPetersburgatAnnaScherer’sreception。
  "Trytoservewellandshowyourselfworthy,"addedhe,addressingBoriswithseverity。"Iamglad……Areyouhereonleave?"hewentoninhisusualtoneofindifference。
  "Iamawaitingorderstojoinmynewregiment,yourexcellency,"
  repliedBoris,betrayingneitherannoyanceattheprince’sbrusquemannernoradesiretoenterintoconversation,butspeakingsoquietlyandrespectfullythattheprincegavehimasearchingglance。
  "Areyoulivingwithyourmother?"
  "IamlivingatCountessRostova’s,"repliedBoris,againadding,"yourexcellency。"
  "Thatis,withIlyaRostovwhomarriedNatalyShinshina,"saidAnnaMikhaylovna。
  "Iknow,Iknow,"answeredPrinceVasiliinhismonotonousvoice。"I
  nevercouldunderstandhowNatalymadeuphermindtomarrythatunlickedbear!Aperfectlyabsurdandstupidfellow,andagamblertoo,Iamtold。"
  "Butaverykindman,Prince,"saidAnnaMikhaylovnawithapatheticsmile,asthoughshetooknewthatCountRostovdeservedthiscensure,butaskedhimnottobetoohardonthepooroldman。"Whatdothedoctorssay?"askedtheprincessafterapause,herwornfaceagainexpressingdeepsorrow。
  "Theygivelittlehope,"repliedtheprince。
  "AndIshouldsoliketothankUncleonceforallhiskindnesstomeandBoris。Heishisgodson,"sheadded,hertonesuggestingthatthisfactoughttogivePrinceVasilimuchsatisfaction。
  PrinceVasilibecamethoughtfulandfrowned。AnnaMikhaylovnasawthathewasafraidoffindinginherarivalforCountBezukhov’sfortune,andhastenedtoreassurehim。
  "IfitwerenotformysincereaffectionanddevotiontoUncle,"
  saidshe,utteringthewordwithpeculiarassuranceandunconcern,"Iknowhischaracter:noble,upright……butyouseehehasnoonewithhimexcepttheyoungprincesses……Theyarestillyoung……"Shebentherheadandcontinuedinawhisper:"Hasheperformedhisfinalduty,Prince?Howpricelessarethoselastmoments!Itcanmakethingsnoworse,anditisabsolutelynecessarytopreparehimifheissoill。Wewomen,Prince,"andshesmiledtenderly,"alwaysknowhowtosaythesethings。Iabsolutelymustseehim,howeverpainfulitmaybeforme。Iamusedtosuffering。"
  Evidentlytheprinceunderstoodher,andalsounderstood,ashehaddoneatAnnaPavlovna’s,thatitwouldbedifficulttogetridofAnnaMikhaylovna。
  "Wouldnotsuchameetingbetootryingforhim,dearAnnaMikhaylovna?"saidhe。"Letuswaituntilevening。Thedoctorsareexpectingacrisis。"
  "Butonecannotdelay,Prince,atsuchamoment!Considerthatthewelfareofhissoulisatstake。Ah,itisawful:thedutiesofaChristian……"
  Adoorofoneoftheinnerroomsopenedandoneoftheprincesses,thecount’sniece,enteredwithacold,sternface。Thelengthofherbodywasstrikinglyoutofproportiontohershortlegs。PrinceVasiliturnedtoher。
  "Well,howishe?"
  "Stillthesame;butwhatcanyouexpect,thisnoise……"saidtheprincess,lookingatAnnaMikhaylovnaasatastranger。
  "Ah,mydear,Ihardlyknewyou,"saidAnnaMikhaylovnawithahappysmile,amblinglightlyuptothecount’sniece。"Ihavecome,andamatyourservicetohelpyounursemyuncle。Iimaginewhatyouhavegonethrough,"andshesympatheticallyturneduphereyes。
  Theprincessgavenoreplyanddidnotevensmile,butlefttheroomatAnnaMikhaylovnatookoffherglovesand,occupyingthepositionshehadconquered,settleddowninanarmchair,invitingPrinceVasilitotakeaseatbesideher。
  "Boris,"shesaidtohersonwithasmile,"Ishallgointoseethecount,myuncle;butyou,mydear,hadbettergotoPierremeanwhileanddon’tforgettogivehimtheRostovs’invitation。Theyaskhimtodinner。Isupposehewon’tgo?"shecontinued,turningtotheprince。
  "Onthecontrary,"repliedtheprince,whohadplainlybecomedepressed,"Ishallbeonlytoogladifyourelievemeofthatyoungman……Hereheis,andthecounthasnotonceaskedforhim。"
  Heshruggedhisshoulders。AfootmanconductedBorisdownoneflightofstairsandupanother,toPierre’srooms。
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  Pierre,afterall,hadnotmanagedtochooseacareerforhimselfinPetersburg,andhadbeenexpelledfromthereforriotousconductandsenttoMoscow。ThestorytoldabouthimatCountRostov’swastrue。
  Pierrehadtakenpartintyingapolicemantoabear。HehadnowbeenforsomedaysinMoscowandwasstayingasusualathisfather’shouse。ThoughheexpectedthatthestoryofhisescapadewouldbealreadyknowninMoscowandthattheladiesabouthisfather—
  whowereneverfavorablydisposedtowardhim—wouldhaveusedittoturnthecountagainsthim,heneverthelessonthedayofhisarrivalwenttohisfather’spartofthehouse。Enteringthedrawingroom,wheretheprincessesspentmostoftheirtime,hegreetedtheladies,twoofwhomweresittingatembroideryframeswhileathirdreadaloud。Itwastheeldestwhowasreading—theonewhohadmetAnnaMikhaylovna。Thetwoyoungeroneswereembroidering:bothwererosyandprettyandtheydifferedonlyinthatonehadalittlemoleonherlipwhichmadehermuchprettier。Pierrewasreceivedasifhewereacorpseoraleper。Theeldestprincesspausedinherreadingandsilentlystaredathimwithfrightenedeyes;thesecondassumedpreciselythesameexpression;whiletheyoungest,theonewiththemole,whowasofacheerfulandlivelydisposition,bentoverherframetohideasmileprobablyevokedbytheamusingscenesheforesaw。Shedrewherwooldownthroughthecanvasand,scarcelyabletorefrainfromlaughing,stoopedasiftryingtomakeoutthepattern。
  "Howdoyoudo,cousin?"saidPierre。"Youdon’trecognizeme?"
  "Irecognizeyouonlytoowell,toowell。"
  "Howisthecount?CanIseehim?"askedPierre,awkwardlyasusual,butunabashed。
  "Thecountissufferingphysicallyandmentally,andapparentlyyouhavedoneyourbesttoincreasehismentalsufferings。"
  "CanIseethecount?"Pierreagainasked。
  "Hm……Ifyouwishtokillhim,tokillhimoutright,youcanseehim……Olga,goandseewhetherUncle’sbeefteaisready—itisalmosttime,"sheadded,givingPierretounderstandthattheywerebusy,andbusymakinghisfathercomfortable,whileevidentlyhe,Pierre,wasonlybusycausinghimannoyance。
  Olgawentout。Pierrestoodlookingatthesisters;thenhebowedandsaid:"ThenIwillgotomyrooms。YouwillletmeknowwhenIcanseehim。"
  Andhelefttheroom,followedbythelowbutringinglaughterofthesisterwiththemole。
  NextdayPrinceVasilihadarrivedandsettledinthecount’shouse。
  HesentforPierreandsaidtohim:"Mydearfellow,ifyouaregoingtobehavehereasyoudidinPetersburg,youwillendverybadly;thatisallIhavetosaytoyou。Thecountisvery,veryill,andyoumustnotseehimatall。"
  SincethenPierrehadnotbeendisturbedandhadspentthewholetimeinhisroomsupstairs。
  WhenBorisappearedathisdoorPierrewaspacingupanddownhisroom,stoppingoccasionallyatacornertomakemenacinggesturesatthewall,asifrunningaswordthroughaninvisiblefoe,andglaringsavagelyoverhisspectacles,andthenagainresuminghiswalk,mutteringindistinctwords,shrugginghisshouldersandgesticulating。
  "Englandisdonefor,"saidhe,scowlingandpointinghisfingeratsomeoneunseen。"Mr。Pitt,asatraitortothenationandtotherightsofman,issentencedto……"ButbeforePierre—whoatthatmomentimaginedhimselftobeNapoleoninpersonandtohavejusteffectedthedangerouscrossingoftheStraitsofDoverandcapturedLondon—couldpronouncePitt’ssentence,hesawawell—builtandhandsomeyoungofficerenteringhisroom。Pierrepaused。HehadleftMoscowwhenBoriswasaboyoffourteen,andhadquiteforgottenhim,butinhisusualimpulsiveandheartywayhetookBorisbythehandwithafriendlysmile。
  "Doyourememberme?"askedBorisquietlywithapleasantsmile。
  "Ihavecomewithmymothertoseethecount,butitseemsheisnotwell。"
  "Yes,itseemsheisill。Peoplearealwaysdisturbinghim,"
  answeredPierre,tryingtorememberwhothisyoungmanwas。
  BorisfeltthatPierredidnotrecognizehimbutdidnotconsideritnecessarytointroducehimself,andwithoutexperiencingtheleastembarrassmentlookedPierrestraightintheface。
  "CountRostovasksyoutocometodinnertoday,"saidhe,afteraconsiderablepausewhichmadePierrefeeluncomfortable。
  "Ah,CountRostov!"exclaimedPierrejoyfully。"Thenyouarehisson,Ilya?Onlyfancy,Ididn’tknowyouatfirst。DoyourememberhowwewenttotheSparrowHillswithMadameJacquot?……It’ssuchanage……"
  "Youaremistaken,"saidBorisdeliberately,withaboldandslightlysarcasticsmile。"IamBoris,sonofPrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaDrubetskaya。Rostov,thefather,isIlya,andhissonisNicholas。IneverknewanyMadameJacquot。"
  Pierreshookhisheadandarmsasifattackedbymosquitoesorbees。
  "Ohdear,whatamIthinkingabout?I’vemixedeverythingup。OnehassomanyrelativesinMoscow!SoyouareBoris?Ofcourse。Well,nowweknowwhereweare。AndwhatdoyouthinkoftheBoulogneexpedition?TheEnglishwillcomeoffbadly,youknow,ifNapoleongetsacrosstheChannel。Ithinktheexpeditionisquitefeasible。
  IfonlyVilleneuvedoesn’tmakeamessofthings!
  BorisknewnothingabouttheBoulogneexpedition;hedidnotreadthepapersanditwasthefirsttimehehadheardVilleneuve’sname。
  "WehereinMoscowaremoreoccupiedwithdinnerpartiesandscandalthanwithpolitics,"saidheinhisquietironicaltone。"Iknownothingaboutitandhavenotthoughtaboutit。Moscowischieflybusywithgossip,"hecontinued。"Justnowtheyaretalkingaboutyouandyourfather。"
  Pierresmiledinhisgood—naturedwayasifafraidforhiscompanion’ssakethatthelattermightsaysomethinghewouldafterwardsregret。ButBorisspokedistinctly,clearly,anddryly,lookingstraightintoPierre’seyes。
  "Moscowhasnothingelsetodobutgossip,"Boriswenton。
  "Everybodyiswonderingtowhomthecountwillleavehisfortune,thoughhemayperhapsoutliveusall,asIsincerelyhopehewill……"
  "Yes,itisallveryhorrid,"interruptedPierre,"veryhorrid。"
  Pierrewasstillafraidthatthisofficermightinadvertentlysaysomethingdisconcertingtohimself。
  "Anditmustseemtoyou,"saidBorisflushingslightly,butnotchanginghistoneorattitude,"itmustseemtoyouthateveryoneistryingtogetsomethingoutoftherichman?"
  "Soitdoes,"thoughtPierre。